CHAPTER LI

The storm which burst in August, 1914, had the effect of blotting out

smaller storms into nothingness. It brought in its wake different things

to different natures: to some apprehension, sheer personal terror, to

others the quickening sense of high adventure, to others yet sick

disillusionment with a world that was still capable of such gigantic

folly.

To Joan, in the dead blankness that followed the departure of her

friend, the great war seemed strangely like a godsend. It was as if she

had cried in desperation to Providence. "What next?" and Providence had

answered, "This!"

Perhaps she was not the only woman to whom the sudden extraneous demand

for all that was in her came as a godsend.

She flung herself head, hand, and heart, into the organization of relief

work. As the Germans pursued their incredible way through Belgium, it

seemed to her that every frantic mother, every maimed child, every

desperate father, the very roofless houses and ruined orchards, cried

aloud upon her, Joan Blair, for help. She could not understand why

others did not seem to hear the cry, how those about her could pursue

the usual course of life unheeding--Joan was one of the first Americans

to declare war upon Germany.

But those about her heard better than she realized. Gradually as the

change came, it came. Hers was not the only blood in the old border

State to thrill to the call of drums. And as in the earlier days, while

the men got down their firearms to clean them, the women rolled up their

sleeves and settled down to work.

Under the impetus of Joan and others like her, Bridge quickly gave way

to bandage-making, the click of unaccustomed needles drowned the chatter

of clubrooms and tea-table, and the Jabberwocks in a body abandoned the

pursuit of culture for a course in hospital assistance. "So that we

shall be ready by the time our own boys need us," explained Joan.

"But, Mrs. Blair, you ought to curb those firebrand sentiments of

yours!" protested Judge Carmichael to her after one of her public

utterances. "It is enjoined upon us Americans to be strictly neutral."

"Neutral?" cried the daughter of Richard Darcy. "Neutral? Have you ever

seen a pit-terrier jump on a respectable little poodle-dog out in the

front yard protecting his household--and were you able to remain

_neutral_? I know my country better than that!"

In keeping up with Joan's new activities, the town quite forgot to look

at her askance.

Nikolai, too, was making of the war a personal matter. He wrote that he,

with other writers in New York, was financing a hospital unit with which

he intended to go to France in any capacity where he would be useful. He

had been in his youth, among other things, a student of medicine.

"Isn't it fine, Archie?" she cried, thrilling to this letter. "Oh, if we

could only do something ourselves! I'd like to send him a contribution

for his unit, anyway. May I?"

Archie hesitated. "How much, dear?"

Joan flushed. It was the first time he had failed to give her without

question whatever she asked of him.

"Sorry to have to ask," she said, rather stiffly. "But I've given the

last cent I had to the Red Cross. Could you spare me fifty dollars, say,

and take it out of my next allowance?"

Archie silently got out his check-book.

It troubled her to notice in him something almost like apathy toward the

war. The startling headlines, the growing report of horrors, even the

eleventh-hour miracle of that stand upon the Marne, moved him to no more

than a preoccupied attention. He appeared to concern himself far more

with the uncertain state of the stock-market, which he studied

assiduously. Joan could not accustom herself to the idea of an Archie

commercialized: interesting himself at such a crisis in the world's

history merely with money.

An explanation at last dawned upon her. "My dear," she accused him one

day, "I believe you've been speculating!"

"Who--me? Oh, every man speculates, sweetheart. Business itself is a

good deal of a speculation nowadays. Nothing to worry your precious head

about, though."

"Would you like me to economize, Archie, more than I usually do?" she

asked.

"Oh, no. You're never extravagant. A little more or less can't matter."

Preoccupied though he seemed, he was never too preoccupied to show her

the special consideration and gentleness she had noticed ever since

Nikolai left.

"As if he were trying to comfort me!" she thought uneasily. Her queer

outburst of nerves with Stefan was something she never allowed herself

to think of. She did not quite understand it; and Joan dreaded things

she could not understand.

Archie seemed to be developing nerves himself of late. When the doorbell

or telephone rang suddenly, he jumped as if he had been touched; and he

went to his office almost every evening, coming home late and very

tired.

"You're working too hard, old boy," protested Joan. "I'll be glad when

the treasurer of your company feels well enough to come back from

Saranac and take his old job again."

"He's back now. I expect to turn the books over to him in a few days."

"Good! I'm glad of it."

"Are you?" asked Archie, rather queerly.

"Of course!--though it means less salary, doesn't it? What do we care?

We had enough before. You know, dear, money simply means _nothing_ to

me, so long as the bills are paid."

"I know," he said soberly.

Perhaps if she had been less obsessed with the war, Joan might have been

better prepared for what was coming....

One day, on her way home from the Red Cross rooms, she bought herself an

early edition of an evening paper, and was looking over the headlines

when she came across the following:

SHORTAGE DISCOVERED

BOOKS OF MOORE AND COMPANY IN HANDS OF EXPERT

Farther down, aghast, incredulous, she read the name of her husband.

When she reached home, he was already there. Johnny Carmichael and Ellen

were with him, both talking at once. They stopped as Joan came bursting

in.

"Archie! This can't be _true_?"

He had risen to go to her. Now he sank back in his chair, nodding.

"I been tellin' him he's got to git out while the gittin's good,"

muttered Ellen Neal, her language consorting oddly with the tense fear

in her face. "Here's plenty of money"--she held out a battered

pocket-book. "He can hop on the L. & N. train as it passes Fourth

Street. They ain't a minute to waste! The main thing's to git him away

before they--take him!"

"She's right!" insisted Johnny Carmichael, stuttering with excitement.

"Once he's out of the way, my father'll get everything fixed. He's

closeted with Moore now. We've stopped that beastly article in the

paper--lots of people won't have seen the first edition. Father's taken

on the case--Mrs. Blair, you've got to make Archie _wake up_!"

But Joan could not speak.

Archie rose to his feet again. He seemed invested with a new, quiet

dignity. He put a hand on each of their shoulders.

"I'm not going to run, of course," he said. "Thank you just the same.

Now cut along, will you? I want to talk to my wife."

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