CHAPTER XXVII

In their weekly chats over her tea-table (from which the Major early

excused himself, possibly under wifely suggestion), Joan got into the

way of being quite confidential with Archibald. She told him one day how

lonely she was for women's companionship.

"At school I had too many chums, and here I haven't any," she

complained. "I really don't know why!"

"Maybe they're sort of jealous," was his suggestion.

"Why, Archie! You're getting positively subtle with your compliments,"

she laughed. "No, it can't be that. I'm no 'man's woman!'--I'm done with

that forever! They're welcome to every beau in town for all of me, and I

_never_ flirt with other people's property. I'm really the ideal

companion nowadays--no family complete without me.... Of course I see a

lot of girls around at parties, and they're friendly enough, even make

rather a fuss over me. But--that's all! Somehow we don't seem to be

playing the same game."

"Ish ga bibble," murmured Archie, consolingly if cryptically. "What do

_you_ care, when you've got 'em all nailed to the mast? But I know just

what you mean, Miss Darcy. Used to feel sort of that way myself when I

went with Miss Gracie or Miss Ella, or any of them from the office.

Before I knew your sort."

"So you think," said Joan, amused, "it's the sort that's wrong, not me?"

"Nothing wrong with _you_!" he declared, with a comforting finality.

Being a person with whom sympathy was always active rather than passive,

however, he took her case earnestly under consideration; with rather

surprising results.

Some days later--it was one of the still February mornings that come to

Kentucky as an earnest that spring is on the way, with cardinals fluting

from the evergreens and a rusty bluebird or two on the lookout for

summer quarters--Joan was called to the telephone to speak to no less a

personage than Miss Emily Carmichael.

"I hear you've been riding all winter, Miss Darcy," she said. "I'm so

sorry not to have known it before, so that we might have gone out

together. So much pleasanter than riding with a groom, don't you think!"

Joan agreed that it would have been.

"Why shouldn't we make up for lost time at once--this morning, for

instance? Shall I come by for you at eleven o'clock? Very well."

Joan hung up the telephone, mortified by her own pusillanimous behavior.

Here was a golden opportunity to snub the girl who had found her

"mixed," and instead of doing so she had meekly consented to be

patronized. But at the word her head went up with something of the

Major's dignity. Miss Carmichael would find it rather difficult to

patronize Miss Darcy!

Miss Carmichael, however, seemed to have no intention of trying. She

exclaimed with delight over the pretty Peggy, sleek as satin despite her

winter coat, and dancing with pleasure to be out once more in equine

society. (With the first approach of winter, the class in equestrianism

had disbanded).

"Mr. Blair was telling me the other day about your father's wonderful

Christmas present to you," she said. "It must be pleasant to be able to

afford a real saddle-horse! My good old Dobbin has to pull Mother's

station-wagon, too, you know, which is bad for his gaits. It's _horrid_

to have only one horse in the stables!"

"You speak as if you were poverty-stricken," smiled Joan, thinking of

the great Carmichael house, with its walled court and double galleries

and outbuildings sufficient to house a retinue of servants.

"Oh, we are," sighed the other. "Absolutely! Why, do you know, I've

never been to Europe in my life?"

Joan wondered what this girl would think of real poverty, which yearned

in terms, not of trips to Europe, but of new shoes and unattainable

spring bonnets!--And then she happened to notice, standing at the curb

as they passed, a girl of about her age with a shawl over her head, a

baby on one arm and a child dragging at the other, gazing listlessly at

the fortunate ones who had time to be young.

Joan hastily abandoned comparisons.

"If you've only one horse, what does your groom ride?" she asked, having

been rather impressed by the mention of a groom.

"A bicycle," smiled Emily. "Of course he's not a real groom, only our

houseboy, Joe. It's terribly mortifying to his pride. 'Miss Em'ly,

s'posin' we was to meet some one what knows us?' is his constant plea;

so I ride in out-of-the-way roads to spare his feelings. If we do meet

acquaintances, he drops far behind and pretends he isn't with me. When

old Dob feels his oats, poor Joe has a fearful time keeping up. I hear

him panting and gasping behind me, 'Woa thar, woa thar, Dobbin! Gawd

sakes, Miss Em'ly, don' you know a bicycle wa'n't never _meant_ to

gallop?'"

Joan was both astonished and amused. She could not fit the picture into

her conception of the Carmichael elegance. "_I_ shouldn't bother with a

groom at all," she murmured.

"Of course you wouldn't! But you see I've got old-fashioned parents who

can't imagine a young girl being able to go about alone in safety. They

suspect a bandit of lurking behind every bush for the purpose of

carrying off their precious Emily. So far no bandit has had the courage

to attempt it!" she sighed. "Do you know, what I envy you most is your

independence?"

"My independence? But that's just what I wish I had!" cried Joan, and

presently found herself confiding in this stranger something that she

had hitherto kept to herself--her determination to earn her own living.

The other girl listened with sympathy, too well-bred to ask questions,

but quick to understand.

"It doesn't seem fair," she sighed. "We girls haven't a chance at all.

If you were a boy you would have been prepared in some way, of course.

In our family, for instance, my brother Johnny, who isn't half as

intelligent as I am (and that's not bragging, either), was put most

unwillingly through college, and given three extra years at law, and

sent around the world--all to prepare him for a career of horse-racing

and wild oats generally. He's a dear, you know, but he must have his

little wild oats.... And what did I get? Two years of an Eastern

finishing school, where I learned to dress better than we can afford, to

sing and play a little, and to speak French with a fair accent! I wasn't

even prepared for--the thing that's expected of us," she added,

flushing. "I've never cooked a meal nor made a bed in my life, Mother

proceeding on the theory that if you learn how to do such things you'll

have to do them--No fear! No sensible, practical, poor young man would

ever have the courage to ask such a useless thing as me to share his

humble lot!"

Joan looked at her curiously. She was a tall, rather statuesque type, as

so many Kentucky women are; not beautiful, but with a splendid figure, a

gallant poise of the head, an air of race and elegance that associated

oddly with the idea of cooking and bedmaking.

"You'll simply have to choose the sort of husband that hasn't a humble

lot," Joan suggested.

"Choose?" the other shrugged. "Where am I to find him? Not in this part

of the world, evidently. You see I've been out several years, my dear.

And Mother's far too well-bred to take me about husband hunting, even if

she were able to afford it--No, no, I shall simply subside gracefully

into old maidhood, as so many of us do nowadays. Haven't you noticed the

numbers of old maids about here--charming, cultivated women who have

waited too long for a possible partner to come and discover them?

Filling their lives with Bridge and charity and committee work! Useful,

I suppose, and contented enough, but--It isn't what one dreams of! Mere

_pis aller_.... And I don't see how the ballot's going to help, do you?"

"Except by changing the fashion in female education," mused Joan.

"Meanwhile we've just got to help ourselves. Pull ourselves up by our

own boot-straps."

"And we haven't even got the boot-straps!" laughed the other,

ruefully....

This was not the last of their rides together. The unexpected

understanding of this girl, whose lot in life Joan had long secretly

envied, broke down the artificial barriers between them, and paved the

way for a real and lasting friendship. Between them they settled many

problems of the universe, while Dobbin and Pegasus respectively trotted

and singlefooted about the parks or along a road where the Ohio swept,

swollen with the winter's snows, almost on a level with them, overlooked

by splendid cliffs where the city's rich have been wise enough to build

homes that would do credit to the chateau country of France.

Sometimes Emily took her into one of these houses for a cup of tea,

occasions which filled Effie May with a candid gratification; for

hitherto the Carmichael circle had remained impregnable to her siege.

"It certainly was a good idea of yours, getting the child that horse!"

she commented to her husband. "There's something genteel about a

riding-horse--more so than a limousine, though I'm sure I can't see why.

Heaven knows it's cheaper! But even that old plug the Carmichael girl

rides has a kind of air about it."

"Horses," replied the Major sententiously, "are the only aristocrats

left in the modern world."

Effie May presently suggested to Archie that he purchase himself a horse

and try riding, since he was so fond of exercise. But Archie put the

tempting idea away from him. What time had he for the diversions of the

idle? Business before pleasure! He had recently, and for reasons that

were a little vague in his own mind, decided to become rich.

Joan was so preoccupied with her new friendship that she had rather

neglected the boxing matches of late, which presently languished. The

Major missed the stimulating presence of a young feminine audience. So

that Archie spent no more glorious half-hours over a tea-table.

But he did not complain. It was something to know that he had presented

his lady with the thing her heart most craved. He could, had he so

chosen, have tagged the unconscious Miss Carmichael with a card such as

sometimes came to Joan in modest boxes of flowers, bearing the

inscription: "From a Friend."

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