CHAPTER XXI

On Joan's return from Longmeadow she had found her family already

beginning to prepare for what was by far the most ambitious effort

undertaken by Effie May as yet: her formal debut into society. Joan,

rather alarmed, protested. She wished nothing so much at the moment as

to be allowed to slip into some inconspicuous corner and recover her

lost confidence. She was in no mood for a continuation of an empty

social career, particularly under the aegis of her father's wife. Other

plans were beginning to formulate vaguely in her head, and she wanted

leisure to perfect them.

But here for the first time she came into direct contact with the

amiable, easy-going, unescapable persistence she had before suspected in

her step-mother, and which made her feel as helpless as a caged rabbit;

a much indulged and petted rabbit, to be sure, in which it was sheer

ingratitude not to love its cage. Effie May used neither argument nor

explanation. She simply went her chosen way, and the rest of the

household perforce accompanied her.

Joan, herself not unaccustomed to pursuing her own path, did not submit

without a struggle. The difficulty was to bring the matter out into the

open. Effie May had a habit of taking things for granted that made

discussion gratuitous.

"Father," Joan said determinedly one night at dinner, when the two

elders were discussing the details of the impending ball, "why do we

give a ball, anyway? It's not as if we were under many obligations to

people--rather the contrary. And what's the point of entertaining for me

in this wholesale way, when I do not wish to be a debutante?"

"Don't _wish_ to be a debutante?" cried the astonished gentleman. "Why,

my child, the pollywog might as well decide that it does not wish to be

a frog! At a certain age young women of a certain position naturally

have to be presented to society. What else is there for them to do?"

"Oh, lots of things," said the girl with impatient vagueness. "They can

be teachers or librarians, or--stenographers, or journalists--something

useful, you know."

"Never," said the Major with pained emphasis, "while I am alive and able

to support her, shall a daughter of mine step out of that station in

life to which it has pleased God to call her! No lady of my family has

yet, I thank God, been under the necessity of becoming anything

'useful'--Useful! Absurd!"

(Joan had a momentary vision of her frail mother at sewing-machine and

housework; the three Misses Darcy struggling to make ends meet by means

of paying guests who did not always pay.)

"May I ask," continued her father with a dignity that verged upon

acerbity, "the reason for this sudden desire on your part to be

'useful'? It is a desire usually confined, I think, to ladies who have

ceased to be ornamental," he added, with a gallant inclination in her

direction.

"Oh, Dad, you know what I mean!" she said rather desperately. "I simply

want to be independent."

"And where can you be more independent than under your father's roof?"

he demanded. "Free to come and go as you choose, free to entertain your

friends as you like, to make what purchases you will, to run up accounts

at the shops--"

"And without a penny I can call my own!" blurted out Joan.

"As to that," he remarked with a shrug of distaste, "you have merely to

come to your father, my child."

"Exactly," said Joan bitterly.

Here Effie May entered the arena, fighting as usual upon the side of her

victim. "The girl's right. She ought to have her own allowance--as you

were saying only last night, Dickie."

"Was I?'" murmured the Major. "Yes, yes, so I was! An allowance of--How

much did I say, my darling?"

"Two hundred dollars a month," prompted his darling. "Do you think you

could manage on that, Joan?"

The girl lifted shamed eyes to her step-mother. She could not bear to

look at her father, puffing himself out with conscious pride.

"Very well," she said in a low voice. "I'll be a debutante since you

wish it--I'll spend the money and wear the clothes you provide, and eat

the food you give me--but understand me! I'm only doing it because I

have no choice."

She suddenly turned and ran out of the room. The Major stared after her,

blankly.

"What's come over the child? She used to be so sweet-tempered and

reasonable, grateful for everything. All this nonsense about

independence! What does she mean by it, anyway?"

"She simply means she wants a man of her own, like every blessed

mother's daughter of us," explained Effie May comfortably, "and that's

what I'm trying to help her to, and it makes her sort of ashamed because

she's got to be helped. That's all!... Say, old pet--" she seated

herself upon his knee, as was her cosy custom when opportunity

offered--"who's this chap Nikolai, anyway, that's always writing to her?

He gives her some pretty good presents. That piece of aquamarine he sent

her when she graduated--it's worth a lot of money. Is he rich?"

"He's a very successful writer, I believe."

"Hmm! Old? _Too_ old, I mean?"

"For what?"

"Why, for Joan, old duckie."

"Joan?" repeated the Major vaguely. He had for the moment lost interest

in his daughter's affairs. The ex-widow Calloway made rather a luscious

armful. He roused himself to the required attention, however. "For Joan?

Why, good gad! the man's old enough to be her father! He was a friend of

Mary's."

"Before she married you?"

"Oh, no, afterwards. She picked him up somewhere when Joan was a baby."

"_Oho!_" murmured Effie May with an indescribable expression. "I didn't

know Mary was the sort to have friends after she was married!" (It is

just possible that the bride was rather fed up on the virtues of her

predecessor.) But a sudden stiffening of the arms that enfolded her

warned her of rocks ahead, and she finished smoothly, "I thought she was

too interested in you to know that any one else existed."

"By no means," smiled Richard Darcy, mollified. "On the contrary, she

took an interest in many people whom I found tiresome in the extreme.

Her lame ducks, I called them. Mr. Nikolai was one of those."

"Why lame?"

"Well, at the time we first knew him it seems the girl he was engaged to

had just thrown him over because she found out that he was a Jew."

Effie May gave a little squeal of horror, "A Jew! Well, I don't blame

her for shying at the altar! Of all the men I've known in my day, I

never _did_ go with any Jew!"

"I confess I have something of the same prejudice myself," admitted the

Major, "Jews and the canile.... But Mary was different, somehow. Not

democratic exactly--she was one of the most fastidious women I have ever

known. But people were simply people to her, particularly if they were

in trouble. She and Nikolai became great friends. And of course since

then he had grown to be quite a distinguished person, Jew or no Jew."

"I shouldn't have thought you'd have wanted him round the house,

though!" mused Effie May, as though Mr. Nikolai's Judaism might have

been contagious.

"Oh, well, he was so devoted to the child, and so grateful, and in fact

made himself useful in so many ways," explained Richard Darcy with a

slight blush, "that I had not the heart to object to his presence.

Besides, as he is not robust, and has no progeny of his own, I thought

that in time perhaps Joan--You see?"

"I see! Of course Jew money is as good as any money, especially when the

Jew's dead." She nodded thoughtfully. "But it puts him out of the

question as a husband for Joan."

"My darling, he has never been _in_ the question as a husband for Joan!

What an idea! Was it so happy in its own little nest that it wants to

find nesties for all the other little birdies!" cooed the bridegroom,

impatiently drawing her down into his arms again.

"Um-m-m!" responded the bride, yielding without undue reluctance.

And so Joan found them as she came remorsefully downstairs some time

later, two mature love-birds perched upon a single twig, as it were,

oblivious of time and the grins of passing servants; and she turned away

hastily to shut out the horrid sight.

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