LETTER 328. TO MR. MURRAY.

"Venice, May 15. 1819.

"I have got your extract, and the 'Vampire.' I need not say it is

_not mine_. There is a rule to go by: you are my publisher (till we

quarrel), and what is not published by you is not written by me.

"Next week I set out for Romagna--at least, in all probability. You

had better go on with the publications, without waiting to hear

farther, for I have other things in my head. 'Mazeppa' and the

'Ode' separate?--what think you? _Juan anonymous, without the

Dedication;_ for I won't be shabby, and attack Southey under cloud

of night.

"Yours," &c.

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In another letter on the subject of the Vampire, I find the following

interesting particulars:--

"TO MR. ----.

"The story of Shelley's agitation is true.[31] I can't tell what

seized him, for he don't want courage. He was once with me in a

gale of wind, in a small boat, right under the rocks between

Meillerie and St. Gingo. We were five in the boat--a servant, two

boatmen, and ourselves. The sail was mismanaged, and the boat was

filling fast. He can't swim. I stripped off my coat, made him strip

off his, and take hold of an oar, telling him that I thought (being

myself an expert swimmer) I could save him, if he would not

struggle when I took hold of him--unless we got smashed against the

rocks, which were high and sharp, with an awkward surf on them at

that minute. We were then about a hundred yards from shore, and the

boat in peril. He answered me with the greatest coolness, 'that he

had no notion of being saved, and that I would have enough to do to

save myself, and begged not to trouble me.' Luckily, the boat

righted, and, bailing, we got round a point into St. Gingo, where

the inhabitants came down and embraced the boatmen on their escape,

the wind having been high enough to tear up some huge trees from

the Alps above us, as we saw next day.

"And yet the same Shelley, who was as cool as it was possible to be

in such circumstances, (of which I am no judge myself, as the

chance of swimming naturally gives self-possession when near

shore,) certainly had the fit of phantasy which Polidori describes,

though _not exactly_ as he describes it.

"The story of the agreement to write the ghost-books is true; but

the ladies are _not_ sisters. Mary Godwin (now Mrs. Shelley) wrote

Frankenstein, which you have reviewed, thinking it Shelley's.

Methinks it is a wonderful book for a girl of nineteen,--not

nineteen, indeed, at that time. I enclose you the beginning of

mine, by which you will see how far it resembles Mr. Colburn's

publication. If you choose to publish it, you may, _stating why_,

and with such explanatory proem as you please. I never went on with

it, as you will perceive by the date. I began it in an old

account-book of Miss Milbanke's, which I kept because it contains

the word 'Household,' written by her twice on the inside blank page

of the covers, being the only two scraps I have in the world in her

writing, except her name to the Deed of Separation. Her letters I

sent back except those of the quarrelling correspondence, and

those, being documents, are placed in the hands of a third person,

with copies of several of my own; so that I have no kind of

memorial whatever of her, but these two words,--and her actions. I

have torn the leaves containing the part of the Tale out of the

book, and enclose them with this sheet.

"What do you mean? First you seem hurt by my letter, and then, in

your next, you talk of its 'power,' and so forth. 'This is a

d----d blind story, Jack; but never mind, go on.' You may be sure I

said nothing _on purpose_ to plague you; but if you will put me 'in

a frenzy, I will never call you _Jack_ again.' I remember nothing

of the epistle at present.

"What do you mean by Polidori's _Diary_? Why, I defy him to say any

thing about me, but he is welcome. I have nothing to reproach me

with on his score, and I am much mistaken if that is not his _own_

opinion. But why publish the names of the two girls? and in such a

manner?--what a blundering piece of exculpation! _He_ asked Pictet,

&c. to dinner, and of course was left to entertain them. I went

into society _solely_ to present _him_ (as I told him), that he

might return into good company if he chose; it was the best thing

for his youth and circumstances: for myself, I had done with

society, and, having presented him, withdrew to my own 'way of

life.' It is true that I returned without entering Lady Dalrymple

Hamilton's, because I saw it full. It is true that Mrs. Hervey (she

writes novels) fainted at my entrance into Coppet, and then came

back again. On her fainting, the Duchess de Broglie exclaimed,

'This is _too much_--at _sixty-five_ years of age!'--I never gave

'the English' an opportunity of avoiding me; but I trust that, if

ever I do, they will seize it. With regard to Mazeppa and the Ode,

you may join or separate them, as you please, from the two Cantos.

"Don't suppose I want to put you out of humour. I have a great

respect for your good and gentlemanly qualities, and return your

personal friendship towards me; and although I think you a little

spoilt by 'villanous company,'--wits, persons of honour about town,

authors, and fashionables, together with your 'I am just going to

call at Carlton House, are you walking that way?'--I say,

notwithstanding 'pictures, taste, Shakspeare, and the musical

glasses,' you deserve and possess the esteem of those whose esteem

is worth having, and of none more (however useless it may be) than

yours very truly, &c.

"P.S. Make my respects to Mr. Gifford. I am perfectly aware that

'Don Juan' must set us all by the ears, but that is my concern, and

my beginning. There will be the 'Edinburgh,' and all, too, against

it, so that, like 'Rob Roy,' I shall have my hands full."

[Footnote 31: This story, as given in the Preface to the "Vampire," is

as follows:--

"It appears that one evening Lord B., Mr. P.B. Shelley, two ladies, and

the gentleman before alluded to, after having perused a German work

called Phantasmagoria, began relating ghost stories, when his Lordship

having recited the beginning of Christabel, then unpublished, the whole

took so strong a hold of Mr. Shelley's mind, that he suddenly started

up, and ran out of the room. The physician and Lord Byron followed, and

discovered him leaning against a mantel-piece, with cold drops of

perspiration trickling down his face. After having given him something

to refresh him, upon enquiring into the cause of his alarm, they found

that his wild imagination having pictured to him the bosom of one of the

ladies with eyes (which was reported of a lady in the neighbourhood

where he lived), he was obliged to leave the room in order to destroy

the impression."]

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