LETTER 321. TO MR. MURRAY.

"Venice, August 26. 1818.

"You may go on with your edition, without calculating on the

Memoir, which I shall not publish at present. It is nearly

finished, but will be too long; and there are so many things,

which, out of regard to the living, cannot be mentioned, that I

have written with too much detail of that which interested me

least; so that my autobiographical Essay would resemble the tragedy

of Hamlet at the country theatre, recited 'with the part of Hamlet

left out by particular desire.' I shall keep it among my papers; it

will be a kind of guide-post in case of death, and prevent some of

the lies which would otherwise be told, and destroy some which have

been told already.

"The tales also are in an unfinished state, and I can fix no time

for their completion: they are also not in the best manner. You

must not, therefore, calculate upon any thing in time for this

edition. The Memoir is already above forty-four sheets of very

large, long paper, and will be about fifty or sixty; but I wish to

go on leisurely; and when finished, although it might do a good

deal for you at the time, I am not sure that it would serve any

good purpose in the end either, as it is full of many passions and

prejudices, of which it has been impossible for me to keep

clear:--I have not the patience.

"Enclosed is a list of books which Dr. Aglietti would be glad to

receive by way of price for his MS. letters, if you are disposed to

purchase at the rate of fifty pounds sterling. These he will be

glad to have as part, and the rest _I_ will give him in money, and

you may carry it to the account of books, &c. which is in balance

against me, deducting it accordingly. So that the letters are

yours, if you like them, at this rate; and he and I are going to

hunt for more Lady Montague letters, which he thinks of finding. I

write in haste. Thanks for the article, and believe me

"Yours," &c.

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To the charge brought against Lord Byron by some English travellers of

being, in general, repulsive and inhospitable to his own countrymen, I

have already made allusion; and shall now add to the testimony then

cited in disproof of such a charge some particulars, communicated to me

by Captain Basil Hall, which exhibit the courtesy and kindliness of the

noble poet's disposition in their true, natural light.

"On the last day of August, 1818 (says this distinguished writer and

traveller), I was taken ill with an ague at Venice, and having heard

enough of the low state of the medical art in that country, I was not a

little anxious as to the advice I should take. I was not acquainted with

any person in Venice to whom I could refer, and had only one letter of

introduction, which was to Lord Byron; but as there were many stories

floating about of his Lordship's unwillingness to be pestered with

tourists, I had felt unwilling, before this moment, to intrude myself in

that shape. Now, however, that I was seriously unwell, I felt sure that

this offensive character would merge in that of a countryman in

distress, and I sent the letter by one of my travelling companions to

Lord Byron's lodgings, with a note, excusing the liberty I was taking,

explaining that I was in want of medical assistance, and saying I should

not send to any one till I heard the name of the person who, in his

Lordship's opinion, was the best practitioner in Venice.

"Unfortunately for me, Lord Byron was still in bed, though it was near

noon, and still more unfortunately, the bearer of my message scrupled to

awake him, without first coming back to consult me. By this time I was

in all the agonies of a cold ague fit, and, therefore, not at all in a

condition to be consulted upon any thing--so I replied pettishly, 'Oh,

by no means disturb Lord Byron on my account--ring for the landlord, and

send for any one he recommends.' This absurd injunction being forthwith

and literally attended to, in the course of an hour I was under the

discipline of mine host's friend, whose skill and success it is no part

of my present purpose to descant upon:--it is sufficient to mention that

I was irrevocably in his hands long before the following most kind note

was brought to me, in great haste, by Lord Byron's servant.

"'Venice, August 31. 1818.

"'Dear Sir,

"'Dr. Aglietti is the best physician, not only in Venice, but in

Italy: his residence is on the Grand Canal, and easily found; I

forget the number, but am probably the only person in Venice who

don't know it. There is no comparison between him and any of the

other medical people here. I regret very much to hear of your

indisposition, and shall do myself the honour of waiting upon you

the moment I am up. I write this in bed, and have only just

received the letter and note. I beg you to believe that nothing but

the extreme lateness of my hours could have prevented me from

replying immediately, or coming in person. I have not been called a

minute.--I have the honour to be, very truly,

"'Your most obedient servant,

"'BYRON.'

"His Lordship soon followed this note, and I heard his voice in the next

room; but although he waited more than an hour, I could not see him,

being under the inexorable hands of the doctor. In the course of the

same evening he again called, but I was asleep. When I awoke I found his

Lordship's valet sitting by my bedside. 'He had his master's orders,' he

said, 'to remain with me while I was unwell, and was instructed to say,

that whatever his Lordship had, or could procure, was at my service, and

that he would come to me and sit with me, or do whatever I liked, if I

would only let him know in what way he could be useful.'

"Accordingly, on the next day, I sent for some book, which was brought,

with a list of his library. I forget what it was which prevented my

seeing Lord Byron on this day, though he called more than once; and on

the next, I was too ill with fever to talk to any one.

"The moment I could get out, I took a gondola and went to pay my

respects, and to thank his Lordship for his attentions. It was then

nearly three o'clock, but he was not yet up; and when I went again on

the following day at five, I had the mortification to learn that he had

gone, at the same hour, to call upon me, so that we had crossed each

other on the canal; and, to my deep and lasting regret, I was obliged to

leave Venice without seeing him."

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