melancholy you look!” The lamplight fell full on his face. “Look here, I
have just made such a smart little man out of wax...”
She hoped to amuse the friend who was always so kind to her with this
comical work of art; but, as she leaned forward to reach it, she caught
sight of her uncle and exclaimed: “Philippus comes here to cure me, but
he looks as if he wanted a draught himself. Take care, or you will have
to drink that bitter brown stuff you sent yesterday; then you will
know for once how nasty it can be.” Though the child’s exclamation was
well-meant, neither of the men took any notice of it. They stood face
to face in utter silence and with only a formal greeting; for Orion,
without Mary’s remark, had been struck by the change that had come over
the physician since yesterday. Ignoring Orion’s presence, he asked the
child a few brief questions, begged Eudoxia to persevere in the same
course of treatment, and then hastily bid a general farewell to all
present; Orion, however, did not respond, but said, with an affectionate
glance at the little patient: “One word with you presently.”
This made Philippus turn to look at Mary and, as the eyes of the rivals
met, they knew that on one subject at any rate they thought and felt
alike. The leech already knew how tenderly the young man had taken to
Mary, and he followed him into the room which Orion now occupied, and
which, as Philippus was aware, had formerly been Paula’s.
“In the cause of duty,” he said to himself again and again, to keep
himself calm and enable him to gather at least the general sense of
what the handsome young fellow opposite to him was saying in his rich,
pleasant voice, and urging as a request with more warmth than the
leech had given him credit for. Philippus, of course, had heard of the
grandmother’s lamentable revulsion of feeling against her grandchild,
and he thought Orion’s wish to remove the little girl fully justified.
But, on learning that she was to be placed under Paula’s care, he seemed
startled, and gazed at the floor in such sullen gloom that the other
easily guessed what was going on in his mind. In fact, the physician
suspected that the child was to serve merely as an excuse for the more
frequent meetings of the lovers. Unable to bury this apprehension in his
own breast he started to his feet, and was about to put it into words,
when Orion took the words out of his mouth, saying modestly but frankly,
with downcast eyes:
“I speak only for the child’s--for Mary’s sake. By my father’s soul....”
But Philippus shook his head dismally, went up to his rival, and
murmured dully:
“For the sake of that child I am capable of doing or enduring a great
deal. She could not be better cared for than with Rufinus and Paula;
but if I could suppose,” and he raised his voice, while his eyes took a
sinister and threatening expression, “if I could suppose that her sacred
and suffering innocence were merely an excuse....”
“No, no,” said Orion urgently. “Again, on my sacred word, I assure you
that I have no aim in view but the child’s safety; and, as we have said
so much, I will not stick at a word more or less! Rufinus’ house is open
to you day and night, and I, if all turns out as I expect, shall ere
long be far from hence--from Memphis--from Paula. There is mischief
brewing--I dare say no more--an act of treachery; and I will try to
prevent it at the risk of my life. You, every one, shall no longer
have a right to think me capable of things which are as repulsive to
my nature as to yours. You and I, if I mistake not, strive for the same
prize, and so far are rivals; but why should the child therefor suffer?
Forget it in her presence, and that forgetting will, as you well know,
enhance your merit in her--her eyes.”
“My merit?” retorted the other scornfully. “Merit is not in the balance;
nothing but the gifts of blind Fortune--a nose, a chin, an eye, anything
in short--a crime as much as a deed of heroism--that happens to make a
deep impression on the wax of a girl’s soft heart. But curse me,” and he
shouted the words at Orion as if he were beside himself, “if I know how
we came to talk of such things! Has my folly gone running through the
streets, bare-bosomed, to display itself to the world at large? How do
you know what my feelings are? She, perhaps, has laughed with you at her
ridiculous lover?--Well, no matter. You know already, or will know by
to-morrow, which of us has won the cock-fight. You have only to look at
me! What woman ever broke her heart for such a Thersites-face. Good-luck
to the winner, and the other one--well, since it must be so, farewell
till to-morrow.”
He hastily made his way towards the door; Orion, however, detained him,
imploring him to set aside his ill-feeling--at any rate for the present;
assured him that Paula had not betrayed what his feelings were; that,
on the contrary, he himself, seeing him with her so late on the previous
night, had been consumed by jealousy, and entreated him to vent his
wrath on him in abusive words, if that could ease his heart, only, by
all that was good, not to withdraw his succor from that poor, innocent
child.
The physician’s humane heart was not proof against his prayer; and
when at length he prepared to depart, in the joyful and yet painful
conviction that his happier rival had become more worthy of the prize,
he had agreed that he would impress on Neforis, whose mind he suspected
to be slightly affected, that the air of the governor’s residence did
not suit Mary, and that she should place her in the care of a physician
outside the town.
As soon as Philippus had quitted the house, Orion went to see Rufinus,
who, on his briefly assuring him that he had come on grave and important
business, begged him to accompany him to his private room. The young
man, however, detained him till he had made all clear with the women as
to the reception of little Mary.
“By degrees all the inhabitants of the residence will be transplanted
into our garden!” exclaimed Rufinus. “Well, I have no objection; and
you, old woman, what do you say to it?”
“I have none certainly,” replied his wife. “Besides, neither you nor I
have to decide in this case: the child is to be Paula’s guest.”
“I only wish she were here already,” said Paula, “for who can say
whether your mother, Orion--the air here is perilously Melchite.”
“Leave Philippus and me to settle that.--You should have seen how
pleased Mary was.”
Then, drawing Paula aside, he hastily added:
“Have I not hoped too much? Is your heart mine? Come what may, can I
count on you--on your love--?”
“Yes, Yes!” The words rushed up from the very bottom of her heart, and
Orion, with a sigh of relief, followed the old man, glad and comforted.
The study was lighted up, and there, without mentioning Katharina, he
told Rufinus of the patriarch’s scheme for dispersing the nuns of St.
Cecilia. What could he care for these Melchite sisters? But, since that
consoling hour in the church, he felt as though it were his duty to
stand forth for all that was right, and to do battle against everything
that was base. Besides, he knew how warmly and steadfastly his father
had taken the part of this very convent against the patriarch. Finally,
he had heard how strongly his beloved was attached to this retreat and
its superior, so he prepared himself gleefully to come forth a new man
of deeds, and show his prowess.
The old man listened with growing surprise and horror, and when Orion
had finished his story he rose, helplessly wringing his hands. Orion
spoke to him encouragingly, and told him that he had come, not merely
to give the terrible news, but to hold council with him as to how
the innocent victims might be rescued. At this the grey-headed
philanthropist and wanderer pricked up his ears; and as an old war
horse, though harnessed to the plough, when he hears the trumpet sound
lifts his head and arches his neck as proudly and nobly as of yore
under his glittering trappings, so Rufinus drew himself up, his old
eyes sparkled, and he exclaimed with all the enthusiasm and eagerness of
youth:
“Very good, very good; I am with you; not merely as an adviser; no,
no. Head, and hand, and foot, from crown to heel! And as for you, young
man--as for you! I always saw the stuff that was in you in spite--in
spite.--But, as surely as man is the standard of all things, those
who reach the stronghold of virtue by a winding road are often better
citizens than those who are born in it.--It is growing late, but
evensong will not yet have begun and I shall still be able to see the
abbess. Have you any plan to propose?”
“Yes; the day after to-morrow at this hour....”
“And why not to-morrow?” interrupted the ardent old man.
“Because I have preparations to make which cannot be done in twelve
hours of daylight.”
“Good! Good!”
“The day after to-morrow at dusk, a large barge--not one of ours--will
be lying by the bank at the foot of the convent garden. I will escort
the sisters as far as Doomiat on the Lake. I will send on a mounted
messenger to-night, and I will charter a ship for the fugitives by the
help of my cousin Columella, the greatest ship-owner of that town. That
will take them over seas wherever the abbess may command.”
“Capital, splendid!” cried Rufinus enthusiastically. He took up his
hat and stick, and the radiant expression of his face changed to a very
grave one. He went up to the young man with solemn dignity, looked at
him with fatherly kindliness, and said:
“I know what woes befell your house through those of our confession,
the fellow-believers of these whom you propose to protect with so much
prudence and courage; and that, young man, is noble, nay, is truly
great. I find in you--you who were described to me as a man of the world
and not over-precise--for the first time that which I have sought in
vain for many years and in many lands, among the pious and virtuous: the
spirit of willing self-sacrifice to save an enemy of a different creed
from pressing peril.--But you are young, Orion, and I am old. You
triumph in the action only, I foresee the consequences. Do you know what
lies before you, if it should be discovered that you have covered the
escape of the prey whom the patriarch already sees in his net? Have you
considered that Benjamin, the most implacable and most powerful hater
among the Jacobites, will pursue you as his mortal foe with all the
fearful means at his command?”
“I have considered it,” replied Orion.
Rufinus laid his left hand on the young man’s shoulder, and his right
hand on his head, saying, “Then take with you, to begin with, an old
man’s--a father’s blessing.”
“Yes, a father’s,” repeated Orion softly. A happy thrill ran through his
body and soul, and he fell on the old man’s neck deeply moved.
For a minute they stood clasped in each other’s arms; then Rufinus freed
himself, and set out to seek the abbess. Orion returned to the women,
whose curiosity had been roused to a high pitch by seeing Rufinus
disappear through the gate leading to the convent-garden. Dame Joanna
could not sit still for excitement, and Pulcheria answered at random
when Orion and Paula, who had an infinity of things to say or whisper to
each other, now and then tried to draw her into the conversation.
Once she sighed deeply, and when her friend asked her: “What ails you,
Child?” she answered anxiously:
“Something serious must be going forward, I feel it. If only Philippus
were here!”
“But we are all safe and well, thank God!” observed Orion, and she
quickly replied:
“Yes indeed, the Lord be praised!” But she thought to herself:
“You think he is of no use but to heal the sick; but it is only when he
is here that everything goes right and happens for the best!”
Still, all felt that there was something unusual and ominous in the
air, and when the old man presently returned his face confirmed their
suspicions. He laid aside his hat and staff in speechless gravity; then
he put his arm affectionately round his wife and said:
“You will need all your courage and self-command once more, as you have
often done before, good wife; I have taken upon myself a serious duty.”
Joanna had turned very pale, and while she clung to her husband and
begged him to speak and not to torture her with suspense, her frail
figure was trembling, and bitter tears ran down her cheeks. She could
guess that her husband was once more going away from her and their
child, in the service and for the benefit of others, and she knew full
well that she could not prevent it. If she could, she never would have
had the heart to interfere: for she always understood him, and felt with
him that something to take him out of the narrow circle of home-life was
indispensable to his happiness.
He read her thoughts, and they gave him pain; but he was not to be
diverted from his purpose. The man who would try to heal every suffering
brute was accustomed to see those whom he loved best grieve on his
account. Marriage, he would say, ought not to hinder a man in following
his soul’s vocation; and he was fond of using this high-sounding name to
justify himself in his own and his wife’s eyes, in doing things to which
he was prompted only by restlessness and unsatisfied energy. Without
this he would, no doubt, have done his best for the imperilled
sisterhood, but it added to his enjoyment of the grand and dangerous
rescue.
The wretched fate of the hapless nuns, and the thought of losing them
as near neighbors, grieved the women deeply, and the men saw many tears
flow; at the same time they had the satisfaction of finding them all
three firmly and equally determined to venture all, and to bid these
whom they loved venture all, to hinder the success of a deed which
filled them with horror and disgust.
Joanna spoke not a word of demur when Rufinus said that he intended to
accompany the fugitives; and when, with beaming looks, he went on
to praise Orion’s foresight and keen decisiveness, Paula flew to him
proudly and gladly, holding out both her hands. As for the young man, he
felt as though wings were growing from his shoulders, and this fateful
evening was one of the happiest of his life.
The superior had agreed to his scheme, and in some details had improved
upon it. Two lay sisters and one nun should remain behind. The two
former were to attend to the sick in the infirmary, to ring the bell and
chant the services as usual, that the escape of the rest might not be
suspected; and Joanna, Paula, and Pulcheria, were to assist them.
When, at a late hour, Orion was about to leave, Rufinus asked whether,
under these circumstances, it would be well to bring Mary to his
house; he himself doubted it. Joanna was of his opinion; Paula, on the
contrary, said that she believed it would be better to let the child run
the risk of a remote danger--hardly to be called danger, than to leave
her to pine away body and soul in her old home. Pulcheria supported her,
but the two girls were forced to yield to the decision of the elders.
CHAPTER V.
After that interview with Orion, Philippus hurried off through the
town, paying so little heed to the people he met and to the processions
besieging Heaven with loud psalms to let the Nile at last begin to rise,
that he ran up against more than one passer-by, and had many a word of
abuse shouted after him. He went into two or three houses, and neither
his patients nor their attendants could recognize, in this abrupt and
hasty visitor, the physician and friend who was usually so sympathetic
to the sufferer: who would speak with a cordiality that brought new life
to his heart, who would toss the children in the air, kiss one and nod
merrily to another. To-day their elders even felt shy and anxious in
his presence. For the first time he found the duty he loved a wearisome
burthen; the sick man was a tormenting spirit in league with the world
against his peace of mind. What possessed him, that he should feel such
love of his fellow-men as to deprive himself of all comfort in life and
of his night’s rest for their sake? Rufinus was right. In these times
each man lived solely to spite his neighbor, and he who could be most
brazenly selfish, looking neither to the right hand nor to the left, was
the most certain to get on in life. Fool that he was to let other folks’
woes destroy his peace and hinder him in his scientific advancement!
Tormented by such bitter thoughts as these, he went into a neat little
house by the harbor where a worthy pilot lay dying, surrounded by his
wife and children; and there, at once, he was himself again, putting
forth all his knowledge and heartfelt kindliness, quitting the scene
with a bleeding heart and an empty purse; but no sooner was he out of
doors than his former mood closed in upon him with double gloom. The
case was plain: Even with the fixed determination not to sacrifice
himself for others he could not help doing it; the impulse was too
strong for him. He could no more help suffering with the sufferer,
and giving the best he had to give with no hope of a return, than the
drunkard can help drinking. He was made to be plundered; it was his
fate!
With a drooping head he returned to his old friend’s work-room.
Horapollo was sitting, just as he had sat the night before, at his
writing-table with his scrolls and his three lamps, a slave below,
snoring while he awaited his master’s pleasure.
The leech’s pretty Greek greeting “Rejoice!” sounded rather like “May
you choke!” as he flung aside his upper garment; and to the old man’s
answer and anxious exclamation: “How badly you look, Philip!” he
answered crossly: “Like a man who deserves a kick rather than a welcome;
a booby who has submitted to have his nose pulled; a cur who has licked
the hand of the lout who has thrashed him!”
He threw himself on the divan and told Horapollo all that had passed
between him and Orion. “And the maddest part of it all,” he ended, “is
that I almost like the man; that he really seems to me to be on the high
road to become a capital fellow; and that I no longer feel inclined to
pitch him into a lime-kiln at the mere thought of his putting out a hand
to Paula. At the same time,” and he started to his feet, “even if I help
him to bring the poor little girl away from that demented old hag, I
cannot and will not continue to be her physician. There are plenty of
quacks about in this corpse of a town, and they may find one of them.
“You will continue to treat the child,” interrupted the old man quietly.
“To have my heart daily flogged with nettles!” exclaimed the leech,
going towards Horapollo with wild gesticulations. “And do you believe
that I have any desire to meet that young fellow’s sweetheart day after
day, often twice a day, that the barb may be twisted round and round in
my bleeding wound?”
“I expect a quite different result from your frequent meeting,” said the
other. “You will get accustomed to see her under the aspect which alone
she can hence forth bear to you: that of a handsome girl--there are
thousands such in Egypt,--and the betrothed of another.”
“Certainly, if my heart were like a hunting-dog that lies down the
moment it is bid,” said Philippus with a scornful laugh. “The end of
it is that I must go away, away from Memphis--away from this miserable
world for all I care! I?--Recover my peace of mind within reach of her?
Alas, for my blissful, lost peace!”
“And why not? To every man a thing is only as he conceives of it. Only
listen to me: I had finished a treatise on the old and new Calendars,
and my master desired me to deliver a lecture on it in the Museum--if
the school of pedants in Alexandria now deserves the name; but I did
not wish to do so because I knew that the presence of such a large and
learned audience would embarrass me. But my master advised me to imagine
that my hearers were not men, but mere cabbages. This gave me new light;
I took his advice, got over my shyness, and my speech flowed like oil.”
“A very good story,” said Philippus, “but I do not see....”
“The moral of it for you,” interrupted the old man, “is that you must
regard the supremely adorable lady of your love as one among a dozen
others--I will not say as a cabbage--as one with whom your heart has
no more concern. Put a little strength of will into it, and you will
succeed.”
“If a heart were a cipher, and if passion were calendar-making!...”
retorted Philippus. “You are a very wise man, and your manuscripts and
tables have stood like walls between you and passion.”
“Who can tell?” said Horapollo. “But at any rate, it never should have
had such power over me as to make me embitter the few remaining days
under the sun yet granted to my father and friend for the sake of a
woman who scorned my devotion. Will you promise me to talk no more
nonsense about flying from Memphis, or anything of the kind?”
“Teach me first to measure my strength of will.”
“Will you try, at any rate?”
“Yes, for your sake.”
“Will you promise to continue your treatment of that poor little girl,
whom I love dearly in spite of her forbears?”
“As long as I can endure the daily meeting with her--you know...”
“That, then, is a bargain.--Now, come and let us translate a few more
chapters.”
The friends sat at work together till a late hour, and when the old man
was alone again he reflected: “So long as he can be of use to the child
he will not go away, and by that time I shall have dug a pit for that
damned siren.”
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Orion had his hands full of work for the next morning. Before it was
light he sent off two trustworthy messengers to Doomiat, giving each of
them a letter with instructions that a sailing vessel should be held
in readiness for the fugitives. One was to start three hours after the
other, so that the business in hand should not fail if either of them
should come to grief.
He then went out; first to the harbor, where he succeeded in hiring a
large, good Nile-boat from Doomiat, whose captain, a trustworthy and
experienced man, promised to keep their agreement a secret and to be
prepared to start by noon next day. Next, after taking council with
himself, he went to the treasurer’s office, and there, with the
assistance of Nilus, made his will, to be ratified and signed next
morning in the presence of a notary and witnesses. His mother, little
Mary, and Paula were to inherit the bulk of his property. He also
bequeathed a considerable sum as a legacy to the hospitals and orphan
asylums, as well as to the Church, to the end that they might pray
for his soul; and a legacy to Nilus “as the most just judge of his
household.” Eudoxia, Mary’s Greek governess, was not forgotten; and
finally he commanded that all his house-slaves should be liberated, and
to the end that they might not suffer from want he bequeathed to them
one of his largest estates in Upper Egypt, where they might settle and
labor for their common good. He increased the handsome sums already
devised by his father to the freedmen of his family.
This business occupied several hours. Nilus, who wrote while Orion
dictated, giving the document a legal form, was deeply touched by
the young man’s fore thought and kindness; for in truth, since his
desecration of the judgment-seat, he had given him up for a lost soul.
By Orion’s orders this will was to be opened after four weeks, in case
he should not have returned from a journey on which he proposed starting
on the morrow, and this injunction revealed to the faithful steward, who
had grown grey in the service, that the last scion of the house
expected to run considerable risk; however, he was too modest to ask any
questions, and his master did not take him into his confidence.
When, after all this, the two men went back into the anteroom, Anubis,
the young clerk and Katharina’s ally, was standing there. Nilus took no
notice of him, and while he, with tearful eyes, stooped to kiss the hand
Orion held out to him as he bid him come to take leave of him once
more next evening, Anubis, who had withdrawn respectfully to a little
distance, keeping his ears open, however, officiously opened the heavy
iron-plated door.
Orion was exhausted and hungry; he enquired for his mother, and hearing
that she had gone to lie down, he went into the dining-room to get some
food. Although breakfast had but just been served, Eudoxia was awaiting
him with evident impatience. Her heart was bursting with a great piece
of news, and as Orion entered, greeting her, she cried out:
“Have you heard? Do you know?” Then she began, encouraged by his curt
negative, to pour out to him how that Neforis, by the desire of the
physician who had lately been to see her, had decided on sending her,
Eudoxia, away with her granddaughter to enjoy better air under the roof
of a friend of the leech’s; they were to go this very day, or to-morrow
at latest.
Orion was disagreeably startled by this intelligence. He had not
expected that Philippus would come so early, and he himself had been the
first to promote a scheme which now no longer seemed advisable.
“How very provoking!” he muttered between his teeth, as a slave offered
him a roast fowl and asparagus.
“Is it not? And perhaps we shall have to go quite far into the country,”
said the Greek, with a languishing look, as she drew one of the long
stems between her teeth.
The words and the glance made Orion feel as if he grudged the old
fool the good food she was eating, and his voice was not particularly
ingratiating as he replied that town and country were all the same, the
only point was which would be best for the child. When he went on to say
that he was quitting home next evening, Eudoxia cried out, let a
stick of asparagus drop in her lap, and said despairingly: “Oh, then
everything is at an end!”
He, however, interposed reproachfully: “On the contrary, then your duty
begins; you must devote yourself wholly and exclusively to the child.
You know that her own grandmother is averse to her. Give her your best
affection, as you have already begun to do, be a mother to her; and if
you really are my well-wisher, show it in that way. For my part you will
find me grateful, and not in words alone. Go tomorrow to the treasurer’s
office; Nilus will give you the only thing by which I can at present
prove my gratitude. Do your best to cherish the child; I have taken care
to provide for your old age.”
He rose, cutting short the Greek’s profuse expressions of thanks, and
betook himself to his mother. She was still in her room; however, he now
sent word that he had come to see her, and she was ready to admit him,
having expected that he would come even sooner.
She was reclining, half-sitting, on a divan in her cool and shady
bedroom, and she at once told her son of her determination to follow the
physician’s advice and entrust the little girl to his friend. She spoke
in a tone of sleepy indifference; but as soon as Orion opposed her and
begged her to keep Mary at home, she grew more lively, and looking him
wrathfully in the face exclaimed: “Can you wish that? How can you ask
me?” and she went on in repining lamentation:
“Everything is changed nowadays. Old age no longer forgets; it is youth
that has a short memory. Your head has long been full of other things,
but I--I still remember who it was that made my lost dear one’s last
hours on earth a hell, even in view of the gates of Heaven!” Her breast
heaved with feeble, tearless sobs--a short, convulsive gasping, and
Orion did not dare contravene her wishes. He sought to soothe her
with loving words and, when she recovered herself, he told her that he
proposed to leave her for a short time to look after his estates, as
the law required, and this information gladdened her greatly. To be
alone--solitary and unobserved now seemed delightful. Those white pills
did more for her, raised her spirits better, than any human society.
They brought her dreams, sleeping or waking; dreams a thousand times
more delightful than her real, desolate existence. To give herself up to
memory, to pray, to dream, to picture herself in the other world among
her beloved dead--and besides that to eat and drink, which she was
always ready to do very freely--this was all she asked henceforth of
life on earth.
When, to her further questions, Orion replied that he was going first
to the Delta, she expressed her regret, since, if he had gone to Upper
Egypt, he might have visited his sister-in-law, Mary’s mother, in her
convent. She sat up as she spoke, passed her hand across her forehead,
and pointed to a little table near the head of the couch, on which, by
the side of a cup with fruit syrup, phials, boxes, and other objects,
lay a writing-tablet and a letter-scroll. This she took up and handed to
Orion, saying:
“A letter from your sister-in-law. It came last evening and I began
to read it; but the first words are a complaint of your father, and
that--you know, just before going to sleep--I could not read any more;
I could not bear it! And to-day; first there was church, and then the
physician came with his request about the child; I have not yet found
courage to read the rest of it.--What can any letter bring to me but
evil! Do you know at all whence anything pleasant could come to me? But
now: read me the letter. Not that part again about your father; that I
will keep till presently for myself alone.”
Orion undid the roll, and with quivering lips glanced over the nun’s
accusations against his father. The wildest fanaticism breathed in
every line of this epistle from the martyr’s widow. She had found in the
cloister all she sought: she lived now, she said, in God alone and in
the Divine Saviour. She thought of her child, even, only as an alien,
one of God’s young creatures for whom it was a joy to pray. At the same
time it was her duty to care for the little one’s soul, and if it were
not too hard for her grandmother to part from her, she longed to see
Mary once more. She had lately been chosen abbess of her convent--and
no one could prevent her taking possession of the child; but she feared
lest an overwhelming natural affection might drag her back to the carnal
world, which she had for ever renounced, so she would have Mary brought
up in a neighboring nunnery, and led to Heavenly joys, not to earthly
misery--to be the wife of no sinful husband, but a pure bride of Christ.
Orion shuddered as he read and, when he laid the letter down, his mother
exclaimed:
“Perhaps she is right, perhaps it is already ordained that the child
should be sent to the convent, and not to the leech’s friend, and
started on the only path that leads to Heaven without danger or
hindrance!”
But Orion said to himself that he would make it his duty to guard the
happy-hearted child from this fate, and he begged his mother to consider
that the first important point was to restore the little girl to health.
He now saw that she had been right. His father had always obeyed the
prescriptions of Philippus, and for that reason, if for no other, it
would be her duty to act by his advice.
Neforis, who for some time had been casting longing eyes at a small box
by her side, did not contradict him; and in the course of the afternoon
Orion conducted little Mary and her governess to the house of Rufinus,
who, notwithstanding the doubts he had expressed the day before, made
them heartily welcome.
When Mary was lying in her bed, close by the side of Paula’s, the child
threw her arms round the young girl’s neck as she leaned over her, and
laying her head on her bosom, felt herself in soft and warm security.
There, as one released from prison and bondage, she wept out her woes,
pouring all the grief of her deeply wounded child’s heart into that of
her friend.
Paula, however, heard Orion’s voice, and she longed to go down to her
lover, whom she had greeted but briefly on his arrival; still, she
could not bear to snatch the child from her bosom, to disturb her in her
newly-found happiness and leave her at this very moment! And yet, she
must--she must see him! Every impulse urged her towards him and, when
Pulcheria came into the room, she placed Mary’s hand in hers and said:
“There, now make friends and stay together like good children till I
come back again and have something nice to tell you. You are fond of
Orion, little one, my story shall be all about him.”
“He was obliged to go,” said Pulcheria, interrupting her. “Here is his
message on this tablet. He was almost dying of impatience, and when he
could wait no longer he wrote this for you.”
Paula took the tablet, with a cry of regret, and carried it to her room
to read. He had longed for their meeting as eagerly as herself, but at
last he could wait no longer. How differently--so he wrote--had he hoped
to end this day which must be devoted to the rescue of her friends.
Why, oh why had she allowed herself to be detained here? Why had she not
flown to him, at least for a few moments, to thank him for his kindness
and faithfulness, and to hear him confess publicly and aloud what he had
but murmured in her ear the day before? She returned to the little girl,
anxious and dissatisfied with herself.
Orion had in fact postponed his departure till the last moment; he
thought it necessary to give Amru due notice of his journey and of his
rupture with the patriarch. Of all the motives which could prompt him to
aid the nuns, revenge was that which the Arab could best understand.
CHAPTER VI.
As Orion rode across the bridge of boats to Fostat, the gladness that
had inspired him died away. Could not--ought not Paula to have spared
him a small part of the time she had devoted to the child? He had been
left to make the most of a kind grasp of the hand and a grateful look of
welcome. Would she not have flown to meet him, if the love of which she
had assured him yesterday were as fervent, as ardent as his own? Was
the proud spirit of this girl, who, as his mother said, was cold and
unapproachable, incapable of passionate, self-forgetting devotion? Was
there no way of lighting up in her the sacred fire which burnt in him?
He was tormented by many doubts and a bitter feeling of disappointment,
and a crowd of suspicions forced themselves upon him, which would never
have troubled him if only he had seen her once more, had heard her happy
words of love, and felt his lips consecrated by his mistress’ first
kiss.
He was out of spirits, indeed out of temper, as he entered the Arab
general’s dwelling. In the anteroom he was met by rejected petitioners,
and he said to himself, with a bitter smile, that he had just been sent
about his business in the same unsatisfied mood--yes, sent about his
business--and by whom?
He was announced, and his spirits rose a little when he was at once
admitted and led past many, who were left waiting, into the Arab
governor’s presence-chamber. He was received with paternal warmth; and,
when Amru heard that Orion and the patriarch had come to high words, he
jumped up and holding out both his hands exclaimed:
“My right hand on that, my friend; come over to Islam, and with my left
I will appoint you your father’s successor, in the Khaliff’s name,
in spite of your youth. Away with hesitation! Clasp hands; at once,
quickly! I cannot bear to quit Egypt and know that there is no governor
at Memphis!”
The blood tingled in the young man’s veins. His father’s successor!
He, the new Mukaukas! How it flattered his ambition, what a way to all
activity it opened out to him! It dazzled his vision, and moved him
strongly to grasp the right hand which his generous patron still held
out to him. But suddenly his excited fancy showed him the image of the
Redeemer with whom he had entered into a silent covenant in the church,
sadly averting his gentle face. At this he remembered what he had vowed;
at this he forgot all his grievance against Paula; he took the general’s
hand, indeed, but only to raise it to his lips as he thanked him with
all his heart. But then he implored him, with earnest, pleading urgency,
not to be wroth with him if he remained firm and clung to the faith of
his father and his ancestors. And Amru was not wroth, though it was with
none of the hearty interest with which he had at first welcomed him,
that he hastily warned Orion to be on his guard against the prelate,
since, so long as he remained a Christian, he had no power to protect
him against Benjamin.
When Orion went on to tell him that he was intending to travel for a
short time, and had, in fact, come to take leave of him, the Arab was
much annoyed. He, too, he said, must be going away and was starting
within two days for Medina.
“And in casting my eye on you,” he went on, “in spite of your youth, to
fill your father’s place, I took care to find a task for you which would
enable you to prove that I had not put too great confidence in you.
But, if you persist in your own opinions, I cannot possibly entrust so
important a post as the governorship of Memphis to a Christian so
young as you are; with the youthful Moslem I might have ventured on
it.--However, I will not deprive you of the enterprise which I had
intended for you. If you succeed in it, it will be a good thing for
yourself, and I can, I believe, turn it to the benefit of the whole
province--for what could take me from hence at this time, when my
presence is so needful for a hundred incomplete projects, but my anxiety
for the good of this country--in which I am but an alien, while you
must love it as your native soil, the home of your race?--I am going to
Medina because the Khaliff, in this letter, complains that I send too
small a revenue into the treasury from so rich a land as Egypt. And yet
not a single dinar of your taxes finds its way into my own coffers. I
keep a hundred and fifty thousand laborers at work to restore the canals
and waterworks which my predecessors, the blood-sucking Byzantines,
neglected so disgracefully and left to fall to ruin--I build, and plan,
and sow seed for posterity to reap. All this costs money. It swallows up
the lion’s share of the revenue. And I am making the journey, not merely
to purge myself from reproach, but to obtain Omar’s permission for the
future to exact no extortionate payments, but to consider only the true
weal of the province. I am most unwilling to go, for a thousand reasons;
and you, young man, if you care for your native land, ought.... Do you
really love it and wish it well?”
“With all my soul!” cried Orion.
“Well then, at this time, if by any possibility you can arrange it so,
you ought to remain at home, and devote yourself heart and soul to the
task I have to propose to you. I hate postponements. Ride straight at
the foe, and do not canter up and down till you tire the horses! that is
my principle, and not in battle only. Take the moral to heart!--And you
will have no time to waste; what I require is no light matter: It is
that you should endeavor to sketch a new division of the districts,
drawing on your own knowledge of the country and its inhabitants,
and using the records and lists in the archives of your ancient
government-offices, of which your father has told me; you must have
special regard to the financial condition of each district. That the old
mode of levying taxes is unsatisfactory we find every day; you will have
ample room for improvements in every respect. Overthrow the existing
arrangements, if you consider it necessary. Other men have attempted
to redistribute the divisions and devise new modes of collecting the
revenue. The best scheme will have the preference; and you seem to me
to be the man to win the prize, and, with it, a wide and noble field of
work in the future. It is not a mere sense of tedium, or a longing
for the pleasures of the capital to which you are accustomed, that are
tempting you to quit Memphis the melancholy....”
“No, indeed, my Lord,” Orion assured him. “The duty I have in view does
not even profit me, and if I had not given my word I would throw myself,
heart and soul, into so grand a task, no later than to-morrow. That you
should expect me to solve so hard a problem is the most precious incense
ever offered me. If it is only to be worthy of your confidence, I
will return as soon as possible and put forth my utmost powers of
intelligence and prudence, of endurance and patriotism. I have
always been a diligent student; and it would be a shame indeed, if
my experiences as a youth could hinder the man from outdoing the
school-boy.”
“That is right, well said!” replied Amru, holding out his hand. “Do your
best, and you shall have ample opportunity of proving your powers.--Take
my warnings to heart as regards the patriarch and the black Vekeel. I
unfortunately have no one who could fill his place except the worthy
Kadi Othman; but he is no soldier, and he cannot be spared from his
post. Keep out of Obada’s way, return soon, and may the All-merciful
protect you....”
When Orion had recrossed the bridge on his way home, he saw a
gaily-dressed Nile-boat, such as now but rarely stopped at Memphis,
lying at anchor in the dock, and on the road he met two litters followed
by beasts of burden and a train of servants. The whole party had a
brilliant and wealthy appearance, and at any other time would have
roused his curiosity; but to-day he merely wondered for a moment who
these new-comers might be, and then continued to meditate on the task
proposed to him by Amru. From the bottom of his heart he cursed the hour
in which he had pledged himself to take the part of these strangers;
for after such long idleness he longed to be able to prove his powers.
Suddenly, and as if by a miracle, he saw the way opened before him which
he had himself hoped to tread, and now he was fettered and held back
from an enterprise which he felt he could carry out with success
and benefit to his country, while it attracted him as with a hundred
lode-stones.
Next morning, when his will had been duly signed and witnessed, he
called the treasurer for an interview alone with him. He had made up his
mind that one person, at least, must be informed of the enterprise he
had planned, and that one could be no other than Nilus. So he begged him
to accompany him to the impluvium of his private residence; and several
office scribes who were present heard the invitation given. They did
not, however, allow themselves to be disturbed in their work; the
youngest only--a handsome lad of sixteen, an olive-complexioned
Egyptian, with keen, eager black eyes, who had listened sharply to
every word spoken by the treasurer and his master, quietly rose from his
squatting posture as soon as they had quitted the office, and, stole,
unobserved into the anteroom. From thence he flew up the ladder-like
steps which led to the dovecote of which he had the care, sprang on
to the roof of the lower story, and crept flat on his face till he was
close to the edge of the large square opening which gave light and air
to the impluvium below. With a swift movement of the hand he pushed
back the awning which shaded it at midday, and listened intently to the
dialogue that went on below.
This listener was Anubis, the water-wagtail’s foster-brother; and
he seemed to be in no way behind his beloved mistress in the art of
listening; for no one could prick up his ears more sharply than Anubis.
He knew, too, what was to be his reward for exposing himself on a roof
to the shafts of the pitiless African sun, for Katharina, his adored
play-fellow and the mistress of his ardent boy’s heart, had promised him
a sweet kiss, if only he would bring her back some more exact news as to
Orion’s perilous journey. Anubis had told her, the evening before, all
he had heard in the anteroom to the office, but such general information
had not satisfied her. She must see clearly before her, must know
exactly what was going on, and she was not mistaken when she imagined
that the reward she had promised the lad would spur him to the utmost.
Anubis had not indeed expected to gain his end so soon, boldly as he
dared to hope; scarcely had he pushed aside the awning, when Orion began
to explain to Nilus all his plan and purpose.
When he had finished speaking, the boy did not wait to hear Nilus reply.
Intoxicated with his success, and the prospect of a guerdon which to him
included all the bliss of heaven, he crept back to the dovecote. But
he could not go back by the way by which he had come; for if one of the
older scribes should meet him in the anteroom, he would be condemned to
return to his work. He therefore wriggled along the ridge of the roof
towards the fishing-cove, got over it, and laid hold of a gutter pipe,
intending to slip down it; unfortunately it was old and rotten-rain was
rare in Memphis--and hardly had he trusted his body after his hands when
the lead gave way. The rash youth fell with the clattering fragments of
the gutter from a height of four men; a heavy thump on the pavement was
followed by a loud cry, and in a few minutes all the officials had
heard that poor Anubis, nimble as he was, had fallen from the roof while
attending to his pets, and had broken his leg.
The two men in the impluvium were not informed of the accident till some
time later, for strict orders had been given that they were not to be
disturbed.
Nilus had received his young master’s communication with growing
amazement, indignation, and horror. When Orion ended, the treasurer put
forth all the eloquence of a faithful heart, anxious for the safety of
the body and soul of the youth he loved, to dissuade him from a deed of
daring which could bring him nothing but misapprehension, disaster, and
persecution. Nilus was with all his soul a Jacobite; and the idea that
his young master was about to risk everything for a party of Melchite
nuns, and draw down upon himself the wrath and maledictions of the
patriarch, was more than he could bear.
His faithful friend’s warnings and entreaties did not leave Orion
unmoved; but he clung to his determination, representing to Nilus that
he had pledged his word to Rufinus, and could not now draw back, though
he had already lost all his pleasure in the enterprise. But it went
against him to leave the brave old man to face the danger alone--indeed,
it was out of the question.
Genuine anxiety is fertile in expedient; Orion had scarcely done
speaking, when Nilus had a proposal to make which seemed well calculated
to dispel the youth’s last objections. Melampus, the chief shipbuilder,
was a Greek and a zealous Melchite, though he no longer dared to confess
his creed openly. He and his sons, two bold and sturdy ships carpenters,
had often given proof of their daring, and Nilus had no doubt that they
would be more than willing to share in an expedition which had for its
object the rescue of so many pious fellow-believers. They might take
Orion’s place, and would be far more helpful to the old man than Orion
himself.
Orion so far approved of this suggestion as to promise himself good aid
from the brave artisans, who were well known to him; and he was willing
to take them with him, though he would not give up his own share in the
business.
Nilus, though he adhered firmly to his objections, was at last
reduced to silence. However, Orion went with his anxious friend to the
ship-yard; the old ship-builder, a kind-hearted giant, was as ready and
glad to undertake the rescue of the Sisters as if each one was his own
mother. It would be a real treat to the youngsters to have a hand in
such a job,--and he was right, for when they were taken into confidence
one flourished his hatchet with enthusiasm, and the tether struck his
horny fist against his left palm as gleefully as though he were bidden
to a dance.
Orion took boat at once with the three men, and was rowed to the
house of Rufinus, to whom he introduced them; the old man was entirely
satisfied.
Orion remained with him after dismissing them. He had promised last
evening to breakfast with him, and the meal was waiting. Paula had gone,
about an hour since, to the convent, and Joanna expected her to return
at any moment. They began without her, however; the various dishes were
carried away, the meal was nearly ended-still she had not returned.
Orion, who had at first been able to conceal his disappointment, was
now so uneasy that his host could with difficulty extract brief and
inadvertent replies to his repeated questions. Rufinus himself was
anxious; but just as he rose to go in search of her, Pulcheria, who was
at the window, saw her coming, and joyfully exclaiming: “There she is!”
ran out.
But now again minute after minute passed, a quarter of an hour grew to
half an hour, and still Orion was waiting in vain. Glad expectation
had long since turned to impatience, impatience to a feeling of injured
dignity, and this to annoyance and bitter vexation, when at last
Pulcheria came back instead of Paula, and begged him from Paula to join
her in the garden.
She had been detained too long at the convent. The terrible rumor had
scared the pious sisters out of their wonted peace and put them all into
confusion, like smoke blown into a bee-hive. The first thing was to pack
their most valuable possessions; and although Orion had expressly said
only a small number of cases and bags could be taken on board, one was
for dragging her prayer-desk, another a large picture of some saint, a
third a copper fish-kettle, and the fourth, fifth, and sixth the great
reliquary with the bones of Ammonius the Martyr, to which the chapel
owed its reputation for peculiar sanctity. To reduce this excess
of baggage, the abbess had been obliged to exert all her energy and
authority, and many a sister retired weeping over some dear but too
bulky treasure.
The superior had therefore been unable to devote herself to Paula till
this portable property had been under review. Then the damsel had
been admitted to her parlor, a room furnished with rich and elegant
simplicity, and there she had been allowed to pour out her whole heart
to warm and sympathetic ears.
Any one who could have seen these two together might have thought that
this was a daughter in grief seeking counsel on her mother’s breast.
In her youth the grey-haired abbess must have been very like Thomas’
daughter; but the lofty and yet graceful mien of the younger woman had
changed in the matron to majestic and condescending dignity, and it was
impossible to guess from her defiantly set mouth that it had once been
the chief charm of her face.
As she listened to the girl’s outpourings the expression of her calm
eyes changed frequently; when her soul was fired by fanatical zeal
they could gleam brightly; but now she was listening to a variety of
experiences, for Paula regarded this interview as a solemn confession,
and concealed nothing from the friend who was both mother and
priest-neither of what had happened to her in external circumstances,
nor of what had moved her heart and mind ever since she had first
entered the house of the Mtikaukas. Not a corner of her soul did she
leave unsearched; she neither concealed nor palliated anything; and
when she described her lover’s strenuous efforts to apprehend the whole
seriousness of life, her love and enthusiasm fairly carried her away,
making his image shine all the more brightly by comparison with the
brief, but dark shadow, that had fallen upon it. When Paula had at last
ended her confession, the superior had remained silent for some time;
then drawing the girl to her, she had affectionately asked her:
“And now? Now, tell me truly, does not the passion that has such
wonderful power over you prompt and urge your inmost soul to yield--to
fly to the embrace of the man you love--to give all up for him and say:
‘Here I am--I am yours! Call a priest to bless our union!--Is it not
so--am I not right?’”
Paula, deeply blushing, bowed assent; but the old woman drew her head on
to her motherly bosom, and went on thoughtfully:
“I saw him drive past in his quadriga, and was reminded of many a noble
statue of the heathen Greeks. Beauty, rank, wealth, aye--and talents and
intellect--all that could ruin the heart of a Paula are his, and she--I
see it plainly--will give it to him gladly.”
And again the maiden bowed her head. The abbess sighed, and went on as
though she had with difficulty succeeded in submitting to the inevitable
“Then all warning would be in vain.--Still, he is not of our confession,
he....”
“But how highly he esteems it!” cried Paula. “That he proves by risking
his freedom and life for you and your household.”
“Say rather for you whom he loves,” replied the other. “But putting that
out of the question, it pains me deeply to think of Thomas’ daughter
as the wife of a Jacobite. You will not, I know, give him up; and the
Father of Love often leads true love to good ends by wonderful ways,
even though they are ways of error, passing through pitfalls and
abysses.”
Paula fell on her neck to kiss her gratefully: but the abbess could only
allow the girl a few minutes to enjoy her happiness. She desired her
to sit down by her side, and holding Paula’s hand in both her own, she
spoke to her in a tone of calm deliberation. She and her sisterhood, she
began by saying, were deeply indebted to Orion. She had no dearer
wish than that Paula should find the greatest earthly happiness in her
marriage; still, it was her part to tender advice, and she dared not
blind herself to the dangers which threatened this happiness. She
herself had a long life behind her of varied experience, in which she
had seen hundreds of young men who had been given up as lost sinners
by father and mother--lost to the Church and to all goodness--and among
these many a one, like Saul, had had his journey to Damascus. A turning
point had come to them, and the outcast sons had become excellent and
pious men.
Paula, as she listened, had drawn closer to the speaker, and her eyes
beamed with joy; but the elder woman shook her head, and her gaze grew
more devout and rapt, as she went on with deep solemnity:
“But then, my child, in all of these Grace had done its perfect work;
the miracle was accomplished which we term regeneration. They were still
the same men in the flesh and in the elements of their sensible nature,
but their relation to the world and to life was altogether new. All that
they had formerly thought desirable they could now hate; what they had
deemed important was now worthless, and the worthless precious in their
eyes; whereas they once referred everything to their own desires, they
now referred all to God and His will. Their impulses were the same as of
old, but they kept them within bounds by a never-sleeping consciousness
that they led, not to joys, but to everlasting punishment. These
regenerate souls learned to contemn the world, and instead of gazing
down at the dust their eyes were fixed upwards on Heaven. If either of
them tottered, his whole ‘new man’ prompted him to recover his balance
before he fell to the ground.--But Orion! Your lover? His guilt seems
to have passed over him; he hopes for reunion with God from a more
meritorious life in the world. Not only is his nature unaltered, but his
attitude with regard to life and to the joys it offers to the children
of this world. Earthly love is spurring him on to strive for what is
noble and great and he earnestly seeks to attain it; but he will fall
over every stone that the devil casts in his path, and find it hard to
pick himself up again, for misfortune has not led him to the new birth
or the new life in God. Just such men have I seen, numbers of times,
relapsing into the sins they had escaped from. Before we can entirely
trust a man who has once--though but once-wandered so far from God’s
ways, while Grace has not yet worked effectually in him, we shall do
well to watch his dealings and course for more than a few short days. If
you still feel that you must follow the dictates of your heart, at any
rate do not fly into your lover’s open arms, do not abandon to him the
pure sanctuary of your body and soul, do not be wholly his till he has
been fully put to the proof.”
“But I believe in him entirely!” cried Paula, with a flood of tears.
“You believe because you love him,” replied the abbess.
“And because he deserves it.”
“And how long has he deserved it?”
“Was he not a splendid man before his fall?”
“And so was many a murderer. Most criminals become outcasts from society
in a single moment.”
“But society still accepts Orion.”
“Because he is the son of the Mukaukas.”
“And because he wins all hearts!”
“Even that of the Almighty?”
“Oh! Mother, Mother! why do you measure him by the standard of your own
sanctified soul? How few are the elect who find a share of the grace of
which you speak!”
“But those who have sinned like him must strive for it.”
“And he does so, Mother, in his way.”
“It is the wrong way; wrong for those who have sinned as he has. All he
strives for is worldly happiness.”
“No, no. He is firm in his faith in God and the Saviour. He is not a
liar.”
“And yet he thinks he may escape the penalty?”
“And does not the Lord pardon true repentance?--He has repented; and how
bitterly, how fearfully he has suffered!”
“Say rather that he has felt the stripes that his own sin brought upon
him.--There are more to come; and how will he take them? Temptation
lurks in every path, and how will he avoid it? As your mother, indeed
it is my duty to warn you: Keep your passion and yourself still under
control; continue to watch him, and grant him nothing--not the smallest
favor, as you are a maiden, before he...”
“Till when; how long am I to be so basely on my guard?” sobbed Paula.
“Is that love which trusts not and is not ready to share the lot even of
the backslider?”
“Yes, child, yes,” interrupted the old woman. “To suffer all things, to
endure all things, is the duty of true love, and therefore of yours; but
you must not allow the most indissoluble of all bonds to unite you to
him till the back-slider has learnt to walk firmly. Follow him step by
step, hold him up with faithful care, never despair of him if he seems
other than what you had hoped. Make it your duty, pious soul, to render
him worthy of grace--but do not be in a hurry to speak the final yes--do
not say it yet.”
Paula yielded, though unwillingly, to this last word of counsel; but, in
fact, Orion’s fault had filled the abbess with deep distrust. So great
a sinner, under the blight, too, of a father’s curse, ought, in her
opinion, to have retired from the world and besieged Heaven for grace
and a new birth, instead of seeking joys, such as she thought none but
the most blameless--and, those of her own confession--could deserve,
in union with so exceptional a creature as her beloved Paula. Indeed,
having herself found peace for her soul only in the cloister, after
a stormy and worldly youth, she would gladly have received the noble
daughter of her old friend as the Bride of Christ within those walls,
to be, perhaps, her successor as Mother Superior. She longed that
her darling should be spared the sufferings she had known through the
ruthlessness of faithless men; so she would not abate a jot of the tenor
of her advice, or cease to impress on Paula, firmly though lovingly, the
necessity of following it. At last Paula took leave of her, bound by a
promise not to pledge herself irrevocably to Orion till his return from
Doomiat, and till the abbess had informed her by letter what opinion she
had formed of him in the course of their flight.
The high-spirited girl had not shed so many tears, as in the course of
this interview, since the fatal affair at Abyla where she had lost her
father and brother; it was with a tear-stained face and aching head that
she had made her way back, under the scorching mid-day sun, to Rufinus’
house, where she sought her old nurse. Betta had earnestly entreated her
to lie down, and when Paula refused to hear of it she persuaded her at
any rate to bathe her head with water as cold as was procurable in this
terrific heat, and to have her hair carefully rearranged by her skilful
hand; for this had been her mother’s favorite remedy against headache.
When, at length, Paula and her lover stood face to face, in a shady spot
in the garden, they both looked embarrassed and estranged. He was pale,
and gazed at her with some annoyance; and her red eyes and knit brows,
for her brain was throbbing with piercing pain, did not tend to improve
his mood. It was her part to explain and excuse herself; and as he did
not at once address her after they had exchanged greetings, she said in
a low tone of urgent entreaty:
“Forgive me for coming so late. How long you must have been waiting!
But parting from my best friend, my second mother, agitated me so
painfully--it was so unspeakably sad.--I did not know how to hold up
my head, it ached so when I came home, and now--oh, I had hoped that we
might meet to-day so differently!”
“But even yesterday you had no time to spare for me,” he retorted
sullenly, “and this morning--you were present when Rufinus invited
me--this morning!--I am not exacting, and to you, good God! How could
I be?--But have we not to part, to bid each other farewell--perhaps for
ever? Why should you have given up so much time and strength to your
friend, that so scanty a remnant is left for the lover? That is an
unfair division.”
“How could I deny it?” she said with melancholy entreaty. “You are
indeed very right; but I could not leave the child last evening, as soon
as she came, and while she was weeping out all her sorrows; and if you
only knew how surprised and grieved I was--how my heart ached when,
instead of finding you, your note....”
“I was obliged to go to Amru,” interrupted Orion. “This undertaking
compels me to leave much behind, and I am no longer the freest of
the free, as I used to be. During this dreadful breakfast I have been
sitting on thorns. But let all that pass. I came hither with a heart
high with hope--and now?--You see, Paula, this enterprise tears me in
two in more ways than you can imagine, puts me into a more critical
position, and weighs more on my mind than you can think or know--I will
explain it all to you at another time--and to bear it all, to keep up
the spirit and happy energy that I need, I must be secure of the one
thing for which I could take far greater toil and danger as mere child’s
play; I must know....”
“You must know,” she interposed, “whether my heart is fully and wholly
open to your love....”
“And whether,” he added, with growing ardor, “in spite of the bitter
suffering that weighs on my wretched soul, I may hope to be happier than
the saints in bliss. O Paula, adored and only woman, may I....”
“You may,” she said clearly and fervently. “I love you, Orion, and shall
never, never cease to love you with my whole soul.”
He flew to her side, clasped both her hands as if beside himself,
snatched them to his lips regardless of the nearness of the house,
whence ten pairs of eyes might have seen him, and covered them with
burning kisses, till she drew them from him with the entreaty: “No, no;
forbear, I entreat you. No--not now.”
“Yes, now, at this very moment--or, if not, when?” he asked vehemently.
“But here, in this garden--you are right, this is no place for two human
beings so happy as we are. Come with me; come into the house and lead
the way to a spot where we may be unseen and unheard, alone with each
other and our happiness.”
“No, no, no!” she hastily put in, pressing her hand to her aching brow.
“Come with me to the bench under the sycamore; it is shady there, and
you can tell me everything, and hear once more how entirely love has
taken possession of me.”
He looked in her face, surprised and disappointed; but she turned
towards the sycamore and sat down beneath it. He slowly followed her.
She signed to him to take a seat by her side, but he stood up in front
of her, saying sadly and despondently.
“Always the same--always calm and cold. Is this fair, Paula? Is this
the overwhelming love of which you spoke? Is this your response to the
yearning cry of a passionately ardent heart? Is this all that love can
grant to love--that a betrothed owes to her lover on the very eve of
parting?”
At this she looked up at him, deeply distressed, and said in
pathetically urgent entreaty: “O Orion, Orion! Have I not told you, can
you not see and feel how much I love you? You must know and feel it; and
if you do, be content, I entreat. You, whom alone I love, be satisfied
to know that this heart is yours, that your Paula--your own Paula, for
that indeed I am--will think of nothing, care for nothing, pray and
entreat Heaven for nothing but you, yes you, my own, my all.”
“Then come, come with me,” he insisted, “and grant your betrothed the
rights that are his due.
“Nay, not my betrothed--not yet,” she besought him, with all the
fervor of her tortured soul. “In my veins too the blood flows warm with
yearning. Gladly would I fly to your arms and lay my head against yours,
but not to-day can I become your betrothed, not yet; I cannot, I dare
not!”
“And why not? Tell me, at any rate, why not,” he cried indignantly,
clenching his fist to his breast. “Why will you not be my bride, if
indeed it is true that you love me? Why have you invented this new and
intolerable torment?”
“Because prudence tells me,” she replied in a low, hurried voice, while
her bosom heaved painfully, as though she were afraid to hear her own
words; “because I see that the time is not yet come. Ah, Orion! you have
not yet learnt to bridle the desires and cravings that burn within you;
you have forgotten all too quickly what is past--what a mountain we had
to cross before we succeeded in finding each other, before I--for I must
say it, my dear one--before I could look you in the face without anger
and aversion. A strange and mysterious ordering has brought it about;
and you, too, have honestly done your best that everything should be
changed, that what was white should now be black, that the chill north
wind should turn to a hot southerly one. Thus poison turns to healing,
and a curse to a blessing. In this foolish heart of mine passionate
hatred has given way to no less fervent love. Still, I cannot yet be
your bride, your wife. Call it cowardice, call it selfish caution, what
you will. I call it prudence, and applaud it; though it cost my poor
eyes a thousand bitter tears before my heart and brain could consent to
be guided by the warning voice. Of one thing you may be fully assured:
my heart will never be another’s, come what may--it is yours with my
whole soul!--But I will not be your bride till I can say to you
with glad confidence, as well as with passionate love: ‘You have
conquered--take me, I am yours!’ Then you shall feel and confess that
Paula’s love is not less vehement, less ardent.... O God! Orion, learn
to know and understand me. You must--for my sake and your own, you
must!--My head, merciful Heaven, my head!”
She bowed her face and clasped her hands to her burning brow; Orion,
pale and shivering, laid his hand on her shoulder, and said in a harsh,
forced voice that had lost all its music: “The Esoterics impose severe
trials on their disciples before they admit them into the mysteries.
And we are in Egypt--but the difference is a wide one when the rule is
applied to love. How ever, all this is not from yourself. What you call
prudence is the voice of that nun!”
“It is the voice of reason,” replied Paula softly. “The yearning of my
heart had overpowered it, and I owe to my friend....”
“What do you owe her?” cried the young man furiously indignant. “You
should curse her, rather, for doing you so ill a turn, as I do at this
moment. What does she know of me? Has she ever heard a word from my
lips? If that despotic and casuistic recluse could have known what my
heart and soul are like, she would have advised you differently. Even
as a childs’ confidence and love alone could influence me. Whatever my
faults might be, I never was false to kindness and trust.--And, so far
as you are concerned--you who are prudence and reason in person--blest
in your love, I should have cared only for your approbation. If I could
have overcome the last of your scruples, I should indeed have been proud
and happy!--I would have brought the sun and stars down from the sky
for you, and have laughed temptation to scorn!--But as it is--instead
of being raised I am lowered, a laughing-stock even in my own eyes. One
with you, I could have led the way on wings to the realms of light where
Perfection holds sway!--But as it is? What a task lies before me!--To
heat your frigid love to flaming point by good deeds, as though they
were olive-logs. A pretty task for a man--to put himself to the proof
before the woman he loves! It is a hideous and insulting torture which I
will not submit to, against which my whole inner man revolts, and which
you will and must forego--if indeed it is true that you love me!”
“I love you, oh! I love you,” she cried, beside herself, and seizing his
hands. “Perhaps you are right. I--my God what shall I do? Only do not
ask me yet, to speak the final yes or no. I cannot control myself to the
feeblest thought. You see, you see, how I am suffering!”
“Yes, I see it,” he replied, looking compassionately at her pale face
and drawn brow. “And if it must be so, I say: till this evening then.
Try to rest now, and take care of yourself.--But then....”
“Then, during the voyage, the flight, repeat to the abbess all you
have just said to me. She is a noble woman, and she, too, will learn to
understand and to love you, I am sure. She will retract the word I
know....”
“What word?”
“My word, given to her, that I would not be yours....”
“Till I had gone through the Esoteric tests?” exclaimed Orion with an
angry shrug. “Now go,--go and lie down. This hour, which should have
been the sweetest of our lives, a stranger has embittered and darkened.
You are not sure of yourself--nor I of myself. Anything more that we
could say now and here would lead to no good issue for either you or me.
Go and rest; sleep off your pain, and I--I will try to forget.--If you
could but see the turmoil in my soul!--But farewell till our next, more
friendly--I hardly dare trust myself to say our happier meeting.”
He hastily turned away, but she called after him in sad lament: “Orion
do not forget--Orion, you know that I love you.”
But he did not hear; he buried on with his head bowed over his breast,
down to the road, without reentering Rufinus’ house.
CHAPTER VII.
When Orion reached home, wounded to the quick, he flung himself on a
divan. Paula had said that her heart was his indeed, but what a cool and
grudging love was this that would give nothing till it had insured its
future. And how could Paula have allowed a third person to come between
them, and rule her feelings and actions? She must have revealed to that
third person all that had previously passed between them--and it was for
this Melchite nun, his personal foe, that he was about to--it was enough
to drive him mad!--But he could not withdraw; he had pledged himself to
the brave old man to carry out this crazy enterprise. And in the place
of the lofty, noble mistress of his whole being, his fancy pictured
Paula as a tearful, vacillating, and cold-hearted woman.
There lay the maps and plans which he had desired Nilus to send in from
his room for his study of the task set him by Amru; as his eye fell upon
them, he struck his fist against the wall, started up, and ran like a
madman up and down the room which had been sacred to her peaceful life.
There stood her lute; he had freshly strung and tuned it. To calm
himself he drew it to him, took up the plectrum, and began to play. But
it was a poor instrument; she had been content with this wretched thing!
He flung it on the couch and took up his own, the gift of Heliodora.
How sweetly, how delightfully she had been wont to play it! Even now its
strings gave forth a glorious tone; by degrees he began to rejoice in
his own playing, and music soothed his excitement, as it had often done
before. It was grand and touching, though he several times struck the
strings so violently that their loud clanging and sighing and throbbing
answered each other like the wild wailing of a soul in torment.
Under this vehement usage the bridge of the lute suddenly snapped off
with a dull report; and at the same instant his secretary, who had been
with him at Constantinople, threw open the door in glad excitement, and
began, even before he had crossed the threshold:
“Only think, my lord! Here is a messenger come from the inn kept by
Sostratus with this tablet for you.--It is open, so I read it. Only
think! it is hardly credible! The Senator Justinus is here with his
wife, the noble Martina--here in Memphis, and they beg you to visit them
at once to speak of matters of importance. They came last night, the
messenger tells me, and now--what joy! Think of all the hospitality
you enjoyed in their house. Can we leave them in an inn? So long as
hospitality endures, it would be a crime!”
“Impossible, quite impossible!” cried Orion, who had cast aside the
lute, and was now reading the letter himself. “It is true indeed! his
own handwriting. And that immovable pair are in Egypt--in Memphis! By
Zeus!”--for this was still the favorite oath of the golden youth of
Alexandria and Constantinople, even in these Christian times.--“By Zeus,
I ought to receive them here like princes!--Wait!--of course you
must tell the messenger that I am coming at once--have the four new
Pannonians harnessed to the silver-plated chariot. I must go to my
mother; but there is time enough for that. Desire Sebek to have the
guest-chambers prepared for distinguished guests--those sick people are
out of them, thank God! Take my present room for them too; I will go
back to the old one. Of course they have a numerous suite. Set twenty
or thirty slaves to work. Everything must be ready in two hours at
furthest. The two sitting-rooms are particularly handsome, but
where anything is lacking, place everything in the house at Sebek’s
command.--Justinus in Egypt!--But make haste, man! Nay, stay! One thing
more. Carry these maps and scrolls--no; they are too heavy for you.
Desire a slave to fetch them, and take them to Rufinus; he must keep
them till I come. Tell him I meant to use them on the way--he knows.”
The secretary rushed off; Orion performed a rapid toilet and had his
mourning dress rearranged in fresh folds; then he went to his mother.
She had often heard of the cordial reception that her son, and her
husband, too, in former days, had met with in the senator’s house, and
she took it quite as a matter of course that the strangers’ rooms,
and among them that which had been Paula’s, should be prepared for the
travellers; all she asked was that it should be explained that she was
suffering, so that she might not have to trouble herself to entertain
them.
She advised Orion to put off his journey and to devote himself to his
friends; but he explained that even their arrival must not delay him.
He had entire confidence in Sebek and the upper housekeeper, and the
emperor himself would remit the duties of hostess to a sick woman. Once,
at any rate, she would surely allow the illustrious guests to pay their
respects to her,--but even this Neforis refused It would be quite enough
if her visitors received messages and greetings daily in her name, with
offerings of choice fruit and flowers, and on the last day some costly
gift. Orion thought this proposal quite worthy of them both, and
presently drove off behind his Pannonians to the hostelry.
By the harbor he met the captain of the boat he had hired; to him he
held up two fingers, and the boatman signified by repeated nodding that
he had understood the meaning of this signal: “Be ready at two hours
before midnight.”
The sight of this weather-beaten pilot, and the prospect of making
some return to his noble friends for all their kindness, cheered Orion
greatly; and though he regretted being obliged to leave these guests of
all others, the perils that lay before him reasserted their charm. He
could surely win over the abbess in the course of the voyage, and Paula
might be brought to reason, perhaps, this very evening. Justinus and his
wife were Melchites, and he knew that both these friends--for whom he
had a particular regard--would be enchanted with his scheme if he took
them into his confidence.
The inn kept by Sostratus, a large, square building surrounding a
spacious court-yard, was the best and most frequented in the town. The
eastern side faced the road and the river, and contained the best rooms,
in which, on the previous night, the senator had established himself
with his wife and servants. The clatter of the quadriga drew Justinus
to the window; as soon as he recognized Orion he waved a table-napkin to
him, shouting a hearty “Welcome!” and then retired into the room again.
“Here he is!” he cried to his wife, who was lying on a couch in the
lightest permissible attire, and sipping fruit-syrup from time to time
to moisten her dry lips, while a boy fanned her for coolness.
“That is well indeed!” she exclaimed, and desired her maid to be quick,
very quick, and fetch her a wrap, but to be sure it was a thin one.
Then, turning to a very lovely young woman who had started to her feet
at Justinus’ first exclamation, she asked:
“Would you rather that he should find you here, my darling, or shall we
see him first, and tell him that we have brought you with us?”
“That will be best,” answered the other in a sweet voice, and she sighed
softly before she added: “What will he not think of me? We may grow
older, but folly--folly...”
“Grows with years?” laughed the matron. “Or do you think it
decreases?--But here he is.”
The younger woman hurried away by a side door, behind which she
disappeared. Martina looked after her, and pointing that way to direct
her husband’s glance, she observed: “She has left herself a chink. Good
God! Fancy being in love in such heat as this; what a hideous thought!”
At this moment the door was opened, and the heartiest greetings ensued.
It was evident that the meeting was as great a pleasure to the elderly
pair as to the young man. Justinus embraced him warmly, while the matron
cried out: “And a kiss for me too!” And when the youth immediately and
heartily gave it, she exclaimed with a groan:
“O man, and child of man, great Sesostris! How did your famous ancestor
ever achieve heroic deeds under such a sun as this? For my part I am
fast disappearing, melting away like butter; but what will a man not do
for love’s sake?--Syra, Syra; for God’s sake bring me something, however
small, that looks like a garment! How rational is the fashion of the
people of Africa whom we met with on our journey. If they have three
fingers’ breadth of cloth about them, they consider themselves elegantly
dressed.--But come, sit down--there, at my feet. A seat, Argos, and some
wine, and water in a damp clay pitcher, and cool like the last.
Husband, the boy seems to me handsomer than ever. But dear God! he is in
mourning, and how becoming it is! Poor boy, poor boy! Yes, we heard in
Alexandria.”
She wiped first her eyes and then her damp brow, and her husband added
his expressions of sympathy at the death of the Mukaukas.
They were a genial and comfortable couple, Justinus and his wife
Martina. Two beings who felt perfectly secure in their vast inherited
wealth, and who, both being of noble birth, never need make any display
of dignity, because they were sure of it in the eyes of high and low
alike. They had asserted their right to remain natural and human under
the formalities of the most elaborately ceremonious society; those who
did not like the easy tone adopted by them in their house might stay
away. He, devoid of ambition, a senator in virtue of his possessions and
his name, never caring to make any use of his adventitious dignity but
that of procuring good appointments for his favorite clients, or good
places for his family on any festive occasion, was a hospitable soul;
the good friend of all his friends, whose motto was “live and let live.”
Martina, with a heart as good as gold, had never made any pretensions to
beauty, but had nevertheless been much courted. This worthy couple had
for many years thought that nothing could be more delightful than a
residence in the capital, or at their beautiful villa on the Bosphorus,
scorning to follow the example of other rich and fashionable folks, and
go to take baths or make journeys. It was enough for them to be able
to make others happy under their roof; and there was never any lack of
visitors, just because those who were weary of bending their backs
at the Byzantine Court, found this unceremonious circle particularly
restful.
Martina was especially fond of having young people about her, and
Heliodora, the widow of her nephew, had found comfort with her in her
trouble; it was in her house that Orion and Heliodora had met. The young
widow was a great favorite with the old couple, but higher in their
esteem even than she, had been the younger brother of her deceased
husband. He was to have been their heir; but they had mourned his death
now two years; for news had reached them that Narses, who had served in
the Imperial army as tribune of cavalry, had fallen in battle against
the infidels. No one, however, had ever brought a more exact report of
his death; and at last their indefatigable enquiries had resulted in
their learning that he had been taken prisoner by the Saracens and
carried into slavery in Arabia. This report received confirmation
through the efforts of Orion and his deceased father. Within a few hours
of the young Egyptian’s departure, they received a letter from the youth
they had given up for lost, written in trembling characters, in which he
implored them to effect his deliverance through Amru, the Arab governor
of Egypt. The old people had set forth at once on their pilgrimage, and
Heliodora had done her part in urging them to this step. Her passion for
Orion, to whom, for more than a year, her gentle heart had been wholly
devoted, had increased every hour since his departure. She had not
concealed it from Martina, who thought it no less than her duty to stand
by the poor lovesick child; for Heliodora had nursed her husband, the
senator’s nephew, to the end, with touching fidelity and care; and
besides, Martina had given the young Egyptian--with whom she was “quite
in love herself”--every opportunity of paying his addresses to the young
widow.
They were a pair that seemed made for each other, and Martina delighted
in match-making. But in this case, though hearts had met, hands had
not, and finally it had been a real grief to Martina to hear Orion and
Heliodora called--and with good reason--a pair of lovers.
Once she had appealed in her genial way to the young man’s conscience,
and he had replied that his father, who was a Jacobite, would never
consent to his union with a woman of any other confession. At that time
she had found little to answer; but she had often thought if only she
could make the Mukaukas acquainted with Heliodora, he, whom she had
known in the capital as a young and handsome admirer of every charming
woman, would certainly capitulate.
Her favorite niece had indeed every grace that a father’s heart could
desire to attract the son. She was of good family, the widow of a man of
rank, rich, but just two and twenty, and beautiful enough to bewitch
old or young. A sweeter and gentler soul Martina had never known. Those
large dewy eyes-imploring eyes, she called them--might soften a stone,
and her fair waving hair was as soft as her nature. Add to this her
full, supple figure--and how perfectly she dressed, how exquisitely she
sang and struck the lute! It was not for nothing that she was courted by
every youth of rank in Constantinople--and if the old Mukaukas could
but hear her laugh! There was not a sound on earth more clear, more glad
than Heliodora’s laugh. She was not indeed remarkable for intellect, but
no one could call her a simpleton, and your very clever women were not
to every man’s taste.
So, when they were to travel to Egypt, Martina took it for granted that
Heliodora must go with them, and that the flirtation which had made
her favorite the talk of the town must, in Memphis, become courtship in
earnest. Then, when she heard at Alexandria that the Mukaukas was lately
dead, she regarded the game as won. Now they were in Memphis, Orion was
sitting before her, and the young man had invited her and her following
of above twenty persons to stay in his house. It was a foregone
conclusion that the travellers were to accept this bidding as prescribed
by the laws of hospitality, and preparations for the move were
immediately set on foot.
Justinus meanwhile explained what had brought them to Egypt, and begged
Orion’s assistance. The young man had known the senator’s nephew well as
one of the most brilliant and amiable youths of the capital, and he was
sincerely distressed to be forced to inform his friends that Amru, who
could easily have procured the release of Narses, was to start within
two days for Medina, while he himself was compelled to set out on a
journey that very evening, at an hour he could not name.
He saw how greatly this firmly-expressed determination agitated and
disturbed the old couple, and the senator’s urgency led him to tell
them, under the pledge of strict secrecy, what business it was that took
him away and what a perilous enterprise he had before him.
He began his story confident of his orthodox guests’ sympathy; but to
his amazement they both disapproved of the undertaking, and not, as
they declared, on his account only or for the sake of the help they had
counted on.
The senator reminded him that he was the natural chief of the Egyptian
population in Memphis, and that, by such a scheme, he was undermining
his influence with those whose leader he was by right and duty as his
father’s son. His ambition ought to make him aim at this leadership; and
instead of offering such a rebuff to the patriarch, it was his part to
work with him--whose power he greatly underrated--so as to make life
tolerable to their fellow-Christians in a land ruled by Moslems.
Paula’s name was not once mentioned; but Orion thought of her and
remained firm, though not without an inward struggle.
At the same time, to prove to his friends how sincerely he desired to
please them, he proposed that he and Justinus should immediately cross
the Nile to lay his application before the Khaliff’s vicar. A glance at
the sky showed him that it wanted still an hour and a half of sunset.
His swift horses would not need more than that time for the journey,
and during their absence the rest of the party could move from the inn.
Carts for the baggage were already in waiting below, and chariots
had been ordered to follow and convey his beloved guests to their new
quarters.
The senator agreed to this proposal, and as the two men went off Martina
called after Orion.
“My senator must talk to you on the road, and if you can be brought to
reason you will find your reward waiting for you! Do not be saving of
your talents of gold, old man, till the general has promised to procure
the lad’s release.--And listen to me, Orion; give up your mad scheme.”
The sun had not wholly disappeared behind the Libyan range when
the snorting Pannonians, all flecked with foam, drove back into the
court-yard of the governor’s residence. The two men had unfortunately
gained nothing; for Amru was absent, reviewing the troops between
Heliopolis and Onix, and was not expected home till night or even next
morning. The party had removed from the inn and the senator’s white
slaves were already mixing with the black and brown ones of the
establishment.
Martina was delighted with her new quarters, and with the beautiful
flowers--most of them new to her--with which the invalid mistress of
the house had had the two great reception-rooms garnished in token
of welcome; but the failure of Justinus’ visit to Fostat fell like
hoar-frost on her happy mood.
Orion, she asserted, ought to regard this stroke of ill-luck as a
judgment from God. It was the will of Heaven that he should give up
his enterprise and be content to make due preparations for a noble
work which could be carried through without him, in order to accomplish
another, out of friendship, which urgently needed his help. However, he
again expressed his regret that in spite of everything he must adhere to
his purpose; and when Martina asked him: “What, even if my reward is one
that would especially delight you?” he nodded regretfully. “Yes, even
then.”
So she merely added, “Well, we shall see,” and went on impressively:
“Every one has some peculiarity which stamps his individuality and
becomes him well: in you it is amiability, my son. Such obstinacy does
not suit you; it is quite foreign to you, and is the very opposite to
what I call amiability. Be yourself, even in this instance.”
“That is to say weak and yielding, especially when a kind woman....”
“When old friends ask it,” she hastily put in; but almost before she had
finished she turned to her husband, exclaiming: “Good Heavens! come to
the window. Did you ever see such a glorious mingling of purple and gold
in the sky? It is as though the old pyramids and the whole land of Egypt
were in flames. But now, great Sesostris,”--the name she gave to Orion
when she was in a good humor with him, “it is time that you should see
what I have brought you. In the first place this trinket,” and she gave
him a costly bracelet of old Greek workmanship set with precious stones,
“and then--nay, no Thanks--and then--Well the object is rather large,
and besides--come with me.”
As she spoke she went from the reception-room into the anteroom, led the
way to the door of the room which had once been Paula’s, and then his
own, opened it a little way, peeped in, and then pushed Orion forward,
saying hastily: “There--do you see--there it is!”
By the window stood Heliodora. The bright radiance of the sinking sun
bathed her slender but round and graceful form, her “imploring” eyes
looked up at him with rapturous delight, and her white arms folded
across her bosom gave her the aspect of a saint, waiting with humble
longing for some miracle, in expectation of unutterable joys.
Martina’s eyes, too, were fixed on Orion; she saw how pale he turned at
seeing the young widow, she saw him start as though suddenly overcome by
some emotion--what, she could not guess--and shrink back from the sunlit
vision in the window. These were effects which the worthy matron had not
anticipated.
Never off the stage, thought she, had she seen a man so stricken by
love; for she could not suspect that to him it was as though a gulf had
suddenly yawned at his feet.
With a swiftness which no one could have looked for from her heavy and
bulky figure, Martina hastily returned to her husband, and even at the
door exclaimed: “It is all right, all has gone well! At the sight of her
he seemed thunderstruck! Mark my words: we shall have a wedding here by
the Nile.”
“My blessing on it,” replied Justinus. “But, wedding or no wedding, all
I care is that she should persuade that fine young fellow to give up
his crazy scheme. I saw how even the brown rascals in the Arab’s service
bowed down before him; and he will persuade the general, if any one can,
to do all in his power for Narses. He must not and shall not go! You
impressed it strongly on Heliodora....”
“That she should keep him?” laughed the matron. “I tell you, she will
nail him down if need be.”
“So much the better,” replied her husband. “But, wife, folks might say
that it was not quite seemly in you to force them together. Properly
speaking, you are as it were her female mentor, the motherly patroness.”
“Good Heavens!” exclaimed Martina. “At home they invited no witnesses
to look on at their meetings. The poor love-lorn souls must at any rate
have a chance of speaking to each other and rejoicing that they have
met once more. I will step in presently, and be the anxious, motherly
friend. Tine, Tine! And if it does not end in a wedding, I will make a
pilgrimage to St. Agatha, barefoot.”
“And I with only one shoe!” the senator declared, “for, everything in
reason--but the talk about Dora was at last beyond all bounds. It was no
longer possible to have them both together under the same roof. And you
yourself--no, seriously; go in to them.”
“Directly, directly.--But first look out of this window once more. Oh,
what a sun!--there, now it is too late. Only two minutes ago the
whole heaven was of the hue of my red Syrian cloak; and now it is all
dark!--The house and garden are beautiful, and everything is old and
handsome; just what I should have expected in the home of the rich
Mukaukas.”
“And I too,” replied Justinus. “But now, go. If they have come to an
understanding, Dora may certainly congratulate herself.”
“I should think so! But she need not be ashamed even of her villa, and
they must spend every summer there, I will manage that. If that poor,
dear fellow Narses does not escape with his life--for two years of
slavery are a serious matter--then I should be able....”
“To alter your will? Not a bad idea; but there is no hurry for that; and
now, you really must go.”
“Yes, yes, in a minute. Surely I may have time to speak.--I, for my
part, know of no one whom I would sooner put in the place of Narses....”
“Than Orion and Heliodora? Certainly, I have no objection; but now....”
“Well, perhaps it is wicked to think of a man who may still be alive as
numbered with the dead.--At any rate the poor boy cannot go back to his
legion....”
“On no consideration. But, Martina....”
“To-morrow morning Orion must urge our case on the Arab....”
“If he does not go away.”
“Will you bet that she fails to keep him.”
“I should be a fool for my pains,” laughed Justinus. “Do you ever pay
me when I win?--But now, joking apart, you must go and see what they are
about.”
And this time she obeyed. She would have won her bet; for Orion, who had
remained unmoved by his sister-in-law’s letter, by the warning voice
of the faith of his childhood, by the faithful council of his honest
servant Nilus, or by the senator’s convincing arguments--had yielded to
Heliodora’s sweet blandishments.
How ardently had her loving heart flamed up, when she saw him so deeply
agitated at the sight of her! With what touching devotion had she sunk
into his arms; how humbly-half faint with sweet sorrow and sweeter
ecstasy--had she fallen at his feet, and clasped his knees, and
entreated him, with eyes full of tears of adoring rapture, not to leave
to-day, to wait only till tomorrow, and then, if he would, to tread her
in the dust. Now--now when she had just found him again after being worn
out with pining and longing-to part now, to see him rush on an uncertain
fate--it would kill her, it would certainly be her death! And when he
still had tried to resist she had rushed into his arms, had stopped his
lips with burning kisses, and whispered in his ear all the flattering
words of love he once had held so dear.
Why had he never seriously tried to win her, why had he so soon
forgotten her? Because she, who could assert her dignity firmly enough
with others, had abandoned herself to him unresistingly after a few
meetings, as if befooled by some magician’s spell. The precious spoil
so easily won had soon lost its value in his eyes. But to-day the fire
which had died out blazed up again. Yes, this was the love he craved, he
must have! To be loved with entire and utter devotion, with a heart
that thought only of him and not of itself, that asked only for love in
return for love, that did not fence itself round with caution and invoke
the aid of others for protection against him. This lovely creature, all
passion, who had taken upon herself to endure the contumely of society,
and pain and grief for his sake, knowing too that he had abandoned her,
and would never make her his wife before God and men--she indeed knew
what it was to love; and he who was so often inclined to despair of
himself felt his heart uplifted at the thought that he was so precious
in her eyes, nay--he would own it--so idolized.
And how sweet, how purely womanly she was! Those imploring eyes--which
he had grown quite sick of in Constantinople, for they were as full of
pathetic entreaty when she merely begged him to hold her cloak for
her as when she appealed to his heart of hearts not to leave her--that
entrancing play of glances which had first bewitched him, came to him
to-day as something new and worked the old spell.
In this moment of tender reunion he had promised her at any rate to
consider whether he could not release himself from the pledge by which
he was bound; but hardly had he spoken the words when the memory of
Paula revived in his mind, and an inward voice cried out to him that
she was a being of nobler mould than this yielding, weak woman, abject
before him--that she symbolized his upward struggle, Heliodora his
perdition.
At length he was able to tear himself from her embrace; and at the first
step out of this intoxication into real life again he looked about like
one roused from sleep, feeling as though it were by some mocking sport
of the devil himself that Paula’s room should have been the scene of
this meeting and of his weakness.
An enquiry from Heliodora, as to the fate of the little white dog that
she had given him as a remembrance, recalled to his mind that luckless
emerald which was to have been his return offering or antidoron. He
evasively replied that, remembering her love of rare gems, he had sent
her a remarkably fine stone about which he had a good deal to say;
and she gave such childlike and charming expression to her delight
and gratitude, and took such skilful advantage of his pleasure in her
clinging tenderness, to convince him of the necessity for remaining at
home, that he himself began to believe in it, and gave way. The more
this conclusion suited his own wishes the easier it became to
find reasons for it: old Rufinus really did not need him; and if
he--Orion--had cause to be ashamed of his vacillation, on the other
hand he could comfort himself by reflecting that it would be unkind and
ungrateful to his good friends to leave them in the lurch just when he
could be of use to them. One pair of protecting arms more or less could
not matter to the nuns, while the captive Narses might very probably
perish before he could be rescued without his interest with the Arab
general.
It was high time to decide one way or the other.--Well, no; he ought not
to go away to-day!
That was settled!
Rufinus must at once be informed of his change of purpose. To sit down
and write at such a moment he felt was impossible: Nilus should go and
speak in his name; and he knew how gladly and zealously he would perform
such an errand.
Heliodora clapped her hands, and just as Martina knocked at the door
the pair came out into the anteroom: She, radiant with happiness, and
so graceful in her fashionable, costly, and well-chosen garb, so
royal-looking in spite of her no more than middle height, that even in
the capital she would have excited the admiration of the men and the
envy of the women: He, content, but with a thoughtful smile on his lips.
He had not yet closed the door when in the anteroom he perceived two
female figures, who had come in while Martina was knocking at her
niece’s door. These were Katharina and her waiting-maid.
Anubis had been brought to these rooms after his fall from the roof,
and notwithstanding the preparations that had been made for illustrious
guests Philippus could not be persuaded to allow his patient, for whom
perfect quiet was indispensable, to be moved to the lower floor.
The listener who had been so severely punished had with him his mother,
Katharina’s old nurse; the water-wagtail, with her maid, had accompanied
her to see the lad, for she was very anxious to assure herself whether
her foster-brother, before his tumble, had succeeded in hearing
anything; but the poor fellow was so weak and his pain so severe that
she had not the heart to torment him with questions. However, her
Samaritan’s visit brought her some reward, for to meet Orion coming out
of Paula’s room with so beautiful and elegant a woman was a thing worth
opening her eyes to see. She would have walked from home hither twice
over only to see the clothes and jewels of this heaven sent stranger.
Such a being rarely strayed to Memphis,--and might not this radiant and
beautiful creature be “the other” after all, and not Paula? Might not
Orion have been trifling with her rival as he had already trifled with
her? They must have had a rapturous meeting in that room; every feature
of the fair beauty’s saint-like face betrayed the fact. Oh, that Orion!
She would have liked to throttle him; and yet she was glad to think that
there was another besides herself--and she so elegant and lovely--whom
he had betrayed.
“He will stay!” Heliodora exclaimed as she came out of the room; and
Martina held out her hand to the young man, with a fervent: “God bless
you for that!”
She was delighted to see how happy her niece looked but the lively
old woman’s eyes were everywhere at once, and when she caught sight of
Katharina who had stood still with curiosity, she turned to her with a
friendly nod and said to Orion:
“Your sister? Or the little niece of whom you used to speak?”
Orion called Katharina and introduced her to his guests, and the girl
explained what had brought her hither; in such a sweet and pathetic
manner--for she was sincerely fond of her foster-brother and
play-fellow--that she quite charmed Martina and Heliodora, and the
younger woman expressed a hope that they might see her often. Indeed,
when she was gone, Martina exclaimed: “A charming little thing! As fresh
and bright as a newly-fledged bird, so brisk and pretty too--and how
nicely she prattles!”
“And the richest heiress in Memphis into the bargain,” added Orion.
But, noticing that on this Heliodora cast down her eyes with a troubled
expression, he went on with a laugh: “Our mothers destined us to marry
each other, but we are too ill-matched in size, and not exactly made for
a pair in other ways.”
Then, taking leave of them, he went to Nilus and informed him of his
decision. His request that the treasurer would make his excuses to
Rufinus, carry his greetings to Thomas’ daughter, and make the most
of his reasons for remaining behind, sent the good man almost beside
himself for joy; and he so far forgot his modest reserve as to embrace
Orion as a son.
The young host sat with his visitors till nearly midnight: and when,
on the following morning, Martina first greeted her niece--who looked
peacefully happy though somewhat tired--she was able to tell her that
the two men had already gone across the Nile, and, she hoped, settled
everything with the Arab governor. Great was her disappointment when
presently Justinus and Orion came back to say that Amru, instead of
returning to Fostat from the review at Heliopolis, had gone straight
to Alexandria. He had engagements there for a few days, and would then
start for Medina.
The senator saw nothing for it but to follow him up, and Orion
volunteered to accompany him.
A faint attempt on Heliodora’s part to detain him met with a decisive,
nay, stern refusal. This journey was indeed sheer flight from his own
weakness and from the beautiful creature who could never be anything to
him.
Early in the day he had found time to write to Paula; but he had cast
aside more than one unfinished letter before he could find the right
words. He told her that he loved her and her alone; and as his stylus
marked the wax he felt, with horror of himself, that in fact his heart
was Paula’s, and his determination ripened to put an end once for all to
his connection with Heliodora, and not allow himself to see Paula again
till he had forever cut the tie that bound him to the young widow.
The two women went out to see the travellers start, and as they returned
to the house, hanging their heads like defeated warriors, in the
vestibule they met Katharina and her maid. Martina wanted to detain the
little girl, and to persuade her to go up to their rooms with them; but
Katharina refused, and appeared to be in a great hurry. She had just
come from seeing Anubis, who was in less pain to-day, and who had done
his best to tell her what he had overheard. That the flight was to be
northwards he was certain; but he had either misunderstood or forgotten
the name of the place whither the sisters were bound.
His mother and the nurse were dismissed from the room, and then the
water-wagtail in her gratitude had bent over him, had raised his pretty
face a little, and had given him two such sweet kisses that the poor boy
had been quite uneasy. But, when he was alone with his mother once more,
he had felt happier and happier, and the remembrance of the transient
rapture he had known had alleviated the pain he was suffering on
Katharina’s account.
Katharina, meanwhile, did not go home at once to her mother; on the
contrary, she went straight off to the Bishop of Memphis, to whom
she divulged all she had learnt with regard to the inhabitants of the
convent and the intended rescue. The gentle Plotinus even had been
roused to great wrath, and no sooner had she left him than he set out
for Fostat to invoke the help of Amru, and--finding him absent--of his
Vekeel to enable him to pursue the fugitive Melchite sisters.
When the water-wagtail was at home again and alone in her room, she said
to herself, with calm satisfaction, that she had now contrived something
which would spoil several days for Orion and for Paula, and that might
prove even fatal, so far as she was concerned.
CHAPTER VIII.
Nilus had performed his errand well, and Rufinus was forced to admit
that Orion had done his part and had planned the enterprise with so much
care and unselfishness that his personal assistance could be dispensed
with. Under these circumstances he scarcely owed the young man a grudge
for placing himself at the service of his Byzantine friends; still,
his not coming to the house disturbed and vexed him, less on his own
account, or that of the good cause, than for Paula’s sake, for her
feelings towards Orion had remained no secret to him or his wife.
Dame Joanna, indeed, felt the young man’s conduct more keenly than
Rufinus; she would have been glad to withhold her husband from the
enterprise, whose dangers now appeared to her frightened soul tenfold
greater than they were. But she knew that the Nile would flow backwards
before she could dissuade him from keeping his promise to the abbess, so
she forced herself to preserve at any rate outward composure.
Before Paula, Rufinus declared that Orion was fully justified and he
loudly praised the young man’s liberality in providing the Nile-boat
and the vessel for the sea-voyage, and such admirable substitutes for
himself. Pulcheria was delighted with her father’s undertaking; she
only longed to go with him and help him to save her dear nuns. The
ship-builder had brought with him, besides his sons, three other Greeks
of the orthodox confession, shipwrights like himself, who were out
of work in consequence of the low ebb of the Nile, which had greatly
restricted the navigation. Hence they were glad to put a hand to such
a good work, especially as it would be profitable, too, for Orion had
provided the old man with ample funds.