Next day, when Mr. Anderson, a carpenter whose house was on the west

shore of our lake, was going to a spring he saw a man wade out through

the rushes and lily-pads and throw himself forward into deep water.

This was poor Charlie. Fortunately, Mr. Anderson had a skiff close by,

and as the distance was not great he reached the broken-hearted

imbecile in time to save his life, and after trying to cheer him took

him home to his brother. But even this terrible proof of despair failed

to soften his brother. He seemed to regard the attempt at suicide

simply as a crime calculated to bring harm to religion. Though snatched

from the lake to his bed, poor Charlie lived only a few days longer. A

physician who was called when his health first became seriously

impaired reported that he was suffering from Bright’s disease. After

all was over, the stoical brother walked over to the neighbor who had

saved Charlie from drowning, and, after talking on ordinary affairs,

crops, the weather, etc., said in a careless tone: “I have a little job

of carpenter work for you, Mr. Anderson.” “What is it, Mr. ——?” “I want

you to make a coffin.” “A coffin!” said the startled carpenter. “Who is

dead?” “Charlie,” he coolly replied. All the neighbors were in tears

over the poor child man’s fate. But, strange to say, the brother who

had faithfully cared for him controlled and concealed all his natural

affection as incompatible with sound faith.

The mixed lot of settlers around us offered a favorable field for

observation of the different kinds of people of our own race. We were

swift to note the way they behaved, the differences in their religion

and morals, and in their ways of drawing a living from the same kind of

soil under the same general conditions; how they protected themselves

from the weather; how they were influenced by new doctrines and old

ones seen in new lights in preaching, lecturing, debating, bringing up

their children, etc., and how they regarded the Indians, those first

settlers and owners of the ground that was being made into farms.

I well remember my father’s discussing with a Scotch neighbor, a Mr.

George Mair, the Indian question as to the rightful ownership of the

soil. Mr. Mair remarked one day that it was pitiful to see how the

unfortunate Indians, children of Nature, living on the natural products

of the soil, hunting, fishing, and even cultivating small corn-fields

on the most fertile spots, were now being robbed of their lands and

pushed ruthlessly back into narrower and narrower limits by alien races

who were cutting off their means of livelihood. Father replied that

surely it could never have been the intention of God to allow Indians

to rove and hunt over so fertile a country and hold it forever in

unproductive wildness, while Scotch and Irish and English farmers could

put it to so much better use. Where an Indian required thousands of

acres for his family, these acres in the hands of industrious,

God-fearing farmers would support ten or a hundred times more people in

a far worthier manner, while at the same time helping to spread the

gospel.

Mr. Mair urged that such farming as our first immigrants were

practicing was in many ways rude and full of the mistakes of ignorance,

yet, rude as it was, and ill-tilled as were most of our Wisconsin farms

by unskillful, inexperienced settlers who had been merchants and

mechanics and servants in the old countries, how should we like to have

specially trained and educated farmers drive us out of our homes and

farms, such as they were, making use of the same argument, that God

could never have intended such ignorant, unprofitable, devastating

farmers as we were to occupy land upon which scientific farmers could

raise five or ten times as much on each acre as we did? And I well

remember thinking that Mr. Mair had the better side of the argument. It

then seemed to me that, whatever the final outcome might be, it was at

this stage of the fight only an example of the rule of might with but

little or no thought for the right or welfare of the other fellow if he

were the weaker; that “they should take who had the power, and they

should keep who can,” as Wordsworth makes the marauding Scottish

Highlanders say.

Many of our old neighbors toiled and sweated and grubbed themselves

into their graves years before their natural dying days, in getting a

living on a quarter-section of land and vaguely trying to get rich,

while bread and raiment might have been serenely won on less than a

fourth of this land, and time gained to get better acquainted with God.

I was put to the plough at the age of twelve, when my head reached but

little above the handles, and for many years I had to do the greater

part of the ploughing. It was hard work for so small a boy;

nevertheless, as good ploughing was exacted from me as if I were a man,

and very soon I had to become a good ploughman, or rather ploughboy.

None could draw a straighter furrow. For the first few years the work

was particularly hard on account of the tree-stumps that had to be

dodged. Later the stumps were all dug and chopped out to make way for

the McCormick reaper, and because I proved to be the best chopper and

stump-digger I had nearly all of it to myself. It was dull, hard work

leaning over on my knees all day, chopping out those tough oak and

hickory stumps, deep down below the crowns of the big roots. Some,

though fortunately not many, were two feet or more in diameter.

And as I was the eldest boy, the greater part of all the other hard

work of the farm quite naturally fell on me. I had to split rails for

long lines of zigzag fences. The trees that were tall enough and

straight enough to afford one or two logs ten feet long were used for

rails, the others, too knotty or cross-grained, were disposed of in log

and cordwood fences. Making rails was hard work and required no little

skill. I used to cut and split a hundred a day from our short, knotty

oak timber, swinging the axe and heavy mallet, often with sore hands,

from early morning to night. Father was not successful as a

rail-splitter. After trying the work with me a day or two, he in

despair left it all to me. I rather liked it, for I was proud of my

skill, and tried to believe that I was as tough as the timber I mauled,

though this and other heavy jobs stopped my growth and earned for me

the title “Runt of the family.”

In those early days, long before the great labor-saving machines came

to our help, almost everything connected with wheat-raising abounded in

trying work,—cradling in the long, sweaty dog-days, raking and binding,

stacking, thrashing,—and it often seemed to me that our fierce,

over-industrious way of getting the grain from the ground was too

closely connected with grave-digging. The staff of life, naturally

beautiful, oftentimes suggested the grave-digger’s spade. Men and boys,

and in those days even women and girls, were cut down while cutting the

wheat. The fat folk grew lean and the lean leaner, while the rosy

cheeks brought from Scotland and other cool countries across the sea

faded to yellow like the wheat. We were all made slaves through the

vice of over-industry. The same was in great part true in making hay to

keep the cattle and horses through the long winters. We were called in

the morning at four o’clock and seldom got to bed before nine, making a

broiling, seething day seventeen hours long loaded with heavy work,

while I was only a small stunted boy; and a few years later my brothers

David and Daniel and my older sisters had to endure about as much as I

did. In the harvest dog-days and dog-nights and dog-mornings, when we

arose from our clammy beds, our cotton shirts clung to our backs as wet

with sweat as the bathing-suits of swimmers, and remained so all the

long, sweltering days. In mowing and cradling, the most exhausting of

all the farm work, I made matters worse by foolish ambition in keeping

ahead of the hired men. Never a warning word was spoken of the dangers

of over-work. On the contrary, even when sick we were held to our tasks

as long as we could stand. Once in harvest-time I had the mumps and was

unable to swallow any food except milk, but this was not allowed to

make any difference, while I staggered with weakness and sometimes fell

headlong among the sheaves. Only once was I allowed to leave the

harvest-field—when I was stricken down with pneumonia. I lay gasping

for weeks, but the Scotch are hard to kill and I pulled through. No

physician was called, for father was an enthusiast, and always said and

believed that God and hard work were by far the best doctors.

None of our neighbors were so excessively industrious as father; though

nearly all of the Scotch, English, and Irish worked too hard, trying to

make good homes and to lay up money enough for comfortable

independence. Excepting small garden-patches, few of them had owned

land in the old country. Here their craving land-hunger was satisfied,

and they were naturally proud of their farms and tried to keep them as

neat and clean and well-tilled as gardens. To accomplish this without

the means for hiring help was impossible. Flowers were planted about

the neatly kept log or frame houses; barnyards, granaries, etc., were

kept in about as neat order as the homes, and the fences and corn-rows

were rigidly straight. But every uncut weed distressed them; so also

did every ungathered ear of grain, and all that was lost by birds and

gophers; and this overcarefulness bred endless work and worry.

As for money, for many a year there was precious little of it in the

country for anybody. Eggs sold at six cents a dozen in trade, and

five-cent calico was exchanged at twenty-five cents a yard. Wheat

brought fifty cents a bushel in trade. To get cash for it before the

Portage Railway was built, it had to be hauled to Milwaukee, a hundred

miles away. On the other hand, food was abundant,—eggs, chickens, pigs,

cattle, wheat, corn, potatoes, garden vegetables of the best, and

wonderful melons as luxuries. No other wild country I have ever known

extended a kinder welcome to poor immigrants. On the arrival in the

spring, a log house could be built, a few acres ploughed, the virgin

sod planted with corn, potatoes, etc., and enough raised to keep a

family comfortably the very first year; and wild hay for cows and oxen

grew in abundance on the numerous meadows. The American settlers were

wisely content with smaller fields and less of everything, kept indoors

during excessively hot or cold weather, rested when tired, went off

fishing and hunting at the most favorable times and seasons of the day

and year, gathered nuts and berries, and in general tranquilly accepted

all the good things the fertile wilderness offered.

After eight years of this dreary work of clearing the Fountain Lake

farm, fencing it and getting it in perfect order, building a frame

house and the necessary outbuildings for the cattle and horses,—after

all this had been victoriously accomplished, and we had made out to

escape with life,—father bought a half-section of wild land about four

or five miles to the eastward and began all over again to clear and

fence and break up other fields for a new farm, doubling all the

stunting, heartbreaking chopping, grubbing, stump-digging,

rail-splitting, fence-building, barn-building, house-building, and so

forth.

By this time I had learned to run the breaking plough. Most of these

ploughs were very large, turning furrows from eighteen inches to two

feet wide, and were drawn by four or five yoke of oxen. They were used

only for the first ploughing, in breaking up the wild sod woven into a

tough mass, chiefly by the cordlike roots of perennial grasses,

reinforced by the tap-roots of oak and hickory bushes, called “grubs,”

some of which were more than a century old and four or five inches in

diameter. In the hardest ploughing on the most difficult ground, the

grubs were said to be as thick as the hair on a dog’s back. If in good

trim, the plough cut through and turned over these grubs as if the

century-old wood were soft like the flesh of carrots and turnips; but

if not in good trim the grubs promptly tossed the plough out of the

ground. A stout Highland Scot, our neighbor, whose plough was in bad

order and who did not know how to trim it, was vainly trying to keep it

in the ground by main strength, while his son, who was driving and

merrily whipping up the cattle, would cry encouragingly, “Haud her in,

fayther! Haud her in!”

“But hoo i’ the deil can I haud her in when she’ll no _stop_ in?” his

perspiring father would reply, gasping for breath between each word. On

the contrary, with the share and coulter sharp and nicely adjusted, the

plough, instead of shying at every grub and jumping out, ran straight

ahead without need of steering or holding, and gripped the ground so

firmly that it could hardly be thrown out at the end of the furrow.

Our breaker turned a furrow two feet wide, and on our best land, where

the sod was toughest, held so firm a grip that at the end of the field

my brother, who was driving the oxen, had to come to my assistance in

throwing it over on its side to be drawn around the end of the landing;

and it was all I could do to set it up again. But I learned to keep

that plough in such trim that after I got started on a new furrow I

used to ride on the crossbar between the handles with my feet resting

comfortably on the beam, without having to steady or steer it in any

way on the whole length of the field, unless we had to go round a

stump, for it sawed through the biggest grubs without flinching.

The growth of these grubs was interesting to me. When an acorn or

hickory-nut had sent up its first season’s sprout, a few inches long,

it was burned off in the autumn grass fires; but the root continued to

hold on to life, formed a callus over the wound and sent up one or more

shoots the next spring. Next autumn these new shoots were burned off,

but the root and calloused head, about level with the surface of the

ground, continued to grow and send up more new shoots; and so on,

almost every year until very old, probably far more than a century,

while the tops, which would naturally have become tall broad-headed

trees, were only mere sprouts seldom more than two years old. Thus the

ground was kept open like a prairie, with only five or six trees to the

acre, which had escaped the fire by having the good fortune to grow on

a bare spot at the door of a fox or badger den, or between straggling

grass-tufts wide apart on the poorest sandy soil.

The uniformly rich soil of the Illinois and Wisconsin prairies produced

so close and tall a growth of grasses for fires that no tree could live

on it. Had there been no fires, these fine prairies, so marked a

feature of the country, would have been covered by the heaviest

forests. As soon as the oak openings in our neighborhood were settled,

and the farmers had prevented running grass-fires, the grubs grew up

into trees and formed tall thickets so dense that it was difficult to

walk through them and every trace of the sunny “openings” vanished.

THE HICKORY HILL HOUSE, BUILT IN 1857

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We called our second farm Hickory Hill, from its many fine hickory

trees and the long gentle slope leading up to it. Compared with

Fountain Lake farm it lay high and dry. The land was better, but it had

no living water, no spring or stream or meadow or lake. A well ninety

feet deep had to be dug, all except the first ten feet or so in

fine-grained sandstone. When the sandstone was struck, my father, on

the advice of a man who had worked in mines, tried to blast the rock;

but from lack of skill the blasting went on very slowly, and father

decided to have me do all the work with mason’s chisels, a long, hard

job, with a good deal of danger in it. I had to sit cramped in a space

about three feet in diameter, and wearily chip, chip, with heavy hammer

and chisels from early morning until dark, day after day, for weeks and

months. In the morning, father and David lowered me in a wooden bucket

by a windlass, hauled up what chips were left from the night before,

then went away to the farm work and left me until noon, when they

hoisted me out for dinner. After dinner I was promptly lowered again,

the forenoon’s accumulation of chips hoisted out of the way, and I was

left until night.

One morning, after the dreary bore was about eighty feet deep, my life

was all but lost in deadly choke-damp,—carbonic acid gas that had

settled at the bottom during the night. Instead of clearing away the

chips as usual when I was lowered to the bottom, I swayed back and

forth and began to sink under the poison. Father, alarmed that I did

not make any noise, shouted, “What’s keeping you so still?” to which he

got no reply. Just as I was settling down against the side of the wall,

I happened to catch a glimpse of a branch of a bur-oak tree which

leaned out over the mouth of the shaft. This suddenly awakened me, and

to father’s excited shouting I feebly murmured, “Take me out.” But when

he began to hoist he found I was not in the bucket and in wild alarm

shouted, “Get in! Get in the bucket and hold on! Hold on!” Somehow I

managed to get into the bucket, and that is all I remembered until I

was dragged out, violently gasping for breath.

One of our near neighbors, a stone mason and miner by the name of

William Duncan, came to see me, and after hearing the particulars of

the accident he solemnly said: “Weel, Johnnie, it’s God’s mercy that

you’re alive. Many a companion of mine have I seen dead with

choke-damp, but none that I ever saw or heard of was so near to death

in it as you were and escaped without help.” Mr. Duncan taught father

to throw water down the shaft to absorb the gas, and also to drop a

bundle of brush or hay attached to a light rope, dropping it again and

again to carry down pure air and stir up the poison. When, after a day

or two, I had recovered from the shock, father lowered me again to my

work, after taking the precaution to test the air with a candle and

stir it up well with a brush-and-hay bundle. The weary

hammer-and-chisel-chipping went on as before, only more slowly, until

ninety feet down, when at last I struck a fine, hearty gush of water.

Constant dropping wears away stone. So does constant chipping, while at

the same time wearing away the chipper. Father never spent an hour in

that well. He trusted me to sink it straight and plumb, and I did, and

built a fine covered top over it, and swung two iron-bound buckets in

it from which we all drank for many a day.

The honey-bee arrived in America long before we boys did, but several

years passed ere we noticed any on our farm. The introduction of the

honey-bee into flowery America formed a grand epoch in bee history.

This sweet humming creature, companion and friend of the flowers, is

now distributed over the greater part of the continent, filling

countless hollows in rocks and trees with honey as well as the millions

of hives prepared for them by honey-farmers, who keep and tend their

flocks of sweet winged cattle, as shepherds keep sheep,—a charming

employment, “like directing sunbeams,” as Thoreau says. The Indians

call the honey-bee the white man’s fly; and though they had long been

acquainted with several species of bumblebees that yielded more or less

honey, how gladly surprised they must have been when they discovered

that, in the hollow trees where before they had found only coons or

squirrels, they found swarms of brown flies with fifty or even a

hundred pounds of honey sealed up in beautiful cells. With their keen

hunting senses they of course were not slow to learn the habits of the

little brown immigrants and the best methods of tracing them to their

sweet homes, however well hidden. During the first few years none were

seen on our farm, though we sometimes heard father’s hired men talking

about “lining bees.” None of us boys ever found a bee tree, or tried to

find any until about ten years after our arrival in the woods. On the

Hickory Hill farm there is a ridge of moraine material, rather dry, but

flowery with goldenrods and asters of many species, upon which we saw

bees feeding in the late autumn just when their hives were fullest of

honey, and it occurred to me one day after I was of age and my own

master that I must try to find a bee tree. I made a little box about

six inches long and four inches deep and wide; bought half a pound of

honey, went to the goldenrod hill, swept a bee into the box and closed

it. The lid had a pane of glass in it so I could see when the bee had

sucked its fill and was ready to go home. At first it groped around

trying to get out, but, smelling the honey, it seemed to forget

everything else, and while it was feasting I carried the box and a

small sharp-pointed stake to an open spot, where I could see about me,

fixed the stake in the ground, and placed the box on the flat top of

it. When I thought that the little feaster must be about full, I opened

the box, but it was in no hurry to fly. It slowly crawled up to the

edge of the box, lingered a minute or two cleaning its legs that had

become sticky with honey, and when it took wing, instead of making what

is called a bee-line for home, it buzzed around the box and minutely

examined it as if trying to fix a clear picture of it in its mind so as

to be able to recognize it when it returned for another load, then

circled around at a little distance as if looking for something to

locate it by. I was the nearest object, and the thoughtful worker

buzzed in front of my face and took a good stare at me, and then flew

up on to the top of an oak on the side of the open spot in the centre

of which the honey-box was. Keeping a keen watch, after a minute or two

of rest or wing-cleaning, I saw it fly in wide circles round the tops

of the trees nearest the honey-box, and, after apparently satisfying

itself, make a bee-line for the hive. Looking endwise on the line of

flight, I saw that what is called a bee-line is not an absolutely

straight line, but a line in general straight made of many slight,

wavering, lateral curves. After taking as true a bearing as I could, I

waited and watched. In a few minutes, probably ten, I was surprised to

see that bee arrive at the end of the outleaning limb of the oak

mentioned above, as though that was the first point it had fixed in its

memory to be depended on in retracing the way back to the honey-box.

From the tree-top it came straight to my head, thence straight to the

box, entered without the least hesitation, filled up and started off

after the same preparatory dressing and taking of bearings as before.

Then I took particular pains to lay down the exact course so I would be

able to trace it to the hive. Before doing so, however, I made an

experiment to test the worth of the impression I had that the little

insect found the way back to the box by fixing telling points in its

mind. While it was away, I picked up the honey-box and set it on the

stake a few rods from the position it had thus far occupied, and stood

there watching. In a few minutes I saw the bee arrive at its

guide-mark, the overleaning branch on the tree-top, and thence came

bouncing down right to the spaces in the air which had been occupied by

my head and the honey-box, and when the cunning little honey-gleaner

found nothing there but empty air it whirled round and round as if

confused and lost; and although I was standing with the open honey-box

within fifty or sixty feet of the former feasting-spot, it could not,

or at least did not, find it.

Now that I had learned the general direction of the hive, I pushed on

in search of it. I had gone perhaps a quarter of a mile when I caught

another bee, which, after getting loaded, went through the same

performance of circling round and round the honey-box, buzzing in front

of me and staring me in the face to be able to recognize me; but as if

the adjacent trees and bushes were sufficiently well known, it simply

looked around at them and bolted off without much dressing, indicating,

I thought, that the distance to the hive was not great. I followed on

and very soon discovered it in the bottom log of a corn-field fence,

but some lucky fellow had discovered it before me and robbed it. The

robbers had chopped a large hole in the log, taken out most of the

honey, and left the poor bees late in the fall, when winter was

approaching, to make haste to gather all the honey they could from the

latest flowers to avoid starvation in the winter.

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