On Sundays, after or before chores and sermons and Bible-lessons, we

drifted about on the lake for hours, especially in lily time, getting

finest lessons and sermons from the water and flowers, ducks, fishes,

and muskrats. In particular we took Christ’s advice and devoutly

“considered the lilies”—how they grow up in beauty out of gray lime

mud, and ride gloriously among the breezy sun-spangles. On our way home

we gathered grand bouquets of them to be kept fresh all the week. No

flower was hailed with greater wonder and admiration by the European

settlers in general—Scotch, English, and Irish—than this white

water-lily (_Nymphæa odorata_). It is a magnificent plant, queen of the

inland waters, pure white, three or four inches in diameter, the most

beautiful, sumptuous, and deliciously fragrant of all our Wisconsin

flowers. No lily garden in civilization we had ever seen could compare

with our lake garden.

The next most admirable flower in the estimation of settlers in this

part of the new world was the pasque-flower or wind-flower (_Anemone

patens_ var. _Nuttalliana_). It is the very first to appear in the

spring, covering the cold gray-black ground with cheery blossoms.

Before the axe or plough had touched the “oak openings” of Wisconsin,

they were swept by running fires almost every autumn after the grass

became dry. If from any cause, such as early snowstorms or late rains,

they happened to escape the autumn fire besom, they were likely to be

burned in the spring after the snow melted. But whether burned in the

spring or fall, ashes and bits of charred twigs and grass stems made

the whole country look dismal. Then, before a single grass-blade had

sprouted, a hopeful multitude of large hairy, silky buds about as thick

as one’s thumb came to light, pushing up through the black and gray

ashes and cinders, and before these buds were fairly free from the

ground they opened wide and displayed purple blossoms about two inches

in diameter, giving beauty for ashes in glorious abundance. Instead of

remaining in the ground waiting for warm weather and companions, this

admirable plant seemed to be in haste to rise and cheer the desolate

landscape. Then at its leisure, after other plants had come to its

help, it spread its leaves and grew up to a height of about two or

three feet. The spreading leaves formed a whorl on the ground, and

another about the middle of the stem as an involucre, and on the top of

the stem the silky, hairy long-tailed seeds formed a head like a second

flower. A little church was established among the earlier settlers and

the meetings at first were held in our house. After working hard all

the week it was difficult for boys to sit still through long sermons

without falling asleep, especially in warm weather. In this drowsy

trouble the charming anemone came to our help. A pocketful of the

pungent seeds industriously nibbled while the discourses were at their

dullest kept us awake and filled our minds with flowers.

The next great flower wonders on which we lavished admiration, not only

for beauty of color and size, but for their curious shapes, were the

cypripediums, called “lady’s-slippers” or “Indian moccasins.” They were

so different from the familiar flowers of old Scotland. Several species

grew in our meadow and on shady hillsides,—yellow, rose-colored, and

some nearly white, an inch or more in diameter, and shaped exactly like

Indian moccasins. They caught the eye of all the European settlers and

made them gaze and wonder like children. And so did calopogon, pogonia,

spiranthes, and many other fine plant people that lived in our meadow.

The beautiful Turk’s-turban (_Lilium superbum_) growing on stream-banks

was rare in our neighborhood, but the orange lily grew in abundance on

dry ground beneath the bur-oaks and often brought Aunt Ray’s lily-bed

in Scotland to mind. The butterfly-weed, with its brilliant scarlet

flowers, attracted flocks of butterflies and made fine masses of color.

With autumn came a glorious abundance and variety of asters, those

beautiful plant stars, together with goldenrods, sunflowers, daisies,

and liatris of different species, while around the shady margin of the

meadow many ferns in beds and vaselike groups spread their beautiful

fronds, especially the osmundas (_O. claytoniana, regalis_, and

_cinnamomea_) and the sensitive and ostrich ferns.

Early in summer we feasted on strawberries, that grew in rich beds

beneath the meadow grasses and sedges as well as in the dry sunny

woods. And in different bogs and marshes, and around their borders on

our own farm and along the Fox River, we found dewberries and

cranberries, and a glorious profusion of huckleberries, the

fountain-heads of pies of wondrous taste and size, colored in the heart

like sunsets. Nor were we slow to discover the value of the hickory

trees yielding both sugar and nuts. We carefully counted the different

kinds on our farm, and every morning when we could steal a few minutes

before breakfast after doing the chores, we visited the trees that had

been wounded by the axe, to scrape off and enjoy the thick white

delicious syrup that exuded from them, and gathered the nuts as they

fell in the mellow Indian summer, making haste to get a fair share with

the sapsuckers and squirrels. The hickory makes fine masses of color in

the fall, every leaf a flower, but it was the sweet sap and sweet nuts

that first interested us. No harvest in the Wisconsin woods was ever

gathered with more pleasure and care. Also, to our delight, we found

plenty of hazelnuts, and in a few places abundance of wild apples. They

were desperately sour, and we used to fill our pockets with them and

dare each other to eat one without making a face,—no easy feat.

One hot summer day father told us that we ought to learn to swim. This

was one of the most interesting suggestions he had ever offered, but

precious little time was allowed for trips to the lake, and he seldom

tried to show us how. “Go to the frogs,” he said, “and they will give

you all the lessons you need. Watch their arms and legs and see how

smoothly they kick themselves along and dive and come up. When you want

to dive, keep your arms by your side or over your head, and kick, and

when you want to come up, let your legs drag and paddle with your

hands.”

We found a little basin among the rushes at the south end of the lake,

about waist-deep and a rod or two wide, shaped like a sunfish’s nest.

Here we kicked and plashed for many a lesson, faithfully trying to

imitate frogs; but the smooth, comfortable sliding gait of our

amphibious teachers seemed hopelessly hard to learn. When we tried to

kick frog-fashion, down went our heads as if weighted with lead the

moment our feet left the ground. One day it occurred to me to hold my

breath as long as I could and let my head sink as far as it liked

without paying any attention to it, and try to swim under the water

instead of on the surface. This method was a great success, for at the

very first trial I managed to cross the basin without touching bottom,

and soon learned the use of my limbs. Then, of course, swimming with my

head above water soon became so easy that it seemed perfectly natural.

David tried the plan with the same success. Then we began to count the

number of times that we could swim around the basin without stopping to

rest, and after twenty or thirty rounds failed to tire us, we proudly

thought that a little more practice would make us about as amphibious

as frogs.

On the fourth of July of this swimming year one of the Lawson boys came

to visit us, and we went down to the lake to spend the great warm day

with the fishes and ducks and turtles. After gliding about on the

smooth mirror water, telling stories and enjoying the company of the

happy creatures about us, we rowed to our bathing-pool, and David and I

went in for a swim, while our companion fished from the boat a little

way out beyond the rushes. After a few turns in the pool, it occurred

to me that it was now about time to try deep water. Swimming through

the thick growth of rushes and lilies was somewhat dangerous,

especially for a beginner, because one’s arms and legs might be

entangled among the long, limber stems; nevertheless I ventured and

struck out boldly enough for the boat, where the water was twenty or

thirty feet deep. When I reached the end of the little skiff I raised

my right hand to take hold of it to surprise Lawson, whose back was

toward me and who was not aware of my approach; but I failed to reach

high enough, and, of course, the weight of my arm and the stroke

against the overleaning stern of the boat shoved me down and I sank,

struggling, frightened and confused. As soon as my feet touched the

bottom, I slowly rose to the surface, but before I could get breath

enough to call for help, sank back again and lost all control of

myself. After sinking and rising I don’t know how many times, some

water got into my lungs and I began to drown. Then suddenly my mind

seemed to clear. I remembered that I could swim under water, and,

making a desperate struggle toward the shore, I reached a point where

with my toes on the bottom I got my mouth above the surface, gasped for

help, and was pulled into the boat.

This humiliating accident spoiled the day, and we all agreed to keep it

a profound secret. My sister Sarah had heard my cry for help, and on

our arrival at the house inquired what had happened. “Were you

drowning, John? I heard you cry you couldna get oot.” Lawson made haste

to reply, “Oh, no! He was juist haverin (making fun).”

I was very much ashamed of myself, and at night, after calmly reviewing

the affair, concluded that there had been no reasonable cause for the

accident, and that I ought to punish myself for so nearly losing my

life from unmanly fear. Accordingly at the very first opportunity, I

stole away to the lake by myself, got into my boat, and instead of

going back to the old swimming-bowl for further practice, or to try to

do sanely and well what I had so ignominiously failed to do in my first

adventure, that is, to swim out through the rushes and lilies, I rowed

directly out to the middle of the lake, stripped, stood up on the seat

in the stern, and with grim deliberation took a header and dove

straight down thirty or forty feet, turned easily, and, letting my feet

drag, paddled straight to the surface with my hands as father had at

first directed me to do. I then swam round the boat, glorying in my

suddenly acquired confidence and victory over myself, climbed into it,

and dived again, with the same triumphant success. I think I went down

four or five times, and each time as I made the dive-spring shouted

aloud, “Take that!” feeling that I was getting most gloriously even

with myself.

Never again from that day to this have I lost control of myself in

water. If suddenly thrown overboard at sea in the dark, or even while

asleep, I think I would immediately right myself in a way some would

call “instinct,” rise among the waves, catch my breath, and try to plan

what would better be done. Never was victory over self more complete. I

have been a good swimmer ever since. At a slow gait I think I could

swim all day in smooth water moderate in temperature. When I was a

student at Madison, I used to go on long swimming-journeys, called

exploring expeditions, along the south shore of Lake Mendota, on

Saturdays, sometimes alone, sometimes with another amphibious explorer

by the name of Fuller.

My adventures in Fountain Lake call to mind the story of a boy who in

climbing a tree to rob a crow’s nest fell and broke his leg, but as

soon as it healed compelled himself to climb to the top of the tree he

had fallen from.

Like Scotch children in general we were taught grim self-denial, in

season and out of season, to mortify the flesh, keep our bodies in

subjection to Bible laws, and mercilessly punish ourselves for every

fault imagined or committed. A little boy, while helping his sister to

drive home the cows, happened to use a forbidden word. “I’ll have to

tell fayther on ye,” said the horrified sister. “I’ll tell him that ye

said a bad word.” “Weel,” said the boy, by way of excuse, “I couldna

help the word comin’ into me, and it’s na waur to speak it oot than to

let it rin through ye.”

A Scotch fiddler playing at a wedding drank so much whiskey that on the

way home he fell by the roadside. In the morning he was ashamed and

angry and determined to punish himself. Making haste to the house of a

friend, a gamekeeper, he called him out, and requested the loan of a

gun. The alarmed gamekeeper, not liking the fiddler’s looks and voice,

anxiously inquired what he was going to do with it. “Surely,” said he,

“you’re no gan to shoot yoursel.” “No-o,” with characteristic candor

replied the penitent fiddler, “I dinna think that I’ll juist exactly

kill mysel, but I’m gaun to tak a dander doon the burn (brook) wi’ the

gun and gie mysel a deevil o’ a fleg (fright).”

One calm summer evening a red-headed woodpecker was drowned in our

lake. The accident happened at the south end, opposite our memorable

swimming-hole, a few rods from the place where I came so near being

drowned years before. I had returned to the old home during a summer

vacation of the State University, and, having made a beginning in

botany, I was, of course, full of enthusiasm and ran eagerly to my

beloved pogonia, calopogon, and cypripedium gardens, osmunda ferneries,

and the lake lilies and pitcher-plants. A little before sundown the

day-breeze died away, and the lake, reflecting the wooded hills like a

mirror, was dimpled and dotted and streaked here and there where fishes

and turtles were poking out their heads and muskrats were sculling

themselves along with their flat tails making glittering tracks. After

lingering a while, dreamily recalling the old, hard, half-happy days,

and watching my favorite red-headed woodpeckers pursuing moths like

regular flycatchers, I swam out through the rushes and up the middle of

the lake to the north end and back, gliding slowly, looking about me,

enjoying the scenery as I would in a saunter along the shore, and

studying the habits of the animals as they were explained and recorded

on the smooth glassy water.

CLOCK. THE STAR HAND RISING AND SETTING WITH THE SUN ALL THE YEAR

CLOCK. THE STAR HAND RISING AND SETTING WITH THE SUN ALL THE YEAR

Invented by the author in his boyhoodToList

On the way back, when I was within a hundred rods or so of the end of

my voyage, I noticed a peculiar plashing disturbance that could not, I

thought, be made by a jumping fish or any other inhabitant of the lake;

for instead of low regular out-circling ripples such as are made by the

popping up of a head, or like those raised by the quick splash of a

leaping fish, or diving loon or muskrat, a continuous struggle was kept

up for several minutes ere the outspreading, interfering ring-waves

began to die away. Swimming hastily to the spot to try to discover what

had happened, I found one of my woodpeckers floating motionless with

outspread wings. All was over. Had I been a minute or two earlier, I

might have saved him. He had glanced on the water I suppose in pursuit

of a moth, was unable to rise from it, and died struggling, as I nearly

did at this same spot. Like me he seemed to have lost his mind in blind

confusion and fear. The water was warm, and had he kept still with his

head a little above the surface, he would sooner or later have been

wafted ashore. The best aimed flights of birds and man “gang aft

agley,” but this was the first case I had witnessed of a bird losing

its life by drowning.

Doubtless accidents to animals are far more common than is generally

known. I have seen quails killed by flying against our house when

suddenly startled. Some birds get entangled in hairs of their own nests

and die. Once I found a poor snipe in our meadow that was unable to fly

on account of difficult egg-birth. Pitying the poor mother, I picked

her up out of the grass and helped her as gently as I could, and as

soon as the egg was born she flew gladly away. Oftentimes I have

thought it strange that one could walk through the woods and mountains

and plains for years without seeing a single blood-spot. Most wild

animals get into the world and out of it without being noticed.

Nevertheless we at last sadly learn that they are all subject to the

vicissitudes of fortune like ourselves. Many birds lose their lives in

storms. I remember a particularly severe Wisconsin winter, when the

temperature was many degrees below zero and the snow was deep,

preventing the quail, which feed on the ground, from getting anything

like enough of food, as was pitifully shown by a flock I found on our

farm frozen solid in a thicket of oak sprouts. They were in a circle

about a foot wide, with their heads outward, packed close together for

warmth. Yet all had died without a struggle, perhaps more from

starvation than frost. Many small birds lose their lives in the storms

of early spring, or even summer. One mild spring morning I picked up

more than a score out of the grass and flowers, most of them darling

singers that had perished in a sudden storm of sleety rain and hail.

In a hollow at the foot of an oak tree that I had chopped down one cold

winter day, I found a poor ground squirrel frozen solid in its snug

grassy nest, in the middle of a store of nearly a peck of wheat it had

carefully gathered. I carried it home and gradually thawed and warmed

it in the kitchen, hoping it would come to life like a pickerel I

caught in our lake through a hole in the ice, which, after being frozen

as hard as a bone and thawed at the fireside, squirmed itself out of

the grasp of the cook when she began to scrape it, bounced off the

table, and danced about on the floor, making wonderful springy jumps as

if trying to find its way back home to the lake. But for the poor

spermophile nothing I could do in the way of revival was of any avail.

Its life had passed away without the slightest struggle, as it lay

asleep curled up like a ball, with its tail wrapped about it.

IVToC

A PARADISE OF BIRDS

Bird Favorites—The Prairie Chickens—Water-Fowl—A Loon on the

Defensive—Passenger Pigeons.

The Wisconsin oak openings were a summer paradise for song birds, and a

fine place to get acquainted with them; for the trees stood wide apart,

allowing one to see the happy homeseekers as they arrived in the

spring, their mating, nest-building, the brooding and feeding of the

young, and, after they were full-fledged and strong, to see all the

families of the neighborhood gathering and getting ready to leave in

the fall. Excepting the geese and ducks and pigeons nearly all our

summer birds arrived singly or in small draggled flocks, but when frost

and falling leaves brought their winter homes to mind they assembled in

large flocks on dead or leafless trees by the side of a meadow or

field, perhaps to get acquainted and talk the thing over. Some species

held regular daily meetings for several weeks before finally setting

forth on their long southern journeys. Strange to say, we never saw

them start. Some morning we would find them gone. Doubtless they

migrated in the night time. Comparatively few species remained all

winter, the nuthatch, chickadee, owl, prairie chicken, quail, and a few

stragglers from the main flocks of ducks, jays, hawks, and bluebirds.

Only after the country was settled did either jays or bluebirds winter

with us.

The brave, frost-defying chickadees and nuthatches stayed all the year

wholly independent of farms and man’s food and affairs.

With the first hints of spring came the brave little bluebirds, darling

singers as blue as the best sky, and of course we all loved them. Their

rich, crispy warbling is perfectly delightful, soothing and cheering,

sweet and whisperingly low, Nature’s fine love touches, every note

going straight home into one’s heart. And withal they are hardy and

brave, fearless fighters in defense of home. When we boys approached

their knot-hole nests, the bold little fellows kept scolding and diving

at us and tried to strike us in the face, and oftentimes we were afraid

they would prick our eyes. But the boldness of the little housekeepers

only made us love them the more.

None of the bird people of Wisconsin welcomed us more heartily than the

common robin. Far from showing alarm at the coming of settlers into

their native woods, they reared their young around our gardens as if

they liked us, and how heartily we admired the beauty and fine manners

of these graceful birds and their loud cheery song of _Fear not, fear

not, cheer up, cheer up_. It was easy to love them for they reminded us

of the robin redbreast of Scotland. Like the bluebirds they dared every

danger in defense of home, and we often wondered that birds so gentle

could be so bold and that sweet-voiced singers could so fiercely fight

and scold.

Of all the great singers that sweeten Wisconsin one of the best known

and best loved is the brown thrush or thrasher, strong and able without

being familiar, and easily seen and heard. Rosy purple evenings after

thundershowers are the favorite song-times, when the winds have died

away and the steaming ground and the leaves and flowers fill the air

with fragrance. Then the male makes haste to the topmost spray of an

oak tree and sings loud and clear with delightful enthusiasm until

sundown, mostly I suppose for his mate sitting on the precious eggs in

a brush heap. And how faithful and watchful and daring he is! Woe to

the snake or squirrel that ventured to go nigh the nest! We often saw

him diving on them, pecking them about the head and driving them away

as bravely as the kingbird drives away hawks. Their rich and varied

strains make the air fairly quiver. We boys often tried to interpret

the wild ringing melody and put it into words.

After the arrival of the thrushes came the bobolinks, gushing,

gurgling, inexhaustible fountains of song, pouring forth floods of

sweet notes over the broad Fox River meadows in wonderful variety and

volume, crowded and mixed beyond description, as they hovered on

quivering wings above their hidden nests in the grass. It seemed

marvelous to us that birds so moderate in size could hold so much of

this wonderful song stuff. Each one of them poured forth music enough

for a whole flock, singing as if its whole body, feathers and all, were

made up of music, flowing, glowing, bubbling melody interpenetrated

here and there with small scintillating prickles and spicules. We never

became so intimately acquainted with the bobolinks as with the

thrushes, for they lived far out on the broad Fox River meadows, while

the thrushes sang on the tree-tops around every home. The bobolinks

were among the first of our great singers to leave us in the fall,

going apparently direct to the rice-fields of the Southern States,

where they grew fat and were slaughtered in countless numbers for food.

Sad fate for singers so purely divine.

One of the gayest of the singers is the redwing blackbird. In the

spring, when his scarlet epaulets shine brightest, and his little

modest gray wife is sitting on the nest, built on rushes in a swamp, he

sits on a nearby oak and devotedly sings almost all day. His rich

simple strain is _baumpalee_, _baumpalee_, or _bobalee_ as interpreted

by some. In summer, after nesting cares are over, they assemble in

flocks of hundreds and thousands to feast on Indian corn when it is in

the milk. Scattering over a field, each selects an ear, strips the husk

down far enough to lay bare an inch or two of the end of it, enjoys an

exhilarating feast, and after all are full they rise simultaneously

with a quick birr of wings like an old-fashioned church congregation

fluttering to their feet when the minister after giving out the hymn

says, “Let the congregation arise and sing.” Alighting on nearby trees,

they sing with a hearty vengeance, bursting out without any puttering

prelude in gloriously glad concert, hundreds or thousands of exulting

voices with sweet gurgling _baumpalees_ mingled with chippy vibrant and

exploding globules of musical notes, making a most enthusiastic,

indescribable joy-song, a combination unlike anything to be heard

elsewhere in the bird kingdom; something like bagpipes, flutes,

violins, pianos, and human-like voices all bursting and bubbling at

once. Then suddenly some one of the joyful congregation shouts Chirr!

Chirr! and all stop as if shot.

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