CHAPTER XVIII

Wade's wounds were not in any way serious, and with Belllounds's

assistance he got to the cabin of Lewis, where weakness from loss of

blood made it necessary that he remain. Belllounds went home.

The next day Wade sent Lewis with pack-horse down to the rustler's

cabin, to bury the dead men and fetch back their effects. Lewis returned

that night, accompanied by Sheriff Burley and two deputies, who had been

busy on their own account. They had followed horse tracks from the

water-hole under Gore Peak to the scene of the fight, and had arrived to

find Lewis there. Burley had appropriated the considerable amount of

gold, which he said could be identified by cattlemen who had bought the

stolen cattle.

When opportunity afforded Burley took advantage of it to speak to Wade

when the others were out of earshot.

"Thar was another man in thet cabin when the fight come off," announced

the sheriff. "An' he come up hyar with you."

"Jim, you're locoed," replied Wade.

The sheriff laughed, and his shrewd eyes had a kindly, curious gleam.

"Next you'll be givin' me a hunch thet you're in a fever an' out of your

head."

"Jim, I'm not as clear-headed as I might be."

"Wal, tell me or not, jest as you like. I seen his tracks--follered

them. An' Wade, old pard, I've reckoned long ago thar's a nigger in the

wood-pile."

"Sure. An' you know me. I'd take it friendly of you to put Moore's trial

off fer a while--till I'm able to ride to Krernmlin'. Maybe then I can

tell you a story."

Burley threw up his hands in genuine apprehension. "Not much! You ain't

agoin' to tell _me_ no story!... But I'll wait on you, an' welcome.

Reckon I owe you a good deal on this rustler round-up. Wade, thet must

have been a man-sized fight, even fer you. I picked up twenty-six empty

shells. An' the little half-breed had one empty shell an' five loaded

ones in his gun. You must have got him quick. Hey?"

"Jim, I'm observin' you're a heap more curious than ever, an' you always

was an inquisitive cuss," complained Wade. "I don't recollect what

happened."

"Wal, wal, have it your own way," replied Burley, with good nature.

"Now, Wade, I'll pitch camp hyar in the park to-night, an' to-morrer

I'll ride down to White Slides on my way to Kremmlin'. What're you

wantin' me to tell Belllounds?"

The hunter pondered a moment.

"Reckon it's just as well that you tell him somethin'.... You can say

the rustlers are done for an' that he'll get his stock back. I'd like

you to tell him that the rustlers were more to blame than Wils Moore.

Just say that an' nothin' else about Wils. Don't mention about your

suspectin' there was another man around when the fight come off.... Tell

the cowboys that I'll be down in a few days. An' if you happen to get a

chance for a word alone with Miss Collie, just say I'm not bad hurt an'

that all will be well."

"Ahuh!" Burley grunted out the familiar exclamation. He did not say any

more then, but he gazed thoughtfully down upon the pale hunter, as if

that strange individual was one infinitely to respect, but never to

comprehend.

* * * * *

Wade's wounds healed quickly; nevertheless, it was more than several

days before he felt spirit enough to undertake the ride. He had to

return to White Slides, but he was reluctant to do so. Memory of Jack

Belllounds dragged at him, and when he drove it away it continually

returned. This feeling was almost equivalent to an augmentation of his

gloomy foreboding, which ever hovered on the fringe of his

consciousness. But one morning he started early, and, riding very

slowly, with many rests, he reached the Sage Valley cabin before sunset.

Moore saw him coming, yelled his delight and concern, and almost lifted

him off the horse. Wade was too tired to talk much, but he allowed

himself to be fed and put to bed and worked over.

"Boot's on the other foot now, pard," said Moore, with delight at the

prospect of returning service. "Say, you're all shot up! And it's I

who'll be nurse!"

"Wils, I'll be around to-morrow," replied the hunter. "Have you heard

any news from down below?"

"Sure. I've met Lem every night."

Then he related Burley's version of Wade's fight with the rustlers in

the cabin. From the sheriff's lips the story gained much. Old Bill

Belllounds had received the news in a singular mood; he offered no

encomiums to the victor; contrary to his usual custom of lauding every

achievement of labor or endurance, he now seemed almost to regret the

affray. Jack Belllounds had returned from Kremmling and he was present

when Burley brought news of the rustlers. What he thought none of the

cowboys vouchsafed to say, but he was drunk the next day, and he lost a

handful of gold to them. Never had he gambled so recklessly. Indeed, it

was as if he hated the gold he lost. Little had been seen of Columbine,

but little was sufficient to make the cowboys feel concern.

Wade made scarcely any comment upon this news from the ranch; next day,

however, he was up, and caring for himself, and he told Moore about the

fight and how he had terrorized Belllounds and exhorted the

promises from him.

"Never in God's world will Buster Jack live up to those promises!" cried

Moore, with absolute conviction. "I know him, Ben. He meant them when he

made them. He'd swear his soul away--then next day he'd lie or forget

or betray."

"I'm not believin' that till I know," replied the hunter, gloomily. "But

I'm afraid of him.... I've known bad men to change. There's a grain of

good in all men--somethin' divine. An' it comes out now an' then. Men

rise on steppin'-stones of their dead selves to higher things!... This

is Belllounds's chance for the good in him. If it's not there he will do

as you say. If it is--that scare he had will be the turnin'-point in his

life. I'm hopin', but I'm afraid."

"Ben, you wait and see," said Moore, earnestly. "Heaven knows I'm not

one to lose hope for my fellowmen--hope for the higher things you've

taught me.... But human nature is human nature. Jack _can't_ give Collie

up, just the same as I _can't_. That's self-preservation as well

as love."

* * * * *

The day came when Wade walked down to White Slides. There seemed to be a

fever in his blood, which he tried to convince himself was a result of

his wounds instead of the condition of his mind. It was Sunday, a day of

sunshine and squall, of azure-blue sky, and great, sailing, purple

clouds. The sage of the hills glistened and there was a sweetness in

the air.

The cowboys made much of Wade. But the old rancher, seeing him from the

porch, abruptly went into the house. No one but Wade noticed this

omission of courtesy. Directly, Columbine appeared, waving her hand, and

running to meet him.

"Dad saw you. He told me to come out and excuse him.... Oh, Ben, I'm so

happy to see you! You don't look hurt at all. What a fight you had!...

Oh, I was sick! But let me forget that.... How are you? And how's Wils?"

Thus she babbled until out of breath.

"Collie, it's sure good to see you," said Wade, feeling the old, rich

thrill at her presence. "I'm comin' on tolerable well. I wasn't bad

hurt, but I bled a lot. An' I reckon I'm older 'n I was when packin'

gun-shot holes was nothin'. Every year tells. Only a man doesn't know

till after.... An' how are you, Collie?"

Her blue eyes clouded, and a tremor changed the expression of her sweet

lips.

"I am unhappy, Ben," she said. "But what could we expect? It might be

worse. For instance, you might have been killed. I've much to be

thankful for."

"I reckon so. We all have.... I fetched a message from Wils, but I

oughtn't tell it."

"Please do," she begged, wistfully.

"Well, Wils says, tell Collie I love her every day more an' more, an'

that my love keeps up my courage an' my belief in God, an' if she ever

marries Jack Belllounds she can come up to visit my grave among the

columbines on the hill."

Strange how Wade experienced comfort in thus torturing her! She was

rosy at the beginning of his speech and white at its close. "Oh, it's

true! it's true!" she whispered. "It'll kill him, as it will me!"

"Cheer up, Columbine," said Wade. "It's a long time till August

thirteenth.... An' now tell me, why did Old Bill run when he saw

me comin'?"

"Ben, I suspect dad has the queerest notion you want to tell him some

awful bloody story about the rustlers."

"Ahuh! Well, not yet.... An' how's Jack Belllounds actin' these days?"

Wade felt the momentousness of that query, but it seemed her face had

been telltale enough, without confirmation of words.

"My friend, somehow I hate to tell you. You're always so hopeful, so

ready to think good instead of evil.... But Jack has been rough with me,

almost brutal. He was drunk once. Every day he drinks, sometimes a

little, sometimes more. But drink changes him. And it's dragging dad

down. Dad doesn't say so, yet I feel he's afraid of what will come

next.... Jack has nagged me to marry him right off. He wanted to the day

he came back from Kremmling. He's eager to leave White Slides. Dad knows

that, also, and it worries him. But of course I refused."

The presence of Columbine, so vivid and sweet and stirring, and all

about her the sunlight, the golden gleams on the sage hills, and Wade's

heart and brain and spirit sustained a subtle transformation. It was as

if what had been beautiful with light had suddenly, strangely darkened.

Then Wade imagined he stood alone in a gloomy house, which was his own

heart, and he was listening to the arrival of a tragic messenger whose

foot sounded heavy on the stairs, whose hand turned slowly upon the

knob, whose gray presence opened the door and crossed the threshold.

"Buster Jack didn't break off with you, Collie?" asked the hunter.

"Break off with me!... No, indeed! Whatever possessed you to say that?"

"An' he didn't offer to give you up to Wils Moore?"

"Ben, are you crazy?" cried Columbine.

"Collie; listen. I'll tell you." The old urge knocked at Wade's mind.

"Buster Jack was in the cabin, gamblin' with the rustlers, when I

cornered them. You remember I meant to scare Buster Jack within an inch

of his life? Well, I made use of my opportunity. I worked up the

rustlers. Then I told Jack I'd give away his secret. He made to jump an'

run, I reckon. But he hadn't the nerve. I shot a piece out of his ear,

just to begin the fun. An' then I told the rustlers how Jack had

double-crossed them. Folsom, the boss rustler, roared like a mad steer.

He was wild to kill Jack. He begged for a gun to shoot out Jack's eyes.

An' so were the other rustlers burnin' to kill him. Bad outfit. There

was a fight, which, I'm bound to confess, was not short an' sweet. There

was a lot of shootin'. An' in a cabin gun-shots almost lift the roof.

Folsom was on his knees, dyin', wavin' his gun, whisperin' in fiendish

glee that he had done for me. When he saw Jack an' remembered he shook

so with fury that he scattered blood all over. An' he took long aim at

Jack, tryin' to steady his gun. He couldn't, an' he missed, an' then

fell over dead with his head on Jack's knees. That left the red-bearded

rustler, who had hid behind the chimney. Jack watched the rest of that

fight, an' for a youngster it must have been nerve-rackin'. I broke the

rustler's arm, an' then his knee, an' then I got him in the hip two more

times before he hobbled out to his finish. He'd shot me up

considerable, so that when I braced Jack I must have been a hair-raisin'

sight. I made Jack believe I meant to murder him. He begged an' cried,

an' he got to prayin' for his life for your sake. It was sickenin', but

it was what I wanted. So then I made him swear he'd free you an' give

you up to Moore."

"Oh! Oh, Ben, how awful!" whispered Columbine, shuddering. "How _could_

you tell me such a horrible story?"

"Reckon I wanted you to know how Jack come to make the promises an' what

they were."

"Promises! What are promises or oaths to Jack Belllounds?" she cried, in

passionate contempt. "You wasted your breath. Coward--liar that he is!"

"Ahuh!" Wade looked straight ahead of him as if he saw some expected and

unpleasant thing far in the distance. Then with irresistible steps,

neither swift nor slow, but ponderous, he strode to the porch and

mounted the steps.

"Why, Ben, where are you going?" called Columbine, in surprise, as she

followed him.

He did not answer. He approached the closed door of the living-room.

"Ben!" cried Columbine, in alarm.

But he had no reply for her--indeed, no thought of her. Without

knocking, he opened the door with rude and powerful hand, and, striding

in, closed it after him.

Bill Belllounds was standing, back against the great stone chimney, arms

folded, a stolid and grim figure, apparently fortified against an

intrusion he had expected.

"Wal, what do you want?" he asked, gruffly. He had sensed catastrophe in

the first sight of the hunter.

"Belllounds, I reckon I want a hell of a lot," replied Wade. "An' I'm

askin' you to see we're not disturbed."

"Bar the door."

Wade dropped the bar in place, and then, removing his sombrero, he wiped

his moist brow.

"Do you see an enemy in me?" he asked, curiously.

"Speakin' out fair, Wade, there ain't any reason I can see that you're

an enemy to me," replied Belllounds. "But I feel somethin'. It ain't

because I'm takin' my son's side. It's more than that. A queer feelin',

an' one I never had before. I got it first when you told the story of

the Gunnison feud."

"Belllounds, we can't escape our fates. An' it was written long ago I

was to tell you a worse an' harder story than that."

"Wal, mebbe I'll listen an' mebbe I won't. I ain't promisin', these

days."

"Are you goin' to make Collie marry Jack?" demanded the hunter.

"She's willin'."

"You know that's not true. Collie's willin' to sacrifice love, honor,

an' life itself, to square her debt to you."

The old rancher flushed a burning red, and in his eyes flared a spirit

of earlier years.

"Wade, you can go too far," he warned. "I'm appreciatin' your

good-heartedness. It sort of warms me toward you.... But this is my

business. You've no call to interfere. You've done that too much

already. An' I'm reckonin' Collie would be married to Jack now if it

hadn't been for you."

"Ahuh!... That's why I'm thankin' God I happened along to White Slides.

Belllounds, your big mistake is thinkin' your son is good enough for

this girl. An' you're makin' mistakes about me. I've interfered here,

an' you may take my word for it I had the right."

"Strange talk, Wade, but I'll make allowances."

"You needn't. I'll back my talk.... But, first, I'm askin' you--an' if

this talk hurts, I'm sorry--why don't you give some of your love for

your no-good Buster Jack to Collie?"

Belllounds clenched his huge fists and glared. Anger leaped within him.

He recognized in Wade an outspoken, bitter adversary to his cherished

hopes for his son and his stubborn, precious pride.

"By Heaven! Wade, I'll--"

"Belllounds, I can make you swallow that kind of talk," interrupted

Wade. "It's man to man now. An' I'm a match for you any day. Savvy?...

Do you think I'm damn fool enough to come here an' brace you unless I

knew that. Talk to me as you'd talk about some other man's son."

"It ain't possible," rejoined the rancher, stridently.

"Then listen to me first.... Your son Jack, to say the least, will ruin

Collie. Do you see that?"

"By Gawd! I'm afraid so," groaned Belllounds, big in his humiliation.

"But it's my one last bet, an' I'm goin' to play it."

"Do you know marryin' him will _kill_ her?"

"What!... You're overdoin' your fears, Wade. Women don't die so easy."

"Some of them die, an' Collie's one that will, _if_ she ever marries

Jack."

"_If_!... Wal, she's goin' to."

"We don't agree," said Wade, curtly.

"Are you runnin' my family?"

"No. But I'm runnin' a large-sized _if_ in this game. You'll admit that

presently.... Belllounds, you make me mad. You don't meet me man to

man. You're not the Bill Belllounds of old. Why, all over this state of

Colorado you're known as the whitest of the white. Your name's a byword

for all that's square an' big an' splendid. But you're so blinded by

your worship of that wild boy that you're another man in all pertainin'

to him. I don't want to harp on his short-comm's. I'm for the girl. She

doesn't love him. She can't. She will only drag herself down an' die of

a broken heart.... Now, I'm askin' you, before it's too late--give up

this marriage."

"Wade! I've shot men for less than you've said!" thundered the rancher,

beside himself with rage and shame.

"Ahuh! I reckon you have. But not men like me.... I tell you, straight

to your face, it's a fool deal you're workin'--a damn selfish one--a

dirty job, to put on an innocent, sweet girl--an' as sure as you stand

there, if you do it, you'll ruin four lives!"

"Four!" exclaimed Belllounds. But any word would have expressed his

humiliation.

"I should have said three, leavin' Jack out. I meant Collie's an' yours

an' Wils Moore's."

"Moore's is about ruined already, I've a hunch."

"You can get hunches you never dreamed of, Belllounds, old as you are.

An' I'll give you one presently.... But we drift off. Can't you

keep cool?"

"Cool! With you rantin' hell-bent for election? Haw! Raw!... Wade,

you're locoed. You always struck me queer.... An' if you'll excuse me,

I'm gettin' tired of this talk. We're as far apart as the poles. An' to

save what good feelin's we both have, let's quit."

"You don't love Collie, then?" queried Wade, imperturbably.

"Yes, I do. That's a fool idee of yours. It puts me out of patience."

"Belllounds, you're not her real father."

The rancher gave a start, and he stared as he had stared before, fixedly

and perplexedly at Wade.

"No, I'm not."

"If she _were_ your real daughter--your own flesh an' blood--an' Jack

Belllounds was _my_ son, would you let her marry him?"

"Wal, Wade, I reckon I wouldn't."

"Then how can you expect my consent to her marriage with your son?"

"WHAT!" Belllounds lunged over to Wade, leaned down, shaken by

overwhelming amaze.

"Collie is my daughter!"

A loud expulsion of breath escaped Belllounds. Lower he leaned, and

looked with piercing gaze into the face and eyes that in this moment

bore strange resemblance to Columbine.

"So help me Gawd!... That's the secret?... Hell-Bent Wade! An' you've

been on my trail!"

He staggered to his big chair and fell into it. No trace of doubt showed

in his face. The revelation had struck home because of its very

greatness.

Wade took the chair opposite. His likeness to Columbine had faded now.

It had been love, a spirit, a radiance, a glory. It was gone. And Wade's

face became the emblem of tragedy.

"Listen, Belllounds. I'll tell you!... The ways of God are inscrutable.

I've been twenty years tryin' to atone for the wrong I did Collie's

mother. I've been a prospector for the trouble of others. I've been a

bearer of their burdens. An' if I can save Collie's happiness an' her

soul, I reckon I won't be denied the peace of meetin' her mother in the

other world.... I recognized Collie the moment I laid eyes on her. She

favors her mother in looks, an' she has her mother's sensitiveness, her

fire an' pride, an' she even has her voice. It's low an' sweet--alto,

they used to call it.... But I'd recognized Collie as my own if I'd been

blind an' deaf.... It's over eighteen years ago that we had the trouble.

I was no boy, but I was terribly in love with Lucy. An' she loved me

with a passion I never learned till too late. We came West from

Missouri. She was born in Texas. I had a rovin' disposition an' didn't

stick long at any kind of work. But I was lookin' for a ranch. My wife

had some money an' I had high hopes. We spent our first year of married

life travelin' through Kansas. At Dodge I got tied up for a while. You

know, in them days Dodge was about the wildest camp on the plains. My

wife's brother run a place there. He wasn't much good. But she thought

he was perfect. Strange how blood-relations can't see the truth about

their own people! Anyway, her brother Spencer had no use for me, because

I could tell how slick he was with the cards an' beat him at his own

game. Spencer had a gamblin' pard, a cowboy run out of Texas, one Cap

Fol--But no matter about his name. One night they were fleecin' a

stranger an' I broke into the game, winnin' all they had. The game ended

in a fight, with bloodshed, but nobody killed. That set Spencer an' his

pard Cap against me. The stranger was a planter from Louisiana. He'd

been an officer in the rebel army. A high-strung, handsome Southerner,

fond of wine an' cards an' women. Well, he got to payin' my wife a good

deal of attention when I was away, which happened to be often. She never

told me. I was jealous those days.

"My little girl you call Columbine was born there durin' a long absence

of mine. When I got home Lucy an' the baby were gone. Also the

Southerner!... Spencer an' his pard Cap, an' others they had in the

deal, proved to me, so it seemed, that the little girl was not really

mine!... An' so I set out on a hunt for my wife an' her lover. I found

them. An' I killed him before her eyes. But she was innocent, an' so was

he, as came out too late. He'd been, indeed, her friend. She scorned me.

She told me how her brother Spencer an' his friends had established

guilt of mine that had driven her from me.

"I went back to Dodge to have a little quiet smoke with these men who

had ruined me. They were gone. The trail led to Colorado. Nearly a year

later I rounded them all up in a big wagon-train post north of Denver.

Another brother of my wife's, an' her father, had come West, an' by

accident or fate we all met there. We had a family quarrel. My wife

would not forgive me--would not speak to me, an' her people backed her

up. I made the great mistake to take her father an' other brothers to

belong to the same brand as Spencer. In this I wronged them an' her.

"What I did to them, Belllounds, is one story I'll never tell to any man

who might live to repeat it. But it drove my wife near crazy. An' it

made me Hell-Bent Wade!... She ran off from me there, an' I trailed her

all over Colorado. An' the end of that trail was not a hundred miles

from where we stand now. The last trace I had was of the burnin' of a

prairie-schooner by Arapahoes as they were goin' home from a foray on

the Utes.... The little girl might have toddled off the trail. But I

reckon she was hidden or dropped by her mother, or some one fleein' for

life. Your men found her in the columbines."

Belllounds drew a long, deep breath.

"What a man never expects always comes true.... Wade, the lass is yours.

I can see it in the way you look at me. I can feel it.... She's been

like my own. I've done my best, accordin' to my conscience. An' I've

loved her, for all they say I couldn't see aught but Jack.... You'll

take her away from me?"

"No. Never," was the melancholy reply.

"What! Why not?"

"Because she loves you.... I could never reveal myself to Collie. I

couldn't win her love with a lie. An' I'd have to lie, to be false as

hell.... False to her mother an' to Collie an' to all I hold high! I'd

have to tell Collie the truth--the wrong I did her mother--the _hell_ I

visited upon her mother's people.... She'd fear me."

"Ahuh!... An' you'll never change--I reckon that!" exclaimed Belllounds.

"No. I changed once, eighteen years ago. I can't go back.... I can't

undo all I hoped was good."

"You think Collie'd fear you?"

"She'd never _love_ me as she does you, or as she loves me even now.

That is my rock of refuge."

"She'd hate you, Wade."

"I reckon. An' so she must never know."

"Ahuh!... Wal, wal, life is a hell of a deal! Wade, if you could live

yours over again, knowin' what you know now, an' that you'd love an'

suffer the same--would you want to do it?"

"Yes. I love life, with all it brings. I wouldn't have the joy without

the pain. But I reckon only men who've come to our years would want it

over again."

"Wal, I'm with you thar. I'd take what came. Rain an' sun!... But all

this you tell, an' the hell you hint at, ain't changin' this hyar deal

of Jack's an' Collie's. Not one jot!... If she remains my adopted

daughter she marries my son.... Wade, I'm haltered like the north star

in that."

"Belllounds, will you take a day to think it over?" appealed Wade.

"Ahuh! But that won't change me."

"Won't it change you to know that if you force this marriage you'll lose

all?"

"All! Ain't that more queer talk?"

"I mean lose all--your son, your adopted daughter--his chance of

reformin', her hope of happiness. These ought to be all in life left

to you."

"Wal, they are. But I can't see your argument. You're beyond me, Wade.

You're holdin' back, like you did with your hell-bent story."

Ponderously, as if the burden and the doom of the world weighed him

down, the hunter got up and fronted Belllounds.

"When I'm driven to tell I'll come.... But, once more, old man, choose

between generosity an' selfishness. Between blood tie an' noble loyalty

to your good deed in its beginnin'.... Will you give up this marriage

for your son--so that Collie can have the man she loves?"

"You mean your young pard an' two-bit of a rustler--Wils Moore?"

"Wils Moore, yes. My friend, an' a man, Belllounds, such as you or I

never was."

"No!" thundered the rancher, purple in the face.

With bowed head and dragging step Wade left the room.

* * * * *

By slow degrees of plodding steps, and periods of abstracted lagging,

the hunter made his way back to Moore's cabin. At his entrance the

cowboy leaped up with a startled cry.

"Oh, Wade!... Is Collie dead?" he cried.

Such was the extent of calamity he imagined from the somber face of

Wade.

"No. Collie's well."

"Then, man, what on earth's happened?"

"Nothin' yet.... But somethin' is goin' on in my mind.... Moore, I'd

like you to let me alone."

At sunset Wade was pacing the aspen grove on the hill. There was

sunlight and shade under the trees, a rosy gold on the sage slopes, a

purple-and-violet veil between the black ranges and the sinking sun.

Twilight fell. The stars came out white and clear. Night cloaked the

valley with dark shadows and the hills with its obscurity. The blue

vault overhead deepened and darkened. The hunter patrolled his beat, and

hours were moments to him. He heard the low hum of the insects, the

murmur of running water, the rustle of the wind. A coyote cut the keen

air with high-keyed, staccato cry. The owls hooted, with dismal and

weird plaint, one to the other. Then a wolf mourned. But these sounds

only accentuated the loneliness and wildness of the silent night.

Wade listened to them, to the silence. He felt the wildness and

loneliness of the place, the breathing of nature; he peered aloft at the

velvet blue of the mysterious sky with its deceiving stars. All that had

been of help to him through days of trial was now as if it had never

been. When he lifted his eyes to the great, dark peak, so bold and

clear-cut against the sky, it was not to receive strength again. Nature

in its cruelty mocked him. His struggle had to do with the most perfect

of nature's works--man.

Wade was now in passionate strife with the encroaching mood that was a

mocker of his idealism. Many times during the strange, long martyrdom of

his penance had he faced this crisis, only to go down to defeat before

elemental instincts. His soul was steeped in gloom, but his

intelligence had not yet succumbed to passion. The beauty of

Columbine's character and the nobility of Moore's were not illusions to

Wade. They were true. These two were of the finest fiber of human

nature. They loved. They represented youth and hope--a progress through

the ages toward a better race. Wade believed in the good to be, in the

future of men. Nevertheless, all that was fine and worthy in Columbine

and Moore was to go unrewarded, unfulfilled, because of the selfish

pride of an old man and the evil passion of the son. It was a conflict

as old as life. Of what avail were Columbine's high sense of duty,

Moore's fine manhood, the many victories they had won over the headlong

and imperious desires of love? What avail were Wade's good offices, his

spiritual teaching, his eternal hope in the order of circumstances

working out to good? These beautiful characteristics of virtue were not

so strong as the unchangeable passion of old Belllounds and the vicious

depravity of his son. Wade could not imagine himself a god, proving that

the wages of sin was death. Yet in his life he had often been an

impassive destiny, meting out terrible consequences. Here he was

incalculably involved. This was the cumulative end of years of mounting

plots, tangled and woven into the web of his pain and his remorse and

his ideal. But hope was dying. That was his strife-realization against

the morbid clairvoyance of his mind. He could not help Jack Belllounds

to be a better man. He could not inspire the old rancher to a

forgetfulness of selfish and blinded aims. He could not prove to Moore

the truth of the reward that came from unflagging hope and unassailable

virtue. He could not save Columbine with his ideals.

The night wore on, and Wade plodded under the rustling aspens. The

insects ceased to hum, the owls to hoot, the wolves to mourn. The

shadows of the long spruces gradually merged into the darkness of night.

Above, infinitely high, burned the pale stars, wise and cold, aloof and

indifferent, eyes of other worlds of mystery.

In those night hours something in Wade died, but his idealism,

unquenchable and inexplicable, the very soul of the man, saw its

justification and fulfilment in the distant future.

The gray of the dawn stole over the eastern range, and before its opaque

gloom the blackness of night retreated, until valley and slope and grove

were shrouded in spectral light, where all seemed unreal.

And with it the gray-gloomed giant of Wade's mind, the morbid and

brooding spell, had gained its long-encroaching ascendancy. He had again

found the man to whom he must tell his story. Tragic and irrevocable

decree! It was his life that forced him, his crime, his remorse, his

agony, his endless striving. How true had been his steps! They had led,

by devious and tortuous paths, to the home of his daughter.

Wade crouched under the aspens, accepting this burden as a man being

physically loaded with tremendous weights. His shoulders bent to them.

His breast was sunken and labored. All his muscles were cramped. His

blood flowed sluggishly. His heart beat with slow, muffled throbs in his

ears. There was a creeping cold in his veins, ice in his marrow, and

death in his soul. The giant that had been shrouded in gray threw off

his cloak, to stand revealed, black and terrible. And it was he who

spoke to Wade, in dreadful tones, like knells. Bent Wade--man of

misery--who could find no peace on earth--whose presence unknit the

tranquil lives of people and poisoned their blood and marked them for

doom! Wherever he wandered there followed the curse! Always this had

been so. He was the harbinger of catastrophe. He who preached wisdom

and claimed to be taught by the flowers, who loved life and hated

injustice, who mingled with his kind, ever searching for that one who

needed him, he must become the woe and the bane and curse of those he

would only serve! Insupportable and pitiful fate! The fiends of the past

mocked him, like wicked ghouls, voiceless and dim. The faces of the men

he had killed were around him in the gray gloom, pale, drifting visages

of distortion, accusing him, claiming him. Likewise, these gleams of

faces were specters of his mind, a procession eternal, mournful, and

silent, wending their way on and on through the regions of his thought.

All were united, all drove him, all put him on the trail of catastrophe.

They foreshadowed the future, they inclosed events, they lured him with

his endless illusions. He was in the vortex of a vast whirlpool, not of

water or of wind, but of life. Alas! he seemed indeed the very current

of that whirlpool, a monstrous force, around which evil circled and

lurked and conquered. Wade--who had the ill-omened croak of the

raven--Wade--who bent his driven steps toward hell!

* * * * *

In the brilliant sunlight of the summer morning Wade bent his resistless

steps down toward White Slides Ranch. The pendulum had swung. The hours

were propitious. Seemingly, events that already cast their shadows

waited for him. He saw Jack Belllounds going out on the fast and furious

ride which had become his morning habit.

Columbine intercepted Wade. The shade of woe and tragedy in her face

were the same as he had pictured there in his gloomy vigil of the night.

"My friend, I was coming to you.... Oh, I can bear no more!"

Her hair was disheveled, her dress disordered, the hands she

tremblingly held out bore discolored marks. Wade led her into the

seclusion of the willow trail.

"Oh, Ben!... He fought me--like--a beast!" she panted.

"Collie, you needn't tell me more," said Wade, gently. "Go up to Wils.

Tell him."

"But I must tell you. I can bear--no more.... He fought me--hurt me--and

when dad heard us--and came--Jack lied.... Oh, the dog!... Ben, his

father believed--when Jack swore he was only mad--only trying to shake

me--for my indifference and scorn.... But, my God!--Jack meant...."

"Collie, go up to Wils," interposed the hunter.

"I want to see Wils. I need to--I must. But I'm afraid.... Oh, it will

make things worse!"

"Go!"

She turned away, actuated by more than her will.

"_Collie!_" came the call, piercingly and strangely after her.

Bewildered, startled by the wildness of that cry, she wheeled. But Wade

was gone. The shaking of the willows attested to his hurry.

* * * * *

Old Belllounds braced his huge shoulders against the wall in the

attitude of a man driven to his last stand.

"Ahuh!" he rolled, sonorously. "So hyar you are again?... Wal, tell your

worst, Hell-Bent Wade, an' let's have an end to your croakin'."

Belllounds had fortified himself, not with convictions or with

illusions, but with the last desperate courage of a man true to himself.

"I'll tell you...." began the hunter.

And the rancher threw up his hands in a mockery that was furious, yet

with outward shrinking.

"Just now, when Buster Jack fought with Collie, he meant bad by her!"

"Aw, no!... He was jest rude--tryin' to be masterful.... An' the lass's

like a wild filly. She needs a tamin' down."

Wade stretched forth a lean and quivering hand that seemed the symbol of

presaged and tragic truth.

"Listen, Belllounds, an' I'll tell you.... No use tryin' to hatch a

rotten egg! There's no good in your son. His good intentions he paraded

for virtues, believin' himself that he'd changed. But a flip of the wind

made him Buster Jack again.... Collie would sacrifice her life for duty

to you--whom she loves as her father. Wils Moore sacrificed his honor

for Collie--rather than let you learn the truth.... But they call me

Hell-Bent Wade, an' I will tell you!"

The straining hulk of Belllounds crouched lower, as if to gather impetus

for a leap. Both huge hands were outspread as if to ward off attack from

an unseen but long-dreaded foe. The great eyes rolled. And underneath

the terror and certainty and tragedy of his appearance seemed to surge

the resistless and rising swell of a dammed-up, terrible rage.

"I'll tell you ..." went on the remorseless voice. "I watched your

Buster Jack. I watched him gamble an' drink. I trailed him. I found the

little circles an' the crooked horse tracks--made to trap Wils Moore....

A damned cunnin' trick!... Burley suspects a nigger in the wood-pile.

Wils Moore knows the truth. He lied for Collie's sake an' yours. He'd

have stood the trial--an' gone to jail to save Collie from what she

dreaded.... Belllounds, your son was in the cabin gamblin' with the

rustlers when I cornered them.... I offered to keep Jack's secret if

he'd swear to give Collie up. He swore on his knees, beggin' in her

name!... An' he comes back to bully her, an' worse.... Buster Jack!...

He's the thorn in your heart, Belllounds. He's the rustler who stole

your cattle!... Your pet son--a sneakin' thief!"

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