CHAPTER V

THE YOSEMITE

_July 15._ Followed the Mono Trail up the eastern rim of the basin

nearly to its summit, then turned off southward to a small shallow

valley that extends to the edge of the Yosemite, which we reached about

noon, and encamped. After luncheon I made haste to high ground, and from

the top of the ridge on the west side of Indian Cañon gained the noblest

view of the summit peaks I have ever yet enjoyed. Nearly all the upper

basin of the Merced was displayed, with its sublime domes and cañons,

dark upsweeping forests, and glorious array of white peaks deep in the

sky, every feature glowing, radiating beauty that pours into our flesh

and bones like heat rays from fire. Sunshine over all; no breath of wind

to stir the brooding calm. Never before had I seen so glorious a

landscape, so boundless an affluence of sublime mountain beauty. The

most extravagant description I might give of this view to any one who

has not seen similar landscapes with his own eyes would not so much as

hint its grandeur and the spiritual glow that covered it. I shouted and

gesticulated in a wild burst of ecstasy, much to the astonishment of

St. Bernard Carlo, who came running up to me, manifesting in his

intelligent eyes a puzzled concern that was very ludicrous, which had

the effect of bringing me to my senses. A brown bear, too, it would

seem, had been a spectator of the show I had made of myself, for I had

gone but a few yards when I started one from a thicket of brush. He

evidently considered me dangerous, for he ran away very fast, tumbling

over the tops of the tangled manzanita bushes in his haste. Carlo drew

back, with his ears depressed as if afraid, and kept looking me in the

face, as if expecting me to pursue and shoot, for he had seen many a

bear battle in his day.

Following the ridge, which made a gradual descent to the south, I came

at length to the brow of that massive cliff that stands between Indian

Cañon and Yosemite Falls, and here the far-famed valley came suddenly

into view throughout almost its whole extent. The noble walls—sculptured

into endless variety of domes and gables, spires and battlements and

plain mural precipices—all a-tremble with the thunder tones of the

falling water. The level bottom seemed to be dressed like a garden—sunny

meadows here and there, and groves of pine and oak; the river of Mercy

sweeping in majesty through the midst of them and flashing back the

sunbeams. The great Tissiack, or Half-Dome, rising at the upper end of

the valley to a height of nearly a mile, is nobly proportioned and

life-like, the most impressive of all the rocks, holding the eye in

devout admiration, calling it back again and again from falls or meadows,

or even the mountains beyond,—marvelous cliffs, marvelous in sheer dizzy

depth and sculpture, types of endurance. Thousands of years have they

stood in the sky exposed to rain, snow, frost, earthquake and avalanche,

yet they still wear the bloom of youth.

I rambled along the valley rim to the westward; most of it is rounded

off on the very brink, so that it is not easy to find places where one

may look clear down the face of the wall to the bottom. When such places

were found, and I had cautiously set my feet and drawn my body erect, I

could not help fearing a little that the rock might split off and let me

down, and what a down!—more than three thousand feet. Still my limbs

did not tremble, nor did I feel the least uncertainty as to the reliance

to be placed on them. My only fear was that a flake of the granite,

which in some places showed joints more or less open and running

parallel with the face of the cliff, might give way. After withdrawing

from such places, excited with the view I had got, I would say to

myself, “Now don’t go out on the verge again.” But in the face of

Yosemite scenery cautious remonstrance is vain; under its spell one’s

body seems to go where it likes with a will over which we seem to have

scarce any control.

After a mile or so of this memorable cliff work I approached Yosemite

Creek, admiring its easy, graceful, confident gestures as it comes

bravely forward in its narrow channel, singing the last of its mountain

songs on its way to its fate—a few rods more over the shining granite,

then down half a mile in showy foam to another world, to be lost in the

Merced, where climate, vegetation, inhabitants, all are different.

Emerging from its last gorge, it glides in wide lace-like rapids down a

smooth incline into a pool where it seems to rest and compose its gray,

agitated waters before taking the grand plunge, then slowly slipping

over the lip of the pool basin, it descends another glossy slope with

rapidly accelerated speed to the brink of the tremendous cliff, and with

sublime, fateful confidence springs out free in the air.

I took off my shoes and stockings and worked my way cautiously down

alongside the rushing flood, keeping my feet and hands pressed firmly on

the polished rock. The booming, roaring water, rushing past close to my

head, was very exciting. I had expected that the sloping apron would

terminate with the perpendicular wall of the valley, and that from the

foot of it, where it is less steeply inclined, I should be able to lean

far enough out to see the forms and behavior of the fall all the way

down to the bottom. But I found that there was yet another small brow

over which I could not see, and which appeared to be too steep for

mortal feet. Scanning it keenly, I discovered a narrow shelf about three

inches wide on the very brink, just wide enough for a rest for one’s

heels. But there seemed to be no way of reaching it over so steep a

brow. At length, after careful scrutiny of the surface, I found an

irregular edge of a flake of the rock some distance back from the margin

of the torrent. If I was to get down to the brink at all that rough

edge, which might offer slight finger-holds, was the only way. But the

slope beside it looked dangerously smooth and steep, and the swift

roaring flood beneath, overhead, and beside me was very nerve-trying. I

therefore concluded not to venture farther, but did nevertheless. Tufts

of artemisia were growing in clefts of the rock near by, and I filled my

mouth with the bitter leaves, hoping they might help to prevent

giddiness. Then, with a caution not known in ordinary circumstances, I

crept down safely to the little ledge, got my heels well planted on it,

then shuffled in a horizontal direction twenty or thirty feet until

close to the outplunging current, which, by the time it had descended

thus far, was already white. Here I obtained a perfectly free view down

into the heart of the snowy, chanting throng of comet-like streamers,

into which the body of the fall soon separates.

While perched on that narrow niche I was not distinctly conscious of

danger. The tremendous grandeur of the fall in form and sound and

motion, acting at close range, smothered the sense of fear, and in such

places one’s body takes keen care for safety on its own account. How

long I remained down there, or how I returned, I can hardly tell. Anyhow

I had a glorious time, and got back to camp about dark, enjoying

triumphant exhilaration soon followed by dull weariness. Hereafter I’ll

try to keep from such extravagant, nerve-straining places. Yet such a

day is well worth venturing for. My first view of the High Sierra, first

view looking down into Yosemite, the death song of Yosemite Creek, and

its flight over the vast cliff, each one of these is of itself enough

for a great life-long landscape fortune—a most memorable day of

days—enjoyment enough to kill if that were possible.

_July 16._ My enjoyments yesterday afternoon, especially at the head of

the fall, were too great for good sleep. Kept starting up last night in

a nervous tremor, half awake, fancying that the foundation of the

mountain we were camped on had given way and was falling into Yosemite

Valley. In vain I roused myself to make a new beginning for sound sleep.

The nerve strain had been too great, and again and again I dreamed I was

rushing through the air above a glorious avalanche of water and rocks.

One time, springing to my feet, I said, “This time it is real—all must

die, and where could mountaineer find a more glorious death!”

Left camp soon after sunrise for an all-day ramble eastward. Crossed the

head of Indian Basin, forested with _Abies magnifica_, underbrush mostly

_Ceanothus cordulatus_ and manzanita, a mixture not easily trampled over

or penetrated, for the ceanothus is thorny and grows in dense

snow-pressed masses, and the manzanita has exceedingly crooked, stubborn

branches. From the head of the cañon continued on past North Dome into

the basin of Dome or Porcupine Creek. Here are many fine meadows

imbedded in the woods, gay with _Lilium parvum_ and its companions; the

elevation, about eight thousand feet, seems to be best suited for

it—saw specimens that were a foot or two higher than my head. Had more

magnificent views of the upper mountains, and of the great South Dome,

said to be the grandest rock in the world. Well it may be, since it is

of such noble dimensions and sculpture. A wonderfully impressive

monument, its lines exquisite in fineness, and though sublime in size,

is finished like the finest work of art, and seems to be alive.

_July 17._ A new camp was made to-day in a magnificent silver fir grove

at the head of a small stream that flows into Yosemite by way of Indian

Cañon. Here we intend to stay several weeks,—a fine location from which

to make excursions about the great valley and its fountains. Glorious

days I’ll have sketching, pressing plants, studying the wonderful

topography and the wild animals, our happy fellow mortals and neighbors.

But the vast mountains in the distance, shall I ever know them, shall I

be allowed to enter into their midst and dwell with them?

[Illustration: _The North and South Domes_]

We were pelted about noon by a short, heavy rainstorm, sublime thunder

reverberating among the mountains and cañons,—some strokes near,

crashing, ringing in the tense crisp air with startling keenness, while

the distant peaks loomed gloriously through the cloud fringes and sheets

of rain. Now the storm is past, and the fresh washed air is full of

the essences of the flower gardens and groves. Winter storms in Yosemite

must be glorious. May I see them!

Have got my bed made in our new camp,—plushy, sumptuous, and

deliciously fragrant, most of it _magnifica_ fir plumes, of course, with

a variety of sweet flowers in the pillow. Hope to sleep to-night without

tottering nerve-dreams. Watched a deer eating ceanothus leaves and

twigs.

_July 18._ Slept pretty well; the valley walls did not seem to fall,

though I still fancied myself at the brink, alongside the white,

plunging flood, especially when half asleep. Strange the danger of that

adventure should be more troublesome now that I am in the bosom of the

peaceful woods, a mile or more from the fall, than it was while I was on

the brink of it.

Bears seem to be common here, judging by their tracks. About noon we had

another rainstorm with keen startling thunder, the metallic, ringing,

clashing, clanging notes gradually fading into low bass rolling and

muttering in the distance. For a few minutes the rain came in a grand

torrent like a waterfall, then hail; some of the hailstones an inch in

diameter, hard, icy, and irregular in form, like those oftentimes seen

in Wisconsin. Carlo watched them with intelligent astonishment as they

came pelting and thrashing through the quivering branches of the trees.

The cloud scenery sublime. Afternoon calm, sunful, and clear, with

delicious freshness and fragrance from the firs and flowers and steaming

ground.

_July 19._ Watching the daybreak and sunrise. The pale rose and purple

sky changing softly to daffodil yellow and white, sunbeams pouring

through the passes between the peaks and over the Yosemite domes, making

their edges burn; the silver firs in the middle ground catching the glow

on their spiry tops, and our camp grove fills and thrills with the

glorious light. Everything awakening alert and joyful; the birds begin

to stir and innumerable insect people. Deer quietly withdraw into leafy

hiding-places in the chaparral; the dew vanishes, flowers spread their

petals, every pulse beats high, every life cell rejoices, the very rocks

seem to thrill with life. The whole landscape glows like a human face in

a glory of enthusiasm, and the blue sky, pale around the horizon, bends

peacefully down over all like one vast flower.

About noon, as usual, big bossy cumuli began to grow above the forest,

and the rainstorm pouring from them is the most imposing I have yet

seen. The silvery zigzag lightning lances are longer than usual, and

the thunder gloriously impressive, keen, crashing, intensely

concentrated, speaking with such tremendous energy it would seem that an

entire mountain is being shattered at every stroke, but probably only a

few trees are being shattered, many of which I have seen on my walks

hereabouts strewing the ground. At last the clear ringing strokes are

succeeded by deep low tones that grow gradually fainter as they roll

afar into the recesses of the echoing mountains, where they seem to be

welcomed home. Then another and another peal, or rather crashing,

splintering stroke, follows in quick succession, perchance splitting

some giant pine or fir from top to bottom into long rails and slivers,

and scattering them to all points of the compass. Now comes the rain,

with corresponding extravagant grandeur, covering the ground high and

low with a sheet of flowing water, a transparent film fitted like a skin

upon the rugged anatomy of the landscape, making the rocks glitter and

glow, gathering in the ravines, flooding the streams, and making them

shout and boom in reply to the thunder.

How interesting to trace the history of a single raindrop! It is not

long, geologically speaking, as we have seen, since the first raindrops

fell on the newborn leafless Sierra landscapes. How different the lot

of these falling now! Happy the showers that fall on so fair a

wilderness,—scarce a single drop can fail to find a beautiful spot,—on

the tops of the peaks, on the shining glacier pavements, on the great

smooth domes, on forests and gardens and brushy moraines, plashing,

glinting, pattering, laving. Some go to the high snowy fountains to

swell their well-saved stores; some into the lakes, washing the mountain

windows, patting their smooth glassy levels, making dimples and bubbles

and spray; some into the waterfalls and cascades, as if eager to join in

their dance and song and beat their foam yet finer; good luck and good

work for the happy mountain raindrops, each one of them a high waterfall

in itself, descending from the cliffs and hollows of the clouds to the

cliffs and hollows of the rocks, out of the sky-thunder into the thunder

of the falling rivers. Some, falling on meadows and bogs, creep silently

out of sight to the grass roots, hiding softly as in a nest, slipping,

oozing hither, thither, seeking and finding their appointed work. Some,

descending through the spires of the woods, sift spray through the

shining needles, whispering peace and good cheer to each one of them.

Some drops with happy aim glint on the sides of crystals,—quartz,

hornblende, garnet, zircon, tourmaline, feldspar,—patter on grains of

gold and heavy way-worn nuggets; some, with blunt plap-plap and low bass

drumming, fall on the broad leaves of veratrum, saxifrage, cypripedium.

Some happy drops fall straight into the cups of flowers, kissing the

lips of lilies. How far they have to go, how many cups to fill, great

and small, cells too small to be seen, cups holding half a drop as well

as lake basins between the hills, each replenished with equal care,

every drop in all the blessed throng a silvery newborn star with lake

and river, garden and grove, valley and mountain, all that the landscape

holds reflected in its crystal depths, God’s messenger, angel of love

sent on its way with majesty and pomp and display of power that make

man’s greatest shows ridiculous.

Now the storm is over, the sky is clear, the last rolling thunder-wave

is spent on the peaks, and where are the raindrops now—what has become

of all the shining throng? In winged vapor rising some are already

hastening back to the sky, some have gone into the plants, creeping

through invisible doors into the round rooms of cells, some are locked

in crystals of ice, some in rock crystals, some in porous moraines to

keep their small springs flowing, some have gone journeying on in the

rivers to join the larger raindrop of the ocean. From form to form,

beauty to beauty, ever changing, never resting, all are speeding on with

love’s enthusiasm, singing with the stars the eternal song of creation.

_July 20._ Fine calm morning; air tense and clear; not the slightest

breeze astir; everything shining, the rocks with wet crystals, the

plants with dew, each receiving its portion of irised dewdrops and

sunshine like living creatures getting their breakfast, their dew manna

coming down from the starry sky like swarms of smaller stars. How

wondrous fine are the particles in showers of dew, thousands required

for a single drop, growing in the dark as silently as the grass! What

pains are taken to keep this wilderness in health,—showers of snow,

showers of rain, showers of dew, floods of light, floods of invisible

vapor, clouds, winds, all sorts of weather, interaction of plant on

plant, animal on animal, etc., beyond thought! How fine Nature’s

methods! How deeply with beauty is beauty overlaid! the ground covered

with crystals, the crystals with mosses and lichens and low-spreading

grasses and flowers, these with larger plants leaf over leaf with

ever-changing color and form, the broad palms of the firs outspread over

these, the azure dome over all like a bell-flower, and star above star.

Yonder stands the South Dome, its crown high above our camp, though its

base is four thousand feet below us; a most noble rock, it seems full of

thought, clothed with living light, no sense of dead stone about it, all

spiritualized, neither heavy looking nor light, steadfast in serene

strength like a god.

Our shepherd is a queer character and hard to place in this wilderness.

His bed is a hollow made in red dry-rot punky dust beside a log which

forms a portion of the south wall of the corral. Here he lies with his

wonderful everlasting clothing on, wrapped in a red blanket, breathing

not only the dust of the decayed wood but also that of the corral, as if

determined to take ammoniacal snuff all night after chewing tobacco all

day. Following the sheep he carries a heavy six-shooter swung from his

belt on one side and his luncheon on the other. The ancient cloth in

which the meat, fresh from the frying-pan, is tied serves as a filter

through which the clear fat and gravy juices drip down on his right hip

and leg in clustering stalactites. This oleaginous formation is soon

broken up, however, and diffused and rubbed evenly into his scanty

apparel, by sitting down, rolling over, crossing his legs while resting

on logs, etc., making shirt and trousers water-tight and shiny. His

trousers, in particular, have become so adhesive with the mixed fat and

resin that pine needles, thin flakes and fibres of bark, hair, mica

scales and minute grains of quartz, hornblende, etc., feathers, seed

wings, moth and butterfly wings, legs and antennæ of innumerable

insects, or even whole insects such as the small beetles, moths and

mosquitoes, with flower petals, pollen dust and indeed bits of all

plants, animals, and minerals of the region adhere to them and are

safely imbedded, so that though far from being a naturalist he collects

fragmentary specimens of everything and becomes richer than he knows.

His specimens are kept passably fresh, too, by the purity of the air and

the resiny bituminous beds into which they are pressed. Man is a

microcosm, at least our shepherd is, or rather his trousers. These

precious overalls are never taken off, and nobody knows how old they

are, though one may guess by their thickness and concentric structure.

Instead of wearing thin they wear thick, and in their stratification

have no small geological significance.

Besides herding the sheep, Billy is the butcher, while I have agreed to

wash the few iron and tin utensils and make the bread. Then, these small

duties done, by the time the sun is fairly above the mountain-tops I am

beyond the flock, free to rove and revel in the wilderness all the big

immortal days.

Sketching on the North Dome. It commands views of nearly all the valley

besides a few of the high mountains. I would fain draw everything in

sight—rock, tree, and leaf. But little can I do beyond mere

outlines,—marks with meanings like words, readable only to myself,—yet

I sharpen my pencils and work on as if others might possibly be

benefited. Whether these picture-sheets are to vanish like fallen leaves

or go to friends like letters, matters not much; for little can they

tell to those who have not themselves seen similar wildness, and like a

language have learned it. No pain here, no dull empty hours, no fear of

the past, no fear of the future. These blessed mountains are so

compactly filled with God’s beauty, no petty personal hope or experience

has room to be. Drinking this champagne water is pure pleasure, so is

breathing the living air, and every movement of limbs is pleasure, while

the whole body seems to feel beauty when exposed to it as it feels the

camp-fire or sunshine, entering not by the eyes alone, but equally

through all one’s flesh like radiant heat, making a passionate ecstatic

pleasure-glow not explainable. One’s body then seems homogeneous

throughout, sound as a crystal. Perched like a fly on this Yosemite

dome, I gaze and sketch and bask, oftentimes settling down into dumb

admiration without definite hope of ever learning much, yet with the

longing, unresting effort that lies at the door of hope, humbly

prostrate before the vast display of God’s power, and eager to offer

self-denial and renunciation with eternal toil to learn any lesson in

the divine manuscript.

It is easier to feel than to realize, or in any way explain, Yosemite

grandeur. The magnitudes of the rocks and trees and streams are so

delicately harmonized they are mostly hidden. Sheer precipices three

thousand feet high are fringed with tall trees growing close like grass

on the brow of a lowland hill, and extending along the feet of these

precipices a ribbon of meadow a mile wide and seven or eight long, that

seems like a strip a farmer might mow in less than a day. Waterfalls,

five hundred to one or two thousand feet high, are so subordinated to

the mighty cliffs over which they pour that they seem like wisps of

smoke, gentle as floating clouds, though their voices fill the valley

and make the rocks tremble. The mountains, too, along the eastern sky,

and the domes in front of them, and the succession of smooth rounded

waves between, swelling higher, higher, with dark woods in their

hollows, serene in massive exuberant bulk and beauty, tend yet more to

hide the grandeur of the Yosemite temple and make it appear as a subdued

subordinate feature of the vast harmonious landscape. Thus every attempt

to appreciate any one feature is beaten down by the overwhelming

influence of all the others. And, as if this were not enough, lo! in the

sky arises another mountain range with topography as rugged and

substantial-looking as the one beneath it—snowy peaks and domes and

shadowy Yosemite valleys—another version of the snowy Sierra, a new

creation heralded by a thunder-storm. How fiercely, devoutly wild is

Nature in the midst of her beauty-loving tenderness!—painting lilies,

watering them, caressing them with gentle hand, going from flower to

flower like a gardener while building rock mountains and cloud mountains

full of lightning and rain. Gladly we run for shelter beneath an

overhanging cliff and examine the reassuring ferns and mosses, gentle

love tokens growing in cracks and chinks. Daisies, too, and ivesias,

confiding wild children of light, too small to fear. To these one’s

heart goes home, and the voices of the storm become gentle. Now the sun

breaks forth and fragrant steam arises. The birds are out singing on the

edges of the groves. The west is flaming in gold and purple, ready for

the ceremony of the sunset, and back I go to camp with my notes and

pictures, the best of them printed in my mind as dreams. A fruitful day,

without measured beginning or ending. A terrestrial eternity. A gift of

good God.

Wrote to my mother and a few friends, mountain hints to each. They seem

as near as if within voice-reach or touch. The deeper the solitude the

less the sense of loneliness, and the nearer our friends. Now bread and

tea, fir bed and good-night to Carlo, a look at the sky lilies, and

death sleep until the dawn of another Sierra to-morrow.

_July 21._ Sketching on the Dome—no rain; clouds at noon about quarter

filled the sky, casting shadows with fine effect on the white mountains

at the heads of the streams, and a soothing cover over the gardens

during the warm hours.

Saw a common house-fly and a grasshopper and a brown bear. The fly and

grasshopper paid me a merry visit on the top of the Dome, and I paid a

visit to the bear in the middle of a small garden meadow between the

Dome and the camp where he was standing alert among the flowers as if

willing to be seen to advantage. I had not gone more than half a mile

from camp this morning, when Carlo, who was trotting on a few yards

ahead of me, came to a sudden, cautious standstill. Down went tail and

ears, and forward went his knowing nose, while he seemed to be saying,

“Ha, what’s this? A bear, I guess.” Then a cautious advance of a few

steps, setting his feet down softly like a hunting cat, and questioning

the air as to the scent he had caught until all doubt vanished. Then he

came back to me, looked me in the face, and with his speaking eyes

reported a bear near by; then led on softly, careful, like an

experienced hunter, not to make the slightest noise; and frequently

looking back as if whispering, “Yes, it’s a bear; come and I’ll show

you.” Presently we came to where the sunbeams were streaming through

between the purple shafts of the firs, which showed that we were nearing

an open spot, and here Carlo came behind me, evidently sure that the

bear was very near. So I crept to a low ridge of moraine boulders on the

edge of a narrow garden meadow, and in this meadow I felt pretty sure

the bear must be. I was anxious to get a good look at the sturdy

mountaineer without alarming him; so drawing myself up noiselessly back

of one of the largest of the trees I peered past its bulging buttresses,

exposing only a part of my head, and there stood neighbor Bruin within

a stone’s throw, his hips covered by tall grass and flowers, and his

front feet on the trunk of a fir that had fallen out into the meadow,

which raised his head so high that he seemed to be standing erect. He

had not yet seen me, but was looking and listening attentively, showing

that in some way he was aware of our approach. I watched his gestures

and tried to make the most of my opportunity to learn what I could about

him, fearing he would catch sight of me and run away. For I had been

told that this sort of bear, the cinnamon, always ran from his bad

brother man, never showing fight unless wounded or in defense of young.

He made a telling picture standing alert in the sunny forest garden. How

well he played his part, harmonizing in bulk and color and shaggy hair

with the trunks of the trees and lush vegetation, as natural a feature

as any other in the landscape. After examining at leisure, noting the

sharp muzzle thrust inquiringly forward, the long shaggy hair on his

broad chest, the stiff, erect ears nearly buried in hair, and the slow,

heavy way he moved his head, I thought I should like to see his gait in

running, so I made a sudden rush at him, shouting and swinging my hat to

frighten him, expecting to see him make haste to get away. But to my

dismay he did not run or show any sign of running. On the contrary, he

stood his ground ready to fight and defend himself, lowered his head,

thrust it forward, and looked sharply and fiercely at me. Then I

suddenly began to fear that upon me would fall the work of running; but

I was afraid to run, and therefore, like the bear, held my ground. We

stood staring at each other in solemn silence within a dozen yards or

thereabouts, while I fervently hoped that the power of the human eye

over wild beasts would prove as great as it is said to be. How long our

awfully strenuous interview lasted, I don’t know; but at length in the

slow fullness of time he pulled his huge paws down off the log, and with

magnificent deliberation turned and walked leisurely up the meadow,

stopping frequently to look back over his shoulder to see whether I was

pursuing him, then moving on again, evidently neither fearing me very

much nor trusting me. He was probably about five hundred pounds in

weight, a broad, rusty bundle of ungovernable wildness, a happy fellow

whose lines have fallen in pleasant places. The flowery glade in which I

saw him so well, framed like a picture, is one of the best of all I have

yet discovered, a conservatory of Nature’s precious plant people. Tall

lilies were swinging their bells over that bear’s back, with geraniums,

larkspurs, columbines, and daisies brushing against his sides. A place

for angels, one would say, instead of bears.

In the great cañons Bruin reigns supreme. Happy fellow, whom no famine

can reach while one of his thousand kinds of food is spared him. His

bread is sure at all seasons, ranged on the mountain shelves like stores

in a pantry. From one to the other, up or down he climbs, tasting and

enjoying each in turn in different climates, as if he had journeyed

thousands of miles to other countries north or south to enjoy their

varied productions. I should like to know my hairy brothers

better—though after this particular Yosemite bear, my very neighbor,

had sauntered out of sight this morning, I reluctantly went back to camp

for the Don’s rifle to shoot him, if necessary, in defense of the flock.

Fortunately I couldn’t find him, and after tracking him a mile or two

towards Mount Hoffman I bade him Godspeed and gladly returned to my work

on the Yosemite Dome.

The house-fly also seemed at home and buzzed about me as I sat

sketching, and enjoying my bear interview now it was over. I wonder what

draws house-flies so far up the mountains, heavy gross feeders as they

are, sensitive to cold, and fond of domestic ease. How have they been

distributed from continent to continent, across seas and deserts and

mountain chains, usually so influential in determining boundaries of

species both of plants and animals. Beetles and butterflies are

sometimes restricted to small areas. Each mountain in a range, and even

the different zones of a mountain, may have its own peculiar species.

But the house-fly seems to be everywhere. I wonder if any island in

mid-ocean is flyless. The bluebottle is abundant in these Yosemite

woods, ever ready with his marvelous store of eggs to make all dead

flesh fly. Bumblebees are here, and are well fed on boundless stores of

nectar and pollen. The honeybee, though abundant in the foothills, has

not yet got so high. It is only a few years since the first swarm was

brought to California.

[Illustration: TRACK OF SINGING DANCING GRASSHOPPER IN THE AIR OVER

NORTH DOME]

A queer fellow and a jolly fellow is the grasshopper. Up the mountains

he comes on excursions, how high I don’t know, but at least as far and

high as Yosemite tourists. I was much interested with the hearty

enjoyment of the one that danced and sang for me on the Dome this

afternoon. He seemed brimful of glad, hilarious energy, manifested by

springing into the air to a height of twenty or thirty feet, then

diving and springing up again and making a sharp musical rattle just as

the lowest point in the descent was reached. Up and down a dozen times

or so he danced and sang, then alighted to rest, then up and at it

again. The curves he described in the air in diving and rattling

resembled those made by cords hanging loosely and attached at the same

height at the ends, the loops nearly covering each other. Braver,

heartier, keener, care-free enjoyment of life I have never seen or heard

in any creature, great or small. The life of this comic redlegs, the

mountain’s merriest child, seems to be made up of pure, condensed

gayety. The Douglas squirrel is the only living creature that I can

compare him with in exuberant, rollicking, irrepressible jollity.

Wonderful that these sublime mountains are so loudly cheered and

brightened by a creature so queer. Nature in him seems to be snapping

her fingers in the face of all earthly dejection and melancholy with a

boyish hip-hip-hurrah. How the sound is made I do not understand. When

he was on the ground he made not the slightest noise, nor when he was

simply flying from place to place, but only when diving in curves, the

motion seeming to be required for the sound; for the more vigorous the

diving the more energetic the corresponding outbursts of jolly

rattling. I tried to observe him closely while he was resting in the

intervals of his performances; but he would not allow a near approach,

always getting his jumping legs ready to spring for immediate flight,

and keeping his eyes on me. A fine sermon the little fellow danced for

me on the Dome, a likely place to look for sermons in stones, but not

for grasshopper sermons. A large and imposing pulpit for so small a

preacher. No danger of weakness in the knees of the world while Nature

can spring such a rattle as this. Even the bear did not express for me

the mountain’s wild health and strength and happiness so tellingly as

did this comical little hopper. No cloud of care in his day, no winter

of discontent in sight. To him every day is a holiday; and when at

length his sun sets, I fancy he will cuddle down on the forest floor and

die like the leaves and flowers, and like them leave no unsightly

remains calling for burial.

Sundown, and I must to camp. Good-night, friends three,—brown bear,

rugged boulder of energy in groves and gardens fair as Eden; restless,

fussy fly with gauzy wings stirring the air around all the world; and

grasshopper, crisp, electric spark of joy enlivening the massy sublimity

of the mountains like the laugh of a child. Thank you, thank you all

three for your quickening company. Heaven guide every wing and leg.

Good-night friends three, good-night.

[Illustration: MT. CLARK TOP OF S. DOME MT. STARR KING

ABIES MAGNIFICA]

_July 22._ A fine specimen of the black-tailed deer went bounding past

camp this morning. A buck with wide spread of antlers, showing admirable

vigor and grace. Wonderful the beauty, strength, and graceful movements

of animals in wildernesses, cared for by Nature only, when our

experience with domestic animals would lead us to fear that all the

so-called neglected wild beasts would degenerate. Yet the upshot of

Nature’s method of breeding and teaching seems to lead to excellence of

every sort. Deer, like all wild animals, are as clean as plants. The

beauties of their gestures and attitudes, alert or in repose, surprise

yet more than their bounding exuberant strength. Every movement and

posture is graceful, the very poetry of manners and motion. Mother

Nature is too often spoken of as in reality no mother at all. Yet how

wisely, sternly, tenderly she loves and looks after her children in all

sorts of weather and wildernesses. The more I see of deer the more I

admire them as mountaineers. They make their way into the heart of the

roughest solitudes with smooth reserve of strength, through dense belts

of brush and forest encumbered with fallen trees and boulder piles,

across cañons, roaring streams, and snow-fields, ever showing forth

beauty and courage. Over nearly all the continent the deer find homes.

In the Florida savannas and hummocks, in the Canada woods, in the far

north, roaming over mossy tundras, swimming lakes and rivers and arms of

the sea from island to island washed with waves, or climbing rocky

mountains, everywhere healthy and able, adding beauty to every

landscape,—a truly admirable creature and great credit to Nature.

Have been sketching a silver fir that stands on a granite ridge a few

hundred yards to the eastward of camp—a fine tree with a particular

snow-storm story to tell. It is about one hundred feet high, growing on

bare rock, thrusting its roots into a weathered joint less than an inch

wide, and bulging out to form a base to bear its weight. The storm came

from the north while it was young and broke it down nearly to the

ground, as is shown by the old, dead, weather-beaten top leaning out

from the living trunk built up from a new shoot below the break. The

annual rings of the trunk that have overgrown the dead sapling tell the

year of the storm. Wonderful that a side branch forming a portion of one

of the level collars that encircle the trunk of this species (_Abies

magnifica_) should bend upward, grow erect, and take the place of the

lost axis to form a new tree.

Many others, pines as well as firs, bear testimony to the crushing

severity of this particular storm. Trees, some of them fifty to

seventy-five feet high, were bent to the ground and buried like grass,

whole groves vanishing as if the forest had been cleared away, leaving

not a branch or needle visible until the spring thaw. Then the more

elastic undamaged saplings rose again, aided by the wind, some reaching

a nearly erect attitude, others remaining more or less bent, while those

with broken backs endeavored to specialize a side branch below the break

and make a leader of it to form a new axis of development. It is as if a

man, whose back was broken or nearly so and who was compelled to go

bent, should find a branch backbone sprouting straight up from below the

break and should gradually develop new arms and shoulders and head,

while the old damaged portion of his body died.

Grand white cloud mountains and domes created about noon as usual,

ridges and ranges of endless variety, as if Nature dearly loved this

sort of work, doing it again and again nearly every day with infinite

industry, and producing beauty that never palls. A few zigzags of

lightning, five minutes’ shower, then a gradual wilting and clearing.

[Illustration: ILLUSTRATING GROWTH OF NEW PINE FROM BRANCH BELOW THE

BREAK OF AXIS OF SNOW-CRUSHED TREE]

_July 23._ Another midday cloudland, displaying power and beauty that

one never wearies in beholding, but hopelessly unsketchable and

untellable. What can poor mortals say about clouds? While a description

of their huge glowing domes and ridges, shadowy gulfs and cañons, and

feather-edged ravines is being tried, they vanish, leaving no visible

ruins. Nevertheless, these fleeting sky mountains are as substantial and

significant as the more lasting upheavals of granite beneath them. Both

alike are built up and die, and in God’s calendar difference of duration

is nothing. We can only dream about them in wondering, worshiping

admiration, happier than we dare tell even to friends who see farthest

in sympathy, glad to know that not a crystal or vapor particle of them,

hard or soft, is lost; that they sink and vanish only to rise again and

again in higher and higher beauty. As to our own work, duty, influence,

etc., concerning which so much fussy pother is made, it will not fail of

its due effect, though, like a lichen on a stone, we keep silent.

_July 24._ Clouds at noon occupying about half the sky gave half an hour

of heavy rain to wash one of the cleanest landscapes in the world. How

well it is washed! The sea is hardly less dusty than the ice-burnished

pavements and ridges, domes and cañons, and summit peaks plashed with

snow like waves with foam. How fresh the woods are and calm after the

last films of clouds have been wiped from the sky! A few minutes ago

every tree was excited, bowing to the roaring storm, waving, swirling,

tossing their branches in glorious enthusiasm like worship. But though

to the outer ear these trees are now silent, their songs never cease.

Every hidden cell is throbbing with music and life, every fibre

thrilling like harp strings, while incense is ever flowing from the

balsam bells and leaves. No wonder the hills and groves were God’s first

temples, and the more they are cut down and hewn into cathedrals and

churches, the farther off and dimmer seems the Lord himself. The same

may be said of stone temples. Yonder, to the eastward of our camp grove,

stands one of Nature’s cathedrals, hewn from the living rock, almost

conventional in form, about two thousand feet high, nobly adorned with

spires and pinnacles, thrilling under floods of sunshine as if alive

like a grove-temple, and well named “Cathedral Peak.” Even Shepherd

Billy turns at times to this wonderful mountain building, though

apparently deaf to all stone sermons. Snow that refused to melt in fire

would hardly be more wonderful than unchanging dullness in the rays of

God’s beauty. I have been trying to get him to walk to the brink of

Yosemite for a view, offering to watch the sheep for a day, while he

should enjoy what tourists come from all over the world to see. But

though within a mile of the famous valley, he will not go to it even out

of mere curiosity. “What,” says he, “is Yosemite but a cañon—a lot of

rocks—a hole in the ground—a place dangerous about falling into—a

d——d good place to keep away from.” “But think of the waterfalls,

Billy—just think of that big stream we crossed the other day, falling

half a mile through the air—think of that, and the sound it makes. You

can hear it now like the roar of the sea.” Thus I pressed Yosemite upon

him like a missionary offering the gospel, but he would have none of it.

“I should be afraid to look over so high a wall,” he said. “It would

make my head swim. There is nothing worth seeing anywhere, only rocks,

and I see plenty of them here. Tourists that spend their money to see

rocks and falls are fools, that’s all. You can’t humbug me. I’ve been in

this country too long for that.” Such souls, I suppose, are asleep, or

smothered and befogged beneath mean pleasures and cares.

_July 25._ Another cloudland. Some clouds have an over-ripe decaying

look, watery and bedraggled and drawn out into wind-torn shreds and

patches, giving the sky a littered appearance; not so these Sierra

summer midday clouds. All are beautiful with smooth definite outlines

and curves like those of glacier-polished domes. They begin to grow

about eleven o’clock, and seem so wonderfully near and clear from this

high camp one is tempted to try to climb them and trace the streams that

pour like cataracts from their shadowy fountains. The rain to which they

give birth is often very heavy, a sort of waterfall as imposing as if

pouring from rock mountains. Never in all my travels have I found

anything more truly novel and interesting than these midday mountains of

the sky, their fine tones of color, majestic visible growth, and

ever-changing scenery and general effects, though mostly as well let

alone as far as description goes. I oftentimes think of Shelley’s cloud

poem, “I sift the snow on the mountains below.”

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