XIX

Shortly after Bob's return in the early spring, George Pollock rode to

Auntie Belle's in some disorder to say that the little girl, now about a

year old, had been taken sick.

"Jenny has a notion it's something catching," said he, "so she won't let

Jim send Mary over. There's too many young-uns in that family to run any

risks."

"How does she seem?" called Auntie Belle from the bedroom where she was

preparing for departure.

"She's got a fever, and is restless, and won't eat," said George

anxiously. "She looks awful sick to me."

"They all do at that age," said Auntie Belle comfortably; "don't you

worry a mite."

Nevertheless Auntie Belle did not return that day, nor the next, nor the

next. When finally she appeared, it was only to obtain certain supplies

and clothes. These she caused to be brought out and laid down where she

could get them. She would allow nobody to come near her.

"It's scarlet fever," she said, "and Lord knows where the child got it.

But we won't scatter it, so you-all stay away. I'll do what I can. I've

been through it enough times, Lord knows."

Three days later she appeared again, very quietly.

"How's the baby?" asked Bob. "Better, I hope?"

"The poor little thing is dead," said Auntie Belle shortly, "and I want

you or somebody to ride down for the minister."

The community attended the funeral in a body. It was held in the open

air, under a white oak tree, for Auntie Belle, with unusual caution and

knowledge for the mountains, refused to permit even a chance of

spreading the contagion. The mother appeared dazed. She sat through the

services without apparent consciousness of what was going on; she

suffered herself to be led to the tiny enclosure where all the Pollocks

of other generations had been buried; she allowed herself to be led away

again. There was in the brief and pathetic ceremony no meaning and no

pain for her. The father, on the other hand, seemed crushed. So broken

was his figure that, after the services, Bob was impelled to lay his

hand on the man's shoulder and mutter a few incoherent but encouraging

words. The mountaineer looked up dully, but sharpened to comprehension

and gratitude as his eyes met those of the tall, vigorous young man

leaning over him.

"I mean it," said Bob; "any time--any place."

On the way back to Sycamore Flats Auntie Belle expressed her mind to the

young man.

"Nobody realizes how things are going with those Pollocks," said she.

"George sold his spurs and that Cruces bit of his to get medicine. He

wouldn't take anything from me. They're proud folks, and nobody'd have a

chance to suspect anything. I tell you," said the good lady solemnly,

"it don't matter where that child got the fever; it's Henry Plant, the

old, fat scoundrel, that killed her just as plain as if he'd stuck a gun

to her head. He has a good deal to answer for. There's lots of folks

eating their own beef cattle right now; and that's ruinous. I suppose

Washington ain't going to do anything. We might have known it. I don't

suppose you heard anything outside about it?"

"Only that Thorne had resigned."

"That so!" Auntie Belle ruminated on this a moment. "Well, I'm right

glad to hear it. I'd hate to think I was fooled on him. Reckon 'resign'

means fired for daring to say anything about His High-and-mightiness?"

she guessed.

Bob shook his head. "Couldn't say," said he.

The busy season was beginning. Every day laden teams crawled up the

road bringing supplies for the summer work. Woodsmen came in twos, in

threes, in bunches of a dozen or more. Bob was very busy arranging the

distribution and forwarding, putting into shape the great machinery of

handling, so that when, a few weeks later, the bundles of sawn lumber

should begin to shoot down the flume, they would fall automatically into

a systematic scheme of further transportation. He had done this twice

before, and he knew all the steps of it, and exactly what would be

required of him. Certain complications were likely to arise, requiring

each their individual treatments, but as Bob's experience grew these

were becoming fewer and of lesser importance. The creative necessity was

steadily lessening as the work became more familiar. Often Bob found his

eagerness sinking to a blank; his attention economizing itself to the

bare needs of the occasion. He caught himself at times slipping away

from the closest interest in what he had to do. His spirit, although he

did not know it, was beginning once more to shake itself restlessly, to

demand, as it had always demanded in the past from the time of his toy

printing press in his earliest boyhood, fresh food for the creative

instinct that was his. Bobby Orde, the child, had been thorough. No

superficial knowledge of a subject sufficed. He had worked away at the

mechanical difficulties of the cheap toy press after Johnny English, his

partner in enterprise, had given up in disgust. By worrying the problem

like a terrier, Bobby had shaken it into shape. Then when the commercial

possibilities of job printing for parents had drawn Johnny back ablaze

with enthusiasm, Bobby had, to his partner's amazement, lost completely

all interest in printing presses. The subject had been exhausted; he had

no desire for repetitions.

So it had gone. One after another he had with the utmost fervour taken

up photography, sailing, carpentry, metal working--a dozen and one

occupations--only to drop them as suddenly. This restlessness of

childhood came to be considered a defect in young manhood. It indicated

instability of character. Only his mother, wiser in her quiet way, saw

the thoroughness with which he ransacked each subject. Bobby would read

and absorb a dozen technical books in a week, reaching eagerly for the

vital principles of his subject. She alone realized, although but dimly,

that the boy did not relinquish his subject until he had grasped those

vital principles.

"He's learning all the time," she ventured.

"'Jack of all trades: master of none,'" quoted Orde doubtfully.

The danger being recognized, little Bobby's teaching was carefully

directed. He was not discouraged in his varied activities; but the

bigger practical principles of American life were inculcated. These may

be very briefly stated. An American must not idle; he must direct his

energies toward success; success means making one's way in life; nine

times out of ten, for ninety-nine men out of a hundred, that means the

business world. To seize the business opportunity; to develop that

opportunity through the business virtues of attention to detail,

industry, economy, persistence, and enthusiasm--these represented the

plain and manifest duty of every citizen who intended to "be somebody."

Now Bob realized perfectly well that here he was more fortunate than

most. A great many of his friends had to begin on small salaries in

indoor positions of humdrum and mechanical duty. He had started on a

congenial out-of-door occupation of great interest and picturesqueness,

one suited to his abilities and promising a great future. Nevertheless,

he had now been in the business five years. He was beginning to see

through and around it. As yet he had not lost one iota of his enthusiasm

for the game; but here and there, once in a while, some of the necessary

delays and slow, long repetitions of entirely mechanical processes left

him leisure to feel irked, to look above him, beyond the affairs that

surrounded him. At such times the old blank, doped feeling fell across

his mind. It had always been so definite a symptom in his childhood of

that state wherein he simply could not drag himself to blow up the

embers of his extinguished enthusiasm, that he recoiled from himself in

alarm. He felt his whole stability of character on trial. If he could

not "make good" here, what excuse could there be for him; what was there

left for him save the profitless and honourless life of the dilettante

and idler? He had caught on to a big business remarkably well, and it

was worse than childish to lose his interest in the game even for the

fraction of a second. Of course, it amounted to nothing but that. He

never did his work better than that spring.

A week after the burial of the Pollock baby, Mrs. Pollock was reported

seriously ill. Bob rode up a number of times to inquire, and kept

himself fully informed. The doctor came twice from White Oaks, but then

ceased his visits. Bob did not know that such visits cost fifty dollars

apiece. Mary, Jim's wife, shared the care of the sick woman with George.

She was reported very weak, but getting on. The baby's death, together

with the other anxieties of the last two years, had naturally pulled her

down.

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