CHAPTER XX.

It was believed by the general public and Mr. Vance that Molly and

Dianthe had perished beneath the waters of the Charles River, although

only Molly’s body was recovered. Aubrey was picked up on the bank of

the river in an unconscious state, where he was supposed to have made

his way after vainly striving to rescue the two girls.

When he had somewhat recovered from the shock of the accident, it was

rumored that he had gone to Canada with a hunting party, and so he

disappeared from public view.

But Dianthe had not perished. As the three struggled in the water,

Molly, with all the confidence of requited love, threw her arms about

her lover. With a muttered oath, Aubrey tried to shake her off, but her

clinging arms refused to release him. From the encircling arms he saw

a sight that maddened him--Dianthe’s head was disappearing beneath the

waters where the lily-stems floated in their fatal beauty, holding in

their tenacious grasp the girl he loved. An appalling sound had broken

through the air as she went down--a heart-stirring cry of agony--the

tone of a voice pleading with God for life! the precious boon of life!

That cry drove away the man, and the brute instinct so rife within

us all, ready always to leap to the front in times of excitement or

danger, took full possession of the body. He forgot honor, humanity,

God.

With a savage kick he freed himself and swam swiftly toward the spot

where Dianthe’s golden head had last appeared. He was just in time.

Grasping the flowing locks with one hand and holding her head above the

treacherous water, he swam with her to the bank.

Pretty, innocent, tender-hearted Molly sank never to rise again.

Without a word, but with a look of anguished horror, her despairing

face was covered by the glistening, greedy waters that lapped so

hungrily about the water-lily beds.

As Aubrey bore Dianthe up the bank his fascinated gaze went backward to

the spot where he had seen Molly sink. To his surprise and horror, as

he gazed the body rose to the surface and floated as did poor Elaine:

“In her right hand the lily,

--All her bright hair streaming down--

--And she herself in white,

All but her face, and that clear-featured face

Was lovely, for she did not seem as dead,

But fast asleep, and lay as tho’ she smiled.”

Staggering like a drunken man, he made his way to a small cottage up

the bank, where a woman, evidently expecting him, opened the door

without waiting for his knock.

“Quick! here she is. Not a word. I will return to-night.” With these

words Livingston sped back to the river bank, where he was found by the

rescuing party, in a seemingly exhausted condition.

For weeks after these happenings Dianthe lived in another world,

unconscious of her own identity. It was early fall before her full

faculties were once more with her. The influence which Livingston had

acquired rendered her quiescent in his hands, and not too curious as

to circumstances of time and place. One day he brought her a letter,

stating that Reuel was dead.

Sick at heart, bending beneath the blight that thus unexpectedly fell

upon her, the girl gave herself up to grief, and weary of the buffets

of Fate, yielded to Aubrey’s persuasions and became his wife. On the

night which witnessed Jim Titus’s awful death, they had just returned

to Livingston’s ancestral home in Maryland.

It would be desecration to call the passion which Aubrey entertained

for Dianthe, love. Yet passion it was--the greatest he had ever

known--with its shadow, jealousy. Indifference on the part of his idol

could not touch him; she was his other self, and he hated all things

that stood between him and his love.

It was a blustering night in the first part of November. It was

twilight. Within the house profound stillness reigned. The heavens were

shut out of sight by masses of sullen, inky clouds, and a piercing

north wind was howling. Within the room where Dianthe lay, a glorious

fire burnt in a wide, low grate. A table, a couch and some chairs were

drawn near to it for warmth. Dianthe lay alone. Presently there came

a knock at the door. “Enter,” said the pale woman on the couch, never

once removing her gaze from the whirling flakes and sombre sky.

Aubrey entered and stood for some moments gazing in silence at the

beautiful picture presented to his view. She was gowned in spotless

white, her bright hair flowed about her unconstrained by comb or pin.

Her features were like marble, the deep grey eyes gazed wistfully

into the far distance. The man looked at her with hungry, devouring

eyes. Something, he knew not what, had come between them. His coveted

happiness, sin-bought and crime-stained, had turned to ashes--Dead-Sea

fruit indeed. The cold gaze she turned on him half froze him, and

changed his feelings into a corresponding channel with her own.

“You are ill, Dianthe. What seems to be your trouble? I am told that

you see spirits. May I ask if they wear the dress of African explorers?”

It had come to this unhappy state between them.

“Aubrey,” replied the girl in a calm, dispassionate tone, “Aubrey, at

this very hour in this room, as I lay here, not sleeping, nor disposed

to sleep, there where you stand, stood a lovely woman; I have seen her

thus once before. She neither looked at me nor spoke, but walked to the

table, opened the Bible, stooped over it a while, seeming to write,

then seemed to sink, just as she rose, and disappeared. Examine the

book, and tell me, is that fancy?”

Crossing the room, Aubrey gazed steadfastly at the open book. It

was the old family Bible, and the heavy clasps had grown stiff and

rusty. It was familiar to him, and intimately associated with his

life-history. There on the open page were ink lines under-scoring the

twelfth chapter of Luke: “For there is nothing covered that shall not

be revealed, neither hid that shall not be known.” At the end of this

passage was written the one word “Nina.”

Without a comment, but with anxious brows, Aubrey returned to his

wife’s couch, stooped and impressed several kisses on her impassive

face. Then he left the room.

Dianthe lay in long and silent meditation. Servants came and went

noiselessly. She would have no candles. The storm ceased; the moon

came forth and flooding the landscape, shone through the windows upon

the lonely watcher. Dianthe’s restlessness was soothed, and she began

tracing the shadows on the carpet and weaving them into fantastic

images of imagination. What breaks her reverie? The moonlight gleams

on something white and square; it is a letter. She left the couch and

picked it up. Just then a maid entered with a light, and she glanced

at the envelope. It bore the African postmark! She paused. Then as the

girl left the room, she slipped the letter from the envelope and read:

“Master Aubrey,--I write to inform you that I have not been able to

comply with your wishes. Twice I have trapped Dr. Briggs, but he has

escaped miraculously from my hands. I shall not fail the third time.

The expedition will leave for Meroe next week, and then something

will surely happen. I have suppressed all letters, according to your

orders, and both men are feeling exceedingly blue. Kindly put that

first payment on the five thousand dollars to my sister’s credit in

a Baltimore bank, and let her have the bank book. Next mail you may

expect something definite.

“Yours faithfully,

“Jim Titus.”

Aubrey Livingston had gone to an adjoining city on business, and would

be absent three or four days.

That night Dianthe spent in his library behind locked doors, and all

about her lay open letters--letters addressed to her, and full of love

and tenderness, detailing Reuel’s travels and minutely describing every

part of his work.

Still daylight found her at her work. Then she quitted it, closed

up the desk, tied up the letters, replaced them, left the room, and

returned to her boudoir to think. Her brain was in a giddy whirl, and

but one thought stood out clearly in her burning brain. Her thoughts

took shape in the one word “Reuel,” and by her side stood again the

form of the pale, lovely mulattress, her long black curls enveloping

her like a veil. One moment--the next the room was vacant save for

herself.

Reuel was living, and she a bigamist--another’s wife! made so by

fraud and deceit. The poor overwrought brain was working like a

machine now--throbbing, throbbing, throbbing. To see him, hear his

voice--this would be enough. Then came the thought--lost to her, or

rather she to him--and how? By the plans of his would-be murderer. O,

horrible, inhuman wretch! He had stolen her by false tales, and then

had polluted her existence by the breath of murder. Murder! What was

murder? She paused and gasped for breath; then come the trembling

thought, “Would he were dead!”

He would return and discover the opening of the letters. “O, that he

were dead!”

She wandered about the grounds in the cold sunshine, burning with

fever, and wild with a brain distraught. She wished the trees were

living creatures and would fall and crush him. The winds in their fury,

would they but kill him! O, would not something aid her? At last she

sat down, out of breath with her wanderings and wearied by the tumult

within her breast. So it went all day; the very heavens beckoned her to

commit a deed of horror. She slept and dreamed of shapeless, nameless

things that lurked and skulked in hidden chambers, waiting the signal

to come forth. She woke and slept no more. She turned and turned the

remainder of the night; her poor warped faculties recalled the stories

she had read of Cenci, the Borgias, and even the Hebrew Judith. And

then she thought of Reuel, and the things he had told her on many an

idle day, of the properties of medicine, and how in curiosity she had

fingered his retorts used in experiments. And he had told her she was

apt, and he would teach her many things of his mysterious profession.

And as she thought and speculated, suddenly something whispered, as it

were, a name--heard but once--in her ear. It was the name of a poison

so subtle in its action as to defy detection save by one versed in its

use. With a shudder she threw the thought from her, and rose from her

couch.

We know we’re tempted. The world is full of precedents, the air with

impulses, society with men and spirit tempters. But what invites sin?

Is it not a something within ourselves? Are we not placed here with

a sinful nature which the plan of salvation commands us to overcome?

If we offer the excuse that we were tempted, where is the merit of

victory if we do not resist the tempter? God does not abandon us to

evil prompters without a white-robed angel, stretching out a warning

hand and pointing out the better way as strongly as the other. When we

conquer sin, we say we are virtuous, triumphant, and when we fall, we

excuse our sins by saying, “It is fate.”

The days sped on. To the on-looker life jogged along as monotonously

at Livingston Hall as in any other quiet home. The couple dined and

rode, and received friends in the conventional way. Many festivities

were planned in honor of the beautiful bride. But, alas! these days but

goaded her to madness. The uncertainty of Reuel’s fate, her own wrongs

as a wife yet not a wife, her husband’s agency in all this woe, the

frailness of her health, weighed more and more upon a mind weakened

by hypnotic experiments. Her better angel whispered still, and she

listened until one day there was a happening that turned the scale, and

she pronounced her own dreadful doom--“For me there’s no retreat.”

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