O Reason; Heaven-born Reason; image of Supreme Intelligence which
created the world, never will I forsake thy altars; but to continue
faithful to thee, will disdain alike the hatred of some, the ingratitude
of others, and the injustice of all. Reason, whose empire is so
congenial and so pleasing to souls of feeling, and hearts of true
elevation: Reason, celestial Reason, our guide and support in the
labyrinth of life; alas! whither wilt thou fly in this season of discord
and maddening fury? The oppressors will have nothing to say to thee, and
thou art rejected by the oppressed. Come then, since the world abandons
thee, to inhabit the retreat of the sage; dwell there protected by his
vigilance, and honoured by the expressive silence of his worship. One
day thou wilt appear again attired in all thy glory, while imposition
and deceit shall vanish into nothing. At that period perhaps I shall be
no more; yet permit the shade of thy departed advocate to rest in full
assurance of thy pre-eminence and glorious reign:---The hope, the
pleasing anticipation of the happiness that will then be diffused
through the world, affords me consolations of the most soothing and
satisfactory nature.
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[[For sources, see the end of the second installment.]]
+The SCHOOL for LIBERTINES,+
A Story, Founded on Facts.
If the heart hitherto satisfied and happy in the long-preserved ideas of
rectitude and honour, rational enjoyment, and the sweets of domestic
felicity, should now, strongly tempted by the fatal fascinations of
vice, be meditating a departure from virtue, and this relation prove the
means of preserving its owner from error and delusion, the wishes of the
writer will be accomplished: or if those already engaged in pursuits
that, however brilliant and alluring to the giddy votaries of false
enjoyment, must eventually terminate in confusion, and the loss of every
thing that ought to be held dear, become, from this story convinced of
the necessity of an altered conduct, well repaid, indeed, will be the
recorder of scenes, which, for the sake of society at large, he hopes
will be found less and less frequent in the present age of true
refinement and unaffected sensibility.
Mr. Alton, once amply possessed of the gifts of fortune, and surrounded
with every earthly blessing, suddenly left his weeping lady, then
pregnant, and an infant son, and fled from the pursuit of justice.
He had violated the laws of religion, honour and his country, by
seducing from her duty the wife of his friend; a duel was the
consequence, and the injured husband lost his life in the fatal
rencounter.
Immediate flight was Mr. Alton’s only resource; therefore, regardless of
every feeling but such as arose for his own safety, he precipitately
left his native country, completely wretched, and loaded with all the
horrors of guilt and dismay.
A short time after his arrival in Italy, his means of support failed;
extravagance and dissipation had ruined his fortunes, and he must soon
have fled from importunate creditors, had not this still more dreadful
cause forced him from his wretched family.
As he had acquired the art of becoming fortunate at play, his talents
that way were now brought forward, and an uncommon run of success soon
enabled him to shine forth again in a foreign country with the same
splendour he once displayed in his own.
Again engaged in frivolous pursuits of expence and pleasure, his light
and worthless heart soon dismissed every trace of remorse for the
distress and anguish he had occasioned in the family of his murdered
friend, and the utter ruin brought on his deserted wife and children.
Possessing every art of genteel address, an elegant person, assisted
with all the powers of soft persuasion, he soon (under the name of
Freeman, not daring to use his real one) won upon the heart of a young
lady of exalted birth, whom he privately married.
Her friends at first forbade them their presence, but the young and
beautiful Italian being a much-loved and only child, they soon yielded
to excuses and professions which he too well knew how to frame, and at
length received them to favour and protection.
Many years passed on without a returning thought of former connections
he had heard long since, by private means, that his first lady had
fallen a victim to a broken heart, leaving the care of a son and
daughter to her afflicted father, who had little remaining to support
them, the necessities of the unprincipled and unfeeling Alton having
almost drained his once ample fortune.
And here it is necessary to inform the reader, that the poor old
gentleman did not long survive the loss of his child. But heaven raised
up a friend to her offspring: this friend, who delighted in acts of
mercy, adopted the two innocents, as his own, making over to them his
estate and _his name_.
A young gentleman of the name of Easton, often visited at Mr. Freeman’s,
whose house was always open to people of fashion; and though their years
did not correspond, yet the former still carried an appearance of youth
and gaiety, assisted by an uncommon share of health, and a heart
feelingly alive to every call of pleasure.
Alike dissolute in manners and inclination, an intimacy soon commenced
between them. The present Mrs. Freeman, who, before her marriage,
experienced every indulgence and attention from parents who adored her,
had too early an occasion to lament her misplaced love, and unhappy
choice.
Never, but in the hours of inebriation, did she experience any thing
like attention and kindness from the man who owed every thing to her.
Then, indeed, he would utter rhapsodies of affection, alike destitute of
sincerity as of reason.
And now, their only child (a beautiful young lady who had just attained
her 13th year, the only companion of her pensive mother, to whom she was
indeed a real comfort, dutiful affection and endearing sensibility
having lightened many a painful day) was visited by a fever, which
robbed her afflicted parent of her sole remaining blessing. This
calamity deeply affected them both. The impression made on Mrs. Freeman
brought on a decline, which proved fatal--bereft of every earthly
happiness, she looked up to that heaven she had been long preparing for,
and in a short time obtained dismission from a world, from which she had
been weaned by trouble, and the unkind neglect of a husband she had
loved but too well.
Mr. Freeman put on the outward “trappings and the suits of woe”--but
wanted “that within,” which goes beyond every external appearance.
Pomp and parade, indeed, attended her remains to the silent tomb; but
these were not accompanied with the husband’s tear. The monument was
raised on which his sorrows were recorded, but, cold and senseless as
the marble which received that record, his heart was a stranger to those
feelings that dignify the husband, the father, and the man.
(_To be concluded in our next._)
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+The HISTORY of Mrs. MORDAUNT.+
[Written by Herself.]
(Continued from our last.)
The first instant I could retire, I retreated to my chamber, my mind
embarrassed with the cruelest sensations: grief and astonishment at his
mean situation. I wished, yet durst not go to the garden; unconscious of
art, I feared I might betray unguardedly the too fond sentiments of my
soul. The next day my maid brought me a beautious bouquet; she said the
gardener had culled it from the choicest of his flowers---a sigh heaved
my bosom at this present---I dismist her---a paper was rolled round,
a presentiment struck me it might contain something interesting==I
hastily tore it from the flowers, and read the following lines:
“Will the loveliest of her sex pardon the presumption of an unfortunate
man, the early victim of calamity?==will she deign to peruse a relation
of those woes which have reduced him to the disgraceful station he now
fills==an irresistible impulse prompts this request; if ’tis granted,
write a line and drop it in the garden==in expectation of such a favour,
I will keep in sight, and then by the first opportunity transmit my
narrative to you.”
Tears gushed from me on perusing this note, heavens! what anguish rent
my breast at my inability to succour him. Without the smallest
hesitation, I complied with his request, and instantly wrote the note he
desired. The next day, concealed in a basket of fruit which he sent me,
I found the ardently desired paquet, containing the history of his life.
“Prompted by an inclination not to be supprest, I sit down to relate a
tale full of woe to her, whose gentle heart will yield the soft tribute
of sensibility.
“Early in life fortune loured on my parents, and their misfortunes are,
I fear, entailed upon their wretched offspring. My father’s name was
Harland, he was descended from a noble family, whose possessions tho’
large, could keep no pace with unbounded prodigality; the fortune was so
dissipated, that but a residue remained sufficient to purchase him a
commission. Courage glowed in his breast and he distinguished himself by
many a gallant action in a tedious war which England undertook against
France. At the expiration of it he married a woman, rich only in
rectitude and beauty, and retired from a profession which had but ill
rewarded his activity. For some time they struggled against
adversity---the fell adversary at length overcame. Two children of whom
I was the eldest, aggravated the horrors of their condition; he could
scarcely support them, as his half-pay afforded but a few of even the
necessaries of life. In this situation he was discovered by a friend,
possessed of affluence, who was single; as he had always exprest an
aversion to matrimony, he inherited pride enough however to wish his
name might be continued. Actuated by this wish, he made a proposal to my
parents which they gladly embraced---it was adopting me for his heir.
I was then five years old, he shortly brought me to his estate for he
had only made an occasional visit to the shire where my father resided;
his understanding was rather weak, his chief foible a credulous
susceptibility to flattery; he treated me however, with tenderness, and
I was considered by every one as his future heir. At a proper age, he
sent me to Oxford to complete my studies; I made a proficiency there
that pleased him, and he declared I should be indulged in chusing a
profession. Every vacation I spent with him. In one, ere I was an hour
arrived, he mentioned with peculiar pleasure an acquisition his
neighbourhood had lately received from a most agreeable family settling
in it. Mr. and Mrs. Wilford with their two sons, he affirmed, I should
like; but he was mistaken, a servility ran thro’ the family highly
disgusting to a liberal mind; I found them all replete with flattery and
meanness. A domestic who had ever evinced the strongest partiality for
me, cautioned me against them; he said he was acquainted with their
arts, and bid me beware, as they were almost continually with his
master, wheedling and indulging his favourite foible. Unskilled in the
treachery of man, I neglected this caution, I judged of them by myself,
I imagined them all as free from guile. Fatal experience however, that
school of wisdom, undeceived me. I thought also it was impossible any
person could be so perfidious, as after promising protection, to
withdraw it without cause. Mr. T---- convinced me such perfidy existed.
By the next vacation my studies were completed, and I returned full of
pleasing expectations, that my adopted father would now indulge me in
chusing a profession, which of all others I admired--a military life,
for like Douglas, I longed to follow to the field some warlike lord.
“Mr. T----’s reception surprized me, it was cold and reserved; whenever
his eyes met mine, a guilty confusion covered his face. Base, worthless
man! no wonder. Two days after my arrival, he sent for me to his
library, for some moments he was silent, then in hesitating accents
began a long preamble of his generosity to my father, in so long
supporting me, and giving me an education suitable to the first man in
the kingdom, of which he supposed I must be sensible; an assenting bow
was my only reply: and he continued: his relations, he said, began with
justice to murmer, at the intention he had conceived of bequeathing me
his fortune, to whom no tie connected him, that he had discarded the
idle idea of adopting me, and added, my education was such as to inspire
me with hopes of a speedy establishment; to forward which, he would give
two hundred pounds, and on every occasion I might depend upon his
friendly interest. He stopt; amazement harrowed my soul, and indignation
tied my tongue. But on repeating his words, and offering me the money,
I dashed it from his hand, and in a phrenzy of fury rushed from the
house. I guessed full well the authors of my misery, the vile Wilfords,
who, in my absence, by the most servile arts, ingratiated themselves
with Mr. T----. He abandoned me for their sons. Hours I continued
walking about his demesne almost unconscious of my being; the insult I
had received, the disappointment of all my hopes was too much for a
naturally impetuous temper. When reason a little calmed my passion,
I resolved immediately to repair to my parents. I had not seen them
since my infancy, though my wishes to behold them were great. Mr. T----
always prevented my gratifying them, as they lived at an extreme
distance from him. Nothing will intimidate a youthful mind when bent on
executing a favourite project; on foot, therefore, without
consideration, I began my journey; no pleasing thoughts soothed my
breast or beguiled the tedious way. The third day I conjectured I must
be pretty near their habitation; filial piety sprung in my breast and
quickened my steps at the idea; a pleasing calm diffused itself over my
soul in anticipating the rapture of the paternal embrace---a dusky hue
was beginning to steal along the expanse, and sober evening had taken
‘her wonted station in the middle air.’
“A Church-yard lay on one side of the road, and the only separation
between them was a slight broom hedge. I thought I heard the plaintive
voice of woe. I looked and discerned a venerable man, whose figure must
have moved even the sullen apathy of the stoic. He was seated on a
new-made grave--his grey locks displayed his age, and he appeared
bending beneath the pressure of misfortune--his eyes were now watering
the grave, now cast up to heaven, with a settled look of despair.
I could not pass him unnoticed--I entered this mournful receptacle of
death--too much absorbed, he had not heeded me, till a sigh burst from
my oppressed heart. Without starting, he raised his head, and cried, who
seeks this dreary spot?--One, I replied, pierced by adversity, who is
hastening to a parent’s bosom, where his wounds may receive the balm of
consolation. Struck by your distress, I could not pass you, a secret
impulse rose in my soul, I wished to hear your woes. Alas! young man, he
answered, my woes are of the severest kind. I indulged hope, I listened
to its idle prattle, I thought to have spent the remnant of my days in
peace--but the shafts of affliction were let loose against me--they
pierced this aged breast---it once had courage, resolution---I now can
boast of none---grief has subdued it---yesterday’s sun beheld the
darling of my age consigned to the earth---the worm will soon begin to
feast upon the beautious cheek I have so often kist with all the
idolizing warmth of a parent; but she is happy, an angel---his voice
faultered---Nature demands those tears from me as her just tribute---the
virtues of my child too--he could not proceed, a sob stifled his
words---after an interval, he continued. I have a wife, she is dying,
blest release from misery, yet frail fortitude would not enable me to
see her depart. She raved for her child---I wept---she called for
food---I shuddered---I had none---I crawled from the house to this
grave---it has been watered with my tears. Unhappy man! ill-fated
Harland--------Harland! repeated I with emotion---Great God! pardon me,
had you a son?---Yes, the hopes of his happiness mitigates my despair.
A friend adopted him, and promised to shelter his youthful head from the
misery I feel. Since the five first years of his life I have not beheld
him. Now, cried I, catching him in my arms, you behold him ---blasted
his ardent expectations, returned a beggar to you. For a moment he was
silent, then raising his hands to heaven, exclaimed, thy will be done,
Almighty Father! this is the final stroke. How fallacious are the
promises of men. Well does the holy book of infinite wisdom advise---Put
not your trust in princes or the children of men.
“Come, my child, my poor deceived son, let us hasten to your mother,
perhaps she lives, you may receive her blessing. But why should I
minutely dwell on this melancholy subject? No, amiable Miss Blandford,
I will not pain your generously susceptible heart. In a fortnight I paid
the last mournful tribute to both my parents. Half insensible of
existence, I continued till a happy destiny conducted me to the spot
where so providentially I assisted in saving you---again I was the
instrument of preserving a life so infinitely precious. Oh, Miss
Blandford! at your sight sensations unknown before rose in my breast!
Pardon my presumption. My mind open to each soft impression---such a
form, such sweetness, no wonder. The keenest distress reduced me to my
present situation. I had no friends to whom I could apply for
assistance. In my tranquil days I had taken pleasure in cultivating
small spots of ground, and rearing
All the lowly children of the vale.
In this situation I mix not with the other domestics---that indeed I
could not bear. Fortune in degrading my rank has left my spirit
unsubdued. Pardon me, Madam, for having engrossed so much of your time.
I could not resist the wish of acquainting you with the occurrences that
have reduced me to this station. Farewell, most amiable of women, may
smiling peace ever hover round you, prays