XXXVI: "IN THE MIDST OF LIFE--"

Out of the midst of these terrors and alarms, through the tragic night

that was sweeping over the land, broke a solitary beam of light, gleam

of romance that was destined to burn brightly for two love-illumined

days before obscured by gathering dangers.

Just about the time that Bull, with the wounded correspondent in his

arms, was swept along the mad battle rout, Gordon and Lee reined in

their beasts and looked back and down on the little town of San Carlos

nestling in a valley below. Sequestered in the hills, far from the

railroad along which the red tides of revolution ebbed and flowed, it

had so far escaped the prevailing destruction. Its painted adobes glowed

like a great opal within the setting of warm-brown hills, as happy a

picture as bride and groom ever gazed upon, for, helped out by the wise

counsel of Lee's good friends, the _jefe_ and priest, Gordon had

prevailed.

"These wicked days a young girl may not expect to hold her own," the

priest had advised. "Los Arboles needs a man's hardness."

To which the _jefe_ had added his little joke, "Managing thee, niña,

will not be his lightest work."

No doubt, because Cupid rides like a mad racer through the sunny lands,

taking bolts and bars, duennas and like obstacles in his stride, Mexican

law gives him pause at the last; places the bars so high that the

wildest of lovers must needs take breath. Ordinarily two weeks would

have been required to fulfil the forms; but where both law and church

are on Cupid's side--well, there is no country on earth where his

business receives greater despatch. Accordingly, from the church that

shoved its square gold tower out of the rainbow mass of the town Lee and

Gordon had ridden away, man and wife, an hour ago, to honeymoon,

according to her plan, in the great bowl of the mountain pastures.

Now, as she looked back, a certain wistfulness crept into the girl's

expression; a shadow slight yet sufficient to attract Gordon's notice.

Working his beast alongside, he laid his arm across her shoulder.

"I was thinking of the girl I left down there." She expressed the

feeling common to new-made wives in looking back on the place where they

have left their girlhood. "She meant well, but--was _so_ foolish. I was

just wondering if--if--"

"Lee Nevil will be different from Lee Carleton." He helped her out. "If

she isn't the same contrary little tyrant that gave me my first taste of

heaven"--he paused, grinning--"and hell--"

"You didn't make _me_ suffer, of course!" She flashed up in quite the

old manner. "The way you carried on with that _dreadful_ girl. But there

goes Lee Carleton again! and after the lecture I gave her this morning.

Yes, sir, I awoke her at dawn and gave her a real good talking to.

Henceforth she is to be kind and quiet and sympathetic, and never lose

her temper and--What are you laughing at? Don't you _want_ me to

reform?"

"There! there!" Her distress was genuine, and he repressed a second

laugh. "If I thought there was the slightest chance of it, I'd--I'd

march you straight down the hill again and have the padre say the

service backward." Quite illogically he went on: "I, too, had a serious

hour with myself. I made up my mind--"

He got no further, because of the small hand that closed his mouth. "Not

to change? Don't dare to say it!"

Perhaps her alarm rooted in the age-long experience of woman that change

is the law for man. At any rate, she fought the very suggestion.

"You won't, will you?"

He assured her, of course, that he wouldn't--and believed it, no doubt.

So, this mighty business settled, each being duly bound to the other to

remain as they were and attempt no reforms, however well intended, they

turned their bright faces to the future; rode on, planning as they went

with the brilliant optimism of youth. While the dusty miles slid

underneath and the trail heaved them up and down over the mountains and

valleys, they built up and tore down and reconstructed. By the time,

midway of the afternoon, they looked down from the plateau into the

mountain pastures they had settled the revolution, placed the country on

a basis of peace from which it should never be moved thereafter.

In this, the dry season, the giant bowl of jade was transmuted by

sun-scorched grasses into living amber bisected by a thin, green veining

along the stream. From its rim the trail dropped like a yellow snake in

many convolutions as it fell down, down, down into the chaparral. It

looked, and was, dangerous. A stone dislodged by Gordon's beast dropped

hundreds of feet sheer, then rebounded and plunged forward on a still

longer leap. Following its staircase windings, they had under their eyes

Pedro's _jacal_ in its little garden, splashed now with the vermilion of

ripening peppers. A white patch presently resolved into the _camisa_ and

_calzones_ of Pedro himself, and as they reined in at his door the old

fellow came out of the garden, his wrinkles and pouches drawn into a

welcoming grin.

"He's really part of the scenery"--Lee communed aloud with

herself--"almost as much as that old dead tree. We might let him stay.

But, no!" She shook her head. "I don't want any human being here but

ourselves. Oh, I know! We'll send him in to Los Arboles with a note to

Sliver and Jake."

Neither would she--after Pedro had saddled up and departed, have any

commerce with the _jacal_. "It isn't that it's dirty. Old Pedro is as

clean in his habits as any white man, and quite fussy over his

housekeeping. But it has been lived in. We'll camp by the stream at the

far end of the valley."

She did borrow a few clay drinking and cooking bowls; also appropriated

a savory stew of _frijoles_ which Pedro had ready for supper, adding it

to the supplies they had brought from San Carlos. On his part Gordon

commandeered an old shot-gun.

"What for?" Though he laughed, repeating her question, the glow in his

eye proved him at one with her in spirit. "To kill the meat for our

first meal, Mrs. Stone-Hatchet. Also protect you against the attack of

any saber-toothed tiger or dinosaurus that may be roaming at night in

this neck of the woods."

"That will be fine!" Her hands being full of clay dishes, she could not

clap them; but her shining eyes supplied the applause. "The wood at the

end of the valley is alive with wild pigeon. They're just lovely broiled

over hot coals."

"Broiled over hot coals?" he teased her. "Wild doves, the symbol of

love? What desecration!"

"I don't care," she pouted. "One has to eat--and they're awfully good."

Nevertheless, after they had pitched camp where the stream plunged down

a small rapid into a long, still pool, he shouldered the gun and went

after wild pigeon without compunction.

After he departed she looked around and took a deep breath.

It was all as it should be. In anticipation of their coming, a great oak

had spread a leafy carpet under its wide branches. It required only to

gather them and spread their serapes to form the softest of couches.

First she brought water and built a fire; then, after a shy glance

around, she followed down-stream to a spot where the pool curved into a

natural arbor of alders. When Gordon returned, half an hour later, with

a half-dozen pigeons he found her all red and rosy from her swim.

"Your turn, Dirty Man," she rallied him. "Go and take your bath."

When he came back she had the pigeons plucked and spitted on willow

wands. While he broiled them over hot coals she made the coffee and

served the _frijoles_ on golden husks of corn from Pedro's garden.

Nature supplied the other utensils--fingers for forks, their sharp young

teeth for knives, bits of _tortilla_ to scoop up the stew. Both in its

preparation and when, sitting side by side, they ate this, the first

meal of their wedded life, they were very quiet, lived in a dream; a

dream too happy for speech, in which the message of eye to eye was all

sufficient. There was little clearing away to do, but when he essayed to

help she took him by the shoulders and made him sit down.

"Like a good hunter, you provided the meat. This is _my_ work. You can

watch and smoke."

Fishing his papers and sack out of his shirt pocket, she rolled him a

cigarette with dexterity that demanded explanation.

"I used to do it for my father. Not that I haven't tried." The

confession was nullified by a little sigh. "But it always makes me sick.

You don't know how I envy Maria and Teresa!" Lighting it, she took a

couple of small puffs, then passed it on. "I always tried to get Bull

and the boys to smoke in the house, but they seemed to prefer their own

quarters. I liked it even as a child. I would curl up in my father's den

and watch the smoke from his pipe while he read or wrote. Once, when he

went away for some weeks on a hard trip without me, I used to go into

his room and bury my face in his old smoking-jacket; it smelled so

tobaccery and strong and--_manny_. It gave me the oddest sense of

comfort and protection."

Unconsciously, she had touched on the most powerful motive of sex, the

attraction of opposite qualities; the same that drew his gaze when,

rolling her sleeves above dimpled elbows, she began cleansing the few

utensils. He watched the fluttering small hands that invested even a

squat and grimy coffee-pot with esthetic values; the graceful bend of

the fair head as she peered into its depths to make sure it was really

clean; the soft flexures of her waist; the ease with which she rose or

relaxed like a small girl-child on widespread knees. Lastly, most

powerful of all, a certain shy quiet, the more noticeable because so

entirely different from her usual confidence. Her smile, catching his

eye, had a new grace, was set in flooding color. When, after cleansing

her hands at the stream, she came and stood looking down at the fire, he

rose with sympathetic understanding, holding out his hands.

She came on a little run and thereafter--it was as she had wished it in

her girl's dreams--as far as dawn and dark from the conventional

marriage. Here only the ancient law prevailed--the law older than

theologies, custom, judicial sanctions, and the blessings of the church.

In the bubble and chatter of the stream through its worn brown boulders,

in the whisper of the wind among the grasses, in the lazy drift of pink

cloud toward the sunset behind the rim, in bird call and the evening

song of the insects, its sanctions were recited.

In their absorption in each other, blind belief in the goodness of all

things, they were, no doubt, a scoff for the misogynist, spectacle for a

cynic. A scoff in their utter ignorance of the fact that all this glory,

supreme bliss, was merely an illusion, a rainbow mirage spread by Nature

to lure her human creatures on to perpetuate themselves in a world of

pain! A spectacle in their unconscious innocence of the _blasé_ modern

viewpoint that examines Cupid through a microscope, tears away his

roseate veils, exposing him for a small licentiate. Surely a pair of

young fools! yet happy with that joy which cynic and misogynist may

never know; and--your real philosopher will admit it--most divinely in

accord with the scheme of things.

Yes, perfectly unconscious of the fact that Nature, the cunning fowler,

had caught their feet in her lime, enmeshed them in her webs, they sat,

her fair head pillowed on his shoulder, watching while the crimson

lights faded through pink to steel gray; watched the first pale stars

wax and increase and lay their pattern of fire across the darkening

vault above; watched till night closed her doors and locked them in from

the rest of the world.

Life and Death, the two great Mysteries, each inscrutable as the other!

"In the midst of one we are in the other," and the friendly night that

wrapped the lovers in its dark bosom was troubled, far away, by the roar

of the fleeing trains. As these dribbled their foul freight in trickles

whose course across the land was marked as though by acid blight,

incendiary fires blossomed in the darkness. Rising, later, the moon

dropped a checker of dew-light down through the oak on the sleepers. It

also lit the march of Gonzales's bandits across the desert.

Life and Death! Evil and Good! Inextricably mixed and, above it all, the

stars shedding their dear, cold light. Dawn broke with its customary

splendors of crimson and gold. Later the sun raised a red, friendly face

and peeped over the mountain rim at Lee and Gordon, happy in the

preparation of their breakfast.

In ignorance of all the night had shrouded, that the sun now shone on,

of the horror even then in course a few miles away, they pursued their

second day, fished and swam, walked among the pasturing horses, had the

gayest of times concocting a tasty lunch out of their crude supplies.

Thereafter Gordon was lying in luxurious content, head pillowed on Lee's

knee, when he first spied a slender smoke column rising far away beyond

the rim.

"Look!"

Though he sat up, pointing, he did not comprehend till Lee cried out:

"It's the Millses' beacon! Oh, they are attacked! Get the horses!

Quick!"

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