XXII: LEE, TOO, IS CONFESSED

As, in the seclusion of Lee's bedroom that night, she and the widow sat

side by side, talking at each other in the wide mirror while making

their night toilets, a "movie-man" would have given his head to

reproduce the scene with its witcheries in the way of unbound hair,

filmy white, glimpses of polished shoulders. But in his absence these

may be left where they belong--behind the secure guard of Lee's oaken

door. Sufficient for the present is their conversation.

"So we've engaged ourself, have we?" As with Gordon, Mrs. Mills went

straight to the bat.

"Why--" Pausing with comb and one yellow curl held in midair, Lee looked

her utter surprise at the smiling face in the glass. "Mary Mills!

_whoever_ told you?"

"This and these would be enough." The widow touched the girl's pale

cheeks and shadowed eyes. "But I caught your young man, coming in, and

made him confess. So we got mad--because he kissed another girl, and

took it out of him by engaging ourself on the spot? Oh, you little

fool!"

Dropping the curl, Lee straightened and stiffened till she looked in the

filmy nightrobe like a cold and classic marble. "If it had been Phyllis

or Phoebe Lovell, or any other nice girl, I wouldn't have cared. But--a

peona."

"Well, what of it?" Assured, now, of the truth of her surmises, the

widow went confidently forward. "She's mighty pretty."

"But a _peona_! And you know _her_."

"Yes, and I know _him_--better than you do. Now look here, my dear--"

Followed a little lecture on the creature, Man, that showed she had

profited by her married experience. "A man is a _man_ and there's no

sense in trying to have him anything else. When a girl loves, she

excludes, for the time at least, all others from her life. But a

man--while he may love one girl with all his strength, he can still see

beauty in others. Nature made him that way and we have simply got to

stand for it. Now if Gordon had been ten years older, I'd have allowed

you real reason. After thirty a man's kisses mean something. But at

Gordon's age they are thistledown and light as air, belong to vanity

rather than love. A young fellow is so proud of having kissed a pretty

girl that he swells up like a turkey gobbler and struts in his

self-esteem without thought for anything else. Then, you, yourself, are

mostly to blame. Why--"

Next a little lecture on the sin of flirting, with appropriate personal

applications which were, however, interrupted by the person. "_You_

didn't flirt with _him_, of course."

"Goodness, child! don't bite me! I couldn't see the poor boy crushed

into the face of the earth. Now listen." After detailing Gordon's

confession, of the injured pride, anger, pique that he had tried to

solace in Felicia's smiles, she concluded, "But you--after driving him

to desperation go and make the vital mistake of your life."

"And you think that was the way of it? That he didn't really _mean_

anything?"

"Didn't he tell me so himself?"

"Well--" she pondered, looking at the widow in the glass, then suddenly

collapsed on the other's warm shoulder. "Oh, I'm so glad! I--I _hate_

him!"

The widow, being a woman, quite understood these contradictions. "Of

course you do." She gently fondled the fair head. "How much?"

The head rose in order to execute a vehement nod. "I hate him so much

I--I could just _kill_ any other girl that tried to take him!" With a

wild sob the face burrowed again into the soft shoulder.

"Well, they'll try, all right."

The head rose again, startled eyes, big and brown, staring from the

glass. "Do you--really think so?"

"What do you expect--a nice boy like that to mope and pine for the rest

of his life with ten million girls of marriageable age running loose in

the United States? What brought him here, anyway--bolting to escape one

girl's noose. Take my advice and rope him quick."

"But I'm promised, now, to Ramon."

"Call it off."

"Oh no." Sitting up straight, she shook her head. "I cannot ruin his

life."

"Hum!" The widow coughed. "You cannot ruin his life? So you intend to

bless it by devoting to his service affections that belong to another?

Also to cut him off from the greatest thing in the world--the real love

of some other woman? Ruin his life, indeed? Lee, I always credited you

with a little sense."

"There is something in that." She snatched at the hope. "The best thing

is to tell him I don't love him and leave it to him to decide."

"And he'll do it, have no fear!" The widow tossed her head. "Ramon's

nice, but he cannot rise above his race, and you know very well there's

neither reason nor justice nor the instinct of fairness in it. Fancy a

Mexican giving up a girl because she loves another! He'd resent even the

suggestion, take his revenge after marriage."

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