CHAPTER XXIII.

THE EXPRESS TO LONDON.

“What messages are we to leave for Captain Desfrayne, my dear?” asked

Lady Quaintree of Lois.

They had both left his name to the last, each loath to be the one to

recall it.

Her ladyship noted, while apparently trying to master a refractory

button on her glove, that the rose tint on Lois’ cheeks deepened, and

then flowed over the rest of her face, while the long, dark lashes

drooped.

“Dear madam,” said the young girl, “that is a question I should rather

have asked you, who know so much better than I do the proper things to

be said.”

“Proper, my love,” repeated the old lady, smiling. “It is not a matter

of saying ‘proper’ or ‘civil’ things. What do you wish to say?”

The color faded from Lois’ face, and then flowed back again in a

roseate glow.

“I am sure Miss Dormer and I are both most grateful to Captain

Desfrayne for his kindness----” began Lois.

Blanche put her hands on Lois’ waist, and gave her a gentle shake, and

a glance of reproach.

“‘Miss Dormer!’ You unkind Lois!” she said. “I thought I had asked you

to call me Blanche.”

Lois felt as if she must say things worthy of smiling rebuke, whether

she willed it or not.

“Come, we must leave some message, in case the captain should happen to

call,” said Lady Quaintree.

“Mrs. Ormsby,” she continued, turning to the housekeeper, who was

following to attend them to their carriage, “if Captain Desfrayne--the

gentleman who dined here yesterday--should come during the day, will

you be good enough to inform him that we were unexpectedly summoned to

London on the most urgent affairs?”

“I will do so, my lady,” replied Mrs. Ormsby.

The carriage drove off, containing the three ladies, Justine and the

one or two other servants immediately attending them. There was no time

to send for Blanche’s maid; but it was agreed that she should be sent

for at once on their arrival at Lowndes Square.

Lois gazed at the stately Hall and its lovely grounds, with strange,

mingled feelings, as the carriage bore her swiftly away. An

uncomfortable sensation rose in her throat, as if tears of regret were

stealing from their hiding-place, as she reflected that she was in all

likelihood losing a chance of seeing Paul Desfrayne, and hearing his

promised explanation.

“He will come to-day; and I shall not be here,” she thought.

His face and form haunted her, try as she would to banish the

recollection. A dangerous longing, inexplicable to herself, rose in

her heart, just to see him once more. A wicked longing, she knew, if

he belonged to another. And the impediment which hindered him from

addressing her was evidently an insuperable one. His words, although

mystifying, left no doubt.

“I wish I had never seen or heard of him,” she said to herself. “Yet

why should I let myself think of him in this foolish, weak way. My

pride, if nothing else, should forbid my wishing even to see him. It is

enough that he has assured me he can never think of me. Why do I think

about him, except as a harassing care forced on me? I have known him

but a few days; he is a stranger, an absolute stranger to me, and yet I

continue to brood over his words, and my resentment against him seems

gone.”

The drive to the station was even pleasanter than the drive of the

day before. As yet the day was tolerably cool, and snow-white clouds

flecked a sky of purest blue.

Lady Quaintree was not sorry to be rid of the handsome claimant to her

protégée’s hand, heart, and desirable fortune, if it were only for a

while. She could not, for all her maternal pride, be blind to the fact

that Paul Desfrayne would be a formidable rival to her Gerald, unless

the latter could secure a very firm interest in the affections of the

young lady who might be addressed by both.

A polite guard chose a convenient compartment for the ladies. A smile,

a hasty uplifting of the finger to his cap as Lady Quaintree’s delicate

pearl-gray glove approached his brown palm, and then he closed the door

respectfully.

But at the last moment, and just as the guard blew his whistle, a

gentleman came rushing on the platform.

“Going by the express, sir? Here you are, sir--here you are. Not a

minute to be lost,” cried the guard.

The good fellow had intended that the ladies should have their

compartment all to themselves; but he had no time to move from the spot

where he stood. The train began to draw its snakelike body to move out

from the station. He threw open the door, and the gentleman sprang

lightly on the step, steadied himself for an instant, and then entered.

The three ladies turned their gaze simultaneously on their fellow

passengers, and the same exclamation escaped their lips at the same

moment:

“Captain Desfrayne!”

* * * * *

Truly, Captain Desfrayne on his way to London to consult Frank

Amberley. He recognized the ladies as he balanced himself on the step

of the carriage.

Had it been possible, he would have drawn back, and gone anywhere

rather than continue this journey in Lois’ company. For a second his

eyes met hers. New hope, clouded by pain and uncertainty, beamed in

his; fear, timid reproach, inquiry, doubt, glanced from hers.

Blanche could not help exchanging a look of amazement with Lois, nor

could it escape her notice that the telltale crimson mounted to Miss

Turquand’s cheeks, just now so pale.

“Captain Desfrayne! An unexpected pleasure,” said Lady Quaintree,

extending her hand, though secretly ill pleased.

“Quite so,” answered Captain Desfrayne, himself anything but delighted.

“I had not the most distant idea you and Miss Turquand intended to quit

Flore Hall so soon.”

He could not hinder his eyes from wandering to Lois’ face. The young

girl, filled with anger at his inconsistent conduct, averted her head,

and gazed from the window. When she stole a glance at him again, he was

looking from the window on his side, his face clouded by the care and

trouble that seemed rarely absent.

Nobody said much during the journey; for subjects of conversation were

not readily found, and even Blanche had abundant matter for mental

consideration.

To Lois and Paul Desfrayne, it seemed like a dream more than reality.

The thickly clustered houses, the red-tiled roofs and chimney-pots

began to give intimation that they were nearing London.

“We may not hope, then, to see much of you this week, at any rate?”

Lady Quaintree observed, shaking herself out of a brief slumber.

He shook his head.

“I must go back to Holston as soon as I can,” he replied.

The express slackened speed, and at last rolled into the terminus.

Gerald was waiting for his mother on the platform. He assisted her

from the carriage, leaving the care of the two young girls to Captain

Desfrayne.

Lady Quaintree eagerly paused to make anxious inquiries about her

husband. She had moved on a few steps, and Captain Desfrayne felt he

must offer some kind of excuse to Lois for not affording her the clue

to his mysterious behavior he had promised. He laid a tremulous hand on

her wrist, and drew her some steps away from her friend.

“Miss Turquand,” he said eagerly, looking her full in the face, a

deeply troubled, excited expression in his eyes, “I must entreat of

you not to judge me harshly, but with mercy and kindness. I merit all

your pity. I am a most unhappy man. It would have been well if I could

have explained my position last night, as I meant to do; but this is no

time or place to end the conversation then begun and interrupted. May I

beseech you to suspend your judgment until I have been able to tell you

how I am circumstanced?”

“I have no right to judge you,” said Lois coldly. “If you are unhappy,

you have my pity.”

She felt piqued that he fixed no time for giving her the promised

explanation. He left her still mystified.

“Will you give me your promise not to condemn me until you have heard

my story?” urged Paul Desfrayne.

“I repeat, I have no right to judge you,” said Lois. “Those who have

the care of me and my affairs have the best right to hear what you have

to say.”

If her words sounded cold and repelling to her hearer, they were yet

more so to herself. She felt that she spoke harshly, and with scarcely

veiled bitterness, and, as she saw the young man droop his head, she

hastily added, with a softened tone:

“Your language, sir, is strange and perplexing to me. You allude

to some unhappy circumstances, of which, as you say, I am entirely

ignorant. If you see fit to explain these circumstances to me, I think

you may count on my sympathy. If you do not deem it necessary that I

should be further acquainted with them, let it be forgotten that you

have ever touched on them at all.”

The young girl, faint and agitated from contending feelings, put out

her hands like one who does not see her way clearly. Blanche, who had

drawn back, stepped hastily to her side, and gave her an arm to lean

upon.

“My poor darling!” whispered Blanche tenderly.

The sympathetic accents vibrated on Lois’ heart like an electric

shock. She roused herself from the momentary weakness to which she had

yielded, and extended her hand to Captain Desfrayne.

“Adieu, sir,” she said.

The young man caught her hand, and involuntarily pressed the slender

fingers within his own. He gazed for an instant into the dreamy eyes,

so pure, so frank, so truthful, so trusting, then, loosing the little

hand, turned away with a deep sigh.

As he did so, Lady Quaintree looked back, and made a signal to the

girls to accompany her to the carriage, which was in waiting. She

smiled in her own gracious way upon the young officer, though she

really wished him at Jericho.

He advanced, and lifted his hat.

“I presume, madam, I can be of no service to you?” he said, glancing

for a moment at the Honorable Gerald, who was unknown to him.

Lady Quaintree, remembering that the young men were strangers to each

other, introduced them.

“If you should happen to make a longer stay in town than you count on,”

she said, “we shall be very pleased to see you, either this evening,

or to-morrow, or at any time it may suit you to come. I find my lord’s

illness is not of so serious a nature as at first appeared.”

An interchange of civil smiles, a shake or two of the hand, some polite

valedictory salutations, and the brief whirling scene was over--past as

a dream.

“I think I was right,” murmured Blanche, in her friend’s ear, as they

drove off in Lady Quaintree’s luxurious carriage.

Lois tightly pressed the hand that tenderly sought her own; but did not

meet Blanche’s eye, which she feared for the moment.

Paul Desfrayne threw himself into a hansom.

“Alderman’s Lane,” he cried to the driver.

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