CHAPTER XX.

THE BREAK OF DAWN.

It was with difficulty Gilardoni could curb his impatient desire for

his master’s return. Could he by any possibility have imagined in which

direction to seek for him, he would have started off in quest before

the storm was well exhausted. But he was absolutely a stranger in this

part of the world, and for aught he could tell, his master might be the

same.

He was perforce obliged to remain in Captain Desfrayne’s rooms in

absolute inaction, listening with keenly strained watchfulness to every

sound, every footfall of man or beast.

Unfortunately, the rooms did not overlook the yard through which the

young officer must enter the barracks, so Gilardoni did not enjoy the

half-irritating consolation of watching the gate by which he would come.

It was very late before there was the slightest sign of Captain

Desfrayne’s coming.

In fact, Gilardoni at length, somehow, lost count, and was only

recalled to his eager watch by a gentle touch upon his shoulder. He

sprang to his feet, unaware that he had fallen asleep.

Captain Desfrayne had come into the room quietly. At first he had

thought of letting the poor tired fellow have his sleep to the end in

peace; but, finding he needed his services, he had aroused him.

“No matter, my good Gilardoni,” he said, with that pleasant, winning,

yet sad, smile that had become habitual to him. “I have no doubt you

are tired waiting for me. I am dog-tired myself. This afternoon, I was

caught in the storm, and had the good luck”--there was an imperceptible

shade of irony in his tone--“to find shelter in a friend’s house, so

was delayed. Will you----”

The words died on his lips. Gilardoni had placed the tiny packet in the

silver tissue-paper on the table, just within the rays of the lamp,

and Paul Desfrayne’s glance happened to light on it as he spoke.

With a hasty movement, he put out his hand to take it up, but the

Italian was more swift, and with the rapidity of lightning covered the

packet with the palm of his hand, but without removing it from the

table.

The two young men looked into each other’s face for some moments. Not

a sound was heard beyond the monotonous tick-tick of the clock on the

chimneypiece.

“What is the meaning of this?” demanded Captain Desfrayne.

He recollected the night when he engaged this man as his servant--it

seemed months ago--when he had seen him clench his fist at the pictured

resemblance to Lucia Guiscardini.

Gilardoni took up the tiny gold cross in its filmy covering, and kept

it in his hand.

“Sir,” he said, “this morning you dropped this--as I supposed. I picked

it up----”

“Both self-evident facts. As it happens to belong to _me_, and you

acknowledge my proprietorship, why do you not restore it to me?” said

Captain Desfrayne. “Do you know what it is?”

Gilardoni laughed bitterly.

“I naturally opened the packet, in order to ascertain what the contents

might be,” he responded, “for I was not certain until now that it had

really been dropped by you, sir. It is----”

“What is it? A gold cross, a pendant for a watch-chain.”

“More than that.”

“What do you mean?”

“Sir, may I ask you a question?”

“A thousand, if you will let me have my own property, and be brief

enough to let me get to bed within half an hour, for I sorely need

rest.”

“Sir--my good master, to whom I owe so much kindness and charity--I am

not going to ask this question out of impertinent curiosity, but--but

from a sufficiently reasonable and strong motive.”

“Come, let us have the question without further preamble.”

“I will ask you two questions. Did you buy this cross, or was it given

to you?”

Captain Desfrayne hesitated before replying, as a man in the

witness-box might do for fear of criminating himself.

“It was given to me,” he at length replied.

“By a woman?”

Captain Desfrayne looked keenly at his questioner. The idea that he was

a former lover of the beautiful Italian prima donna’s, again occurred

to him.

“If it will afford you any gratification to know, I do not object to

admitting that it was given to me by a woman,” he said.

“By an Italian?”

“By an Italian? Yes.”

“It was a love-gift?”

An exclamation of anger escaped Gilardoni’s master, and he impatiently

stretched out his hand.

“Enough of this nonsense!” he exclaimed, with displeasure. “Give me

that packet, and get you to bed. Your wits are addled by the nap you

were betrayed into.”

Gilardoni moved a step nearer to Captain Desfrayne, and, gripping him

tightly by the wrist, looked with intent, searching earnestness into

his face, as if he would read his soul. There was nothing sinister or

menacing in his attitude, gestures, or expression. He had simply the

appearance of a man carried away by some self-absorbing desire to learn

a fact of paramount interest to himself.

“This cross,” he said, “was given to you by Lucia Guiscardini.”

“I do not understand why the fact should interest you,” answered

Paul Desfrayne. “It certainly did come from her hand. What was Lucia

Guiscardini to you, or you to Lucia Guiscardini, that the sight of her

gifts to another should cause you so much emotion?”

“Did she tell you where she had obtained this toy?” asked Gilardoni.

“I did not think of inquiring. She linked it on my watch-chain one

day, and there was an end of the affair.”

“I knew this as well as if I had been present,” muttered the Italian.

“Oh! false, wicked, traitorous serpent!”

These latter words he spoke so rapidly in his native language that his

master did not catch their import.

“If you knew, why the deuce have you put yourself to the trouble of

asking so many questions? I should be glad to know what you mean by

cross-examining me in this ridiculous manner. You apparently consider

you have no very good reason to like this same Lucia Guiscardini. Has

she done you any harm?”

“She has ruined my happiness--blighted my life--that is all. No, I have

no great reason to remember her with feelings of good-will.”

“As you have asked me some questions, I may be allowed the privilege of

retaliating. May I ask if she jilted you?”

“No. Oh! no. Would to Heaven she had done so, and saved me these years

of bitter hate and regret!”

“Is she your sister?” demanded Paul Desfrayne, startled by the

overthrow of the supposition he had so readily built up.

“No. She is the only woman I have ever loved, or can ever love again.”

“Do you still love her, or do you hate her for being so far beyond you?”

Gilardoni regarded his master with a strange, inexplicable look, and

then broke into a low, savagely bitter laugh.

“May I ask, sir,” he said, “if she jilted _you_? She was quite capable

of playing the coquette to amuse herself, and then laughing in your

face, for her soul was really steeped in ambitious desires.”

“I believe, my good fellow, ambition was her besetting sin--is still,

if what folks say be true. No, she did not jilt me. But you have not

answered my question. Be frank with me. Tell me why you hate this

woman. Why do you hate her--and yet, why do you feel anger at finding

her gifts in the possession of another?”

“This cross,” said Gilardoni, tearing it from its wrapper, and holding

it out at arm’s length, with a strange, vindictive smile, “was my gift

to her--given the day I told her I loved her, and asked her----”

“What?”

“She pretended she returned my love. Bah! Her heart was as cold as

ice. She cares for no one but herself. She was born a peasant girl,

yet never was princess of blood royal more proud, more insolent, more

resolved to stand above the common herd. I adored her. I was like one

bereft of his senses when she was near me. She had but to will, and I

obeyed like the basest slave. Bah! I made an idol and tricked it out

with all the graces of my love-smitten imagination, and fell down and

worshiped it. I believed that she was exactly what my weak, foolish

heart pictured her to be. I would have raised her from her ignoble

station, but not to the height she desired to climb. To be a Russian

princess, or the lady of some great English milord, was her dream.”

“I know it,” said Paul Desfrayne, very quietly, yet he felt that some

great revelation was at hand. That the revelation was to be to his

advantage he did not hope.

“But not at the time when I linked about her neck the chain that held

this poor little gewgaw,” cried Gilardoni excitedly. “No, no. At that

time she was barely conscious of her power to charm--just waking to

the consciousness of her dangerous charm of beauty. I was her first

victim, her first triumph. She was a girl of sixteen then; I was about

six or seven years her senior. We had been neighbors and friends

from childhood. I taught her such songs and snatches of music as I

occasionally picked up, and she loved to warble the chants and psalms

she heard at chapel. She had not discovered that she had a fortune

in her throat. If she had not found out _that_, we might have been a

happy, contented couple at this day.”

Paul Desfrayne looked at the excited face of Gilardoni in a strange,

contemplative silence for a moment or two, as the Italian paused. The

dark, foreign face was lividly pale from passion; the dark, gleaming

eyes were burning with inward fire.

“I thought you assured me just this moment,” observed the young

officer, “that Lucia Guiscardini had not jilted you. If you loved her,

and she declared she reciprocated your affection, why, it is to be

imagined that the course of true love must have run tolerably smooth.

A little hypocrisy, I believe, is supposed to be pardonable with the

feminine part of our common humanity. If she said she loved you, her

affection was next best to reality.”

“She declared she loved me. I believed her,” said Gilardoni fiercely.

“I believed her because--I supposed because I wished it to be true. I

fancied no man was ever so happy as I. For a while I walked no longer

on earth, but on roseate clouds of happiness. I despise myself when

I look back on that time. Perhaps I am not the first who has been

betrayed into folly by the arts and wiles of a beautiful, treacherous

girl,” the Italian added, shrugging his shoulders.

“You have not yet given me the slightest idea of the reason why

you so cordially dislike Madam Guiscardini, if that be her correct

designation,” said Captain Desfrayne. “You indulge in the most vehement

invectives against her, yet state no specific charge. You say you made

a fool of yourself about her, and that she laughed in her sleeve at

your declarations of affection. Certainly, very shabby on her part,

but, then, it is a thing beautiful, vain, silly women do every day. Why

should you cherish such rancor against her? I suppose she found she

could make a better market of her beauty and wonderful talents than by

disposing of them to a man who could never hope to raise her beyond the

level of, say, a wealthy farmer’s wife. Do not be too severe upon her.”

“If she had laughed at me, and left me,” cried Gilardoni, throwing out

his hands with impetuosity, “I could have forgiven her; I might have

forgotten her. It could not have been that I could ever have loved

again; but what of that? I do not believe in love _now_. But no. She

left the poison of her treacherous touch upon my life. I could kill

her, if she were within my reach.”

“Such hate must be justified by very serious provocation,” said Paul

Desfrayne. “May I ask how your love was turned to such bitter gall,

since your suit prospered in the first instance?”

“By deeds of the blackest treachery.”

“In a word, may I ask--since we are playing at the game of question

and answer--may I once more ask, why do you hate the beautiful Lucia

Guiscardini? She did not jilt you, you say--then what relationship does

she hold toward you?”

Gilardoni turned his great dark eyes upon his master, as if in

surprise, forgetting at the moment that he had not told him of the

completing point of his story. Then he said, with a vindictive

bitterness terrible to hear, because it revealed the smoldering fire

beneath:

“She is my wife!”

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