CHAPTER XVIII

They went up the lift in two parties: Sir Angus Kinross, the house

agent, and the two men from Scotland Yard; then Lord St. Amant and Katty

Winslow alone.

As they were going up, he said kindly, "Are you sure you are wise in

doing this? I fear--I fear the worst, Mrs. Winslow!"

With dry lips she muttered, "Yes, so do I. But I would rather come all

the same. I'll wait outside the door."

Poor Katty! She was telling herself that it was surely

impossible--_impossible_ that Godfrey Pavely should be dead.

Though his vitality had always been low, he had been intensely

individual. His self-importance, his egoism, his lack of interest in

anything but himself, Katty, and the little world where he played so

important a part--all that had made him a forceful personality,

especially to this woman who had possessed whatever he had had of heart

and passionate feeling. She had felt of late as if he were indeed part

of the warp and woof of her life, and deep in her scheming mind had

grown a kind of superstitious belief that sooner or later their lives

would become one.

The thought that he might be lying dead in this great new building

filled her with a sort of sick horror. There seemed something at once so

futile and so hideously cruel about so stupid an accident as that

described in the Portuguese financier's letter.

They stepped out on to a top landing, from which branched off several

narrow corridors. The agent led the way down one of these. "Room No. 18?

This must be it--this _is_ it! Look, there are the two keyholes!"

The younger and the brawnier of the two plainclothes detectives came

forward. "If you'll just stand aside, gentlemen, for a minute or two,

we'll soon get this door open. It's quite an easy matter."

He opened his unobtrusive-looking, comparatively small bag. There was a

sound of wrenching wood and metal, and then the door swung backwards

into the room together with a thick green velvet curtain fixed along the

top of the door on a hinged rod.

A flood of wintry sunshine, thrown by the blinking now setting sun of a

London January afternoon, streamed into the dark passage, and Sir Angus

Kinross strode forward into the room, Lord St. Amant immediately behind

him.

Katty shrank back and then placed herself by the wall of the passage.

She put her hand over her eyes, as if to shut out a dreadful sight, yet

all there was to see was an open door through which came a shaft of

pallid wintry afternoon light.

For a space of perhaps thirty seconds, Sir Angus's trained eyes and mind

took in what he supposed to be every detail of the oblong room

overlooking the now bare tree tops of the Green Park. He noted that the

office furniture was extremely good--first-rate of its kind. Also that

the most prominent thing in the room was an American roll-top desk of an

exceptionally large size.

Placed at right angles right across the office, this desk concealed

nearly half the room.

In the corner behind the door was a coat stand, on which there hung a

heavy, fur-lined coat, and a silk hat. On the floor was a thick carpet.

The only unbroken space of wall was covered by a huge diagram map of

what looked like a piece of sea shore.

One peculiar fact also attracted the attention of the Commissioner of

Police. Both the windows overlooking the Park were wide open, fixed

securely back as far as they would go: and on the window seats,

comfortably, nay luxuriously, padded, and upholstered in green velvet,

there now lay a thick layer of grime, the effect of the fog and rain of

the last fortnight. As they stood within the door, in spite of those

widely opened windows, there gradually stole on the senses of the four

men there, a very curious odour, an odour which struck each of them as

horribly significant.

Yet another thing Sir Angus noted in that quick, initial glance; this

was that the blind of the narrow window which gave on to the street side

of Duke House was drawn down, casting one half of the room in deep

shadow.

He turned, and addressing Lord St. Amant in a very low voice, almost in

a whisper, he said: "I think we shall find what we have come to seek

over there, behind that desk."

Walking forward, he edged round by the side of the big piece of walnut

wood furniture.

Then he started back, and exclaimed under his breath, "Good God! How

horrible!"

He had thought to see a body lying at full length on the carpet, but

what he did see, sitting upright at the desk, was a stark, immobile

figure, of which the head, partly blown away, was sunk forward on the

breast....

Great care had been taken to wedge the dead man securely back in the

arm-chair, and a cursory glance, in the dim light in which that part of

the room was cast, would have given an impression of sleep, not of

death.

He beckoned to Lord St. Amant. "Come over here," he whispered, "you

needn't go any nearer. Do you recognise that as being the body of

Godfrey Pavely?"

And Lord St. Amant, hastening forward, stared with a mixture of

curiosity and horror at the still figure, and answered, "Yes. I--I think

there's no doubt about it's being Pavely."

"Perhaps you'd better go and tell Mrs. Winslow. Get her away as quick as

you can. I must telephone at once for one of our doctors."

Lord St. Amant turned without a word, and made his way through the still

open door into the queer, rather dark passage.

Katty's face was still full of the strain and anguish of suspense, but

she knew the truth by now. Had nothing been found, some one would have

come rushing out at once to tell her so. Three or four minutes had

elapsed since she had heard the sudden hush, the ominous silence, which

had fallen over them all, in there.

Her lips formed the words: "Then--they've found him?"

And Lord St. Amant nodded gravely. "It looks as if that Portuguese chap

had told the simple truth."

"The moment that I read the letter this morning I _knew_ that it was

true," she muttered. Then, "I suppose I'd better go away now? They don't

want me here."

She began walking towards the lift, and Lord St. Amant, following, felt

very sorry for her. "Look here," he said earnestly, "I'm sure you don't

wish to go straight back to poor Laura Pavely? Why should you? 'Twould

only rack you. I suppose----" He stopped a moment, and she looked up at

him questioningly.

"Yes, Lord St. Amant--what is it you suppose?"

Katty spoke in a cold, hard voice--all her small affectations had fallen

away from her.

"I suppose," he said, "that Laura knew very little of your friendship

with poor Godfrey Pavely?"

And she answered, again in that hard, cold voice, "Yes, Laura did know,

I think, almost everything there was to know. She didn't care--she

didn't mind. Laura has no feeling."

As he made no reply to that, she went on, rather breathlessly, and with

sudden passion, "You think that I'm unfair--you think that Laura really

cares because she looked so shocked and miserable this morning? But

that's just what she was--_shocked_, nothing else. What is a piece of

terrible, _terrible_ bad luck for me, is good--very good luck for

Laura!"

There was such concentrated bitterness in her tone that Lord St. Amant

felt repelled--repelled as well as sorry.

But all he said was: "Would you like to go back to my rooms for an hour

or two? They're quite near here."

"No, I'd rather face Laura now, at once. After all, I shall have to see

her some time. I'm bound to be her nearest neighbour for a while, at any

rate."

* * * * *

Late that same night the awful news was broken to Mrs. Tropenell by her

son. He had sent a message saying he would be down by the last train,

and she had sat up for him, knowing nothing, yet aware that something

had happened that morning which had sent Laura and Katty hurrying up to

town.

Perhaps because the news he told was so unexpected, so strange, and to

them both of such vital moment, the few minutes which followed Oliver's

return remained stamped, as if branded with white hot iron, on the

tablets of Mrs. Tropenell's memory.

When she heard his firm, hurried footsteps outside, she ran to let him

in, and at once, as he came into the house, he said in a harsh, cold

voice: "Godfrey Pavely is dead, mother. A foreigner with whom he had

entered into business relations shot him by accident. The man wrote to

Laura a confession of what he had done. She got the letter this morning,

took it up to London to the police--the best thing she could do--and

Pavely's body was found at the place indicated, a business office."

As Oliver spoke, in quick, jerky sentences, he was taking off his

greatcoat, and hanging up his hat.

She waited till he had done, and then only said: "I've got a little

supper ready for you, darling. I sent the servants off to bed, so I'm

alone downstairs."

Oliver sighed, a long, tired sigh of relief--relief that his mother had

asked no tiresome, supplementary questions. And she saw the look of

strain, and of desperate fatigue, smooth itself away, as he followed

her into their peaceful dining-room.

She sat with him, and so far commanded her nerves as to remain silent

while he ate with a kind of hungry eagerness which astonished her.

He turned to her at last, and for the first time smiled a rather wry

smile. "I was very hungry! This is my first meal to-day, and I seem to

have lived in the train. I was up at York--we thought there was a clue

there. I think I told you that over the telephone? Then I came back."

She broke in gently, "To be met with this awful news, Oliver?"

He looked at her rather strangely, and nodded.

"Have you seen Laura?" she ventured.

"Yes, just for a moment. But, mother? She's horribly unhappy. I--I

expected her to be glad."

"Oliver!"

There was a tone of horror, more, of reprobation, in Mrs. Tropenell's

low voice.

Oliver Tropenell was staring straight before him. "Surely one would have

expected her to be glad that the suspense was over? And now I ask

myself----" and indeed he looked as if he was speaking to himself and

not to her--"if it would have been better for Laura if that--that fellow

had been left to rot there till he had been discovered, two months,

three months, perchance four months hence."

"My dear," she said painfully, "what do you mean exactly? I don't

understand."

"Pavely's body was found in an empty office, and if the man who shot him

hadn't written to Laura--well, of course the body would have remained

there till it had occurred to some one to force open the door of the

room, and that might not have happened for months."

"I'm very glad that Laura was told now," said Mrs. Tropenell firmly.

"The suspense was telling on her far more than I should have expected it

to do. Katty, too, became a very difficult element in the situation. I

don't think there's much doubt that poor Katty was very fond of

Godfrey."

He muttered: "Mean little loves, mean little lives, mean little

souls--they were well matched!"

Then he got up.

"Well, mother, I must be off to bed now, as I have to get up early and

go into Pewsbury. Laura, who's staying on in town, asked me to come down

and tell those whom it concerned, the truth. She wants you to tell

Alice. I said I thought you'd have the child here for a while."

"Certainly I will. She's been here all to-day, poor little girl."

"Do you really think she's to be pitied, mother?"

She hesitated, but his stern face compelled an answer.

"I don't think that Godfrey would have got on with Alice later on--when

she grew to woman's estate. But now, yes, I do think the child's to be

deeply pitied. It will be a painful, a terrible memory--that her father

died like that."

"I can't see it! A quiet, merciful death, mother--one that many a man

might envy." He waited a few moments, then went on: "Of course there

will be an inquest, and I fear Laura will almost certainly have to give

evidence, in order to prove the receipt of that--that peculiar letter."

"Have you got a copy of the letter?" asked Mrs. Tropenell rather

eagerly.

Her son shook his head. "No, the police took possession of it. But I've

seen it of course."

They were both standing up now. He went to the door, and held it open

for her. And then, with his eyes bent on her face, he asked her a

question which perhaps was not as strange as it sounded, between those

two who were so much to one another, and who thought they understood

each other so well.

"Mother," he said slowly, "I want to ask you a question.... How long in

England does an unloving widow mourn?"

"A decent woman, under normal conditions, mourns at least a year," she

answered, and a little colour came into her face. Then, out of her great

love for him, she forced herself to add, "But that does not bar out a

measure of friendship, Oliver. Give Laura time to become accustomed to

the new conditions of her life."

"How long, mother?"

"Give her till next Christmas, my dear."

"I will."

He put his arms round her. "Mother!" he exclaimed, "I love you the

better for my loving Laura. Do you realise that?"

"I will believe it if you tell me so, Oliver."

He strode off, hastened up the staircase without looking round again,

and she, waiting below, covered her face with her hands. A terrible

sense of loneliness swept over and engulfed her; for the first time

there was added a pang of regret that she had not joined her life to

that of the affectionate hedonist who had been her true, devoted friend

for so long.

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