CHAPTER XI.

MR. BEAUMONT MAKES A DISCOVERY.

When one is playing in the game of life

'Tis wrong to throw away a single card,

Lest by some odd mistake of circumstance

The card despised--if played with dext'rous hand--

Should gain an unexpected victory.

When Basil Beaumont came to think over things, it struck him as

somewhat strange that Patience should have voluntarily told him a

secret, for the concealment of which she had several excellent

reasons. Firstly, she must have had a great struggle with her pride

before bringing herself to address the man to whom she owed her ruin.

Secondly, on informing Beaumont that Reginald was his son, she must

have known there were great chances of him revealing the whole story

to the young fellow out of sheer devilry; and thirdly, knowing that

Reginald was clever, she must have expected his penniless father would

try and make money out of his talents.

Beaumont was too astute a reader of character to blind himself to the

fact that Patience must have been aware of these three things, hence

his wonder at her telling him what she did not want known. But the

artist, clever as he was, still lacked discernment to recognise the

full subtlety of a woman's instincts, else he would have readily seen

that Patience feared his ignorance of the real state of affairs more

than his knowledge.

She heard that he was in the village and acquainted with Reginald

Blake, and she was also aware that he was coming to the Grange to

paint Squire Garsworth's portrait. Had he seen her there he would have

made inquiries concerning her position, and among other things would

doubtless have ascertained that she was Reginald's nurse. Knowing that

she had left London with her own son, such a weak story as she told

about Blake's parentage would not have imposed upon him for a moment,

and by putting two and two together he would have discovered

everything, with the natural result that he would have recognised

Blake as his own child, sought him out and told him the whole story of

his birth.

In order to avert such a calamity, she determined to boldly take the

bull by the horns and tell Beaumont everything, at the same time

warning him that she would embitter Reginald's mind against him should

he dare to speak out. The result of her interview in the churchyard

was as she expected. Beaumont was too cunning to risk the dislike of

his own son, and thereby lose any chance of influencing him for his

own ends, so he quietly acquiesced in the line of conduct she laid

down. Patience returned to the Grange thoroughly satisfied that she

had disarmed Beaumont by pointing out how she could turn Reginald

against him, so the astute man of the world, abandoning his desire to

play the part of a long-lost father, determined to wait for a few

weeks and see how things turned out. Then he intended to let his plans

be guided to a large extent by circumstances, and had no doubt that he

would then be able to out-man[oe]uvre Patience by a little dexterous

generalship.

A few days after his curious meeting with Patience in the churchyard,

Beaumont set out for a long walk in the morning, as he wanted to think

over the aspect of things, and pedestrianism always stimulated his

brain. It was a bright, fresh morning, with a deeply blue sky, a

cheerful sun shining and a keen, fresh wind blowing across the common

on to which he strolled. The gorse was in bloom, and every breath of

wind brought the odour of its peach-like scent to his nostrils. How

often, in his Bohemian life had that odour recalled the wide, bare

common with its miles of gorse-covered ground, and made him long half

regretfully for the quiet country village where his youth had been

passed.

But now that the common was actually before him, by some curious

contradiction of nature he did not feel the least regret or longing

for his youth, but on the contrary strolled over the waste ground,

hatching all kinds of plots and plans in his busy brain.

All at once, as he stood on the edge of a gentle slope, where the

ground was hollowed out like a cup and surrounded by the dark green of

the gorse with its golden blossoms, he saw a woman seated on a grassy

bank, apparently basking in the sun. Her hands were lying idly in her

lap, and with her face turned upward to the bright sunshine, she was

drinking in the sweet, keen air which swept over the wild moorland.

Beaumont saw that it was Cecilia Mosser who sat there, and for a

moment half envied the blind girl in spite of her great sorrow, for

her pleasant enjoyment of nature.

"She looks like the Goddess of Desolation," murmured Beaumont, as he

descended the slope, "or some eyeless Destiny that sees nothing, yet

governs all!"

Lightly as he walked over the soft, green grass, the blind girl heard

the sound of his muffled footsteps, and turned her face in the

direction from whence she heard them come, with a questioning look on

her placid face.

"How do you do, Miss Mosser?" said Beaumont, tranquilly. "I was taking

a stroll on the common, and saw you sitting here alone, like the

Genius of Solitude."

"I often come here," observed Cecilia, placidly, folding her hands.

"This is a favourite spot of mine--I know every inch of the way."

"You are not afraid of losing yourself?"

"I was at first," said the blind girl, with a quiet laugh, "but I soon

got to know my way about. I could find my way here on the darkest

night."

"Like Bulwer Lytton's Nydia," remarked Beaumont, idly casting himself

down on the grass.

"Yes. Like her, it is always darkest night with me," replied Cecilia,

with a sigh. "Still, I have my compensations, for I can hear many

sounds that very likely escape the notice of you fortunate people who

can see."

"What kind of sounds?" asked the artist, more for the sake of making a

remark than because he cared to know.

"The flowing of the river, the whispering of the wind, the humming of

the bees and the rustle of the gorse--they all seem to me to have

human voices and tell me stories. I can well understand those old

legends where mortals heard voices everywhere, and understood the

sayings of the waves and the melancholy voice of the night winds."

"As Siegfried understood the language of birds," said Beaumont. "You

require no dragon's blood to teach you that, I suppose?"

"I don't know what you mean, exactly," replied Cecilia, in a puzzled

tone, for she had never heard of the Niebelung's Ring, "but the birds

do speak to me--that is, I fancy they do--I love to hear the cuckoo

and the throstle, then the lark--ah! the lark is the most charming of

all!"

"So the poets think. There is no bird who has inspired more poetry

than the lark--from Shakespeare down to Tennyson--and I suppose you

put all your fancies into music?"

"Yes, I often try to do so, but I don't think anyone understands the

meaning but myself," answered Cecilia, with a faint smile. "You know

the English are not a music loving nation."

"That depends on how you define music," said the artist, cynically.

"The great B. P. like something with a tune in it, but when they hear

anything they can't understand, such as Bach and Spohr, they admire it

all the same. I'm afraid the B. P.'s a humbug."

"You are terribly severe," said Cecilia, laughing. "I hope you won't

criticise our concert?"

"No. I assure you I am the most lenient of critics; I will come to

admire beauties, not to find out faults. Besides, Blake is going to

sing--and his voice is charming."

"Yes, it is," replied the blind girl, cordially, "and Miss Challoner

sings very well, also. She is going to sing a duet with Mr. Blake, if

she can get away for one night from the squire."

"Oh, that will be easily arranged, I've no doubt," said Beaumont,

carelessly. "Doctor Nestley will attend to that."

As he uttered this name a vivid flush passed over the pale face of the

girl, and Beaumont noticed it with secret amazement.

"Hullo!" he said to himself, "I wonder what this means? I must find

out."

It was curious that he should trouble himself about such a trivial

matter; but Beaumont was a wise man, who never overlooked the smallest

thing he thought might prove useful to him. At present an idea had

suddenly shot into his scheming brain--it was only an embryo idea,

still it might help him in some way. He was completely in a mist as to

what he was going to do, but Cecilia's blush had given him a clue to

something tangible, and he immediately began to artfully question the

blind girl so as to obtain some possible result.

"You know Doctor Nestley, of course?" he said, looking keenly at her

face, from whence the red flush had died away.

"Yes, I met him a few days ago; he was in the church when Mr.

Blake was singing," observed Cecilia, in a low tone. "I heard him

speak--what a beautiful voice."

"Ah! I know the reason of the blush, now," thought Beaumont; "she

loves him. Good Heavens! what a hopeless passion! She loves Nestley,

and he loves Una Challoner. How tricky Dan Cupid is, to be sure."

As he had made no answer, the blind girl went on speaking.

"As I cannot see a face, I always guess what it is like by the voice.

Doctor Nestley has a beautiful speaking voice--is his face handsome?"

"Rather handsome," said Beaumont, now seized with a cruel desire to

fan the flame of hopeless love which burned in this blind woman's

heart. "Yes, I suppose a woman would call his face handsome--but it's

rather sad."

"Sad!" echoed Cecilia, in a startled tone; "why is his face sad?"

Beaumont shrugged his shoulders.

"Ouf!" he replied, coolly, "how should I know?--because his soul is

sad, I presume. The face is the index of the mind, you know. I daresay

it runs this way--his face is sad because his soul is sad, and the

soul-sadness is caused by a sad life."

"Is he unhappy, then?" asked Cecilia, breathlessly.

"I should say not--now," said Beaumont, with emphasis, "but when I

knew him in London a few years ago he had met with many reverses of

fortune."

"Poor Doctor Nestley," sighed the blind girl, seized with a sudden

desire to comfort this unhappy man, of whom she knew absolutely

nothing save that he had a beautiful speaking voice. "Do you know his

story."

Whereupon Beaumont, who knew from Shakespeare that "pity is akin to

love" set himself to work to awaken Cecilia Mosser's pity, and told a

marvellously pathetic story of Nestley's early life in which truth and

fiction were so dexterously blended that the hero himself would have

been puzzled to say which was real and which false. He attained his

object, however, for he saw by the varied emotions that passed over

the blind girl's expressive face how moved she was by the story.

"Poor Doctor Nestley," she said again, "poor, poor Doctor Nestley."

"Oh, but all his misery is past now," said Beaumont, lightly, "he has

weathered the storm, and will, no doubt, some day marry a woman who

will make him happy."

The blind woman laid her hand on her heart, as if she felt there a

cruel pain, then spoke to Beaumont in a strangled kind of voice.

"You must think me a curious creature, Mr. Beaumont," she said,

rapidly, "to take such an interest in a man of whom I know nothing,

but remember I am blind, and be kind to my failing. I can only judge

people by their voices, and Doctor Nestley's voice has affected me

more than any one else's. Why, I do not know. Of course I am precluded

by my misfortune from many things, but--but--you understand--ah, you

must understand how difficult it is for me to conceal my feelings. He

is a stranger, I am a blind woman, but his voice rouses in me a

strange feeling I cannot explain even to myself. I know I am foolish

talking like this, so forget what I have said. You will forget, will

you not?"

"Miss Mosser," said Beaumont gravely, rising to his feet, "you may be

sure I will respect what I have heard as a sacred confidence."

"Thank you, thank you, very much," cried the poor woman, while the

tears ran down her cheeks. "I know I am foolish. You must despise me

for the way I've spoken. Still, I'm blind--blind."

Beaumont felt a pang of pity in his hard heart at the anguish of this

unhappy woman, shut out from all love as between man and woman by her

misfortune, and he was about to speak when Cecilia lifted her head.

"Will you go now, Mr. Beaumont?" she said, in a low voice. "Please

leave me. I will be all right soon, and can then go home. But you will

not forget your promise?"

"My promise is sacred," said the artist slowly, and turning away he

left the blind woman seated in the hollow with her hands clasped on

her lap, and her sightless eyes looking up to the blue sky.

"Strange," he thought, as he lighted a cigarette, "that girl has

fallen in love with a voice, and does not even know she is in love,

although she half guesses it. She knows nothing of Nestley and yet she

loves him. Why? because he has a charming voice. I suppose we must

call it a woman's instinct--ah if she only knew how hopeless her love

is--Nestley is too much bewitched by Una to waste a thought on her."

This discovery, slight as it was, gratified Beaumont's keen sense of

intrigue, as it gave him another card to play in the game against

Patience. If he could do nothing with Reginald because he was

embittered against him by his mother, still he could separate him from

Una by circulating a few skilful falsehoods. If Cecilia ever learned

that Nestley loved Una, she was too much of a woman to keep silent in

the matter, and through her Una would hear of Nestley's infatuation;

and, again, to secure Nestley to herself, Cecilia, knowing Reginald

adored Una, would tell him of this new complication, with the result

that Nestley and Reginald would quarrel over Miss Challoner, and,

perhaps, in the end, such a quarrel would part Una and her lover for

ever. It was all very vague and intangible as yet, still Beaumont felt

in some mysterious way that the knowledge of the blind girl's love for

Nestley might prove useful to him in weaving his nets around his son

so as to secure him entirely to himself.

"Reginald and Nestley both love Una," he mused, as he sauntered home.

"Cecilia Mosser loves Nestley. Yes, the materials for a complication

are there. How, I don't see at present--still the more cards I have to

play against Patience Allerby the sooner I'll win the game."

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