THE PERILOUS HOUR.

Up to this time Dick Venner had not decided on the particular mode

and the precise period of relieving himself from the unwarrantable

interference which threatened to defeat his plans. The luxury of feeling

that he had his man in his power was its own reward. One who watches

in the dark, outside, while his enemy, in utter unconsciousness, is

illuminating his apartment and himself so that every movement of his

head and every button on his coat can be seen and counted, especially

if he holds a loaded rifle in his hand, experiences a peculiar kind of

pleasure, which he naturally hates to bring to its climax by testing his

skill as a marksman upon the object of his attention.

Besides, Dick had two sides in his nature, almost as distinct as we

sometimes observe in those persons who are the subjects of the condition

known as _double consciousness_. On his New England side he was cunning

and calculating, always cautious, measuring his distance before he

risked his stroke, as nicely as if he were throwing his lasso. But

he was liable to intercurrent fits of jealousy and rage, such as the

light-hued races are hardly capable of conceiving,--blinding paroxysms

of passion, which for the time overmastered him, and which, if they

found no ready outlet, transformed themselves into the more dangerous

forces that worked through the instrumentality of his cool craftiness.

He had failed as yet in getting any positive evidence that there was any

relation between Elsie and the schoolmaster other than such as might

exist unsuspected and unblamed between a teacher and his pupil. A book,

or a note, even, did not prove the existence of any sentiment. At one

time he would be devoured by suspicions, at another he would try to

laugh himself out of them. And in the mean while he followed Elsie's

tastes as closely as he could, determined to make some impression upon

her,--to become a habit, a convenience, a necessity,--whatever might aid

him in the attainment of the one end which was now the aim of his life.

It was to humor one of her tastes already known to the reader, that he

said to her one morning,--"Come, Elsie, take your castanets, and let us

have a dance."

He had struck the right vein in the girl's fancy, for she was in the

mood for this exercise, and very willingly led the way into one of the

more empty apartments. What there was in this particular kind of dance

which excited her it might not be easy to guess; but those who looked in

with the old Doctor, on a former occasion, and saw her, will remember

that she was strangely carried away by it, and became almost fearful in

the vehemence of her passion. The sound of the castanets seemed to make

her alive all over. Dick knew well enough what the exhibition would

be, and was almost afraid of her at these moments; for it was like

the dancing mania of Eastern devotees, more than the ordinary light

amusement of joyous youth,--a convulsion of the body and the mind,

rather than a series of voluntary modulated motions.

Elsie rattled out the triple measure of a saraband. Her eyes began to

glitter more brilliantly, and her shape to undulate in freer curves.

Presently she noticed that Dick's look was fixed upon her necklace. His

face betrayed his curiosity; he was intent on solving the question, why

she always wore something about her neck. The chain of mosaics she had

on at that moment displaced itself at every step, and he was peering

with malignant, searching eagerness to see if an unsunned ring of

fairer hue than the rest of the surface, or any less easily explained

peculiarity, were hidden by her ornaments.

She stopped suddenly, caught the chain of mosaics and settled it hastily

in its place, flung down her castanets, drew herself back, and stood

looking at him, with her head a little on one side, and her eyes

narrowing in the way he had known so long and well.

"What is the matter, Cousin Elsie? What do you stop for?" he said.

Elsie did not answer, but kept her eyes on him, full of malicious light.

The jealousy which lay covered up under his surface--thoughts took this

opportunity to break out.

"You wouldn't act so, if you were dancing with Mr. Langdon,--would you,

Elsie?" he asked.

It was with some effort that he looked steadily at her to see the effect

of his question.

Elsie _colored_,--not much, but still perceptibly. Dick could not

remember that he had ever seen her show this mark of emotion before,

in all his experience of her fitful changes of mood. It had a singular

depth of significance, therefore, for him; he knew how hardly her color

came. Blushing means nothing, in some persons; in others, it betrays

a profound inward agitation,--a perturbation of the feelings far more

trying than the passions which with many easily moved persons break

forth in tears. All who have observed much are aware that some men, who

have seen a good deal of life in its less chastened aspects and are

anything but modest, will blush often and easily, while there are

delicate and sensitive women who can turn pale, or go into fits, if

necessary, but are very rarely seen to betray their feelings in their

cheeks, even when their expression shows that their inmost soul is

blushing scarlet.

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