A BLUE CHRISTMAS

No age, no race, no single soul,

By lofty tumbling wins the goal.

The steady pace it keeps between;

The little points it makes unseen;

By these, achieved in gathering might,

It moveth on, and out of sight:

And wins, through all that's overpast,

The city of its hopes at last.

--MRS. WHITNEY.

Of these true knights Charlemagne Kindred was one. Lessons, problems,

questions, went down before his fierce assault. He had never enjoyed

being headed off in what he chose to do; and had pledged it to himself

that if ever anything did that kind office for him, it should not be

West Point.

"_You_ stop me?" he would say to some particularly obnoxious book.

"_You_ get in my way?" and probably the hard-headed volume would then

and there find itself pitched to the furthest corner of the room. But

after that little expression of opinion, Magnus would pick the book up,

and bone with all his might. Smith's "Conic Sections" got quite used to

such short excursions, and Ketel's "French Grammar" grew old before its

time.

Rig's method was different.

"Kin, I'm growing grey," he said plaintively one morning.

"Grey as a goose."

"No, but really," said Rig, laying down the book. "This thing's too

hard, you know. Breaks a man all up."

"You'd best stick yourself together again before two o'clock," said

Magnus.

"No good," said Rig, taking up another study volume from the heap.

"I'll try this a while. Nobody ought to be expected to learn such

stuff."

"Put that book down!" Magnus thundered at him, from his own corner.

"Oh, I can put it down easy enough," Rig said rather sulkily. "But I

can't see what business it is of yours."

"Now fold your hands, and spell zero ten times backwards," said Magnus,

"and then take your Davies, and go to work. Unless you want to fess

solid for the rest of your life."

"Well--Say, Kin,--what a good fellow Mr. Upright is."

"Mr. Upright's a cold max. Mind your business."

Pushing and pulling did a good deal for Rig that winter. There was a

little stir about the holidays, when the happy upper classmen who had

won their Christmas leave went off for unlimited bliss in a limited

time, and those who had lost it abused "luck." And there was also the

mild interest of a better dinner than usual. But to the plebs, for whom

no getting away was possible, and to whom no Point festivities were

open, that first Christmas was a thing to live through as best they

might. I think some of them despised even the dinner, with the flavour

of their mother's cookery yet lingering and fresh.

How hard it was! "The most miserable day they ever spent," as many a

one has said since. And the letters and home trifles that arrived in

the mail-bag were not much help in the line of bracing up. Magnus put

Cherry's bookmark in his Bible, and his mother's picture up his sleeve;

while the toilet cushion and cover on which the two girls had bestowed

so many loving looks, as they wrought out the pretty devices, were hid

away in his clothes bag; no such decorations being allowed in barracks.

Then he wrote letters to them all, then he tried to study, but who can

study on a legal holiday?

So at last Cadet Kindred donned his grey fearnaught, wandered

down among the rocks and snow-drifts on Flirtation, and listened

to the grinding of the ice cakes in the dark river. The sky, blue

with an unearthly far-away depth of colour, was pushed back by the

whitened hills: all nature seemed locked up and unapproachable and

unsympathising.

"Those fair blue heavens so distant are,

Their very clearness seems to say

How far, how far!

They lie above man's stormy way."

And Magnus Kindred felt as desperately lonesome as he thought it was in

the power of man to be.

There were no loiterers now under the "Kissing Rock"; no echoing steps

within "First-class Cave"; all the old seats and trysting places were

snow capped and silent. Even the broad folds of the Post flag would

have been some company, a little cheer to his sad eyes as he once more

came out upon the plain. But the Post flag was safely folded away;

and only a wee, wintry looking storm flag, whipped out in many a past

gale, was abroad to brave the keen-edged airs that stirred round Trophy

Point. Could anything exceed the dreariness and length of that wretched

Christmas Day?

Then such cake for tea--though I doubt if Purcell's best would have

suited Magnus that night. He was glad when the drummers began their

noisy tattoo, that he might unroll his mattress, go to bed, and forget

his misery.

New Year's Day was not quite so bad, perhaps because the coming

examination lent at least a dash of red pepper to the monotony, and the

first evening of the new year was full of study and talk, questions,

fears, and surmisings. Blue letters home went off in troops, and many

a man arranged definitely just what he would do after he was "found,"

of which last fact he felt sure. With the great hop that graced this

week, or the gay damsels who graced the hop, the fourth class had

nothing to do.

It was natural enough that the strain and fatigue of the examination

should be followed by a certain dislike for work at all. The men who

were "found" had vanished; the men who had gone up a section were

quietly in place, while others had as quietly joined "the Immortals,"

a better name than its popular substitute. And from now on until June,

things would remain pretty much as they were.

No wonder, then, if the reaction set in strong. Snow blocked the

favourite cadet walks; permits for skating were cut. No parades, no

stirring drills, except in the riding-hall, and the plebs had no good

of them.

Then there were stormy days when even the officers' row was gloomy, and

things grew very tame indeed. The bent bows ached to spring back, and

the pent-up steam was ready to blow off in any direction; for mischief

at least makes a change, and to break regulations and not be found out,

gave life a certain flavour. It was a pity, but not at all strange.

And so, in some parts of the barracks, license, not liberty, was the

popular word. The great point of interest by day and by night being how

to defy the blue book, and not get caught.

The leaders were bright men, some of them; personable, pleasant to talk

to, fair mathematicians, and capital cooks over the gas-light. Several

had friends who sent them money, sweets, mince pies, and tobacco: all

smuggled in by unscrupulous outside hands. And these dainties were

freely dispensed by the happy owners.

As to the rest, they were light fingered enough for pick-pockets, and

could abstract and convey to barracks anything--except "Sammy"--from

the mess-hall table; and I have even been told that this one exception

lost its place that year.

But so far, you could charge things pretty fairly upon fun, and the

delightful exercise of skill. If, as was alleged, they carried off two

pounds of sugar for every lemon they got hold of, still, one must do

something; and as they said, "the sugar was all paid for out of their

own allowance."

A much graver thing--perhaps the worst in the whole business--was the

bribing enlisted men. Some free lances, indeed, were much too fond of

"chancing" it, to do their frisky deeds by proxy. They fetched for

themselves what they wanted, with a daring of which I may not tell.

But others would get the sentry at the gate to pass things in; or a

bandsman to bring all sorts of contraband goods from the Falls. Other

people helped, but a mess-hall waiter could only lose his place and run

away, while the sentinels were in trust.

Now Magnus Kindred had not been so brought up, and the sight and

hearing of certain things at first made him indignant. But they looked

lighter coloured the fifteenth time than the first. The memory of Mr.

Upright's words also faded out, and when springtime came, and days grew

long and nights were bright, he had fallen back into much the old way,

and was training with (or training) the wrong crowd. And he was so

agile and wary that he never got caught, which was perhaps his loss.

"I don't see how you work it, Kin," Rig complained one day. "You do

everything you have a mind to, and yet even Towser will swear you in

for sweet cream every time. But as for me, if both my shoe toes aren't

blacked exactly alike, I'm skinned to a certainty."

I am not sure that Magnus relished the compliment,--one has a choice

about praise,--but he made no answer, and did not change his too

successful ways.

And thus that pleb winter did much work for him in more lines than one.

For you cannot keep hard at hard studies, as he did, without a swift

and increasing rate of progress; the Hill Difficulty of West Point, as

Mrs. Gresham had called it, yielded better and better footing, week by

week. But alas, it is also true that you cannot constantly fling even

small stones at the law, without that fine pillar of strength's being

chipped and frayed, and in a sort defaced. Magnus Kindred did not call

his doings by any such dignified name, but all the same, freedom and

lawlessness were getting very much mixed in his mind. While the right

of the authorities to command, and his own right to disobey, were in a

worse tangle still. The wise, dignified, and wholesome rule of "Honour

to whom honour, fear to whom fear," was much dethroned in those days.

So the course of the days and the drift of the ways went on. Winter

slid early into spring. Company drills began, and the full tide of

everything set in, especially walks. Bright parasols appeared on the

sidewalk, and the old seat at Gee's Point once more received its guests.

A general stir of preparation was in the air; grass was dressed,

branches trimmed, and rubbish burned. Cleaning house was on hand, and

dressmakers; and always drills, drills, drills. To the Post in general,

these signs meant the coming of the Board of Visitors, and all the

whirl of examination week: but to the cadets, chiefly June.

All that spring, in spite of much work, Magnus Kindred wrote home very

regularly; long, amusing letters. Telling less of his inner life than

the hearts at home would have liked; but the strangeness of what he

said of the outer partly covered this up. And I doubt whether Magnus

knew how little he told.

Of one thing, however, he was dimly conscious. At first, his mother's

expressions of trust and hope, given in Bible words or her own, had

been a comfort and help to him; they seemed to bring her nearer and to

make him stronger. But of late he had been often inclined to slur over

those parts of her letters, and to hurry on "to get the news first"--as

he put it to himself. He never stopped to ask why; and it was again Mr.

Upright who opened his eyes, and showed him how quietly they had been

closing and falling asleep.

There are tears as well as smiles, on that fateful day in June. Here is

a mother, who, having had her son within easy reach for the last four

years, knows that now, after the short graduation leave, he will be

whirled away beyond her ken. To Barrancas, it may be, or Huachuca, or

Indian Territory. So the mother breaks down and cries visibly.

And here are roommates, who have stood shoulder to shoulder in all

sorts of hardships, now henceforth, until, they are grey-haired men,

to live as far apart as this broad country can put them; and it is a

sobering thought.

Then, this pretty, timid girl, who has ventured her heart on the

insecure ground of cadet soft speeches; or thought out her wedding

dress after one particular walk around Flirtation; or tried the class

ring on one of her own slender fingers, without being asked to keep it

there.

"Oh, it is too dreadful!" she cries, stamping her little foot, and with

the tears all ready, when that heartless band fall off into "The Girl I

Left Behind Me." "I can _not_ see what they find in that old tune."

It goes hard with her, sometimes, poor child, in matter of health.

And sometimes a like hope is laid down with the grey, and the

blue must seek another charmer; and earth is--henceforth and

comparatively--a desert. All sorts of things happen at graduation; and

when you hear an eager, "You will be sure to come back in August," it

does not follow that he will, or that she will wait for him if he does.

But there was no shallow sentiment about Mr. Upright. On the day of his

graduation, the young first captain, having put off his cadet honours

and come out in plain "cits," went down to the mess-hall dinner to look

round the old place once more, and to speak farewell words to his own

company and the Corps. Magnus Kindred caught his eye and smile, and

started a yell for Mr. Upright, which quite cut short that young man's

power to say much; but every word had the resonance of true metal.

"'Quit you like men! be strong.' 'Strong in the Lord, and in the power

of his might,'" he said; vainly trying to shake all the hands held out

to him. But if the tones faltered, the meaning was full strung, and

Magnus once more opened his eyes, and looked at himself and his doings.

And the more he looked, the less he liked it.

It was a good day for feeling blue. The sudden quiet, the cut-down

numbers; envy of the furlough men, and to a degree, of the graduates,

made men restless and dull. No drill, no parade, and not even "a plank"

left of the Board of Visitors. Not even many girls to look at; for half

the Post, and three-tenths of the visitors, had sailed away with the

gay throng on the down boat, and candidates swarmed everywhere.

Magnus Kindred strolled off by himself to the river edge, sat down and

looked himself over.

"Absolutely getting used to things!" he confided to his favourite oaks

and cedars. And then he began to see what was the character of those

things. Of course, a boy could not grow up anywhere, alas! in this

poor world, and not now and then hear men swear; but oaths from his

_comrades_ had at first shocked him exceedingly. There was one man, for

instance, who for a low mark in the section room, a bad ride, a rainy

Saturday, would have his mouth so full of cursing that it seemed hard

to get it all out. He lived near Magnus; and many a time had the boy

secretly stopped his ears to shut out the terrible words. Rig said the

air was "blue" with them.

But quick and keen it came to Magnus now, that he had long ceased to

take any such precautions. Ah! only last night, after the reading of

the black list, he had wondered idly to himself, whether Carr would

find something new to say.

Some hot, unwonted tears sprang up at that, with some very pricking

thoughts of the four pure hearts at home keeping watch for him. And the

thoughts grew and piled up, and sharpened their edges.

I should have said that when the new cadet officers were read out on

Graduation Day, Magnus found himself promoted to the rank of corporal.

Soon after this the Corps went into camp.

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