HOME.
I made him have candles lighted, and saw the room looking cheery and
inhabited before I left him. I told him that he must regard his illness
strictly as one dependent on physical, though _subtle_ physical, causes.
I told him that he had evidence of God’s care and love in the
deliverance which he had just described, and that I had perceived with
pain that he seemed to regard its peculiar features as indicating that
he had been delivered over to spiritual reprobation. Than such a
conclusion nothing could be, I insisted, less warranted; and not only
so, but more contrary to facts, as disclosed in his mysterious
deliverance from that murderous influence during his Shropshire
excursion. First, his niece had been retained by his side without his
intending to keep her near him; and, secondly, there had been infused
into his mind an irresistible repugnance to execute the dreadful
suggestion in her presence.
As I reasoned this point with him, Mr. Jennings wept. He seemed
comforted. One promise I exacted, which was that should the monkey at
any time return, I should be sent for immediately; and, repeating my
assurance that I would give neither time nor thought to any other
subject until I had thoroughly investigated his case, and that to-morrow
he should hear the result, I took my leave.
Before getting into the carriage I told the servant that his master was
far from well, and that he should make a point of frequently looking
into his room.
My own arrangements I made with a view to being quite secure from
interruption.
I merely called at my lodgings, and with a travelling-desk and
carpet-bag, set off in a hackney-carriage for an inn about two miles out
of town, called The Horns, a very quiet and comfortable house, with good
thick walls. And there I resolved, without the possibility of intrusion
or distraction, to devote some hours of the night, in my comfortable
sitting-room, to Mr. Jennings’ case, and so much of the morning as it
might require.
(There occurs here a careful note of Dr. Hesselius’ opinion upon the
case and of the habits, dietary, and medicines which he prescribed. It
is curious—some persons would say mystical. But on the whole I doubt
whether it would sufficiently interest a reader of the kind I am likely
to meet with, to warrant its being here reprinted. The whole letter was
plainly written at the inn where he had hid himself for the occasion.
The next letter is dated from his town lodgings.)
I left town for the inn where I slept last night at half-past nine, and
did not arrive at my room in town until one o’clock this afternoon. I
found a letter in Mr. Jennings’ hand upon my table. It had not come by
post, and, on inquiry, I learned that Mr. Jennings’ servant had brought
it, and on learning that I was not to return until to-day, and that no
one could tell him my address, he seemed very uncomfortable, and said
that his orders from his master were that he was not to return without
an answer.
I opened the letter, and read:
“Dear Dr. Hesselius. It is here. You had not been an hour gone when it
returned. It is speaking. It knows all that has happened. It knows
everything—it knows you, and is frantic and atrocious. It reviles. I
send you this. It knows every word I have written—I write. This I
promised, and I therefore write, but I fear very confused, very
incoherently. I am so interrupted, disturbed.
“Ever yours, sincerely yours,
“ROBERT LYNDER JENNINGS.”
“When did this come?” I asked.
“About eleven last night: the man was here again, and has been here
three times to-day. The last time is about an hour since.”
Thus answered, and with the notes I had made upon his case in my pocket,
I was in a few minutes driving towards Richmond, to see Mr. Jennings.
I by no means, as you perceive, despaired of Mr. Jennings’ case. He had
himself remembered and applied, though quite in a mistaken way, the
principle which I lay down in my Metaphysical Medicine, and which
governs all such cases. I was about to apply it in earnest. I was
profoundly interested, and very anxious to see and examine him while the
“enemy” was actually present.
I drove up to the sombre house, and ran up the steps, and knocked. The
door, in a little time, was opened by a tall woman in black silk. She
looked ill, and as if she had been crying. She curtseyed, and heard my
question, but she did not answer. She turned her face away, extending
her hand towards two men who were coming down-stairs; and thus having,
as it were, tacitly made me over to them, she passed through a side-door
hastily and shut it.
The man who was nearest the hall, I at once accosted, but being now
close to him, I was shocked to see that both his hands were covered
with blood.
I drew back a little, and the man passing down-stairs merely said in a
low tone, “Here’s the servant, sir.”
The servant had stopped on the stairs, confounded and dumb at seeing me.
He was rubbing his hands in a handkerchief, and it was steeped in blood.
“Jones, what is it, what has happened?” I asked, while a sickening
suspicion overpowered me.
The man asked me to come up to the lobby. I was beside him in a moment,
and frowning and pallid, with contracted eyes, he told me the horror
which I already half guessed.
His master had made away with himself.
I went upstairs with him to the room—what I saw there I won’t tell you.
He had cut his throat with his razor. It was a frightful gash. The two
men had laid him on the bed and composed his limbs. It had happened as
the immense pool of blood on the floor declared, at some distance
between the bed and the window. There was carpet round his bed, and a
carpet under his dressing-table, but none on the rest of the floor, for
the man said he did not like a carpet on his bedroom. In this sombre,
and now terrible room, one of the great elms that darkened the house was
slowly moving the shadow of one of its great boughs upon this dreadful
floor.
I beckoned to the servant and we went down-stairs together. I turned off
the hall into an old-fashioned panelled room, and there standing, I
heard all the servant had to tell. It was not a great deal.
“I concluded, sir, from your words, and looks, sir, as you left last
night, that you thought my master seriously ill. I thought it might be
that you were afraid of a fit, or something. So I attended very close to
your directions. He sat up late, till past three o’clock. He was not
writing or reading. He was talking a great deal to himself, but that was
nothing unusual. At about that hour I assisted him to undress, and left
him in his slippers and dressing-gown. I went back softly in about half
an hour. He was in his bed, quite undressed, and a pair of candles
lighted on the table beside his bed. He was leaning on his elbow and
looking out at the other side of the bed when I came in. I asked him if
he wanted anything, and he said no.
“I don’t know whether it was what you said to me, sir, or something a
little unusual about him, but I was uneasy, uncommon uneasy about him
last night.
“In another half hour, or it might be a little more, I went up again. I
did not hear him talking as before. I opened the door a little. The
candles were both out, which was not usual. I had a bedroom candle, and
I let the light in, a little bit, looking softly round. I saw him
sitting in that chair beside the dressing-table with his clothes on
again. He turned round and looked at me. I thought it strange he should
get up and dress, and put out the candles to sit in the dark, that way.
But I only asked him again if I could do anything for him. He said, no,
rather sharp, I thought. I asked if I might light the candles, and he
said, ‘Do as you like, Jones,’ So I lighted them, and I lingered about
the room, and he said, ‘Tell me truth, Jones, why did you come
again—you did not hear any one cursing?’ ‘No, sir,’ I said, wondering
what he could mean.
“‘No,’ said he, after me, ‘of course, no;’ and I said to him, ‘Wouldn’t
it be well, sir, you went to bed? It’s just five o’clock;’ and he said
nothing but, ‘Very likely; good-night, Jones.’ So I went, sir, but in
less than hour I came again. The door was fast, and he heard me, and
called as I thought from the bed to know what I wanted, and he desired
me not to disturb him again. I lay down and slept for a little. It must
have been between six and seven when I went up again. The door was still
fast, and he made no answer, so I did not like to disturb him, and
thinking he was asleep, I left him till nine. It was his custom to ring
when he wished me to come, and I had no particular hour for calling him.
I tapped very gently, and getting no answer, I stayed away a good while,
supposing he was getting some rest then. It was not till eleven o’clock
I grew really uncomfortable about him—for at the latest he was never,
that I could remember, later than half-past ten. I got no answer. I
knocked and called, and still no answer. So not being able to force the
door, I called Thomas from the stables, and together we forced it, and
found him in the shocking way you saw.”
Jones had no more to tell. Poor Mr. Jennings was very gentle, and very
kind. All his people were fond of him. I could see that the servant was
very much moved.
So, dejected and agitated, I passed from that terrible house, and its
dark canopy of elms, and I hope I shall never see it more. While I write
to you I feel like a man who has but half waked from a frightful and
monotonous dream. My memory rejects the picture with incredulity and
horror. Yet I know it is true. It is the story of the process of a
poison, a poison which excites the reciprocal action of spirit and
nerve, and paralyses the tissue that separates those cognate functions
of the senses, the external and the interior. Thus we find strange
bed-fellows, and the mortal and immortal prematurely make acquaintance.
CONCLUSION.
A WORD FOR THOSE WHO SUFFER.
My dear Van L——, you have suffered from an affection similar to that
which I have just described. You twice complained of a return of it.
Who, under God, cured you? Your humble servant, Martin Hesselius. Let me
rather adopt the more emphasised piety of a certain good old French
surgeon of three hundred years ago: “I treated, and God cured you.”
Come, my friend, you are not to be hippish. Let me tell you a fact.
I have met with, and treated, as my book shows, fifty-seven cases of
this kind of vision, which I term indifferently “sublimated,”
“precocious,” and “interior.”
There is another class of affections which are truly termed—though
commonly confounded with those which I describe—spectral illusions.
These latter I look upon as being no less simply curable than a cold in
the head or a trifling dyspepsia.
It is those which rank in the first category that test our promptitude
of thought. Fifty-seven such cases have I encountered, neither more nor
less. And in how many of these have I failed? In no one single instance.
There is no one affliction of mortality more easily and certainly
reducible, with a little patience, and a rational confidence in the
physician. With these simple conditions, I look upon the cure as
absolutely certain.
You are to remember that I had not even commenced to treat Mr. Jennings’
case. I have not any doubt that I should have cured him perfectly in
eighteen months, or possibly it might have extended to two years. Some
cases are very rapidly curable, others extremely tedious. Every
intelligent physician who will give thought and diligence to the task,
will effect a cure.
You know my tract on The Cardinal Functions of the Brain. I there, by
the evidence of innumerable facts, prove, as I think, the high
probability of a circulation arterial and venous in its mechanism,
through the nerves. Of this system, thus considered, the brain is the
heart. The fluid, which is propagated hence through one class of nerves,
returns in an altered state through another, and the nature of that
fluid is spiritual, though not immaterial, any more than, as I before
remarked, light or electricity are so.
By various abuses, among which the habitual use of such agents as green
tea is one, this fluid may be affected as to its quality, but it is more
frequently disturbed as to equilibrium. This fluid being that which we
have in common with spirits, a congestion found upon the masses of brain
or nerve, connected with the interior sense, forms a surface unduly
exposed, on which disembodied spirits may operate: communication is thus
more or less effectually established. Between this brain circulation and
the heart circulation there is an intimate sympathy. The seat, or rather
the instrument of exterior vision, is the eye. The seat of interior
vision is the nervous tissue and brain, immediately about and above the
eyebrow. You remember how effectually I dissipated your pictures by the
simple application of iced eau-de-cologne. Few cases, however, can be
treated exactly alike with anything like rapid success. Cold acts
powerfully as a repellant of the nervous fluid. Long enough continued it
will even produce that permanent insensibility which we call numbness,
and a little longer, muscular as well as sensational paralysis.
I have not, I repeat, the slightest doubt that I should have first
dimmed and ultimately sealed that inner eye which Mr. Jennings had
inadvertently opened. The same senses are opened in delirium tremens,
and entirely shut up again when the over-action of the cerebral heart,
and the prodigious nervous congestions that attend it, are terminated by
a decided change in the state of the body. It is by acting steadily upon
the body, by a simple process, that this result is produced—and
inevitably produced—I have never yet failed.
Poor Mr. Jennings made away with himself. But that catastrophe was the
result of a totally different malady, which, as it were, projected
itself upon that disease which was established. His case was in the
distinctive manner a complication, and the complaint under which he
really succumbed, was hereditary suicidal mania. Poor Mr. Jennings I
cannot call a patient of mine, for I had not even begun to treat his
case, and he had not yet given me, I am convinced, his full and
unreserved confidence. If the patient do not array himself on the side
of the disease, his cure is certain.
THE FAMILIAR.
PROLOGUE.
Out of about two hundred and thirty cases, more or less nearly akin to
that I have entitled “Green Tea,” I select the following, which I call
“The Familiar.”
To this MS. Doctor Hesselius, has, after his wont, attached some sheets
of letter-paper, on which are written, in his hand nearly as compact as
print, his own remarks upon the case. He says—
“In point of conscience, no more unexceptionable narrator, than the
venerable Irish Clergyman who has given me this paper, on Mr. Barton’s
case, could have been chosen. The statement is, however, medically
imperfect. The report of an intelligent physician, who had marked its
progress, and attended the patient, from its earlier stages to its
close, would have supplied what is wanting to enable me to pronounce
with confidence. I should have been acquainted with Mr. Barton’s
probable hereditary pre-dispositions; I should have known, possibly, by
very early indications, something of a remoter origin of the disease
than can now be ascertained.
“In a rough way, we may reduce all similar cases to three distinct
classes. They are founded on the primary distinction between the
subjective and the objective. Of those whose senses are alleged to be
subject to supernatural impressions—some are simply visionaries, and
propagate the illusions of which they complain, from diseased brain or
nerves. Others are, unquestionably, infested by, as we term them,
spiritual agencies, exterior to themselves. Others, again, owe their
sufferings to a mixed condition. The interior sense, it is true, is
opened; but it has been and continues open by the action of disease.
This form of disease may, in one sense, be compared to the loss of the
scarf-skin, and a consequent exposure of surfaces for whose excessive
sensitiveness, nature has provided a muffling. The loss of this covering
is attended by an habitual impassability, by influences against which we
were intended to be guarded. But in the case of the brain, and the
nerves immediately connected with its functions and its sensuous
impressions, the cerebral circulation undergoes periodically that
vibratory disturbance, which, I believe, I have satisfactorily examined
and demonstrated, in my MS. Essay, A. 17. This vibratory disturbance
differs, as I there prove, essentially from the congestive disturbance,
the phenomena of which are examined in A. 19. It is, when excessive,
invariably accompanied by _illusions_.
“Had I seen Mr. Barton, and examined him upon the points, in his case,
which need elucidation, I should have without difficulty referred those
phenomena to their proper disease. My diagnosis is now, necessarily,
conjectural.”
Thus writes Doctor Hesselius; and adds a great deal which is of interest
only to a scientific physician.
The Narrative of the Rev. Thomas Herbert, which furnishes all that is
known of the case, will be found in the chapters that follow.
CHAPTER I.
FOOT-STEPS.
I was a young man at the time, and intimately acquainted with some of
the actors in this strange tale; the impression which its incidents made
on me, therefore, were deep, and lasting. I shall now endeavour, with
precision, to relate them all, combining, of course, in the narrative,
whatever I have learned from various sources, tending, however
imperfectly, to illuminate the darkness which involves its progress and
termination.
Somewhere about the year 1794, the younger brother of a certain baronet,
whom I shall call Sir James Barton, returned to Dublin. He had served in
the navy with some distinction, having commanded one of His Majesty’s
frigates during the greater part of the American war. Captain Barton was
apparently some two or three-and-forty years of age. He was an
intelligent and agreeable companion when he pleased it, though generally
reserved, and occasionally even moody.
In society, however, he deported himself as a man of the world, and a
gentleman. He had not contracted any of the noisy brusqueness sometimes
acquired at sea; on the contrary, his manners were remarkably easy,
quiet, and even polished. He was in person about the middle size, and
somewhat strongly formed—his countenance was marked with the lines of
thought, and on the whole wore an expression of gravity and melancholy;
being, however, as I have said, a man of perfect breeding, as well as of
good family, and in affluent circumstances, he had, of course, ready
access to the best society of Dublin, without the necessity of any other
credentials.
In his personal habits Mr. Barton was unexpensive. He occupied lodgings
in one of the _then_ fashionable streets in the south side of the
town—kept but one horse and one servant—and though a reputed
free-thinker, yet lived an orderly and moral life—indulging neither in
gaming, drinking, nor any other vicious pursuit—living very much to
himself, without forming intimacies, or choosing any companions, and
appearing to mix in gay society rather for the sake of its bustle and
distraction, than for any opportunities it offered of interchanging
thought or feeling with its votaries.
Barton was therefore pronounced a saving, prudent, unsocial sort of
fellow, who bid fair to maintain his celibacy alike against stratagem
and assault, and was likely to live to a good old age, die rich, and
leave his money to an hospital.
It was now apparent, however, that the nature of Mr. Barton’s plans had
been totally misconceived. A young lady, whom I shall call Miss
Montague, was at this time introduced into the gay world, by her aunt,
the Dowager Lady L——. Miss Montague was decidedly pretty and
accomplished, and having some natural cleverness, and a great deal of
gaiety, became for a while a reigning toast.
Her popularity, however, gained her, for a time, nothing more than that
unsubstantial admiration which, however, pleasant as an incense to
vanity, is by no means necessarily antecedent to matrimony—for,
unhappily for the young lady in question, it was an understood thing,
that beyond her personal attractions, she had no kind of earthly
provision. Such being the state of affairs, it will readily be believed
that no little surprise was consequent upon the appearance of Captain
Barton as the avowed lover of the penniless Miss Montague.
His suit prospered, as might have been expected, and in a short time it
was communicated by old Lady L—— to each of her hundred and fifty
particular friends in succession, that Captain Barton had actually
tendered proposals of marriage, with her approbation, to her niece, Miss
Montague, who had, moreover, accepted the offer of his hand,
conditionally upon the consent of her father, who was then upon his
homeward voyage from India, and expected in two or three weeks at the
furthest.
About this consent there could be no doubt—the delay, therefore, was
one merely of form—they were looked upon as absolutely engaged, and
Lady L——, with a rigour of old-fashioned decorum with which her niece
would, no doubt, gladly have dispensed, withdrew her thenceforward from
all further participation in the gaieties of the town.
Captain Barton was a constant visitor, as well as a frequent guest at
the house, and was permitted all the privileges of intimacy which a
betrothed suitor is usually accorded. Such was the relation of parties,
when the mysterious circumstances which darken this narrative first
begun to unfold themselves.
Lady L—— resided in a handsome mansion at the north side of Dublin,
and Captain Barton’s lodgings, as we have already said, were situated at
the south. The distance intervening was considerable, and it was Captain
Barton’s habit generally to walk home without an attendant, as often as
he passed the evening with the old lady and her fair charge.
His shortest way in such nocturnal walks, lay, for a considerable space,
through a line of street which had as yet merely been laid out, and
little more than the foundations of the houses constructed.
One night, shortly after his engagement with Miss Montague had
commenced, he happened to remain unusually late, in company with her and
Lady L——. The conversation had turned upon the evidences of
revelation, which he had disputed with the callous scepticism of a
confirmed infidel. What were called “French principles,” had in those
days found their way a good deal into fashionable society, especially
that portion of it which professed allegiance to Whiggism, and neither
the old lady nor her charge were so perfectly free from the taint, as to
look upon Mr. Barton’s views as any serious objection to the proposed
union.
The discussion had degenerated into one upon the supernatural and the
marvellous, in which he had pursued precisely the same line of argument
and ridicule. In all this, it is but truth to state, Captain Barton, was
guilty of no affectation—the doctrines upon which he insisted, were, in
reality, but, too truly the basis of his own fixed belief, if so it
might be called; and perhaps not the least strange of the many strange
circumstances connected with my narrative, was the fact, that the
subject of the fearful influences I am about to describe, was himself,
from the deliberate conviction of years, an utter disbeliever in what
are usually termed preternatural agencies.
It was considerably past midnight when Mr. Barton took his leave, and
set out upon his solitary walk homeward. He had now reached the lonely
road, with its unfinished dwarf walls tracing the foundations of the
projected row of houses on either side—the moon was shining mistily,
and its imperfect light made the road he trod but additionally
dreary—that utter silence which has in it something indefinably
exciting, reigned there, and made the sound of his steps, which alone
broke it, unnaturally loud and distinct.
He had proceeded thus some way, when he, on a sudden, heard other
footfalls, pattering at a measured pace, and, as it seemed, about two
score steps behind him.
The suspicion of being dogged is at all times unpleasant; it is,
however, especially so in a spot so lonely; and this suspicion became so
strong in the mind of Captain Barton, that he abruptly turned about to
confront his pursuer, but, though there was quite sufficient moonlight
to disclose any object upon the road he had traversed, no form of any
kind was visible there.
The steps he had heard could not have been the reverberation of his own,
for he stamped his foot upon the ground, and walked briskly up and
down, in the vain attempt to awake an echo; though by no means a
fanciful person, therefore he was at last fain to charge the sounds upon
his imagination, and treat them as an illusion. Thus satisfying himself,
he resumed his walk, and before he had proceeded a dozen paces, the
mysterious footfall was again audible from behind, and this time, as if
with the special design of showing that the sounds were not the
responses of an echo—the steps sometimes slackened nearly to a halt,
and sometimes hurried for six or eight strides to a run, and again
abated to a walk.
Captain Barton, as before, turned suddenly round, and with the same
result—no object was visible above the deserted level of the road. He
walked back over the same ground, determined that, whatever might have
been the cause of the sounds which had so disconcerted him, it should
not escape his search—the endeavour, however, was unrewarded.
In spite of all his scepticism, he felt something like a superstitious
fear stealing fast upon him, and with these unwonted and uncomfortable
sensations, he once more turned and pursued his way. There was no
repetition of these haunting sounds, until he had reached the point
where he had last stopped to retrace his steps—here they were
resumed—and with sudden starts of running, which threatened to bring
the unseen pursuer up to the alarmed pedestrian.
Captain Barton arrested his course as formerly—the unaccountable nature
of the occurrence filled him with vague and disagreeable sensations—and
yielding to the excitement that was gaining upon him, he shouted
sternly, “Who goes there?” The sound of one’s own voice, thus exerted,
in utter solitude, and followed by total silence, has in it something
unpleasantly dismaying, and he felt a degree of nervousness which,
perhaps, from no cause had he ever known before.
To the very end of this solitary street the steps pursued him—and it
required a strong effort of stubborn pride on his part, to resist the
impulse that prompted him every moment to run for safety at the top of
his speed. It was not until he had reached his lodging, and sate by his
own fire-side, that he felt sufficiently reassured to rearrange and
reconsider in his own mind the occurrences which had so discomposed him.
So little a matter, after all, is sufficient to upset the pride of
scepticism and vindicate the old simple laws of nature within us.
CHAPTER II.
THE WATCHER.
Mr. Barton was next morning sitting at a late breakfast, reflecting upon
the incidents of the previous night, with more of inquisitiveness than
awe, so speedily do gloomy impressions upon the fancy disappear under
the cheerful influence of day, when a letter just delivered by the
postman was placed upon the table before him.
There was nothing remarkable in the address of this missive, except
that it was written in a hand which he did not know—perhaps it was
disguised—for the tall narrow characters were sloped backward; and with
the self-inflicted suspense which we often see practised in such cases,
he puzzled over the inscription for a full minute before he broke the
seal. When he did so, he read the following words, written in the same
hand:—
“Mr. Barton, late captain of the ‘Dolphin,’ is warned of DANGER. He will
do wisely to avoid —— street—[here the locality of his last night’s
adventure was named]—if he walks there as usual he will meet with
something unlucky—let him take warning, once for all, for he has reason
to dread
“THE WATCHER.”
Captain Barton read and re-read this strange effusion; in every light
and in every direction he turned it over and over; he examined the
paper on which it was written, and scrutinized the hand-writing once
more. Defeated here, he turned to the seal; it was nothing but a patch
of wax, upon which the accidental impression of a thumb was imperfectly
visible.
There was not the slightest mark, or clue of any kind, to lead him to
even a guess as to its possible origin. The writer’s object seemed a
friendly one, and yet he subscribed himself as one whom he had “reason
to dread.” Altogether the letter, its author, and its real purpose were
to him an inexplicable puzzle, and one, moreover, unpleasantly
suggestive, in his mind, of other associations connected with his last
night’s adventure.
In obedience to some feeling—perhaps of pride—Mr. Barton did not
communicate, even to his intended bride, the occurrences which I have
just detailed. Trifling as they might appear, they had in reality most
disagreeably affected his imagination, and he cared not to disclose,
even to the young lady in question, what she might possibly look upon as
evidences of weakness. The letter might very well be but a hoax, and the
mysterious footfall but a delusion or a trick. But although he affected
to treat the whole affair as unworthy of a thought, it yet haunted him
pertinaciously, tormenting him with perplexing doubts, and depressing
him with undefined apprehensions. Certain it is, that for a considerable
time afterwards he carefully avoided the street indicated in the letter
as the scene of danger.
It was not until about a week after the receipt of the letter which I
have transcribed, that anything further occurred to remind Captain
Barton of its contents, or to counteract the gradual disappearance from
his mind of the disagreeable impressions then received.
He was returning one night, after the interval I have stated, from the
theatre, which was then situated in Crow-street, and having there seen
Miss Montague and Lady L—— into their carriage, he loitered for some
time with two or three acquaintances.
With these, however, he parted close to the college, and pursued his way
alone. It was now fully one o’clock, and the streets were quite
deserted. During the whole of his walk with the companions from whom he
had just parted, he had been at times painfully aware of the sound of
steps, as it seemed, dogging them on their way.
Once or twice he had looked back, in the uneasy anticipation that he was
again about to experience the same mysterious annoyances which had so
disconcerted him a week before, and earnestly hoping that he might see
some form to account naturally for the sounds. But the street was
deserted—no one was visible.
Proceeding now quite alone upon his homeward way, he grew really nervous
and uncomfortable, as he became sensible, with increased distinctness,
of the well-known and now absolutely dreaded sounds.
By the side of the dead wall which bounded the college park, the sounds
followed, recommencing almost simultaneously with his own steps. The
same unequal pace—sometimes slow, sometimes for a score yards or so,
quickened almost to a run—was audible from behind him. Again and again
he turned; quickly and stealthily he glanced over his shoulder—almost
at every half-dozen steps; but no one was visible.
The irritation of this intangible and unseen pursuit became gradually
all but intolerable; and when at last he reached his home, his nerves
were strung to such a pitch of excitement that he could not rest, and
did not attempt even to lie down until after the daylight had broken.
He was awakened by a knock at his chamber-door, and his servant
entering, handed him several letters which had just been received by the
penny post. One among them instantly arrested his attention—a single
glance at the direction aroused him thoroughly. He at once recognized its
character, and read as follows:—
“You may as well think, Captain Barton, to escape from your own shadow
as from me; do what you may, I will see you as often as I please, and
you shall see me, for I do not want to hide myself, as you fancy. Do not
let it trouble your rest, Captain Barton; for, with a _good conscience_,
what need you fear from the eye of
“THE WATCHER.”
It is scarcely necessary to dwell upon the feelings that accompanied a
perusal of this strange communication. Captain Barton was observed to be
unusually absent and out of spirits for several days afterwards, but no
one divined the cause.
Whatever he might think as to the phantom steps which followed him,
there could be no possible illusion about the letters he had received;
and, to say the least, their immediate sequence upon the mysterious
sounds which had haunted him, was an odd coincidence.
The whole circumstance was, in his own mind, vaguely and instinctively
connected with certain passages in his past life, which, of all others,
he hated to remember.
It happened, however, that in addition to his own approaching nuptials,
Captain Barton had just then—fortunately, perhaps, for himself—some
business of an engrossing kind connected with the adjustment of a large
and long-litigated claim upon certain properties.
The hurry and excitement of business had its natural effect in gradually
dispelling the gloom which had for a time occasionally oppressed him,
and in a little while his spirits had entirely recovered their
accustomed tone.
During all this time, however, he was, now and then, dismayed by
indistinct and half-heard repetitions of the same annoyance, and that in
lonely places, in the day-time as well as after nightfall. These
renewals of the strange impressions from which he had suffered so much,
were, however, desultory and faint, insomuch that often he really could
not, to his own satisfaction, distinguish between them and the mere
suggestions of an excited imagination.
One evening he walked down to the House of Commons with a Member, an
acquaintance of his and mine. This was one of the few occasions upon
which I have been in company with Captain Barton. As we walked down
together, I observed that he became absent and silent, and to a degree
that seemed to argue the pressure of some urgent and absorbing anxiety.
I afterwards learned that during the whole of our walk, he had heard the
well-known footsteps tracking him as we proceeded.
This, however, was the last time he suffered from this phase of the
persecution, of which he was already the anxious victim. A new and a
very different one was about to be presented.
CHAPTER III.
AN ADVERTISEMENT.
Of the new series of impressions which were afterwards gradually to work
out his destiny, I that evening witnessed the first; and but for its
relation to the train of events which followed, the incident would
scarcely have been now remembered by me.
As we were walking in at the passage from College-Green, a man, of whom
I remember only that he was short in stature, looked like a foreigner,
and wore a kind of fur travelling-cap, walked very rapidly, and as if
under fierce excitement, directly towards us, muttering to himself, fast
and vehemently the while.
This odd-looking person walked straight toward Barton, who was foremost
of the three, and halted, regarding him for a moment or two with a look
of maniacal menace and fury; and then turning about as abruptly, he
walked before us at the same agitated pace, and disappeared at a side
passage. I do distinctly remember being a good deal shocked at the
countenance and bearing of this man, which indeed irresistibly impressed
me with an undefined sense of danger, such as I have never felt before
or since from the presence of anything human; but these sensations were,
on my part, far from amounting to anything so disconcerting as to flurry
or excite me—I had seen only a singularly evil countenance, agitated,
as it seemed, with the excitement of madness.
I was absolutely astonished, however, at the effect of this apparition
upon Captain Barton. I knew him to be a man of proud courage and
coolness in real danger—a circumstance which made his conduct upon this
occasion the more conspicuously odd. He recoiled a step or two as the
stranger advanced, and clutched my arm in silence, with what seemed to
be a spasm of agony or terror! and then, as the figure disappeared,
shoving me roughly back, he followed it for a few paces, stopped in
great disorder, and sat down upon a form. I never beheld a countenance
more ghastly and haggard.
“For God’s sake, Barton, what is the matter?” said ——, our companion,
really alarmed at his appearance. “You’re not hurt, are you?—or unwell?
What is it?”
“What did he say?—I did not hear it—what was it?” asked Barton, wholly
disregarding the question.
“Nonsense,” said ——, greatly surprised; “who cares what the fellow
said. You are unwell, Barton—decidedly unwell; let me call a coach.”
“Unwell! No—not unwell,” he said, evidently making an effort to recover
his self-possession; “but, to say the truth, I am fatigued—a little
over-worked—and perhaps over anxious. You know I have been in chancery,
and the winding up of a suit is always a nervous affair. I have felt
uncomfortable all this evening; but I am better now. Come, come—shall
we go on?”
“No, no. Take my advice, Barton, and go home; you really do need rest!
you are looking quite ill. I really do insist on your allowing me to see
you home,” replied his friend.
I seconded ——’s advice, the more readily as it was obvious that Barton
was not himself disinclined to be persuaded. He left us, declining our
offered escort. I was not sufficiently intimate with —— to discuss the
scene we had both just witnessed. I was, however, convinced from his
manner in the few common-place comments and regrets we exchanged, that
he was just as little satisfied as I with the extempore plea of illness
with which he had accounted for the strange exhibition, and that we were
both agreed in suspecting some lurking mystery in the matter.
I called next day at Barton’s lodgings, to enquire for him, and learned
from the servant that he had not left his room since his return the
night before; but that he was not seriously indisposed, and hoped to be
out in a few days. That evening he sent for Dr. R——, then in large and
fashionable practice in Dublin, and their interview was, it is said, an
odd one.
He entered into a detail of his own symptoms in an abstracted and
desultory way which seemed to argue a strange want of interest in his
own cure, and, at all events, made it manifest that there was some topic
engaging his mind of more engrossing importance than his present
ailment. He complained of occasional palpitations and headache.
Doctor R——, asked him among other questions, whether there was any
irritating circumstance or anxiety then occupying his thoughts. This he
denied quickly and almost peevishly; and the physician thereupon
declared his opinion, that there was nothing amiss except some slight
derangement of the digestion, for which he accordingly wrote a
prescription, and was about to withdraw, when Mr. Barton, with the air
of a man who recollects a topic which had nearly escaped him, recalled
him.
“I beg your pardon, Doctor, but I really almost forgot; will you permit
me to ask you two or three medical questions—rather odd ones, perhaps,
but a wager depends upon their solution, you will, I hope, excuse my
unreasonableness.”
The physician readily undertook to satisfy the inquirer.
Barton seemed to have some difficulty about opening the proposed
interrogatories, for he was silent for a minute, then walked to his
book-case, and returned as he had gone; at last he sat down and said—
“You’ll think them very childish questions, but I can’t recover my wager
without a decision; so I must put them. I want to know first about
lock-jaw. If a man actually has had that complaint, and appears to have
died of it—so much so, that a physician of average skill pronounces him
actually dead—may he, after all, recover?”
The physician smiled, and shook his head.
“But—but a blunder may be made,” resumed Barton. “Suppose an ignorant
pretender to medical skill; may _he_ be so deceived by any stage of the
complaint, as to mistake what is only a part of the progress of the
disease, for death itself?”
“No one who had ever seen death,” answered he, “could mistake it in a
case of lock-jaw.”
Barton mused for a few minutes. “I am going to ask you a question,
perhaps, still more childish; but first, tell me, are the regulations of
foreign hospitals, such as that of, let us say, Naples, very lax and
bungling. May not all kinds of blunders and slips occur in their entries
of names, and soforth?”
Doctor R—— professed his incompetence to answer that query.
“Well, then, Doctor, here is the last of my questions. You will,
probably, laugh at it; but it must out, nevertheless. Is there any
disease, in all the range of human maladies, which would have the effect
of perceptibly contracting the stature, and the whole frame—causing the
man to shrink in all his proportions, and yet to preserve his exact
resemblance to himself in every particular—with the one exception, his
height and bulk; any disease, mark—no matter how rare—how little
believed in, generally—which could possibly result in producing such an
effect?”
The physician replied with a smile, and a very decided negative.
“Tell me, then,” said Barton, abruptly, “if a man be in reasonable fear
of assault from a lunatic who is at large, can he not procure a warrant
for his arrest and detention?”
“Really that is more a lawyer’s question than one in my way,” replied
Dr. R——: “but I believe, on applying to a magistrate, such a course
would be directed.”
The physician then took his leave; but, just as he reached the
hall-door, remembered that he had left his cane up stairs, and returned.
His reappearance was awkward, for a piece of paper, which he recognised
as his own prescription, was slowly burning upon the fire, and Barton
sitting close by with an expression of settled gloom and dismay.
Doctor R—— had too much tact to observe what presented itself; but he
had seen quite enough to assure him that the mind, and not the body, of
Captain Barton was in reality the seat of suffering.
A few days afterwards, the following advertisement appeared in the
Dublin newspapers.
“If Sylvester Yelland, formerly a foremast-man on board his Majesty’s
frigate Dolphin, or his nearest of kin, will apply to Mr. Hubert Smith,
attorney, at his office, Dame Street, he or they may hear of something
greatly to his or their advantage. Admission may be had at any hour up
to twelve o’clock at night, should parties desire to avoid observation;
and the strictest secrecy, as to all communications intended to be
confidential, shall be honourably observed.”
The Dolphin, as I have mentioned, was the vessel which Captain Barton
had commanded; and this circumstance, connected with the extraordinary
exertions made by the circulation of hand-bills, &c., as well as by
repeated advertisements, to secure for this strange notice the utmost
possible publicity, suggested to Dr. R—— the idea that Captain
Barton’s extreme uneasiness was somehow connected with the individual to
whom the advertisement was addressed, and he himself the author of it.
This, however, it is needless to add, was no more than a conjecture. No
information whatsoever, as to the real purpose of the advertisement was
divulged by the agent, nor yet any hint as to who his employer might
be.
CHAPTER IV.
HE TALKS WITH A CLERGYMAN.
Mr. Barton, although he had latterly begun to earn for himself the
character of an hypochondriac, was yet very far from deserving it.
Though by no means lively, he had yet, naturally, what are termed “even
spirits,” and was not subject to undue depressions.
He soon, therefore, began to return to his former habits; and one of the
earliest symptoms of this healthier tone of spirits was, his appearing
at a grand dinner of the Freemasons, of which worthy fraternity he was
himself a brother. Barton, who had been at first gloomy and abstracted,
drank much more freely than was his wont—possibly with the purpose of
dispelling his own secret anxieties—and under the influence of good
wine, and pleasant company, became gradually (unlike himself) talkative,
and even noisy.
It was under this unwonted excitement that he left his company at about
half-past ten o’clock; and, as conviviality is a strong incentive to
gallantry, it occurred to him to proceed forthwith to Lady L——’s and
pass the remainder of the evening with her and his destined bride.
Accordingly, he was soon at —— street, and chatting gaily with the
ladies. It is not to be supposed that Captain Barton had exceeded the
limits which propriety prescribes to good fellowship—he had merely
taken enough wine to raise his spirits, without, however, in the least
degree unsteadying his mind, or affecting his manners.
With this undue elevation of spirits had supervened an entire oblivion
or contempt of those undefined apprehensions which had for so long
weighed upon his mind, and to a certain extent estranged him from
society; but as the night wore away, and his artificial gaiety began to
flag, these painful feelings gradually intruded themselves again, and he
grew abstracted and anxious as heretofore.
He took his leave at length, with an unpleasant foreboding of some
coming mischief, and with a mind haunted with a thousand mysterious
apprehensions, such as, even while he acutely felt their pressure, he,
nevertheless, inwardly strove, or affected to contemn.
It was this proud defiance of what he regarded as his own weakness,
which prompted him upon the present occasion to that course which
brought about the adventure I am now about to relate.
Mr. Barton might have easily called a coach, but he was conscious that
his strong inclination to do so proceeded from no cause other than what
he desperately persisted in representing to himself to be his own
superstitious tremors.
He might also have returned home by a _route_ different from that
against which he had been warned by his mysterious correspondent; but
for the same reason he dismissed this idea also, and with a dogged and
half desperate resolution to force matters to a crisis of some kind, if
there were any reality in the causes of his former suffering, and if
not, satisfactorily to bring their delusiveness to the proof, he
determined to follow precisely the course which he had trodden upon the
night so painfully memorable in his own mind as that on which his
strange persecution commenced. Though, sooth to say, the pilot who for
the first time steers his vessel under the muzzles of a hostile battery,
never felt his resolution more severely tasked than did Captain Barton
as he breathlessly pursued this solitary path—a path which, spite of
every effort of scepticism and reason, he felt to be infested by some
(as respected _him_) malignant being.
He pursued his way steadily and rapidly, scarcely breathing from
intensity of suspense; he, however, was troubled by no renewal of the
dreaded footsteps, and was beginning to feel a return of confidence, as
more than three-fourths of the way being accomplished with impunity, he
approached the long line of twinkling oil lamps which indicated the
frequented streets.
This feeling of self-congratulation was, however, but momentary. The
report of a musket at some hundred yards behind him, and the whistle of
a bullet close to his head, disagreeably and startlingly dispelled it.
His first impulse was to retrace his steps in pursuit of the assassin;
but the road on either side was, as we have said, embarrassed by the
foundations of a street, beyond which extended waste fields, full of
rubbish and neglected lime and brick-kilns, and all now as utterly
silent as though no sound had ever disturbed their dark and unsightly
solitude. The futility of, single-handed, attempting, under such
circumstances, a search for the murderer, was apparent, especially as no
sound, either of retreating steps or any other kind, was audible to
direct his pursuit.
With the tumultuous sensations of one whose life has just been exposed
to a murderous attempt, and whose escape has been the narrowest
possible, Captain Barton turned again; and without, however, quickening
his pace actually to a run, hurriedly pursued his way.
He had turned, as I have said, after a pause of a few seconds, and had
just commenced his rapid retreat, when on a sudden he met the
well-remembered little man in the fur cap. The encounter was but
momentary. The figure was walking at the same exaggerated pace, and with
the same strange air of menace as before; and as it passed him, he
thought he heard it say, in a furious whisper, “Still alive—still
alive!”
The state of Mr. Barton’s spirits began now to work a corresponding
alteration in his health and looks, and to such a degree that it was
impossible that the change should escape general remark.
For some reasons, known but to himself, he took no step whatsoever to
bring the attempt upon his life, which he had so narrowly escaped, under
the notice of the authorities; on the contrary, he kept it jealously to
himself; and it was not for many weeks after the occurrence that he
mentioned it, and then in strict confidence, to a gentleman, whom the
torments of his mind at last compelled him to consult.
Spite of his blue devils, however, poor Barton, having no satisfactory
reason to render to the public for any undue remissness in the
attentions exacted by the relation subsisting between him and Miss
Montague was obliged to exert himself, and present to the world a
confident and cheerful bearing.
The true source of his sufferings, and every circumstance connected with
them, he guarded with a reserve so jealous, that it seemed dictated by
at least a suspicion that the origin of his strange persecution was
known to himself, and that it was of a nature which, upon his own
account, he could not or dared not disclose.
The mind thus turned in upon itself, and constantly occupied with a
haunting anxiety which it dared not reveal or confide to any human
breast, became daily more excited, and, of course, more vividly
impressible, by a system of attack which operated through the nervous
system; and in this state he was destined to sustain, with increasing
frequency, the stealthy visitations of that apparition which from the
first had seemed to possess so terrible a hold upon his imagination.
* * * * *
It was about this time that Captain Barton called upon the then
celebrated preacher, Dr. ——, with whom he had a slight acquaintance,
and an extraordinary conversation ensued.
The divine was seated in his chambers in college, surrounded with works
upon his favourite pursuit, and deep in theology, when Barton was
announced.
There was something at once embarrassed and excited in his manner,
which, along with his wan and haggard countenance, impressed the student
with the unpleasant consciousness that his visitor must have recently
suffered terribly indeed, to account for an alteration so
striking—almost shocking.
After the usual interchange of polite greeting, and a few common-place
remarks, Captain Barton, who obviously perceived the surprise which his
visit had excited, and which Doctor —— was unable wholly to conceal,
interrupted a brief pause by remarking—
“This is a strange call, Doctor ——, perhaps scarcely warranted by an
acquaintance so slight as mine with you. I should not under ordinary
circumstances have ventured to disturb you; but my visit is neither an
idle nor impertinent intrusion. I am sure you will not so account it,
when I tell you how afflicted I am.”
Doctor —— interrupted him with assurances such as good breeding
suggested, and Barton resumed—
“I am come to task your patience by asking your advice. When I say your
patience, I might, indeed, say more; I might have said your
humanity—your compassion; for I have been and am a great sufferer.”
“My dear sir,” replied the churchman, “it will, indeed, afford me
infinite gratification if I can give you comfort in any distress of
mind; but—you know——”
“I know what you would say,” resumed Barton, quickly; “I am an
unbeliever, and, therefore, incapable of deriving help from religion;
but don’t take that for granted. At least you must not assume that,
however unsettled my convictions may be, I do not feel a deep—a very
deep—interest in the subject. Circumstances have lately forced it upon
my attention, in such a way as to compel me to review the whole
question in a more candid and teachable spirit, I believe, than I ever
studied it in before.”
“Your difficulties, I take it for granted, refer to the evidences of
revelation,” suggested the clergyman.
“Why—no—not altogether; in fact I am ashamed to say I have not
considered even my objections sufficiently to state them connectedly;
but—but there is one subject on which I feel a peculiar interest.”
He paused again, and Doctor —— pressed him to proceed.
“The fact is,” said Barton, “whatever may be my uncertainty as to the
authenticity of what we are taught to call revelation, of one fact I am
deeply and horribly convinced, that there does exist beyond this a
spiritual world—a system whose workings are generally in mercy hidden
from us—a system which may be, and which is sometimes, partially and
terribly revealed. I am sure—I _know_,” continued Barton, with
increasing excitement, “that there is a God—a dreadful God—and that
retribution follows guilt, in ways the most mysterious and
stupendous—by agencies the most inexplicable and terrific;—there is a
spiritual system—great God, how I have been convinced!—a system
malignant, and implacable, and omnipotent, under whose persecutions I
am, and have been, suffering the torments of the damned!—yes,
sir—yes—the fires and frenzy of hell!”
As Barton spoke, his agitation became so vehement that the Divine was
shocked, and even alarmed. The wild and excited rapidity with which he
spoke, and, above all, the indefinable horror, that stamped his
features, afforded a contrast to his ordinary cool and unimpassioned
self-possession striking and painful in the last degree.
CHAPTER V.
MR. BARTON STATES HIS CASE.
“My dear sir,” said Doctor ——, after a brief pause, “I fear you have
been very unhappy, indeed; but I venture to predict that the depression
under which you labour will be found to originate in purely physical
causes, and that with a change of air, and the aid of a few tonics, your
spirits will return, and the tone of your mind be once more cheerful and
tranquil as heretofore. There was, after all, more truth than we are
quite willing to admit in the classic theories which assigned the undue
predominance of any one affection of the mind, to the undue action or
torpidity of one or other of our bodily organs. Believe me, that a
little attention to diet, exercise, and the other essentials of health,
under competent direction, will make you as much yourself as you can
wish.”
“Doctor ——” said Barton, with something like a shudder, “I _cannot_
delude myself with such a hope. I have no hope to cling to but one, and
that is, that by some other spiritual agency more potent than that which
tortures me, _it_ may be combated, and I delivered. If this may not be,
I am lost—now and for ever lost.”
“But, Mr. Barton, you must remember,” urged his companion, “that others
have suffered as you have done, and——”
“No, no, no,” interrupted he, with irritability—“no, sir, I am not a
credulous—far from a superstitious man. I have been, perhaps, too much
the reverse—too sceptical, too slow of belief; but unless I were one
whom no amount of evidence could convince, unless I were to contemn the
repeated, the _perpetual_ evidence of my own senses, I am now—now at
last constrained to believe—I have no escape from the conviction—the
overwhelming certainty—that I am haunted and dogged, go where I may,
by—by a DEMON!”
There was a preternatural energy of horror in Barton’s face, as, with
its damp and death-like lineaments turned towards his companion, he thus
delivered himself.
“God help you, my poor friend,” said Dr. ——, much shocked, “God help
you; for, indeed, you _are_ a sufferer, however your sufferings may have
been caused.”
“Ay, ay, God help me,” echoed Barton, sternly; “but _will_ he help
me—will he help me?”
“Pray to him—pray in an humble and trusting spirit,” said he.
“Pray, pray,” echoed he again; “I can’t pray—I could as easily move a
mountain by an effort of my will. I have not belief enough to pray;
there is something within me that will not pray. You prescribe
impossibilities—literal impossibilities.”
“You will not find it so, if you will but try,” said Doctor ——.
“Try! I _have_ tried, and the attempt only fills me with confusion; and,
sometimes, terror; I have tried in vain, and more than in vain. The
awful, unutterable idea of eternity and infinity oppresses and maddens
my brain whenever my mind approaches the contemplation of the Creator; I
recoil from the effort scared. I tell you, Doctor ——, if I am to be
saved, it must be by other means. The idea of an eternal Creator is to
me intolerable—my mind cannot support it.”
“Say, then, my dear sir,” urged he, “say how you would have me serve
you—what you would learn of me—what I can do or say to relieve you?”
“Listen to me first,” replied Captain Barton, with a subdued air, and an
effort to suppress his excitement, “listen to me while I detail the
circumstances of the persecution under which my life has become all but
intolerable—a persecution which has made me fear _death_ and the world
beyond the grave as much as I have grown to hate existence.”
Barton then proceeded to relate the circumstances which I have already
detailed, and then continued:
“This has now become habitual—an accustomed thing. I do not mean the
actual seeing him in the flesh—thank God, _that_ at least is not
permitted daily. Thank God, from the ineffable horrors of that
visitation I have been mercifully allowed intervals of repose, though
none of security; but from the consciousness that a malignant spirit is
following and watching me wherever I go, I have never, for a single
instant, a temporary respite. I am pursued with blasphemies, cries of
despair and appalling hatred. I hear those dreadful sounds called after
me as I turn the corners of the streets; they come in the night-time,
while I sit in my chamber alone; they haunt me everywhere, charging me
with hideous crimes, and—great God!—threatening me with coming
vengeance and eternal misery. Hush! do you hear _that_?” he cried with a
horrible smile of triumph; “there, there, will that convince you?”
The clergyman felt a chill of horror steal over him, while, during the
wail of a sudden gust of wind, he heard, or fancied he heard, the half
articulate sounds of rage and derision mingling in the sough.
“Well, what do you think of _that_?” at length Barton cried, drawing a
long breath through his teeth.
“I heard the wind,” said Doctor ——.
“What should I think of it—what is there remarkable about it?”
“The prince of the powers of the air,” muttered Barton, with a shudder.
“Tut, tut! my dear sir,” said the student, with an effort to reassure
himself; for though it was broad daylight, there was nevertheless
something disagreeably contagious in the nervous excitement under which
his visitor so miserably suffered. “You must not give way to those wild
fancies; you must resist these impulses of the imagination.”
“Ay, ay; ‘resist the devil and he will flee from thee,’” said Barton, in
the same tone; “but _how_ resist him? ay, there it is—there is the rub.
What—_what_ am I to do? what _can_ I do?”
“My dear sir, this _is_ fancy,” said the man of folios; “you are your
own tormentor.”
“No, no, sir—fancy has no part in it,” answered Barton, somewhat
sternly. “Fancy! was it that made you, as well as me, hear, but this
moment, those accents of hell? Fancy, indeed! No, no.”
“But you have seen this person frequently,” said the ecclesiastic; “why
have you not accosted or secured him? Is it not a little precipitate, to
say no more, to assume, as you have done, the existence of preternatural
agency, when, after all, everything may be easily accountable, if only
proper means were taken to sift the matter.”
“There are circumstances connected with this—this _appearance_,” said
Barton, “which it is needless to disclose, but which to _me_ are proof
of its horrible nature. I know that the being that follows me is not
human—I say I know this; I could prove it to your own conviction.” He
paused for a minute, and then added, “And as to accosting it, I dare
not, I could not; when I see it I am powerless; I stand in the gaze of
death, in the triumphant presence of infernal power and malignity. My
strength, and faculties, and memory, all forsake me. O God, I fear, sir,
you know not what you speak of. Mercy, mercy; heaven have pity on me!”
He leaned his elbow on the table, and passed his hand across his eyes,
as if to exclude some image of horror, muttering the last words of the
sentence he had just concluded, again and again.
“Doctor ——,” he said, abruptly raising himself, and looking full upon
the clergyman with an imploring eye, “I know you will do for me whatever
may be done. You know now fully the circumstances and the nature of my
affliction. I tell you I cannot help myself; I cannot hope to escape; I
am utterly passive. I conjure you, then, to weigh my case well, and if
anything may be done for me by vicarious supplication—by the
intercession of the good—or by any aid or influence whatsoever, I
implore of you, I adjure you in the name of the Most High, give me the
benefit of that influence—deliver me from the body of this death.
Strive for me, pity me; I know you will; you cannot refuse this; it is
the purpose and object of my visit. Send me away with some hope, however
little, some faint hope of ultimate deliverance, and I will nerve myself
to endure, from hour to hour, the hideous dream into which my existence
has been transformed.”
Doctor —— assured him that all he could do was to pray earnestly for
him, and that so much he would not fail to do. They parted with a
hurried and melancholy valediction. Barton hastened to the carriage that
awaited him at the door, drew down the blinds, and drove away, while
Doctor —— returned to his chamber, to ruminate at leisure upon the
strange interview which had just interrupted his studies.
CHAPTER VI.
SEEN AGAIN.
It was not to be expected that Captain Barton’s changed and eccentric
habits should long escape remark and discussion. Various were the
theories suggested to account for it. Some attributed the alteration to
the pressure of secret pecuniary embarrassments; others to a repugnance
to fulfil an engagement into which he was presumed to have too
precipitately entered; and others, again, to the supposed incipiency of
mental disease, which latter, indeed, was the most plausible as well as
the most generally, received, of the hypotheses circulated in the gossip
of the day.
From the very commencement of this change, at first so gradual in its
advances, Miss Montague had of course been aware of it. The intimacy
involved in their peculiar relation, as well as the near interest which
it inspired afforded, in her case, a like opportunity and motive for the
successful exercise of that keen and penetrating observation peculiar to
her sex.
His visits became, at length, so interrupted, and his manner, while they
lasted, so abstracted, strange, and agitated, that Lady L——, after
hinting her anxiety and her suspicions more than once, at length
distinctly stated her anxiety, and pressed for an explanation.
The explanation was given, and although its nature at first relieved the
worst solicitudes of the old lady and her niece, yet the circumstances
which attended it, and the really dreadful consequences which it
obviously indicated, as regarded the spirits, and indeed the reason of
the now wretched man, who made the strange declaration, were enough,
upon little reflection, to fill their minds with perturbation and alarm.
General Montague, the young lady’s father, at length arrived. He had
himself slightly known Barton, some ten or twelve years previously, and
being aware of his fortune and connexions, was disposed to regard him as
an unexceptionable and indeed a most desirable match for his daughter.
He laughed at the story of Barton’s supernatural visitations, and lost
no time in calling upon his intended son-in-law.
“My dear Barton,” he continued, gaily, after a little conversation, “my
sister tells me that you are a victim to blue devils, in quite a new and
original shape.”
Barton changed countenance, and sighed profoundly.
“Come, come; I protest this will never do,” continued the General; “you
are more like a man on his way to the gallows than to the altar. These
devils have made quite a saint of you.”
Barton made an effort to change the conversation.
“No, no, it won’t do,” said his visitor laughing; “I am resolved to say
what I have to say upon this magnificent mock mystery of yours. You must
not be angry, but really it is too bad to see you at your time of life,
absolutely frightened into good behaviour, like a naughty child by a
bugaboo, and as far as I can learn, a very contemptible one. Seriously,
I have been a good deal annoyed at what they tell me; but at the same
time thoroughly convinced that there is nothing in the matter that may
not cleared up, with a little attention and management, within a week at
furthest.”
“Ah, General, you do not know—” he began.
“Yes, but I do know quite enough to warrant my confidence,” interrupted
the soldier, “don’t I know that all your annoyance proceeds from the
occasional appearance of a certain little man in a cap and great-coat,
with a red vest and a bad face, who follows you about, and pops upon you
at corners of lanes, and throws you into ague fits. Now, my dear fellow,
I’ll make it my business to catch this mischievous little mountebank,
and either beat him to a jelly with my own hands, or have him whipped
through the town, at the cart’s-tail, before a month passes.”
“If _you_ knew what _I_ knew,” said Barton, with gloomy agitation, “you
would speak very differently. Don’t imagine that I am so weak as to
assume, without proof the most overwhelming, the conclusion to which I
have been forced—the proofs are here, locked up here.” As he spoke he
tapped upon his breast, and with an anxious sigh continued to walk up
and down the room.
“Well, well, Barton,” said his visitor, “I’ll wager a rump and a dozen I
collar the ghost, and convince even you before many days are over.”
He was running on in the same strain when he was suddenly arrested, and
not a little shocked, by observing Barton, who had approached the
window, stagger slowly back, like one who had received a stunning blow;
his arm extended toward the street—his face and his very lips white as
ashes—while he muttered, “There—by heaven!—there—there!”
General Montague started mechanically to his feet, and from the window
of the drawing-room, saw a figure corresponding as well as his hurry
would permit him to discern, with the description of the person, whose
appearance so persistently disturbed the repose of his friend.
The figure was just turning from the rails of the area upon which it had
been leaning, and, without waiting to see more, the old gentleman
snatched his cane and hat, and rushed down the stairs and into the
street, in the furious hope of securing the person, and punishing the
audacity of the mysterious stranger.
He looked round him, but in vain, for any trace of the person he had
himself distinctly seen. He ran breathlessly to the nearest corner,
expecting to see from thence the retiring figure, but no such form was
visible. Back and forward, from crossing to crossing, he ran, at fault,
and it was not until the curious gaze and laughing countenances of the
passers-by reminded him of the absurdity of his pursuit, that he
checked his hurried pace, lowered his walking cane from the menacing
altitude which he had mechanically given it, adjusted his hat, and
walked composedly back again, inwardly vexed and flurried. He found
Barton pale and trembling in every joint; they both remained silent,
though under emotions very different. At last Barton whispered, “You saw
it?”
“_It!_—him—some one—you mean—to be sure I did,” replied Montague,
testily. “But where is the good or the harm of seeing him? The fellow
runs like a lamp-lighter. I wanted to _catch_ him, but he had stole away
before I could reach the hall-door. However, it is no great matter; next
time, I dare say, I’ll do better; and egad, if I once come within reach
of him, I’ll introduce his shoulders to the weight of my cane.”
Notwithstanding General Montague’s undertakings and exhortations,
however, Barton continued to suffer from the self-same unexplained
cause; go how, when, or where he would, he was still constantly dogged
or confronted by the being who had established over him so horrible an
influence.
Nowhere and at no time was he secure against the odious appearance which
haunted him with such diabolic perseverance.
His depression, misery, and excitement became more settled and alarming
every day, and the mental agonies that ceaselessly preyed upon him,
began at last so sensibly to affect his health, that Lady L—— and
General Montague succeeded, without, indeed, much difficulty, in
persuading him to try a short tour on the Continent, in the hope that an
entire change of scene would, at all events, have the effect of breaking
through the influences of local association, which the more sceptical of
his friends assumed to be by no means inoperative in suggesting and
perpetuating what they conceived to be a mere form of nervous illusion.
General Montague indeed was persuaded that the figure which haunted his
intended son-in-law was by no means the creation of his imagination,
but, on the contrary, a substantial form of flesh and blood, animated by
a resolution, perhaps with some murderous object in perspective, to
watch and follow the unfortunate gentleman.
Even this hypothesis was not a very pleasant one; yet it was plain that
if Barton could ever be convinced that there was nothing preternatural
in the phenomenon which he had hitherto regarded in that light, the
affair would lose all its terrors in his eyes, and wholly cease to
exercise upon his health and spirits the baleful influence which it had
hitherto done. He therefore reasoned, that if the annoyance were
actually escaped by mere locomotion and change of scene, it obviously
could not have originated in any supernatural agency.
CHAPTER VII.
FLIGHT.
Yielding to their persuasions, Barton left Dublin for England,
accompanied by General Montague. They posted rapidly to London, and
thence to Dover, whence they took the packet with a fair wind for
Calais. The General’s confidence in the result of the expedition on
Barton’s spirits had risen day by day, since their departure from the
shores of Ireland; for to the inexpressible relief and delight of the
latter, he had not since then, so much as even once fancied a repetition
of those impressions which had, when at home, drawn him gradually down
to the very depths of despair.
This exemption from what he had begun to regard as the inevitable
condition of his existence, and the sense of security which began to
pervade his mind, were inexpressibly delightful; and in the exultation
of what he considered his deliverance, he indulged in a thousand happy
anticipations for a future into which so lately he had hardly dared to
look; and in short, both he and his companion secretly congratulated
themselves upon the termination of that persecution which had been to
its immediate victim a source of such unspeakable agony.
It was a beautiful day, and a crowd of idlers stood upon the jetty to
receive the packet, and enjoy the bustle of the new arrivals. Montague
walked a few paces in advance of his friend, and as he made his way
through the crowd, a little man touched his arm, and said to him, in a
broad provincial _patois_—
“Monsieur is walking too fast; he will lose his sick comrade in the
throng, for, by my faith, the poor gentleman seems to be fainting.”
Montague turned quickly, and observed that Barton did indeed look deadly
pale. He hastened to his side.
“My dear fellow, are you ill?” he asked anxiously.
The question was unheeded and twice, repeated, ere Barton stammered—
“I saw him—by——, I saw him!”
“_Him!_—the wretch—who—where now?—where is he?” cried Montague,
looking around him.
“I saw him—but he is gone,” repeated Barton, faintly.
“But where—where? For God’s sake speak,” urged Montague, vehemently.
“It is but this moment—_here_,” said he.
“But what did he look like—what had he on—what did he wear—quick,
quick,” urged his excited companion, ready to dart among the crowd and
collar the delinquent on the spot.
“He touched your arm—he spoke to you—he pointed to me. God be merciful
to me, there is no escape,” said Barton, in the low, subdued tones of
despair.
Montague had already bustled away in all the flurry of mingled hope and
rage; but though the singular _personnel_ of the stranger who had
accosted him was vividly impressed upon his recollection, he failed to
discover among the crowd even the slightest resemblance to him.
After a fruitless search, in which he enlisted the services of several
of the by-standers, who aided all the more zealously, as they believed
he had been robbed, he at length, out of breath and baffled, gave over
the attempt.
“Ah, my friend, it won’t do,” said Barton, with the faint voice and
bewildered, ghastly look of one who had been stunned by some mortal
shock; “there is no use in contending; whatever it is, the dreadful
association between me and it, is now established—I shall never
escape—never!”
“Nonsense, nonsense, my dear Barton; don’t talk so,” said Montague with
something at once of irritation and dismay; “you must not, I say; we’ll
jockey the scoundrel yet; never mind, I say—never mind.”
It was, however, but labour lost to endeavour henceforward to inspire
Barton with one ray of hope; he became desponding.
This intangible, and, as it seemed, utterly inadequate influence was
fast destroying his energies of intellect, character, and health. His
first object was now to return to Ireland, there, as he believed, and
now almost hoped, speedily to die.
To Ireland accordingly he came and one of the first faces he saw upon
the shore, was again that of his implacable and dreaded attendant.
Barton seemed at last to have lost not only all enjoyment and every hope
in existence, but all independence of will besides. He now submitted
himself passively to the management of the friends most nearly
interested in his welfare.
With the apathy of entire despair, he implicitly assented to whatever
measures they suggested and advised; and as a last resource, it was
determined to remove him to a house of Lady L——’s, in the
neighbourhood of Clontarf, where, with the advice of his medical
attendant, who persisted in his opinion that the whole train of
consequences resulted merely from some nervous derangement, it was
resolved that he was to confine himself, strictly to the house, and to
make use only of those apartments which commanded a view of an enclosed
yard, the gates of which were to be kept jealously locked.
Those precautions would certainly secure him against the casual
appearance of any living form, that his excited imagination might
possibly confound with the spectre which, as it was contended, his fancy
recognised in every figure that bore even a distant or general
resemblance to the peculiarities with which his fancy had at first
invested it.
A month or six weeks’ absolute seclusion under these conditions, it was
hoped might, by interrupting the series of these terrible impressions,
gradually dispel the predisposing apprehensions, and the associations
which had confirmed the supposed disease, and rendered recovery
hopeless.
Cheerful society and that of his friends was to be constantly supplied,
and on the whole, very sanguine expectations were indulged in, that
under the treatment thus detailed, the obstinate hypochondria of the
patient might at length give way.
Accompanied, therefore, by Lady L——, General Montague and his
daughter—his own affianced bride—poor Barton—himself never daring to
cherish a hope of his ultimate emancipation from the horrors under which
his life was literally wasting away—took possession of the apartments,
whose situation protected him against the intrusions, from which he
shrank with such unutterable terror.
After a little time, a steady persistence in this system began to
manifest its results, in a very marked though gradual improvement, alike
in the health and spirits of the invalid. Not, indeed, that anything at
all approaching complete recovery was yet discernible. On the contrary,
to those who had not seen him since the commencement of his strange
sufferings, such an alteration would have been apparent as might well
have shocked them.
The improvement, however, such as it was, was welcomed with gratitude
and delight, especially by the young lady, whom her attachment to him,
as well as her now singularly painful position, consequent on his
protracted illness, rendered an object scarcely one degree less to be
commiserated than himself.
A week passed—a fortnight—a month—and yet there had been no
recurrence of the hated visitation. The treatment had, so far forth,
been followed by complete success. The chain of associations was broken.
The constant pressure upon the overtasked spirits had been removed, and,
under these comparatively favourable circumstances, the sense of social
community with the world about him, and something of human interest, if
not of enjoyment, began to reanimate him.
It was about this time that Lady L—— who, like most old ladies of the
day, was deep in family receipts, and a great pretender to medical
science, dispatched her own maid to the kitchen garden, with a list of
herbs, which were there to be carefully culled, and brought back to her
housekeeper for the purpose stated. The handmaiden, however, returned
with her task scarce half completed, and a good deal flurried and
alarmed. Her mode of accounting for her precipitate retreat and evident
agitation was odd, and, to the old lady, startling.
CHAPTER VIII.
SOFTENED.
It appeared that she had repaired to the kitchen garden, pursuant to her
mistress’s directions, and had there begun to make the specified
election among the rank and neglected herbs which crowded one corner of
the enclosure, and while engaged in this pleasant labour, she carelessly
sang a fragment of an old song, as she said, “to keep herself company.”
She was, however, interrupted by an ill-natured laugh; and, looking up,
she saw through the old thorn hedge, which surrounded the garden, a
singularly ill-looking little man, whose countenance wore the stamp of
menace and malignity, standing close to her, at the other side of the
hawthorn screen.
She described herself as utterly unable to move or speak, while he
charged her with a message for Captain Barton; the substance of which
she distinctly remembered to have been to the effect, that he, Captain
Barton, must come abroad as usual, and show himself to his friends, out
of doors, or else prepare for a visit in his own chamber.
On concluding this brief message, the stranger had, with a threatening
air, got down into the outer ditch, and, seizing the hawthorn stems in
his hands, seemed on the point of climbing through the fence—a feat
which might have been accomplished without much difficulty.
Without, of course, awaiting this result, the girl—throwing down her
treasures of thyme and rosemary—had turned and run, with the swiftness
of terror, to the house. Lady L—— commanded her, on pain of instant
dismissal, to observe an absolute silence respecting all that passed of
the incident which related to Captain Barton; and, at the same time,
directed instant search to be made by her men, in the garden and the
fields adjacent. This measure, however, was as usual, unsuccessful, and,
filled with undefinable misgivings, Lady L—— communicated the incident
to her brother. The story, however, until long afterwards, went no
further, and, of course, it was jealously guarded from Barton, who
continued to amend, though slowly.
Barton now began to walk occasionally in the court-yard which I have
mentioned, and which being enclosed by a high wall, commanded no view
beyond its own extent. Here he, therefore, considered himself perfectly
secure: and, but for a careless violation of orders by one of the
grooms, he might have enjoyed, at least for some time longer, his
much-prized immunity. Opening upon the public road, this yard was
entered by a wooden gate, with a wicket in it, and was further defended
by an iron gate upon the outside. Strict orders had been given to keep
both carefully locked; but, spite of these, it had happened that one
day, as Barton was slowly pacing this narrow enclosure, in his
accustomed walk, and reaching the further extremity, was turning to
retrace his steps, he saw the boarded wicket ajar, and the face of his
tormentor immovably looking at him through the iron bars. For a few
seconds he stood riveted to the earth—breathless and bloodless—in the
fascination of that dreaded gaze, and then fell helplessly insensible,
upon the pavement.
There he was found a few minutes afterwards, and conveyed to his
room—the apartment which he was never afterwards to leave alive.
Henceforward a marked and unaccountable change was observable in the
tone of his mind. Captain Barton was now no longer the excited and
despairing man he had been before; a strange alteration had passed upon
him—an unearthly tranquillity reigned in his mind—it was the
anticipated stillness of the grave.
“Montague, my friend, this struggle is nearly ended now,” he said,
tranquilly, but with a look of fixed and fearful awe. “I have, at last,
some comfort from that world of spirits, from which my punishment has
come. I now know that my sufferings will soon be over.”
Montague pressed him to speak on.
“Yes,” said he, in a softened voice, “my punishment is nearly ended.
From sorrow, perhaps I shall never, in time or eternity, escape; but my
_agony_ is almost over. Comfort has been revealed to me, and what
remains of my allotted struggle I will bear with submission—even with
hope.”
“I am glad to hear you speak so tranquilly, my dear Barton,” said
Montague; “peace and cheer of mind are all you need to make you what you
were.”
“No, no—I never can be that,” said he mournfully. “I am no longer fit
for life. I am soon to die. I am to see him but once again, and then all
is ended.”
“He said so, then?” suggested Montague.
“_He?_—No, no: good tidings could scarcely come through him; and these
were good and welcome; and they came so solemnly and sweetly—with
unutterable love and melancholy, such as I could not—without saying
more than is needful, or fitting, of other long-past scenes and
persons—fully explain to you.” As Barton said this he shed tears.
“Come, come,” said Montague, mistaking the source of his emotions, “you
must not give way. What is it, after all, but a pack of dreams and
nonsense; or, at worst, the practices of a scheming rascal that enjoys
his power of playing upon your nerves, and loves to exert it—a sneaking
vagabond that owes you a grudge, and pays it off this way, not daring to
try a more manly one.”
“A grudge, indeed, he owes me—you say rightly,” said Barton, with a
sudden shudder; “a grudge as you call it. Oh, my God! when the justice
of Heaven permits the Evil one to carry out a scheme of vengeance—when
its execution is committed to the lost and terrible victim of sin, who
owes his own ruin to the man, the very man, whom he is commissioned to
pursue—then, indeed, the torments and terrors of hell are anticipated
on earth. But heaven has dealt mercifully with me—hope has opened to me
at last; and if death could come without the dreadful sight I am doomed
to see, I would gladly close my eyes this moment upon the world. But
though death is welcome, I shrink with an agony you cannot
understand—an actual frenzy of terror—from the last encounter with
that—that demon, who has drawn me thus to the verge of the chasm, and
who is himself to plunge me down. I am to see him again—once more—but
under circumstances unutterably more terrific than ever.”
As Barton thus spoke, he trembled so violently that Montague was really
alarmed at the extremity of his sudden agitation, and hastened to lead
him back to the topic which had before seemed to exert so tranquillizing
an effect upon his mind.
“It was not a dream,” he said, after a time; “I was in a different
state—I felt differently and strangely; and yet it was all as real, as
clear, and vivid, as what I now see and hear—it was a reality.”
“And what _did_ you see and hear?” urged his companion.
“When I wakened from the swoon I fell into on seeing _him_,” said
Barton, continuing as if he had not heard the question, “it was slowly,
very slowly—I was lying by the margin of a broad lake, with misty hills
all round, and a soft, melancholy, rose-coloured light illuminated it
all. It was unusually sad and lonely, and yet more beautiful than any
earthly scene. My head was leaning on the lap of a girl, and she was
singing a song, that told, I know not how—whether by words or
harmonies—of all my life—all that is past, and all that is still to
come; and with the song the old feelings that I thought had perished
within me came back, and tears flowed from my eyes—partly for the song
and its mysterious beauty, and partly for the unearthly sweetness of
her voice; and yet I knew the voice—oh! how well; and I was spell-bound
as I listened and looked at the solitary scene, without stirring, almost
without breathing—and, alas! alas! without turning my eyes toward the
face that I knew was near me, so sweetly powerful was the enchantment
that held me. And so, slowly, the song and scene grew fainter, and
fainter, to my senses, till all was dark and still again. And then I
awoke to this world, as you saw, comforted, for I knew that I was
forgiven much.” Barton wept again long and bitterly.
From this time, as we have said, the prevailing tone of his mind was one
of profound and tranquil melancholy. This, however, was not without its
interruptions. He was thoroughly impressed with the conviction that he
was to experience another and a final visitation, transcending in horror
all he had before experienced. From this anticipated and unknown agony,
he often shrank in such paroxysms of abject terror and distraction, as
filled the whole household with dismay and superstitious panic. Even
those among them who affected to discredit the theory of preternatural
agency, were often in their secret souls visited during the silence of
night with qualms and apprehensions, which they would not have readily
confessed; and none of them attempted to dissuade Barton from the
resolution on which he now systematically acted, of shutting himself up
in his own apartment. The window-blinds of this room were kept jealously
down; and his own man was seldom out of his presence, day or night, his
bed being placed in the same chamber.