CHAPTER XVI.

THE NEW GENTLEMAN.

It seems difficult to imagine what connection there could be between

Phoebe Beecham's appearance in Grange Lane and the interview which took

place there between her and the "new gentleman," and Mr. May's sudden

onslaught upon his family, which ended in Reginald's acceptance of the

chaplaincy. But yet the connection was very distinct. Not even the Mays,

in their excitement over the appearance of a stranger in Carlingford,

could be more surprised than Phoebe was when her solitary walk was

interrupted by the apparition across the street of a known person, a

face familiar to her in other regions. "Mr. Northcote!" she cried, with

a little start of surprise. As for the stranger, he made but two steps

across Grange Lane in his delight at the sight of her. Not that he was

Phoebe's lover, or possessed by any previous enthusiasm for the girl whom

he had met about half-a-dozen times in his life, and of whom he knew

little more than that she was the daughter of a "brother clergyman;" for

both Mr. Beecham and he were in the habit of using that word, whether

appropriate or inappropriate. This was the explanation of the white

necktie and the formal dress which had puzzled Ursula.

Horace Northcote was not of Mr. Beecham's class. He was not well-to-do

and genial, bent upon keeping up his congregation and his popularity,

and trying to ignore as much as he could the social superiority of the

Church without making himself in any way offensive to her. He was a

political Nonconformist, a vigorous champion of the Disestablishment

Society, more successful on the platform than in the pulpit, and

strenuously of opinion in his heart of hearts that the Church was the

great drawback to all progress in England, an incubus of which the

nation would gladly be rid. His dress was one of the signs of his

character and meaning. Strong in a sense of his own clerical position,

he believed in uniform as devoutly as any Ritualist, but he would not

plagiarise the Anglican livery and walk about in a modified soutane and

round hat like "our brethren in the Established Church," as Mr. Beecham

kindly called them. To young Northcote they were not brethren, but

enemies, and though he smiled superior at the folly which stigmatised

an M.B. waistcoat, yet he scorned to copy. Accordingly his frock coat

was not long, but of the extremest solemnity of cut and hue, his white

tie was of the stiffest, his tall hat of the most uncompromising

character. He would not veil for a day in easier and more ordinary

habiliments the distinct position he assumed as clerical, yet not of the

clergy; a teacher of men, though not a priest of the Anglican

inspiration. He could not help feeling that his appearance, as he moved

about the streets, was one which might well thrill Anglican bosoms with

a flutter of terror. He was the Church's avowed enemy, and upon this he

stood as his claim to the honour of those who thought with him. This was

very different from the views held by the pastor of the Crescent Chapel,

who was very willing to be on the best terms with the Church, and would

have liked to glide into closer and closer amity, and perhaps finally to

melt away altogether in her broad bosom, like a fat raindrop

contributing noiselessly to swell the sea. It was not, however, any

feeling of this difference which made Phoebe draw herself back

instinctively after the first start of recognition. Across her mind,

even while she held out her hand to the stranger, there flashed a sudden

recollection of her grandmother and her grandfather, and all the homely

belongings which he, a minister of the connection, could not be kept in

ignorance of. It was but a momentary pang. Phoebe was not so foolish as

to shrink before the inevitable, or to attempt by foolish expedients to

stave off such a danger. She shrank for a second, then drew herself up

and shook off all such ignoble cares. "I am myself whatever happens,"

was her reflection; and she said with something like security:

"I am so glad to meet you, Mr. Northcote; what an unexpected pleasure to

see you here!"

"It is a most unexpected pleasure for me, I assure you," he said, "and a

very great one." He spoke with unaffected honesty; for indeed his plunge

into the society of Salem Chapel had given him a shock not easily got

over, and the appearance of a being of his own species, among all these

excellent poulterers and grocers, was a relief unspeakable; and then he

added, "May I walk with you, if you are going to walk?"

"Surely," said Phoebe with momentary hesitation, and it was just at this

moment that she perceived Ursula on the other side of the road, and,

glad of the diversion, waved her hand to her, and said, "How do you do?"

"A friend of yours?" said Mr. Northcote, following her gesture with his

eyes, and feeling more and more glad that he had met her. "I passed

those young ladies just now, and heard some of their conversation,

which amused me. Do they belong to our people? If you will not be angry,

Miss Beecham, I must say that I should be glad to meet somebody

belonging to us, who is not--who is more like--the people one meets

elsewhere."

"Well," said Phoebe, "we are always talking of wanting something

original; I think on the whole I am of your opinion; still there is

nothing very great or striking about most of the people one meets

anywhere."

"Yes; society is flat enough," said the young man. "But--it is strange

and rather painful, though perhaps it is wrong to say so--why, I wonder,

are all our people of one class? Perhaps you have not seen much of them

here? All of one class, and that--"

"Not an attractive class," said Phoebe, with a little sigh. "Yes, I

know."

"Anything but an attractive class; not the so-called working men and

such like. One can get on with them. It is very unpleasant to have to

say it; buying and selling now as we have it in Manchester does not

contract the mind. I suppose we all buy and sell more and less. How is

it? When it is tea and sugar--"

"Or butter and cheese," said Phoebe with a laugh, which she could not

quite keep from embarrassment. "I must be honest and tell you before you

go any further. You don't know that I belong to the Tozers, Mr.

Northcote, who are in that line of business. Don't look so dreadfully

distressed. Perhaps I shouldn't have told you, had you not been sure to

find out. Old Mr. Tozer is my grandfather, and I am staying there. It is

quite simple. Papa came to Carlingford when he was a young clergyman,

newly ordained. He was pastor at Salem Chapel, and married mamma, who

was the daughter of one of the chief members. I did not know myself when

I came to Carlingford that they actually kept a shop, and I did not like

it. Don't apologize, please. It is a very difficult question," said

Phoebe philosophically, partly to ease herself, partly to set him at his

ease, "what is best to do in such a case. To be educated in another

sphere and brought down to this, is hard. One cannot feel the same for

one's relations; and yet one's poor little bit of education, one's petty

manners, what are these to interfere with blood relationships? And to

keep everybody down to the condition they were born, why, that is the

old way--"

"Miss Beecham, I don't know what to say. I never meant--I could not

tell. There are excellent, most excellent people in all classes."

"Exactly so," said Phoebe, with a laugh. "We all know that; one man is as

good as another--if not better. A butterman is as good as a lord; but--"

she added, with a little elevation of her eyebrows and shrug of her

shoulders, "not so pleasant to be connected with. And you don't say

anything about my difficulty, Mr. Northcote. You don't realize it

perhaps, as I do. Which is best: for everybody to continue in the

position he was born in, or for an honest shopkeeper to educate his

children and push them up higher until they come to feel themselves

members of a different class, and to be ashamed of him? Either way, you

know, it is hard."

Northcote was at his wit's end. He had no fellow-feeling for this

difficulty. His friends were all much better off than he was as a poor

minister. They were Manchester people, with two or three generations of

wealth behind them, relations of whom nobody need be ashamed; and he was

himself deeply humiliated and distressed to have said anything which

could humiliate Phoebe, who rose immeasurably in his estimation in

consequence of her bold avowal, though he himself would have sacrificed

a great deal rather than put himself on the Tozer level. He did not know

what to say.

"Miss Beecham, you know as well as I do, how falsely our opinions are

formed in this respect, how conventional we are. What is position after

all? To a grand Seigneur, for instance, the difference between his

steward and his laquais seems nothing, but to the steward it is a great

gulf. I--I mean--the whole question is conventional--position, or

station, or rank--"

Phoebe smiled. "I don't think that is quite the question," she said, "but

never mind. I suppose you are here on some mission? You would not come

to Carlingford for pleasure."

"Nay," said Northcote, with a reproachful tone. "I should have thought

you must have heard of our Meeting. It is for to-night. I have come from

the Disestablishment Society with some other friends; but it has been my

fate to come on before to make the arrangements. The others come

to-day."

"A hard fate, Mr. Northcote."

"I thought so this morning. I have not been much in the way of the

country congregations. I was confounded; but, Miss Beecham, I no longer

think my fate hard since I have met you. Your noble simplicity and

frankness have taught me a lesson."

"It is not noble at all," said Phoebe; "if I had not been sure you must

find out I should have said nothing about it. Now I fear I must turn

back."

"But you will come to the Meeting," he said, turning with her. He felt

it necessary to be obsequious to Phoebe, after the terrible mistake he

had made.

"Not unless grandpapa insists. I should like to hear your speech," said

Phoebe; "but I don't object to the Established Church as you do, neither

does papa when you push him hard. I don't think England would be much

nicer if we were all Dissenters. To be sure we might be more civil to

each other."

"If there were no Dissenters, you mean."

"It comes to much the same thing; congregations are not pleasant

masters, are they, Mr. Northcote? I know some people--one at least,"

said Phoebe, "who is often very insolent to papa; and we have to put up

with it--for the sake of peace, papa says. I don't think in the Church

that any leading member could be so insolent to a clergyman."

"That is perhaps rather--forgive me--a narrow, personal view."

"Wait till you get a charge, and have to please the congregation and the

leading members!" cried Phoebe. "I know what you are thinking: it is just

like a woman to look at a public question so. Very well; after all women

are half the world, and their opinion is as good as another."

"I have the greatest respect for your opinion," said young Northcote;

"but we must not think of individual grievances. The system, with all

its wrongs, is what occupies me. I have heard something--even here--this

very day--What is it, my good friend? I am busy now--another time; or if

you want me, my lodgings are--"

A glance, half of pain, half of fun, came into Phoebe's eyes. "It is

grandpapa!" she said.

"You shouldn't speak in that tone, sir, not to your elders, and maybe

your betters," said Tozer, in his greasy old coat. "Ministers take a

deal upon them; but an old member like me, and one as has stood by the

connection through thick and thin, ain't the one to be called your good

friend. Well, if you begs pardon, of course there ain't no more to be

said; and if you know our Phoebe--Phoebe, junior, as I calls her. What of

the meeting, Mr. Northcote? I hope you'll give it them Church folks 'ot

and strong, sir. They do give themselves airs, to be sure, in

Carlingford. Most of our folks is timid, seeing for one thing as their

best customers belong to the Church. That don't touch me, not

now-a-days," said Tozer, with a laugh, "not that I was ever one as

concealed my convictions. I hope you'll give it 'em 'ot and strong."

"I shall say what I think," said the young man bewildered. He was by no

means broken into the ways of the connection, and his pride rebelled at

the idea of being schooled by this old shopkeeper; but the sight of

Phoebe standing by not only checked his rebellious sentiments, but filled

him with a sympathetic thrill of feeling. What it must be for that girl

to own this old man, to live with him, and feel herself shut into his

society and friends of his choosing--to hear herself spoken of as Phoebe,

junior! The idea made him shiver, and this caught old Tozer's always

hospitable eye.

"You're chilly," he said, "and I don't wonder after the dreadful weather

we've had. Few passes my door without a bite or a sup, specially at

tea-time, Mr. Nor'cote, which is sociable time, as I always says. Come

in and warm yourself and have a cup of tea. There is nothing as pleases

my old woman so much as to get out her best tea-things for a minister;

she 'as a great respect for ministers, has Mrs. Tozer, sir; and now

she's got Phoebe to show off as well as the chiney. Come along, sir, I

can't take no refusal. It's just our time for tea."

Northcote made an unavailing attempt to get away, but partly it appeared

to him that to refuse the invitation might look to Phoebe like a pretence

of superiority on his part, and partly he was interested in herself, and

was very well aware he should get no company so good in Carlingford,

even with the drawback of the old shop-people among whom she lived. How

strange it was to see her in the dress of which Mrs. Sam Hurst had

raved, and of which even the young Nonconformist vaguely divined the

excellence, putting her daintily-gloved hand upon old Tozer's greasy

sleeve, walking home with the shuffling old man, about whose social

position no one could make the least mistake! He turned with them, with

a sensation of thankfulness that it was in Grange Lane, Carlingford,

where nobody knew him. As for Phoebe, no such comfort was in her mind;

everybody knew her here, or rather, everybody knew old Tozer. No

disguise was possible to her. The only way to redeem the position was to

carry it with a high hand, as she did, holding her head erect, and

playing her part so that all the world might see and wonder. "I think

you had better come, Mr. Northcote, and have some tea," she said

graciously, when the awe-stricken young man was floundering in efforts

to excuse himself. Old Tozer chuckled and rubbed his hands.

"Take Phoebe's advice," he said, "Phoebe's the sensiblest girl I know; so

was her mother before her, as married one of the most popular preachers

in the connection, though I say it as shouldn't. My old woman always

said as our Phoebe was cut out for a minister's wife. And Phoebe junior's

just such another," cried the admiring grandfather. Heavens above! did

this mean traps and snares for himself, or did the old shopkeeper think

of him, Horace Northcote, as another possible victim? If he had but

known with what sincere compassionate toleration Phoebe regarded him, as

a young man whom she might be kind to, he might have been saved all

alarm on this point. The idea that a small undistinguished Dissenting

minister should think her capable of marrying him, was a humiliation

which did not enter into Phoebe's head.

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