IX. STEWED EELS

The training arena where Commodus worked off energy and kept his

Herculean muscles in condition was within the palace grounds, but the

tunnel by which he reached it continued on and downward to the Circus

Maximus, so that he could attend the public spectacles without much

danger of assassination.

Nevertheless, a certain danger still existed. One of his worst frenzies

of proscription had been started by a man who waited for him in the

tunnel, and lost his nerve and then, instead of killing him, pretended

to deliver an insulting message from the senate. Since that time the

tunnel had been lined with guards at regular intervals, and when

Commodus passed through his mysterious "double" was obliged to walk in

front of him surrounded by enough attendants to make any one not in the

secret believe the double was the emperor himself.

No man in the known world was less incapable than Commodus of self-

defense against an armed man. There was no deception about his feats of

strength and skill; he was undoubtedly the most terrific fighter and

consummate athlete Rome had ever seen, and he was as proud of it as Nero

once was of his "golden voice." But, as he explained to the fawning

courtiers who shouldered one another for a place beside him as he

hurried down the tunnel:

"How could Rome replace me? Yesterday I had to order a slave beaten to

death for breaking a vase of Greek glass. I can buy a hundred slaves

for half what that glass cost Hadrian. And I could have a thousand

better senators tomorrow than the fools who belch and stammer in the

curia, the senate house. But where would you find another Commodus if

some lurking miscreant should stab me from behind? It was the geese

that saved the capitol. You cacklers can preserve your Commodus."

They agreed in chorus, it would be Rome's irreparable loss if he should

die, and certain senators, more fertile than the others in expedients

for drawing his attention to themselves, paused ostentatiously to hold a

little conversation with the guards and promise them rewards if they

should catch a miscreant lurking in wait to attack "our beloved, our

glorious emperor."

Commodus overheard them, as they meant he should.

"And such fulsome idiots as those expect me to believe they can frame

laws!" He scowled over-shoulder. "Write down their names for me,

somebody. The senate needs pruning! I will purge it the way Galen used

to purge me when I had the colic! Cioscuri! But these leaky babblers

suffocate me!"

He was true to the Caesarian tradition. He believed himself a god. He

more than half-persuaded other men. His almost superhuman energy and

skill with weapons, his terrific storms of anger and his magnetism

overawed courtiers and politicians as they did the gladiators whom he

slew in the arena. The strain of madness in his blood provided cunning

that could mask itself beneath a princely bluster of indifference to

consequences. He could fear with an extravagance coequal to the fury of

his love of danger, and his fear struck terror into men's hearts, as it

stirred his mad brain into frenzies.

He made no false claim when he called Rome the City of Commodus and

himself the Roman Hercules. The vast majority of Romans were unfit to

challenge his contempt of them, and his contempt was never under cover

for a moment.

Debauchery, of wine and women, entered not at all into his private life

although, in public, he encouraged it in others for the simple reason

that it weakened men who otherwise might turn on him. He was never

guilty of excesses that might undermine his strength or shake his

nerves; there was an almost superhuman purity about his worship of

athletic powers. He outdid the Greeks in that respect. But he allowed

the legend of his monstrous orgies in the palace to gain currency,

partly because that encouraged the Romans to debauch themselves and

render themselves incapable of overthrowing him, and partly because it

helped to cover up his trick of employing a substitute to occupy the

royal pavilion at the games when he himself drove chariots in the races

or fought in the arena as the gladiator Paulus.

Men who had let wine and women ruin their own nerves knew it was

impossible that any one, who lived as Commodus was said to do, could

drive a chariot and wield a javelin as Paulus did. Whoever faced a

Roman gladiator under the critical gaze of a crowd that knew all the

points of fighting and could instantly detect, and did instantly resent

pretense, fraud, trickery, the poor condition of one combatant or the

unwillingness of one man to have at another in deadly earnest, had to be

not only in the pink of bodily condition but a fighter such as no

drunken sensualist could ever hope to be. So it was easy to suppress

the scandal that the gladiator Paulus was the emperor himself, although

half Rome half-believed it; and the substitute who occupied the seat of

honor at the games--ageing a little, growing a little pouchy under eyes

and chin--was pointed to as proof that Commodus was being ruined by the

life he led.

The trick of making use of the same substitute to save the emperor the

boredom of official ceremony, whenever there was no risk of the public

coming close enough to detect the fraud, materially helped to strengthen

the officially fostered argument that Commodus could not be Paulus.

So the mystery of the identity of Paulus was like all court secrets and

most secrets of intriguing governments, no mystery at all to hundreds,

but to thousands an insoluble conundrum. The official propagandists of

the court news, absolutely in control of all the channels through which

facts could reach the public, easily offset the constant leakage from

the lips of slaves and gladiators by disseminating artfully concocted

news. Those actually in the secret, flattered by the confidence and

fearful for their own skins, steadfastly denied the story when it

cropped up. Last, but not least, was the law, that made it sacrilege to

speak in terms derogatory to the emperor. A gladiator, though the crowd

might almost deify him, was a casteless individual, unprivileged before

the law, whom any franchised citizen would rate as socially far beneath

himself. To have identified the emperor with Paulus in a voice above a

whisper would have made the culprit liable to death and confiscation of

his goods.

The substitute himself, a man of mystery, was kept in virtual

imprisonment. He was known as "Pavonius Nasor," not because that was

his real name, which was known to very few people, but because of an old

legend that the ghost of a certain Pavonius Nasor, murdered centuries

ago and never buried, still walked in the neighborhood of that part of

the palace where the emperor's substitute now led his mysterious, secret

existence.

There were plenty of whispered stories current as to his true identity.

Some said he was an impoverished landholder whom Commodus had met by

accident when traveling in Northern Italy. But it was much more commonly

believed he was the emperor's twin brother, spirited away at birth by

midwives, and the stories told to account for that were as remarkably

unlikely as the tale itself; as for instance, that a soothsayer had

prophesied how Commodus should one day mount the throne and that he and

his twin brother would wreck Rome in civil war--a warning hardly likely

to have had much weight with the father, Marcus Aurelius, although the

mother was more likely to have given credence to it.

Whatever the truth of his origin, Pavonius Nasor never ran the risk of

telling it. He kept his sinecure by mastering his tongue, preserving

almost bovine speechlessness. When he and Commodus met face to face he

never seemed to see the joke of the resemblance, never laughed at

Commodus' obscenely vivid jibes at his expense, nor once complained of

his anomalous position. He appeared to be a man of no ambition other

than to get through life as easily as might be--of no personal dignity,

no ruling habits, but possessed of imitative talent that enabled him,

without the slightest trouble, to adopt the very gait and gesture of the

emperor whom he impersonated.

As he strode ahead along the tunnel he received the guards' salute with

merely enough nod of recognition to deceive an onlooker not in the

secret. (It was Pavonius Nasor's half-indulgent, rather lazy smile that

had persuaded Rome and even the praetorian guards that Commodus was an

easy-going, sensual, good humored man.)

There was a box at one end of the private arena, over the gate where the

horses entered, so placed as to avoid the sun's direct rays. It was

reached by a short stairway from an anteroom that opened on the tunnel.

There was no other means of access to the box. It's wooden sidewalls,

finished to resemble gilded eagle's wings, projected over the arena so

that it was well screened and in shadow. There was none, observing from

below, who could have sworn it had not been the emperor himself who sat

in the box and watched Paulus the gladiator showing off his skill.

The assembled gladiators, perfectly aware of Paulus' true identity, went

through the farce of solemnly saluting as the emperor the man who stared

down at them from beneath an awning's shadow between golden eagle's

wings, and who returned the salute with a wave of the arm that all Rome

could have recognized.

Commodus, nearly as naked as when he was born, came running from a

dressing room and pranced and leaped over the sand to bring the sweat-

beads to his skin; then, snatching at the nearest gladiator, wrestled

with him until the breathless victim cried for mercy; dropped him then,

as crushed as if a python had left a job half-finished, and shouted for

the ashen sword-sticks. In a minute, with a leather buckler on his left

arm, he was parrying the thrusts and blows of six men, driving and so

crowding them on one another's toes that only two could seriously answer

the terrific flailing of his own ash stick. He named them, named his

blow, and laid them one by one, half-stunned and bleeding on the sand,

until the last one by a quick feint landed on him, raising a great

crimson welt across his shoulders.

"Well done!" Commodus exclaimed and smote him on the skull so fiercely

that he broke the sword-stick. "You have killed him," said a senator as

two men promptly seized the victim's arms to drag him out.

"Possibly," said Commodus. "That blow I landed on him would have killed

a horse. But he is fortunate. He dies proud--prouder than you ever

will, Varronius! He got past Paulus' guard! Would you like to attempt

it? Woman! How I loathe you soft, effeminate, sleek senators! You

fear death and you fear life equally! Where is Narcissus? Where are

those men who are to try to kill me at my birthday games?"

There was no answer from Narcissus. Commodus forgot him in a moment,

called for javelins and hurled them at a target, then at half-a-dozen

targets, hitting all six marks exactly in the middle as he spun himself

on one heel.

"I am in fettle!" he exclaimed, clapping the back of the senator whom he

had scurrilously insulted a moment ago. If he was conscious of applause

from the group of courtiers and gladiators he gave no sign of it. What

pleased him was his own ability, not their praises.

"Lions!" he said. "Loose that big one!"

"Paulus," a scarred veteran answered (they were all forbidden to address

him by any other name in that arena), "you have ordered us to keep that

fellow for the birthday games. If you keep killing all the best ones

off at practise, what shall we do when the day comes? The last ship-

load has arrived from Africa and already you have used up nearly half of

them. There is no chance of another cargo arriving in time for the

games. And besides, we have lacked corpses recently; that big one

hasn't tasted man's flesh. He is hungry now. He will eat whatever we

throw in, so let him taste the right meat that will make him savage."

"Loose a leopard then."

The veteran went off without a word to give his orders to the men below-

ground, whose duty it was to drag the cages to the openings of tunnels

in the masonry through which the animals emerged into the sunlight.

There were ten such openings on either side of the arena, closed by

trapdoors, set in grooves, that could be raised by ropes from overhead.

Commodus picked up one javelin and poised it. Half-a-dozen gladiators

watched him, paying no attention to the doors, through any one of which

the animal might come. They knew their Paulus, and were trained,

besides, to look at death or danger with a curious, contemptuous calm.

But the courtiers were nervous, grouping themselves where the sunlight

threw a V-shaped shadow on the sand, as if they thought that semi-

twilight would protect them.

A wooden door rose squeaking in its grooves but Commodus kept his back

toward it.

"Women!" he exclaimed.

His sudden scowl transformed his handsome face into a thing of horror.

He began to mutter savagely obscene abuse. A leopard crept into the

sunlight, tried to turn again but was prevented by the closing trap, and

crouched against the arena wall.

"Beware! The beast comes!" said a gladiator.

"Hold your presumptuous tongue, you slave-born rascal!" Commodus

retorted. "Take that yapping dog away and have him whipped!"

A man stepped from the entrance gate to beckon the offending gladiator,

who walked out with a look of hatred on his face. He paused once,

hesitating whether to ask mercy, and thought better of it, shrugging his

fine bronzed shoulders. The leopard left the wall and crept toward the

center of the sand, his black and yellow beauty rippling in the sunlight

and his shadow looking like death's trailing cloak. The courtiers

seemed doubtful which of the two beasts to watch, leopard or emperor.

"A spear!" said Commodus. A gladiator put it in his hand.

"Varronius! It irks me to have cowards in the senate! Let me see you

try to kill that leopard!"

Decadent and grown effeminate though Rome was, there was no patrician

who had not received some training in the use of arms. Varronius took

the spear at once, his white hands closing on the shaft with military

firmness. But his white face gave the lie to the alacrity with which he

strode out of the shadow.

"Kill him, and you shall have the consulate next year!" said Commodus.

"Be killed, and there will be one useless bastard less to clutter up the

curia!"

A flush of anger swept over the senator's pale face. For a moment he

looked almost capable of lunging with the spear at Commodus--but

Commodus was toying with the javelin. Varronius strode out to face the

leopard, and the lithe beast did not wait to feel the spear-point. It

began to stalk its adversary in irregular swift curves. Its body almost

pressed the sand. Its eyes were spots of sunlit topaz. Commodus' frown

vanished. He began to gloat over the leopard's subtlety and strength.

"He is a lovelier thing than you, Varronius! He is a better fighter!

He is manlier! He is worth more! He has kept his body stronger and his

wits more nimble! He will get you! By the Dioscuri, he will get you!

I will bet a talent that he gets you--and I hope he does! You hold your

spear the way a woman holds a distaff--but observe the way he gathers

all his strength in readiness to leap instantly in any direction! Ah!"

The leopard made a feint, perhaps to test the swiftness of the spear-

point. Leaping like a flash of light, he seemed to change direction in

mid-air, the point missing him by half a hand's breadth. One terrific

claw, outreaching as he turned, ripped open Varronius' tunic and brought

a little stream of crimson trickling down his left arm.

"Good!" Commodus remarked. "First blood to the braver! Who would like

to bet with me?"

"I!" Varronius retorted from between set teeth, his eyes fixed on the

leopard that had recommenced his swift strategic to-and-fro stalking

movement.

"I have betted you the consulship already. Who else wants to bet?"

asked Commodus.

Before any one could answer the leopard sprang in again at Varronius,

who stepped aside and drove his spear with very well timed accuracy.

Only force enough was lacking. The point slit the leopard's skin and

made a stinging wound along the beast's ribs, turning him the way a

spur-prick turns a horse. His snarl made Varronius step back another

pace or two, neglecting his chance to attack and drive the spear-point

home. The infuriated leopard watched him for a moment, ears back, tail

spasmodically twitching, then shot to one side and charged straight at

the group of courtiers.

They scattered. They were almost unarmed. There were three of them who

stumbled, interfering with each other. The nearest to the leopard drew

a dagger with a jeweled hilt, a mere toy with a light blade hardly

longer than his hand. He threw his toga over his left forearm and

stood firm to make a fight for it, his white face rigid and his eyes

ablaze. The leopard leaped--and fell dead, hardly writhing. Commodus'

long javelin had caught him in the middle of his spring, exactly at the

point behind the shoulder-bone that leaves a clear course to the heart.

"I would not have done that for a coward, Tullius! If you had run I

would have let him kill you!"

Commodus strode up and pulled out the javelin, setting one foot on the

leopard and exerting all his strength.

"Look here, Varronius. Do you see how deep my blade went? Pin-pricks

are no use against man or animal. Kill when you strike, like great Jove

with his thunderbolts! Life isn't a game between Maltese kittens; it's

a spectacle in which the strong devour the weak and all the gods look

on! Loose another leopard there! I'll show you!"

He took the spear from Varronius, balanced it a moment, discarded it and

chose another, feeling its point with his thumb. There was a squeak of

pulleys as they loosed a leopard near the end of the arena. He charged

the animal, leaping from foot to foot. He made prodigious leaps; there

was no guessing which way he would jump next. He was not like a human

being. The leopard, snarling, slunk away, attempting to avoid him, but

he crowded it against the wall. He forced it to turn at bay. No eye

was quick enough to see exactly how he killed it, save that he struck

when the leopard sprang. The next thing that anybody actually saw, he

had the writhing creature on the spear, in air, like a legion's

standard.

Then the madness surged into his brain.

"So I rule Rome!" he exclaimed, and threw the leopard at the gladiators'

feet. "Because I pity Rome that could not find another Paulus! I

strike first, before they strike me!"

They flattered him--fawned on him, but he was much too genuinely mad for

flattery to take effect. "If you were worth a barrelful of rats I'd

have a senate that might save me trouble! Then like Tiberius I might

remain away from Rome and live more like a god. I've more than half a

mind to let my dummy stay here to amuse you wastrels!" He glanced up at

the box, where his substitute lolled and yawned and smiled. "All you

degenerates need is some one you can rub yourselves against like fat

cats mewing for a bowl of milk! By Hercules, now I'll show you

something that will make your blood leap. Bring out the new Spanish

team."

With an imperious gesture he sent senators and gladiators to scatter

themselves all over the arena. Not yet satisfied, he ordered all the

guards fetched from the tunnel and arranged them in a similar disorder,

so that finally no stretch of fifty yards was left without a man

obstructing it. There was no spina down the midst, nor anything except

the surrounding wall to suggest to a team of horses which the course

might be.

"Let none move!" he commanded. "I will crush the foot of any man who

stirs!"

Attendants, clinging to the heads of four gray stallions that fought and

kicked, brought out his chariot and others shut the gate behind it.

Commodus admired the team a minute, then examined the new high wheels of

the gilded chariot, that was hardly wider than a coffin--a thing that a

man could upset with a shove and built to look as flimsy as an egg

shell. Suddenly he seized the reins and leaped in, throwing up his

right hand.

If he could have ruled his empire as he drove that chariot he would have

far outshone Augustus, for whose memory men sighed. He managed them with

one hand. There was magnetism sent along the reins to play with the

dynamic energy of four mad stallions as gods amuse themselves with men.

If empire had amused him as athleticism did there would have been no

equal in all history to Commodus.

In a chariot no other athlete could have balanced, on a course providing

not one unobstructed stretch of fifty yards, he drove like Phoebus

breaking in the horses of the Sun, careering this and that way, weaving

patterns in among the frightened men who stood like posts for him to

drive around. He missed them by a hand's breadth--less! He took

delight in driving at them, turning in the last half-second, smiling at

a blanched face as he wheeled and wove new figures down another zigzag

avenue of men. The frenzy of the team inspired him; the rebellion of

the stallions, made mad by the persistent, sudden turns, aroused his own

astonishing enthusiasm. He accomplished the impossible! He made new

laws of motion, breaking them, inventing others! He became a god in

action, mastering the team until it had no consciousness of any self-

will, or of any impulse but to loose its full strength under the

directing will of genius.

The team tired first. It was its waning speed that wearied him at last.

The mania that owned him could not tolerate the anticlimax of declining

effort, so his mood changed. He became morose--indifferent. He reined

in, tossed the reins to an attendant and began to walk toward the tunnel

entrance, clothed as he was in nothing but the practise loin-cloth of a

gladiator.

A dozen senators implored him to wait and clothe himself. He would not

wait. He ordered them to bring his cloak and overtake him. Then he

observed Narcissus, standing near the horse-gate, waiting to summon his

trained gladiators for an exhibition:

"Not this time, Narcissus. Next time. Follow me." He waited for a

moment for Narcissus. That gave the substitute time to come down from

the box and go hurrying ahead into the tunnel-mouth; he went so fast

(for he knew the emperor's moods) that the attendants found it hard to

keep up; most of them were half a dozen paces in the rear. A senator

gave Commodus his cloak. He took Narcissus by the arm and strode ahead

into the tunnel, muttering, ignoring noisy protests from the senators,

who warned him that the guards were not yet there.

Then there was sudden silence; possibly a consequence of Caesar's mood,

or the reaction caused by chill and tunnel-darkness after sunlit sand.

Or it might have been the shadow of impending tragedy. A long scream

broke the silence, thrice repeated, horrible, like something from an

unseen world. Instantly Narcissus leaped ahead into the darkness,

weaponless but armed by nature with the muscles of a panther. Commodus

leaped after him; his mood reversed again. Now emulation had him; he

would not be beaten to a scene of action by a gladiator. He let his

cloak fall and a senator tripped over it.

There were no lamps. Something less than twilight, deepened here and

there by shadow, filled the tunnel. By a niche intended for a sentry

the attendants were standing helplessly around the body of a man who lay

with head and shoulders propped against the wall. Narcissus and

another, like knotted snakes, were writhing near by. There was a sound

of choking. Pavonius Nasor was silent. He appeared already dead.

"Pluto! Is there no light?" Commodus demanded. "What has happened?"

"They have killed your shadow, sire!"

"Who killed him?"

"Men who sprang out of the darkness suddenly."

"One man. Only one. I have him here. He lives yet, but he dies!"

Narcissus said.

He dragged a writhing body on the flagstones, holding it by one wrist.

"He was armed. I had to throttle him to save my liver from his knife.

I think I broke his neck. He is certainly dying," said Narcissus.

Some one had gone for a lamp and came along the tunnel with it.

"Let me look," said Commodus. "Here, give me that lamp!"

He looked first at Pavonius Nasor, who gazed back, at him with stupid,

passionless, already dimming eyes. A stream of blood was gushing from

below his left arm.

"Now the gods of heaven and hell, and all the strange gods that have no

resting place, and all the spirits of the air and earth and sea, defile

your spirit!" Commodus exploded. "Careless, irresponsible, ungrateful

fool! You have deprived me of my liberty! You let yourself be killed

like any sow under the butcher's knife, and dare to leave me shadowless?

Then die like carrion and rot unburied!"

He began to kick him, but the stricken man's lips moved. Commodus bent

down and tried to listen--tried again, mastered impatience and at last

stood upright, shaking both fists at the tunnel roof.

"Omnipotent Progenitor of Lightnings!" he exploded. "He says he should

have had stewed eels tonight!"

The watching senators mistook that for a cue to laugh. Their laughter

touched off all the magazines of Caesar's rage. He turned into a mania.

He tore at his own hair. He tore off his loin-cloth and stood naked.

He tried to kill Narcissus, because Narcissus was the nearest to him.

His crashing centurion's parade voice filled the tunnel.

"Dogs! Dogs' ullage! Vipers!" he yelled. "Who slew my shadow? Who did

it? This is a conspiracy! Who hatched it? Bring my tablets! Warn the

executioners! What is Commodus without his dummy? Vultures! Better

have killed me than that poor obliging fool! You cursed, stupid idiots!

You have killed my dummy! I must sit as he did and look on. I must

swallow stinking air of throne-rooms. I must watch sluggards fight--you

miserable, wanton imbeciles! It is Paulus you have killed! Do you

appreciate that? Jupiter, but I will make Rome pay for this! Who did

it? Who did it, I say?"

Rage blinded him. He did not see the choking wretch whose wrist

Narcissus twisted, until he struck at Narcissus again and, trying to

follow him, stumbled over the assassin.

"Who is this? Give me a sword, somebody! Is this the murderer? Bring

that lamp here!"

Bolder than the others, having recently been praised, the senator

Tullius brought the lamp and, kneeling, held it near the culprit's face.

The murderer was beyond speech, hardly breathing, with his eyes half-

bursting from the sockets and his tongue thrust forward through his

teeth because Narcissus' thumbs had almost strangled him.

"A Christian," said Tullius.

There was a note of quiet exultation in his voice. The privileges of

the Christians were a sore point with the majority of senators.

"A what?" demanded Commodus.

"A Christian. See--he has a cross and a fish engraved on bone and wears

it hung from his neck beneath his tunic. Besides, I think I recognize

the man. I think he is the one who waylaid Pertinax the other day and

spoke strange stuff about a whore on seven hills whose days are

numbered."

He had raised up the man's head by the hair. Commodus stamped on the

face with the flat of his sandal, crushing the head on the flagstones.

"Christian!" he shouted. "Is this Marcia's doing? Is this Marcia's

expedient to keep me out of the arena? Too long have I endured that

rabble! I will rid Rome of the brood! They kill the shadow--they shall

feel the substance!"

Suddenly he turned on his attendants--pointed at the murderer and his

victim:

"Throw those two into the sewer! Strip them--strip them now--let none

identify them. Seize those spineless fools who let the murder happen.

Tie them. You, Narcissus--march them back to the arena. Have them

thrown into the lions' cages. Stay there and see it done, then come and

tell me."

The courtiers backed away from him as far out of the circle of the

lamplight as the tunnel-wall would let them. He had snatched the lamp

from Tullius. He held it high.

"Two parts of me are dead; the shadow that was satisfied with eels for

supper and the immortal Paulus whom an empire worshiped. Remains me--the

third part--Commodus! You shall regret those two dead parts of me!"

He hurled the lighted lamp into the midst of them and smashed it, then,

in darkness, strode along the tunnel muttering and cursing as he went--

stark naked.

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