CHAPTER X

HUMANITY'S MISTAKE

The same evening Walter went into the library to see his father, and

found him seated at his desk with his Bible open before him. As Walter

seated himself near the desk, his father looked up and asked, "What

is it, Walter?"

"I came to have a little talk with you, father."

"I am glad you did, as there are several questions I wanted to ask

you, one of which is in regard to that saying of Jesus Christ--'ye

shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free'-you explained

before but I did not catch your meaning."

"Let us use an illustration to show what is meant by that saying. For

instance, supposing we had been taught from childhood that two times

two are five, and every person on earth believed this to be right, we

would all go through life making this mistake. There would be constant

trouble all over the mathematical world because of it, and when we

tried to rectify this trouble we would use this same mistake in trying

to arrive at a true answer. At times we would deceive ourselves and

believe we were right, only to find later on that we were in deeper

trouble. And when we had children of our own, we would still teach

them the same as we were taught that two times two are five, and the

longer the world stood, the greater would become this mistake, as no

one knew the truth that two times two were only four; yet all this

time the principle of mathematics existed and was correct, but man

knew it not. Now father, imagine how great and widespread this mistake

would become in several thousands of years, and how hard it would be

to convince the people of their mistake, especially the professor of

mathematics who had devoted a lifetime to proving that this mistake

was the truth. You can readily see it would be much easier for the

child who had never learned or believed in the mistake to grasp this

truth than the professor who believed that the mistake was correct.

Supposing that while these conditions existed some one should discover

the truth, that two times two are four, and would bring it before the

world; would not the learned professor ridicule the idea and say two

times two have been five since the beginning of the world, and for any

one to say different is nonsense? Could you induce him to investigate?

No; why? Because he thinks he knows all about it, and that it would

be a waste of time to investigate what he supposes is nonsense. So it

is with man. For thousands of years he has been taught that he has a

material body and that this body is intelligent, and knows when it has

a toe that aches or a stomach that is out of order, or an arm that it

can not move, etc., throughout all the ills that flesh is heir to. And

when man gets in trouble through this mistaken teaching, we try to

correct the trouble by making the same mistake again; for it was through

the belief that man has a material body and that matter is intelligent

that all this trouble came about, and now we try to correct the trouble

by using more matter in the guise of medicine.

"If we had insisted on the professor of mathematics who was using the

mistake of two times two are five in his work, to give us a correct

answer every time, he would be compelled to say that it was an

impossibility. If you were to ask why, he would say, because the

principle of mathematics isn't correct; he could not say otherwise,

as he did not know that the mistake had been made in teaching him that

two times two are five. So it is with man, when he gets so deeply in

trouble that he cannot see any way out he lays his trouble to God and

blames his perfect Principle, when the truth is that the mistake is

not with the Principle, but with his own false belief, brought about

by his being taught a mistake."

Walter stopped and looked at his father, but he said nothing, so he

continued, "And when man goes to the professor of Christianity, the

minister, and asks why all this trouble and sickness has come upon

him, the answer is the same as the professor of mathematics made, by

saying it must be the will of God--thereby intimating that God was the

author of his troubles; in other words, that the Principle of man must

be wrong. Instead of showing him that God, who is all good, could not

make evil, and consequently, he must be suffering through a false

belief brought about by being taught a mistake. Now let us suppose

that some one should discover that man was spiritual and had a spiritual

body, that the entire universe was spiritual and matter did not exist

only as a false belief; that God made everything good, consequently

there could be no evil, and that evil existed only in belief. If the

one who discovered this truth should try to convince the professor of

Christianity, the minister, that God made only the good and the evil

did not exist, the professor would say, thou blasphemest, God made

everything--if he should advance the thought that man was wholly

spiritual, the professor would ridicule him, and say you must be

mistaken, my body is material. I can feel it, and every man's body has

been so since the beginning of the world. If the discoverer insisted

that everything was spiritual in reality, these learned professors

would say the discoverer was insane, and then try to pass laws

prohibiting the teaching of this truth. In olden times they did somewhat

differently; the learned professors of that day crucified the

demonstrator of this truth. It was Jesus Christ, and His students were

called His disciples; later when they went forth to preach the Gospel,

'good spell,' (or truth), and heal the sick, they were called apostles.

The rediscoverer of this Truth at the present time is Mary Baker G.

Eddy, and her students are called Christian Scientists; and later,

when they go forth to preach the Gospel or Truth, and heal the sick,

they are called Christian Science Practitioners, and he who condemns

her teachings condemns the Truth, the same as the scribes and pharisees

condemned the teachings of Jesus Christ; and it is the understanding

of this Truth that sets us free, as Jesus Christ said it would."

For several minutes the pastor did nothing but lean back in his chair

and stare at his son; then he said, "Walter do you mean to tell me

that you received all this information pertaining to the Bible from

a Christian Scientist?"

"No, father, what I know of the Bible and the explanations I have been

able to make regarding the sayings of Jesus Christ, together with what

I have said about the real meaning of creation as narrated in Genesis,

I have learned by careful study of the Christian Science text book,

'Science and Health,' with key to the scriptures, by Mary Baker G.

Eddy, and by comparing the writings in this book with the Bible, I

have become fully convinced that Christian Science, as explained in

'Science and Health' is the same Truth that Jesus Christ taught His

disciples. Jesus Christ said, 'These signs shall follow them that

believe, they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover,'

etc. Christian Science practitioners are doing this, and the signs

spoken of by Jesus Christ follow their work. As yet I have only learned

a few of the simplest things pertaining to this science, but this

little helped me much."

"But, Walter, how do we know that it is not the work of the evil one?

or a trick of the devil to lead you astray? I am very much afraid that

you did wrong in not asking me about this teaching before you filled

your mind so full of it."

"Father, you surely must agree that the things I have explained to you

regarding the Bible are true, or at least nearer right than the way

you were taught; and if you will only study 'Science and Health' you

will soon agree with me."

"Walter, I have had enough of this; you have heard me express my views

regarding this heretical idea; now I must insist that you stop reading

such nonsense at once, I will admit that some of your statements seemed

very plausible, but there is no proof that they are true."

"Father, I must speak more on this subject even though you accuse me

of disobedience. I have ample proof that Christian Science is true,

and that the signs do follow their teachings. One proof is that it was

through the understanding I gained by the study of 'Science and Health'

that I am well to-day."

"Oh, pshaw, the idea that reading a book could have healed you of

consumption! I credited you with more intelligence than that."

"It was not the reading of the book that healed me, it was the

understanding of the truth this book contains that showed me the way

out of my troubles; for if I had not found and studied this book I

would probably not be with you now."

"Did you say you found this book?"

"Yes, Thanksgiving day, between the church and our home. At first I

was afraid to read it, and probably would not have read it if it had

not been for an incident that happened on our last trip to the South."

"What incident was that? I don't believe I heard anything about it."

"One day as mother and I were walking along the street, a lady

approached us, and among other things made the remark that she read

'Science and Health' every day, and the reading of the book had healed

her of some severe disease. This lady did not look like a bad person,

so I thought if the book had healed her, it might me, and the truth

it contains has done so."

"You have certainly gained a great deal in health since Thanksgiving

day, but may not this be the work of the devil to lead you astray?"

"Father do you think it a good thing that I am well?"

"What a question, why certainly I do."

"Did you ever hear of the devil doing a good thing?"

The pastor looked surprised, but answered, "No."

"Then why do you say that maybe my getting well is the work of the

devil?" The pastor could not find a ready answer, after a moment he

said, "As I said before, I don't want anything to do with Christian

Science, be it good or bad, and it will please me if you will never

mention it to me again."

"Oh, father, I must speak of it to you for--"

"Silence! I will hear no more of it."

"But father, listen to--"

"Walter, I forbid you to speak to me on the subject again."

"Father, I must speak!"

"Do you dare disobey me?"

"Yes! for my mother's life depends upon my speaking. Let me speak this

once on this subject, and I will agree never to mention Christian

Science to you again unless you wish it."

The pastor's anger had been rising, but when Walter said his mother's

life depended on his speaking, every particle of color left his face,

and the anger vanished at once. He looked at Walter and saw he was

dreadfully in earnest, so he said, "Speak this once, I will hear you."

"Father it was through the reading of 'Science and Health' that I was

healed of the dread disease that is even now threatening the life of

my mother; and as soon as I was convinced of the truth of this teaching

I called upon a practitioner, asking her for advice regarding my

mother's illness and asked her to give mother treatment. I did this

without your consent, as I knew how prejudiced you both were regarding

this subject, but the practitioner kindly told me she would not treat

mother without her consent. And I knew mother would never consent to

take treatment if you were opposed to it, so I felt I must gain your

consent first. The practitioner would be pleased to come and talk with

you on this subject at any time."

"No doubt of it, but I will have nothing to do with Christian Science."

"Oh, father, don't say that; you must be even more prejudiced than I

thought."

"Yes, I am prejudiced, against all such nonsense."

"Father, will nothing change your views?" said Walter rather coldly.

"No, nothing."

"Then father, forever hereafter, I will ascribe the death of my mother

to your unreasoning prejudice against Christian Science, for the medical

profession cannot cure her, but Christian Science can." As Walter

finished speaking, he arose from his chair and left the room; he

immediately proceeded to his own bed-chamber, as he felt he must be

alone, for he was terribly hurt by his father's prejudice against

something which he admitted he had never investigated.

Walter had always supposed that his father was very broad-minded, but

in this instance he thought him very narrow, condemning something he

knew nothing about, in fact could not be induced to investigate or

try, even though his dearly beloved wife's life might be saved by a

trial.

It was at least a half hour before Walter could calm himself enough

to think clearly. Then like a flash he remembered one of the sayings

of the practitioner when he had told her that he thought he would have

trouble in persuading his father to try Christian Science. She said,

"Truth has found you and Truth will lead you out of your trouble." He

now bowed his head and said, "Oh, God, I had forgotten that thou art

an ever-present help in time of trouble."

He then secured his "Science and Health" and after reading for some

time he stopped and said: "Here is what I have been looking for." Then

he slowly read, aloud, "God, Good, is not the creator of evil."

Continuing to soliloquize he said, "Of course not, God is Good, and

Good could not make evil. Then evil does not exist, for God made

everything that was made. Is prejudice an evil?"

"Certainly; then it does not exist in reality, but only seems to exist,

because of the false report of the material senses. Then my father

cannot be prejudiced. This must be what the author of 'Science and

Health' called 'error,' and when the truth is declared pertaining to

any error, that error ceases to exist-for an error can only exist as

long as we believe the error to be the truth. When we discover the

truth respecting a lie, the lie is gone, for truth has taken its place;

the truth is there all the time, but we cannot see the truth because

we believe the lie.

"I see my error very plainly now. I believed my father was prejudiced,

and this was an error; in other words I believed a lie to be the truth.

The real truth is that God never made prejudice and it does not exist,

so my father could not express it, but it only seemed so to me, just

as my sickness seemed real to me until I discovered that God never

made it, but I had to prove it to myself before I could believe, or

understand it, and as rapidly as I understood the truth regarding the

error of sickness, just in the same proportion did the sickness

disappear and the truth or health appear. Health was there all the

time, but I thought I was sick, and my believing what I thought made

the unreal seem real to me. I see now what that practitioner meant

when she said my work was before me. I have another demonstration to

make, at least that is what I saw it called in that Christian Science

Journal. It means that I must demonstrate the truth regarding the

existence of prejudice. It is easy enough for me to say it does not

exist or to believe God never made it, and this would be a step in the

right direction; but to annul this error entirely, I must be able to

prove to myself, its nonexistence; that means I must fully understand

the nothingness of evil under the guise of prejudice, and realize the

ever-presence of Good, for if God (Good) is ever present, prejudice,

or evil, is never present; now I must get to work.

"I made my first demonstration with the help of the Bible and 'Science

and Health,' and with their help I will make this one."

It was nearly midnight before he stopped his work. He was not afraid

of his mother calling in to see him, as she had been unable to leave

her bed for several days, his father had been compelled to hire a

servant to do the housework, and she was coming in the morning.

The Rev. Williams did not retire until long after midnight; he also

had the same evil to fight, for he had admitted that he was prejudiced

and so his prejudice seemed real to him. When Walter had first quitted

the room, the pastor thought of calling him back and giving him a

severe reprimand; but as he thought of all the misery the boy had been

through in these many years of sickness, he decided not to do it. He

then began to think of all that Walter had said throughout the Bible

lessons and his thoughts were as follows "I cannot help admitting that

a great many things he said seemed nonsense at first, but after a

careful research of the Bible I found them fully substantiated and to

be the real meaning; besides some of his explanations are very plain

and prove his assertions. To think he got his information out of the

Christian Science text book 'Science and Health,' with key to the

scriptures, which nearly every clergyman and professors of all kinds

have been ridiculing for the last thirty-five or forty years! Was there

really something to Christian Science? Of course not; if there had

been, all these learned men who had investigated it would not have

denounced it. But maybe they were like me, so prejudiced that they

denounced it without investigating. I even preached a sermon opposing

it, simply because some one else said it was heretical, and as like

as not this person never investigated it any more than I did, but

denounced it because some one spoke ill of it to him. Now that I think

of it, it was not a very Christian-like act to preach a sermon

condemning something I have never looked into. Maybe that is what is

the matter with us all; it is the same as sentencing a man without a

hearing. I believe I will investigate this thing a little. I'll go

over and have a talk with Parson Jones; he is considered a very well

educated and broad-minded man; perhaps Walter was right when he accused

me of being unreasonable; it certainly cannot do any harm to

investigate. If there is nothing in it, I can tell the boy so, and if

there is, it would be wrong not to try it for my wife's illness. Let

me see, what did Walter say about its not being the work of the devil?

He said the devil, or evil, could not or would not do good. This seems

reasonable, and it surely would be doing good to heal any one of

sickness. The Bible says Jesus Christ went about doing good, and this

good that is spoken of was healing the sick and preaching the gospel.

Yes, I'll just go over to Parson Jones to-morrow morning and have a

long talk with him on this subject; now I must go to bed."

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