OR ORIGINAL SPIRITUAL MANIFESTATIONS

When I first saw the table, dingy and dusty, in the furthest corner of

the old hopper-shaped garret, and set out with broken, be-crusted old

purple vials and flasks, and a ghostly, dismantled old quarto, it seemed

just such a necromantic little old table as might have belonged to Friar

Bacon. Two plain features it had, significant of conjurations and

charms--the circle and tripod; the slab being round, supported by a

twisted little pillar, which, about a foot from the bottom, sprawled out

into three crooked legs, terminating in three cloven feet. A very

satanic-looking little old table, indeed.

In order to convey a better idea of it, some account may as well be

given of the place it came from. A very old garret of a very old house

in an old-fashioned quarter of one of the oldest towns in America. This

garret had been closed for years. It was thought to be haunted; a

rumour, I confess, which, however absurd (in my opinion), I did not, at

the time of purchasing, very vehemently contradict; since, not

improbably, it tended to place the property the more conveniently within

my means.

It was, therefore, from no dread of the reputed goblins aloft, that, for

five years after first taking up my residence in the house, I never

entered the garret. There was no special inducement. The roof was well

slated, and thoroughly tight. The company that insured the house, waived

all visitation of the garret; why, then, should the owner be

over-anxious about it?--particularly as he had no use for it, the house

having ample room below. Then the key of the stair-door leading to it

was lost. The lock was a huge old-fashioned one. To open it, a smith

would have to be called; an unnecessary trouble, I thought. Besides,

though I had taken some care to keep my two daughters in ignorance of

the rumour above-mentioned, still, they had, by some means, got an

inkling of it, and were well enough pleased to see the entrance to the

haunted ground closed. It might have remained so for a still longer

time, had it not been for my accidentally discovering, in a corner of

our glen-like, old, terraced garden, a large and curious key, very old

and rusty, which I at once concluded must belong to the garret door--a

supposition which, upon trial, proved correct. Now, the possession of a

key to anything, at once provokes a desire to unlock and explore; and

this, too, from a mere instinct of gratification, irrespective of any

particular benefit to accrue.

Behold me, then, turning the rusty old key, and going up, alone, into

the haunted garret. It embraced the entire area of the mansion. Its

ceiling was formed by the roof, showing the rafters and boards on which

the slates were laid. The roof shedding the water four ways from a high

point in the centre, the space beneath was much like that of a general’s

marquee--only midway broken by a labyrinth of timbers, for braces, from

which waved innumerable cobwebs, that, of a summer’s noon, shone like

Bagdad tissues and gauzes. On every hand, some strange insect was seen,

flying, or running, or creeping, on rafter and floor.

Under the apex of the roof was a rude, narrow, decrepit step-ladder,

something like a Gothic pulpit-stairway, leading to a pulpit-like

platform, from which a still narrower ladder--a sort of Jacob’s

ladder--led somewhat higher to the lofty scuttle. The slide of this

scuttle was about two feet square, all in one piece, furnishing a

massive frame for a single small pane of glass, inserted into it like a

bull’s-eye. The light of the garret came from this sole source,

filtrated through a dense curtain of cobwebs. Indeed, the whole stairs,

and platform, and ladder, were festooned, and carpeted, and canopied

with cobwebs; which, in funereal accumulations, hung, too, from the

groined, murky ceiling, like the Carolina moss in the cypress forest. In

these cobwebs swung, as in aerial catacombs, myriads of all tribes of

mummied insects.

Climbing the stairs to the platform, and pausing there, to recover my

breath, a curious scene was presented. The sun was about half-way up.

Piercing the little skylight, it slopingly bored a rainbowed tunnel

clear across the darkness of the garret. Here, millions of butterfly

moles were swarming. Against the skylight itself, with a cymbal-like

buzzing, thousands of insects clustered in a golden mob.

Wishing to shed a clearer light through the place, I sought to withdraw

the scuttle-slide. But no sign of latch or hasp was visible. Only after

long peering, did I discover a little padlock, imbedded, like an oyster

at the bottom of the sea, amid matted masses of weedy webs, chrysalides,

and insectivorous eggs. Brushing these away, I found it locked. With a

crooked nail, I tried to pick the lock, when scores of small ants and

flies, half-torpid, crawled forth from the keyhole, and, feeling the

warmth of the sun in the pane, began frisking around me. Others

appeared. Presently I was overrun by them. As if incensed at this

invasion of their retreat, countless bands darted up from below, beating

about my head, like hornets. At last, with a sudden jerk, I burst open

the scuttle. And ah! what a change. As from the gloom of the grave and

the companionship of worms, men shall at last rapturously rise into the

living greenness and glory-immortal, so, from my cobwebbed old garret, I

thrust forth my head into the balmy air, and found myself hailed by the

verdant tops of great trees, growing in the little garden below--trees,

whose leaves soared high above my topmost slate.

Refreshed by this outlook, I turned inward to behold the garret, now

unwontedly lit up. Such humped masses of obsolete furniture. An old

escritoire, from whose pigeon-holes sprang mice, and from whose secret

drawers came subterranean squeakings, as from chipmunks’ holes in the

woods; and broken-down old chairs, with strange carvings, which seemed

fit to seat a conclave of conjurors. And a rusty, iron-bound chest,

lidless, and packed full of mildewed old documents; one of which, with a

faded red ink-blot at the end, looked as if it might have been the

original bond that Doctor Faust gave to Mephistopheles. And, finally, in

the least lighted corner of all, where was a profuse litter of

indescribable old rubbish--among which was a broken telescope, and a

celestial globe staved in--stood the little old table, one hoofed foot,

like that of the Evil One, dimly revealed through the cobwebs. What a

thick dust, half paste, had settled upon the old vials and flasks; how

their once liquid contents had caked, and how strangely looked the

mouldy old book in the middle--Cotton Mather’s _Magnalia_.

Table and book I removed below, and had the dislocations of the one and

the tatters of the other repaired. I resolved to surround this sad

little hermit of a table, so long banished from genial neighbourhood,

with all the kindly influences of warm urns, warm fires, and warm

hearts, little dreaming what all this warm nursing would hatch.

I was pleased by the discovery that the table was not of the ordinary

mahogany, but of apple-tree wood, which age had darkened nearly to

walnut. It struck me as being an appropriate piece of furniture for our

cedar-parlour--so called, from its being, after the old fashion,

wainscoted with that wood. The table’s round slab, or orb, was so

contrived as to be readily changed from a horizontal to a perpendicular

position; so that, when not in use, it could be snugly placed in a

corner. For myself, wife, and two daughters, I thought it would make a

nice little breakfast and tea-table. It was just the thing for a

whist-table, too. And I also pleased myself with the idea that it would

make a famous reading-table.

In these fancies, my wife, for one, took little interest. She

disrelished the idea of so unfashionable and indigent-looking a stranger

as the table intruding into the polished society of more prosperous

furniture. But when, after seeking its fortune at the cabinet-maker’s,

the table came home, varnished over, bright as a guinea, no one exceeded

my wife in a gracious reception of it. It was advanced to an honourable

position in the cedar-parlour.

But, as for my daughter Julia, she never got over her strange emotions

upon first accidentally encountering the table. Unfortunately, it was

just as I was in the act of bringing it down from the garret. Holding it

by the slab, I was carrying it before me, one cobwebbed hoof thrust out,

which weird object at a turn of the stairs suddenly touched my girl, as

she was ascending; whereupon, turning, and seeing no living

creature--for I was quite hidden behind my shield--seeing nothing

indeed, but the apparition of the Evil One’s foot, as it seemed, she

cried out, and there is no knowing what might have followed, had I not

immediately spoken.

From the impression thus produced, my poor girl, of a very nervous

temperament, was long recovering. Superstitiously grieved at my

violating the forbidden solitude above, she associated in her mind the

cloven-footed table with the reputed goblins there. She besought me to

give up the idea of domesticating the table. Nor did her sister fail to

add her entreaties. Between my girls there was a constitutional

sympathy. But my matter-of-fact wife had now declared in the table’s

favour. She was not wanting in firmness and energy. To her, the

prejudices of Julia and Anna were simply ridiculous. It was her maternal

duty, she thought, to drive such weakness away. By degrees, the girls,

at breakfast and tea, were induced to sit down with us at the table.

Continual proximity was not without effect. By and by, they would sit

pretty tranquilly, though Julia, as much as possible, avoided glancing

at the hoofed feet, and, when at this I smiled, she would look at me

seriously--as much as to say, Ah, papa, you, too, may yet do the same.

She prophesied that, in connection with the table, something strange

would yet happen. But I would only smile the more, while my wife

indignantly chided.

Meantime, I took particular satisfaction in my table, as a night

reading-table. At a ladies’ fair, I bought me a beautifully worked

reading-cushion, and, with elbow leaning thereon, and hand shading my

eyes from the light, spent many a long hour--nobody by, but the queer

old book I had brought down from the garret.

All went well, till the incident now about to be given--an incident, be

it remembered, which, like every other in this narration, happened long

before the time of the ‘Fox Girls.’

It was late on a Saturday night in December. In the little old

cedar-parlour, before the little old apple-tree table, I was sitting up,

as usual, alone. I had made more than one effort to get up and go to

bed; but I could not. I was, in fact, under a sort of fascination.

Somehow, too, certain reasonable opinions of mine, seemed not so

reasonable as before. I felt nervous. The truth was, that though, in my

previous night-readings, Cotton Mather had but amused me, upon this

particular night he terrified me. A thousand times I had laughed at such

stories. Old wives’ fables, I thought, however entertaining. But now,

how different. They began to put on the aspect of reality. Now, for the

first time it struck me that this was no romantic Mrs. Radcliffe, who

had written the _Magnalia_; but a practical, hard-working, earnest,

upright man, a learned doctor, too, as well as a good Christian and

orthodox clergyman. What possible motive could such a man have to

deceive? His style had all the plainness and unpoetic boldness of truth.

In the most straightforward way, he laid before me detailed accounts of

New England witchcraft, each important item corroborated by respectable

townsfolk, and, of not a few of the most surprising, he himself had been

eye-witness. Cotton Mather testified himself whereof he had seen. But is

it possible? I asked myself. Then I remembered that Dr. Johnson, the

matter-of-fact compiler of a dictionary, had been a believer in ghosts,

besides many other sound, worthy men. Yielding to the fascination, I

read deeper and deeper into the night. At last, I found myself starting

at the least chance sound, and yet wishing that it were not so very

still.

A tumbler of warm punch stood by my side, with which beverage, in a

moderate way, I was accustomed to treat myself every Saturday night; a

habit, however, against which my good wife had long remonstrated;

predicting that, unless I gave it up, I would yet die a miserable sot.

Indeed, I may here mention that, on the Sunday mornings following my

Saturday nights, I had to be exceedingly cautious how I gave way to the

slightest impatience at any accidental annoyance; because such

impatience was sure to be quoted against me as evidence of the

melancholy consequences of over-night indulgence. As for my wife, she,

never sipping punch, could yield to any little passing peevishness as

much as she pleased.

But, upon the night in question, I found myself wishing that, instead of

my usual mild mixture, I had concocted some potent draught. I felt the

need of stimulus. I wanted something to hearten me against Cotton

Mather--doleful, ghostly, ghastly Cotton Mather. I grew more and more

nervous. Nothing but fascination kept me from fleeing the room. The

candles burnt low, with long snuffs, and huge winding-sheets. But I

durst not raise the snuffers to them. It would make too much noise. And

yet, previously, I had been wishing for noise. I read on and on. My hair

began to have a sensation. My eyes felt strained; they pained me. I was

conscious of it. I knew I was injuring them. I knew I should rue this

abuse of them next day; but I read on and on. I could not help it. The

skinny hand was on me.

All at once--Hark!

My hair felt like growing grass.

A faint sort of inward rapping or rasping--a strange, inexplicable

sound, mixed with a slight kind of wood-pecking or ticking.

Tick! tick!

Yes, it was a faint sort of ticking.

I looked up at my great Strasbourg clock in one corner. It was not that.

The clock had stopped.

Tick! tick!

Was it my watch?

According to her usual practice at night, my wife had, upon retiring,

carried my watch off to our chamber to hang it up on its nail.

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