CHAPTER XIII

Rosamond brought out the roast chicken again and made another meal of

it with milk and bread and butter. His Friggets would have raised a

great to-do if they had known how slimly their distinguished master’s

widow had lunched and dined during their absence. She cleared away

her own few dishes quickly and put the contents of her larder on the

dining-room table. It looked a very respectable collation when set off

with the Mearely crockery and silver.

“I shan’t lay the table,” she decided, “because they never want to sit

down at the same time. They can wander in and out as they like between

games, and help themselves to plates and forks and so on.”

Blake, who was gardener as well as coachman, except in the seeding

season, had brought in fresh lettuce already before he had set out to

Trenton; and, as His Friggets kept a supply of their very excellent

mayonnaise always on hand, the big bowl of chicken salad was soon made.

She took another peep at Dom Paradis’s cake, and felt a just pride in

its smooth, snow-white beauty.

“If I can’t stand Villa Rose, in the end I can always go and be

somebody’s cake-maker.” She consoled herself with this thought as she

ran upstairs to dress herself in one of the costliest gowns in her

wardrobe.

This was the rose-and-silver garment taken from the chest in the

morning and hung upon the Louis chair under linen covers. She disposed

the lilac-bud silk in the carved mahogany closet, against the morrow.

As she exchanged her embroidery petticoat for one of organdie and

Valenciennes, it did not occur to her to ask herself how she would

like to have to dress in future on a cake-maker’s wages. Her rapid

fingers, removing hair pins, let down the massy bright waves of her

hair which separated into ringlets just above her waist. It was not a

pure yellow gold, that thick waving fall of hair; it was mingled with

light brown and reddish tints, which made the whole, when pyramided in

curls on her small head, as vital, brilliant, alluring, and indefinable

as the inner nature of its owner. It was hair that in its variety of

shades was truly indicative of milady’s mercurial spirit; for even her

occasional sobriety of mood resembled the sober brown strands that

twisted in with the auburn and gold threads; it was a sobriety inclined

to curl. Her own complaint about her hair was that it never look

combed. Five minutes after she had demurely parted it in the centre the

parting would disappear and the glistening waves, mocking the damp

brush’s authority, would rise and undulate and interlace again at their

pleasure.

She was in a hurry this evening and so let her curls please themselves,

looping the ends through an antique circular Spanish comb of pale gold

and seed pearls. She shook the dress out lovingly. She had never worn

it.

Slowly, so that none of the small raptures of sliding silk should be

missed, she let it descend, enveloping her, carefully keeping it from

touching her hair, till it skirted her ankles evenly and her face

looked over the top and flushed with pleasure to see itself so framed.

The material was a stiff silk of a quality too old for her if the

colour and make of the gown had been different; but the rich shade,

that was a rose-old-rose--neither so placid as old rose nor so positive

as pink--and the semi-pompadour fashion combined with the weave (which

would “stand by itself”) made her look quaint. She was neither of

one period nor another, nor was her gown old or young. The picture

presented was radiant young womanhood of all time in its perfection.

The gown had a partial overdress of dull silver gossamer, finished

in a broad silver lace, in which the vine figure was worked in a

brighter silver, toned again by gray-green leaves in the clusters. The

short sleeves were of the gossamer over rose net, fitted sheerly and

smoothly to the arm. A cuff of the lace turned back from the elbow. A

gossamer and lace collar stood up from the back of the bodice, which

was cut in a narrow low square in front. There were touches of rose in

the pattern of the lace of the collar; reversely, the narrow, smooth,

stiff, rose girdle had silver eyelet holes and a hint of the vine

tracery. Rose stockings and silver shoes, with buckles made of clusters

of tiny roses, completed her costume.

She surveyed herself for some time with a delight that needed no

formulated thought to express it. When she could endure parting with

the vision the Orleans mirror gave her, she tossed a white wrap over

her and went downstairs. Presently she giggled.

“Oh, wouldn’t the Pelham-Hews and Palametta and The Kilties” (her name

for the MacMillans) “rave if I were to go to Mr. Falcon’s breakfast in

this glorious thing! They needn’t worry. I shall be a dowd to-morrow.

But to-night! The shock may kill Mrs. Witherby--and incite Mr. Andrews

and the Judge--but I’ll end my Wonderful Day in splendour, even if it

must be _lonely_ splendour.” Whatever rashness her gown proclaimed, she

would refuse censure for it; it was her right to dare all things on her

Wonderful Day, which could not be said to have passed until midnight

struck.

The six o’clock bell, the last one to toll for the day, had rung ere

she left the mirror.

The fall of gold light through the clear air of the valley, with the

western sky giving just a hint of sunset and the river shining like

molten glass, wooed her to the garden again. Some of the little annuals

had already closed their eyes for the night. The insects and birds

were on homeward flight. She went on, to the incline where the orchard

began. From a point, here, she could look down at the gleaming river

with the picture framed in arching boughs. She found something mystical

in this view and loved it above all others, especially at this hour,

when the last yellow rays fell like a slanting mist and the shadowed

spaces under the huge apple trees were cool and dark.

[Illustration: “Regarding each other and yielding to the charm of the

sunset and the music, they did not observe a black-whiskered man who

was crawling through the orchard”]

She stood there for some time in deep, calm enjoyment. It came to her

then, as it had done before on such evenings, that the few small-minded

inhabitants, with their petty jealousies, were less than the gravel

on the hillroad that rattled to the passing wheel. There was indeed

a spirit of Roseborough, but the communal spirit was only a poor

counterfeit of it. Professor Lee and his wife had found that pure and

perfect spirit and translated it into human life. It was here for her

also to find and make her own. It grew out of Roseborough’s earth with

its abundant flowers and trees. It was in its clear air, with the

radiance of its light and of the wings that darted and floated and

bathed themselves in it. The river bore it upon its waters, and the

moving reeds sang of it by night and day. When the valley and hills

slept, that spirit soared to the domain of the moon and the stars and

kept watch with them.

“I couldn’t be happy anywhere else,” Rosamond said to herself. “There

is something about this valley that is a part of me. But it is hard

to live here, so close to earth, without love. Roseborough was made

for love. That is what ails us all--Palametta, and The Kilties and the

Pelham-Hews and--and--Rosamond Mearely! Well, I hope the old bald thing

will marry Anabeth and then she’ll stop that crying every time a man is

mentioned.”

The change to humour was only momentary, for the spell of Roseborough

at this hour was too profound to be put off with lightness. Rosamond

yielded to it, because she must. That mood was hers which only Nature,

or a pure art, can give--a yearning that blended peace and sadness,

and which made rich by what it withheld--a desire that was a deeper

happiness than completion could be.

Into her silent reverie strains of music crept. Soft, thin, but mellow

under a lover’s touch, they came from the muted strings of a violin.

The player was coming nearer, and from the upper end of the orchard.

It was no surprise to her now to find Dr. Frei using her orchard as

his concert hall. Dr. Frei had tested Roseborough’s communal spirit

from the first day of his arrival; for he chose to consider that all

Roseborough shared with him whatever it possessed--gladly, lovingly.

Roseborough, taken off guard by the quixotic confidence reposed in her,

had responded in kind. Instead of looking the stranger over through

her lorgnettes _ad lib._, she had returned his instant greeting and

opened her heart to him with a warmth that amazed herself, though the

recipient of her favour appeared to see nothing unusual in it.

“I wonder if he has been playing to Mrs. Lee?” was Rosamond’s mental

query.

In playing to Mrs. Lee, Dr. Frei had first introduced himself to

Roseborough. One bright spring morning, hearing strange, delectable

sounds, Mrs. Lee had hastened into her tiny garden and--found a young

man sitting by the well playing a violin. A Trenton carter sat on his

wagon beyond the gate, eating his way through a loaf of bread. The cart

was piled high with small luggage. The violinist had risen, at sight of

her, bowed profoundly, kissed her hand with emotion, explained himself

as a concert violinist whose health had failed under the strain of

public appearance, and begged leave to live in her cottage. This she

finally convinced him, to his great annoyance, was not to be.

“But I honour you when I say I wish to live in your home!” he had

exclaimed, autocratically. “It is not to be argued. I have decided.”

He pointed to the carter and the portmanteaux.

He was not insane, she had become comfortably assured of that, though

he was undeniably eccentric. In the end she had sent him with a note to

Mrs. Hackensee, asking that he be cared for as a dear young stranger

who had brought to Roseborough, not only his great talent, but also his

beautiful faith in human goodness.

From that moment Dr. Frei had waited for no introductions or

invitations. If a Roseborough door stood open, he entered it; and told

those within that he was rejoiced to be among them. If the inmates were

breakfasting, lunching, or supping, he pulled a chair up to the table

and waited to be served as naturally as if he were a member of the

family.

“Would you believe that this is the one spot on earth where I could

do this?” he would say. “Yet it is so. It is your spirit. It is

Roseborough. Roseborough restores my soul.”

Violin in hand, he had walked in upon their mother and the seven

Pelham-Hews at eight o’clock one morning in house-cleaning time.

Some of the septet were on ladders and on chairs with mops and with

dusters, rubbing the paper down or cleaning the pictures; and others

were beating cushions or mattresses and generally translating the word

home into horror. Thinking that nothing but financial ruin or a death

from infectious disease could make such an upheaval necessary, and

eager to offer the only consolation in his power--a tender, wordless

sympathy--he had seated himself on a rolled mattress and played to them

for two hours without cessation; then, with tender looks, taken his

departure.

“I, too, have the spirit. I, too, belong to Roseborough,” was all that

he said, as he waved them a majestic farewell from the door. Thinking

him mad, not a Pelham-Hew had dared to move or speak during the

recital. Anabeth, whose foot had gone to sleep, fell off the ladder as

soon as he had gone and struck her funny-bone, the accident resulting

in severe hysterics.

He had made himself equally free of the house and grounds of Villa

Rose. Though, before others, his manner to the Villa’s lady was formal,

he expressed, in private, the intimate affection of a brother. Her

widowhood appealed to his chivalry; and her black ribbons, he said, put

out the sun for him; how had the anomaly of grief entered Roseborough

and how had it attached itself to _her_?

“In me you have always a brother, a friend, a protector,” he would

say. “What privilege of manhood is more to be envied than the right to

shelter women?”

She saw him now, and perceived that he had already seen her and was

playing to her--the minuet she loved. He came slowly down the path, his

dark eyes fixed on her, a smile about the lips that were too finely and

sensitively formed for a man’s mouth.

Regarding each other and yielding to the charm of the sunset and the

music, they did not observe a black-whiskered man who was crawling

through the orchard and hiding from time to time behind the broad tree

trunks. He was observing them, however, minutely.

Frei paused beside her. They did not speak until the exquisite melody

was ended. He took her hand and kissed it.

“Rosamond.” It was his habit to address her so, because--so he

said--the sound of her name was like music.

“Your music supplies the only thing that this wonderful scene lacked,”

she said--“melody!”

“You are moved. How beautiful your eyes and lips are when feeling stirs

you! I have often remarked it. It is like a wind in the rose garden

to-night, because you are a rose. I can see rose petals under that

white cloud. Remove your cloak.”

She slipped it off and hung it on the gate. Not until she had done

so, did it occur to her that she had obeyed a command, given with

an authority which was inborn and unconscious that such a thing as

opposition existed in the human breast.

“If I could compose a melody noble, tender, wistful.... Ah! I lack

the words to describe it! But if I could compose it I would call it

‘Rosamond.’”

“And dedicate it to me as if I were a royal highness.”

He frowned.

“Not at all!” he asserted almost with violence. “I compose no

masterpieces for royal highnesses. Royal highnesses are ugly and

artificial. But you! Fair Rosamond, they tell me--Miss Watts, I think

it was, told me last--that you were born on the farm. ‘Farm product,’

she called you. Your mother....”

“Made and sold butter! I am sure all Roseborough has informed you of

that!”

“Ah, yes!” eagerly. “Almost every lady here--knowing by intuition how

I would regard it--has told me this. And to each I have expressed my

delight. Butter! how fragrant--how mellow! It is for you the perfect

origin. Clover and hay and the sweet things of earth! Butter! It

enraptures me to think your childish hands played in the churn with

what Nature alone had produced.” He caught her hands and kissed them

fervently.

“So that is how you think of it?” she smiled.

“Hush; I wish to play you the little Tschaikowsky.”

He leaned his head over the instrument again and began to play.

Watching him, she noted the whitening temple-locks against the coal

black of his hair where it had not turned, and the lines in his thin,

dark-skinned face, and wondered what sorrow had written these marks of

age upon so young a man.

“I am thirty-five,” he had once said to her. “I tell you only what all

the world knows.” This last was a pet phrase of his in relating details

about himself. She understood by it that, in some brilliant circle far

from Roseborough, he had been a concert artist of note.

When the little air was ended, she said:

“I have learned the accompaniment to that. We will play it this

evening. You have heard from Mrs. Lee that I am having a few guests for

an hour or so this evening.”

“No! I have not heard. I went just now to play for Mrs. Lee, whom I

love with a reverent affection. But I saw through the windows that

she had a woman there, and oh, such a running hither and thither with

towels and candles and so forth! So I stole silently away. I will come,

dear Rosamond, and we will play. But now I must go home to Mütterlein

Hackensee, who will have made a simple but perfect meal for me. She

will be so distressed that I am not there to eat it fresh from her

hands.”

“I see Mr. Andrews coming over the top of the hill. If you wait a

moment you will just catch him below the wall here, and he will drive

you home.”

“Ah! So? That is excellent. Rosamond, to-day, an hour ago, perhaps, I

made a wonderful discovery. I felt like some poor simple-minded peasant

who finds a sacred relic. I, also, wished to kneel, in awe and joy,

before a holy thing which I could not understand because my mind could

not grasp it. You are my dear sister and my spiritual kin, and to you I

will tell what I found.”

“What? Tell me,” she said gently.

“I discovered that I am Richard Frei--a man, like any other man; and

that I may love and marry--like any man. The amazement of it has

overwhelmed me.”

The rapt intensity in his eyes forbade her to smile. With a spontaneous

movement of sympathy she slipped her hand into his arm.

“But why does that amaze you? The right to love is given to every

man--to all the world. It has always been so.”

He looked at her in silence for a few moments; a sensitive quiver

passed over his face and his eyes filled.

“It is true,” he said at last, slowly. “It is true--that strange,

wonderful thing you have said there. It _is_ given to every man to love

one woman and to be loved by her. Oh, marvellous! I can no longer

believe that once I saw men who had not known the feeling of gratitude.”

She pressed his arm kindly, but did not try to speak.

Mr. Andrews’ cart wheels sounded near by. Rosamond withdrew her hand

then, and smilingly reminded him:

“You’ll have to run to catch him. His nag always canters down hill. It

has cast-iron knees.”

“Adieu. Till to-night.” He ran through the slanting orchard toward the

wall, calling back to her twice:

“To-night,” and, “later, I come.”

She watched him disappear among the trees, and presently heard the cart

stop, then go on again.

The last russet gold of sunset and the gray and purple of oncoming

twilight mingled over the gleaming river. One star shone high above

Villa Rose.

“It is night now,” she thought, as she looked at the star. “My

Wonderful Day is ended. And _he_ never came to say, ‘Good-morning,

Rosamond!’”

Turning, she caught a glimpse of Mrs. Lee’s dove-gray dress. She went

up the path to meet her. Together they walked across the garden and

into Villa Rose.

The black-whiskered man, stooping among the shadows, stole to the gate

and watched Rosamond until she disappeared. Then he disposed himself

comfortably on the grass under a pear tree and covered his face with

his hat. Anon his heavy breathing and zizz-z-zing told the rival

locusts and crickets that he slept.

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