CHAPTER IV

Down the hill and down the valley, where the crossroads pointed east to

Poplars Vale and west to Roseborough, and the low, gray stone bridge

with its mossy ooze led over the winding river toward Trenton Waters,

three miles north, stood a stone tower. In it an old ship’s bell hung,

which, so report said, had once rung meal hours and lullabies and other

clock stations for a captain and crew whose gory barque flew the “Jolly

Roger.” The aged pensioner, who collected the tow-path tolls, rang the

strokes of the hour on this bell from six A.M. until six P.M., and, so

closely did the low, curving hills advance to smile upon each other

from both sides of the running water that they made a channel for the

sound--like a great, twisted, golden horn--so that the bell-tones, rung

out at the crossroads, were heard at Roseborough and at Poplars Vale

and even rolled their echoes, when the wind was kind, upon the town of

Trenton Waters.

Nine o’clock! Rosamond heard it pealing as she reached the terrace.

“I must hurry to find whatever it is I am looking for,” she said,

“because my Wonderful Day won’t wait. It will move on, hour by hour,

just like any other day.”

The house was on a jut of the hill, sheer above the gravel road and

midway from the summit. The road must make a long detour about the

grounds of Villa Rose ere it could continue its progress round and over

the hilltops and on toward more modern and populous districts of Old

Canada. At the foot of the incline was the village proper, occupying

three streets in triangle about a combined courthouse, police station

and gaol, the latter seldom visited even by the constables. On one

street corner the post office stood, flanked by a few small houses.

The other two streets shared between them the business buildings of

Roseborough; such as Bilkin’s meat market and hardware store; Miss

Jenny’s millinery and dressmaking establishment; George Dollop’s drugs,

stationery and lending library, with John Dollop, plumber, and James

Dollop, undertaker, adjoining, and Horace Ruggle of the telegraph

office next door; and Brandon’s stables and feed store.

In going over the hill’s brow and on to the vague unknown, the road led

past Charleroy College whither the lads within twenty miles came to

acquire knowledge. The residential portion of Roseborough, comprising

about sixty houses and gardens, spread about the hillsides between the

village and Charleroy.

The sun fell aslant over the garden and the orchard, as if indeed

it had cast a golden net about Villa Rose to snare the willing lady

thereof in a witchery from which she might never escape. To decide that

this was to be the great day of her life, a day of splendid adventure,

was one thing; to make it so--to make any day a day of adventure in

Roseborough--was quite another. Pondering ways and means of conjuring

up romance, she fluttered about among the blazing dahlia beds like a

huge lavender butterfly.

“Oh!” She stopped suddenly. “I shall not deserve my Wonderful Day if I

don’t take Mrs. Lee her flowers and her fruit, as usual.”

She ran back to the verandah and picked up a willow basket containing

stout gloves and shears and returned to the flower beds. She lingered

only a moment or two among the dahlias. Beyond their haughty glory lay

the rose garden, a radiant and random half acre spilling forth every

tint and perfume known to the rose family. Here Rosamond’s shears went

to work busily. She found delight in the task, for she hummed again the

little minuet theme which she had recomposed into this day’s salutation

to herself.

When one is young, not only with the fearless years but with the brave

desires of youth and eager for fairy tale happenings, so that every

other sentence begins with “I wonder!” one must talk; and if fate has

set one in a high and lonely place with no young, imaginative twin soul

to companion one’s dreams, then one must talk to oneself--not merely

in silence but with the uttered phrase. Rosamond talked to herself

habitually.

She was musing aloud now:

“I wonder how it would feel to own all this--Villa Rose and its

gardens--with love, and then to lose it--and love, too. Mrs. Lee did.

I’m afraid I couldn’t be sweet about it, as she is.” She concluded

presently that in such circumstances she would even feel resentful when

flowers were brought to her from the garden that had once been hers.

She pictured Mrs. Lee in thought as she would see her presently--seated

in her bit of garden, knitting, or perhaps indoors, lovingly sorting

and dusting the precious (and, it must be confessed, prosy) manuscripts

written by her husband during his forty years as professor of

literature at Charleroy. She would hear the gentle voice greeting her

lovingly--not because she was the rich Mrs. Mearely but because Mrs.

Lee instinctively greeted all the world lovingly. Under the white hair

and dainty, white lace cap, the kind eyes, which had seen seventy years

of life--with its human sun and shadow--go by, would beam out of the

delicately wrinkled face with a delight in the flowers’ beauty and

fragrance as spontaneous and young as youth itself--the spirit which

discounts time because its habitation is with the good and the eternal.

“Maybe it is because she never thinks of herself that she has never

found out that she hasn’t things any more.”

Mrs. Lee’s ability to be happy, even after fate had bereft her of

everything, was a subject full of unusual interest for Rosamond this

morning. By some art this lonely woman, past her seventieth milestone,

managed to make every day of her life her “_wonderful_ day.” The song

of her “Good-morning!” came out of a deep-toned, divine joy which

neither age, poverty, nor grief could blur. The wistful look was in

Rosamond’s eyes again as she passed out of the rose garden and into the

orchard on her way to make her daily offering.

The orchard lay higher than the garden and the house. Rosamond went on

up rustic steps, made of earth and roots, that led between irregular

lines of pear trees weighted to the ground with their promise of

brown and golden fruit. She made her way to a huge cherry tree, ran

nimbly up the ladder, and covered the bottom of her basket with large,

red-cheeked, white cherries; then, jumping down, she hastened on up the

remaining steps into a small grass plot surrounding a tiny cottage. A

beech tree took up its full share of the grounds and, close beside it,

as if in friendly converse, rose the rustic, vine-clad top of a well

with wet bucket hung high on the roller.

Mrs. Lee sat in a rocker beside the well, knitting. Her ball of

yarn was filliping about the sward under the paws of a white kitten

whose smudgy face betrayed a nature so obsessed with the entrancing

amusements of a woollen tangle that the duty of the daily ablution was

wholly forgotten.

“Oh, Mrs. Lee, I’m late; but here they are.” Rosamond held out her

basket.

“Good-morning, Mrs. Mearely. How you spoil me, my dear! What lovely

roses--oh, and dahlias!--dahlias of the very hue of life itself, the

unquenchable crimson flame. How bravely and confidently they give

themselves to the sun and blend with its rays! And cherries, too!”

Rosamond laughed.

“Now, Mrs. Lee, how can you pretend to feel such delighted surprise

when you knew perfectly well that I’d bring them to-day just as I

always do?”

“Ah, my dear, that is the very secret of happiness.” She paused to pick

up a dropped stitch, and Rosamond, eager for data on this subject above

all others, asked quickly:

“_What_ is the secret of happiness?”

“Why--don’t you know? It is to anticipate only what you know will

surely happen. Then your every desire comes to pass. And the surprise

you feel is not so much surprise, after all, as a kind of charmed

wonder that life is so beautifully arranged.”

“_Is_ life beautifully arranged, Mrs. Lee?” Rosamond took the basket

from her friend’s lap, where it interfered with the stocking’s

progress, and set it on the grass. She sank down on the broad, rustic

seat which surrounded the well’s rim.

“Is it _not_? I am sure you feel that it is. To you, in particular,

in spite of the one great grief, life must seem like a fairy tale. I

must pause in discussion of this infinite theme to remark upon your

appearance, my dear. You look ravishing this morning. What a beautiful

frock! I know that it has been hard for you to put away the last black

ribbons. Although it is just what he would wish, it seems to you like

wilfully forgetting the beloved one.”

She laid a comforting hand lightly for a moment on Rosamond’s.

Rosamond, remembering the manner in which she had discarded the

black-garnished, lavender dress, drooped her head quickly to hide alike

the little blush of shame that tinted her cheeks and the wicked twinkle

that brightened her eyes.

“It is so fortunate,” Mrs. Lee went on, “that there are no ‘styles’

in Roseborough. In Roseborough all your lovely frocks will be as

fashionable now as when you bought them, four or five years ago. Miss

Jenny says that she does not know what this generation is coming to,

because, even in Trenton Waters, they are beginning to ask whether a

garment or a ribbon is ‘in style’ before they buy it. Miss Jenny says

that she has seen some of those so-called stylish hats, and garments

of various kinds, and that she is willing to take her ‘solemn oath

in court’--as she expressed it, being very much moved--that a few

scissor-snips would have laid the whole in ruins. ‘Mrs. Lee,’ she said

to me, ‘when Jenny Hackensee sews a bow on even a child’s hat, or a

bone button on the band of a genteel woman’s flannel petticoat, my

_conscience_ is satisfied that it will _never_ come off!’ Poor Miss

Jenny. She fears that the Roseborough ladies may forget her worth and

run after follies. My dear husband used to say that that trait was one

of the charms of Roseborough--namely, the loving regard each person in

the community has for the general _morale_.”

“Yes, that trait _is_ very marked in Roseborough.” Again Mrs. Mearely’s

drooped head hid a twinkle.

“It rejoices me to see you in that dainty lilac and white. It is just

as if the fragrance and tints of spring had lingered to make midsummer

more bewitching.”

“Are you going to make me vain again to-day, as you always do?”

“Nonsense, dear child. Does expatiating on the beauty of a rose or

a brook make it vain? Beauty is one of heaven’s choicest gifts, and

is always to be admired gratefully. How foolish must any fair woman

be who allows herself to become vain--as if the beauty admired were

_her_ possession exclusively, and not a free gift to the eyes of all

beholders! She might as reasonably be conceited about holding up a

candle in the dusk.”

Rosamond put out a hand and stopped the knitting for the moment. “You

were going to show me how perfectly life is arranged. I need to be

shown.” She laughed.

“Perhaps I did, too, at your age. And I was. For I married a remarkable

man and life became for me at once very simple and large--something

like the process of Nature’s unfoldment under sunlight. Professor Lee’s

spirit was just that--a mellow sunshine, which made for growth in those

who lived within its radius. A bright and searching spirit it was; for

it revealed to you the weeds as well as the grain, but in such a way

that you were not hurt or humiliated; your only feeling was a sense of

freedom, of relief that a danger had been pointed out, and that you had

therefore escaped it.”

“Perhaps it would not be so difficult to give up one’s faults if one

were told about them in that way. One would have no reason for trying

to excuse them.”

“Ah, that was it exactly! He always said that when you deprived people

of the feeling of personal possession in their errors you took away

their only reason for clinging to those errors. But for this egoism,

we would all see clearly enough how indefensible are many of the traits

we justify. My husband would have refused outright, if he could, to

believe there was any evil in the world at all. He _did_ insist that

it was no true part of any person. That was why he could help others

so wonderfully in their moral struggles, because he never censured,

never expressed a personal anger, only pointed out the wrong as if it

were--as, indeed, he regarded it--an outside thing trying to fasten

itself on the unsuspecting individual. He used to say that moral

victories over temptation were all-important--because they registered

something permanent, a degree of progress won--but that defeats, though

pitiable, were not deeply important, because they were of the moment

only--the next hour _might_ see victory; _some_ hour _must_ see it.”

“It must have been wonderful for his students to be trained by him--I

mean, to be taught first to look at life and themselves by a man who

had such a deep faith within him. But weren’t you always busy keeping

bad people from taking advantage of him?”

[Illustration: “Mrs. Lee sat in her rocker knitting. Her ball of yarn

was filliping about the sward under the paws of a white kitten”]

“Sometimes; but far less often than you would think. I came to see that

this spirit of my dear husband’s, so far from bringing deception and

imposture upon him, really contained its own protection against these

things. Those who were unworthy of his interest soon eliminated

themselves. He never seemed to guess why they went--but saw them go and

wished them well.”

“To live for nearly fifty years with a man like that might make me also

believe that life is beautifully arranged. But I am not convinced this

morning.”

“You are wilful!”

“I know it. There will be only twenty-four hours in this day and I need

at least twice that.” She paused.

Mrs. Lee smiled as she said: “You flit from one subject to another like

a bee after honey! My mental wings take slow and reasoned flights. I

cannot follow you. What am I to make of your last inconsequential spurt

through the air--that, for you, life would be rightly arranged if this

particular day could have double hours? If so, why?”

Rosamond laughed.

“Don’t let me give you ‘nerves,’ Mrs. Lee. I know I do lack sequence,

and that, to the life companion of a professor of literature, must be

very trying. I can begin things wonderfully and I know the ending I

_want_; but I can’t fill in the middle part. The middle is just dots

and dashes.”

“Principally dashes,” Mrs. Lee smiled.

“Principally. This time, though, there _is_ a connection. To-day is to

be my _Wonderful_ Day. So, if life really is beautifully arranged I

must find it out before to-morrow. And even a forty-eight hour day is

hardly long enough for one’s _only_ Wonderful Day.”

“Oh, youth, youth! With all life before it, it must still invent limits

for itself and tragic ‘ifs’ and ‘buts’ and ‘perhapses.’ Why must to-day

alone be wonderful? _Every_ day has its wonders.”

There was no answer for a moment; then Rosamond leaned over and

kissed the elder woman’s cheek--a fragile bit of pale pink and ivory

modelling, faintly impressed with many tiny lines. She knew that she

could not uncover to Mrs. Lee’s eyes all the remote reasons for her

mood of this morning. She who had worn her weeds in loving sorrow and

resignation must not be told of the young heart beating its rebellious

tattoo for long irksome months, under crape and plain black, black and

white, and lavender with black trimmings--nor of the hoydenish kick

which had cast the last stage of woe from her forever.

It seemed to Rosamond, then, that the cynic touch of disillusionment,

and not the mere passing of time, was what aged; and that, according

to such calculation, she was years older than Mrs. Lee. Twenty-four’s

responsibility was to guard the _couleur de rose_ for Seventy! Her

thoughts culminated in the inward exclamation:

“It makes a difference, even in one’s _age_, what sort of a man one

marries!”

Aloud, she said:

“You see, I called this my ‘Wonderful Day,’ and put on this frock to

celebrate it. So I must _make_ it wonderful, mustn’t I?”

“Yes, indeed, my dear, and all the midsummer fairies will help you,”

her friend answered.

Mrs. Lee was placidly and patiently unmingling her kitten and her wool,

which had revolved and resolved themselves into one untidy ball with a

miewing centre.

Two sounds broke upon the lull in conversation.

Near by clattered the hoofs of the letter carrier’s pony rounding the

hill’s turn to the front gate. Far down by the river the old bell rang

its song of ten o’clock into the mouth of the golden horn valley, and

the tones--muted but round and perfect--floated up across the hillside

gardens and carried, even here, their separate theme dimly above the

murmurs of wind-rippled leaves and dripping bucket.

“Morning, Mrs. Lee. Morning, Mrs. Mearely, ma’am.”

Mr. Horace Ruggle--who was the mail carrier twice daily when he was

not the telegraph agent, and _vice versa_--blinked perspiringly over

the gate. Mr. Ruggle was stout--deliberately and tyrannically stout,

no doubt his equine would have said, had there been a bit of speech

instead of a bit of steel in his mouth--and whatever he did was done

with gusty effort.

“Good-morning, Mr. Ruggle. Is it possible that you have a letter for

me?” Mrs. Lee queried, putting her knitting aside and rising to the

rare occasion. Rosamond ran forward to receive it.

“One for you and one for Mrs. Mearely.” Mr. Ruggle put the letters into

Rosamond’s hand. “Yours has come quite a ways; but Mrs. Mearely’s is

just from Poplars. It’ll be from her folks, likely. Mebbe her mother’s

took sick or her sister’s children’s caught a epidemic; or, more likely

yet, has had a accident with that new farm machinery.”

“Oh, dear, oh, dear, I hope not!” Mrs. Lee looked upon him with gentle

disapprobation as if she considered his attempts to rival the literary

imagination of Edgar Allan Poe wholly out of tune with a midsummer

morning in Roseborough. “Do tell me there is nothing of the sort, Mrs.

Mearely, I can’t enjoy my own missive until I know. Mr. Ruggle has

alarmed me.”

“Telegrapher and postman,” Mr. Ruggle wheezed, mopping his huge cheeks,

“I’m the Bad News Syndicate. I made that anecdote first along in the

‘nineties,’ when the newspaper at Trenton joined the news syndicate and

gave me the idea; but it’s a joke that’s always good. Back about six

years ago, I added something to it that’s made it even better. It’s

this: ‘If I carry bad news and don’t know it, who carries worse and

knows it?’ Answer: the undertaker.’” He took his own time and told it

to the bitter end despite Mrs. Lee’s polite, but none-the-less quite

marked, attempts to prevent the sombre jest’s completion.

“Yes, yes, Mr. Ruggle. You are fond of your wit, we know; but while you

are entertaining us, think of the impatient ones elsewhere waiting for

their letters.”

“Right you are, ma’am--impatient for their doom, never thinking as how

what they don’t know won’t hurt them.” Mr. Ruggle drew his pony’s head

out of the greenery about the fence. “Bad news from Poplars?”

“Oh, no, not at all.” Mrs. Mearely gave him a nod that meant dismissal.

“It is only a line from my sister, Mrs. Lee, saying she can’t come to

me for a week.”

“Should think you’d be looking in your own envelope, ma’am,” Mr. Ruggle

hinted to Mrs. Lee. “It’s come quite a ways.”

“Not just now; I must find my other glasses first, so I shall wait some

time.”

“Well, _you_ may, but _I_ can’t!” The nonplussed Mr. Ruggle masked

his disappointment with a facetious air. “Good-day, ladies.” The

over-freighted pony jogged on up the hill.

“Dear, dear, I wonder how many thousand times Mr. Ruggle has repeated

to me that unpleasant ‘anecdote’ of his, as he insists on calling it.”

Mrs. Lee shook her head, with a mild perplexity that any one should

evince a taste for such humour.

“Dreadful person!” Rosamond concurred. “Wouldn’t you suppose that an

ordinary sense of the fitness of things would keep a fat man from being

morbid?”

Mrs. Lee laughed heartily.

“I’m afraid I have been guilty of a tiny fib. Although I generally use

my other glasses for reading, I do not positively require them. Still

I do feel that I should not be _compelled_ to share my mail with Mr.

Ruggle.” She slipped a knitting needle under the flap and opened the

envelope deftly. Presently a murmur of delight caused her guest to say:

“No epidemics or accidents in _your_ letter, either! I heard you purr.”

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