CHAPTER XVII.

When the surgeon came, he pronounced that none of her limbs were broken,

but that the shock to the brain, and the whole system, had been so

severe, that the only chance of recovery consisted in perfect quiet.

She herself said that the question was, whether Providence wanted her

still to watch over her child.

After some days she came down stairs, not without my support, and was

propped once more upon her poor sofa. Calm she appeared, and contented,

and happy in such sort as of old; but whenever she turned her glance

from me, she observed with starting eyes every little thing that moved.

Especially she would lie and gaze through the open window, at a certain

large spider, who worked very hard among the woodbine blossoms. One day,

in making too bold a cast, he fell; some chord of remembrance was

touched, and she swooned away on the couch.

In spite of these symptoms I fondly hoped that she was recovering

strength. She even walked out with me twice, in the sunny afternoon.

But this only lasted a very short time; it soon became manifest, even to

me, that ere long she would be with my father.

Unable to fight any more with this dark perception, I embraced it with a

sort of savage despair, an utter sinking of the heart, which defied God

as it sank. This she soon discovered, and I fear that it saddened her

end.

She was much disappointed, too, that we could not find or thank him who

had perilled his life for us. None could tell who he was, or what had

become of him; though the farmer, at our entreaty, searched all the

villages round. We were told, indeed, by the landlady of the "Red-deer

Inn" (a lonely public-house near the scene of the accident) that a

stranger had come to her in very great haste, and, having learned who we

were, for she had seen us pass half an hour before, had sent her boy to

the farm for some kind of conveyance, while he returned at full speed to

attend those whom he had rescued. It further appeared that this

stranger had helped to place us in the cart, and showed the kindest

anxiety to lessen the roughness of its motion, himself even leading old

"Smiler," to thwart his propensity to the deepest and hardest ruts. By

the time our slow vehicle reached the farm, Mrs. Huxtable was returned

from the Lower Cleve orchard, where she had been smoking the fernwebs,

in ignorance of our mishap; and our conductor, seeing us safe in her

hands, departed without a word, while she was too flurried and

frightened to take much notice of him.

Neither could the woman of the inn describe him; she was so "mazed,"

when she heard of the "vail arl down the girt goyal," as she called our

slide of about fifty feet; and for this she quoted the stranger as her

authority, "them's the very words as he used;" though, just before this,

she had stated that he was a foreigner and could not speak English.

Knowing that in Devonshire any stranger is called a foreigner, and

English means the brogue of the countryside, I did not attach much

weight to this declaration. The only remaining witness, the lad who had

come with the butt, was too stupid to describe anything, except three

round O's, with his mouth and eyes.

But it mattered little about description; I had seen that stranger under

such circumstances, that I could not fail to know him again.

On the morrow, and once in the following week, some kind inquiries were

made as to our condition, by means of slips of paper conveyed by country

lads. No name was attached to these, and no information given about the

inquirer. The bearer of the first missive came from Lynmouth, and of

the second from Ilfracombe. Neither lad knew anything (though submitted

by Mrs. Huxtable to keen cross-examination), except that he was paid for

his errand, but would like some cider, and that the answer was to be

written upon the paper he brought.

Whether any motive for concealment existed, beside an excess of

delicacy, or whether there even was any intentional secresy, or merely

indifference to our gratitude, was more than we could pretend to say. I

am not at all inquisitive--not more so, I mean, than other women--but I

need not confess that my curiosity (to say nothing of better feelings)

was piqued a little by this uncommon reserve.

So now, beside the engrossing search for my deadly enemy, I had to seek

out another, my brave and noble friend.

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