When our things were nearly settled, and I was sitting by myself, with
dirty hands and covered with dust, there came a little timid tap at the
door, followed by a shuffling outside, as if some one contemplated
flight, yet feared to fly. Opening the door, I was surprised to find
the child whom I expected a massive figure, some six feet and a quarter
high, and I know not how many feet in width, but wide enough to fill the
entire passage. He made a doubtful step in advance, till his great
open-hearted face hung sheepishly above my head.
"Have I the pleasure of seeing Mr. Huxtable?" I asked.
"Ees 'um," he stammered, blushing like a beet-root, "leastways Miss, I
ort to zay, no plasure 'um to the laikes of thee, but a honour to ai.
Varmer Uxtable they karls me round about these 'ere parts, and some on
'em Varmer Jan, and Beany Dawe, he karl me 'Varmer Brak-plew-harnish, as
tosses arl they Garnish,' and a dale he think of his potry as it please
God to give 'un: but Maister, may be, is the riglar thing, leastways you
knows best, Miss." "Danged if I can coom to discourse with girt folks
nohow, no more nor a sto-un." This was an "aside," but audible a long
way off, as they always are on the stage.
"But I am a very small folk, Mr. Huxtable, compared at least with you."
"I humbly ax your parding, Miss, but ai didn't goo for to be zuch a beg,
nockety, sprarling zort of a chap. I didn't goo for to do it nohow.
Reckon 'twar my moother's valt, her were always draining of hayricks."
This also was an "aside."
"Come in," I said, "I am very glad to see you, and so will my mother
be."
"Noo! Be e now? Be e though undade, my dear?" he asked with the truest
and finest smile I ever saw: and I felt ashamed in front of the strong
simplicity which took my conventional words for heart's truth.
"Them's the best words," he continued "as ai 've 'eered this many a dai;
for ai'll be danged if ever a loi could coom from unner such eyes as
yourn."
And thereupon he took my puny weak hand in his rough iron palm, like an
almond in the nut-crackers, and examined it with pitying wonder.
"Wull, wull! some hands be made for mulking coos, and some be made of
the crame itself. Now there couldn't be such a purty thing as this ere,
unless it wor to snow war'rm. But her bain't no kaind of gude for
rarstling? and ai be aveared thee'll have to rarstle a rare bout wi the
world, my dearie: one down, tother coom on, that be the wai of 'un."
"Oh, I am not afraid, Mr. Huxtable."
He took some time to meditate upon this, and shook his head when he had
finished.
"Noo, thee bain't aveard yet I'll warr'ne. Gude art alaive, if e bain't
a spurrity maid. But if ere a chap zays the black word on e--and
thiccy's the taime when a maid can't help herzell, then ony you karl Jan
Uxtable that's arl my dear, and if so be it's in the dead hoor of the
naight, and thee beest to tother zaide of Hexymoor, ai'll be by the
zaide of thee zooner nor ai could thraw a vorehip."
Before I could thank him for his honest championship my mother entered
the room, and all his bashfulness (lost for the moment in the pride of
strength) came over him again like an extinguisher. Although he did not
tremble--his nerves were too firm for that--he stood fumbling with his
hat, and reddening, and looking vaguely about, at a loss where to put
his eyes or anything else.
My mother, quite worn out with her morning's walk, surprised at her
uncouth visitor, and frightened perhaps at his bulk, sank on our
new-fangled sofa, in a stupor of weakness. Then it was strange and fine
to see the strong man's sense of her feeble state. All his
embarrassment vanished at once; he saw there was something to do; and a
look of deep interest quickened his great blue eyes. Poising his heavy
frame with the lightness of a bird, he stepped to her side as if the
floor had been holy, and, scarcely touching her, contrived to arrange
the rude cushions, and to lay her delicate head in an easy position, as
a nurse composes a child. All the while, his looks and manner expressed
so much feeling and gentleness, that he must have known what it was to
lose a daughter or mother.
"Poor dear leddy," he whispered to me, "her be used to zummut more plum
nor thiccy, I reckon. Her zimth crule weist and low laike. Hath her
been long in that there wai?"
"Yes, she has long been weak and poorly; but I fear that her health has
been growing worse for the last few months." I couldn't help crying a
little; and I couldn't help his seeing it.
"Dang thee, Jan Uxtable, for a doilish girt zinny. Now doon e tak on so,
Miss; doon e, that's a dear. Avore her's been here a wake, her'll be as
peart as a gladdy. There bain't in arl they furren parts no place the
laike of this ere to make a body ston upraight. The braze cooms off o
Hexymoor as frash as a young coolt, and up from the zay as swate as the
breath of a coo on the clover, and he'll zit on your chake the zame as a
dove on her nestie; and ye'll be so hearty the both on ye, that ye'll
karl for taties and heggs and crame and inyons avore e be hout of bed.
Ee's fai ye wull." With this homely comfort he departed, after a
cheering glance at my mother.
Before I proceed, the Homeric epithet "Break-plough-harness," applied by
the poet to Mr. Huxtable, needs some explanation. It appears that the
farmer, in some convivial hour (for at other times he detested
vaunting), had laid a wager that he and Timothy Badcock, his
farm-labourer, would plough half an acre of land, "wiout no beastessy in
the falde." Now, it happened that the Parracombe blacksmith had lately
been at Barnstaple, and there had seen a man who had heard of ploughing
by steam. So when the farmer's undertaking got noised abroad and
magnified, all Exmoor assembled to witness the exploit, wondering,
trembling, and wrathful. Benches and tables were set in the "higher
Barton," a nice piece of mealy land, just at the back of the house,
while Suke and Mrs. Huxtable plied the cider-barrel for the yeomen of
the neighbourhood. The farmer himself was not visible--no plough or
ploughing tackle of any description appeared, and a rumour began to
spread that the whole affair was a hoax, and the contriver afraid to
show himself. But as people began to talk of "sending for the
constable" (who, of course was there all the time), and as cart-whips
and knob-sticks began to vibrate ominously, Mrs. Huxtable made a signal
to Mr. Dawe, who led off the grumbling throng to the further end of the
field, where an old rick-cloth lay along against the hedge. While the
tilting was moved aside, the bold sons of Exmoor shrunk back, expecting
some horrible monster, whose smoke was already puffing. All they saw
was a one-horse plough with the farmer, in full harness, sitting upon it
and smoking his pipe, and Timothy Badcock patiently standing at the
plough-tail. Amid a loud hurrah from his friends, Mr. Huxtable leaped
to the fore, and cast his pipe over the hedge; then settled the
breast-band across the wrestling-pads on his chest, and drew tight both
the chain-traces. "Gee wugg now, if e wull," cried stout Tim Badcock
cheerily, and off sailed the good ship of husbandly, cleaving a deep
bright furrow. But when they reached the corner, the farmer turned too
sharply, and snapped the off-side trace. That accident impressed the
multitude with a deeper sense of his prowess than even the striking
success which attended his primitive method of speeding the plough.
To return to my mother. As spring came on, and the beautiful country
around us freshened and took green life from the balmy air, I even
ventured to hope that the good yeoman's words would be true. He had
become, by this time, a great friend of ours, doing his utmost that we
might not feel the loss of our faithful Thomas Henwood.
Poor Thomas had been very loth to depart; but I found, as we got
settled, that my mother ceased to want him, and it would have been wrong
as well as foolish to keep him any longer. He invested his savings in a
public-house at Gloucester, which he called the "Vaughan Arms," and soon
afterwards married Jane Hiatt, a daughter of our head game-keeper; or I
ought to say, Mr. Vaughan's.
Ann Maples remained with us still. We lived, as may be supposed, in the
most retired manner. My time was chiefly occupied in attendance upon
dear mother, and in attempts to create for her some of those countless
comforts, whose value we know not until they are lost. After breakfast,
my mother would read for an hour her favourite parts of Scripture, and
vainly endeavour to lead me into the paths of peace. Her soul discarded
more and more the travel garb and wayfaring troubles of this lower
existence, as, day by day, it won a nearer view of the golden gate, and
the glories beyond; with which I have seen her eyes suffused, like the
lucid heaven with sunrise. It has been said, and I believe, that there
is nothing, in all our material world, so lovely as a fair woman looking
on high for the angels she knows to be waiting for her.
Even I, though looking in an opposite direction, and for an opposite
being, could not but admire that gentle meekness, whose absence formed
the main fault of my character. Not that I was hard-hearted, or cross,
(unless self-love deceives me), but restless yearning and hatred were
ever at work within me; and these repel things of a milder nature, as a
bullet cries tush to the zephyr.