CHAPTER XVIII.

A FAITHFUL SERVANT.

For Ralph, in the period of forced inactivity that followed,

existence became a nightmare; the charge against him being one of

murder, bail was not granted, and his innocence, instead of making

his incarceration tolerable, added to its horror. He felt stifled,

and raged at being shut up within the four walls of a cell in this

glorious summer weather, when, but for the crass imbecility of some

over-zealous detective, he might have been luxuriating in the

sunshine with Gwendolen on the Thames. By degrees, too, a morbid

nervousness took possession of him. When brought before the

magistrates he was astounded at the weight of evidence that seemed to

have been piled up against him in the interval; what a clever counsel

for the Crown might make of it all he was afraid to think, and

talking about it to Mr. Tracy afterwards, frankly admitted that he

was beginning to feel uncomfortable.

"If I'm committed for trial," he said, when, instead of being

discharged as he expected, he was remanded for a week, "I shall feel

that I am half way to the gallows. These lawyers are the very devil,

and I don't believe a saint would emerge from cross-examination with

a rag of character left."

Mr. Tracy reassured him then, and Gwendolen cheered him up by her

loving sympathy.

"Mother and I have seen Melville," she said, "and we will not leave a

single thing undone to put an end to this horrible blunder with the

enquiry before the magistrates. I can't believe that it will be

possible to twist facts into evidence enough to justify your

committal. It will be all right next time, and I shall insist upon

being married to you by special licence directly you are discharged,

as a sort of vote of confidence in you."

She would not allow him to guess how anxious she was, and spared him

all knowledge of how strongly the tide of public opinion was running

against him; but at the Manor House, when alone with her mother, she

broke out into a storm of indignation against her neighbours.

"It shakes one's faith in human nature," she said passionately, "that

anyone can be found to believe such a preposterous charge. Of course

Ralph knew he would be Sir Geoffrey's heir, and to suggest that he

would commit murder to antedate his possession by a few years is

absurd. And then all this haggling about minutes! Of course any man

would change his clothes before bothering to get himself a whiskey

and soda. If there hadn't been such an awful storm, Ralph would not

have discovered the murder at all; he would have gone straight up to

The Grange without looking into Sir Geoffrey's room."

For it was upon the time spent by Ralph in the boathouse that the

police were at present chiefly relying to substantiate the charge

against him; they showed that the moment suggested by the doctor as

that when the fatal shot took effect must have synchronised with

Ralph's arrival in the boathouse, and there was absolutely no

evidence to show that anyone else had been there at all. Mr. Tracy's

suggestion that the murderer would scarcely be so foolish as to leave

his blood-stained garments lying on the floor was heard politely, but

not accepted as sufficient to warrant a discharge, and the request of

the police for a remand, pending further investigation, was acceded

to without dissent. So for another week they were obliged to possess

their souls in patience.

But while upon Gwendolen Ralph's arrest had only the effect of

increasing her love and developing her mental activity on his behalf,

upon Lavender Sinclair its effect was very different.

When she reached home, after parting from Melville at Waterloo on the

evening of the murder, she broke down physically. During the row

from Fairbridge to St. Martin's Lock she contracted a bad chill,

which compelled her to keep her bed. This, indeed, she was only too

glad to do. In her darkened room she lay with her throbbing head

buried in the pillows, as if to exclude from her sight the daylight

that only served to remind her of the work going on in the world; it

would be someone's work to trace the man who fired the shot, of which

the sound still rang in her ears, and when he was found----. She

fought against her illness, which was real enough. If she became

delirious she might talk, and part of her penance for the future

would be the guard that she must ever keep upon her tongue. She

almost feared to sleep, lest an only partially unconscious brain

should prompt her to babble of that which she had seen. Gently, but

firmly, she insisted upon being left alone, and in her solitude she

struggled to be well.

At first she kept aloof from all news of the world outside; would see

no papers, and checked Lucille's inclination to chatter, but soon

this mood was replaced by one of feverish desire to know what had

happened at Fairbridge; at any rate, she must not be taken unawares,

and every day's delay was a day's respite. In one of the weekly

papers she read an account of the tragedy and of the inquest that

followed, and derived some vague assurance from the frank admission

of the police that they were absolutely without a clue.

This relaxed the tension of her nerves, and when the next morning

dawned, she felt less ill and better able to resume her ordinary

life. She drew up the blinds and threw open the window; presently

she would go for a drive and let rapid motion through the fresh air

banish the last traces of the headache that had tortured her

since--then. If only she dared she would call at Jermyn Street, but

her promise not to write to or call on Melville must be kept. If she

had kept her former promise to remain in the boat how much agony she

would have escaped!

She turned away from the window and looked round her room; she had

means to gratify all reasonable desires, and she was cat-like in her

fondness for warmth and soft rugs and cushions. All down one wall of

her bedroom was a broad settee spread thickly with down pillows and

covered with magnificent opossum rugs. Curtains, draped tent fashion

from the ceiling, screened this divan from every draught, and Moorish

lanterns, filled with scented oil, illumined it by night. An inlaid

Syrian table stood near at hand, and there was a suggestion of

Oriental luxury about the place that seemed to bar anything not

conducive to repose. From a hanging wardrobe Lavender took a

comfortable peignoir, a French creation of billowy chiffon and lace

and ribbons, and leaving the windows open, stretched herself upon the

divan and pulled up the rugs breast high; and while she lay there

waiting for her maid to come to her, her thoughts wandered to what

she stood to lose if any change occurred in her life other than the

one she might voluntarily make by marrying Sir Ross Buchanan.

Except Melville, no one knew she had ever been Sir Geoffrey's wife,

and she might rely upon his respecting her wish for the secret to be

preserved now that she was in possession of this terrible secret of

his. Sir Geoffrey had held his peace about the past in which she had

figured, and it might be buried with him in his grave; the fear of

prosecution for her bigamous marriage with Mr. Sinclair, which

Melville had conjured up so vividly before her, was removed as well,

and she could continue her indolent existence as his widow at The

Vale, or burst forth into a period of splendour as the wife of the

Scotch millionaire. No one knew of the picnic up the river, and the

procrastination, in which she had acquiesced through terror and

physical illness, had proved the safest and wisest policy after all.

Of such an offence as being an accessory after the fact in any crime,

Lavender, in her rather uneducated state, had no idea; if she had

ever heard the phrase, it conveyed no meaning to her. She would

acquiesce in a policy of absolute silence--forget her individuality

as Lady Holt, and resume her ordinary life as the widow of the

estimable Mr. Sinclair, who had provided for her maintenance on a

scale that coincided so accurately with her desires.

Lucille tapped gently at the door and opened it softly in case her

mistress should be still asleep, but when she saw the open window and

the vacant bed she came in briskly, pleased to know that Lavender

must be better.

"I am glad," she said with a smile, "you are better?"

"Much better," said Lavender; "well, and more than ready for some

breakfast."

"That is good," the maid replied, and disappeared to return with an

inviting tray, which she placed on the table by Lavender's side; and

while Lavender, reclining on the divan, enjoyed her breakfast

thoroughly, Lucille busied herself about the room and chatted

pleasantly of trifles.

Presently Lucille removed the tray, and, sitting on a low chair by

Lavender's side, began to brush out her mistress's hair, while

Lavender leant on one arm with her face turned towards the wall.

"I didn't like to mention it to you while you were so ill," Lucille

remarked, "but have you heard the sad news about Mr. Ashley's uncle?

Shot in his own summer house!"

"Yes," Lavender replied; "I read about it yesterday." She spoke

steadily; she had better get accustomed to hearing the crime talked

about, but still she was glad her face was averted.

"There's some more about it in the papers to-day."

"Is there?" said Lavender sharply. "Have they found out who did it?"

"Oh, no," said Lucille; "there doesn't seem to be any clue at all."

Lavender drew a deep sigh of relief; she could not be sufficiently

grateful for the extraordinary presence of mind which Melville had

displayed throughout that awful journey from Fairbridge. If he had

not seen the handkerchief which she dropped by the ha-ha they might

both be under arrest already. But other thoughts were passing

through Lucille's mind.

"There's nothing about the murderer," she said, "but there is an

advertisement saying that if Lady Holt will apply to some solicitors

she will hear of something to her advantage. Did I pull your hair?"

For Lavender started perceptibly.

"Where is the advertisement? I should like to see it."

"I thought it would interest you," Lucille replied, "for the first

time Mr. Ashley called here you told me he might ask for Lady Holt,

and that if he did I was to come and let you know. Is Lady Holt a

friend of yours?"

"Let me see the advertisement," said Lavender again, and Lucille went

to fetch the morning paper. While she was gone, Lavender considered

as rapidly as possible what she had better do. For ten years Lucille

had been with her, a companion rather than a servant, the trusted and

trustworthy recipient of all her confidences; and Lavender, on her

part, had played the friend rather than the mistress to this

otherwise friendless woman, had made her life bright and happy, and

reaped the reward of being served with fidelity and devotion. Never

once had Lucille presumed upon her relations with her employer, and

in believing that she placed her mistress's interests above her own

Lavender judged rightly. Lucille returned and gave the newspaper to

Lavender, who read the paragraph with trembling eagerness; she must

give some explanation to Lucille, and the true explanation was also

the politic one to give. She turned round and looked the other woman

in the eyes.

"It is for me, Lucille," she said in a low voice. "I was once Sir

Geoffrey Holt's wife."

Lucille gasped.

"That is your husband that's been murdered? Oh, you poor dear! What

an awful thing!" But her sympathy was not commensurate with her

curiosity. "And you divorced him, I suppose, and he repented and

left you some of his money, and now they want to know where you are

so that they can hand it over to you. That's the something to your

advantage, I suppose. Will you go and see about it to-day?"

The rapidity with which Lucille invented an entire story to fit in

with her views of probabilities bewildered Lavender.

"Oh, no," she said; "that isn't it at all. They must never know

where I am. They must think I am dead, as I always thought he was

when I--married again."

A glimmer of comprehension dawned in Lucille's face.

"You thought him dead when you married Mr. Sinclair, and he wasn't?"

Lavender nodded assent.

"I ran away from him and heard nothing of him, and thought he must be

dead or he would have found me out and compelled me to go back to him

again. And after seven years I thought I was free to marry again,

and I married Mr. Sinclair. It was only the other day I learned that

I was not free and that my marriage with Mr. Sinclair wasn't really

any marriage. And now if they find out that I am Lady Holt, I may be

prosecuted for bigamy; in any case, there will be a frightful

scandal, and as I was never legally Mr. Sinclair's wife I shall lose

all the money he left me and be ruined as well."

"Oh!" said Lucille slowly. "Of course they must never know."

"You won't betray me, will you?" said Lavender piteously.

"Betray you, my poor dear?" cried Lucille. "Whatever are you

thinking of to suppose that I would betray anything that could do you

harm?" She stroked Lavender's hand with fond tenderness, and

Lavender turned upon her face and cried; the womanly sympathy was

just what she needed at this moment, and scarcely any sympathy is so

generous and full as that bestowed upon us by faithful and loyal

servants. "No," said Lucille, "it's only because you've been run

down and ill that such a thought could get into your head. You are

safe so far as I am concerned. Besides, now both your husbands are

dead, what affair is it of anybody's who or what you are? They'll

never find you out after all these years. They wouldn't advertise if

there were any other way of getting at you, and as for the something

to your advantage, if you don't choose to go after it I don't suppose

this Mr. Tracy will raise any objections; at least, he'll be unlike

most of the lawyers I've ever heard of if he does."

By degrees Lavender was comforted and reassured, and under Lucille's

ministrations recovered much of her former health and cheerfulness.

Attended by Lucille, she spent the next few days driving and idling

in the little garden before her house, and reverted practically to

her mode of life before she first asked Melville to call upon her at

The Vale. The horror of the tragedy was even beginning to fade from

her mind; she could never forget it, but she might hope to hear no

more about it. She was almost beginning to think she never would,

when one day, as her carriage was turning into Hyde Park she caught

sight of the newspaper posters fastened against the railings,

blazoning forth the sensational news of the arrest of Mr. Ashley.

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