CHAPTER VIII.

IMPOSSIBLE!

"They sent for me, Lady Lovel, to bid me come to your ladyship and

ask your ladyship whether you would consent to a marriage between

the two young people." It was thus that the tailor repeated for the

second time the message which had been confided to him, showing the

gall and also the pride which were at work about his heart by the

repeated titles which he gave to his old friend.

"They desire that Anna should marry the young lord!"

"Yes, my lady. That's the meaning of it."

"And what am I to be?"

"Just the Countess Lovel,--with a third of the property as your own.

I suppose it would be a third; but you might trust the lawyers to

settle that properly. When once they take your daughter among them

they won't scrimp you in your honours. They'll all swear that the

marriage was good enough then. They know that already, and have made

this offer because they know it. Your ladyship needn't fear now

but what all the world will own you as the Countess Lovel. I don't

suppose I'll be troubled to come up to London any more."

"Oh, my friend!" The ejaculation she made feeling the necessity of

saying something to soothe the tailor's pride; but her heart was

fixed upon the fruition of that for which she had spent so many years

in struggling. Was it to come to her at last? Could it be that now,

now at once, people throughout the world would call her the Countess

Lovel, and would own her daughter to be the Lady Anna,--till she also

should become a countess? Of the young man she had heard nothing

but good, and it was impossible that she should have fear in that

direction, even had she been timorous by nature. But she was bold

and eager, hopeful in spite of all that she had suffered, full of

ambition, and not prone to feminine scruples. She had been fighting

all her life in order that she and her daughter might be acknowledged

to be among the aristocrats of her country. She was so far a loving,

devoted mother that in all her battles she thought more of her child

than of herself. She would have consented to carry on the battle in

poverty to the last gasp of her own breath, could she thereby have

insured success for her surviving daughter. But she was not a woman

likely to be dismayed at the idea of giving her girl in marriage

to an absolute stranger, when that stranger was such a one as the

young Earl Lovel. She herself had been a countess, but a wretched,

unacknowledged, poverty-stricken countess, for the last half of her

eventful life. This marriage would make her daughter a countess,

prosperous, accepted by all, and very wealthy. What better end could

there be to her long struggles? Of course she would assent.

"I don't know why they should have troubled themselves to send for

me," said the tailor.

"Because you are the best friend that I have in the world. Whom else

could I have trusted as I do you? Has the Earl agreed to it?"

"They didn't tell me that, my lady."

"They would hardly have sent, unless he had agreed. Don't you think

so, Mr. Thwaite?"

"I don't know much about such things, my lady."

"You have told--Daniel?"

"No, my lady."

"Oh, Mr. Thwaite, do not talk to me in that way. It sounds as though

you were deserting me."

"There'll be no reason for not deserting now. You'll have friends by

the score more fit to see you through this than old Thomas Thwaite.

And, to own the truth, now that the matter is coming to an end, I am

getting weary of it. I'm not so young as I was, and I'd be better

left at home to my business."

"I hope that you may disregard your business now without imprudence,

Mr. Thwaite."

"No, my lady;--a man should always stick to his business. I hope that

Daniel will do so better than his father before him,--so that his son

may never have to go out to be servant to another man."

"You are speaking daggers to me."

"I have not meant it then. I am rough by nature, I know, and perhaps

a little low just at present. There is something sad in the parting

of old friends."

"Old friends needn't be parted, Mr. Thwaite."

"When your ladyship was good enough to point out to me my boy's

improper manner of speech to Lady Anna, I knew how it must be. You

were quite right, my lady. There can be no becoming friendship

between the future Lady Lovel and a journeyman tailor. I was wrong

from the beginning."

"Oh, Mr. Thwaite! without such wrong where should we have been?"

"There can be no holding ground of friendship between such as you and

such as we. Lords and ladies, earls and countesses, are our enemies,

and we are theirs. We may make their robes and take their money, and

deal with them as the Jew dealt with the Christians in the play; but

we cannot eat with them or drink with them."

"How often have I eaten and drank at your table, when no other table

was spread for me?"

"You were a Jew almost as ourselves then. We cannot now well stand

shoulder to shoulder and arm to arm as friends should do."

"How often has my child lain in your arms when she was a baby, and

been quieter there than she would be even in her mother's?"

"That has all gone by. Other arms will be open to receive her." As

the tailor said this he remembered how his boy used to take the

little child out to the mountain side, and how the two would ramble

away together through the long summer evenings; and he reflected that

the memory of those days was no doubt still strong in the heart of

his son. Some shadow of the grief which would surely fall upon the

young man now fell upon the father, and caused him almost to repent

of the work of his life. "Tailors should consort with tailors," he

said, "and lords and ladies should consort together."

Something of the same feeling struck the Countess also. If it were

not for the son, the father, after all that he had done for them,

might be almost as near and as dear to them as ever. He might have

called the Lady Anna by her Christian name, at any rate till she had

been carried away as a bride by the Earl. But, though all this was so

exquisitely painful, it had been absolutely necessary to check the

son. "Ah, well," she said; "it is hardly to be hoped that so many

crooked things should be made straight without much pain. If you

knew, Mr. Thwaite, how little it is that I expect for myself!"

"It is because I have known it that I am here."

"It will be well for her,--will it not,--to be the wife of her

cousin?"

"If he be a good man. A woman will not always make herself happy by

marrying an Earl."

"How many daggers you can use, Mr. Thwaite! But this young man is

good. You yourself have said that you have heard so."

"I have heard nothing to the contrary, my lady."

"And what shall I do?"

"Just explain it all to Lady Anna. I think it will be clear then."

"You believe that she will be so easily pleased?"

"Why should she not be pleased? She'll have some maiden scruples,

doubtless. What maid would not? But she'll exult at such an end to

all her troubles;--and what maid would not? Let them meet as soon as

may be and have it over. When he shall have placed the ring on her

finger, your battle will have been won."

Then the tailor felt that his commission was done and he might take

his leave. It had been arranged that in the event of the Countess

consenting to the proposed marriage, he should call upon Mr. Flick to

explain that it was so. Had she dissented, a short note would have

been sufficient. Had such been the case, the Solicitor-General would

have instigated the young lord to go and try what he himself could do

with the Countess and her daughter. The tailor had suggested to the

mother that she should at once make the proposition known to Lady

Anna, but the Countess felt that one other word was necessary as

her old friend left her. "Will you go back at once to Keswick, Mr.

Thwaite?"

"To-morrow morning, my lady."

"Perhaps you will not tell your son of this,--yet?"

"No, my lady. I will not tell my son of this,--yet. My son is

high-minded and stiff-necked, and of great heart. If he saw aught to

object to in this marriage, it might be that he would express himself

loudly." Then the tailor took his leave without even shaking hands

with the Countess.

The woman sat alone for the next two hours, thinking of what had

passed. There had sprung up in these days a sort of friendship

between Mrs. Bluestone and the two Miss Bluestones and the Lady

Anna, arising rather from the forlorn condition of the young lady

than from any positive choice of affection. Mrs. Bluestone was kind

and motherly. The girls were girlish and good. The father was the

Jupiter Tonans of the household,--as was of course proper,--and was

worshipped in everything. To the world at large Serjeant Bluestone

was a thundering, blundering, sanguine, energetic lawyer, whom nobody

disliked very much though he was so big and noisy. But at home

Serjeant Bluestone was all the judges of the land rolled into one.

But he was a kind-hearted man, and he had sent his wife and girls

to call upon the disconsolate Countess. The disconsolate Lady Anna

having no other friends, had found the companionship of the Bluestone

girls to be pleasant to her, and she was now with them at the

Serjeant's house in Bedford Square. Mrs. Bluestone talked of the

wrongs and coming rights of the Countess Lovel wherever she went, and

the Bluestone girls had all the case at their fingers' ends. To doubt

that the Serjeant would succeed, or to doubt that the success of the

Countess and her daughter would have had any other source than the

Serjeant's eloquence and the Serjeant's zeal, would have been heresy

in Bedford Square. The grand idea that young Jack Bluestone, who was

up at Brasenose, should marry the Lady Anna, had occurred only to the

mother.

Lady Anna was away with her friends as the Countess sat brooding over

the new hopes that had been opened to her. At first, she could not

tear her mind away from the position which she herself would occupy

as soon as her daughter should have been married and taken away

from her. The young Earl would not want his mother-in-law,--a

mother-in-law who had spent the best years of her life in the society

of a tailor. And the daughter, who would still be young enough to

begin a new life in a new sphere, would no longer want her mother to

help her. As regarded herself, the Countess was aware that the life

she had led so long, and the condition of agonizing struggling to

which she had been brought, had unfitted her for smiling, happy,

prosperous, aristocratic luxury. There was but one joy left for her,

and that was to be the joy of success. When that cup should have been

drained, there would be nothing left to her. She would have her rank,

of course,--and money enough to support it. She no longer feared that

any one would do her material injury. Her daughter's husband no doubt

would see that she had a fitting home, with all the appanages and

paraphernalia suited to a dowager Countess. But who would share her

home with her, and where should she find her friends? Even now the

two Miss Bluestones were more to her daughter than she was. When

she should be established in her new luxurious home, with servants

calling her my lady, with none to contradict her right, she would no

longer be enabled to sit late into the night discussing matters with

her friend the tailor. As regarded herself, it would have been better

for her, perhaps, if the fight had been carried on.

But the fight had been, not for herself, but for her child; and the

victory for her girl would have been won by her own perseverance.

Her whole life had been devoted to establishing the rights of her

daughter, and it should be so devoted to the end. It had been her

great resolve that the world should acknowledge the rank of her girl,

and now it would be acknowledged. Not only would she become the

Countess Lovel by marriage, but the name which had been assumed for

her amidst the ridicule of many, and in opposition to the belief of

nearly all, would be proved to have been her just and proper title.

And then, at last, it would be known by all men that she herself, the

ill-used, suffering mother, had gone to the house of that wicked man,

not as his mistress, but as his true wife!

Hardly a thought troubled her, then, as to the acquiescence of her

daughter. She had no faintest idea that the girl's heart had been

touched by the young tailor. She had so lived that she knew but

little of lovers and their love, and in her fear regarding Daniel

Thwaite she had not conceived danger such as that. It had to her

simply been unfitting that there should be close familiarity between

the two. She expected that her daughter would be ambitious, as she

was ambitious, and would rejoice greatly at such perfect success.

She herself had been preaching ambition and practising ambition all

her life. It had been the necessity of her career that she should

think more of her right to a noble name than of any other good thing

under the sun. It was only natural that she should believe that her

daughter shared the feeling.

And then Lady Anna came in. "They wanted me to stay and dine, mamma,

but I did not like to think that you should be left alone."

"I must get used to that, my dear."

"Why, mamma? Wherever we have been, we have always been together.

Mrs. Bluestone was quite unhappy because you would not come. They are

so good-natured! I wish you would go there."

"I am better here, my dear." Then there was a pause for a few

moments. "But I am glad that you have come home this evening."

"Of course, I should come home."

"I have something special to say to you."

"To me, mamma! What is it, mamma?"

"I think we will wait till after dinner. The things are here now. Go

up-stairs and take off your hat, and I will tell you after dinner."

"Mamma," Lady Anna said, as soon as the maid had left the room, "has

old Mr. Thwaite been here?"

"Yes, my dear, he was here."

"I thought so, because you have something to tell me. It is something

from him?"

"Not from himself, Anna;--though he was the messenger. Come and sit

here, my dear,--close to me. Have you ever thought, Anna, that it

would be good for you to be married?"

"No, mamma; why should I?" But that surely was a lie! How often had

she thought that it would be good to be married to Daniel Thwaite and

to have done with this weary searching after rank! And now what could

her mother mean? Thomas Thwaite had been there, but it was impossible

that her mother should think that Daniel Thwaite would be a fit

husband for her daughter. "No, mamma;--why should I?"

"It must be thought of, my dearest."

"Why now?" She could understand perfectly that there was some special

cause for her mother's manner of speech.

"After all that we have gone through, we are about to succeed

at last. They are willing to own everything, to give us all our

rights,--on one condition."

"What condition, mamma?"

"Come nearer to me, dearest. It would not make you unhappy to think

that you were going to be the wife of a man you could love?"

"No;--not if I really loved him."

"You have heard of your cousin,--the young Earl?"

"Yes, mamma;--I have heard of him."

"They say that he is everything that is good. What should you think

of having him for your husband?"

"That would be impossible, mamma."

"Impossible!--why impossible? What could be more fitting? Your rank

is equal to his;--higher even in this, that your father was himself

the Earl. In fortune you will be much more than his equal. In age you

are exactly suited. Why should it be impossible?"

"Oh, mamma, it is impossible!"

"What makes you say so, Anna?"

"We have never seen each other."

"Tush! my child. Why should you not see each other?"

"And then we are his enemies."

"We are no longer enemies, dearest. They have sent to say that if

we,--you and I,--will consent to this marriage, then will they

consent to it also. It is their wish, and it comes from them. There

can be no more proper ending to all this weary lawsuit. It is quite

right that the title and the name should be supported. It is quite

right that the fortune which your father left should, in this way,

go to support your father's family. You will be the Countess Lovel;

and all will have been conceded to us. There cannot possibly be any

fitter way out of our difficulties." Lady Anna sat looking at her

mother in dismay, but could say nothing. "You need have no fear

about the young man. Every one tells me that he is just the man

that a mother would welcome as a husband for her daughter. Will

you not be glad to see him?" But the Lady Anna would only say that

it was impossible. "Why impossible, my dear;--what do you mean by

impossible?"

"Oh, mamma, it is impossible!"

The Countess found that she was obliged to give the subject up for

that night, and could only comfort herself by endeavouring to believe

that the suddenness of the tidings had confused her child.

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