Chapter III

When Cephas Barnard and his wife and daughter turned into the main

road and came in sight of the new house, not one of them appeared to

even glance at it, yet they all saw at once that there were no

workmen about, and they also saw Barnabas himself ploughing with a

white horse far back in a field at the left of it.

[Illustration: "They came in sight of the house"]

They all kept on silently. Charlotte paled a little when she caught

sight of Barney, but her face was quite steady. "Hold your dress up a

little higher; the grass is terrible wet," her mother whispered once,

and that was all that any of them said until they reached home.

Charlotte went at once up-stairs to her own chamber, took off her

purple gown, and hung it up in her closet, and got out a common one.

The purple gown was part of her wedding wardrobe, and she had worn it

in advance with some misgivings. "I dunno but you might jest as well

wear it a few Sundays," her mother had said; "you're goin' to have

your silk dress to come out bride in. I dunno as there's any sense in

your goin' lookin' like a scarecrow all the spring because you're

goin' to get married."

So Charlotte had put on the new purple dress the day before; now it

looked, as it hung in the closet, like an effigy of her happier self.

When Charlotte went down-stairs she found her mother showing much

more spirit than usual in an altercation with her father. Sarah

Barnard stood before her husband, her placid face all knitted with

perplexed remonstrance. "Why, I can't, Cephas," she said. "Pies can't

be made that way."

"I know they can," said Cephas.

"They can't, Cephas. There ain't no use tryin'. It would jest be a

waste of the flour."

"Why can't they, I'd like to know?"

"Folks don't ever make pies without lard, Cephas."

"Why don't they?"

"Why, they wouldn't be nothin' more than-- You couldn't eat them

nohow if they was made so, Cephas. I dunno how the sorrel pies would

work. I never heard of anybody makin' sorrel pies. Mebbe the Injuns

did; but I dunno as they ever made pies, anyway. Mebbe the sorrel, if

it had some molasses on it for juice, wouldn't taste very bad; I

dunno; but anyway, if the sorrel did work, the other wouldn't. I

can't make pies fit to eat without any lard or any butter or anything

any way in the world, Cephas."

"I know you can make 'em without," said Cephas, and his black eyes

looked like flint. Mrs. Barnard appealed to her daughter.

"Charlotte," said she, "you tell your father that pies can't be made

fit to eat without I put somethin' in 'em for short'nin'."

"No, they can't, father," said Charlotte.

"He wants me to make sorrel pies, Charlotte," Mrs. Barnard went on,

in an injured and appealing tone which she seldom used against

Cephas. "He's been out in the field, an' picked all that sorrel," and

she pointed to a pan heaped up with little green leaves on the table,

"an' I tell him I dunno how that will work, but he wants me to make

the pie-crust without a mite of short'nin', an' I can't do that

nohow, can I?"

"I don't see how you can," assented Charlotte, coldly.

Cephas went with a sudden stride towards the pantry. "I'll make 'em

myself, then," he cried.

Mrs. Barnard gasped, and looked piteously at her daughter. "What you

goin' to do, Cephas?" she asked, feebly.

Cephas was in the pantry rattling the dishes with a fierce din. "I'm

a-goin' to make them sorrel pies myself," he shouted out, "if none of

you women folks know enough to."

"Oh, Cephas, you can't!"

Cephas came out, carrying the mixing-board and rolling-pin like a

shield and a club; he clapped them heavily on to the table.

Mrs. Barnard stood staring aghast at him; Charlotte sat down, took

some lace edging from her pocket, and began knitting on it. She

looked hard and indifferent.

"Oh, Charlotte, ain't it dreadful?" her mother whispered, when Cephas

went into the pantry again.

"I don't care if he makes pies out of burrs," returned Charlotte,

audibly, but her voice was quite even.

"I don't b'lieve but what sorrel would do some better than burrs,"

said her mother, "but he can't make pies without short'nin' nohow."

Cephas came out of the pantry with a large bowl of flour and a spoon.

"He 'ain't sifted it," Mrs. Barnard whispered to Charlotte, as though

Cephas were not there; then she turned to him. "You sifted the flour,

didn't you, Cephas?" said she.

"You jest let me alone," said Cephas, grimly. "I'm goin' to make

these pies, an' I don't need any help. I've picked the sorrel, an'

I've got the brick oven all heated, an' I know what I want to do, an'

I'm goin' to do it!"

"I've got some pumpkin that would make full as good pies as sorrel,

Cephas. Mebbe the sorrel will be real good. I ain't sayin' it won't,

though I never heard of sorrel pies; but you know pumpkin is good,

Cephas."

"I know pumpkin pies have milk in 'em," said Cephas; "an' I tell you

I ain't goin' to have anything of an animal nature in 'em. I've been

studyin' into it, an' thinkin' of it, an' I've made up my mind that

I've made a mistake along back, an' we've ate too much animal food.

We've ate a whole pig an' half a beef critter this winter, to say

nothin' of eggs an' milk, that are jest as much animal as meat,

accordin' to my way of thinkin'. I've reasoned it out all along that

as long as we were animals ourselves, an' wanted to strengthen

animal, that it was common-sense that we ought to eat animal. It

seemed to me that nature had so ordered it. I reasoned it out that

other animals besides man lived on animals, except cows, an' they,

bein' ruminatin' animals, ain't to be compared to men--"

"I should think we'd be somethin' like 'em if we eat that," said Mrs.

Barnard, pointing at the sorrel, with piteous sarcasm.

"It's the principle I'm thinkin' about," said Cephas. He stirred some

salt into the flour very carefully, so not a dust fell over the brim

of the bowl.

"Horses don't eat meat, neither, an' they don't chew their cuds,"

Mrs. Barnard argued further. She had never in her life argued with

Cephas; but sorrel pies, after the night before, made her wildly

reckless.

Cephas got a gourdful of water from the pail in the sink, and carried

it carefully over to the table. "Horses are the exception," he

returned, with dignified asperity. "There always are exceptions. What

I was comin' at was--I'd been kind of wrong in my reasonin'. That is,

I 'ain't reasoned far enough. I was right so far as I went."

Cephas poured some water from the gourd into the bowl of flour and

began stirring.

Sarah caught her breath. "He's makin'--paste!" she gasped. "He's jest

makin' flour paste!"

"Jest so far as I went I was right," Cephas resumed, pouring in a

little more water with a judicial air. "I said Man was animal, an' he

is animal; an' if you don't take anything else into account, he'd

ought to live on animal food, jest the way I reasoned it out. But

you've got to take something else into account. Man is animal, but he

ain't all animal. He's something else. He's spiritual. Man has

command over all the other animals, an' all the beasts of the field;

an' it ain't because he's any better an' stronger animal, because he

ain't. What's a man to a horse, if the horse only knew it? but the

horse don't know it, an' there's jest where Man gets the advantage.

It's knowledge an' spirit that gives Man the rule over all the other

animals. Now, what we want is to eat the kind of things that will

strengthen knowledge an' spirit an' self-control, because the first

two ain't any account without the last; but there ain't no kind of

food that's known that can do that. If there is, I 'ain't never heard

of it."

Cephas dumped the whole mass of paste with a flop upon the

mixing-board, and plunged his fists into it. Sarah made an

involuntary motion forward, then she stood back with a great sigh.

"But what we can do," Cephas proceeded, "is to eat the kind of things

that won't strengthen the animal nature at the expense of the

spiritual. We know that animal food does that; we can see how it

works in tigers an' bears. Now, it's the spiritual part of us we want

to strengthen, because that is the biggest strength we can get, an'

it's worth more. It's what gives us the rule over animals. It's

better for us to eat some other kind of food, if we get real weak and

pindlin' on it, rather than eat animal food an' make the animal in us

stronger than the spiritual, so we won't be any better than wild

tigers an' bears, an' lose our rule over the other animals."

Cephas took the rolling-pin and brought it heavily down upon the

sticky mass on the board. Sarah shuddered and started as if it had

hit her. "Now, if we can't eat animal food," said Cephas, "what other

kind of food can we eat? There ain't but one other kind that's known

to man, an' that's vegetable food, the product of the earth. An'

that's of two sorts: one gets ripe an' fit to eat in the fall of the

year, an' the other comes earlier in the spring an' summer. Now, in

order to carry out the plans of nature, we'd ought to eat these

products of the earth jest as near as we can in the season of 'em.

Some had ought to be eat in the fall an' winter, an' some in the

spring an' summer. Accordin' to my reasonin', if we all lived this

way we should be a good deal better off; our spiritual natures would

be strengthened, an' we should have more power over other animals,

an' better dispositions ourselves."

"I've seen horses terribly ugly, an' they don't eat a mite of meat,"

said Sarah, with tremulous boldness. Her right hand kept moving

forward to clutch the rolling-pin, then she would draw it back.

"'Ain't I told ye once horses were the exceptions?" said Cephas,

severely. "There has to be exceptions. If there wa'n't any exceptions

there couldn't be any rule, an' there bein' exceptions shows there is

a rule. Women can't ever get hold of things straight. Their minds

slant off sideways, the way their arms do when they fling a stone."

Cephas brought the rolling-pin down upon the paste again with fierce

impetus. "You'll break it," Sarah murmured, feebly. Cephas brought it

down again, his mouth set hard; his face showed a red flush through

his white beard, the veins on his high forehead were swollen and his

brows scowling. The paste adhered to the rolling-pin; he raised it

with an effort; his hands were helplessly sticky. Sarah could

restrain herself no longer. She went into the pantry and got a dish

of flour, and spooned out some suddenly over the board and Cephas's

hands. "You've got to have some more flour," she said, in a desperate

tone.

Cephas's black eyes flashed at her. "I wish you would attend to your

own work, an' leave me alone," said he. But at last he succeeded in

moving the rolling-pin over the dough as he had seen his wife move

it.

"He ain't greasin' the pie-plates," said Sarah, as Cephas brought a

piece of dough with a dexterous jerk over a plate; "there ain't much

animal in the little mite of lard it takes to grease a plate."

Cephas spread handfuls of sorrel leaves over the dough; then he

brought the molasses-jug from the pantry, raised it, and poured

molasses over the sorrel with an imperturbable air.

Sarah watched him; then she turned to Charlotte. "To think of eatin'

it!" she groaned, quite openly; "it looks like p'ison."

Charlotte made no response; she knitted as one of the Fates might

have spun. Sarah sank down on a chair, and looked away from Cephas

and his cookery, as if she were overcome, and quite done with all

remonstrance.

Never before had she shown so much opposition towards one of her

husband's hobbies, but this galloped so ruthlessly over her own

familiar fields that she had plucked up boldness to try to veer it

away.

Somebody passed the window swiftly, the door opened abruptly, and

Mrs. Deborah Thayer entered. "_Good_-mornin'," said she, and her

voice rang out like a herald's defiance.

Sarah Barnard arose, and went forward quickly. "Good-mornin'," she

responded, with nervous eagerness. "Good-mornin', Mis' Thayer. Come

in an' set down, won't you?"

"I 'ain't come to set down," responded Deborah's deep voice.

She moved, a stately high-hipped figure, her severe face almost

concealed in a scooping green barège hood, to the centre of the

floor, and stood there with a pose that might have answered for a

statue of Judgment. She turned her green-hooded head slowly towards

them all in turn. Sarah watched her and waited, her eyes dilated.

Cephas rolled out another pie, calmly. Charlotte knitted fast; her

face was very pale.

"I've come over here," said Deborah Thayer, "to find out what my son

has done."

There was not a sound, except the thud of Cephas's rolling-pin.

"Mr. Barnard!" said Deborah. Cephas did not seem to hear her.

"Mr. Barnard!" she said, again. There was that tone of command in her

voice which only a woman can accomplish. It was full of that maternal

supremacy which awakens the first instinct of obedience in man, and

has more weight than the voice of a general in battle. Cephas did not

turn his head, but he spoke. "What is it ye want?" he said, gruffly.

"I want to know what my son has done, an' I want you to tell me in so

many words. I ain't afraid to face it. What has my son done?"

Cephas grunted something inarticulate.

"What?" said Deborah. "I can't hear what you say. I want to know what

my son has done. I've heard how you turned him out of your house last

night, and I want to know what it was for. I want to know what he has

done. You're an old man, and a God-fearing one, if you have got your

own ideas about some things. Barnabas is young, and apt to be

headstrong. He ain't always been as mindful of obedience as he might

be. I've tried to do my best by him, but he don't always carry out my

teachin's. I ain't afraid to say this, if he is my son. I want to

know what he's done. If it's anything wrong, I shall be jest as hard

on him as the Lord for it. I'm his mother, but I can see his faults,

and be just. I want to know what he has done."

Charlotte gave one great cry. "Oh, Mrs. Thayer, he hasn't done

anything wrong; Barney hasn't done anything wrong!"

But Deborah quite ignored her. She kept her eyes fixed upon Cephas.

"What has my son done?" she demanded again. "If he's done anything

wrong I want to know it. I ain't afraid to deal with him. You ordered

him out of your house, and he didn't come home at all last night. I

don't know where he was. He won't speak a word this mornin' to tell

me. I've been out in the field where he's to work ploughin', and I

tried to make him tell me, but he wouldn't say a word. I sat up and

waited all night, but he didn't come home. Now I want to know where

he was, and what he's done, and why you ordered him out of the house.

If he's been swearin', or takin' anything that didn't belong to him,

or drinkin', I want to know it, so I can deal with him as his mother

had ought to deal."

"He hasn't been doing anything wrong!" Charlotte cried out again;

"you ought to be ashamed of yourself talking so about him, when

you're his mother!"

Deborah Thayer never glanced at Charlotte. She kept her eyes fixed

upon Cephas. "What has he done?" she repeated.

"I guess he didn't do much of anything," Mrs. Barnard murmured,

feebly; but Deborah did not seem to hear her.

Cephas opened his mouth as if perforce. "Well," he said, slowly, "we

got to talkin'--"

"Talkin' about what?"

"About the 'lection. I think, accordin' to my reasonin', that what we

eat had a good deal to do with it."

"What?"

"I think if you'd kept your family on less meat, and given 'em more

garden-stuff to eat Barney wouldn't have been so up an' comin'. It's

what he's eat that's made him what he is."

Deborah stared at Cephas in stern amazement. "You're tryin' to make

out, as near as I can tell," said she, "that whatever my son has done

wrong is due to what he's eat, and not to original sin. I knew you

had queer ideas, Cephas Barnard, but I didn't know you wa'n't sound

in your faith. What I want to know is, what has he done?"

Suddenly Charlotte sprang up, and pushed herself in between her

father and Mrs. Thayer; she confronted Deborah, and compelled her to

look at her.

"I'll tell you what he's done," she said, fiercely. "I know what he's

done; you listen to me. He has done nothing--nothing that you've got

to deal with him for. You needn't feel obliged to deal with him. He

and father got into a talk over the 'lection, and they had words

about it. He didn't talk any worse than father, not a mite. Father

started it, anyway, and he knew better; he knew just how set Barney

was on his own side, and how set he was on his; he wanted to pick a

quarrel."

"Charlotte!" shouted Cephas.

"You keep still, father," returned Charlotte, with steady fierceness.

"I've never set myself up against you in my whole life before; but

now I'm going to, because it's just and right. Father wanted to pick

a quarrel," she repeated, turning to Deborah; "he's been kind of

grouty to Barney for some time. I don't know why; he took a notion

to, I suppose. When they got to having words about the 'lection,

father begun it. I heard him. Barney answered back, and I didn't

blame him; I would, in his place. Then father ordered him out of the

house, and he went. I don't see what else he could do. And I don't

blame him because he didn't go home if he didn't feel like it."

"Didn't he go away from here before nine o'clock?" demanded Deborah,

addressing Charlotte at last.

"Yes, he did, some time before nine; he had plenty of time to go home

if he wanted to."

"Where was he, then, I'd like to know?"

"I don't know, and I wouldn't lift my finger to find out. I am not

afraid he was anywhere he hadn't ought to be, nor doin' anything he

hadn't ought to."

"Didn't you stand out in the road and call him back, and he wouldn't

come, nor even turn his head to look at you?" asked Deborah.

"Yes, I did," returned Charlotte, unflinchingly. "And I don't blame

him for not coming back and not turning his head. I wouldn't if I'd

been in his place."

"You'll have to uphold him a long time, then; I can tell you that,"

said Deborah. "He won't never come back if he's said he won't. I know

him; he's got some of me in him."

"I'll uphold him as long as I live," said Charlotte.

"I wonder you ain't ashamed to talk so."

"I am not."

Deborah looked at Charlotte as if she would crush her; then she

turned away.

"You're a hard woman, Mrs. Thayer, and I pity Barney because he's got

you for a mother," Charlotte said, in undaunted response to Deborah's

look.

"Well, you'll never have to pity yourself on that account," retorted

Deborah, without turning her head.

The door opened softly, and a girl of about Charlotte's age slipped

in. Nobody except Mrs. Barnard, who said, absently, "How do you do,

Rose?" seemed to notice her. She sat down unobtrusively in a chair

near the door and waited. Her blue eyes upon the others were so

intense with excitement that they seemed to blot out the rest of her

face. She had her blue apron tightly rolled about both hands.

Deborah Thayer, on her way to the door, looked at her as if she had

been a part of the wall, but suddenly she stopped and cast a glance

at Cephas. "What be you makin'?" she asked, with a kind of scorn at

him, and scorn at her own curiosity.

Cephas did not reply, but he looked ugly as he slapped another piece

of dough heavily upon a plate.

Deborah, as if against her will, moved closer to the table and bent

over the pan of sorrel. She smelled of it; then she took a leaf and

tasted it, cautiously. She made a wry face. "It's sorrel," said she.

"You're makin' pies out of sorrel. A man makin' pies out of sorrel!"

She looked at Cephas like a condemning judge. He shot a fiery glance

at her, but said nothing. He sprinkled the sorrel leaves in the pie.

"Well," said Deborah, "I've got a sense of justice, and if my son, or

any other man, has asked a girl to marry him, and she's got her

weddin' clothes ready, I believe in his doin' his duty, if he can be

made to; but I must say if it wa'n't for that, I'd rather he'd gone

into a family that was more like other folks. I'm goin' to do the

best I can, whether you go half way or not. I'm goin' to try to make

my son do his duty. I don't expect he will, but I shall do all I can,

tempers or no tempers, and sorrel pies or no sorrel pies."

Deborah went out, and shut the door heavily after her.

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