CHAPTER XII

WHEN Mrs. Sheldon had turned from speaking with Mrs. Oliver and her two

charming daughters, she looked around the office in dismay.

"Why, where is Marguerite?" she asked with instant worry in her eyes.

"She hasn't gone away?" and there was in her voice that quality of

desperation which had made Mrs. Dunlap fear for her health more than

once in the hours they had spent together.

She hastened to assure her.

"It's all right, Mrs. Sheldon. She's with Nelson Whitney. They've gone

off together to do some sight seeing I think."

"But they don't know where we are that is they won't know how to find

us. Nelson didn't—that is Marguerite won't—" She stopped in confusion,

realizing that this would seem very strange talk to the onlooking

Olivers about people who were supposed to be of the same party.

But Mrs. Dunlap was equal to the occasion.

"It's all right, my dear. I told them where we were going, wrote it

down for them so they wouldn't make a mistake."

With relief, the weary mother relaxed the drawn look of her face and

turned to the Olivers graciously.

"I'm so glad to have met you," she said, and smiled sincerely.

When they were gone Gloria turned to her mother.

"I didn't like the way she spoke to you, Mums dear!" she said. "It was

almost as if she felt sorry for you somehow."

"What a queer idea!" laughed her mother. "I think she is a very

charming woman. In fact anybody Mrs. Dunlap sponsors usually is."

"Yourself included, Mums!" laughed Gloria. "Come on Muth, lets rout out

Dad and get started. We're two hours behind schedule now. Kath, you

ought to have run things better than this!" And laughing they went off

to find the beloved husband and father.

They found him standing by the window with the sash thrown up, wiping

beads of perspiration from his forehead, though the day was keen and

clear.

"What's the matter, dear? Is there any trouble about your business?"

asked Mrs. Oliver solicitously.

"I wasn't feeling very well there for a minute!" said the valiant

husband, mopping his cold brow once more. "I felt a little dizzy!

I guess I've been going it a little too hard lately. I suppose I'm

getting old."

He paused for his loving family to refute this statement, but they only

laughed as if it were a good joke.

"I think I'll have to cut out some of this traveling," he said slowly,

taking deep breaths between his words. He still wore a sort of whipped

look except to his family's eyes.

But at that they all shouted a joyous assent, "Yes, Dad, that would be

great! Then you'd be all ours and not belong to the world at large any

more," added Gloria as the hurrah subsided.

"Come on, let's go!" said Oliver turning away from them quickly to hide

a look of something like shame that stole over his scared white face.

"But we haven't given Muth her presents yet," reminded Gloria who never

by any chance forgot anything.

It was with relief that Oliver took the little white box containing the

watch from his pocket. The attention all focused upon it, instead of

himself, he was able even to make a pleasant little flowery speech in

presentation.

Nevertheless the occasion had ceased to be the joyous celebration that

he had anticipated. Half of his mind was necessarily occupied with

wondering what on earth that Dunlap woman meant to do next? Did she

intend to keep that miserable affair of Daisy hanging over his head

like a Damoclean sword the rest of his natural life? If so, there would

be no peace anywhere.

He would never know when they might walk in and bring him to shame

among his friends. Well, he had been a fool of course. It was hard to

admit it. Perhaps he had merely bungled things. But—yes, he felt a

good deal of a fool. After all, what was that girl but a pretty pink

and white thing—just a passing fancy. Home was best. He would stay at

home—unless that obnoxious Mrs. Dunlap was going to haunt his steps.

Perhaps it would be as well to go abroad for a year. The business

was in pretty good shape now, and the girls would love it. Yes, they

would go abroad. He would broach the subject that very day and hurry

up arrangements to get away as soon as possible. He couldn't stand any

more shocks like this one!

Thus reasoning, he grew calm, and the family went down to the new car

and their interrupted holiday.

Down on the street Mrs. Sheldon looked about her in a dazed way and put

her hand to her head. Her companion caught the gesture and slipped an

arm around her.

"My dear, you are going straight back to the hotel and take a good long

sleep," she said, and raised her other hand to summon a passing taxi.

"Oh, I'm all right," murmured the little white-faced mother,

"Everything is all right now at least I hope it is, for a while.

Only—what shall I do with Daisy? Her life is broken! My poor little

flower of a girl!"

"Don't you believe it!" said the strong woman who knew life. "God

doesn't let even a flower get broken as easily as that. Here, let's get

in this taxi, and then we can talk."

She gave the order to the driver, and then laid her hand on the

stricken woman's arm.

"My dear! You should be singing, shouting hallelujah, not mourning.

Can't you trust the Father who has brought about this revelation to

show your girl that life isn't all gone just because she made a mistake

about one wolf in sheep's clothing? This all came to your girl perhaps

to teach her, and prepare her for a fuller, wider life than she could

have otherwise been prepared for."

"Oh!" moaned the little mother, "I wish I could feel that way, but it

seems to me we have lost our self-respect. It seems as if Daisy has

lost all the fine dignity and judgment she had, and that she can never

lift up her head again."

"She has only lost her cock-suredness, my dear. She hasn't lost a bit

of self-respect. She has made a mistake, yes, and a bad one, but she

will learn to be more careful now, not to trust herself implicitly. She

will learn to pray her way through the difficulties, perhaps, instead

of insisting she knows best and demanding her own way. She will pay

more heed to her mother's advice to her mother's intuition, and not

consider that her own discernment of character is final. You know we

all have to have sharp lessons to teach us to find our guidance in the

Lord and our own utter helplessness without Him."

"But I'm so afraid Daisy won't look at it that way. She is such an

intense child, so proud and excitable, and enthusiastic, and so prone

to go to the depths when the heights have failed her. I am afraid—Mrs.

Dunlap, forgive me, but I'm afraid she may lose her mind! You were not

with her that last night before she went away. You don't realize."

"I realize that underneath are the Everlasting Arms, my dear," said

Mary Dunlap solemnly, "and that the God who has just now performed

the seemingly impossible for you in convincing your daughter of the

unworthiness of the man whom she was determined to marry, in time and

before it was forever too late to save her from the public shame of her

own actions, can perform like wonders in other ways. Now, dear sister,

suppose you just trust in Him. He has said, 'Commit thy way unto the

Lord; trust also in Him and He shall bring it to pass.' Couldn't you

just rest on that this morning and let Him give you a good rest? I'm

sure everything will be made plain for you. Now, here we are at the

hotel."

Mary Dunlap helped her friend up to her room for she looked as frail as

a lily by this time; and had a nice little lunch sent up of which she

literally forced her companion to partake.

When she found the troubled mother did not wish to talk of other

matters she just went over the morning's experience with her, bringing

out at every turn, the wonders that the Lord had worked. She spoke of

the young man, Whitney.

"Tell me about him!" she said as she poured a second cup of coffee.

"I'm wonderfully taken with that young man. He looks like true blue to

me."

"Oh, he is!" said Marguerite's mother.

And she began to tell of the days the years when her girl and this fine

boy were growing up together, till gradually the care lifted from the

mother's face.

But the tale came to a sudden bitter end with the plaint that was

almost a sob:

"She had all that devotion in a fine young man her own age, and yet she

could think she cared for that old slippery beast!"

Mary Dunlap gave an almost girlish giggle.

"He is that, isn't he? I keep thinking of his poor dear wife and

daughters who think he is the salt of the earth. Oh, poor dears! I do

hope they don't ever have to find it out this side—or at least not till

the Lord has made him over. But my dear, don't you think that perhaps

your child hadn't just waked up to realities yet? Wasn't she more in

love with being in love, than with the man himself? She was under a

strong delusion as the Bible says, but I'm sure it has been swept away,

and in full time.

"My dear, I'll tell you something. Her hand was on the boy's arm

confidingly as if she trusted him, and his strong hand was over it,

tenderly, comfortingly, as if she were dearer to him than life. I

couldn't help seeing the look on his face as he bent to speak to her

from his fine height—she is such a little girl, so sweet and small—and

my dear, I suppose I ought not to have seen it, and maybe ought to

keep it to myself now I have, but it seems to me you have a right to

know she smiled up into his face, such a sweet trustful smile, that I

couldn't help feeling that her heart will fly back to him as a refuge

now in her trouble. I saw that. Yes, I saw it while you were talking to

Mrs. Oliver. I'm sure you have a right to know. And the Lord has let

that young man be an instrument of rescue for your girl. I'm sure."

"Oh!" said the mother with a wistful sigh, "If that could only be, I

would ask nothing better of life."

"Don't set your limits, my dear! The Lord may have that and even

greater blessings yet in store. Now, you are going to sleep, and I'm

going to sit here at the desk and get some of my correspondence out of

the way or I'll be swamped."

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