Chapter XIX.

"I am not prone to weeping, as our sex

Commonly are;--

But I have

That honorable grief lodged here, which burns

Worse than tears drown."

Winter's Tale.

If the pen of a compiler, like that we wield, possessed the mechanical

power of the stage, it would be easy to shift the scenes of this legend as

rapidly and effectively as is required for its right understanding, and

for the proper maintenance of its interest. That which cannot be done with

the magical aid of machinery, must be attempted by less ambitious, and we

fear by far less efficacious means.

At the same early hour of the day, and at no great distance from the spot

where Dudley announced his good fortune to his brother Ring, another

morning meeting had place, between persons of the same blood and

connexions. From the instant when the pale light, that precedes the day,

was first seen in the heavens, the windows and doors of the considerable

dwelling, on the opposite side of the valley, had been unbarred. Ere the

glow of the sun had gilded the sky over the outline of the eastern woods,

this example of industry and providence was followed by the inmates of

every house in the village, or on the surrounding hills; and, by the time

the golden globe itself was visible above the trees, there was not a human

being in all that settlement, of proper age and health, who was not

actively afoot.

It is unnecessary to say that the dwelling particularly named was the

present habitation of the household of Mark Heathcote. Though age had

sapped the foundations of his strength, and had nearly dried the channels

of his existence, the venerable religionist still lived. While his

physical perfection had been gradually giving way before the ordinary

decay of nature, the moral man was but little altered. It is even probable

that his visions of futurity were less dimmed by the mists of carnal

interests than when last seen, and that the spirit had gained some portion

of that energy which had certainly been abstracted from the more corporeal

parts of his existence. At the hour already named, the Puritan was seated

in the piazza, which stretched along the whole front of a dwelling, that,

however it might be deficient in architectural proportions, was not

wanting in the more substantial comforts of a spacious and commodious

frontier residence. In order to obtain a faithful portrait of a man so

intimately connected with our tale, the reader will fancy him one who had

numbered four-score and ten years, with a visage on which deep and

constant mental striving had wrought many and menacing furrows, a form

that trembled while it yet exhibited the ruins of powerful limb and

flexible muscle, and a countenance in which ascetic reflections had

engraved a severity, that was but faintly relieved by the gleamings of a

natural kindness, which no acquired habits, nor any traces of metaphysical

thought, could ever entirely erase. Across this picture of venerable and

self-mortifying age, the first rays of the sun were now softly cast,

lighting a dimmed eye and furrowed face with a look of brightness and

peace. Perhaps the blandness of the expression belonged as much to the

season and hour, as to the habitual character of the man. This benignancy

of feature, unusual rather in its strength than in its existence, might

have been heightened by the fact that his spirit had just wrought in

prayer, as was usual, in the circle of his children and dependants, ere

they left those retired parts of the building where they had found rest

and security during the night. Of the former, none known and cherished in

the domestic circle had been absent; and the ample provision that was

making for the morning meal, sufficiently showed that the number of the

latter had in no degree diminished since the reader was familiar with the

domestic economy of his household.

Time had produced no very striking alteration in the appearance of

Content. It is true that the brown hue of his features had deepened, and

that his frame was beginning to lose some of its elasticity and ease of

action, in the more measured movements of middle age. But the governed

temperament of the individual had always kept the animal in more than

usual subjection. Even his earlier days had rather exhibited the promise

than the performance of the ordinary youthful qualities. Mental gravity

had long before produced a corresponding physical effect. In reference to

his exterior, and using the language of the painter, it would now be said,

that, without having wrought any change in form and proportions, the

colors had been mellowed by time. If a few hairs of gray were sprinkled,

here and there, around his brow, it was as moss gathers on the stones of

the edifice, rather furnishing evidence of its increased adhesion and

approved stability, than denoting any symptoms of decay.

Not so with his gentle and devoted partner. That softness and sweetness of

air which had first touched the heart of Content was still to be seen,

though it existed amid the traces of a constant and a corroding grief. The

freshness of youth had departed, and in its place was visible the more

lasting, and, in her case, the more affecting beauty of expression. The

eye of Ruth had lost none of its gentleness, and her smile still continued

kind and attractive; but the former was often painfully vacant, seeming to

look inward upon those secret and withering sources of sorrow that were

deeply and almost mysteriously seated in her heart; while the latter

resembled the cold brightness of that planet, which illumines objects by

repelling the borrowed lustre from its own bosom. The matronly form, the

feminine beaming of the countenance, and the melodious voice, yet

remained; but the first had been shaken till it stood on the very verge of

a premature decay, the second had a mingling of anxious care in its most

sympathetic movements, and the last was seldom without that fearful thrill

which so deeply affects the senses, by conveying to the understanding a

meaning so foreign from the words. And yet an uninterested and ordinary

observer might not have seen, in the faded comeliness and blighted

maturity of the matron, more than the every-day signs that betray the turn

in the tide of human existence. As befitted such a subject, the coloring

of sorrow had been traced by a hand too delicate to leave the lines

visible to every vulgar eye. Like the master-touches of art, her grief, as

it was beyond the sympathies, so it lay beyond the ken of those whom

excellence may fail to excite, or in whom absence can deaden affections.

Still her feelings were true to all who had any claims on her love. The

predominance of wasting grief over the more genial springs of her

enjoyments, only went to prove how much greater is the influence of the

generous than the selfish qualities of our nature, in a heart that is

truly endowed with tenderness. It is scarce necessary to say, that this

gentle and constant woman sorrowed for her child.

Had Ruth Heathcote known that the girl ceased to live, it would not have

been difficult for one of her faith to have deposited her regrets by the

side of hopes that were so justifiable, in the grave of the innocent. But

the living death to which her offspring might be condemned, was rarely

absent from her thoughts. She listened to the maxims of resignation, which

were heard flowing from lips she loved with the fondness of a woman and

the meekness of a Christian; and then, even while the holy lessons were

still sounding in her attentive organs, the workings of an unconquerable

nature led her insidiously back to the sorrow of a mother.

The imagination of this devoted and feminine being had never possessed an

undue control over her reason. Her visions of happiness with the man whom

her judgment not less than her inclination approved, had been such as

experience and religion might justify. But she was now fated to learn

there is a fearful poetry in sorrow, which can sketch with a grace and an

imaginative power that no feebler efforts of a heated fancy may ever

equal. She heard the sweet breathing of her slumbering infant in the

whispering of the summer airs; its plaints came to her ears amid the

howlings of the gale; while the eager question and fond reply were mixed

up with the most ordinary intercourse of her own household. To her the

laugh of childish happiness that often came on the still air of evening

from the hamlet, sounded like the voice of mourning; and scarce an

infantile sport met her eye, that did not bring with it a pang of anguish.

Twice, since the events of the inroad, had she been a mother; and, as if

an eternal blight were doomed to destroy her hopes, the little creatures

to whom she had given birth, slept, side by side, near the base of the

ruined block. Thither she often went, but it was rather to be the victim

of those cruel images of her fancy, than as a mourner. Her visions of the

dead were calm and even consolatory, but if ever her thoughts mounted to

the abodes of eternal peace, and her feeble fancy essayed to embody the

forms of the blessed, her mental eye sought her who was not, rather than

those who were believed to be secure in their felicity. Wasting and

delusory as were these glimpses of the mind, there were others far more

harrowing, because they presented themselves with more of the coarse and

certain features of the world. It was the common, and perhaps it was the

better, opinion of the inhabitants of the valley, that death had early

sealed the fate of those who had fallen into the hands of the savages on

the occasion of the inroad. Such a result was in conformity with the known

practices and ruthless passions of the conquerors, who seldom spared life,

unless to render revenge more cruelly refined, or to bring consolation to

some bereaved mother of the tribe, by offering a substitute for the dead

in the person of a captive. There was relief, to picture the face of the

laughing cherub in the clouds, or to listen to its light footstep in the

empty halls of the dwelling; for in these illusive images of the brain,

suffering was confined to her own bosom. But when stern reality usurped

the place of fancy, and she saw her living daughter shivering in the

wintry blasts or sinking beneath the fierce heats of the climate,

cheerless in the desolation of female servitude, and suffering meekly the

lot of physical weakness beneath a savage master, she endured that anguish

which was gradually exhausting the springs of life.

Though the father was not altogether exempt from similar sorrow, it beset

him less ceaselessly. He knew how to struggle with the workings of his

mind, as best became a man. Though strongly impressed with the belief that

the captives had early been put beyond the reach of suffering, he had

neglected no duty, which tenderness to his sorrowing partner, parental

love, or Christian duty, could require at his hands.

The Indians had retired on the crust of the snow, and with the thaw every

foot-print, or sign, by which such wary foes might be traced, had

vanished. It remained matter of doubt to what tribe or even to what

nation, the marauders belonged. The peace of the colony had not yet been

openly broken, and the inroad had been rather a violent and fierce symptom

of the evils that were contemplated, than the actual commencement of the

ruthless hostilities which had since ravaged the frontier. But while

policy had kept the colonists quiet, private affection omitted no rational

means of effecting the restoration of the sufferers, in the event of their

having been spared.

Scouts had passed among the conspiring and but half-peaceable tribes,

nearest to the settlement, and rewards and menaces had both been liberally

used, in order to ascertain the character of the savages who had laid

waste the valley, as well as the more interesting fortunes of their

hapless victims. Every expedient to detect the truth had failed. The

Narragansetts affirmed that their constant enemies the Mohicans, acting

with their customary treachery, had plundered their English friends while

the Mohicans vehemently threw back the imputation on the Narragansetts. At

other times, some Indians affected to make dark allusions to the hostile

feelings of fierce warriors, who, under the name of the Five Nations, were

known to reside within the limits of the Dutch colony of New-Netherlands,

and to dwell upon the jealousy of the Pale-faces who spoke a language

different from that of the Yengeese. In short, inquiry had produced no

result; and Content, when he did permit his fancy to represent his

daughter as still living, was forced to admit to himself the probability

that she might be buried far in the ocean of wilderness which then covered

most of the surface of this continent.

Once, indeed, a rumor of an exciting nature had reached the family. An

itinerant trader, bound from the wilds of the interior to a mart on the

sea-shore, had entered the valley. He brought with him a report, that a

child, answering in some respects to the appearance which might now be

supposed to belong to her who was lost, was living among the savages, on

the banks of the smaller lakes of the adjoining colony. The distance to

this spot was great; the path led through a thousand dangers, and the

result was far from certain. Yet it quickened hopes which had long been

dormant. Ruth never urged any request that might involve serious hazard to

her husband, and for many months the latter had even ceased to speak on

the subject. Still, nature was working powerfully within him. His eyes, at

all times reflecting and calm, grew more thoughtful; deeper lines of care

gathered about his brow; and at length, melancholy took possession of a

countenance which was usually so placid.

It was at this precise period, that Eben Dudley chose to urge the suit, he

had always pressed after his own desultory fashion, on the decision of

Faith. One of those well-ordered accidents, which, from time to time, had

brought the girl and the young borderer in private conversation, enabled

him to effect his design with sufficient clearness. Faith heard him

without betraying any of her ordinary waywardness, and answered with as

little prevarication as the subject seemed to demand.

"This is well, Eben Dudley," she said, "and it is no more than an honest

girl hath a right to hear, from one who hath taken as many means as thou

to get into her favor. But he who would have his life tormented by me,

hath a solemn duty to do, ere I listen to his wishes."

"I have been in the lower towns and studied their manner of life, and I

have been upon the scouts of the colony, to keep the Indians in their

wigwams," returned her suitor, endeavoring to recount the feats of

manliness that might reasonably be expected of one inclined to venture on

so hazardous an experiment as matrimony. "The bargain with the young

Captain for the hill-lot, and for a village homestead, is drawing near a

close: and as the neighbors will not be backward at the stone-bee, or the

raising, I see nothing to--"

"Thou deceivest thyself, observant Dudley," interrupted the girl, "if thou

believest eye of thine can see that which is to be sought, ere one and the

same fortune shall be the property of thee and me. Hast noted, Eben, the

manner in which the cheek of the Madam hath paled, and how her eye is

getting sunken, since the time when the fur trader tarried with us, the

week of the storm?"

"I cannot say that there is much change in the wearing of the Madam,

within the bearing of my memory," answered Dudley, who was never

remarkable for minute observations of this nature, however keen he might

prove in subjects more intimately connected with his daily pursuits. "She

is not young and blooming as thou, Faith, nor is it often that we see--"

"I tell thee, man, that sorrow preyeth upon her form, and that she liveth

but in the memory of the lost infant!"

"This is carrying mourning beyond the bounds of reason. The child is at

peace; as is thy brother, Whittal, beyond all manner of question. That we

have not discovered their bones, is owing to the fire, which left but

little to tell of--"

"Thy head is a charnel-house, dull Dudley, but this picture of its

furniture shall not suffice for me. The man who is to be my husband must

have a feeling for a mother's sorrows!"

"What is now getting uppermost in thy mind, Faith! Is it for me to bring

back the dead to life, or to place a child that hath been lost so many

years once more in the arms of its parents?"

"It is.--Nay, open not thine eyes, as if light were first breaking into

the darkness of a clouded brain! I repeat, it is!"

"I am glad that we have got to these open declarations, for too much of my

life hath been already wasted in unsettled gallanting, when sound wisdom,

and the example of all around me, have shown that in order to become the

father of a family, and to be esteemed for a substantial settler, I should

have both cleared and wived some years ago. I wish to deal justly by all,

and having given thee reason to think that the day might come when we

should live together, as is fitting to people of our condition, I felt it

a duty to ask thee to share my chances; but now that thou dealest in

impossibilities, it is needful to seek elsewhere."

"This hath ever been thy way, when a good understanding hath been

established between us. Thy mind is ever getting into some discontent, and

then blame is heaped on one who rarely doth anything that should in reason

offend thee. What madness maketh thee dream that I ask impossibilities?

Surely, Dudley, thou canst not have noted the manner in which the nature

of the Madam is giving way before the consuming heat of her grief; thou

canst not look into the sorrow of woman, or thou wouldst have listened

with more kindness to a plan of travelling the woods for a short season,

in order that it might be known whether she of whom the trader spoke is

the lost one of our family, or the child of some stranger!"

Though Faith spoke with vexation, she also spoke with feeling. Her dark

eye swam in tears, and the color of her brown cheek deepened, until her

companion saw new reasons to forget his discontent in sympathies, which,

however obtuse they might be, were never entirely dormant.

"If a journey of a few hundred miles be all thou askest, girl, why speak

in parables?" he good-naturedly replied. "The kind word was not wanting to

put me on such a trial. We will be married on the Sabbath, and, please

Heaven, the Wednesday, or the Saturday at most, shall see me on the path

of the western trader."

"No delay. Thou must depart with the sun. The more active thou provest on

the journey the sooner wilt thou have the power to make me repent a

foolish deed."

But Faith had been persuaded to relax a little from this severity. They

were married on the Sabbath, and the following day Content and Dudley left

the valley, in quest of the distant tribe on which the scion of another

stock was said to have been so violently engrafted.

It is needless to dwell on the dangers and privations of such an

expedition. The Hudson, the Delaware, and the Susquehannah, rivers that

were then better known in tales than to the inhabitants of New-England,

were all crossed; and after a painful and hazardous journey, the

adventurers reached the first of that collection of small interior lakes,

whose banks are now so beautifully decorated with villages and farms.

Here, in the bosom of savage tribes, and exposed to every danger of field

and flood, supported only by his hopes, and by the presence of a stout

companion that hardships or danger could not easily subdue, the father

diligently sought his child.

At length a people were found, who held a captive that answered the

description of the trader. We shall not dwell on the feelings with which

Content approached the village that contained this little descendant of a

white race. He had not concealed his errand; and the sacred character, in

which he came, found pity and respect even among those barbarous tenants

of the wilderness. A deputation of the chiefs received him in the skirts

of their clearing. He was conducted to a wigwam, where a council-fire was

lighted, and an interpreter opened the subject, by placing the amount of

the ransom offered, and the professions of peace with which the strangers

came, in the fairest light before his auditors. It is not usual for the

American savage to loosen his hold easily, on one naturalized in his

tribe. But the meek air and noble confidence of Content touched the

latent qualities of those generous though fierce children of the woods.

The girl was sent for, that she might stand in the presence of the elders

of the nation.

No language can paint the sensation with which Content first looked upon

this adopted daughter of the savages. The years and sex were in accordance

with his wishes; but, in place of the golden hair and azure eyes of the

cherub he had lost, there appeared a girl in whose jet-black tresses and

equally dark organs of sight, he might better trace a descendant of the

French of the Canadas, than one sprung from his own Saxon lineage. The

father was not quick of mind in the ordinary occupations of life, but

nature was now big within him. There needed no second glance, to say how

cruelly his hopes had been deceived. A smothered groan struggled from his

chest, and then his self-command returned with the imposing grandeur of

Christian resignation. He arose, and, thanking the chiefs for their

indulgence, he made no secret of the mistake by which he had been led so

far on a fruitless errand. While speaking, the signs and gestures of

Dudley gave him reason to believe, that his companion had something of

importance to communicate. In a private interview, the latter suggested

the expediency of concealing the truth, and of rescuing the child they had

in fact discovered from the hands of her barbarous masters. It was now too

late to practise a deception that might have availed for this object, had

the stern principles of Content permitted the artifice. But, transferring

same portion of the interest which he felt for the fortunes of his own

offspring, to that of the unknown parent, who, like himself, most probably

mourned the uncertain fate of the girl before him, he tendered the ransom

intended for Ruth, in behalf of the captive. It was rejected. Disappointed

in both their objects, the adventurers were obliged to quit the village,

with weary feet and still heavier hearts.

If any who read these pages have ever felt the agony of suspense in a

matter involving the best of human affections, they will know how to

appreciate the sufferings of the mother, during the month that her

husband was absent on this holy errand. At times, hope brightened around

her heart, until the glow of pleasure was again mantling on her cheek and

playing in her eye. The first week of the adventure was one almost of

happiness. The hazards of the journey were nearly forgotten in its

anticipated results, and though occasional apprehensions quickened the

pulses of one whose system answered so fearfully to the movements of the

spirit, there was a predominance of hope in all her anticipations. She

again passed among her maidens with a mien in which joy was struggling

with the meekness of subdued habits, and her smiles once more began to

beam with renovated happiness. To his dying day, old Mark Heathcote never

forgot the sudden sensation that was created by the soft laugh that on

some unexpected occasion came to his ear from the lips of his son's wife.

Though years had elapsed between the moment when that unwonted sound was

heard, and the time at which the action of the tale now stands, he had

never heard it repeated. To heighten the feelings which were now

uppermost in the mind of Ruth, when within a day's march of the village

to which he was going, Content had found means to send the tidings of his

prospects of success. It was over all these renewed wishes that

disappointment was to throw its chill, and it was affections thus riveted

that were to be again blighted by the cruelest of all withering

influences,--that of hope defeated.

It was near the hour of the setting of the sun, when Content and Dudley

reached the deserted clearing on their return to the valley. Their path

led through this opening on the mountain-side, and there was one point,

among the bushes, from which the buildings, that had already arisen from

the ashes of the burning, might be distinctly seen. Until now, the

husband and father had believed himself equal to any effort that duty

might require, in the progress of this mournful service. But here he

paused, and communicated a wish to his companion that he would go ahead

and break the nature of the deception that had led them so far on a

fruitless mission. Perhaps Content was himself ignorant of all he wished,

or to what unskilful hands he had confided a commission of more than

ordinary delicacy. He merely felt his own inability, and, with a weakness

that may find some apology in his feelings, he saw his companion depart,

without instructions or indeed without any other guide than Nature.

Though Faith had betrayed no marked uneasiness during the absence of the

travellers, her quick eye was the first to discover the form of her

husband, as he came with a tired step across the fields, in the direction

of the dwellings. Long ere Dudley reached the house, every one of its

inmates had assembled in the piazza. This was no meeting of turbulent

delight, or of clamorous greetings. The adventurer drew near amid a

silence so oppressive, that it utterly disconcerted a studied project, by

which he had hoped to announce his tidings in a manner suited to the

occasion. His hand was on the gate of the little court, and still none

spoke; his foot was on the low step, and yet no voice bade him welcome.

The looks of the little group were rather fixed on the features of Ruth,

than on the person of him who approached. Her face was pallid as death,

her eye contracted, but filled with the mental effort that sustained her;

and her lip scarce trembled, as, in obedience to a feeling still stronger

than the one which had so long oppressed her, she exclaimed--

"Eben Dudley, where hast thou left my husband?"

"The young Captain was a-foot weary, and he tarried in the second growth

of the hill; but so brave a walker cannot be far behind. We shall see him

soon, at the opening by the dead beech; and it is there that I recommend

the Madam--"

"It was thoughtful in Heathcote, and like his usual kindness, to devise

this well-meant caution!" said Ruth, across whose countenance a smile so

radiant passed, that it imparted the expression which is believed to

characterize the peculiar benignancy of angels. "Still it was unnecessary;

for he should have known that we place our strength on the Rock of Ages.

Tell me, in what manner hath my precious one borne the exceeding weariness

of thy tangled route?"

The wandering glance of the messenger had gone from face to face, until it

became fastened on the countenance of his own wife, in a settled,

unmeaning gaze.

"Nay, Faith hath demeaned well, both as my assistant and as thy partner,

and thou mayest see that her comeliness is in no degree changed--And did

the babe falter in this weary passage, or did she retard thy movements by

her fretfulness? But I know thy nature, man; she hath been borne over many

long miles of mountain-side and treacherous swamp, in thine own vigorous

arms. Thou answerest not, Dudley!" exclaimed Ruth, taking the alarm, and

laying a hand firmly on the shoulder of him she questioned, as, forcing

his half-averted face to meet her eye, she seemed to read his soul.

The muscles of the sun-burnt and strong features of the borderer worked

involuntarily, his broad chest swelled to its utmost expansion, big

burning drops rolled out upon his brown cheeks, and then, taking the arm

of Ruth in one of his own powerful hands, he compelled her to release her

hold, with a firm but respectful exercise of his strength; and, thrusting

the form of his own wife, without ceremony, aside, he passed through the

circle, and entered the dwelling, with the tread of a giant.

The head of Ruth dropped upon her bosom, the paleness again came over

her cheeks, and it was then that the inward look of the eye might first

be seen, which afterwards became so constant and so painful an

expression in her countenance. From that hour, to the time in which the

family of the Wish-Ton-Wish is again brought immediately before the

reader, no further rumors were ever heard, to lessen or increase the

wasting regrets of her bosom.

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