laughed; "you corroborate suspicions which I have long entertained that
I'm a handsome dog whose beauty has remained unappreciated. It's a
strange coincidence, but I am labouring under the opposite delusion, and
although an hour ago you waddled into the room--just an ordinary fat
man; now I view you as a Colossus."
I rather approved his regarding me as a Colossus, but saw that I must at
once frown upon that "waddling" idea. It's an impression I can't afford
to let go abroad.
"Come, let's to bed," I cried, "and sleep 'will knit your ravelled
sleeve of care'--I really think your wide-awake impressions are the
worst!"
We arose at six and under our direction the men commenced the work of
disrobing the hotel. The stern necessities of war permit no sentiment.
Everything had to go: The beautiful paintings, the silken hangings, the
Oriental rugs, the artistic statuary, were all rapidly removed and
packed away for safety. The card and dining rooms and lounges were
stripped of their carpets, and before night its former guests would
scarce have recognised the place. Sanitation is the first and paramount
law of a Military Hospital; carpets and unnecessary furniture are a
source of danger, for such a variety of diseases follow the troops that
special care must be given to every possibility for infection and its
prevention.
By five that evening the colonel, the matron and the nursing sisters
arrived, and a few hours later came the balance of our officers and men.
Motor lorries and ambulances toiled through the gates, laden with our
equipment. Hundreds of boxes, crates of iron beds, bales of mattresses
and blankets, folding bedside tables, bags of tents and poles, were
brought to the door in an apparently endless stream. As fast as the
lorries arrived the men unloaded them, piling boxes and bales under the
balconies for protection.
Huxford and the team did their share too, bringing up loads of food from
the train for the men and for prospective patients.
The senior major was pale and tired; he had been up since dawn and had
worked hard. Nothing had been forgotten, and the transport of men and
accoutrement had been accomplished systematically and well. He was a
good soldier, true to his duty, stern and unflinching, and he never
asked others to work without being willing to do more than his own
share. Tired as he was, he would neither rest nor eat until the last
box was unloaded, and the last lorrie had left the grounds--and the men
shared his deprivation.
It was almost nine p.m. as Tim and Barker, staggering under the weight
of a tremendous case, came across the driveway and dumped the last box
to the ground. Tim sat breathless for a moment upon it, then looked
wearily up at Barker, with his head on one side as was his custom when
he soliloquised.
"Dat's a heavy load t'get offen an empty stummick," he gasped. "I can't
lif annuder poun' until I gets a slab o' roas' beef under me belt. I'm
dat hungry I could lick de sweat off a bake-shop window."
"I smell supper cookin' now," said Barker. "Did ye see th' ranges? Some
cookery, I kin tell ye--they kin roast a whole cow at one time!"
"An' I kin eat dat same cow jus' as fas' as dey kin roast it," Tim
declared. "I'm dat weak from starvation dat a drink uv holy water 'ud
make me drunk!"
About nine-thirty p.m. the men fell upon their supper like a pack of
hungry wolves.
"Gee!--Don't food taste good--when ye're hungry," drawled Wilson, with
his mouth full.
"Dat's right," Tim replied. "Glad t' see ye're perkin' up an' takin' a
little notice agin. I fought youse and Huxford wuz about all in."
"Where'd you get the onion?" Wilson queried.
"I foun' dis in d' hotel garbage," said Tim, as he took a large bite out
of a Spanish specimen, "an' I wuz jus' t'inkin' wat a diff'rence there
is 'tween an onion and a cake. Hav ye noticed it yerself?"
"I hevn't eat cake in so long I don't s'pose I could tell 'em apart
now," Wilson replied.
"Well, dey say ye can't eat yer cake an' hev it too; but wit an onion
it's different--wen ye eat it, it's like castin' yer bread upon de
troubled waters--it'll always come back t' ye."
Cameron looked up as if he were about to correct this scriptural
misquotation. It seemed to harass his religious sense. He opened his
mouth to speak, but it was too full for utterance, and he had to content
himself with a reproachful look at Tim.
Ten o'clock found everybody sleepy and exhausted. The boys didn't
trouble to go to their quarters, but, crawling into any available
corner, threw themselves down upon bundles or empty beds, and soon were
fast asleep. The sergeant-major was too tired to care, and for one
night at least discipline was happily forgotten.
In the morning early we were at it again, tooth and nail. If some of
our friends at home, who think the trained nurse is too proud to work,
could have only seen those splendid girls on their first day in the new
hospital, they would still be lost in wonder. They washed woodwork and
windows, helped to put up unruly beds, swept the floors and did a
hundred other menial labours--menial only because in our artificial life
we call them so--cheerfully and speedily.
If some day, by chance, one of our nursing sisters reads these lines,
and blushes at the recollection of her work that day, let her remember
that by that very labour, in our eyes, she was glorified. We shall
always remember with pride those brave girls who were not afraid, when
duty called, to "stoop and conquer."
The following evening I was despatched to Boulogne to interview the
A.D.M.S. regarding our hospital. I was met at the office door by the
D.A.D.M.S., who was one of that breed of cock-sure officer--now _merci a
Dieu_ almost extinct.
"Hello," he cried brusquely. "Is your hospital ready for patients?"
"We should prefer another day or two of preparation, sir," I replied.
"How long have you been out there now?" he demanded.
"Two days, sir."
"What! At the end of two days you mean to tell me you're not ready!
You're very slow."
It was the first time we had been accused of sluggishness. It was
undeserved, and I resented it accordingly. I replied--not too politely,
I fear:
"You will please remember we had to dismantle and remove the carpets and
furniture of a large hotel, take stock of the fixtures and house-clean
the building before commencing the setting up of our hospital equipment.
We are ready for two hundred patients now--but we prefer another day or
two to make everything complete."
"I'll send you two hundred patients to-night," he cried. "Be prepared
for them."
The A.D.M.S., a typical English gentleman of the old school, interfered.
He called his deputy aside and said to him:
"You mustn't rush patients into a new hospital in this manner. Give
them a few days' grace." He turned to me and continued: "You will
receive a trainload of patients three days from now. That will give you
plenty of time. Kindly inform your commanding officer to this effect."
Some men brush one's fur the wrong way, and others smooth it back again.
I had been so rumpled by the D.A.D.M.S. that every bristle of my not too
gentle nature was standing on end--it was not only what he said, but the
manner of the saying; yet the A.D.M.S., with one gentle, kindly stroke
of common sense, had soothed and made me human once again. I felt my
wrath slipping quietly away, and I basked for a moment in the sunshine
of a genial personality. I gratefully murmured:
"Thank you, sir. I shall tell him."
"I trust your hospital will soon prove itself a credit to your staff and
to Canada. Good night, and good luck," he said, as he shook me warmly
by the hand.
It was midnight of the third day after this interview. The orderly on
duty in the hall was suddenly startled by the sharp ring of the
telephone bell. He sprang to his feet and put the strange French
receiver to his ear.
"Yes, this is the Canadian Hospital," he answered; and a distant voice
gave this message:
"A train-load of three hundred wounded will arrive at the station at two
a.m. Be ready for them!"
*CHAPTER VIII*
At last the time for action had come. Three hundred wounded would
arrive in two hours; one-fifth the number would throw the average city
hospital into confusion. Nurses and officers hurried from their villas
to the hospital. The cooks and orderlies were already on duty, and the
hospital presented a scene of bustling but systematic activity.
Our ten wards, each named after a province of our beloved Dominion, were
soon ready for the reception of patients, and the deft hands of the
nursing sisters added the final touch of extra preparation.
The colonel's motor car throbbed in waiting at the door, and ambulance
after ambulance, with its quota of stretcher-bearers, whirled away into
the darkness of the forest on the road to the station. It was a clear,
cold nights. The ground was hardened by the frost, and the pale
quarter-moon cast a faint chill light over the trees.
Reggy and I clambered into the colonel's car as it started, and in a
moment we were moving swiftly through the gaunt, trembling shadows of
the wood. As we approached the turning of the road we could see in the
distance the flashing headlights of other motors from the English
hospital, as they too sped toward the train.
When we reached the station a constant stream of vehicles was pouring
through the gates, and as fast as each car or ambulance arrived, it was
backed into the waiting line. Every few yards carbide jets spluttered in
the wind, adding their fitful glare to the strangeness of the scene.
After about an hour's wait the shrill whistle of the incoming French
train warned us that our vigil was nearly over. In a few minutes the
coaches, each with its big red cross, came clanking slowly into the
station yard. Car after car passed by: one, two, three,--ten,--twenty;
it was a tremendous train. At last it stopped, the doors opened and we
had our first glimpse of the brave boys who had held the line.
Dozens of Scots and English battalions were represented, but there were
no Canadians save ourselves as yet in France. Some of the boys could
stand or walk, and they clambered slowly and painfully down the steep
steps and stood in little wondering groups. God knows they looked
tired, and their clothes were still covered with the dried mud from the
trenches; for during a battle speed and the necessities of the moment
are the important things--the refinements of civilisation must await
time and opportunity. Many were smoking cigarettes; some had bandages
about their head or hands or feet; some had their arms in slings; but
from none was there the slightest groan or sound of complaint. They
waited with soldierly but pathetic patience until we were ready to take
care of them.
One tall young man who was standing apart from the others and whose face
was unusually pale, approached me and saluted. His right hand was
thrust into the bosom of his coat, with his left he nervously drew a
cigarette from his pocket.
"Would you mind helping me light this, sir?" he asked respectfully. "I
can't protect the match from the wind."
As I assisted him I enquired: "Have you had your right hand wounded? I
see you keep it in your coat."
"It's not exactly that, sir," he replied, with a faint smile. "I have
no right hand--had it blown off this morning." He drew the bandaged
stump from his breast as he spoke and held it up for inspection.
"But you must be suffering frightfully!" I exclaimed in pity, surprised
at his coolness.
"It does give me 'Gip' now and again. I can bear it better when I
smoke," and he pulled tremulously at his cigarette.
I helped the brave fellow into one of the waiting motors and turned to
see what I could do for the others. There were dozens with bandaged
feet who limped slowly toward the ambulances.
"What has happened to you chaps?" I enquired, as I came to a group of
six, all apparently suffering from the same condition, and who could
scarcely walk.
"Trench feet, sir," they answered readily.
At the time this was a new disease to me, but we soon saw all too much
of it. It corresponds quite closely to what in Canada is known as
"chilblain," but is much more painful, and is in some ways equivalent to
"frost-bite." It is caused by prolonged immersion in ice-cold water or
liquid mud. In those days too, the trenches were not as well built as
they are to-day, or the ground was lower and more boggy. Men were
subjected to great privations, and suffered untold hardships. "Trench
foot" has now almost entirely disappeared, and conditions in the
trenches are altogether better.
"Were you standing long in the water?" I asked them.
"We've been in it night and day since Sunday," they replied---and this
was Friday!
"Was the water deep?" I asked.
"The mud was up to the waist," one answered; "an' poor Bill Goggins
stepped in a 'ole in the trench an' were drowned afore we could get to
'im."
Another spoke up: "A lad from my platoon got into a part of the trench
that were like a quicksand, on'y 'e went down so fast--like as if there
was a suction from, below. We seen 'im goin', an' 'e called fer 'elp,
but w'en we got to 'im 'e were down to 'is chin, an' we couldn't pull
'im back."
"Good heavens!" I exclaimed in horror. "Was he drowned too?"
"'E were that, sir," he replied. "It were jolly 'ard to see 'im go, an'
us right there!" and there were tears in the good fellow's eyes as he
spoke.
"Climb into the motor, boys," I said. "We'll try to make up a little
for the hell you've all been through."
There were others who had been severely wounded; some with broken arms
or legs; some shot through the head or chest. It was wonderful to see
the gentleness and kindness of our own rough lads as they lifted them
tenderly from bed to stretcher, and carried them from the train to the
waiting ambulances.
I stepped inside the train for a moment. It was a marvel of a hospital
on wheels. It had comfortable spring beds and mattresses, and soft
woollen blankets. There were kitchens, a dispensary, an emergency
operating room and even bathrooms. A staff of medical officers, nurses
and trained orderlies did all which human power can do to make the men
comfortable during a trying journey. Every man had had his supper, and
his wounds had been dressed _en route_ as scientifically and carefully
as if he had been in a "Base Hospital."
The ambulances rolled slowly away from the train with their precious
loads, the drivers cautiously picking their way along the smoothest
parts of the road; for to the man with a broken leg or arm the slightest
jolt causes pain.
We saw the boys again at the entrance to the hospital, lying in rows on
stretchers, or standing patiently in line, waiting until their names and
numbers were duly recorded. Each one, as this procedure was completed,
was given a little card on which the name of his ward and the number of
his bed was written. He was then conducted or carried to his allotted
place.
How tired they looked as they sat wearily upon the edge of their beds,
waiting for the orderlies to come and assist them to undress! But even
here they were able to smile and crack their little jokes from bed to
bed.
As soon as they were undressed, they were given a refreshing bath, in
which they revelled after their weeks of dirty work and mud. After the
bath came clean, warm pyjamas, a cup of hot cocoa or soup, a slice of
bread and butter, and last, but to the soldier never least, a cigarette.
To him the cigarette is the panacea for all ills. I have seen men die
with a cigarette between their lips--the last favour they had requested
on earth. If the soldier is in pain, he smokes for comfort; if he is
restless he smokes for solace; when he receives good news, he smokes for
joy; if the news is bad, he smokes for consolation; if he is well--he
smokes; when he is ill--he smokes. But good news or bad, sick or well,
he _always_ smokes.
As I entered the ward a Highlander, not yet undressed, was sitting upon
the side of his bed puffing contentedly at his cigarette. His tunic was
still spattered with dried blood.
"Are you badly wounded?" I asked him.
"Not verra badly, sir," he returned, as he stood at attention.
"But you have a lot of blood on your tunic," I said, pointing to his
right side and hip.
"It's not a' mine, sir," he replied as he grinned from ear to ear--"it's
a souvenir from a _Bosche_, but he did make a sma' hole in ma thigh wi'
his bayonet."
"And what happened to him?"
He laughed outright this time. "He's got ma bayonet an' ma rifle too,"
he cried. "Oh, man, but it was a gran' ficht!"
"Is he dead?" I asked.
"Dead?" he exclaimed. "I hae his top-hat wi' me noo;" and he held up a
Prussian helmet to our admiring gaze.
I congratulated him and passed on; but I had little time just then for
chatting. All the wounds had to be unbandaged, washed and freshly
dressed, and although we worked rapidly, the nurses undoing the bandages
and attending to the minor cases, while I did the more serious ones
myself, it was broad daylight before we had finished. The morning sun,
stealing gently over the trees, found patients and doctors alike ready
for a few hours' sleep.
A similar scene had been enacted in every other ward. It was nearly six
a.m. as the other officers and myself, with the exception of the
unfortunate orderly officer, started down the road toward the villa.
Our billet was about a quarter-mile away, but our "mess" was in the
hospital building. I crawled into bed at last, very, very weary, and in
a few moments was lost to the world.
It was Tim who finally roused me from this heavy sleep. He was standing
at the foot of my bed with his head on one side in his customary
bird-like attitude. His stiff black forelock hung straight over his
brow. I was just conscious enough to hear him saying:
"Wake up, maje!"
Before strangers, or before brother officers, Tim was always respectful
to us. He was a trained soldier, and, when occasion demanded, could be,
and was, very regimental. But in the privacy of our home (of which he
was in charge) Tim treated us like children whose pranks might be
tolerated but must not be encouraged.
"What's the trouble, Tim?" I enquired sleepily.
"It's time to git up," he complained. "D'ye s'pose ye're goin' t' sleep
all day, jes' because ye loss ye're beauty sleep las' night? Dis is
war--dis is!"
"What's the hour?" I asked.
"It's ten o'clock," he replied, "an' dat Cap' Reggy's in de nex'
room--chloroformed agin; wit his knees drawed up an' his mout' open
ventilatin' his brain. Dey ain't a Pullman in de whole worl' dat's as
good a sleeper as dat gent."
By this time I was fully awake, as Tim intended I should be. I turned
over on my side and addressed him:
"Run downstairs now, Tim, and make me a good hot cup of coffee, and a
slice of toast with fried mushrooms on top."
Tim stared at me a moment in open-mouthed amazement. We weren't
supposed to eat at the villa, but Tim was a good cook and those he
favoured with his "friendship" might coax a cup of tea before rising.
"Fried mushrooms," he repeated, as he went toward the door, shaking his
head slowly from side to side. "Fried--mush--rooms! Gees, an' dey
calls dis _active_ service!"
But in spite of this show of pessimism, he returned shortly with the
breakfast as ordered.
When we reached the hospital that morning everything was as neat and
clean as though nothing had happened the night before. No adequate
description can be given of the trained nurse at the front. She is one
of the marvels of the war. Patient, industrious, cheerful,
self-sacrificing and brave, she has robbed war of much of its horrors.
She has made the wounded soldier feel that a sister's care, a mother's
love and a clever woman's skill follow him wherever he goes. Her smile
has cheered his lagging day; her gentle touch has soothed his pain and
the warm sympathy of her kindly heart has made the foreign land a home.
Under stress of work and nervous strain, ever forgetful of self, always
thoughtful for others, no truer or nobler band of gentle women ever left
the shores of Canada.
The patients had had a refreshing sleep and a good breakfast and were
now snugly tucked in their clean sheets and warm blankets, looking very
happy and contented. Even those who were badly wounded had partly
forgotten their troubles. Some had souvenirs--German rifle bullets or
bits of shell which had been extracted at the Clearing Hospital farther
up the line, and these they exhibited with great pride to their fellow
patients. The German helmet was always an object of interest. The
slanting cut in the glossy leather of one spoke better than words of a
bayonet thrust which had gone home. Each little bedside table had a few
priceless trinkets, bought with blood, and brought with great difficulty
and care from the battlefield.
It was our custom to postpone surgical operations, except urgent ones to
save life, for one or two days, in order to give the tired soldiers a
chance to get a much-needed rest--a simple expedient whereby many lives
were saved. The patients were grateful for this little reprieve, and
showed their gratitude by recovering more rapidly.
But sometimes it was necessary to operate at once. That morning I found
a poor chap who had been shot through the brain with a rifle bullet.
The missile had entered the temple and emerged at the back of the skull,
fracturing the bone both at the point of entry and exit. His heavy
breathing and stupor told us the case called for immediate relief. In
the operating room pieces of the skull were removed, the depressed bone
lifted, and in about an hour the patient was taken back to his ward. We
had little hope of his recovery.
The following day, when I entered the hospital, his bed was empty. I
thought: "Poor fellow! He has died in the night and no one has sent me
word." I turned with a feeling of disappointment to the man in the next
bed and asked:
"What has become of your neighbour?"
"Oh," he replied, "he's just gone out to the wash room. He'll be back
in a few minutes. He stole out of the ward while the nursing sister was
in the other room."
While we were talking he walked in, got quietly into bed and reached for
a cigarette. I bade him good morning, repressing, as well as I could, my
astonishment.
"You are feeling better this morning?" I remarked, as casually as if he
had had a cold in his head.
"Oh, yes, I'm very well in myself, sir," he replied with a contented
smile, "but I have a little headache--I'm thinkin' the bandages are a
bit tight."
I loosened them and gave him a warning not to get up again. He seemed
disappointed, but promised not to transgress a second time.
It is surprising and pleasing to know that a large percentage of men
shot through the brain recover. Seven out of nine who entered the
hospital one day, some months later, made a good recovery, and when they
left were apparently mentally sound.
A young lieutenant who arrived with one train load of wounded, walked
unassisted up the steps, and smilingly addressed the Registrar:
"About a week ago, a sly bullet popped over the trench and caught me in
the temple. Fortunately it passed out through the opposite side. They
took me down to the Field Ambulance, and, as the surgeon wasn't very
busy that morning, he said he'd like to take a look inside and see the
works." He laughed aloud at this gruesome witticism and continued: "So
he gave me a whiff of ether, opened the skull and, just as I expected,
found 'nobody home.' He closed the door, and here I am, as fit as a
fiddle. What a lucky devil I am to have no brains!"
A number of wounded officers had arrived with the men, and many of our
private rooms were filled. We had retained the brass beds, a few
practical chairs and small rugs for these rooms, and with a good fire in
the grate they looked particularly cosy and attractive.
The nurses, too, took special pride in supplementing the meals of the
patients, both officers and men, with delicacies of their own. To the
hot roast chicken was added creamed asparagus or French peas, followed
by appetising salads of fresh green vegetables--which may be had in
France the year round. A bottle of ale or wine and hot-house grapes or
Spanish canteloupe helped to make life pleasant and hastened them along
the road to health. Oh, you may well believe that nothing was omitted
which made for their comfort or well-being. We felt, and justly so,
that for the men who "held the line" there was nothing in this wide
world half good enough. As the inspecting general remarked to the
colonel a few days later:
"Give the boys the best the land affords--if they want Malaga grapes,
get them. If they want beer or wine, let them have it. Spare no
expense that will make them happy and well--they deserve it all!"