A week later, Mr. Harvey, of the _Chicago Bulletin_, was informed that

his correspondent, Mr. Martin Grant, had died of pneumonia. The

authorities left the responsibility of informing others, who might be

interested, to his capable hands.

He went to see Julian Sinclair about it; but he could not discover

whether that sincerely regretful young diplomat with the dazzling smile

and the delightful manners knew anything more. It may have been a

coincidence that, shortly afterwards, Mr. Harvey was recalled to the

shores of Lake Michigan, and replaced by another manager.

IX

MAROONED

I

Rachel Hepburn believed that her first lover had been drawn to her--when

she was twenty-two years old--by the way in which she played the violin.

She played it remarkably well; and she was also exceedingly pretty, in a

frank open-air fashion. Until she was seventeen, she had lived on the

mountainous coast of Cumberland, where she rode astride, and swam half a

mile every morning before breakfast. Her family nicknamed her "the

Shetland Pony"; and that was her picture to the life, as she used to

come in from her swim, with her face glowing and her dark eyes like

mountain pools, and the thick mane of hair blowing about her broad

forehead. Her sturdy build helped the picture at the time; but she had

shot up in height since then, and the phrase was no longer applicable.

At twenty-four, she became beautiful, and her music began to show

traces of genius. Unfortunately, she had the additional attraction of

ten thousand pounds a year in her own right; and, when the marriage

settlement was discussed, she proposed to share the money with her three

younger sisters.

The young man behaved very badly. She told him--very quietly--that this

was the result of her own folly; for, in her family, hitherto, marriages

had always been "arranged." He replied--for he was an intellectual young

man, who understood women, and read the most advanced novelists--that

she was one of those who were ruining England with their feudal ideas.

Then they parted, the young man cursing under his breath, and Rachel

lilting the ballad to which she had hitherto attributed her good

fortune.

"_Maxwelton's braes are bonnie, where early fa's the dew,

And it's there that Annie Laurie gi'ed me her promise true,

Gi'ed me her promise true, which ne'er forgot shall be,

And for bonnie Annie Laurie, I'd lay me doon and dee._"

He had quoted it so often in his letters that she was justified,

perhaps, in thinking that it had influenced her fate. "You know,

darling, that those words were supposed to tell the love of a soldier,

who died in Flanders, fighting for England, more than a hundred years

ago, and when you sing them, I feel that I, too ..." So it was the

obvious thing to toss at him as she went through the door, holding her

head up almost as gallantly as a soldier. But he didn't seem to mind,

and the parting was final.

Rachel, apparently, minded very much indeed; but she kept it to herself

and her violin, till on a certain day, she decided that she must escape

from all her old surroundings and forget.

Her guardian was the only person she consulted, and he made no criticism

of her scheme of travel so far as she divulged it. She had been brought

up to complete freedom, while her parents were alive, and in the six

years since their death, she had proved that she was capable of taking

care of herself. He was wise or unwise enough not to let her know that

he understood her trouble. But he tried to express a certain sympathy in

his gruff parting words, "London is a grimy cavern."

"Yes, and the people are grimy, too," she replied, waving her hand to

him, as she went out into the fog. She looked brighter than she had

looked for months past. His last impression of her was that she looked

as roses would look if they could wear furs and carry stars in their

eyes.

She had been studying the sailings of the ocean-steamers for some time,

but it was not her intention to follow the traveled routes more than was

necessary. Her brain was busy with a new music, the music of the names

in a hundred tales that she had read. The Golden Gate and Rio Grande

called to her like chords in a Beethoven symphony. Yokohama and

Singapore stirred her like Rossini. But it was the folk-song of travel

that she wanted, something wilder and sweeter even than Tahiti, some

fortunate Eden island in the South Seas.

Egypt and Ceylon were only incidents on her way. They only set the fever

burning a little more restlessly in her veins; and her first moment of

content was when the yacht of thirty tons, which she chartered in San

Diego, carried her out to the long heave of the Pacific, and turned

southward on the endless trail to the Happy Islands.

This was a part of her scheme about which she had not consulted any one

at home, or she might have received some good advice about the choice of

her ship. It was a sturdy little craft, with small but excellent cabins

for herself and her maid. The captain and his wife were apparently

created for her special benefit, being very capable people, with the

quality of effacing themselves. The crew, of half a dozen Kanakas in

white shirts and red pareos, was picturesque and remote enough from all

the associations of cities to satisfy her desire for isolation.

The maid was the only mistake, she thought, and she did not discover

this until they had been a fortnight at sea. Her own maid had fallen ill

at an early stage of her travels, and had been sent home from Cairo.

Rachel had engaged this new one in San Diego, chiefly because she

thought it necessary to take somebody with her. When Marie Mendoza had

come to do Rachel's hair at San Diego, she had a somewhat pathetic story

to tell about a husband who had deserted her and forced her to work for

her living. Rachel thought there might be two sides to the story when

she discovered that the captain was playing the part of Samson to this

Delilah. It was a vivid moonlight picture that she saw in the bows one

night, when she had come up on deck unexpectedly for a breath of air.

Captain Ryan was an ardent wooer, and he did not see her. Marie Mendoza

looked rather like a rainbow in the arms of a black-bearded gorilla, and

Rachel retired discreetly, hoping that it was merely a temporary

aberration.

She would have been more disturbed, probably, if she had heard a little

of the conversation of this precious pair.

"I tell you, it's a cinch, Mickey. I never seen pearls like 'em. They're

worth fifty thousand dollars in Tiffany's, if they're worth a cent. She

keeps 'em locked up in her steamer-trunk, but I seen her take 'em out

several times."

"Well, I've been hunting pearls up and down the South Seas for twenty

years, and never had a chance of making good like this."

But Rachel did not hear the conversation, or she might have been able to

change the course of events considerably. She might even have taken an

opportunity of explaining to Marie that the real pearls were in the bank

at home, and that the necklace in her trunk was a clever imitation,

useful when she wished to adorn herself without too much

responsibility, and worth about thirty-five pounds in London, or perhaps

a little more than one hundred and fifty dollars in New York.

But Rachel knew nothing of all this; and so, on a certain morning, when

the _Seamew_ dropped anchor off the coral island of her dreams, she went

ashore without any misgivings. It was an island paradise, not recognized

by any map that she had seen, though Captain Ryan seemed to know all

about it. Rachel had particularly wanted to hear the real music of the

islanders, and Captain Ryan had assured her that she would find it at

its best among the inhabitants of this island, who had been unspoiled by

travelers, and yet were among the most gentle of the natives of the

South Seas. Marie Mendoza pleaded a headache, and remained on board; but

the Captain and his wife accompanied Rachel up the white beach, leaving

the boat in charge of the Kanakas. A throng of brown-skinned,

flower-wreathed islanders watched them timidly from under the first

fringe of palm trees; but the Captain knew how to ingratiate himself;

and, after certain gifts had been proffered to the bolder natives, the

rest came forward with their own gifts of flowers and long stems of

yellow fruit. Two young goddesses seized Rachel by the hands, and

examined her clothes, while the rest danced round her like the figures

from the Hymn to Pan in "Endymion."

Before the morning was over, Rachel had made firm friends of these two

maidens, who rejoiced in the names of Tinovao and Amaru; and, when she

signified to them that she wanted to swim in the lagoon, they danced off

with her in an ecstasy of mirth at the European bathing dress which she

carried over her arm, to their own favorite bathing beach, which was

hidden from the landing-place by a palm-tufted promontory.

It was more than an hour later when she returned, radiant, with her

radiant companions. She was a superb swimmer, and she had lost all her

troubles for the time in that rainbow-colored revel. She thought of

telling the Captain that they would stay here for some days. She wanted

to drink in the beauty of the island, and make it her own; to swim in

the lagoon, and bask in the healing sun; to walk through the palms at

dusk, and listen to the songs of the islanders. But where was the

Captain? Surely, this was the landing-place. There were the foot-prints

and the mark of the boat on the beach. Then she saw--with a quick

contraction of the heart--not only that the boat was missing, but that

there was no sign of the yacht. She stared at the vacant circle of the

sea, and could find no trace of it. There was no speck on that blazing

sapphire.

II

Her last doubt as to whether she had been deliberately marooned was

removed by Tinovao, who pointed to a heap of her belongings that had

been dumped on the beach, all in accordance with the best

sea-traditions, though it was due in this case to a sentimental spasm on

the part of Marie Mendoza, who remembered the kindness of Rachel at San

Diego.

The heap was a small one. But Rachel was glad to see that it included

her violin-case.

She knew that her stay was like to be a long one. They had been looking

for islands out of the way of ships; and she knew that it might even be

some years before another sail appeared on that stainless horizon. The

thieves would disappear, and they were not likely to talk. Her own

movements had been so erratic that she doubted whether her friends could

trace her. But she took it all very pluckily; so that the round-eyed

Amaru and Tinovao were unable to guess the full meaning of her plight.

They came to the conclusion, and Rachel thought it best to encourage

them in it, that she was voluntarily planning to live amongst them for a

little while, and that the yacht would of course return for her. They

had heard of white people doing these strange things, and they were

delighted at the prospect.

In a very short time, they had lodged Rachel in a hut of palm leaves,

with all the fruits of the island at her door. They carried up the small

heap of her possessions, and she gave them each a little mirror from her

dressing bag, which lifted them into the seventh heaven. Thenceforward,

they were her devoted slaves. Rachel discovered, moreover, while they

were turning over her possessions and examining her clothes, that her

ignorance of their language was but a slight barrier to understanding.

They communicated, it seemed, by a kind of wireless telegraphy, through

that universal atmosphere of their sex. They helped her to do her hair;

and, as it fell over her shoulders, they held it up to one another,

admiring its weight and beauty. When it was dark, there came a sound of

singing from the beach; and they crowned her with fresh frangipanni

blossoms, and led her out like a bride, to hear the songs of the

islanders.

It was a night of music. In the moonlight, on the moon-white sands, a

few of the younger islanders, garlanded like the sunburnt lovers of

Theocritus, danced from time to time; but, for the most part, they were

in a restful mood, attuned to the calm breathing of the sea. Their

plaintive songs and choruses rose and fell as quietly as the night-wind

among the palms; and Rachel thought she had never heard or seen anything

more exquisite. The beauty of the night was deepened a thousand-fold by

her new loneliness. The music plucked at her heart-strings. Beautiful

shapes passed her, that made her think of Keats:

"_Now more than ever seems it rich to die,

To cease upon the midnight with no pain._"

She murmured the lines to herself; and while her lips yet moved, a

young islander stood before her who might have posed as the model for

Endymion. He was hardly darker than herself, and, to her surprise, he

spoke to her in quaint broken English.

"Make us the music of your own country," was what she understood him to

say, and Tinovao confirmed it by darting off to the hut and returning

with the violin. Rachel took it, and without any conscious choice of a

melody, began to play and sing the air which had been pulsing just below

the level of her consciousness ever since she had left England:

"_Like dew on the gowan lying is the fa' of her fairy feet,

And like winds in simmer sighing, her voice is low and sweet,

Her voice is low and sweet, and she's a' the world to me,

And for bonnie Annie Laurie, I'd lay me doon and dee._"

The islanders listened, as if spellbound; but she could not tell whether

the music went home to any of them, except the boy who lay at her feet

with his eyes fixed on her face. When the last notes died away, the

crowd broke into applause, with cries of "Malo! Malo!" But the boy lay

still, looking at her, as a dog looks at his mistress. Then the

moonlight glistened in his eyes, and she thought that she saw tears.

She bent forward a little to make sure. He rose with a smile, and lifted

her hand to his face, so that she might feel that his eyes were wet.

"Tears," he said, "and I only listen. But you--you make the music, and

no tears are in your eyes." He looked into her face.

"No," she said, "there are no tears in my eyes." Then she continued

hurriedly, as if speaking to herself (and perhaps only a musician would

have felt that the catch in her voice went a little deeper than tears):

"That's one of the things you lose when you go in for music. It used to

be so with me, too."

"I like your music," the boy went on. "My father--English sailor. My

mother--learn speak English--from him. She teach me. My father only stay

here little time. I never see English people before this."

Rachel looked at him with a quick realization of what his words meant.

The boy was at least eighteen years old.

"You remember no ship coming to this island?" she said.

"No. I never see my father. He only stay here little time. My mother

think for long time he will come again. That is how she die, only a

little time ago. Too much waiting. Make some more music. You have made

my ears hungry."

But Rachel was facing the truth now, and she played and sang no more

that night.

III

For a week or two, Rachel spent much time alone, thinking hard, thinking

things out as she had never done before. She did not quite understand

her isolation till the first shock of the full discovery had passed.

Then, one morning, sitting alone, and gazing out over the spotless blue,

she found herself accepting the plain fact, that this might indeed be

for ever. She found herself weighing all the chances, all that she had

lost, and all that yet remained to her. It dawned upon her, for the

first time, that youth does not lightly surrender the fulness of its

life, at the first disillusionment. She knew now that she would have

recovered from that first disastrous love-affair. She knew now that she

had always known it, and that her search had been only for some healing

dittany, some herb of grace that would heal her wound more quickly. She

faced it all--the loss of her birthright as a woman, the loss of the

unknown lover. She saw herself growing old in this loneliness.

She weighed everything that was left to her, the freedom from all the

complications of life, the beauty of her prison, the years of youth and

strength that might yet rejoice in the sun and the sea, and even find

some companionship among these children of nature that rejoiced in them

also. She compared them with the diseased monstrosities, the hideous

bodies and brutal faces that swarmed in the gray cities of Europe. She

saw nothing to alter her former opinion here. She was condemned at any

rate to live among a folk that had walked out of an ode by Keats. But

always, at the end, she pictured herself growing old, with her own life

unfulfilled.

Then, one day, a change came over her. She had lost all count of time in

that island of lasting summer; but she must have been marooned for many

months when it happened.

One afternoon, when she had been swimming with Tinovao and Amaru, the

two girls had run up into the woods to get some fruit, leaving Rachel to

bask on the beach alone. The sunlight of the last few months had tinted

her skin with a smooth rosy brown that would have made it difficult to

distinguish her from a native, except for the contours of her face and

the deep violet of her eyes, as she lay on that milk-white sand. Before

she followed her friends, she thought she would take one more ride

through the surf. She made her way out, through the gap in the reef,

till she had reached the right distance. Then she rested, treading

water, while she waited for the big comber that was to carry her back

again.

It was her civilized intelligence, perhaps, that betrayed her now, for

she turned her back to the sea for a moment, while she drank in the

beauty of the feathery green palms and delicate tresses of the ironwood

that waved along the shore. She was roused from her dreams by the

familiar muffled roar of the approaching breaker, and she turned her

head a few seconds too late to take the rush of it as it ought to have

been taken. It was a giant and, for almost the first time in her life,

she knew the sensation of fear in the sea, as the green crest crumbled

into white high over her. In that instant, too, she caught a glimpse of

a figure on the reef watching her. It was the figure of Rua, the boy

who spoke English; and, as the breaker crashed down with all its tons of

water over her head, she carried with her the impression that he was

about to dive to her rescue. She was whirled helplessly, heels over

head, downward and downward, then swept forward with the rushing

whirlpools in the blackness below, like a reed in a subterranean river.

She knew that if she could hold her breath long enough, she would rise

to the surface; but she had reckoned without the perils of the gap in

the reef. Twice she was whirled and caught against a jagged piece of

coral, which would probably have killed her if it had struck her head.

She took the warning, and held her arms in the best way she could to

ward off any head-blow. A lacerated body would not matter so much as the

momentary stunning that might prevent her from keeping afloat when she

rose. At last, when it seemed that she could hold her breath no longer,

she shot with a wild gasp to the surface again.

She found that she was only half-way through the gap, not in mid-stream

where she would have been comparatively safe, but in an eddy of boiling

water, close to the reef and among sharp fangs of coral that made it

impossible to swim. All that she could do, at the moment, was to hold on

to the coral and prevent herself from being lacerated against it. The

sharp edges of the little shells, with which it was covered here, cut

her hands, as the water swirled her to and fro; but she held on, and

looked round for help.

Then she saw that she was not fated to receive help, but to give it;

and, like lightning in a tropic night, the moment changed her world. She

had no time to think it out now; for she saw the face of Rua, swirling

up towards her through the green water, and it looked like the face of a

drowned man. His head and arms emerged, and sank again, twice, before

she caught him by the hand and drew him, with the strength of a woman

fighting for life, to her side.

She was not sure whether he was alive or dead; but she saw that, in his

hasty plunge to help her, a dive that no native would have taken at that

place in ordinary circumstances, he had struck one of the coral jags.

Blood was flowing from his head and, as she held him floating there

helplessly for a minute, the clear water went away over the white coral

tinted with little clouds of crimson. She waited for the next big wave,

thinking that it would save or destroy them both. Happily, it had not

broken when it reached them; and, as they rose on the smooth back of it,

she held her companion by the hand, and struck out fiercely for a higher

shelf of the reef. It had been out of her reach before; but the wave

carried them both up to its level, and left them stranded there.

From this point, the reef rose by easy stages; and, with the aid of two

more waves, she was able to lug Rua to a point where there was no risk

of their being washed away, though the clear water still swirled up

about them, and went away clouded with red. She lay there for a moment

exhausted; but, as her strength came back to her, the strange sensation

that flashed through her when she had first come to the surface returned

with greater force. Much has been said and sung about the dawn of wonder

on the primitive mind. This was an even stranger dawn, the dawn of

wonder on a daughter of the twentieth century. It seemed to her that she

was looking at the world for the first time, while she lay there panting

and gazing out to sea, with those red stains on the white coral, and

her hands gripping the slender brown hands of the half-drowned islander.

It seemed that she had returned to her childhood, and that she was

looking at a primal world that she had forgotten. She saw now that Rua

was breathing, and she knew instinctively that he would recover. The

wave of joy that went through her had something primitive and fierce in

it, like the joy of the wild creatures. She felt like an islander

herself, and when the sea-birds hovered overhead, she called to them, in

the island tongue, and felt as if she had somehow drawn nearer to them.

She looked at the sea with new eyes, as if it were a fierce old

play-mate of her own, an old tiger that had forgotten to sheath its

claws when it buffeted its cubs. There was a glory in the savor of life,

like the taste of freedom to a caged bird. Only it was Europe now, and

the world of houses, that seemed the cage. The sea had never been so

blue. The brine on her lips was like the sacramental wine of her new

kinship with the world....

Then, looking at Rua's face, as the life came back to it, a wave of

compassion went through her. Every contour of that face told her that

this boy also was a victim of her own kindred. He, too, was marooned,

and more hopelessly than herself, for there must be a soul within him

that could never even know what it had lost or what it hungered for,

unless, ... unless, perhaps, she could help him out of the treasures of

her own memory, and give him glimpses of that imperial palace whence he

came.

It was growing dark when they slipped into the water of the lagoon and

swam slowly towards the beach. There, she helped him to limp as far as

his hut, neither of them speaking. He dropped on his knees, as she

turned to go, and laid his face at her feet. She stayed for a moment,

looking at him, and half stooped to raise him; but she checked the

impulse, and left him abruptly.

At the edge of the wood, she turned to look again, and he was there

still, in the same attitude. There was a dumb pathos in it that reminded

her curiously of certain pictures of her lost world, the peasants in the

Angelus of Millet, though this was a picture unmarred by the curse of

Adam, the picture of a dumb brown youthful god, perfect in physical

beauty, praying in Paradise garden to the star that trembled above the

palms.

Many women (and most men) in their unguarded moments, impute their own

good and evil to others; read their own thoughts in the eyes around

them; pity their own tears, or the tears of Vergil, in the eyes of

"Geist." But Rua was praying to the best he knew.

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