XXIII. HIS ONLY

In an instant she was on her feet and struggling to suppress the

sobs that had been wrung from her by the words of Lady Saxondale.

“Dorothy,” said Quentin, his voice tender and pleading, “you have

heard what Lady Saxondale had to say?”

She was now standing at the window, her back to him, her figure

straight and defiant, her hands clenched in the desperate effort to

regain her composure.

“Yes,” she responded, hoarsely.

“I have not come to ask your pardon for my action, but to implore

you to withhold judgment against the others. I alone am to blame;

they are as loyal to you as they have been to me. Whatever hatred

you may have in your heart, I deserve it. Spare the others a single

reproach, for they were won to my cause only after I had convinced

them that they were serving you, not me. You are with true friends,

the best that man or woman could have. I have not come to make any

appeal for myself. There will be time enough for that later on, when

you have come to realize what your deliverance means.”

She faced him, slowly, a steady calm in her face, a soft intensity

in her voice.

“You need not hope that I shall forgive this outrage--ever--as long

as I live. You may have had motives which from your point of view

were good and justifiable--but you must not expect me to agree with

you. You have done something that no love on earth could obliterate;

you have robbed my memory of a sweet confidence, of the one glorious

thing that made me look upon you as the best of men--your nobility.

I recognize you as the leader in this cowardly conspiracy, but what

must I think of these willing tools you plead for? Are they entitled

to my respect any more than you? I am in your power. You can and

will do with me as you like, but you cannot compel me to alter that

over which I have no control--my reason. Oh, how could you do this

dreadful thing, Phil?” she cried, suddenly casting the forced

reserve to the winds and relapsing into a very undignified appeal.

He smiled wearily and met her gaze with one in which no irresolution

flickered.

“It was my only way,” he said, at last.

“The only way!” she exclaimed. “There was but one way, and I had

commanded you to take it. Do you expect to justify yourself by

saying it was the 'only way'? To drag me from my mother, to destroy

every vestige of confidence I had in you, to make me the most

talked-of woman in Europe to-day--was that the 'only way'? What are

they doing and saying to-day? Of what are the newspapers talking

under those horrid headlines? What are the police, the detectives,

the gossips doing? I am the object on which their every thought is

centered. Oh, it is maddening to think of what you, of all people,

have heaped upon me!”

She paced the floor like one bereft of reason. His heart smote him

as he saw the anguish he had brought into the soul of the girl he

loved better than everything.

“And my poor mother. What of her? Have you no pity, no heart? Don't

you see that it will kill her? For God's sake, let me go back to

her, Phil! Be merciful!” she cried.

“She is safe and well, Dorothy; I swear it on my soul. True, she

suffers, but it is better she should suffer now and find joy

afterward than to see you suffer for a lifetime. You would not

listen to me when I told you the man you were to marry was a

scoundrel. There was but one way to save you from him and from

yourself; there was but one way to save you for myself, and I took

it. I could not and would not give you up to that villain. I love

you, Dorothy; you cannot doubt that, even though you hate me for

proving it to you. Everything have I dared, to save you and to win

you--to make you gladly say some day that you love me.”

Her eyes blazed with scorn. “Love you? After what you have done? Oh,

that I could find words to tell you how I hate you!” She stopped in

front of him, her white face and gleaming eyes almost on a level

with his, and he could not but quail before the bitter loathing that

revealed itself so plainly. Involuntarily his hand went forth in

supplication, and the look in his eyes came straight from the depths

into which despair had cast him. If she saw the pain in his face her

outraged sensibilities refused to recognize it.

“Dorothy, you--you--” he began, but pulled himself together quickly

“I did not come in the hope of making you look at things through my

eyes. It is my mission to acknowledge as true, all that Lady

Saxondale has told you concerning my culpability. I alone am guilty

of wrong, and I am accountable. If we are found out, I have planned

carefully to protect my friends. Yet a great deal rests with you.

When the law comes to drag me from this place, its officers will

find me alone, with you here as my accuser. My friends will have

escaped. They are your friends as well as mine. You will do them

thejustice of accusing but me, for I alone am the criminal.”

“You assume a great deal when you dictate what I am to do and to

say, if I have the opportunity. They are as guilty as you, and

without an incentive. Do you imagine that I shall shield them? I

have no more love for them than I have for you; not half the

respect, for you, at least, have been consistent. Will you answer

one question?”

“Certainly.”

“How long do you purpose to keep me in this place?”

“Until you, of your own free will, can utter three simple words.”

“And those words?”

“I love you.”

“Then,” she said, slowly, decisively, “I am doomed to remain here

until death releases me.”

“Yes; the death of ambition.”

She turned from him with a bitter laugh, seating herself in a chair

near the window. Looking up into his face, she said, with maddening

submission:

“I presume your daily visits are to be a part of the torture I am to

endure?”

His smile, as he shook his head in response, incensed her to the

point of tears, and she was vastly relieved when he turned abruptly

and left the apartment. When the maid came in she found Miss

Garrison asleep on the couch, her cheeks stained with tears. Tired,

despairing, angry, she had found forgetfulness for the while. Sleep

sat lightly upon her troubled brain, however, for the almost

noiseless movements of the maid awakened her and she sat up with a

start.

“Oh, it is you!” she said, after a moment. “What is your name?'

“Baker, Miss.”

The captive sat on the edge of the couch and for many minutes

watched, through narrow eyes, the movements of the servant. A plan

was growing in her brain, and she was contemplating the situation in

a new and determined frame of mind.

“Baker,” she said, finally, “come here.” The maid stood before her,

attentively.

“Would you like to earn a thousand pounds?”

Without the faintest show of emotion, the least symptom of eagerness,

Baker answered in the affirmative.

“Then you have but to serve me as I command, and the money is yours.”

“I have already been instructed to serve you, Miss.”

“I don't mean for you to dress my hair and to fasten my gown and all

that. Get me out of this place and to my friends. That is what I

mean,” whispered Dorothy, eagerly.

“You want to buy me, Miss?' said Baker, calmly.

“Not that, quite, Baker, but just--”

“You will not think badly of me if I cannot listen to your offer,

Miss? I am to serve you here, and I want you to like me, but I

cannot do what you would ask. Pardon me if I speak plainly, but I

cannot be bought.” There was no mistaking the honest expression in

the maid's eyes. “Lady Saxondale is my mistress, and I love her. If

she asks me to take you to your friends, I will obey.”

Dorothy's lips parted and a look of incredulity grew in her eyes.

For a moment she stared with unconcealed wonder upon this unusual

girl, and then wonder slowly changed to admiration.

“Would that all maids were as loyal, Baker. Lady Saxondale trusts

you and so shall I. But,” wonder again manifesting itself, “I cannot

understand such fidelity. Not for £5,000?”

“No, Miss; thank you,” respectfully and firmly.

“Ask Lady Saxondale if I may come to her.”

The maid departed, and soon returned to say that Lady Saxondale

would gladly see her. Dorothy followed her down the long, dark hall

and into the boudoir of Castle Craneycrow's mistress. Lady Jane sat

on the broad window seat, looking pensively out at the blue sky.

There was in the room such an air of absolute peace and security

that Dorothy's heart gave a sharp, wistful throb.

“I'm glad you've come, Dorothy,” said Lady Saxondale, approaching

from the shadowy side of the room. Dorothy turned to see the hands

of her ladyship extended as if calling her to friendly embrace. For

a moment she looked into the clear, kindly eyes of the older woman,

and then, overcome by a strange, inexplicable longing for love and

sympathy, dropped her hands into those which were extended.

“I've come to beg, Lady Saxondale--to beg you to be kind to me, to

have pity for my mother. I can ask no more,” she said, simply.

“I love you, dear; we all love you. Be content for a little while, a

little while, and then you will thank Heaven and thank us.”

“I demand that you release me,” cried the other. “You are committing

a crime against all justice. Release me, and I promise to forget the

part you are taking in this outrage. Trust me to shield you and

yours absolutely.”

“You ask me to trust you. Now, I ask you to trust me. Trust me to

shield you and to--”

“You are cruel!”

“Forgive me,” said Lady Saxondale, simply. She pressed the hands

warmly, and passed from the room. Dorothy felt her head reel, and

there was in her heart the dread of losing something precious, she

knew not what.

“Come up into the tower with me, Dorothy,” said Lady Jane, coming to

her side, her voice soft and entreating. “The view is grand. Mr.

Savage and I were there early this morning to see the sun rise.”

“Are you all against me? Even you, Lady Jane? Oh, how have I wronged

you that I should be made to suffer so at your hands? Yes, yes! Take

me to the tower! I can't stay here.”

“I shall ask Mr. Savage to go with us. He will hold you. It would be

too bad to have you try to fly from up there, because it's a long

way to the crags, and you'd never fly again--in this world, at

least. I believe I'll call Dickey, to be on the safe side.”

There was something so merry, so free and unrestrained about her

that Dorothy smiled in spite of herself. With a new sensation in her

heart, she followed her guide to the top of the broad stairway. Here

her ladyship paused, placed two pink fingers between her teeth, and

sent a shrill whistle sounding down between the high walls.

“All right!” came a happy voice from below. There was a scramble of

feet, two or three varied exclamations in masculine tones, and then

Mr. Savage came bounding up the stairs. “Playing chess with your

brother and had to break up the game. When duty calls, you know.

Morning, Miss Garrison. What's up?”

“We're just on the point of going up,” said Jane, sweetly. “Up in

the tower. Miss Garrison wants to see how far she can fly.”

“About 800 feet, I should say, Miss Garrison. It's quite a drop to

the rocks down there. Well, we're off to the top of Craneycrow.

Isn't that a jolly old name?”

“Chick o' me, Chick o' me, Craneycrow, Went to the well to wash her

toe, When she got back her chicken was dead--chick o' me, Chick o'

me, chop off his head--What time is it, old witch?”

“Who gave the castle such an odd, uncanny name?” asked Dorothy,

under the spell of their blithesome spirits.

“Lady Jane--the young lady on your left, an' may it please you,

Miss,” said Dickey.

“Bob couldn't think of a name for the old thing, so he commissioned

me. Isn't Craneycrow delightful? Crane--that's a bird, you know, and

crow is another bird, too, you know; isn't it a joy? I'm so proud of

it,” cried Lady Jane, as she scurried up the narrow, winding stone

steps that led to the top of the tower. Dorothy followed more

sedately, the new-born smile on her lips, the excitement of a new

emotion surging over the wall of anger she had thrown up against

these people.

“I wish I could go out and explore the hills and rocks about this

place,” said Dickey, wistfully.

“Why can't you? Is it dangerous?” queried Dorothy.

“Heavens, no! Perfectly safe in that respect. Oh, I forgot; you

don't know, of course. Phil Quentin and your devoted servant are not

permitted to show their faces outside these walls.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, you see, we're in America. Don't you understand? You're not

the only prisoner, Miss Garrison. Behold two bold, bad bandits as

your fellow captives. Alas! that I should have come to the cruel

prison cell!”

“I had not thought of that,” said Miss Garrison, reflectively, and

then she looked upon Dickey with a new interest. They crawled

through the trap door and out upon the stone-paved, airy crown of

the tower. She uttered an exclamation of awe and shrank back from

the sky that seemed to press down upon her. Nothing but sky--blue

sky! Then she peered over the low wall, down upon the rocks below,

and shuddered.

“Hello, Phil! Great, isn't it?” exclaimed Dickey, and Dorothy

realized that Quentin was somewhere behind her in the little

rock-bound circle among the clouds. A chill fell upon her heart, and

she would not turn toward the man whose very name brought rage to

her heart.

“Magnificent! I have been up here in the sun and the gale for half

an hour. Here are the newspapers, Lady Jane; Bob's man brought them

an hour ago. There is something in them that will interest you,

Dorothy. Pardon me, but I must go down. And don't fall off the

tower, Lady Jane.”

“Don't worry, grandfather; I'll be a good little girl and I shan't

fall off the tower, because I'm so afraid you'd find it out and beat

me and send me to bed without my supper. Won't you stay up just a

wee bit longer?”

“Now, don't coax, little girl. I must go down.”

“See you later,” Dickey called after him as he disappeared through

the narrow opening. Dorothy turned her stony face slightly, and

quick, angry eyes looked for an instant into the upturned face of

the man who was swallowed in the darkness of the trap hole almost in

the same second.

“Don't fall off the tower, Lady Jane,” came the hollow voice from

the ladders far below, and, to Dorothy's sensitive ears, there was

the most devilish mockery in the tones.

“I can forgive all of you--all of you, but--but--never that inhuman

wretch! Oh, how I hate him!” cried she, her face ablaze, her voice

trembling with passion.

“Oh, Dorothy!” cried Lady Jane, softly, imploringly.

“I wish from my soul, that this tower might tumble down and kill him

this instant, and that his bones could never be found!” wailed the

other.

“There's an awful weight above him, Miss Garrison--the weight of

your wrath,” said Dickey, without a smile.

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