"All that one of them has ever done, or may do--may do, dearest

father--to cause you pain or grief, forgive her," said Marion: "forgive

her now, when her heart is full. Say that you forgive her. That you will

forgive her. That she shall always share your love, and--," and the rest

was not said, for her face was hidden on the old man's shoulder.

"Tut, tut, tut," said the Doctor, gently. "Forgive! What have I to

forgive? Heyday, if our true lovers come back to flurry us like this,

we must hold 'em at a distance; we must send expresses out to stop 'em

short upon the road, and bring 'em on a mile or two a day, until we're

properly prepared to meet 'em. Kiss me, Puss. Forgive! Why, what a

silly child you are. If you had vexed and crossed me fifty times

a day, instead of not at all, I'd forgive you everything, but

such a supplication. Kiss me again, Puss. There! Prospective and

retrospective--a clear score between us. Pile up the fire here! Would

you freeze the people on this bleak December night! Let us be light,

and warm, and merry, or I'll not forgive some of you!"

So gaily the old Doctor carried it! And the fire was piled up, and the

lights were bright, and company arrived, and a murmuring of lively

tongues began, and already there was a pleasant air of cheerful

excitement stirring through all the house.

More and more company came flocking in. Bright eyes sparkled upon

Marion; smiling lips gave her joy of his return; sage mothers fanned

themselves, and hoped she mightn't be too youthful and inconstant for

the quiet round of home; impetuous fathers fell into disgrace, for too

much exaltation of her beauty; daughters envied her; sons envied him;

innumerable pairs of lovers profited by the occasion; all were

interested, animated, and expectant.

Mr. and Mrs. Craggs came arm in arm, but Mrs. Snitchey came alone. "Why,

what's become of _him_?" inquired the Doctor.

The feather of a Bird of Paradise in Mrs. Snitchey's turban, trembled as

if the bird of Paradise were alive again, when she said that doubtless

Mr. Craggs knew. _She_ was never told.

"That nasty office," said Mrs. Craggs.

"I wish it was burnt down," said Mrs. Snitchey.

"He's--he's--there's a little matter of business that keeps my partner

rather late," said Mr. Craggs, looking uneasily about him.

"Oh--h! Business. Don't tell me!" said Mrs. Snitchey.

"_We_ know what business means," said Mrs. Craggs.

But their not knowing what it meant, was perhaps the reason why Mrs.

Snitchey's Bird of Paradise feather quivered so portentously, and all

the pendant bits on Mrs. Craggs's ear-rings shook like little bells.

"I wonder _you_ could come away, Mr. Craggs," said his wife.

"Mr. Craggs is fortunate, I'm sure!" said Mrs. Snitchey.

"That office so engrosses 'em," said Mrs. Craggs.

"A person with an office has no business to be married at all," said

Mrs. Snitchey.

Then Mrs. Snitchey said, within herself, that that look of hers had

pierced to Craggs's soul, and he knew it: and Mrs. Craggs observed, to

Craggs, that 'his Snitcheys' were deceiving him behind his back, and he

would find it out when it was too late.

Still, Mr. Craggs, without much heeding these remarks, looked uneasily

about him until his eye rested on Grace, to whom he immediately

presented himself.

"Good evening, Ma'am," said Craggs. "You look charmingly.

Your--Miss--your sister, Miss Marion, is she----"

"Oh she's quite well, Mr. Craggs."

"Yes--I--is she here?" asked Craggs.

"Here! Don't you see her yonder? Going to dance?" said Grace.

Mr. Craggs put on his spectacles to see the better; looked at her

through them, for some time; coughed; and put them, with an air of

satisfaction, in their sheath again, and in his pocket.

Now the music struck up, and the dance commenced. The bright fire

crackled and sparkled, rose and fell, as though it joined the dance

itself, in right good fellowship. Sometimes it roared as if it would

make music too. Sometimes it flashed and beamed as if it were the eye of

the old room: it winked too, sometimes, like a knowing patriarch, upon

the youthful whisperers in corners. Sometimes it sported with the

holly-boughs; and, shining on the leaves by fits and starts, made them

look as if they were in the cold winter night again, and fluttering in

the wind. Sometimes its genial humour grew obstreperous, and passed all

bounds; and then it cast into the room, among the twinkling feet, with a

loud burst, a shower of harmless little sparks, and in its exultation

leaped and bounded, like a mad thing, up the broad old chimney.

Another dance was near its close, when Mr. Snitchey touched his partner,

who was looking on, upon the arm.

Mr. Craggs started, as if his familiar had been a spectre.

"Is he gone?" he asked.

"Hush! He has been with me," said Snitchey, "for three hours and more.

He went over everything. He looked into all our arrangements for him,

and was very particular indeed. He--Humph!"

The dance was finished. Marion passed close before him, as he spoke.

She did not observe him, or his partner; but looked over her shoulder

towards her sister in the distance, as she slowly made her way into the

crowd, and passed out of their view.

"You see! All safe and well," said Mr. Craggs. "He didn't recur to that

subject, I suppose?"

"Not a word."

"And is he really gone? Is he safe away?"

"He keeps to his word. He drops down the river with the tide in that

shell of a boat of his, and so goes out to sea on this dark night--a

dare-devil he is--before the wind. There's no such lonely road anywhere

else. That's one thing. The tide flows, he says, an hour before midnight

about this time. I'm glad it's over." Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead,

which looked hot and anxious.

"What do you think," said Mr. Craggs, "about--"

"Hush!" replied his cautious partner, looking straight before him. "I

understand you. Don't mention names, and don't let us seem to be talking

secrets. I don't know what to think; and to tell you the truth, I don't

care now. It's a great relief. His self-love deceived him, I suppose.

Perhaps the young lady coquetted a little. The evidence would seem to

point that way. Alfred not arrived?"

"Not yet," said Mr. Craggs. "Expected every minute."

"Good." Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead again. "It's a great relief. I

haven't been so nervous since we've been in partnership. I intend to

spend the evening now, Mr. Craggs."

Mrs. Craggs and Mrs. Snitchey joined them as he announced this

intention. The Bird of Paradise was in a state of extreme vibration; and

the little bells were ringing quite audibly.

"It has been the theme of general comment, Mr. Snitchey," said Mrs.

Snitchey. "I hope the office is satisfied."

"Satisfied with what, my dear?" asked Mr. Snitchey.

"With the exposure of a defenceless woman to ridicule and remark,"

returned his wife. "That is quite in the way of the office, _that_ is."

"I really, myself," said Mrs. Craggs, "have been so long accustomed to

connect the office with everything opposed to domesticity, that I am

glad to know it as the avowed enemy of my peace. There is something

honest in that, at all events."

"My dear," urged Mr. Craggs, "your good opinion is invaluable, but _I_

never avowed that the office was the enemy of your peace."

"No," said Mrs. Craggs, ringing a perfect peal upon the little bells.

"Not you, indeed. You wouldn't be worthy of the office, if you had the

candor to."

"As to my having been away to-night, my dear," said Mr. Snitchey, giving

her his arm, "the deprivation has been mine, I'm sure; but, as Mr.

Craggs knows--"

Mrs. Snitchey cut this reference very short by hitching her husband to

a distance, and asking him to look at that man. To do her the favor to

look at him.

"At which man, my dear?" said Mr. Snitchey.

"Your chosen companion; _I_'m no companion to you Mr. Snitchey."

"Yes, yes, you are, my dear," he interposed.

"No no, I'm not," said Mrs. Snitchey with a majestic smile. "I know my

station. Will you look at your chosen companion, Mr. Snitchey; at your

referee; at the keeper of your secrets; at the man you trust; at your

other self, in short."

The habitual association of Self with Craggs, occasioned Mr. Snitchey to

look in that direction.

"If you can look that man in the eye this night," said Mrs. Snitchey,

"and not know that you are deluded, practised upon: made the victim of

his arts, and bent down prostrate to his will, by some unaccountable

fascination which it is impossible to explain, and against which no

warning of mine is of the least avail: all I can say is--I pity you!"

At the very same moment Mrs. Craggs was oracular on the cross subject.

Was it possible she said, that Craggs could so blind himself to his

Snitcheys, as not to feel his true position. Did he mean to say that he

had seen his Snitcheys come into that room, and didn't plainly see that

there was reservation, cunning, treachery in the man? Would he tell

her that his very action, when he wiped his forehead and looked so

stealthily about him, didn't show that there was something weighing on

the conscience of his precious Snitcheys (if he had a conscience), that

wouldn't bear the light. Did anybody but his Snitcheys come to festive

entertainments like a burglar?--which, by the way, was hardly a clear

illustration of the case, as he had walked in very mildly at the door.

And would he still assert to her at noon-day (it being nearly midnight),

that his Snitcheys were to be justified through thick and thin, against

all facts, and reason, and experience?

Neither Snitchey nor Craggs openly attempted to stem the current which

had thus set in, but both were content to be carried gently along it,

until its force abated; which happened at about the same time as a

general movement for a country dance; when Mr. Snitchey proposed himself

as a partner to Mrs. Craggs, and Mr. Craggs gallantly offered himself to

Mrs. Snitchey; and after some such slight evasions as "why don't you ask

somebody else?" and "you'll be glad, I know, if I decline," and "I

wonder you can dance out of the office" (but this jocosely now), each

lady graciously accepted, and took her place.

It was an old custom among them, indeed, to do so, and to pair off, in

like manner, at dinners and suppers; for they were excellent friends,

and on a footing of easy familiarity. Perhaps the false Craggs and the

wicked Snitchey were a recognised fiction with the two wives, as Doe

and Roe, incessantly running up and down bailiwicks, were with the

two husbands: or perhaps the ladies had instituted, and taken upon

themselves, these two shares in the business, rather than be left out of

it altogether. But certain it is, that each wife went as gravely and

steadily to work in her vocation as her husband did in his: and would

have considered it almost impossible for the Firm to maintain a

successful and respectable existence, without her laudable exertions.

But now the Bird of Paradise was seen to flutter down the middle; and

the little bells began to bounce and jingle in poussette; and the

Doctor's rosy face spun round and round, like an expressive pegtop

highly varnished; and breathless Mr. Craggs began to doubt already,

whether country dancing had been made "too easy," like the rest of life;

and Mr. Snitchey, with his nimble cuts and capers, footed it for Self,

and Craggs, and half a dozen more.

Now, too, the fire took fresh courage, favored by the lively wind the

dance awakened, and burnt clear and high. It was the Genius of the room,

and present everywhere. It shone in people's eyes, it sparkled in the

jewels on the snowy necks of girls, it twinkled at their ears as if it

whispered to them slyly, it flashed about their waists, it flickered on

the ground and made it rosy for their feet, it bloomed upon the ceiling

that its glow might set off their bright faces, and it kindled up a

general illumination in Mrs. Craggs's little belfry.

Now, too, the lively air that fanned it, grew less gentle as the music

quickened and the dance proceeded with new spirit; and a breeze arose

that made the leaves and berries dance upon the wall, as they had often

done upon the trees; and rustled in the room as if an invisible company

of fairies, treading in the footsteps of the good substantial revellers,

were whirling after them. Now, too, no feature of the Doctor's face

could be distinguished as he spun and spun; and now there seemed a dozen

Birds of Paradise in fitful flight; and now there were a thousand little

bells at work; and now a fleet of flying skirts was ruffled by a little

tempest; when the music gave in, and the dance was over.

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Hot and breathless as the Doctor was, it only made him the more

impatient for Alfred's coming.

"Anything been seen, Britain? Anything been heard?"

"Too dark to see far, Sir. Too much noise inside the house to hear."

"That's right! The gayer welcome for him. How goes the time?"

"Just twelve, Sir. He can't be long, Sir."

"Stir up the fire, and throw another log upon it," said the Doctor. "Let

him see his welcome blazing out upon the night--good boy!--as he comes

along!"

He saw it--Yes! From the chaise he caught the light, as he turned the

corner by the old church. He knew the room from which it shone. He saw

the wintry branches of the old trees between the light and him. He knew

that one of those trees rustled musically in the summer time at the

window of Marion's chamber.

The tears were in his eyes. His heart throbbed so violently that he

could hardly bear his happiness. How often he had thought of this

time--pictured it under all circumstances--feared that it might never

come--yearned, and wearied for it--far away!

Again the light! Distinct and ruddy; kindled, he knew, to give him

welcome, and to speed him home. He beckoned with his hand, and waved his

hat, and cheered out, loud, as if the light were they, and they could

see and hear him, as he dashed towards them through the mud and mire,

triumphantly.

"Stop!" He knew the Doctor, and understood what he had done. He would

not let it be a surprise to them. But he could make it one, yet, by

going forward on foot. If the orchard gate were open, he could enter

there; if not, the wall was easily climbed, as he knew of old; and he

would be among them in an instant.

He dismounted from the chaise, and telling the driver--even that was not

easy in his agitation--to remain behind for a few minutes, and then to

follow slowly, ran on with exceeding swiftness, tried the gate, scaled

the wall, jumped down on the other side, and stood panting in the old

orchard.

There was a frosty rime upon the trees, which, in the faint light of

the clouded moon, hung upon the smaller branches like dead garlands.

Withered leaves crackled and snapped beneath his feet, as he crept

softly on towards the house. The desolation of a winter night sat

brooding on the earth, and in the sky. But the red light came cheerily

towards him from the windows: figures passed and repassed there: and the

hum and murmur of voices greeted his ear, sweetly.

Listening for hers: attempting, as he crept on, to detach it from the

rest, and half-believing that he heard it: he had nearly reached the

door, when it was abruptly opened, and a figure coming out encountered

his. It instantly recoiled with a half-suppressed cry.

"Clemency," he said, "don't you know me?"

"Don't come in," she answered, pushing him back. "Go away. Don't ask me

why. Don't come in."

"What is the matter?" he exclaimed.

"I don't know. I--I am afraid to think. Go back. Hark!"

There was a sudden tumult in the house. She put her hands upon her ears.

A wild scream, such as no hands could shut out, was heard; and

Grace--distraction in her looks and manner--rushed out at the door.

"Grace!" He caught her in his arms. "What is it! Is she dead!"

She disengaged herself, as if to recognise his face, and fell down at

his feet.

A crowd of figures came about them from the house. Among them was her

father, with a paper in his hand.

"What is it!" cried Alfred, grasping his hair with his hands, and

looking in an agony from face to face, as he bent upon his knee, beside

the insensible girl. "Will no one look at me? Will no one speak to me?

Does no one know me? Is there no voice among you all, to tell me what it

is!"

There was a murmur among them. "She is gone."

"Gone!" he echoed.

"Fled, my dear Alfred!" said the Doctor, in a broken voice, and with his

hands before his face. "Gone from her home and us. To-night! She writes

that she has made her innocent and blameless choice--entreats that we

will forgive her--prays that we will not forget her--and is gone."

"With whom? Where?"

He started up as if to follow in pursuit, but when they gave way to let

him pass, looked wildly round upon them, staggered back, and sunk down

in his former attitude, clasping one of Grace's cold hands in his own.

There was a hurried running to and fro, confusion, noise, disorder, and

no purpose. Some proceeded to disperse themselves about the roads, and

some took horse, and some got lights, and some conversed together,

urging that there was no trace or track to follow. Some approached him

kindly, with the view of offering consolation; some admonished him that

Grace must be removed into the house, and he prevented it. He never

heard them, and he never moved.

The snow fell fast and thick. He looked up for a moment in the air, and

thought that those white ashes strewn upon his hopes and misery, were

suited to them well. He looked round on the whitening ground, and

thought how Marion's foot-prints would be hushed and covered up, as soon

as made, and even that remembrance of her blotted out. But he never felt

the weather, and he never stirred.

PART THE THIRD.

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PART THE THIRD

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The world had grown six years older since that night of the return. It

was a warm autumn afternoon, and there had been heavy rain.

The sun burst suddenly from among the clouds: and the old battle-ground,

sparkling brilliantly and cheerfully at sight of it in one green place,

flashed a responsive welcome there, which spread along the country side

as if a joyful beacon had been lighted up, and answered from a thousand

stations.

How beautiful the landscape kindling in the light, and that luxuriant

influence passing on like a celestial presence, brightening everything!

The wood, a sombre mass before, revealed its varied tints of yellow,

green, brown, red; its different forms of trees, with raindrops

glittering on their leaves and twinkling as they fell. The verdant

meadow-land, bright and glowing, seemed as if it had been blind a minute

since, and now had found a sense of sight wherewith to look up at the

shining sky. Corn-fields, hedge-rows, fences, homesteads, the clustered

roofs, the steeple of the church, the stream, the watermill, all sprung

out of the gloomy darkness, smiling. Birds sang sweetly, flowers raised

their drooping heads, fresh scents arose from the invigorated ground;

the blue expanse above, extended and diffused itself; already the sun's

slanting rays pierced mortally the sullen bank of cloud that lingered

in its flight; and a rainbow, spirit of all the colors that adorned the

earth and sky, spanned the whole arch with its triumphant glory.

At such a time, one little roadside Inn, snugly sheltered behind a

great elm-tree with a rare seat for idlers encircling its capacious

bole, addressed a cheerful front towards the traveller, as a house of

entertainment ought, and tempted him with many mute but significant

assurances of a comfortable welcome. The ruddy sign-board perched up

in the tree, with its golden letters winking in the sun, ogled the

passer-by from among the green leaves, like a jolly face, and promised

good cheer. The horse-trough, full of clear fresh water, and the ground

below it, sprinkled with droppings of fragrant hay, made every horse

that passed prick up his ears. The crimson curtains in the lower rooms,

and the pure white hangings in the little bed-chambers above, beckoned,

Come in! with every breath of air. Upon the bright green shutters, there

were golden legends about beer and ale, and neat wines, and good beds;

and an affecting picture of a brown jug frothing over at the top. Upon

the window-sills were flowering plants in bright red pots, which made a

lively show against the white front of the house; and in the darkness of

the doorway there were streaks of light, which glanced off from the

surfaces of bottles and tankards.

On the door-step, appeared a proper figure of a landlord, too; for

though he was a short man, he was round and broad; and stood with his

hands in his pockets, and his legs just wide enough apart to express a

mind at rest upon the subject of the cellar, and an easy confidence--too

calm and virtuous to become a swagger--in the general resources of the

Inn. The superabundant moisture, trickling from everything after the

late rain, set him off well. Nothing near him was thirsty. Certain

top-heavy dahlias, looking over the palings of his neat well-ordered

garden, had swilled as much as they could carry--perhaps a trifle

more--and may have been the worse for liquor; but the sweetbriar, roses,

wall-flowers, the plants at the windows, and the leaves on the old tree,

were in the beaming state of moderate company that had taken no more

than was wholesome for them, and had served to develope their best

qualities. Sprinkling dewy drops about them on the ground, they seemed

profuse of innocent and sparkling mirth, that did good where it lighted,

softening neglected corners which the steady rain could seldom reach,

and hurting nothing.

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This village Inn had assumed, on being established, an uncommon sign. It

was called The Nutmeg Grater. And underneath that household word, was

inscribed, up in the tree, on the same flaming board, and in the like

golden characters, By Benjamin Britain.

At a second glance, and on a more minute examination of his face, you

might have known that it was no other than Benjamin Britain himself who

stood in the doorway--reasonably changed by time, but for the better; a

very comfortable host indeed.

"Mrs. B.," said Mr. Britain, looking down the road, "is rather late.

It's tea time."

As there was no Mrs. Britain coming, he strolled leisurely out into the

road and looked up at the house, very much to his satisfaction. "It's

just the sort of house," said Benjamin, "I should wish to stop at, if I

didn't keep it."

Then he strolled towards the garden paling, and took a look at the

dahlias. They looked over at him, with a helpless, drowsy hanging of

their heads: which bobbed again, as the heavy drops of wet dripped off

them.

"You must be looked after," said Benjamin. "Memorandum, not to forget

to tell her so. She's a long time coming!"

Mr. Britain's better half seemed to be by so very much his better half,

that his own moiety of himself was utterly cast away and helpless

without her.

"She hadn't much to do, I think," said Ben. "There were a few little

matters of business after market, but not many. Oh! here we are at

last!"

A chaise-cart, driven by a boy, came clattering along the road: and

seated in it, in a chair, with a large well-saturated umbrella spread

out to dry behind her, was the plump figure of a matronly woman, with

her bare arms folded across a basket which she carried on her knee,

several other baskets and parcels lying crowded about her, and a certain

bright good-nature in her face and contented awkwardness in her manner,

as she jogged to and fro with the motion of her carriage, which smacked

of old times, even in the distance. Upon her nearer approach, this

relish of bygone days was not diminished; and when the cart stopped

at the Nutmeg Grater door, a pair of shoes, alighting from it,

slipped nimbly through Mr. Britain's open arms, and came down with a

substantial weight upon the pathway, which shoes could hardly have

belonged to any one but Clemency Newcome.

In fact they did belong to her, and she stood in them, and a rosy

comfortable-looking soul she was: with as much soap on her glossy face

as in times of yore, but with whole elbows now, that had grown quite

dimpled in her improved condition.

"You're late, Clemmy!" said Mr. Britain.

"Why, you see, Ben, I've had a deal to do!" she replied, looking busily

after the safe removal into the house of all the packages and baskets;

"eight, nine, ten--where's eleven? Oh! my baskets, eleven! It's all

right. Put the horse up, Harry, and if he coughs again give him a warm

mash to-night. Eight, nine, ten. Why, where's eleven? Oh I forgot, it's

all right. How's the children, Ben?"

"Hearty, Clemmy, hearty."

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