She began to unroll the plans.
"Now, _there's_ the man for you," said he, with a gesture toward her
bundle of blue prints.
"Who?"
"Siersdorf."
"If I had to choose, I'd prefer--even you."
"Siersdorf is adaptable and appreciative. He's good to look at, has a
good all-round mind, is extraordinary in his specialty. You couldn't do
better."
"I don't want him," she cried impatiently. "I prefer to suit myself in
marrying." She stood before him, her hands behind her, the pretty face
tilted daringly upward. "Are you trying to make me dislike you?"
He looked down at her; there was not a hint in his expression that her
dare was a temptation. "I must be going," said he.
Tears gathered in her eyes, made them brilliant, took away much of their
natural hardness. "Won't you be friends?" she appealed.
He continued to look straight into her eyes until her expression told
him she knew he was not deceived by her maneuverings and strategies.
Then he said, "No," with terse directness of manner as well as of
speech. "No, because you do not want friends. You want victims."
In sudden anger she flung off her mask. "I am a good hater," she
warned. "You don't want me to turn against you, do you?"
His face became sad and somewhat bitter. There had been a time when
such a menace from a source so near his career would have alarmed him,
would have set him to debating conciliation. But his self-confidence
had developed beyond that stage, had reached the point where a man feels
that, if any force from without can injure him, the sooner he finds it
out, the more quickly he will be able to make a career founded upon the
only unshakable ground, his own single strength.
"I've taken a great deal off you," she went on in a menacing tone, a
tone intended to remind him that he was an employee. "You ought to be
more careful. I'm not all sweetness. I can be hard and unforgiving when
I cease to like."
He laughed unpleasantly as vanity thus easily divested itself of its
mask of love. "And to cross you is all that's necessary to rouse your
dislike."
"That's all," said she. And now she looked like her father in his rare
exhibitions of his true self. She had never deceived Armstrong
altogether. But he was too masculine not to have lingerings of the
universal male delusion that feminine always and necessarily means at
least something of sweetness and tenderness.
"Shall we be friends?" she demanded sharply, imperiously. At bottom,
she could not believe anyone would stand against the power that gave her
a scepter--the power of wealth. "Friends, or--not?"
"As you please," replied he, bowing coldly. And he went, his last look
altogether calm, not without a tinge of contempt. He realized that he
had come there to put an end to his flirtation with her, to assert his
own independence, to free himself from the entanglement which his
temporary weakness of the first days in overwhelming New York had led
him into. The swimmer, used only to pond or narrow river, is unnerved
for a moment when he finds himself in the sea; but if he knows his art,
he is soon reassured, because he discovers that no more skill is needed
for sea than for pond, only a little more self-confidence.
He was not clear of the house when she was saying to herself, "Hugo is
right about him. Father must take him in hand. He shall be taught his
place."
*XI*
*AT MRS. TRAFFORD'S*
Armstrong felt that he had regained his liberty.
The principal feature of every adequate defense is vigorous attack; and,
so long as Amy was pretending to be and was thinking herself his friend,
was in fact as much his friend as it was possible for one to be who had
been bred to self-worship, Armstrong could take only lame, passive
measures against Fosdick. But now-- In the oncoming struggle in which
he would get no quarter, he need give none. Several times, as he was
dressing for dinner, a cynical smile played over his features. What a
queer game life was! In other circumstances, that might easily have
come about, he and Amy would have plunged into a romantic love affair;
they would have been standing by each other against all the world, the
stronger in their love and devotion for the opposition. A few words, and
off flies her mask of sweetness, so deceptive that it almost deceived
herself, and away goes her pretense of friendship; the friends become
enemies, liking becomes hate. No real change in either of them; each
just as likable as before; yet, what a difference! It amused him. It
saddened him. "Probably at this very moment she's edging her father on
to destroy me," he thought. But that disturbed him not at all. He had
no fear of enemies; he knew that they fling themselves against the gates
in vain, unless there are traitors within.
This break with Amy was most opportune. He was dining at the Traffords
that evening; he could tell Trafford he would accept without any
reservations the long-standing invitation to enter the Atwater-Trafford
plot to seize the O.A.D.
Trafford was one of the rising stars in finance. He originated in a
village in southern New Jersey where he was first a school teacher, then
a lawyer. He spent many years in studying the problem of
success--success, of course, meaning the getting of a vast fortune. He
discovered that there were two ways to enormous wealth--by seizing an
accumulation amassed by some one else; by devising a trap that would
deceive or compel a multitude of people to contribute each his mite of a
few dimes or dollars. The first way was the quicker, of course; but
Trafford saw that the number of multi-millionaires incapable of
defending at least the bulk of their wealth was extremely limited, and
that, of them, few indeed kept their wealth together so that one swoop
could scoop it all. His mind turned to the other way. After carefully
examining the various forms of trap, he was delighted to discover that
the one that was easiest to use was also the best. Insurance! To get
several hundred thousand people to make you absolute trustee of their
savings, asking no real accounting; and all you had to do was to keep a
certain part of the money safely invested so that, when anybody died,
you could pay his heirs about what he had paid you, with simple
interest, or less, added. Trafford studied the life insurance tables,
and he was amazed that nobody had ever taken the trouble to expose the
business. He stood astounded before the revelation that the companies
must be earning, on "risks" alone, from ten to thirty per cent, this in
addition to what clever fellows on the inside must be doing in the way
of speculation; that policy holders got back in so-called dividends less
than five, usually less than four, often less than three per cent!
Trafford's fingers twitched. Rich? Why, he would be worth millions!
He made choice among the different kinds of insurance. The object was
to get a company that would draw in the greatest number of
"beneficiaries" and would have to pay the smallest proportion of
"benefits." The greatest number were obviously the very poor; and, by
happy coincidence, the very poor could also be exploited more easily and
more thoroughly and with less outcry than any other class. So, Trafford
made burial insurance his "graft." He would play upon the horror the
poor have of Potter's Field.
He began in a small way in Trenton; he presently had several thousand
policy holders, each paying ten cents a week to his agent-collectors.
As soon as a policy of this kind has run for several months, it is to
the advantage of both agent and company for it to lapse. Thus,
Trafford's policies, obscurely worded, unintelligible to any but a
lawyer, read that the weekly payments must be made at the office of the
company; that an omission promptly to pay a single month's dues made the
policy lapse; that a lapsed policy had no surrender value. He was too
greedy at first, and Trenton was too small a place. When it became "too
hot to hold him," he went to New York--New York with its vast, ignorant,
careless tenement population, with its corrupt government, with its
superb opportunities for floating and expanding a respectable grafting
scheme.
If he had stayed in Trenton, he would probably have gone to the
penitentiary. But in New York he became ever richer, ever more
respectable; he attracted about him a group of eminently respectable
sustainers of church and society, always eager to get their noses into a
large, new trough of swill. The Home and Hearth Mutual Defense Company
soon dwelt in a palace, built at a cost of many millions, every penny of
it picked from the pockets of ragged trousers and skirts; Trafford
himself dwelt in another and even more costly palace farther uptown,
built with the same kind of money. He was a vestryman in the
fashionable Church of the Holy Family, a subscriber to all the
fashionable charities, an authority on the fashionable theories as to
the tenement house question and other sociological problems relating to
the slums. And he thought as well of himself as did his neighbors. Was
it _his_ business if the company's collectors forgot to be accommodating
and to relieve the poor of the necessity of making their payments at the
offices? Was it _his_ business if policies lapsed by the thousands, by
the tens of thousands, through the carelessness or ignorance of the
policy holders? Look at the hundreds of thousands whose funeral
expenses were provided by the Home and Hearth! Look at the charities he
subscribed to; listen to the speeches in behalf of charity and
philanthropy he made! Did he not give the policy holders all that was
legally theirs?--at least, all that was _rightfully_ theirs under the
accepted business code; certainly, more than the law would have allowed
them, if laws could be made so that the good could carry on "practical"
business and yet the wicked not get undue license. Trafford had never
been a moral theorist. He had accepted the code known as legal
morals--"the world's working compromise with utopianism," he sonorously
called it. As he expanded financially, he expanded morally; by the time
he became a high financier, he was ready for the broader code known as
financial morals--wherein allowances are made for all those moral
difficulties which the legal code, being of necessity of wider
application, cannot take into account.
A fine man was Trafford, with a face that the women and the clergy
called "sweet" and "spiritual," with a full gray beard, young eyes,
bright blue and smiling, iron-gray hair that waved a little, and the
dress of the substantial citizen.
His home life was beautiful.
He had made his first and false start with a school teacher--she had had
the first grade in the school where he taught the sixth grade. She was
of about his own age, and indolent, and had never heard that a married
woman ought to keep herself up to the mark; she was, therefore, old at
thirty-two, and he still a mere boy in looks and in feeling. She said
rather severe things when he so narrowly escaped disgrace during his
apprenticeship at Trenton; they quarreled, they separated.
In the boarding house where he first stopped in New York there was a
serious, shrewd, pretty girl, the daughter of the landlady and the niece
of one of the high dignitaries of the church. Trafford induced his wife
to divorce him--before she discovered how swiftly and luxuriantly he was
putting forth bough and leaf in congenial New York. He married the
niece of the church dignitary in the parlor of the boarding house; a
"most elegant function" it was pronounced by the boarders--and, as they
read all the "fashionable intelligence" and claimed kinship with various
fashionable people, they ought to have known. The wedding was like the
bright dawn of a bright day--a somewhat cool, even frosty day, but
brilliant. Neither Trafford nor the second Mrs. Trafford had much
affection in them. Who knows, perhaps the marriage was the more
cloudless for that. Instead of exploiting each other, as loving couples
too often do, they exploited their fellow beings, he downtown, she up.
As he grew, she grew. As he became rich, she became fashionable; ten
years after that wedding, hardy indeed would have been the person who
would have dared remind her that she had once lived in a boarding house.
Conventionally, it is man's chief business to get rich, woman's chief
business to keep young looking; the Traffords were nothing if not
conventional. Mrs. Trafford appreciated that she lived in a land where
beauty in a woman counts more than seventy-five points in the hundred,
that she lived in a city where it counts at least ninety points in the
hundred. She had no use for her charms beyond mere show--show, the sole
purpose of all she did and thought and was. She took herself in hand,
after the true New York fashion, at Time's first sign of malice. She
had herself cared for from top to toe, and that intelligently--no
credulous prey to fake beautifiers was Lily Trafford. When Trafford was
fifty-two, though he did not look so much by half a dozen years, his
wife was thirty-eight, and looked less than thirty.
Nor had she neglected her other duties as woman and wife. Her husband
was rich; she had learned how to spend money. The theory among those
who have no money "to speak of," and never had, is that everyone is born
with the knowledge how to spend money. In fact, there are thousands who
know how to make money where there are ten who know how to spend it. The
whole mercantile class fattens on the ignorance of this neglected
science--fattens by selling at high prices to those who do not know what
they want or how much they should pay. Mrs. Trafford knew exactly what
she wanted--she wanted to be fashionable. She had fashion as an
instinct, as a passion. She wanted the "latest thing" in mental and
material furnishings. She cared nothing for knowledge; she was
determined to have culture, because culture was fashionable. She had no
ideas of her own, and wanted none; she followed the accepted standards.
It was the fashion to go to church; she went to church. It was the
fashion to be a little skeptical; she was cautiously skeptical. It was
the fashion to live in a palace; in a palace she lived. She went to the
fashionable dressmakers and art stores and book stores. She filled her
house with things recommended by the fashionable architects. She had
the plainest personal tastes in food, but she ate three fashionable
meals a day; and, though she loved coffee with cream, took it with hot
milk in the mornings and black after lunch and dinner, because cream was
unfashionable. Yes, Mrs. Trafford knew how to spend money. The science
of spending money is getting what you want at as low a price as anybody
can get it. Mrs. Trafford got exactly what she wanted, and got it with
no more waste than is inevitable in spending large sums with people who
lie awake of nights plotting to get more than they are entitled to.
As Armstrong looked round the salon into which he was shown, it seemed
to him he had never seen anything so magnificent or so stiff. Trafford
was housed exactly like a king--and, like a king, he had the air of
being a temporary tenant of the magnificence about him. It was the
typical great house--a crude, barbaric structure, an exhibition of
wealth with no individuality, no originality, ludicrous to the natural
eye, yet melancholy; for, from every exhibit of how little wealth buys
there protrudes the suggestion of how much it has deprived how many. In
such displays the absence of price marks is a doubtful concession to
canons of taste which in no wise apply; the price mark would at once
answer the only question that forms in the mind as the glance roams.
The Traffords, however, were as content as royalty in their
uncomfortable and unsightly surroundings; they had attained the upper
class heaven.
"So glad you could come," said Mrs. Trafford graciously to Armstrong.
Her toilet was the extreme of the fashion, and without a glimmer of
individual taste. "This is my small daughter." And she smiled up at
the thin, pretty young woman beside her in diaphanous white over palest
yellow. "We are to be six this evening," she went on. "And Boris is
coming--you know Boris Raphael?"
"Never heard of him," said Armstrong.
Miss Trafford smiled broadly. Mrs. Trafford was pained, and showed
it--not at her daughter's smile, for it she did not see, but at
Armstrong's ignorance of so important a fact in the current fashionable
fund of information. Ignorance of literature, science, art, politics,
of everything of importance in the great world, would not have disturbed
Mrs. Trafford; but ignorance of any of the trivialities it was
fashionable to know--what vulgarity, what humiliation! "He is _the_
painter of portraits," she explained. "Everyone has him. He gets
really fabulous prices."
"An American?" inquired Armstrong.
"I believe he was born here. But, of course, he has spent his life
abroad. We are so commercial. No artist could develop here."
"Is there any place on earth where they don't take all they can get?"
asked Armstrong. "Does Raphael refuse 'fabulous prices'?"
Miss Trafford laughed. Mrs. Trafford looked pained again. "Oh--but the
spirit is different over there," she replied vaguely.
"Where the men won't marry unless the girl brings a dowry?"
"The customs are different from ours," said Mrs. Trafford, patiently and
pleasantly. "Raphael has done me a great honor. He has asked to paint
me."
"Naturally, he's on the lookout for all the jobs he can get," said
Armstrong, his mind really on his impending treaty with her
husband--arranging the articles, what he would give, what demand in
exchange. The instant the words were out he realized their inexcusable
rudeness. He reddened and looked awkwardly big and piteously
apologetic.
Trafford, who had been stroking the huge deerhound on the tiger skin
before the fire, now burst in. "What's that about Raphael? Did my wife
tell you she has at last persuaded him to paint her picture?"
A miserable silence. Miss Trafford had to turn away to restrain her
laughter. Mrs. Trafford became white, then scarlet, then white again.
"The airs he's putting on!" continued Trafford, unconscious. "Why, they
tell me his father was a banana peddler and----"
"Mr. Raphael," announced the butler, holding aside one of the
ten-thousand-dollar portieres.
"Oh--Raphael!" exclaimed Trafford, with enthusiasm.
"So glad you could come," said Mrs. Trafford, gracious and sweet.
"Miss Carlin," announced the butler.
Armstrong, studying Raphael's face, which instantly attracted him,
wheeled toward the door at the sound of this name as if he had been shot
at from that direction. He might not have been noted, had he not
straightway got a far greater shock. In abandon of sheer amazement he
stared at the figure in the doorway--Neva, completely transformed in the
two years since he saw her. The revolution in her whole mode of life
and thought had produced results as striking inwardly as outwardly.
In America, transformations usually cause, at most, only momentary
surprise; for almost everyone above the grade of day laborer, and not a
few there, changes his environment completely, not once but several
times in the lifetime, readjusting himself to his better or worse
circumstances. After an interval one sees the man or the woman he has
known as poor and obscure; success has come in that interval, and with
it all the external and internal results of success. Or, failure has
come, and with it that general sloughing away and decay which is the
inevitable consequence of profound discouragement; the American, most
adaptable of human beings, accepts defeat as facilely as victory.
In Neva's case, however, the phenomenon was somewhat different. It is
not often that circumstance drags an obstinately retiring person into
activity, breaks the shell and compels that which was hidden to become
open, to develop, to dominate. The transformation of Neva seemed
somewhat as if a violet had become a tall-stemmed rose; it was, in fact,
no miracle of transubstantiation, but one of those perfectly natural
marvels, like the metamorphosis of grub into butterfly. Armstrong had
seen the chrysalis, all unsuspicious of its true nature; now, with no
knowledge of the stages between, he was seeing the ethereal beauty the
chrysalis had so securely concealed. It must be said, however, that
Boris, though he had seen the day-to-day change, the gradual unfolding
of wing and color and grace, was almost as startled as the big,
matter-of-fact Westerner. In the evolution of every living thing, there
comes a definite moment when the old vanishes and the new bursts forth
in full splendor--when bud ceases to be bud and is in a twinkling leaf
or bloom, when awkward boy or girl is all at once graceful youth, full
panoplied. Neva, knowing she was to see Armstrong that night, had put
forth the last crucial effort, had for the first time spread wide to the
light her new plumage of body and soul. And there stood in the doorway
of Trafford's salon the woman grown, radiant in that luminous envelope
which crowns certain kinds of beauty with the supreme charm of mystery.
She paused an instant before Armstrong's stare, which was disconcerting
the whole company. In spite of her forewarned self-control, her eyes
sparkled and her cheeks flushed; that stare of his was the triumph of
which she had dreamed. She came on to her hostess and extended her
hand. Mrs. Trafford, who prided herself on being the "complete
hostess," equal to any emergency, for once almost lost her head;
something in Armstrong's face, in his eyes, raised in her the dread of a
scene, and she showed it. But Neva restored her--Neva, tranquil and
graceful, a "study in lengths" to delight the least observant eye now,
her faintly shimmering evening dress of pale gray leaving bare her
beautiful arms and shoulders and neck, and giving full opportunity to
the poise of her small head with its bright brown crown of thick, vital
hair; and her eyes, gleaming from the long, narrow lids, seemed at once
to offer and refuse the delights such words as youth and passion
conjure.
"I don't wonder you can't keep from staring," said Miss Trafford in an
undertone to Armstrong, with intent to recall him to himself.
With that, he did contrive to get himself together; Mrs. Trafford
introduced him to Neva, not without a nervous flutter in her voice.
Neva put her hand out to him. "How d'ye do, Horace?" she said, with a
faint smile, neither friendly nor cold.
Armstrong took her hand without being able to speak. Mrs. Trafford was
about to say, "You have met before," when it occurred to her that this
might precipitate the scene. Dinner was announced; she paired her
guests--Lona with Armstrong, Neva with Trafford, she herself taking
Boris.
"Did you see him stare at her?" she asked, on the way to the dining
room.
Boris laughed unpleasantly. "And so should I, in the circumstance,"
replied he.
"What circumstance?"
"Seeing such a beautiful woman so suddenly," he said, after just an
instant's hesitation.
Mrs. Trafford looked shrewdly at him. "Is it a scandal?" she asked, at
the same time sending a beaming glance at Armstrong who was entering the
door at the other end of the room with her daughter on his arm.
"Not at all," replied Boris.
The dinner went placidly enough. Raphael had been almost as startled as
Armstrong when Neva appeared in the door of the salon, though he did not
show it. Expert in women's ways, he knew it was for some specific
reason that she had thus taken unprecedented pains with her toilet. Why
had she striven to outshine herself? Obviously because she wished to
punish the man who had so stupidly failed to appreciate her. A
perfectly natural desire, a perfectly natural seizing of a not to be
neglected opportunity for revenge. Still--Boris could not but wish she
had shown some such desire to dazzle him; he would have preferred that
she had been absolutely indifferent to the man of whom he often thought
with twinges of rakish jealousy. He affected high spirits, was never
more brilliant, and helped Neva to shine by giving her every
encouragement and chance to talk and talk well.
In contrast to them, Armstrong was morosely silent; occasionally he
ventured a glance across the table at Neva, and each time into his face
came the expression that suggested he was suspecting his eyes or his
mind of playing him a wildly fantastic trick. So far as he could judge,
Neva was not at all disturbed by his presence. Raphael went upstairs
soon after the women; he refused to be bored with the business
conversation into which Trafford had drawn Armstrong.
"Well," said Trafford, the moment Boris was out of the way, "what have
you decided to do?"
"I'll go in with you," said Armstrong.
Trafford rubbed his hands and his eyes sparkled--like a hungry circuit
rider at sight of the heaping platter of fried chicken. "Good!
Splendid!" he exclaimed. He glanced at butler and waiters busy clearing
the sideboard; but they took no hints that would delay their freedom,
and Trafford did not dare give an order that would put them out of humor
and the domestic machinery out of gear. "No matter," said he. "This
isn't the time to talk business. We'll arrange the details to-morrow.
Or, shall we adjourn to my study?"
"I'll come to you in a few days when I have my plans formed," said
Armstrong. "Wait till you hear from me." He tossed his cigar into a
plate. "Let's go upstairs. I must leave soon."
Meanwhile, Raphael, in the salon, had bent over Neva and had said in an
undertone, "You would like to leave? You can have my cab--it's waiting.
I'll take yours when it comes."
"Thanks, no," answered Neva. "I'm not the least in a hurry."
Her tone ruffled him. His ears had been sentinels and his eyes scouts
from the instant he knew who Armstrong was and with one expert glance
took his measure mentally and physically. He appreciated that the
female method in judging men is not at all like the male method, is
wholly beyond the comprehension of a man; still, he could not believe
that any man of the material, commercial type would attract a sincerely
artistic, delicate, spiritual woman like Neva Carlin. He could not, as
an expert in mankind, deny to Armstrong a certain charm of the force
that in repose is like the mountain and in action is like the river.
"But," reasoned he, "she knows him through and through, knows him as he
is. For her, he's a commonplace tale that is told."
As Armstrong entered, his glance darted for Neva. It had first to meet
Raphael smiling friendlily and suggesting anything but the man on guard,
every nerve alert. Armstrong frowned frank dislike. He felt at a
disadvantage before this superelegantly dressed and delicately perfumed
personage. While he was not without experience with women, he had known
only those who had sought him; his expertness was, thus, wholly in
receiving advances and turning them to such advantage as suited his
fancy, not at all in making overtures or laying siege. He saw at once
that Boris was a master at the entire game of man and woman; he recalled
Neva's passion for things artistic, her reverence for those great in
artistic achievement; despite his prejudice against Boris, he measured
him as a man of distinction and force. It seemed to him that this
handsome master-painter, so masculine in feature and figure, so
effeminately dandified in dress and manner, this fascinating specimen of
the artistic sex that is the quintessence of both sexes, must have
hypnotized his wife. Yes, his wife! For, now that Neva's revealed
personality inspired in him wonder, awe, desire, he began to think of
her as his property. He had quit title under a misapprehension; he had
been cheated, none the less because the cheater happened to be himself.
Boris, ignoring his unfriendliness, advanced, engaged him, drew in Lona
Trafford. Before he could contrive a move toward Neva, Boris had him
securely trapped in a far corner of the salon with Lona as his watchful
keeper, and was himself retreated in triumph to sit beside Neva. So
thoroughly had Boris executed the maneuver, Armstrong was seated at such
an angle that he could not even see Neva without rudely twisting away
from Miss Trafford. He did not appreciate that he was the victim of a
deliberate strategy. But Miss Trafford did; and when she found herself
unable to fix his attention, she took a vengeful pleasure in keeping him
trapped, enjoying his futile struggles, his ill-concealed wrath, his
unconcealed jealousy.
That was a miserable half hour he passed; Lona talked of the painter and
Neva--"his latest flame--you know, he's very inconstant--has the most
dreadful reputation. Mamma wouldn't let him speak half a dozen words to
me, unless she was there. They do say that Miss Carlin is making a
saint of him--though, no doubt it's a disguise that'll be thrown off as
soon as-- I don't admire that sort of man, do you, Mr. Armstrong? I
like a simple, honest man--" This with a look that said she regarded
Armstrong as such--"a man that doesn't understand feminine tricks and
the ways to circumvent women." There her cynical eyes smiled amusement
at Armstrong's ruddy, lip-biting jealousy.
"It's rather cold, so far from the fire," said Armstrong, rising.
Lona rose also; she saw that Neva was about to go. "Just a minute,"
said she. "Miss Carlin is leaving. You can take the sofa as soon as
she's out of the way."
Armstrong wheeled, left Miss Trafford precipitately. He was barely in
time to intercept Neva, on her way to the door with Trafford. "Good
night, Horace," she said. He could only stand and stare. For the first
time she looked directly at him, her eyes full upon his. He remembered
that in the old days, when their eyes occasionally met thus, hers had
made him vaguely uncomfortable; he understood why, now. What was the
meaning of this look she was giving him--this look from long, narrow
lids, this look that searched him out, thrilled him with longing and
with fear? He could not fathom it; he only knew that never before in
his entire singly intent, ambitious life had the thought occurred to him
that there might be some other worth while game than the big green
tables of finance, some other use for human beings than as pawns in that
game. She drew her hand away from his confused, detaining grasp, and
was gone, leaving him an embarrassed, depressed, ludicrous figure, to be
later the jeer of his own sense of humor.
Before Trafford had time to return from escorting her to her cab,
Armstrong took leave. A brief silence in the salon; then Mrs. Trafford
said to Raphael, "There is some mystery here, which I feel compelled to
ask you to explain. You introduced Miss Carlin to me." She noted her
daughter listening eagerly. "Lona, you would better go. Good night, my
child."
Boris looked the amusement this affectation roused in him. "Don't send
her away, Mrs. Trafford. The mystery is quite respectable. Miss Carlin
used to be Mrs. Armstrong. As there were no children, she took her own
name, when it became once more the only name she was entitled to."
"He divorced her!" exclaimed Mrs. Trafford, rearing. "And you brought
her to _my_ house!" She held it axiomatic that no woman would divorce a
well-appearing breadwinner of the highest efficiency.
"_She_ divorced _him_," corrected Raphael.
"I can't believe it," replied Mrs. Trafford. "If she did, he let her,
to avoid scandal."
"Not at all," protested Boris. "They come from a state which has queer,
sentimental divorce laws, made for honest people instead of for
hypocrites. They didn't get on well; so, the law let them go their
separate ways--since God had obviously not joined them."
"I must look into it," said Mrs. Trafford, with a frown at Raphael and a
significant side glance toward Lona. "People in our position can't
afford to----"
"I have the honor to wish you good evening," said Boris with a formal
bow. And before she could recover herself, he was gone.
"You _have_ made a mess, mamma!" exclaimed Lona.
Mrs. Trafford seemed on the verge of hysterics. "Was there _ever_ a more
unfortunate evening!" she cried. Then: "But he'd not have been so
touchy, if there wasn't something wrong."
Trafford came sauntering in and she explained the situation to him. He
flamed in alarm and anger, impatiently cut off her explanations with,
"You've got to straighten this, Lily. If Armstrong should hear of it,
and be offended, it'd cost me--I can't tell you how much!"
Mrs. Trafford looked as miserable as she felt. "I'll send off a note
apologizing to Raphael this very night," she said. "And in the morning
I'll ask her to the opera. Why didn't you warn me?"
"Warn!" exclaimed Trafford, bustling up and down, and plucking at his
neat little beard. "How was I to know? But I supposed you'd understand
that we never have anybody--any man--here unless he's of use. It's all
very well to be strict, Lily; but----"
"Let's not talk about it," wailed his wife. "I'll do my best to
straighten it. I shan't sleep a wink to-night."
Lona--"the child"--slipped away, a smile on her lips--a cynical smile
which testified that the lesson in life as it is lived in the full
stench of "respectability," had not failed to impress her.
*XII*
*"WE NEVER WERE"*
For the first time in Armstrong's career, it was imperative that he
concentrate his whole mind; and, for the first time, he could not. In
the midst of conferences with Trafford, with Atwater even, his attention
would wander; forgetful of his surroundings, he would stare dazedly at a
slim, yet not thin, figure, framed in the heavy purple and gold curtains
of a doorway--the figure of his former wife, of the recreated Neva, on
the threshold of Mrs. Trafford's salon. He had the habit of judging
himself impartially, and this newly developed weakness of character, as
strange in its way as the metamorphosis of Neva, roused angry
self-contempt; but the apparition persisted, and also his inability to
keep his thoughts off it.
Passion he understood, but not its compulsion, still less its tyranny.
Love--except love of mother and child--he regarded as a myth that
foozled only the foolish. He had sometimes thought he would like a
home, a family; but a glance at the surface of the lives of his
associates was enough to put such sentimentalities out of his head. He
saw the imbecilities of extravagance and pretense into which the wife
and daughters plunged as soon as the wealth of the head of the family
permitted, the follies into which they dragged the "old man"--how, in
his own home, just as downtown, he was not a man but a purse. No,
Armstrong had no disposition to become the drudge and dupe of a
fashionable family. So, in his life he had put woman in what he
regarded as her proper place of merest incident. He spent a great deal
of time with women--that is, a great deal for so busy a man. He liked
women better than he liked men because with them he was able to relax
and lower his guard, where with men he always had the sense of the game.
For intelligence in women he cared not at all. Beauty and a good
disposition--those were the requirements. It was not as at a woman that
he looked at this unbanishable figure--not with the longing, thought he,
or even the admiration of the masculine for the feminine--simply with
wonder, a stupid stare, an endless repetition of the query, _Who_ is it?
His vanity of self-poise was even more hard pressed to explain why he
always saw, in sinister background to the apparition of Neva, the
handsome, dandified face of Boris, strong, sensual, triumphant. He
recalled what Lona Trafford had said of the painter. Yes, that explained
it. Neva, guileless, inexperienced in the ways of the world, was being
ensnared, all unsuspicious, by this rake. And, even though she might,
probably would, have the virtuous fiber to stand out against him, still
she would lose her reputation. Already people must be talking about her;
so far as he could learn, no woman could associate with Raphael without
it being assumed that she was not wasting his time. "The scented
scoundrel!" muttered Armstrong. "Such men should be shot like mad
dogs." This with perfect sincerity; with not a mocking suggestion that
he himself had been as active in the same way as his time and
inclination had permitted.
"Really, somebody ought to warn her," was naturally the next step.
"What the devil do her people mean by letting her come here alone?"
Yes, somebody ought to warn her. Of course, he couldn't undertake the
office; his motive might be misunderstood. Still, it ought to be done.
But-- "Maybe, he's really in love with her--wants to marry her." This
reflection so enraged him that he was in grave danger of discovering to
himself the truth about his own state of mind. "Why not?" he hastily
retorted upon himself. "What do I care? I must be crazy, to spend any
time at all in thinking about matters that are nothing to me."
And he ordered the subject out of his mind. He was not surprised to
discover that it had not obeyed him. Now, hatred of Boris became a sort
of obsession with him. He found in, or imagined into, his memory
picture of the painter's face, many repellant evidences of bad
character. Whenever he heard Raphael's name, or saw it in a newspaper,
he paused irritably upon it; he was soon in the habit of thinking of him
as "that damned hound." Nor did this development unsettle his
confidence in his freedom from heart interest in Neva; he was sure his
antipathy toward the painter was the natural feeling of the normal man
toward the abnormal. "Where's the man that wouldn't despise a creature
who decks himself out with jewelry and wears rolling collars because he
wants to show off his throat, and scents himself like a man-chasing
woman?"
The longer he revolved it, the more clearly he saw the necessity that
she be warned--and the certainty that his warning would be
misunderstood. "I couldn't speak of him without showing my feelings,
and women always misinterpret that sort of thing." He looked up her
address; and, as he was walking to his hotel from the office in the late
afternoon, or was strolling about after dinner, developing his vast and
complex scheme to pile high the ruins of his enemies that he might rise
the higher upon them, he would find himself almost or quite at the
entrance to the apartment house where she lived. "I think I must be
going crazy," he said to himself one night, when he had twice within two
hours drawn himself from before her door. Then a brilliant idea came to
him: "I'll go to see her, and end this. To put a woman out of mind, all
that's necessary is to give her a thorough, impartial look-over. Also,
in ten minutes' talk with her I can judge whether it would be worth
while to warn her against that damned hound."
And at five the very next day he sent up his card. "She'll send down
word she isn't at home," he decided.
He was astonished when the boy asked him into the elevator; he was
confused when he faced at her door old Molly who had lived with them out
in Battle Field. "Step in, sir," she said stiffly, as if he were a
stranger, and an unwelcome one. He entered with his head lowered and a
pink spot on either cheek. "What the devil am I doing here?" he
muttered. "Yes, I'm losing my mind."
He heard indistinctly a man's voice in the room shut off by the curtains
at the far end of the hall--evidently she had a caller. He went in that
direction. "Is this the right way?" he called, hesitating at the
curtain.
"Yes, here," came in Neva's voice. Had he not been expecting it, he
would hardly have recognized it, so vibrant now with life.
He entered--found her and Boris. "I might have known _he'd_ be here,"
he said to himself. "No doubt he's _always_ here."
He ignored Boris; Boris stared coldly at him. "You two have met before?"
said Neva, with a glance from one to the other, her eyes like those of a
nymph smiling from the dark, dense foliage round a forest pool. "Yes, I
remember. Let me give you some tea, Horace."
As she spoke that name, Boris set down his cup abruptly. He debated
whether he should defy politeness and outsit the Westerner. He decided
that to do so would be doubly unwise--would rouse resentment in Neva,
who had had the chance to ask him to spare her being left alone with her
former husband and had not; would give him an appearance of regarding
the Westerner as an important, a dangerous person. With a look in his
eyes that belied the smile on his lips, he shook hands with her. "Until
Thursday," he said. "Don't forget you're to come half an hour earlier."
And Armstrong was alone with her, was entirely free to give her the
"thorough, impartial lookover."
He saw his imagination had not tricked him at Trafford's--his
imagination and her dress. The change in her was real, was radical,
miraculous, incredible. It was, he realized, in part, in large part, a
matter of dress, of tasteful details of toilet--hair and hands and skin
not merely clean and neat but thoroughly cared for. This change,
however, was evidently permanent, was outward sign of a new order of
thought and action, and not the accident of one evening's effort as he
had been telling himself. Their eyes met and his glance hastily
departed upon a slow tour of the room; in what contrast was it to his
own apartment, which cost so much and sheltered him so cheerlessly.
"You are very comfortable here," said he. "That, and a great deal
more."
"The Siersdorfs built this house," replied she. "They have
ideas--especially Narcisse." He thought her wonderfully, exasperatingly
self-possessed; his own blood was throbbing fiercely and her physical
charms gave him the delicious, terrifying tremors of a boy on the brink
of his first love leap.
"What is it that women"--he went on, surprised by the steadiness of his
voice, "_some_ women--do to four walls, a floor, and ceiling, and a few
pieces of furniture to get a result like this? It isn't a question of
money. The more one spends in trying to get it, the worse off he is."
"It seems to me," said she, "that, in arranging a place to live, the one
thing to consider is that it's not for show or for company, but to live
in--day and night, in all kinds of weather, and in all kinds of moods.
Make it to suit yourself, and then it'll fit you and be like you--and
those who care for you can't but be pleased with it."
"It does resemble you--here," said he. "And it doesn't suggest a palace
or an antique store or a model room in a furniture display, or an
auction room.... You work hard?"
His glance had come back to her, to linger on the graceful lines of her
throat and slim, pallid neck, revealed by the rounding out of her
tea-gown. Never before had he been drawn to note the details of a
woman's costume. He would not have believed garments could be
surcharged with all that is magnetic in feminine to masculine as was
this dress of cream white edged with narrow bands of sable.
"It would be impossible not to work, with Raphael to spur one on," was
her reply. Her accent in pronouncing that name gave him the desire to
grind something to powder between his strong, white teeth. "The better I
know him, the more wonderful he seems," continued she, a gleam in her
eyes that would have made a Raphael suspect she was not unaware of the
emotion Armstrong was trying to conceal. "I used to think his work was
great; but now it seems a feeble expression of him--of ideas he, nor no
man, could ever materialize for a coarse sense like sight."
"You don't like his work, then?" said Armstrong, pleased.
Neva looked indignant. "He's the best we have--one of the best that
ever lived," exclaimed she. "I didn't mean his work by itself wasn't
great, but that it seemed inadequate, compared with the man. When one
meets most so-called great men--your great men downtown for example--one
realizes that they owe almost everything to their slyness, that they
steal the labor of the hands and brains of others who are superior to
them in every way but craft and unscrupulousness. A truly great man, a
man like Boris Raphael, dwarfs his reputation."
Armstrong suspected a personal thrust, a contrast between him and Boris,
and was accordingly uncomfortable. "I'd like to see some of _your_
work," said he, to shift the subject.
"Not to-day. I don't feel in the mood."
"You mean, you think I wouldn't care about it--that I never was
interested in that sort of thing."
"Perhaps," she admitted.
He laughed. "There's truth in that." He was about to say, "I'm still
just as much of a Philistine as I used to be"; but he
refrained--something in her atmosphere forbade reminiscence or hint of
any connection whatever between their present and their past.
"You're like Boris in one respect," she went on. "Nothing interests you
but what is immediately useful to you."
"He's over head in love with you--isn't he?" Armstrong blurted.
Her face did not change by so much as a shade. She gave not an outward
hint that she knew he had rudely flung himself against the barrier
between them, to enter her inmost life on his own ruthless terms of
masculine intolerance of feminine equality of right. She continued to
look tranquilly at him, and, as if she had not heard his question, said,
"You don't go out home often?"
The rebuke--the severest, the completest, a woman can give a
man--flooded his face with scarlet to the line of his hair. "Not--not
often," he stammered. "That is, not at all."
"Father and I visit with each other every few weeks," she continued.
"And I take the home paper." She nodded toward a copy of the Battle
Field _Banner_, conspicuous on the table beside him. "Even the
advertisements interest me--'The first strawberries now on sale at
Blodgett's'--you remember Blodgett, with his pale red hair and pale red
eyes and pale red skin, and always in his shirt sleeves, with a
tooth-brush, bristle-end up, in his vest pocket? And I read that Sam
Warfield and his sister Mattie 'Sundayed' at Rabbit's Run, as if I knew
and loved the Warfields."
This connecting of her present self with her past had the effect of
restoring him somewhat. It established the bond of fellow-townsmen
between them. "I too take the _Banner_," said he. "It's like a visit
at home. I walk the streets and shake hands with the people. I'm glad
I come from there--but I'm glad I came."
But he could not get his ease. It seemed incredible, not, as he would
have expected, that they were such utter strangers, but that they had
ever been even acquaintances. Not the present, but the past, seemed a
trick of the imagination upon his sober senses. His feeling toward her
reminded him of how he used to regard her when he, delivering parcels
from his father's little store, came upon her, so vividly representing
to him her father's power and position in the community that he could
not see her as a person. While she continued to talk, pleasantly,
courteously, as to an acquaintance from the same town, he tried to brace
himself by recalling in intimate detail all they had been to each other;
but by no stretch of fancy could he convince himself of the truth. No,
it was not this woman who had been his wife, who had dressed and
undressed before him in the intimacy of old-fashioned married life, who
had accepted his embraces, who had borne him a child.
When he rose to go, it was with obvious consciousness of his hands and
feet; and he more than suspected her of deliberately preventing him from
recovering himself. "She's determined I shan't fail to learn my
lesson," he thought, as he stood in the outer hall, waiting for the
elevator, and recovering from his awkward exit.
A week, almost to the minute, and he came again. She received him
exactly as before--like an old acquaintance. She had to do the talking;
he could only look and listen and marvel. "I certainly wasn't so
stupid," he said to himself, "that I wouldn't have noticed her if she
had had eyes like these, or such teeth, or that form, or that beautiful
hair." He would have suspected that she had been at work with the
beauty specialists who, he had heard, were doing a smashing business
among the women, had he not seen that her manners, her speech, the use
of her voice, everything about her was in keeping with her new physical
appearance; she had expanded as symmetrically as a well-placed sapling.
The change had clearly come from within. There was a new tenant who had
made over the whole house, within and without.
What seemed to him miracle was, like all the miracles, mysterious only
because the long chain of causes and effects between beginning and end
was not visible. There probably never lived a human being to whom fate
permitted a full development of all his possibilities--there never was a
perfect season from seed-time to harvest. The world is one vast exhibit
of imperfect developments, physical, mental, moral; and to get the
standard, the perfection that might be, we have to take from a thousand
specimens their best qualities and put them together into an impossible
ideal--impossible as yet. For one fairly well-rounded human being,
satisfying to eye and mind and heart, we find ten thousand stunted,
blighted, blasted. Each of us knows that, in other, in more favorable,
in less unfavorable circumstances, he would have been far more than he
is or ever can be. But for Boris, Neva might have gone through life,
not indeed as stunted a development as she had been under the blight of
her unfortunate marriage, but far from the rounded personality,
presenting all sides to the influences that make for growth and
responding to them eagerly. Heart, and his younger brother, Mind, are
two newcomers in a universe of force. They fare better than formerly;
they will fare better hereafter; but they are still like infants exposed
in the wilderness. Some fine natures have enough of the tough fiber
successfully to make the fight; others, though they lack it, persist and
prevail by chance--for the brute pressure of force is not malign; it
crushes or spares at haphazard. Again, there are fine natures--who
knows? perhaps the finest of all, the best minds, the best hearts--that
either cannot or will not conform to the conditions. They wither and
die--not of weakness, since in this world of the survival of the
fittest, the fit are often the weak, the unfit the strong. All around
us they are withering, dying, like the good seed cast on stony
ground--the good minds, the good hearts, the men and women needing only
love and appreciation and encouragement, to shine forth in mental,
moral, and physical beauty. Of these had been Neva.
Boris, with eyes that penetrated all kinds of human surfaces and
revealed to him the realities, had seen at first glance what she was,
what she could be, what she was longing and striving to be against the
wellnigh hopeless handicaps of shyness and inexperience and solitude.
For his own sybarite purposes, material and selfish, from mere wanton
appetite, he set his noble genius to helping her; and the creative
genius finds nothing comparable in interest to the development of the
human plant, to watching it sprout and put forth leaves, blossoms,
flowers, perfume, spread into an individuality.
Every day there was some progress; and now and then, as in all nature,
there were days when overnight a marvelous beautiful change had
occurred. In scores on scores of daily conversations, between
suggestions or instructions as to painting, much of the time
consciously, most effectively and most often unconsciously, never with
patronage or pedantry, he encouraged and trained her to learn herself,
the world, the inner meaning of character and action--all that
distinguishes fine senses from coarse, the living from the numb, all
that most of us pass by as we pass a bank of wild flowers--with no
notion of the enchanting history each petal spreads for whoever will
read. Boris cleared away the weeds; he softened the soil; he gave the
light and the air access. And she grew.
But Armstrong had no suspicion of this. Indeed, if he had been told
that Boris Raphael, cynic and rake, had been about such an apparently
innocent enterprise, he would have refused to believe it; for the
Raphael temperament, the temperament that is soft and savage,
sympathetic to the uttermost refinement of delicacy and appreciation,
and hard and cruel as death, was quite beyond his comprehension.
Armstrong, looking at Neva, saw only the results, not the processes; and
he could scarcely speak for marvel, as he sat, watching and listening.
"May I come again?" he asked, when he felt he must stay no longer.
"I'm usually at home after five."
Her tone was conventional--alarmingly so. With a pleading gesture of
both hands outstretched and a youthful flush and frank blue eyes
entreating, he burst out, "I have no friends--only people who want to
get something out of me--or whom I want to get something out of. Can't
you and I be friends?"
She turned abruptly away to the window. It was so long before she
answered that he nerved himself for an overwhelming refusal of his
complete, even abject surrender with its apology for the past, the
stronger and sincerer that it was implied and did not dare narrow itself
to words. When she answered with a hesitating, "We might try," he felt
as happy as if she had granted all he was concealing behind that request
to be tolerated. He continued in the same tone of humility, "But your
life is very different from mine. I feared-- And you yourself-- I
can't believe we were ever--anything to each other."
There was her opportunity; she did not let it slip. She looked straight
into his eyes. "We never were," she said, and her eyes piercing him
from their long, narrow lids and deep shadowing lashes forbade him ever
to forget it again.
He returned her gaze as if mesmerized. Finally, "No, we never were," he
slowly repeated after her. And again, "We never were," as if he were
learning a magic password to treasures beyond those of the Forty
Thieves.
He drew a long breath, bowed with formal constraint, and went; and as he
walked homeward he kept repeating dazedly, "We never were--never!"
*XIII*
*OVERLOOK LODGE*
Overlook Lodge was Amy's first real success at amusing those
interminable hours of hers that were like a nursery full of spoiled
children on a rainy day. Every previous device, however well it had
begun, had soon been withered and killed by boredom, nemesis of idlers.
Overlook was a success that grew. It began tediously; to a person
unaccustomed to fixing the mind for longer than a few minutes, the
technical part of architecture comes hard. But before many months
Overlook had crowded out all the routine distractions; instead of its
being a mere stop-gap between them, they became an irritating
interruption to its absorbing interest. It even took the sharp edge off
her discomfiture with Armstrong; for interest is the mental cure-all.
She dreaded a return of her former state, when an empty hour would make
her walk the floor, racking her brains for something to do; she spun
this occupation out and out. Narcisse Siersdorf lost all patience; the
patience of feminine with feminine, or of masculine with masculine, is
less than infinite. "We'll never get anywhere," she protested. "You
linger over the smallest details for weeks, and you make all sorts of
absurd changes that you know can't stand, when you order them."
Narcisse did not comprehend the situation. Who with so much to do that
the months fairly flash by, can sympathize with the piteous plight of
those who have nothing to do and all the time in the world to do it?
Alois was not so unsympathetic. When the Overlook plans were begun, he
was away; but, soon after his return, Amy fastened upon him, and
presently he had abandoned all other business of the firm to his sister,
that he might devote himself to making this work "really great."
"Concentration's the thing," said he to Narcisse, in excusing himself to
her--and to himself. "Miss Fosdick has the true artistic spirit. She
is willing to let me give full play to my imagination, and she
interferes only to help and to stimulate. I feel I can afford to devote
an unusual amount of time and thought. When the work is done, it'll be a
monument to us."
Narcisse gave him a queer glance, and her laugh was as queer as her
eyes. He colored and frowned--and continued to dawdle with Amy over the
plans. It was not his fault, nor hers, that the actual work finally did
begin; it was the teasing of her father and Hugo about these endless
elaborations of preparation. "When Overlook is begun" became the family
synonym for never. She and Alois suddenly started the work, and pushed
it furiously.
The site selected had nothing to recommend it but a view that was far
and away the most extensive and varied in that beautiful part of New
Jersey--mountains, hills, plains, rivers, lakes, wildernesses, villages,
farms, two cities--a vast sweep of country, like a miniature summary of
the earth's whole surface. But Overlook Hill was in itself barren and
shapeless. Many times, rich men in search of places where they could see
and be seen had taken it under consideration; but always the natural
difficulties and the expense had discouraged them. Fosdick had bought
the site before investigating; he had been about to sell, when Amy took
Narcisse out there. The builder instantly saw, and unfolded to Amy, a
plan for making the hill as wonderful in itself as in its prospect; and
that original inspiration of hers was the basis of all that was done.
When Amy and Alois did set to work, they at once put into motion
thousands of arms and wheels. The day came when the whole hill swarmed
with men and carts, with engines and hoisting machines and steam diggers
and blasting apparatus; and the quiet valley resounded with the uproar
of the labor. Amy took rooms at the little hotel in the village, had
them costlily refurnished, moved in with a cook and staff of servants;
Alois came out every morning, even Sundays. The country people watched
the performance in stupefaction; it was their first acquaintance with
the audacities upon nature which modern science has made possible. And
presently they saw a rugged cliff rise where there had been a
commonplace steep, saw great terraces, slopes, levels, gentle grades,
supersede the northern ascents of Overlook. The army of workmen laid
hold of that huge upheaval of earth and rock and shaped it as if it had
been a handful of potter's clay.
Near the base of the cliff ran the river; barges laden with stone began
to arrive--stone from Vermont and from Georgia, from Indiana, from
Italy. A funicular clambered up the surface of the cliff; soon its cars
were moving all day, bearing the stone to the lofty top of the hill; and
there appeared the beginnings of foundations--not of a house alone, but
of a dozen buildings, widely separated, and of terraces and lake bottoms
and bridges--for a torrent, with several short falls and one long leap,
was part of the plans. At the same time, other barges, laden with earth
and with great uprooted living trees, arrived in interminable
procession, and upon bare heights and slopes now began to appear patches
of green, clumps of wood. And where full-grown transplanted trees were
not set out, saplings were being planted by the hundreds. As the stone
walls rose, sod was brought--acres of grass of various kinds; and
creepers and all manner of wild growing things to produce wilderness
effects in those parts of the park which were not to be constructed with
all the refinements of civilization. These marvels of
nature-manufacture were carried on in privacy; for the very first work
had been to enclose the hill, from cliff edge round to cliff edge on the
other side, with a high stone wall, pierced by only two entrances--one,
the main entrance with wrought-iron gates from France, and a lodge; the
other, the farm or service entrance, nearer the village and the river.
Amy and Alois had begun as soon as the frost was out of the ground. By
June they had almost all the trees planted. The following spring, and
the transformation was complete. Overlook Hill, as it had been for
ages, was gone; in its place was a graceful height, clad in a thousand
shades of green and capped by a glistening white bastionlike building
half hid among trees that looked as if they had been there a century at
least. Indeed, except the buildings, nothing seemed new, everything
seemed to belong where it was, to have been there always. The sod, the
tangle of creepers and underbrush on the cliff and in the ravines, the
cliff and the ravines themselves, all looked like the product of
nature's slow processes. The masonry, the roads, the drives--signs of
age and of long use. One would have said that the Fosdicks were
building on an old place, a house better suited to modern conditions
than some structure, dating from Revolutionary days at least, which must
have stood in those venerable surroundings and had been torn down to
make room for the new.
"The buildings are going to look too new," said Alois. And he proceeded
to have them more artfully weather-stained.
Narcisse had preached the superiority of small houses to Amy until she
had convinced her. So, Overlook Lodge, while not so small as it looked,
was still within the sane limits for a private house. And the interior
arrangements--the distribution of large rooms and less, of sunny rooms,
of windows, of stairways, of closets--were most ingenious. No space was
wasted; no opportunity for good views from the windows or for agreeable
lines, without or within, was neglected. Through and through it was a
house to be lived in, a house whose comfort obtruded and whose luxury
retired.
In the woodwork, in the finishing of walls and ceilings, in the
furniture, Alois followed out the general scheme of the appearance of an
old-established residence, a family homestead that had sent forth many
generations. Before a stone had been blasted at Overlook, the furniture
and the woven stuffs were designed and manufacturing. While the outer
walls of the house were finishing, the rooms were beginning to look as
if they had been lived in long. There was nothing new-looking anywhere
except the plumbing; nothing old-looking, either. The air was that of
things created full grown, things which have not had a shiny, awkward
youth and could not have a musty, rickety, rotten old age.
There came a day when the last rubbish was cleared, when the last
creeper was in leaf, the last flower in bloom, when the grass and the
trees seemed green with their hundredth summer, when the settees and
chairs and hammocks were on the verandas and porticos as if they had
been there for many a year, when no odor of fresh paint or varnish or
look of newness could be detected anywhere about the house--and the
"work of art" was finished. Alois and Amy, in an automobile, went over
every part of the grounds, examined them from without and from within;
then they made a tour of the house, noting everything. Changes,
improvements, could be made, would be made; but the work as a work was
finished. They seated themselves on a veranda overlooking the valley,
and listened to the rush of the torrent, descending through the ravines,
in banks of moss and wild flowers, to spring from the edge of the cliff.
Amy burst into tears.
"You're very tired, aren't you!" said Alois sympathetically. There were
tears in his eyes.
"No, that isn't it," she answered, her face hidden--she knew she didn't
look at all well when she was crying.
"I understand," said he. "There's something tragic about finishing
anything. It's like bringing up a child, and having it marry and go
away." He sighed. "Yes, we're done."
"I feel horribly lonely," she cried. "I've lost my occupation. It's
the first great real sorrow of my life. I wish we hadn't been in such a
hurry! We might have made it last a year or two longer."
"I wish we had!"
"You can't wish it as I do. You will go on and build other houses. You
have a career. It seems to me that _I've_ come to the very end."
"You don't realize," he said hesitatingly, "that it was the personal
element in this that gave--that gives it its whole meaning, to me. I
was working with you and--for you."
He glanced at her eagerly, but with a certain timidity, for some sign
that would encourage him. A hundred times at least, in those months
when he had spent the whole of almost every day with her, he had been on
the point of telling her what was in his heart, why he was so tireless
and so absorbed in their task. But he had never had the courage to
begin. By what he regarded as a malicious fatality, she had always
shifted the conversation to something with which sentiment would not
have harmonized at all. Apparently she was quite unconscious that he
was a man; and how she could be, when he was so acutely alive to her as
a woman, he could not understand. Sometimes he thought she was fond of
him--"as fond as a nice girl is likely to be, before the man declares
himself." Again, it seemed to him she cared nothing about him except as
an architect. Her wealth put around her, not only physically but also
mentally, a halo of superiority. He could not judge her as just a
woman. He always saw in her the supernal sheen of her father's millions.
He knew he had great talent; he was inordinately vain about it in a
way--as talented people are apt to be, where they stop short of genius,
which--usually, not always--has a true sense of proportion and gets no
pleasure from contrasting itself with its inferiors. He would have been
as swift as the next man to deny, with honest scorn, that he was a
wealth worshiper; and as he was artist enough to worship it only where
it took on graceful forms, he could have made out a plausible case for
himself. Amy, for example, was not homely or vulgar--or petty. She had
good ideas and good taste and concealed the ugly part of her nature as
dexterously as by the arrangement of her hair she concealed the fact
that it was neither very long nor very thick. Besides, in her
intercourse with Alois, there was no reason why any but the best side of
her should ever show.
Narcisse gave over trying to make him sensible where Amy was concerned,
as soon as she saw upon what he was bent. "He wouldn't think of her
seriously if she weren't rich," she said to herself. "But, since he is
determined to take her seriously, it's better that he should be able to
delude himself into believing he loves her. And maybe he does. Isn't
love always nine tenths delusion of some sort?" So, she left him free
to go on with Amy, to love her, to win her love if he could. But--could
he? He feared not. That so wonderful a creature, one who might marry
more millions and blaze, the brightest star in the heavens of
fashionable New York, should take him--it seemed unlikely. "She ought
to prefer congeniality to wealth," thought he, "but"--with an
unconscious inward glance--"it's not in human nature to do it."
As they sat there together in the midst of their completed work, he
waiting for some hopeful sign, she at least did not change the subject.
"Hasn't what we've been doing had any--personal interest for you?" he
urged.
She nodded. "Yes, I owe my interest in it to you," she conceded. But
she went on to discourage him with, "We have been _such_ friends.
Usually, a young man and a young woman can't be together, as have we,
without trying to marry each other."
"That's true," assented he, much dejected. Then, desperately, "That's
why I've put off saying what I'm going to say until the work should be
done."
"Oh!" she exclaimed. "Don't say it, please--not now."
"But you must have known," he pleaded.
"I never thought of it," replied she with an air of frankness that
convinced him.
"Well--won't you think of it--now?"
"Not to-day," was her answer, in the tone a woman uses when she is
uncertain and wishes to convince herself that she is certain. She rose
and crossed to the edge of the veranda.
In such circumstances, when the woman turns her back on the man, it is
usually to signify that she has a traitor within, willing to yield to a
surprise that which could not be won by a direct assault; and, had
Alois's love been founded in passion instead of in interest, he would
not have followed her hesitatingly, doing nothing, simply saying
stumblingly: "I don't wish to annoy you. But let me say one
thing--Amy--I love you, and to get you means life to me, and not to get
you means the death of all that is really me. I think I could make you
happy--you who are so interested in what is my life work. It must be
our life work."
"I've thought of that," responded she softly. "But, not to-day--not
to-day." A pause during which she was hoping, in spite of herself, that
he would at least insist. When he remained silent and respectful, she
went on: "Don't you think we may let father and Hugo come?"
"By all means. Everything is ready." And they went back to talking of
the work--of the surprise awaiting Fosdick.
Fosdick had gratified her and delighted himself by playing the fondly
indulgent father throughout the building of Overlook. He had put the
widest limits on expense, he had asked no questions; he had let her keep
him ignorant of all that was being done. It was a remarkable and most
characteristic display of generosity. When a man earns a fortune by his
own efforts, by risking his own property again and again, he is rarely
"princely" in his generosity. But with the men who grow rich by risking
other people's money in campaigns against rival captains of finance and
industry who are also submitting to the fortunes of commercial war
little or nothing that is rightfully theirs, then the princely qualities
come out--the generosity with which the prince wastes the substance of
his subjects in luxury, in largesse, and in wars. Fosdick felt most
princely in relation to the properties he controlled. Whatever he did,
if it was merely eating his breakfast or consulting a physician when he
was ill, he did it for the benefit of the multitude whose money was
invested in his various enterprises. Thus, when he took, he could take
only his own; when he gave, he was "graciously pleased" to give up his
own.
This simple, easy, and most natural theory reduced all divisions of
profits, losses, expenses, to mere matters of bookkeeping. If his
losses or expenses were heavy, the dividends to policy holders and
stockholders must be small--clearly, he who had done his best and had
acted only for the good of others ought not to cripple or hamper his
future unselfish endeavors. If the profits were large--why dribble them
out to several hundred thousand people who had done nothing to make
them, who did not deserve, did not expect, and would not appreciate?
No; the extra profits to the war-chest--which was naturally and of
necessity and of right in the secure possession of the
commander-in-chief. So, Fosdick, after the approved and customary manner
of the princely industrial successors to the princely aristocratic
parasites on mankind, was able to indulge himself in the luxury of
generosity without inflicting any hardship upon his conscience or upon
his purse.
The distribution of the cost of the new house had presented many nice
problems in bookkeeping. Some of the expense--for raw materials,
notably--was merged into the construction accounts of the O.A.D. and two
railway systems; but the largest part was covered by the results of two
big bond deals and a stock manipulation. This part appeared on the
records as an actual payment by Fosdick out of his own private fortune;
but on the other side of the ledger stood corresponding profits from the
enterprises mentioned, and these profits, on careful analysis, were seen
to have come from the fact that, when profits were to be distributed,
Fosdick the private person was in no way distinguishable from Fosdick
the trustee of the multitude.
If the old man had not had confidence in his daughter's good sense and
good taste and in Siersdorf's ability, he would not have given them the
absolutely free hand. It was, therefore, with the liveliest
expectations that he took the train for Overlook. As he and Hugo
descended at the station, they looked toward Overlook Hill, so amazingly
transformed. "Well, you've certainly done _something_!" he exclaimed to
Amy, as she came forward to meet him. "Why, I'd not have known the
place. Splendid! Superb!" And he kissed her and shook hands warmly
with Alois.
On the way through the village in the auto, he gushed a stream of
enthusiasm and comment. "That cliff, now--what a fine idea! And the
cascade--why, you've doubled the value of real estate throughout this
region. I must quietly gather in some land round here-- You are in on
that, Siersdorf. The railway station must be improved. I'll see
Thorne--he's president of the road and a good friend of mine--he'll put
up a proper building--you must draw the plans, Siersdorf. This
village--it's unsightly. We must either wipe it out or make it into a
model."
His enthusiasm continued at the boiling point until they ascended the
hill and had the first full view of the house. Then his face lengthened
and he lapsed into silence. Hugo was not so considerate. "Do you mean
to tell me _this_ is the house?" demanded he of Amy. "Why, it's a
cottage. How ridiculous to put such a climax to all these
preparations!"
Amy's eyes flashed and she tossed her head scornfully.
Hugo continued to look and began to laugh. "Ridiculous!" he repeated.
"Don't you think so, father?"
"It is hardly what I expected," confessed Fosdick. "It isn't done yet,
is it, Amy?"
"Yes, it's done," she said angrily. "And it's the best thing about the
place. I don't want you to say anything more until you've gone over it.
The trouble with you and Hugo is that your taste has been corrupted by
the vulgarity in New York. You don't appreciate the difference between
beauty and ostentation. Mr. Siersdorf has built a house for a gentleman,
not for a multimillionaire."
That silenced them; and in silence she led the way into and through the
house, by a route that would present all its charms and comforts in
effective succession. She made no comments; she simply regulated the
speed of the tour, trusting to their eyes to show them what she could
not believe any eyes could fail to see. At the veranda commanding the
most magnificent of the many views, she brought the tour to an end. The
luncheon table was there, and she ordered the servants to bring lunch.
And a delicious lunch it was, ending with wonderful English
strawberries, crimson, huge, pink-white within and sweet as their own
fragrance--"grown on the place," explained Amy, "and this cream is from
our own dairy down there."
"I take it all back," said Fosdick. "You and Siersdorf were right. Eh,
Hugo?"
"It's better than I thought," conceded Hugo. "There certainly is a--a
tone about the house that I've not often seen on this side of the
water."
"And there's a comfort you've never seen on the other side," said Amy.
"You are satisfied, father?"
"Satisfied!" exclaimed Fosdick. "I'm overwhelmed."
And when they had had coffee, which, Hugo said, reminded him of the Cafe
Anglais at Paris, Siersdorf took them for a second tour of the house,
pointing out the conveniences, the luxuries, the evidences of good
taste, expanding upon them, eulogizing them, feeling as he talked that
he had created them. "A gentleman's home!" he cried again and again.
"It'll be a rebuke to all these vulgarians who are trying to show how
much money they've got. Why, you never think, as you walk around here,
'How much this cost,' but only, 'How beautiful it is, and how
comfortable.' A house for a gentleman. A gentleman's _home_--that's
what I call it."
At each burst of enthusiasm from her father, Amy beamed on Alois. And
Alois was dizzy with happiness and hope.
*XIV*
*WOMAN'S DISTRUST--AND TRUST*
Having got what she wanted of Alois, Amy now permitted her better nature
to reproach her for having absorbed him so long and so completely. She
assumed Narcisse was blaming, was disliking, her for it; and, indeed,
Narcisse had been watching the performance with some anger and more
disgust. Before Alois came upon the scene, and while Amy was still in
the first flush of enthusiasm for her new friend, Narcisse had begun to
draw back. She saw that Amy, like everyone who has always had his own
way and so has been made capricious, was without capacity for real
friendship. If she had thought Amy worth while, she would have held
her--for Narcisse was many-sided and could make herself so interesting
that few indeed would not have seemed tame and dull after her. But she
decided that Amy was not worth while; and to cut short Amy's constant
attempts to interfere between her and her work, she emphasized her
positive, even aggressive, individuality, instead of softening it.
Servants, fortune-hunters, flatterers, the army of parasites that
gathers to swoop upon anyone with anything to give, had made Amy
intolerant of the least self-assertiveness; and to be a very porcupine
of prickly points; Narcisse had only to give way to her natural bent for
the candid.
For example, Narcisse had common sense--like most people of good taste;
for, is not sound sense the basis of sound taste, indeed the prime
factor in all sound development of whatever kind? Now, there is nothing
more inflammatory than steadfast good sense. It rebukes and mocks us,
making us seem as stupid and as foolish as we fear we are. Narcisse
would not eat things that did not agree with her; it irritated
self-indulgent Amy against her, when they lunched together and she
refused to eat as foolishly as did Amy. Again, Narcisse would not drive
when she could walk, because driving was as bad for health and looks as
walking was good for them. Amy knew that, with her tendency to fat, she
ought never to drive. But she was lazy, doted on the superiority
driving seemed to give, was nervous about the inferiority "the best
people" attached to a woman's walking. So she persisted in driving, and
ruffled at Narcisse for being equally persistent in the sensible course.
It is the common conception of friendship that one's friend must do what
one wishes and is no friend if he does not; Amy felt that way about it.
Alois had come back from abroad just in time to save the Fosdick
architectural trade to the firm. Narcisse would soon have alienated
it--and would have been glad to see it go; in fact, since she had
realized where the Fosdick money came from, she with the greatest
difficulty restrained herself from bursting forth to Alois in
"impractical sentimentalities" which she knew would move him only
against herself.
Amy expected Narcisse's enthusiasm toward Overlook to be very, very
restrained indeed. "She must be jealous," thought Amy, "because she has
had so little to do with it, and I so much." But she had to admit that
she had misjudged the builder. It is not easy satisfactorily to praise
to anyone a person or a thing he has in his heart; the most ardent
praise is likely to seem cold, and any lapse in discrimination rouses a
suspicion of insincerity. If Narcisse had not felt the beauty of what
her brother and Amy had done, she could not have made Amy's enthusiasm
for her flame afresh, as it did. Before Narcisse finished, Amy thought
that she herself had not half appreciated how well she and Alois had
wrought. "But it would never have been anything like so satisfactory,"
said she in a burst of impulsive generosity, "if you hadn't started it
all."
"I wish I could feel that I had some part in it," said Narcisse, "but I
can't, in honesty."
And she meant it. Those who have fertile, luxuriant minds rarely keep
account of the ideas they are constantly and prodigally pouring out.
Narcisse had forgotten--though Amy had not--that it was she who was
inspired by that site to dream the dream that her brother and Amy had
realized. It was on the tip of Amy's tongue to say this; but she
decided to refrain. "I probably exaggerate the influence of what she
said," she thought. "We saw it together and talked it over together,
and no doubt each of us borrowed from the other"--let him who dares,
criticise this, in a world that shines altogether by reflected lights.
As the two young women talked on, the builder gradually returned to her
constrained attitude. She saw that Amy was taking to herself the whole
credit for Overlook, was looking on Alois as simply a stimulant to her
own great magnetism and artistic sense, was patronizing him as a capable
and satisfactory agent for transmitting them into action. And this made
her angry, not with Amy but with Alois. "Amy isn't to blame," she said
to herself. "It's his fault. To please her he has been exaggerating her
importance to herself, and he has succeeded in convincing her. She has
ended up just where people always end up, when you encourage them to
give their vanity its head." She tried to devise some way of helping
her brother, of reminding Amy that he was entitled to credit for some
small part of the success; but she could think of nothing to say that
Amy would not misinterpret into jealousy either for herself or for her
brother. When she got back to the offices, she said to him:
"If I were you, I'd not let a certain young woman imagine she has _all_
the brains."
"What do you mean?" said he, clouding at once. He showed annoyance
nowadays whenever she mentioned the Fosdicks.
"She'll soon be thinking you couldn't get along without her to give you
ideas," replied Narcisse. "It's bad all round--bad for the woman, bad
for the man--when he gets her too crazy about herself. She's likely to
overlook his merits entirely in her excitement about her own."
"You are prejudiced against her, Narcisse," said Alois angrily. "And it
isn't a bit like you to be so."
Narcisse, not being an angel, flared. "I'm not half as prejudiced
against her as you'd be three months after you married her," she cried.
"But you'll not get her, if you keep on as you're going now. Instead of
showing her how awed you are by her, you'd better be teaching her that
she ought to be in awe of you, that it's what _you_ give her that makes
her shine so bright."
And she fled to her own office, fuming against the folly of men and the
silliness of women, and thoroughly miserable over the whole situation;
for, at bottom she believed that such a woman as Amy must have feminine
instinct enough fairly to jump at such a man as Alois, if there was a
chance to attach him permanently; and, the prospect of Alois marrying a
woman who could do him no good, who was all take and no give, put her
into such a frame of mind that she wished she had the mean streak
necessary to intriguing him and her apart.
It was on one of the bluest of her blue days of forebodings about Alois
and Amy that Neva came in to see her; and a glance at Neva's face was
sufficient to convince her that bad news was imminent. "What is it,
Neva?" she demanded. "I've felt all the morning that something rotten
was on the way. Now, I know it's here. Tell me."
"Do you recall Mrs. Ranier? She was at my place one afternoon----"
"Perfectly," interrupted Narcisse, "Amy Fosdick's sister."
"She took a great fancy to you. And when she heard something she
thought you ought to know, she came to me and asked me to tell you. She
said she knew you'd be discreet--that you could be trusted."
"I liked her, too," said Narcisse. "I think she can trust me."
"It's about--about--those insurance buildings," continued Neva,
painfully embarrassed. "I'm afraid I'm rather incoherent. It's the
first time I ever interfered in anyone else's business."
"Tell me," urged Narcisse. "I suppose it's something painful. But I'm
good and tough---speak straight out."
"Mrs. Ranier's husband is in the furniture business, and through that he
found out there's a scandal coming. She says those people downtown will
drag you and your brother in, will probably try to hide themselves
behind you. She heard last night, and came early this morning. 'Tell
her,' she said, 'not to let her brother reassure her, but to look into
it--clear to the bottom.'"
Narcisse was motionless, her eyes strained, her face haggard.
"That's all," said Neva, rising. "I shouldn't have come, shouldn't have
said anything to you, if I had not known that Mrs. Ranier has the best
heart in the world, and isn't an alarmist."
Narcisse faced Neva and pressed her hands, without looking at her.
"If there is anything I can do, you have only to ask," said Neva, going.
She had too human an instinct to linger and offer sympathy to pride in
its hour of abasement.
"There's one thing you can do," said Narcisse, nervous and intensely
embarrassed.