Properly speaking, there is but one era in the life of Burns, and that the

earliest. We have not youth and manhood; but only youth: for, to the end,

we discern no decisive change in the complexion of his character; in his

thirty-seventh year, he is still, as it were, in youth. With all that

resoluteness of judgment, that penetrating insight, and singular maturity

of intellectual power, exhibited in his writings, he never attains to any

clearness regarding himself; to the last he never ascertains his peculiar

aim, even with such distinctness as is common among ordinary men; and

therefore never can pursue it with that singleness of will, which insures

success and some contentment to such men. To the last, he wavers between

two purposes: glorying in his talent, like a true poet, he yet cannot

consent to make this his chief and sole glory, and to follow it as the

one thing needful, through poverty or riches, through good or evil report.

Another far meaner ambition still cleaves to him; he must dream and

struggle about a certain "Rock of Independence;" which, natural and even

admirable as it might be, was still but a warring with the world, on the

comparitively insignificant ground of his being more or less completely

supplied with money, than others; of his standing at a higher, or at a

lower altitude in general estimation, than others. For the world still

appears to him, as to the young, in borrowed colors; he expects from it

what it cannot give to any man; seeks for contentment, not within himself,

in action and wise effort, but from without, in the kindness of

circumstances, in love, friendship, honor, pecuniary ease. He would be

happy, not actively and in himself, but passively, and from some ideal

cornucopia of Enjoyments, not earned by his own labor, but showered on

him by the beneficence of Destiny. Thus, like a young man, he cannot

steady himself for any fixed or systematic pursuit, but swerves to and

fro, between passionate hope, and remorseful disappointment: rushing

onwards with a deep tempestuous force, he surmounts or breaks asunder many

a barrier; travels, nay, advances far, but advancing only under uncertain

guidance, is ever and anon turned from his path: and to the last, cannot

reach the only true happiness of a man, that of clear, decided Activity in

the sphere for which by nature and circumstances he has been fitted and

appointed.

We do not say these things in dispraise of Burns: nay, perhaps, they but

interest us the more in his favor. This blessing is not given soonest to

the best; but rather, it is often the greatest minds that are latest in

obtaining it; for where most is to be developed, most time may be

required to develope it. A complex condition had been assigned him from

without, as complex a condition from within: no "pre-established harmony"

existed between the clay soil of Mossgiel and the empyrean soul of Robert

Burns; it was not wonderful, therefore, that the adjustment between them

should have been long postponed, and his arm long cumbered, and his sight

confused, in so vast and discordant an economy, as he had been appointed

steward over. Byron was, at his death, but a year younger than Burns; and

through life, as it might have appeared, far more simply situated; yet in

him, too, we can trace no such adjustment, no such moral manhood; but at

best, and only a little before his end, the beginning of what seemed such.

By much the most striking incident in Burns's Life is his journey to

Edinburgh; but perhaps a still more important one is his residence at

Irvine, so early as in his twenty-third year. Hitherto his life had been

poor and toilworn; but otherwise not ungenial, and, with all its

distresses, by no means unhappy. In his parentage, deducting outward

circumstances, he had every reason to reckon himself fortunate: his father

was a man of thoughtful, intense, earnest character, as the best of our

peasants are; valuing knowledge, possessing some, and, what is far better

and rarer, open-minded for more; a man with a keen insight, and devout

heart; reverent towards God, friendly therefore at once, and fearless

towards all that God has made; in one word, though but a hard-handed

peasant, a complete and fully unfolded _Man_. Such a father is seldom

found in any rank in society; and was worth descending far in society to

seek. Unfortunately, he was very poor; had he been even a little richer,

almost ever so little, the whole might have issued far otherwise. Mighty

events turn on a straw; the crossing of a brook decides the conquest of

the world. Had this William Burns's small seven acres of nursery ground

anywise prospered, the boy Robert had been sent to school; had struggled

forward, as so many weaker men do, to some university; come forth not as a

rustic wonder, but as a regular well-trained intellectual workman, and

changed the whole course of British Literature,--for it lay in him to have

done this! But the nursery did not prosper; poverty sank his whole family

below the help of even our cheap school-system: Burns remained a

hard-worked plough-boy, and British literature took its own course.

Nevertheless, even in this rugged scene, there is much to nourish him. If

he drudges, it is with his brother, and for his father and mother, whom he

loves, and would fain shield from want. Wisdom is not banished from their

poor hearth, nor the balm of natural feeling: the solemn words, _Let us

Worship God_, are heard there from a "priest-like father;" if threatenings

of unjust men throw mother and children into tears, these are tears not of

grief only, but of holiest affection; every heart in that humble group

feels itself the closer knit to every other; in their hard warfare they

are there together, a "little band of brethren." Neither are such tears,

and the deep beauty that dwells in them, their only portion. Light visits

the hearts as it does the eyes of all living: there is a force, too, in

this youth, that enables him to trample on misfortune; nay, to bind it

under his feet to make him sport. For a bold, warm, buoyant humor of

character has been given him; and so the thick-coming shapes of evil are

welcomed with a gay, friendly irony, and in their closest pressure he

bates no jot of heart or hope. Vague yearnings of ambition fail not, as

he grows up; dreamy fancies hang like cloud-cities around him; the curtain

of Existence is slowly rising, in many-colored splendor and gloom: and the

auroral light of first love is gilding his horizon, and the music of song

is on his path; and so he walks

"----in glory and in joy,

Behind his plough, upon the mountain side!"

We know, from the best evidence, that up to this date, Burns was happy;

nay, that he was the gayest, brightest, most fantastic, fascinating being

to be found in the world; more so even than he ever afterwards appeared.

But now at this early age, he quits the paternal roof; goes forth into

looser, louder, more exciting society; and becomes initiated in those

dissipations, those vices, which a certain class of philosophers have

asserted to be a natural preparative for entering on active life; a kind

of mud-bath, in which the youth is, as it were, necessitated to steep,

and, we suppose, cleanse himself, before the real toga of Manhood can be

laid on him. We shall not dispute much with this class of philosophers; we

hope they are mistaken; for Sin and Remorse so easily beset us at all

stages of life, and are always such indifferent company, that it seems

hard we should, at any stage, be forced and fated not only to meet, but to

yield to them; and even serve for a term in their leprous armada. We hope

it is not so. Clear we are, at all events, it cannot be the training one

receives in this service, but only our determining to desert from it, that

fits for true manly Action. We become men, not after we have been

dissipated, and disappointed in the chase of false pleasure; but after we

have ascertained, in any way, what impassable barriers hem us in through

this life; how mad it is to hope for contentment to our infinite soul from

the _gifts_ of this extremely finite world! that a man must be sufficient

for himself; and that "for suffering and enduring there is no remedy but

striving and doing." Manhood begins when we have in any way made truce

with Necessity; begins, at all events, when we have surrendered to

Necessity, as the most part only do; but begins joyfully and hopefully

only when we have reconciled ourselves to Necessity; and thus, in reality,

triumphed over it, and felt that in Necessity we are free. Surely, such

lessons as this last, which, in one shape or other, is the grand lesson

for every mortal man, are better learned from the lips of a devout mother,

in the looks and actions of a devout father, while the heart is yet soft

and pliant, than in collision with the sharp adamant of Fate, attracting

us to shipwreck us, when the heart is grown hard, and may be broken

before it will become contrite! Had Burns continued to learn this, as he

was already learning it, in his father's cottage, he would have learned it

fully, which he never did,--and been saved many a lasting aberration, many

a bitter hour and year of remorseful sorrow.

It seems to us another circumstance of fatal import in Burns's history,

that at this time too he became involved in the religious quarrels of his

district; that he was enlisted and feasted, as the fighting man of the

New-Light Priesthood, in their highly unprofitable warfare. At the tables

of these free-minded clergy, he learned much more than was needful for

him. Such liberal ridicule of fanaticism awakened in his mind scruples

about Religion itself; and a whole world of Doubts, which it required

quite another set of conjurors than these men to exorcise. We do not say

that such an intellect as his could have escaped similar doubts, at some

period of his history; or even that he could, at a later period, have come

through them altogether victorious and unharmed: but it seems peculiarly

unfortunate that this time, above all others, should have been fixed for

the encounter. For now, with principles assailed by evil example from

without, by "passions raging like demons" from within, he had little need

of skeptical misgivings to whisper treason in the heat of the battle, or

to cut off his retreat if he were already defeated. He loses his feeling

of innocence; his mind is at variance with itself; the old divinity no

longer presides there; but wild Desires and wild Repentance alternately

oppress him. Ere long, too, he has committed himself before the world; his

character for sobriety, dear to a Scottish peasant, as few corrupted

worldings can even conceive, is destroyed in the eyes of men; and his

only refuge consists in trying to disbelieve his guiltiness, and is but a

refuge of lies. The blackest desperation now gathers over him, broken only

by the red lightnings of remorse. The whole fabric of his life is blasted

asunder; for now not only his character, but his personal liberty, is to

be lost; men and Fortune are leagued for his hurt; "hungry Ruin has him in

the wind." He sees no escape but the saddest of all: exile from his loved

country, to a country in every sense inhospitable and abhorrent to him.

While the "gloomy night is gathering fast," in mental storm and solitude,

as well as in physical, he sings his wild farewell to Scotland:

"Farewell, my friends, farewell my foes!

My peace with these, my love with those:

The bursting tears my heart declare;

Adieu, my native banks of Ayr!"

Light breaks suddenly in on him in floods; but still a false transitory

light, and no real sunshine. He is invited to Edinburgh; hastens thither

with anticipating heart; is welcomed as in triumph, and with universal

blandishment and acclamation; whatever is wisest, whatever is greatest, or

loveliest there, gathers round him, to gaze on his face, to show him

honor, sympathy, affection. Burns's appearance among the sages and nobles

of Edinburgh, must be regarded as one of the most singular phenomena in

modern Literature; almost like the appearance of some Napoleon among the

crowned sovereigns of modern Politics. For it is nowise as a "mockery

king," set there by favor, transiently, and for a purpose, that he will

let himself be treated; still less is he a mad Rienzi, whose sudden

elevation turns his too weak head; but he stands there on his own basis;

cool, unastonished, holding his equal rank from Nature herself; putting

forth no claim which there is not strength _in_ him, as well as about him,

to vindicate. Mr. Lockhart has some forcible observations on this point:

"It needs no effort of imagination," says he, "to conceive what the

sensations of an isolated set of scholars (almost all either clergymen or

professors) must have been, in the presence of this big-boned,

black-browed, brawny stranger, with his great flashing eyes, who, having

forced his way among them from the plough-tail, at a single stride,

manifested in the whole strain of his bearing and conversation, a most

thorough conviction, that in the society of the most eminent men of his

nation, he was exactly where he was entitled to be; hardly deigned to

flatter them by exhibiting even an occasional symptom of being flattered

by their notice; by turns calmly measured himself against the most

cultivated understandings of his time in discussion; overpowered the _bon

mots_ of the most celebrated convivialists by broad floods of merriment,

impregnated with all the burning life of genius; astounded bosoms

habitually enveloped in the thrice-piled folds of social reserve, by

compelling them to tremble,--nay, to tremble visibly,--beneath the

fearless touch of natural pathos; and all this without indicating the

smallest willingness to be ranked among those professional ministers of

excitement, who are content to be paid in money and smiles for doing what

the spectators and auditors would be ashamed of doing in their own

persons, even if they had the power of doing it; and last, and probably

worst of all, who was known to be in the habit of enlivening societies

which they would have scorned to approach, still more frequently than

their own, with eloquence no less magnificent; with wit, in all

likelihood still more daring; often enough as the superiors whom he

fronted without alarm might have guessed from the beginning, and had, ere

long, no occasion to guess, with wit pointed at themselves."

The farther we remove from this scene, the more singular will it seem to

us: details of the exterior aspect of it are already full of interest.

Most readers recollect Mr. Walker's personal interviews with Burns as

among the best passages of his Narrative; a time will come when this

reminiscence of Sir Walter Scott's, slight though it is, will also be

precious.

"As for Burns," writes Sir Walter, "I may truly say _Vergilium vidi

tantum_. I was a lad of fifteen in 1786-7, when he came first to

Edinburgh, but had sense and feeling enough to be much interested in his

poetry, and would have given the world to know him: but I had very little

acquaintance with any literary people; and still less with the gentry of

the west country, the two sets that he most frequented. Mr. Thomas

Grierson was at that time a clerk of my father's. He knew Burns, and

promised to ask him to his lodgings to dinner, but had no opportunity to

keep his word; otherwise I might have seen more of this distinguished man.

As it was, I saw him one day at the late venerable Professor Ferguson's,

where there were several gentlemen of literary reputation, among whom I

remember the celebrated Mr. Dugald Stewart. Of course, we youngsters sat

silent, looked and listened. The only thing I remember, which was

remarkable in Burns's manner, was the effect produced upon him by a print

of Bunbury's, representing a soldier lying dead on the snow, his dog

sitting in misery on one side,--on the other, his widow, with a child in

her arms. These lines were written beneath:

"Cold on Canadian hills, or Minden's plain,

Perhaps that mother wept her soldier slain:

Bent o'er her babe, her eye dissolved in dew,

The big drops mingling with the milk he drew

Gave the sad presage of his future years,

The child of misery baptized in tears."

"Burns seemed much affected by the print, or rather by the ideas which it

suggested to his mind. He actually shed tears. He asked whose the lines

were, and it chanced that nobody but myself remembered that they occur in

a half-forgotten poem of Langhorne's, called by the unpromising title of

"The Justice of Peace." I whispered my information to a friend present, he

mentioned it to Burns, who rewarded me with a look and a word, which,

though of mere civility, I then received and still recollect with very

great pleasure.

"His person was strong and robust; his manners rustic, not clownish; a

sort of dignified plainness and simplicity, which received part of its

effect perhaps from one's knowledge of his extraordinary talents. His

features are represented in Mr. Nasmyth's picture: but to me it conveys

the idea that they are diminished, as if seen in perspective. I think his

countenance was more massive than it looks in any of the portraits. I

should have taken the poet, had I not known what he was, for a very

sagacious country farmer of the old Scotch school, _i. e._ none of your

modern agriculturists who keep laborers for their drudgery, but the _douce

gudeman_ who held his own plough. There was a strong expression of sense

and shrewdness in all his lineaments; the eye alone, I think, indicated

the poetical character and temperament. It was large, and of a dark cast,

which glowed (I say literally _glowed_) when he spoke with feeling or

interest. I never saw such another eye in a human head, though I have seen

the most distinguished men of my time. His conversation expressed perfect

self-confidence, without the slightest presumption. Among the men who were

the most learned of their time and country, he expressed himself with

perfect firmness, but without the least intrusive forwardness; and when he

differed in opinion, he did not hesitate to express it firmly, yet at the

same time with modesty. I do not remember any part of his conversation

distinctly enough to be quoted; nor did I ever see him again, except in

the street, where he did not recognize me, as I could not expect he

should. He was much caressed in Edinburgh: but (considering what literary

emoluments have been since his day) the efforts made for his relief were

extremely trifling.

"I remember, on this occasion, I mention, I thought Burns's acquaintance

with English poetry was rather limited; and also, that having twenty times

the abilities of Allan Ramsay and of Ferguson, he talked of them with too

much humility as his models: there was doubtless national predilection in

his estimate.

"This is all I can tell you about Burns. I have only to add, that his

dress corresponded with his manner. He was like a farmer dressed in his

best to dine with the laird. I do not speak in _malam partem_, when I say,

I never saw a man in company with his superiors in station or information

more perfectly free from either the reality or the affectation of

embarrassment. I was told, but did not observe it, that his address to

females was extremely deferential, and always with a turn either to the

pathetic or humorous, which engaged their attention particularly. I have

heard the late Duchess of Gordon remark this. I do not know any thing I

can add to these recollections of forty years since."

The conduct of Burns under this dazzling blaze of favor; the calm,

unaffected, manly manner, in which he not only bore it, but estimated its

value, has justly been regarded as the best proof that could be given of

his real vigor and integrity of mind. A little natural vanity, some

touches of hypocritical modesty, some glimmerings of affectation, at least

some fear of being thought affected, we could have pardoned in almost any

man; but no such indication is to be traced here. In his unexampled

situation the young peasant is not a moment perplexed; so many strange

lights do not confuse him, do not lead him astray. Nevertheless, we cannot

but perceive that this winter did him great and lasting injury. A somewhat

clearer knowledge of men's affairs, scarcely of their characters, it did

afford him: but a sharper feeling of Fortune's unequal arrangements in

their social destiny it also left with him. He had seen the gay and

gorgeous arena, in which the powerful are born to play their parts; nay,

had himself stood in the midst of it; and he felt more bitterly than ever,

that here he was but a looker-on, and had no part or lot in that splendid

game. From this time a jealous, indignant fear of social degradation takes

possession of him; and perverts, so far as aught could pervert, his

private contentment, and his feelings towards his richer fellows. It was

clear enough to Burns that he had talent enough to make a fortune, or a

hundred fortunes, could he but have rightly willed this; it was clear also

that he willed something far different, and therefore could not make one.

Unhappy it was that he had not power to choose the one, and reject the

other; but must halt forever between two opinions, two objects; making

hampered advancement towards either. But so is it with many men: we "long

for the merchandise, yet would fain keep the price;" and so stand

chaffering with Fate in vexatious altercation, till the Night come, and

our fair is over!

The Edinburgh learned of that period were in general more noted for

clearness of head than for warmth of heart: with the exception of the good

old Blacklock, whose help was too ineffectual, scarcely one among them

seems to have looked at Burns with any true sympathy, or indeed much

otherwise than as at a highly curious _thing_. By the great, also, he is

treated in the customary fashion; entertained at their tables, and

dismissed: certain modica of pudding and praise are, from time to time,

gladly exchanged for the fascination of his presence; which exchange once

effected, the bargain is finished, and each party goes his several way.

At the end of this strange season, Burns gloomily sums up his gains and

losses, and meditates on the chaotic future. In money he is somewhat

richer; in fame and the show of happiness, infinitely richer; but in the

substance of it, as poor as ever. Nay, poorer, for his heart is now

maddened still more with the fever of mere worldly Ambition: and through

long years the disease will rack him with unprofitable sufferings, and

weaken his strength for all true and nobler aims.

What Burns was next to do or avoid; how a man so circumstanced was now to

guide himself towards his true advantage, might at this point of time have

been a question for the wisest: and it was a question which he was left

altogether to answer for himself: of his learned or rich patrons it had

not struck any individual to turn a thought on this so trivial matter.

Without claiming for Burns the praise of perfect sagacity, we must say,

that his Excise and Farm scheme does not seem to us a very unreasonable

one; and that we should be at a loss, even now, to suggest one decidedly

better. Some of his admirers, indeed, are scandalized at his ever

resolving to _gauge_; and would have had him apparently lie still at the

pool, till the spirit of Patronage should stir the waters, and then heal

with one plunge all his worldly sorrows! We fear such counsellors knew but

little of Burns; and did not consider that happiness might in all cases be

cheaply had by waiting for the fulfilment of golden dreams, were it not

that in the interim the dreamer must die of hunger. It reflects credit on

the manliness and sound sense of Burns, that he felt so early on what

ground he was standing; and preferred self-help, on the humblest scale,

to dependence and inaction, though with hope of far more splendid

possibilities. But even these possibilities were not rejected in his

scheme: he might expect, if it chanced that he _had_ any friend, to rise,

in no long period, into something even like opulence and leisure; while

again, if it chanced that he had no friend, he could still live in

security; and for the rest, he "did not intend to borrow honor from any

profession." We think, then, that his plan was honest and well calculated:

all turned on the execution of it. Doubtless it failed; yet not, we

believe, from any vice inherent in itself. Nay, after all, it was no

failure of external means, but of internal, that overtook Burns. His was

no bankruptcy of the purse, but of the soul; to his last day, he owed no

man any thing.

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