CHAPTER XXXII

For a full second all the onlookers merely gazed, completely

dumbfounded. Miss Clifford seemed unable to make a move, the doctor

stood rooted to the spot by the table, his face expressionless, his

fingers holding the long strip of gauze, which fluttered in the draught

from the open door. The first to stir was Roger, who knelt beside the

sobbing girl, and putting his arms around her body tried to lift her a

little. The startling denunciation she had given voice to had hardly

registered upon his brain, meaning to him only a confirmation of the

deplorable truth which Sartorius had foreseen. She was, almost without

doubt, unhinged: her whole appearance and manner went to prove it. In

an agony of mind Roger took in the details of her sodden clothing, her

wet, tangled hair, her dreadful pallor. His imagination flashed a

swift vision of the poor girl wandering alone in the streets of Cannes

for two days and nights. What was this terrible idea that obsessed

her? how had she come by it? He spoke to her as to a child, with

extreme gentleness.

"Esther, you poor little thing, what on earth is this all about? Try

to tell me where you've been since you left here."

Her eyes, which were falling shut from exhaustion, tried to open for a

moment. She made an effort to speak, but could not manage it,

convulsive sobs still shaking her like a storm. The doctor and Miss

Clifford had now come up and were bending over her.

"Oh, oh, so he was right, after all!" the old lady murmured in deep

pity and consternation. "Poor girl; what a dreadful condition! What

on earth can we do for her?"

Less moved than the others Sartorius motioned to Roger with his head,

at the same time putting a firm hand on Esther's trembling shoulder.

"I will attend to her, Mr. Clifford, leave her to me. I have dealt

with these cases often. It is a mistake to sympathise too much; what

they are playing for is sympathy. Just help me to get her to that

sofa."

Right or wrong the cold-bloodedness of his attitude repelled Roger

strongly. He could not believe that Esther was playing for sympathy,

but before he was able to voice any objection a fresh alarm came from

his half-fainting charge. As though galvanised into life by the

doctor's touch, she uttered a shriek and cowered away from him.

"No! No! Not again! If he does that again I'm finished!"

The note of abject terror in the appeal struck a chill to Roger's

heart. Whatever this delusion was, it had reduced Esther to a serious

state. Trembling violently she clung to him, her face buried in his

neck. Miss Clifford, who had hastened to arrange the cushions on the

high-backed canapé that was set against the wall at the right of the

room, looked on nonplussed, then after a moment approached and spoke

soothingly.

"My dear, my dear, it's quite all right, the doctor won't hurt you.

There's nothing to be afraid of."

"But there is, there is!" Roger heard a low whisper between chattering

teeth. "For God's sake protect me, don't let him come near me!"

Sartorius straightened up slowly and shook his head in a disparaging

fashion.

"I was afraid of this," he commented coldly. "It is going to be a

little difficult to deal with her, unless----"

"Leave her to me, doctor," Roger said in a low tone. "It's no good

exciting her."

He picked her up and carried her to the canapé, where very gently he

laid her down. Even in that disturbed moment the touch of her damp

curls and the faint odour of her skin moved him strangely. She might

be demented, but it was not easy for him to forget that she was Esther.

"Don't be afraid," he whispered in her ear. "I promise you he sha'n't

come near you."

She sank back with a quivering sigh; only the faintest pressure of her

hand on his showed him she understood. He looked about with the idea

of discovering some cover to put over her, for she seemed on the verge

of a chill. As he did so he discovered Thérèse standing motionless in

her doorway, a silent spectator. His eyes caught hers, and the

expression on her face made him stare fixedly at her. Why was she

gazing in that way at him and at Esther? He felt he had caught

something in her eyes which she had not meant to be seen. What was it?

It looked like fear--sudden, abject fear. Why were her eyes widened in

that fashion? He found himself examining her curiously....

All at once an impossible idea shot across his brain, searing it like a

red-hot iron. Could there, after all, be some underlying grain of

truth in that wild accusation Esther had uttered a moment ago? At

least some deceptive semblance of fact in it? It was nonsense, of

course, to consider such a thing, yet... The expression in the grey

eyes altered completely, the look he had seen was gone. Lady Clifford

came forward with an exclamation of concern.

"_Mon Dieu_, what is all this? How did that poor creature get here,

and in such a state? Why, look--her clothes are soaking! She must

have been in the rain for hours! And blood here on her face!"

The old lady whispered an explanation.

"She rushed in here a moment ago, Thérèse, you must have heard her.

She seems so queer and upset, and has been saying the wildest things!

And, isn't it odd, she refuses to allow the doctor to come near her at

all!"

"Does she? Very odd, indeed!"

With another glance at the canapé, Lady Clifford turned towards the

doctor.

"What do you think one ought to do, doctor?" she inquired. "She can't

stay here, naturally. Don't you think one should try to get her into

some really safe place, where she could be properly looked after?"

Something a little tense and sharp in the tone riveted Roger's

attention. With his arm still about Esther he turned his head and

listened. He heard the heavy tones of Sartorius make answer evenly,

without emotion of any kind:

"She is still raving; we must simply let her be for the moment till she

quiets down. I will see what can be done. There is a mental home near

Grasse where I believe they would take her; I can telephone and find

out. They would keep her under observation until we can get in touch

with her people."

"Oh, doctor, do you really think that will be necessary?" asked Miss

Clifford regretfully.

She had just come out of Thérèse's room bringing a rose taffeta quilt

to throw over the shivering girl. Roger made an impatient sign to the

others to be careful what they said, but to his relief Esther appeared

not to hear. He himself was peculiarly upset by the doctor's

matter-of-fact reference to the mental home, and on the spot he

resolved firmly to defeat any arrangements that might be made for

placing the girl where she could be kept "under observation." Yet what

ought one to do? She was clearly in need of medical attention. She

seemed now to be delirious, babbling incoherently, repeating in an

undertone and in that strange hoarse voice fragments of words and

phrases that in spite of their wildness arrested his attention.

Listening closely to her he thought that all the happenings of the past

two months of her life had become interwoven into the fabric of her

delusion. Such words as "typhoid," "toxin," "hypodermic," "bandage,"

recurred again and again, then "culture"--she was back in the doctor's

laboratory now, without doubt, watching his experiments. Suddenly a

name caught his ear, he bent closer. What was this she was saying

about Holliday? Holliday? How did he come into it? A low, frightened

whisper followed; he had to strain his ears to catch it: "_She wanted

the money now, you know, so she could keep him with her!_"

He stared at the girl searchingly. Her eyes were closed, she had the

look of complete exhaustion. He could almost not believe she had

spoken those significant words. Did she know what she was saying? Was

it mere accident that her last sentence had sounded so astonishingly

rational?

Still keeping one arm beneath her shoulders he once more looked around

and took a cautious survey of the other end of the room. Thérèse was

no longer to be seen; she must have slipped out, but his aunt was

saying something in an anxious undertone to the doctor, who at that

moment had moved nearer the fireplace. Watching narrowly Roger noticed

the big man put out his hand towards the blazing logs, then saw a small

scrap of something flimsy and white--it might have been paper, or

perhaps a tiny piece of the medical gauze he had been using--flutter

into the flames. The gesture was so negligent that in the ordinary way

one would not have given it a second thought, yet now, because of

Esther's unintelligible reference to a bandage, it awoke in Roger a

vague uneasiness. Again the incredible suspicion crossed his mind; he

caught himself wondering if just possibly there were more in this than

met the eye.

Studying the white, bloodstained face lying against the blue cushion,

he asked himself if Esther did really possess some terrible knowledge

of which he was completely ignorant. Could her jumbled utterances be

linked together into any sort of meaning? As if conscious of his

unspoken question she stirred restlessly, muttering words he could not

catch, then turned a little away from him on to her right side. As she

did so his gaze fell upon her left coat sleeve. There was a spot near

the shoulder, no bigger than a half-crown, where the material was oddly

frayed and roughened. He examined it closely, then as gently as

possible unfastened the coat and slipped it down from the shoulder....

What was this? The heavy crêpe-de-Chine blouse underneath, in the spot

that corresponded, was punctured with tiny, round holes, a little

constellation, thickly grouped. What did it mean? He laid his finger

on the spot, but at the touch she recoiled from him with a shudder that

shook her from head to foot.

"No, no, not again!" she cried out in her former accents of terror.

He soothed her, gripped by a sudden fear.

"Esther, darling, it's only me, Roger. I won't hurt you," he whispered

softly. "Listen to me, dear. I want to know what these marks are on

your arm. Try to tell me. Try to tell me where you have spent these

past two days."

She opened her lips and moistened them painfully; then as he thought

she was going to speak he saw her eyes fix themselves upon a spot above

his shoulder, while her whole face became contorted with fright.

Glancing behind him he saw that the doctor had quietly come near them

again and was standing, a silent, bulky figure, at the foot of the

canapé. Filled with annoyance Roger motioned to him to withdraw from

the girl's sight, but already it was too late. With a tremor more

violent than those preceding she buried her face in the cushion, then

lay completely still, so still that Roger became seriously alarmed.

"Here, will someone fetch some brandy?" he demanded abruptly, looking

around. "She's fainted. There's a bottle in the cupboard in my

bathroom."

The voice of Chalmers answered quickly from the door-way, "Yes, sir,

I'll get it, sir."

Anxiously Roger fell to chafing the girl's cold hands then became

unpleasantly aware that Sartorius was regarding him with a faintly

sardonic expression on his sallow face.

"I suppose you have realised what those marks mean," the doctor said

with a slight movement of his head towards the punctured sleeve.

"Well, what do they mean?" returned Roger aggressively.

"Simply what I ought to have guessed all along--that the unfortunate

woman is the victim of a drug-habit."

He turned on his heel and walked away, leaving Roger to swallow his

rage at what seemed to him an insulting suggestion. Drug-victim!

Esther! What an absurdity! Besides, would anyone give herself

injections through her sleeves? Preposterous! ... He continued to

slap the limp hands. Why did she show no sign of reviving? It seemed

to him that her heart scarcely beat at all. The awful idea came to him

that she might be dead from shock and weakness.... Why was Chalmers so

long over getting the brandy? Becoming desperate with impatience he

decided to go himself; perhaps the old man could not find the bottle.

"Dido," he said as his aunt approached with smelling-salts in her hand,

"stay with her, don't leave her, do what you can. I'll not be gone a

minute."

As the old lady took his place he quickly ran out and along the hall to

his room. Reaching the open door he heard a curious sound which came

from the lighted bathroom beyond. What was it? It seemed like

strained and heavy breathing; then he caught muttered, angry words in

French, an expletive that reeked of the gutter. What on earth did it

mean? He strove to the door, then halted on the threshold, completely

petrified. Speech deserted him, he could only stare, hardly able to

credit what he saw.

Facing him, her back against the wall, was Thérèse, struggling with

every ounce of strength she possessed to escape from a man who gripped

her firmly by the wrists. Transformed into a tigress, her cheeks

burning with passion, she writhed and pushed and panted in her efforts

to free herself. Her captor's breath came hard; he was barely more

than a match for her, yet he never relaxed his hold.

"Thérèse! What is the meaning of this?"

The man, whom he now saw to be old and grey-haired, turned and looked

over his spare shoulder. It was Chalmers.

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