CHAPTER X

A few minutes later Roger was shown into his father's room. His first

sight of the old man, lying flat on his back, his emaciated arms limp

on the smooth white coverlet, his face drawn and the colour of old

parchment, gave him a distinct shock. It was but a momentary one,

however. The room, filled with sunlight, was calm and cheerful, the

fresh fragrance of violets scented the air, the whole atmosphere tended

to allay his fears. The young nurse he had seen in the hall came

forward as he entered, greeting him with a frank smile.

"The doctor says you may stay half an hour," she told him with friendly

simplicity of manner. "Only you must promise not to talk very much,

and not to excite him. You'll be careful, won't you?"

"You can trust me," he assured her.

Their glances met. He liked her naturalness, as transparent as the

lucid brown-amber of her eyes. She seemed to him so straightforward,

like an extremely nice child. He was sorry when she slipped quietly

out and left him alone with the invalid.

"Well, father! This is very wrong of you."

The dull eyes brightened, one big bony hand stretched out to grasp the

young man's firm one.

"Roger! I'm glad to see you. A welcome surprise! I never thought

you'd be free for another couple of months. How did you manage it?"

"Oh, I succeeded sooner than I expected, that's all. I'm particularly

pleased it happened, since you took it into your head to get laid up.

Whatever do you mean by it?"

At his tone of cheerful banter his father's grim face relaxed into a

smile.

"God knows. I seem to get everything that's going, and it isn't for

want of taking care of myself, either. Never mind about me; draw up

that chair and sit down."

Roger obeyed.

"Now let's hear all about America. You realise you have written me

precious few details. I've no idea what you've been up to."

"I didn't want to say much until I had it all definitely fixed up. It

was no good crowing too soon. I can set your mind at rest now, though,

everything's O. K."

The old eyes riveted themselves on his face intently.

"You mean you've landed some good orders?"

"Some! A lot, all over the place. I tell you, we've done the trick at

last; you can accept it for an absolute fact that our American market

is established."

The gaunt face on the pillow glowed with triumph. Sir Charles would

have hated to admit in words just how great was the satisfaction given

him by this news, but his expression betrayed the truth. In his secret

heart he had sometimes felt that the principal thing he lived for now

was the firm establishment of a market in the United States for the

output of Seabrook & Clifford. Until now the buyers across the

Atlantic had shown little interest in their well-known materials,

although salesman after salesman had been sent out, and money sunk in

advertising to an extent that made him shudder to contemplate.

Bitterly he had begun to fear that the wish of his heart would never be

realised in his lifetime, yet now, behold! It had come about, and

through the agency and judgment of his son. He felt a burning desire

to know all details.

"What about those new patterns you took out with you?" he inquired,

with an effort to appear casual.

Roger stared at him in astonishment, then laughed.

"Why, of course, it was the new patterns that did it! The old stuff

was out of date, no one would look at it. Didn't I always say so? If

there's any place in the world that wants modern ideas, it is America.

And let me tell you something else: before you know where you are, the

colonies are going to wake up and want them too!"

His father gulped. It may have been that he was swallowing his pride.

Still, he managed to nod, as if this were what he'd been expecting.

"Henry Seabrook will hate to admit he's been wrong all these years,"

was his game comment. "You recollect how he raved and carried on when

you showed him those futurist designs?"

"Do I not? You'd have thought there was something positively immoral

in them, evil enough to rot the very yarns!"

He refrained from alluding to the fact that his father had displayed an

almost equal distaste and scepticism. Let old Seabrook shoulder the

blame!

"As soon as you've pulled out of this, I'll go over the whole thing

with you and show you the figures. For the moment, though, I don't

want to tax your strength."

"I suppose you're right," admitted his father with a sigh. "I'm

getting on pretty well, I believe, but the slightest effort does me up.

This wretched fever leaves me as limp as a rag. Never mind--what

you've told me is the best tonic I could hope for."

He closed his eyes with a look of contentment and lay quiet, the

outline of his head sharp against the pillow. Roger leaned back in his

chair, well pleased with his father's reception of his report, and

realising more than ever before what his achievement meant to the old

man. Up till now he had been chiefly concerned with his own

satisfaction over a great personal triumph, the biggest thing he had

accomplished in his entire career. To begin with, hampered as he had

been by the two hard, conservative old men above him, Henry Seabrook

and his father, this represented the only time he had been allowed to

strike out a line for himself. Ever since he came down from the

University and went to work to "learn the business," he had violently

disagreed with certain details in the policy of the firm. Not that he

was not proud of Seabrook & Clifford. No factories were run on better

lines; there was nothing in their administration to hide up or

apologise for, while "Seacliff Fabrics" were of an excellence

recognised throughout England and the colonies. Only their designs

were old-fashioned, the honoured firm had not moved with the times, as

others and often less worthy competitors had done.

In Roger's opinion, the sign of this was their failure to capture the

American market. He had tried hard to convince the old partners of

this, but for several years his efforts had met with no success. In

the end he had on his own initiative sought out young artists of a

modern school of design in London and in Paris, wherever he could find

them, and from them had obtained a whole collection of new drawings for

printed cottons. Then, after a hard-fought campaign, he finally

secured a grudging consent to put his idea to the test and, armed with

his batch of Seacliff Fabrics brought up to date, he had set out four

months ago for the United States--with the happy result just related.

Well! They would have to believe in him now, those two stubborn old

men; they could no longer regard him as a hare-brained youngster full

of mad theories. He wished suddenly that his mother could know of his

good fortune. She, he was sure, would have had confidence in him from

the start. He raised his eyes to the mantelpiece, where there was a

photograph of her, taken in the dress of eighteen years back. The face

was pleasing without being beautiful, the eyes seemed to look at him

with humorous understanding, just as they had so often done in life.

He had been a schoolboy when she died, yet even then he had realised

her imagination and love of beauty, coupled with the ability for

bringing out those same qualities in himself.

On the other end of the shelf was a large, shadowy photograph of his

father's present wife, one of the sort known as a "camera study," the

pose exquisite, hair and draperies fading into a dim background, the

eyes wistful and dreamy. Without moving, he examined it

appreciatively. There was no denying that Thérèse was a lovely woman.

Yet as he looked his face hardened, and he felt the blood slowly mount

until his cheeks burned as though on fire. He was recalling an

incident known to no one but himself, a thing which never failed to

rouse in him sensations of shame and resentment. It belonged to the

early days of his father's second marriage, and before relating it, it

may be as well to explain how the cotton manufacturer came to meet the

present Lady Clifford.

Some years back the old man had made the acquaintance of a Baron and

Baroness de Rummel through the organisation of a musical festival in

Manchester. The de Rummels collected about them at their London house

a varied circle of smart, semi-artistic people. Sir Charles, first and

last a simple business man, having only one point of contact with their

world, enjoyed--perhaps a trifle guiltily--his excursions into so

sophisticated a set, feeling, no doubt, that in some new way for him he

was "seeing life." The men and women he met were ornamental and

amusing, possessed expensive habits, spoke in thousands, and told you

in the same breath that they hadn't a bean. Many might have been

somewhat hazy as to antecedents, but all were well-provided with a

certain stock-in-trade--personal charm. There were young men who

composed music, others who designed everything from a lampshade to the

_décors_ of a ballet, young women who sang or danced, actresses who had

not got on because managers would make love to them--or wouldn't, as

the case might be. All types and many classes were represented, but a

common object bound them together, namely, the hope that in the de

Rummels' drawing-room they might chance upon a "backer," someone

trusting enough to invest money in their enterprises.

In the winter of 1919, the particular star in this artistic zodiac was

Thérèse Romain, dazzling chiefly on account of her ethereal beauty.

She had a voice, which did not amount to much, and she had done a

little acting on the stage and for the screen, but without conspicuous

success. She had devoted years to war-work, and there were tears in

her beautiful eyes when she spoke of her husband, killed in action.

She refrained from mentioning the fact that when he fell he had been in

the midst of divorce proceedings against her, nor was she explicit as

to the nature of her war-work, though there were those, Roger among the

number, who assumed that it must have paid pretty well. At any rate,

the Baron took an interest in her referring to her as his ward--a

sufficiently elastic term. Finding Sir Charles attracted, he took him

aside and besought him to do something for Thérèse. Exactly what the

Baron had in mind may have been shadowy; but what Sir Charles did was

definite. He married her.

This action was as much a bombshell to the Baron as it was to the

neighbours in Cheshire, perhaps even more than Thérèse herself had

bargained for. It was a piece of amazing good fortune, but it entailed

restrictions which soon grew tedious. Country life in the North

Midlands proved a crushing bore. Tennis she cared little for once she

had finished dressing for the part, and hunting she gave up after her

third venture, when a fall strained a ligament in her back and laid her

up for weeks. Altogether she loathed England and the English more

every day. London she could have borne, but this life of the rural

provinces spelled extinction, beginning with the climate and ending

with the vicar for tea. At last she could not even be amused by the

sensation she was causing, and, casting about for something to mitigate

her boredom, she hit upon Roger as a possible distraction.

Roger, for his part, had seen trouble in the offing, though he was

unprepared for it to take this form. He did not dislike the young

woman, half French, half Belgian, with the qualities of both races,

though secretly he thought his father a fool to have offered her

marriage when something less permanent would have served the purpose.

Still, for all his private convictions, he behaved to his stepmother

with perfect courtesy, determined to make the best of things.

While Thérèse was recovering from her accident, Roger sat with her

nearly every evening. His father went off to bed at ten o'clock, while

Thérèse found herself with several hours on her hands. It was during

this period that Roger became aware that his stepmother was using every

means to make him fall in love with her. He tried to ignore the fact,

he sought excuses to take him away, but this led to reproaches which

made him still more uncomfortable. Beyond a certain point one cannot

pretend denseness, and he was in an agony of dread lest his father

would see what Thérèse was up to. She had begun kissing him

good-night, and now more and more warmth crept into the embrace until

he found himself trying to avoid it. He was no prig, and Thérèse was

attractive, yet the distaste he felt for the situation neutralised her

power to lure him. Moreover, she showed him a side which convinced him

of what he had hitherto suspected--that Thérèse had all the instincts

of a _cocotte_. Whether she actually was one or not was a matter of

opportunity.

The climax came one night during an absence of his father in London.

Thérèse deliberately came into his room when she knew he was in bed.

It was a painful thing, and even after six years it embarrassed him to

think of it. It was her bad taste that revolted him, the calm

assumption that he was ready to enter light-heartedly into a liaison

with his father's wife! He was filled with disgust. She had placed

him in a position where whatever he did would be wrong; consequently he

let his temper get the better of him and, taking her by the shoulders,

put her out of the room. Naturally, she never forgave him.

Since that night he had seen little of her. He had moved into

Manchester, on the excuse of being nearer the factory, while she, in

turn, took to spending more and more time abroad. Three years ago his

father had been persuaded to give up work and try the South of France

for his health. That had made things easier.

"I'm afraid I shall have to turn you out now. We have to be strict."

He glanced up quickly, then jumped to his feet. The screen which

guarded the door had kept him ignorant of the nurse's quiet entrance

until she was beside him.

"Have I stayed too long?"

"Oh, no, and I'm glad to see he's resting quietly. You can come in

again for a little while this afternoon, if he's going on well."

Roger took leave of the invalid, who opened his sunken eyes for a

moment, then closed them again.

"Come outside a moment," he whispered to the nurse when he reached the

door.

She followed him into the hall, looking up inquiringly.

"Do you consider he's very ill?" asked Roger.

She looked at him earnestly and shook her head.

"Why, no, Mr. Clifford, since you ask me, I can honestly say that it

seems to both the night-nurse and me an unusually light case of

typhoid--about the lightest I've ever nursed, I should say. It

certainly _is_ typhoid, yet he has never run as high a temperature as

one expects."

"Considering his age, that's lucky, isn't it?"

"Yes, of course, oh, yes!"

He thought she seemed a little puzzled.

"Has the doctor's treatment of the case anything to do with it, do you

think?"

She smiled and shook her head.

"No, there isn't much one can do in typhoid, it's mainly a question of

what not to do. I only hesitated because we--the other nurse and

I--both think it a little odd that Sir Charles, who's an old man,

should have such a mild case, when the type that's going around is

rather severe."

"Oh, I see. Well, I suppose there's no accounting for these things, is

there?"

"No, and in any case we can't complain, can we?"

He liked her laugh and the frank way she looked at him. Her eyes were

as clear as a sunny pool that mirrored brown leaves. He liked, too,

the freshness of her skin, and her rather square white teeth, with a

tiny space separating the middle two. They made her look so honest.

It was a friendly, fearless face, yet there was sensitiveness about it,

evident from the way the colour mounted into the cheeks at the

closeness of his scrutiny.

"Where do you come from?" he asked suddenly.

"Manitoba," was the prompt reply, "the western part."

"Oh--the plains?"

"Yes, but I'm astonished at your knowing."

"Do I look so ignorant?"

"Everyone over here is ignorant about American geography. I never

expect them to know anything. When I mentioned Manitoba to one man, he

said at once, 'Oh, yes, Central America!'"

Roger laughed.

"I shouldn't like to be cross-examined myself, but I know a little

about Canada. I think, too, that you have the look of the plains."

"What sort of look is that?"

He hesitated, and his eyes twinkled.

"An extremely nice look."

They both laughed at this.

"To be definite, it is a certain breadth across here"--he indicated the

cheek-bones--"and then your eyes, the way they are set, and a sort of

shining brightness about them. I should think you are very

far-sighted. Are you?"

"Well, do you know, I am. I grew up in a country where one could see

for miles and miles. When I first went into hospital training, my eyes

began to trouble me. The doctors said it was only because I wasn't

used to looking at objects at close range."

"You ought to be out of doors. Why, may I ask, did you take up

nursing?"

She shrugged her shoulders and flashed a frank smile at him.

"I had to do something--there were such crowds of us at home. And I

haven't any talents."

"It strikes me as remarkably plucky."

"Why?" she demanded promptly. "Thousands of girls are doing the same

thing every day."

"I suppose they are, but that's quite another thing.

"I fail to see it," she retorted with an ironical sparkle in her eye.

"You wouldn't, of course, and I can't altogether explain. But perhaps

when I've had time to think it over..."

Again they laughed. It was the sort of stupid little conversation to

which enormous point is given solely by mutual attraction. However

slight and evanescent that affinity may be, it yet hints at the

possibility of other things, surrounding the most trivial remarks with

a kind of roseate glow.

In this instance the glow lasted during what might have been an awkward

interval, while the two stood looking at each other with nothing to

say. Esther was the first to return to a matter-of-fact world.

"I mustn't stay here talking. I have things to do for my patient."

"I'm glad he's got you to look after him," said Roger impulsively. "It

can't be so bad to be..."

But she did not wait to hear more. With a quizzical smile over her

shoulder she vanished into the bedroom, leaving him to descend the

stairs whistling, conscious of an agreeable warmth he did not seek to

analyse.

Esther also felt oddly elated, but she did not neglect to enter very

softly, in case her patient should be dozing. Her hand still on the

door-knob, she peered cautiously around the edge of the screen.

Someone was in the room, she felt it instinctively even before she

discovered who it was. A woman's figure was bending over the table at

the other side of the room, her back turned, and something eager and

tense in her attitude. It was Lady Clifford. But what was she doing?

Of, of course! She was examining the chart.

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