WINDSOR.

The 17th of July, 1786, was the day appointed by the Queen for the

entrance into her Majesty’s establishment of Dr. Burney’s second

daughter.

Mrs. Ord, the worthy and zealous friend of Dr. Burney and his family,

who, with even maternal affection, had long delighted to place the

Memorialist by the side of her own and most amiable daughter, in

chaperoning them to assemblies, or large societies; insisted upon

resigning her kind adoption at the very place where it must necessarily

cease, by being herself the convoy of the new Robe-keeper to Windsor.

Dr. Burney, therefore, made his own carriage follow that of Mrs. Ord

merely as a baggage-waggon, and to bring him afterwards back to town;

as Mrs. Ord meant to travel on from Windsor to Bath.

The serene kindness of this excellent lady, who was enchanted at this

appointment, kept up the gaiety of Dr. Burney to an height with his

satisfaction, by banishing all discourse upon the only drawbacks to his

contentment; immediate parting, and permanent separation from under his

roof.

To their no small surprise, they did not find Mrs. Delany at home; but

her lovely great niece[14] flew out, with juvenile joy, to hail the

approaching residence of the Memorialist so near to the habitation of

her aunt.

Mrs. Ord soon took leave, to proceed on her journey to Bath. Cordial

and cheering was her congratulatory shake of the hand with Dr. Burney;

but when she came to the quitting embrace with the new Windsor

resident, an involuntary check to her pleasure, at sight of the

disturbed air of its object, started into her eyes, and ran down her

cheeks. But though thus sensible to foregoing an almost continual

intercourse with a fondly favourite companion, her native equanimity of

disposition soon resumed its steadiness; for sensibility, though now

and then the excursive guest of sudden emotion, is soon chased for

something wiser, at least, if not better, when it comes not in contact

with habitual sympathies. She uttered, therefore, her kind wishes, and

auspicious auguries of royal favour, with the usual firmness of her

calm temperament; and then, with cheerful satisfaction, repaired to her

carriage.

Mrs. Delany appeared shortly afterwards, and received her guests with

an ardour as animated as that of her little niece, and nearly as

youthful. Sensibility here was the characteristic of the composition.

Untamed by age, unexhausted by calamity, it still crimsoned her pale

cheeks, still brightened, or dimmed her soft eyes, as sorrow or as joy

touched her still sensitive heart.

Delightful to Dr. Burney was the sight of her expansive pleasure;

delightful and congenial. His own ever airy spirits caught the gay

infection. He saw in it a gentle solace to every private care of his

daughter, and an augmentation of every enjoyment: while the view of

such blithe and pure hilarity, in beings so beloved and so revered,

could not but mitigate the fears, the doubts, the fond regrets that

waive over every experimental change of life to a reflecting mind.

To Mrs. Delany,—her time of life, her heart-rending recent loss of

the friend most dear to her upon earth, and the tender affection she

had conceived for the Memorialist considered—this appointment, which

brought immediately and constantly within her reach, a person, whom she

knew to be attached to her by the warmest ties of love and veneration,

seemed an event too romantic for reality; and almost she thought it,

she said, a dream.

The absence of Mrs. Delany had been occasioned by the honour of taking

an airing with her Majesty; to whom intelligence was immediately

conveyed of the arrival of the new attendant; which as immediately was

followed by a command for that attendant to mount the hill forthwith to

the Queen’s Lodge.

An abridged account of the rest of this day’s transaction will be

copied from a letter of Dr. Burney,

“TO LEMUEL SMELT, ESQ.

* * * * *

“When the summons from the Queen arrived, Mrs. Delany,

who most kindly persuaded me to remain a day or two at

Windsor, to see my daughter installed in her new office,

persuaded me to walk with her to the Lodge. The weather

was very fine, and the distance next to nothing. The

approach, nevertheless, was so formidable to the poor

new Robe-keeper, that I feared she would not be able

to get thither. She turned pale, her lips quivered, and

she found herself so faint, that it was with the utmost

difficulty she reached the portico; whence we were shewn

immediately, by one of the pages, to her stated apartment.

“This seizure was by no means from any panic at advancing

to the presence of her Majesty, for that she already

knew to be all gentleness and benignity; it was but the

aggregate of her feelings in quitting her family and

her friends; with whom she had ever lived in the most

perfect harmony, and of whose cordial affection she was

gratefully convinced.

“She had scarcely a moment to indulge in these

reflections, ere she was conducted, by a page, to her

Majesty; from whose sight she returned to me in a quarter

of an hour, quite revived; and relieved and rejoiced

me past measure by saying, that the Queen’s reception

had been so gracious, or rather so kind, as to have had

the effect of a potent cordial; a cordial, dear Sir, of

which, you may imagine, I had my full portion.

* * * * *

“After dining the next day at Mrs. Delany’s, and walking

in the evening upon the terrace, where I received

congratulatory compliments from various friends I there

met; and where I was honoured with the gracious notice

of their Majesties, and nearly a quarter of an hour’s

conversation; I called, in my way back to Mrs. Delany,

upon my daughter in her new abode; and had the happiness

to find her in recruiting spirits, and much pleased and

flattered by all that had passed during the course of

the day. And when, the following noon, I called again

to take leave ere I returned to town, I heard that she

had received visits and civilities from the whole female

household at present resident at Windsor. She likes her

apartments extremely. Her sitting room, which is large

and pleasant, is upon the lawn before the lodge, and has

in full view, but at a commodious distance, the walk

that leads to the terrace, which, of course, is gay and

thronged with company; yet never noisy, nor riotously

crowded.

“I left her with the most comforting hope that her

spirits will be soon entirely restored; for the

condescending goodness of her Majesty is so sweet and

gracious, that she is quite penetrated with reverence and

gratitude. And I have since had a completely satisfactory

letter from her, in which she says, ‘I have been told

frightful stories of the precipices and brambles I shall

find in my paths in a residence at court; but my road, on

the contrary, only grows smoother and smoother; so that,

if precipices and brambles there may be to encounter,

they have not, at least, jutted forth to terrify me on

the onset: I therefore hope that they will not occur till

I am so well aware of their danger, that I shall know how

to step aside without tumbling from one, or being torn by

the other.’

“But that which most has touched the new Robe-keeper,

is the delicacy with which her Royal Mistress, during

the first three or four days, forbore to call her into

office, though she called her into presence. It was

merely as if she had been a visitor; and one for whom the

Queen deigned herself to furnish topics of conversation;

an elegance so engaging, that it enabled the noviciate to

glide into her office gradually, and without fright or

embarrassment.

“The Princesses, also, every one of the lovely six,

come occasionally, upon various small pretences, to

her apartment, with a sweetness of speech and manner

that seems almost eager to shew her favour. The little

Princess Amelia is brought often by her nurse,[15] at her

own playful desire.

“I should make my letter of an unreasonable length,

even, dear Sir, to you, if I were to enumerate all the

flattering and encouraging things that have come to my

knowledge, not from the household only, but from many

others; all uniting to tell me, that no one speaks of

this appointment without pleasure and approbation. The

Bishop of Salisbury[16] said this to me aloud on the

terrace, the first evening; and my daughter was much

gratified by such episcopal approvance. The Bishop added

that his brother, Lord Barrington, declared there never

was any thing of the sort more peculiarly judicious than

this choice. I mention these circumstances in hopes of

exculpating you, dear Sir, in some measure, for your kind

partialities upon this event; and I will frankly add,

that though I have had the good fortune to marry to my

own contentment three of my daughters, I never gave one

of them away with the pride or the pleasure I experienced

in my gift of last Monday.”

* * * * *

Dr. Burney now felt perfectly, nay thankfully, at ease, as to the lot

of his second daughter; who was distinguished in her new abode by the

most noble benignity, and addressed even with elegance by all of the

royal race who honoured her with any notice; a graciousness which, to

Dr. Burney, in whose composition loyalty bore a most conspicuous sway,

produced an even exulting delight.

His correspondence with the new Robe-keeper was active, lively,

incessant; and he had no greater pleasure than in perusing and

answering her letters from Windsor Lodge.

As soon as it was in his power to steal a few days from his business

and from London, he accepted an invitation from Mrs. Delany to pass

them in her abode, by the express permission, or rather with the lively

approbation of the King and Queen; without which Mrs. Delany held it

utterly unbecoming to receive any guests in the house of private, but

royal hospitality, which they had consigned to her use.

The Queen, on this occasion, as on others that were similar, gave

orders that Dr. Burney should be requested to dine at the Lodge

with his daughter; to whom devolved, in the then absence of her

coadjutrix, Mrs. Schwellenberg, the office of doing the honours of a

very magnificent table. And that daughter had the happiness, at this

time, to engage for meeting her father, two of the first characters for

virtue, purity, and elegance, that she had ever known,—the exemplary

Mr. Smelt, and the nearly incomparable Mrs. Delany. There were, also,

some other agreeable people; but the spirited Dr. Burney was the

principal object: and he enjoyed himself from the gay feelings of his

contentment, as much as by the company he was enjoyed.

In the evening, when the party adjourned from the dining-room to the

parlour of the Robe-keeper, how high was the gratification of Dr.

Burney to see the King enter the apartment; and to see that, though

professedly it was to do honour to years and virtue, in fetching Mrs.

Delany himself to the Queen; which was very generally his benevolent

custom; he now superadded to that goodness the design of according an

audience to Dr. Burney; for when Mrs. Delany was preparing to attend

his Majesty, he, smilingly, made her re-seat herself, with his usual

benign consideration for her time of life; and then courteously entered

into conversation with the happy Dr. Burney.

He opened upon musical matters, with the most animated wish to hear the

sentiments of the Doctor, and to communicate his own; and the Doctor,

enchanted, was more than ready, was eager to meet these condescending

advances.

No one at all accustomed to Court etiquette could have seen him without

smiling: he was so totally unimpressed with the modes which, even in

private, are observed in the royal presence, that he moved, spoke, and

walked about the room without constraint; nay, he even debated with

the King precisely with the same frankness that he would have used with

any other gentleman, whom he had accidentally met in society.

Nevertheless, a certain flutter of spirits which always accompanies

royal interviews that are infrequent, even with those who are least

awed by them, took from him that self-possession which, in new, or

uncommon cases, teaches us how to get through difficulties of form, by

watching the manoeuvres of our neighbours. Elated by the openness and

benignity of his Majesty, he seemed in a sort of honest enchantment

that drove from his mind all thought of ceremonial; though in his usual

commerce with the world, he was scrupulously observant of all customary

attentions. But now, on the contrary, he pursued every topic that was

started till he had satisfied himself by saying all that belonged to

it; and he started any topic that occurred to him, whether the King

appeared to be ready for another, or not; and while the rest of the

party, retreating towards the wainscot, formed a distant and respectful

circle, in which the King, approaching separately and individually

those whom he meant to address, was alone wont to move, the Doctor,

quite unconsciously, came forward into the circle himself; and, wholly

bent upon pursuing whatever theme was begun, either followed the King

when he turned away, or came onward to meet his steps when he inclined

them towards some other person; with an earnestness irrepressible to go

on with his own subject; and to retain to himself the attention and the

eyes—which never looked adverse to him—of the sweet-tempered monarch.

This vivacity and this nature evidently amused the King, whose candour

and good sense always distinguished an ignorance of the routine of

forms, from the ill manners or ill-will of disrespect.

The Queen, also, with a grace all her own towards those whom she

deigned to wish to please, honoured her Robe-keeper’s apartment with

her presence on the following evening, by accompanying thither the

King; with the same sweetness of benevolence of seeking Mrs. Delany, in

granting an audience to Dr. Burney.

No one better understood conversation than the Queen, or appreciated

conversers with better judgment: gaily, therefore, she drew out, and

truly enjoyed, the flowing, unpracticed, yet always informing discourse

of Dr. Burney.

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