I have this very day corrected the proofs of an essay on the Perception

of Time,[86] which I will send you when it shall appear in the "Journal

of Speculative Philosophy" for October last. (The number of "July, 1886"

is not yet out!) I rather enjoyed the writing of it. I have just begun a

chapter on "Discrimination and Comparison," subjects which have been

long stumbling-blocks in my path. Yesterday it seemed to me that I could

perhaps do nothing better than just translate 6 and 7 of the first

_Abschnitt_ of your "Tonpsychologie," which is worth more than

everything else put together which has been written on the subject. But

I will stumble on and try to give it a more personal form. I shall,

however, borrow largely from you....

Have you seen [Edmund] Gurney's two bulky tomes, "Phantasms of the

Living," an amazingly patient and thorough piece of work? I should not

at all wonder if it were the beginning of a new department of natural

history. But even if not, it is an important chapter in the statistics

of _Völkerpsychologie_, and I think Gurney worthy of the highest praise

for his devotion to this unfashionable work. He is not the kind of stuff

which the ordinary pachydermatous fanatic and mystic is made of....

_To Henry P. Bowditch._

[Post-card]

CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 26_ [1887].

My live-stock is increased by a _Töchterchen_, modest, tactful,

unselfish, quite different from a boy, and in fact a really

_epochmachendes Erzeugniss_.[87] I shall begin to save for her dowry and

perhaps your Harold will marry her. Their ages are suitable.

Grüsse an die gnädige Frau.

W. J.

_To Henry James._

CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 12, 1887_.

MY DEAR HARRY,--...I got back yesterday from five days spent at my

sylvan home at Lake Chocorua, whither I had gone to see about getting

the buildings in order for the summer. The winter has been an

exceptionally snowy one back of the coast, and I found, when I arrived,

four feet of snow on a level and eight feet where it had drifted. The

day before yesterday the heat became summer-like, and I took a long walk

in my shirt-sleeves, going through the snow the whole length of my leg

when the crust broke. It was a queer combination--not exactly agreeable.

The snow-blanket keeps the ground from freezing deep; so that very few

days after the snow is gone the soil is dry, and spring begins in good

earnest. I tried snow-shoes but found them clumsy. They were making the

maple-sugar in the woods; I had excellent comfort at the hotel hard by;

with whose good landlord and still better landlady I am good friends; I

rested off the fumes of my lore-crammed brain, and altogether I smile at

the pride of Greece and Rome--from the height of my New Hampshire home.

I'm afraid it will cost nearer $2000 than $800 to finish all the work.

But we shall have ten large rooms (two of them 24 x 24), and three small

ones--not counting kitchen, pantries, etc., and if you want some real,

roomy, rustic happiness, you had better come over and spend all your

summers with us. I can see that the thought makes you sick, so I'll say

no more about it, but my permanent vision of your future is that your

pen will fail you as a means of support, and, having laid up no income,

you will return like the prodigal son to my roof. You will then find

that, with a wood-pile as large as an ordinary house, a hearth four feet

wide, and the American sun flooding the floor, even a New Hampshire

winter is not so bad a thing. With house provided, two or three hundred

dollars a year will support a man comfortably enough at Tamworth Iron

Works, which is the name of our township. But, enough! My vulgarity

makes you shudder....

College begins tomorrow, and there are seven weeks more of lectures. I

never did my work so easily as this year, and hope to write two more

chapters of psychology ere the vacation. That immortal work is now more

than two thirds done. To you, who throw off two volumes a year, I must

seem despicable for my slowness. But the truth is that (leaving other

impediments out of account) the "science" is in such a confused and

imperfect state that every paragraph presents some unforeseen snag, and

I often spend many weeks on a point that I didn't foresee as a

difficulty at all. American scholarship is looking up in that line.

Three first-class works, in point both of originality and of learning,

have appeared here within four months. Stanley Hall's and mine will make

five. Meanwhile in England they are doing little or nothing. The

"psychical researchers" seem to be the only active investigators....

_To his Sister._

CHOCORUA, N.H., _July 2, 1887_.

DEAREST SISTER,--It is an unconscionable time since I have written

either to you or to Harry. Too little eyesight, and too much use

thereof, is the reason. I thought I should go wild during the

examination period. I have now got some presbyopic spectacles and hope

for an improvement. I think I've been straining my eyes for three or

four months past by not having them on.

A short dictated letter from you came the other day, and has been sent

back to Alice in Cambridge, so I cannot give its date. I am grieved in

the extreme to hear of another breakdown in your health.... But I make

no sympathetic comment, as you would probably "roar" over it. There is

this to be said, that it is probably less tragic to be sick all the time

than to be sometimes well and incessantly tumbling down again.

I thought of the difference in our lots yesterday as I was driving home

in the evening with a wagon in tow, which I had started at six-thirty

to get at a place called Fryeburg, 19 miles away. All day in the open

air, talking with the country people, trying horses which they had to

swap, but concluding to stick to my own--a most blessed feeling of

freedom, and change from Cambridge life. I never knew before how much

freedom came with having a horse of one's own. I am becoming quite an

expert jockey, having examined and tried at least two dozen horses in

the last six weeks; and I don't know a more fascinating occupation. The

day before yesterday, I spent most of both forenoon and afternoon in the

field under the blazing sun, sprinkling my potato plants with Paris

green. The house comes on slowly, but in a fortnight we shall surely be

inside of the larger half of it, and the rest can then drag on. Three or

four men can't get ahead very fast. It has some delightful rooms, and, I

have no doubt, will make us all happy for several years to come. Not for

eternity, for everything fades, and I can see that some day we shall be

glad to sell out and move on, to something grander, perhaps. For simple

harmonious loveliness, however, this can't be beat....

What a grotesque sort of time you have been having with your Queen's

jubilee! What a chance for a woman to give some human shove to things,

by the smallest _real_ word or act, and what incapacity to guess its

existence or to profit by it! One can see the ground for

Bonaparte-worship, when one contemplates the results of the orthodox and

conservative crowned-head education. He, at least, could have dropped an

unconventional word, done something to pierce the cuticle. But the

density of British unintellectuality is a spectacle for gods. One can't

imagine it or describe it. One can only _see_ it....

W. J.

* * * * *

Such enterprises as the horse-swapping just alluded to were not always

conducted with that circumspection which marks your true horse-trader.

The companion of one search for a horse reported James as accosting a

man whom he met driving along the road and asking, "Do you know anyone

who wants to sell a horse?" At Chocorua everyone was willing to sell a

horse, and accordingly the man answered that he "didn't know as he did,"

but what might James be ready to pay? James replied that he was looking

for a horse "for about $150, but _might_ pay $175." There was a pause

before the man spoke: "I've got a horse in my barn that would be just

what you want--_for one hundred and seventy five_."

The buyer was ready enough to laugh over such an incident; but he could

not mend his trustful ways. The great thing was to have the fun of

poking about the country-side and of talking business, or anything else,

with its people whenever occasion offered; and, after all, the horses

James bought usually turned out to be sound and serviceable enough.

Perhaps it was because he looked at every living creature with a

discriminating eye, and had not been a comparative anatomist for

nothing. In the end, too, he was suited by any horse that pulled

willingly and was safe for man, woman, and child to drive. There were no

motor-cars then, and few other summer residents or visitors at Chocorua.

James's two-seated "democrat" wagon, full of family and guests, and

often followed by a child on the pony and by one or two other riders,

used to travel quietly along the secluded and hilly roads for many hours

a day.

During this summer, and yearly during the next four, James found real

rest and refreshment on his Chocorua farm. The conditions were simple

and the place yielded him all the joys of proprietorship without

involving him in responsibilities to cattle and fields. Anyone who

knows central New Hampshire will realize how rudimentary "farming" in

one of the most barren parts of rocky New England necessarily was. The

glacial soil produced nothing naturally except woods and apple trees.

But the country was very beautiful, and on his own acres James was lord

of part of the Earth. Clearing away bushes and stones from one of the

little fields near the house; causing something to be planted which,

during those first years, always seemed as if it _must_ be responsive

enough to grow; cutting out trees to improve the look of the woods or to

open an interesting view; dragging stones out of the bathing-hole in the

brook; buying a horse or two and a cow on some lonely roadside at the

beginning of each summer--these were fascinating adventures.

James was an insatiable lover of landscape, and particularly of wide

"views." His inclination was to "open" the view, to cut down obstructing

trees, even at the expense of the foreground. In drives and walks about

Chocorua he usually made for some high hill that commanded the Ossipee

Valley or the peaks of the Sandwich Range and White Mountains. Most

hills in the neighborhood were topped by granite ledges and deserted

pastures, and each commanded a different prospect. So the expedition

often took the form of a picnic on one of these ledges. Axes were taken

along; permission was sometimes obtained to cut down any worthless tree

that had sprung up to shut off the horizon.

Before the end of such an afternoon James was more than likely to have

fallen in love with the spot and to be talking of buying it. Indeed he

was forever playing with projects for buying this or that hill-top or

high farm and establishing a new dwelling-place of some sort on it. He

was usually restrained by the price or by remembering the housekeeping

cares with which his wife was already over-burdened. But he actually did

buy two--one near Chocorua and one on a shoulder of Mt. Hurricane in the

Adirondacks; and about the Chocorua region there is hardly a

high-perched pasture which he did not at some time nourish the hope of

possessing.

Another consideration that usually deterred him from buying was the

difficulty of combining hill-tops with brooks. He used often to bewail

this dispensation of nature; for a vacation without a brook or a pond to

bathe in was as unthinkable as a summer dwelling-place that did not

command a splendid view was "inferior." The little house at Chocorua

stood at no great elevation, but it was near the Lake, and the place

boasted its own brook, with a little pool, overhung by trees, into which

the cold water splashed noisily over a natural dam. Thither, rain or

shine, James used to walk across the meadow for an early morning dip;

and after a walk or a drive or a couple of hours of chopping, or a warm

half-day with a book in the woods, he used to plunge into it again.

A few lines, through which breathes the happiest Chocorua mood, may be

added here, although they were written during a later summer.

_To Henry James._

CHOCORUA, _July 10_.

...I have been up here for ten days reveling in the deliciousness of the

country, dressed in a single layer of flannel, shirt, breeches and long

stockings, exercising my arms as well as my legs several hours a day,

and already feeling that bodily and spiritual freshness that comes of

health, and of which no other good on earth is worthy to unlatch the

shoe....

* * * * *

The next letter also rejoices over Chocorua, although it turns first to

academic amenities. The correspondent addressed, now Sir Charles

Walston, and Henry Jackson, both of the English Cambridge, had sent

James two cases of audit ale.

_To Charles Waldstein._

CAMBRIDGE, _July 20, 1887_.

MY DEAR WALDSTEIN,--It never rains but it pours. The case of beer from

_you_ also came duly. Day after day I wondered about its _provenance_,

but your letter dispels the mystery. I had begun to believe that all the

colleges of Cambridge and Oxford were going to vie with each other in

wooing my appreciation of their respective brews. The dream is shattered

but the reality remains. Five dozen is enough for me to fall back

upon--in the immediate present, at all events.

As for that unknown but thrice-blest Jackson, Henry Jackson of Trinity

(_dulcissimum mundi nomen_)--is that the way he always acts, or is he

only so towards _me_? I thank him from the bottom of my heart, and swear

an eternal friendship with him. If ever he is in need of meat, drink,

advice or defence, let him henceforth know to whom to apply--purse,

house, life, all shall be at his disposal. Such a magnanimous heart as

his was ne'er known before.

I wish I knew his _Fach_! But my ignorance is too encyclopedic. He must

be a very great philosopher. Goddard shall have some of the stuff.--Of

course you mean George Goddard--I know him well.

This has been written in the midst of interruptions. I am back in

Cambridge for only a couple of days, to send furniture up to my New

Hampshire farmlet. You may play the swell, but I play the yeoman. Which

is the better and more godly life? Surely the latter. The mother earth

is in my finger-nails and my back is aching and my skin sweating with

the ache and sweat of Father Adam and all his _normal_ descendants. No

matter! Swells and artists have their place too. Farewell! I am called

off again by the furniture. Remember me! And as for the divine Henry

Jackson, thank him again and again. His ale is royal stuff. I will make

no comparisons between his and yours. Ever affectionately yours,

WM. JAMES.

* * * * *

In explanation of the next letters, it should be said that in 1888 it

seemed advisable to get the children into a warmer winter climate than

that of Cambridge. Accordingly Mrs. James carried the three ("Harry,"

"Billy," and "Margaret Mary," aged respectively eight, five, and two

years), and a German governess off to Aiken, South Carolina, for three

months. James was thus left in the Garden Street house with no other

member of the family except--for he counted as one--a small pug-dog

named Jap. Dr. Hildreth, who is referred to, was a next-door neighbor,

whose children were somewhat older than the James children.

_To his Son Henry (age 8)._

CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 1, 1888_.

BELOVED HEINRICH,--You lazy old scoundrel, why don't you write a letter

to your old Dad? Tell me how you enjoy your riding on horseback, what

Billy does for a living, and which things you like best of all the new

kinds of things you have to do with in Aiken. How do you like the

darkeys being so numerous? Everything goes on quietly here. The house so

still that you can hear a pin drop, and so clean that everything makes a

mark on it. All because there are no brats and kids around. Jap is my

only companion, and he sneezes all over me whenever I pick him up. Mrs.

Hildreth and the children are gone to Florida. The Emmets seem very

happy. I will close with a fable. A donkey felt badly because he was not

so great a favorite as a lap-dog. He said, I must act like the lap-dog,

and then my mistress will like me. So he came into the house and began

to lick his mistress, and put his paws on her, and tried to get into her

lap. Instead of kissing him for this, she screamed for the servants, who

beat him and put him out of the house. Moral: It's no use to try to be

anything but a donkey if you are one. But neither you nor Billy are one.

Good-night! you blessed boy. Stick to your three R's and your riding, so

as to get on _fast_. The ancient Persians only taught their boys to

ride, to shoot the bow and to tell the truth. Good-night!

Kiss your dear old Mammy and that belly-ache of a Billy, and little

Margaret Mary for her Dad. Good-night.

YOUR FATHER.

_To his Son Henry._

CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 27_ [1888].

BELOVED HEINRICH,--Your long letter came yesterday P.M. Much the best

you ever writ, and the address on the envelope so well written that I

wondered whose hand it was, and never thought it might be yours. Your

tooth also was a precious memorial--I hope you'll get a better one in

its place. Send me the other as soon as it is tookin out. They ought to

go into the Peabody Museum. If any of George Washington's baby-teeth had

been kept till now, they would be put somewhere in a public museum for

the world to wonder at. I will keep this tooth, so that, if you grow up

to be a second Geo. Washington, I may sell it to a Museum. When

Washington was only eight years old his mother didn't know he was going

to be Washington. But he did be it, when the time came.

I will now tell you about what Dr. Hildreth is doing. The family is in

Florida, and he is building himself a new house. They are just starting

the foundation. The fence is taken down between our yard and his, by the

stable, and teams are driving through with lumber. Our back yard is

filled with lumber for the frame of the house. It is to be cut, squared,

mortised, etc., in our yard and then carried through to his.

I dined last night at the Dibblees'. The boys had been to

dancing-school. I like their looks. All the boys and girls together kept

up such a talking that I seemed to be in a boiler factory where they

bang the iron with the hammers so. It's just so with them every day. But

they're very good-natured, even if they don't let the old ones speak.

Say to Fräulein that "ich lasse Sie grüssen von Herzensgrund!"[88]

Thump Bill for me and ask him if he likes it so nicely.

Jap's nose is all dry and brown with holding it so everlastingly towards

the fire.

We are having ice-cream and the Rev. George A. Gordon to lunch today.

The ice-cream is left over from the Philosophical Club last night.

Now pray, old Harry, stick to your books and let me see you do sums and

read _fast_ when you get back.

The best of all of us is your mother, though.

Good-bye!

Your loving Dad.

W. J.

_To his Son William._

18 GARDEN STREET, _Apr. 29, 1888_.

9:30 A.M.

BELOVED WILLIAMSON,--This is Sunday, the sabbath of the Lord, and it has

been very hot for two days. I think of you and Harry with such longing,

and of that infant whom I know so little, that I cannot help writing you

some words. Your Mammy writes me that she can't get _you_ to _work_

much, though Harry works. You _must_ work a little this summer in our

own place. How nice it will be! I have wished that both you and Harry

were by my side in some amusements which I have had lately. First, the

learned seals in a big tank of water in Boston. The loveliest beasts,

with big black eyes, poking their heads up and down in the water, and

then scrambling out on their bellies like boys tied up in bags. They

play the guitar and banjo and organ, and one of them saves the life of a

child who tumbles in the water, catching him by the collar with its

teeth, and swimming him ashore. They are both, child and seal, trained

to do it. When they have done well, their master gives them a lot of

fish. They eat an awful lot, scales, and fins, and bones and all,

without chewing. That is the worst thing about them. He says he never

beats them. They are full of curiosity--more so than a dog for far-off

things; for when a man went round the room with a pole pulling down the

windows at the top, all their heads bobbed out of the water and followed

him about with their eyes _aus lauter_[89] curiosity. Dogs would hardly

have noticed him, I think. Now, speaking of dogs, Jap was _nauseated_

two days ago. I thought, from his licking his nose, that he was going to

be sick, and got him out of doors just in time. He vomited most awfully

on the grass. He then acted as if he thought I was going to punish him,

poor thing. He can't discriminate between sickness and sin. He leads a

dull life, without you and Margaret Mary. I tell him if it lasts much

longer, he'll grow into a common beast; he hates to be a beast, but

unless he has human companionship, he will sink to the level of one. So

you must hasten back and make much of him.

I also went to the panorama of the battle of Bunker Hill, which is as

good as that of Gettysburg. I wished Harry had been there, because he

knows the story of it. You and he shall go soon after your return. It

makes you feel just as if you lived there.

Well, I will now stop. On Monday morning the 14th or Sunday night the

13th of May, I will take you into my arms; that is, I will meet you with

a carriage on the wharf, when the boat comes in. And I tell you I shall

be glad to see the whole lot of you come roaring home. Give my love to

your Mammy, to Aunt Margaret, to Fräulein, to Harry, to Margaret Mary,

and to yourself. Your loving Dad,

WM. JAMES.

_To Henry James._

CHOCHURA, N.H., _July 11, 1888_.

MY DEAR HARRY,--Your note announcing Edmund Gurney's death came

yesterday, and was a most shocking surprise. It seems one of Death's

stupidest strokes, for I know of no one whose life-task was begun on a

more far-reaching scale, or from whom one expected with greater

certainty richer fruit in the ripeness of time. I pity his lovely wife,

to whom I wrote a note yesterday; and also a brief notice for the

"Nation."[90] To me it will be a cruel loss; for he recognized me more

than anyone, and in all my thoughts of returning to England he was the

Englishman from whom I awaited the most nourishing communion. We ran

along on very similar lines of interest. He was very profound, subtle,

and voluminous, and bound for an intellectual synthesis of things much

solider and completer than anyone I know, except perhaps Royce. Well!

such is life! all these deaths make what remains here seem strangely

insignificant and ephemeral, as if the weight of things, as well as the

numbers, was all on the other side.[91]

I have to thank you for a previous letter three or four weeks old,

which, having sent to Aunt Kate, I cannot now date. I must also thank

for "Partial Portraits" and "The Reverberator." The former, I of course

knew (except the peculiarly happy Woolson one), but have read several of

'em again with keen pleasure, especially the Turguenieff. "The

Reverberator" is masterly and exquisite. I quite squealed through it,

and all the household has amazingly enjoyed it. It shows the technical

ease you have attained, that you can handle so delicate and difficult a

fancy so lightly. It is simply delicious. I hope your other magazine

things, which I am following your advice and not reading [in magazine

form], are only half as good. How you can keep up such a productivity

and live, I don't see. All your time is your own, however, barring

dinner-parties, and that makes a great difference.

Most of my time seems to disappear in college duties, not to speak of

domestic interruptions. Our summer starts promisingly. How with my lazy

temperament I managed to start all the things we put through last

summer, now makes me wonder. The place has yet a good deal to be done

with it, but it can be taken slowly, and Alice is a most _vaillante_

partner. We have a trump of a hired man.... Some day I'll send you a

photograph of the little place. Please send this to Alice, for whose

letters I'm duly grateful. I only hope she'll keep decently well for a

little while. Yours ever,

W. J.

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