XXVIII

The heat dragged through the remainder of August and filled September

with steaming days and heavy nights, followed by driving grey storms and

premonitory, chill dawns. A period of sunny tranquillity succeeded, but

crimson blots of sumach, the warmer tone of maples, made it evident that

summer had lapsed. Honduras mulched the strawberries, and set new teeth

in his lawn rakes. The days passed without feature, or word from

Mariana, and Howat Penny fell into an almost slumberous monotony of

existence. It was not unpleasant; occupied with small duties, intent on

his papers, or wandering in a past that seemed to grow clearer, rather

than fade, as time multiplied, he maintained his erect, carefully

ordered existence. Then, among his mail, he found a large,

formal-appearing envelope which he opened with a mild curiosity. His

attitude of detachment was soon dispelled.

Mrs. Corinne de Barry desired the pleasure of his attendance at the

wedding of her daughter, Harriet, to James Polder. Details, a church and

hour, were appended. The headlong young man, he thought, with a smile,

Mariana was well out of that. He had been wise in saying nothing to

Charlotte; the thing had expired naturally. But, irrationally, he

thought of Polder with a trace of contempt--a man who had,

unquestionably, possessed Mariana Jannan's regard marrying the

pink-faced understudy to a second-rate emotional actress! In a way it

made him cross; the fellow should have shown a--a greater appreciation,

delicacy. "Commonplace," he said decisively, aloud. The following day

Mariana herself appeared, with a touch of sable and a small, wickedly

becoming hat.

He was at lunch; and, without delay, she took the place smilingly laid

for her by Rudolph. It was characteristic that she made no pretence of

concealing the reason that had brought her to Shadrach. "Jim's going to

marry that Harriet de Barry," she said at once, nicely casual. "I had a

card," he informed her. "It's to be on the thirtieth," Mariana

proceeded, "at eight o'clock and in church. Of course you are going."

"Not at all of course," he replied energetically. "And you'll stay away

for the plainest decency."

"We will go together," she proceeded calmly. "I want to see Jim married,

happy." She gazed at him with narrowed eyes.

"Mariana," he told her, "that's a shameful lie. It is cold, feminine

curiosity. It's worse--the only vulgar thing I can remember your

considering. I won't hear of it." He debated the wisdom of recounting

James Polder's last visit to Shadrach and decided in the negative. "Let

the young man depart with his Harriet in peace."

"It's sickening, isn't it?" she queried. "And yet it is so like Jim. He

had a very objectional idea of his dignity; he was sensitive in a way

that made me impatient. He couldn't forget himself, you see. That helped

to make it difficult for me; I wasn't used to it; his feelings were

always being damaged."

Howat Penny nodded. "You'll recall I emphasized that." Mariana looked

worn by her gaiety, he decided, white; for the first time in his memory

she seemed older than her actual years. Her friends, he knew, her

existence, bore the general appellation, fast; Howat had no share in the

condemnatory aspect of the term, but he realized that it had a literal

application. Their pace was feverish, and Mariana plainly showed its

effects. Her voice, already noted as more mature, had, he was sure,

hardened. She dabbled her lips thickly with a rouge stick. "Mariana," he

said querulously, "I wish, you'd stop this puppet dance you're leading.

I wish you would marry."

"I tried to," she coolly replied, "but you spoiled my young dream of

happiness."

"That isn't true," he asserted sharply, perturbed. "Anything that

happened, or didn't happen, was only the result of yourself, of what you

are. I am extremely anxious to have you settled, and your legs out of

the Sunday papers. I--I am opposed to your present existence; it's gone

on too long. I believe I'd rather see you orating on the streets, like

Eliza Provost. And, by thunder, I never thought I should come to that!

Champagne and those damnable syncopated tunes played by hysterical

niggers make a poor jig." He spoke impetuously, unconscious of any

reversal of previous judgments, opinions.

"You are so difficult to please, Howat," she said wearily; "you were

aghast at the thought of my marrying James, and now you are complaining

of the natural alternative. The truth is," she added brutally, "you are

old-fashioned; you think life goes on just as it did when the Academy of

Music was the centre of your world. And nothing is the same." She rose,

and, with a lighted cigarette and half-shut eyes, fell into a rhythmic

step of sensuous abandon. "You see," she remarked, pausing. An

increasing dread for her filled his heart. He felt, in response to her

challenge, a sudden bewilderment in the world of to-day. Things, Howat

Penny told himself, were marching to the devil. He said this irritably,

loud, and she laughed. "I'm going in by an early train," she proceeded.

"We have left the country. Will you stop for me on the thirtieth? Early,

Howat, so we can be sure of a good place."

His helplessness included the subject of her remarks; he would, he

realized, be at James Polder's wedding, but he persisted in his opinion.

"A low piece of business," Howat declared. When she had gone he felt

that he had not penetrated her actual attitude toward Polder's

deflection. He had not for a moment got beneath her casual manner, her

lightness, pretended or actual. He wished vehemently that he were back

again in the past he comprehended, among the familiar figures that had

thronged the notable dinner to Patti, the women who had floated so

graciously through the poetry of departed waltzes. He got out his albums

once more, scrutinized through his polished glass the programmes of

evenings famous in song. But he went to bed a full two hours earlier

than customary; his feet positively dragged up the stairs; above he sat

strangely exhausted, breathing heavily for, apparently, no reason

whatever.

He retraced, with Mariana, the course over the broad, asphalt way into

the north end of the city early on the evening of the thirtieth. They

found the church easily, by reason of a striped canvas tunnel stretched

out to the curb; and a young man with plastered hair and a gardenia led

them, Mariana on his arm, to a place on the centre aisle. The church had

a high nave newly vaulted in maple, and stained glass windows draped

with smilax, garish in colour against electric lights. Above the altar a

great illuminated cross maintained an unsteady flickering; and--it was

unseasonably cold--heating steam pipes gave out an expanding racket.

The pews through the centre filled rapidly; there was a low, excited

chatter of voices, and a spreading tropical expanse of the dyed

feathers and iridescent foliage of womens' hats. An overpowering scent

of mingled perfumes rose and filled the interior. The strains of an

organ grew audible, contesting with the rattle of the steam pipes. Howat

Penny was detached, critical. Mariana, in a dull, black satin wrap of

innumerable soft folds and wide paisley collar slipping from a

sheath-like bodice of gleaming, cut steel beading, was silent,

incurious. He turned to her, to point out an extravagant figure, but he

said nothing. She was, evidently, in no mood for the enjoyment of the

ridiculous. This disturbed him; he had not thought that she would be

so--so concerned. He suppressed an impatient exclamation, and returned

to the scrutiny of the culminating ceremony.

Here was a sphere, vastly larger than his own, to the habits and

prejudices of which he was complete stranger. It was as James Polder had

said--as if one or the other spoke Patagonian. He had no wish to acquire

the language about him; a positive antagonism to his surrounding

possessed him, beyond reason. He thought--how different Mariana is from

all this, and was annoyed again at her serious bearing. Then he was

surprised by his presence there at all; confound the girl, why didn't

she play with her own kind! Yet only the other day the glimpse she had

given him of her natural associates had filled him with dread. His mind,

striving to encompass the problem of Mariana's existence, failed to

overcome the walls built about him by time, by habit. He gave it up. The

louder pealing of the organ announced immediate developments.

There was a stir in the front of the church, a clergyman in white

vestment advanced; and, at a sudden murmurous interest, a twisting of

heads, the wedding procession moved slowly up the aisle. The ushers,

painstakingly adopting various lengths of stride to the requirements of

the organ, passed in pairs; then followed an equal number of young

women, among whom he instantly recognized the handsome presence of Kate

Polder, in drooping blue bonnets, with prodigious panniers of

celestial-hued silk, carrying white enamelled shepherd's crooks from

which depended loops of artificial buttercups. An open space ensued, in

the centre of which advanced a child with starched white skirts

springing out in a lacy wheel about spare, bare knees, her pale yellow

hair tied in an overwhelming blue bow; and holding outstretched, in a

species of intense and quivering agony, a white velvet cushion to which

were pinned two gold wedding bands.

After that, Howat Penny thought, the prospective bride could furnish

only the diminished spectacle of an anti-climax. Led by the virginal

presence of Isabella Polder she floated forward in a foam of white tulle

and dragging satin attached below her bare, full shoulders. A floating

veil, pinned with a wreath of orange blossoms, manifestly wax, covered

the metallic gold of her hair. Her countenance was unperturbed,

statuesque, and pink. As the sentimental clamour of the organ died the

steam pipes took up, with renewed vigour, their utilitarian noise. "Why

don't they turn them off?" Mariana exclaimed in his ear. Personally he

enjoyed such an accompaniment to what he designated as the performance.

He cast the participants in their inevitable rôles--the bride as prima

donna, James Polder the heroic tenor. Mrs. Corinne de Barry, a thin,

concerned figure in glistening lavender, supported a lamenting mezzo,

the bulky, masculine figure at her side, with an imposing diamond on a

hand like two bricks, was beautifully basso--

His train of thought was abruptly upset by James Polder's familiar,

staccato utterance. The precipitant young man! It stamped out all Howat

Penny's humorous condescension; his sensitive ear was conscious of a

note, almost, of desperation. He avoided looking at Mariana. Damn it,

the thing unexpectedly cut at him like a knife. James Polder said, "I

will." The clear, studied tones of Harriet de Barry, understudy to

Vivian Blane, were spoiled by the crackling of steam. Howat moved

uneasily; he had an absurd sense of guilt; he hated the whole

proceeding. What was that Polder, whose voice persisted so darkly in his

hearing, about, getting himself into such a snarl? He recalled what the

younger had said on his porch--"women with better hearts." He had

implored him, Howat Penny, to be "more human." The memory, too, of the

shaken tone of that request bothered him. Now it appeared that he might

have been, well, more human. He composed himself, facing such

sentimental illusions, into a savage indifference to what remained of

the ceremony; he ignored the passage of Polder, with Harriet Polder on

his arm; the relief of the unspeakable child carrying the white velvet

cushion no longer in the manner of a hot plate; the united bridesmaids

and ushers. "Thank heaven, that's over!" he ejaculated in the

deeply-comfortable space of the Jannan's motor laundalet. "But it

isn't," Mariana said briefly. She sat silent, with her head turned from

him, through the remainder of the short drive about Rittenhouse Square.

Then she went abruptly to her room.

Charlotte Jannan and her oldest child, Sophie Lewis, were above in the

living room. The former was handsome in a rigid way; her countenance,

squarely and harshly formed, with grey hair exactly waved and pinned,

had an expression of cold firmness; her voice was assertive and final.

Sophie, apparently midway in appearance between Kingsfrere and Mariana,

was gracefully proportioned, and gave an impression of illusive beauty

by means of a mystery of veils, such as were caught up on her hat now.

They were discussing, he discovered, the family.

"It's an outrage, Howat," Charlotte told him, "you never married, and

that the name will go. Here's Mariana at twenty-seven, almost, and

nothing in sight; and Sophie flatly refuses, after only one, to have

another child. I wish now I'd had a dozen. It is really the duty of the

proper people. And Eliza Provost won't hear of a man! I tell Sophie it's

their own fault when they complain about society to-day. It's the fault

of this charity work and athletics, too; both extremely levelling.

Hundreds of women wind bandages or go to the hunt races and gabble about

votes for no reason under heaven but superior associates."

"Howat will feelingly curse the present with you," Sophie said rising.

"I must go. Borrow the motor, if you don't mind. I saw in the paper a

Polder was married." Howat Penny lit a cigarette, admirably stolid. "A

name I never repeat," Charlotte Jannan said when her daughter had left.

He heard again the echo of James Polder's intense voice, "I will."

Something of his dislike for him, he discovered, had evaporated. Howat

thought of Mariana, in her room--alone with what feelings? He realized

that Charlotte would never have forgiven her for any excursion in that

direction. He himself had been, was, entirely opposed to such a

connection. However, he could now dismiss it into the past that held a

multitude of similarly futile imaginings.

Charlotte, he inferred, had no elasticity; it was a quality the absence

of which he had not before noted. She was a little narrow in her

complacency. Her patent satisfaction in Sophie was a shade too--too

worldly. Sam Lewis was, of course, irreproachably situated; but he was,

at the same time, thick-witted, an indolent appendage for his name.

Suddenly he felt poignantly sorry for Mariana; in a way she seemed to

have been trapped by life. James Polder resembled her in that he had

been caught in an ugly net of circumstance. A great deal had been upset

since his day, when the boxes and pit had been so conveniently

separated; old boundaries no longer defined, limited, their content;

social demarcations were being obliterated by a growing disaffection. It

was very unfortunate, for, as he was seeing, unhappiness ensued. It was

bound to. An irritability seized him at being dragged into such useless

conjecturing; into, at his age, confusing complications; and he greeted

with relief the long, low front of his dwelling at Shadrach, its old

grey stone a seeming outcropping of the old green turf, the aged,

surrounding trees.

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