VII

He was entirely right. Ludowika rarely appeared so early; Myrtle's face

seemed wan and pinched, and her father rallied her on her indisposition

after what should have been an entrancing evening. She declared

suddenly, "I hate David Forsythe!" Gilbert Penny was obviously startled.

Caroline half rose, as if she had finished breakfast; but she sat down

again with an expression of determination. Howat looted about from his

removed place of being. "I do!" Myrtle repeated. "At first he seemed to

like--I mean I liked him, and then everything changed, got horrid. Some

one interfered." Resentment, suspicion, dominated her, she grew shrill

with anger. "I saw him making faces at Howat, as if he and Howat, as if

Howat had, well--"

"Don't generalize," said Howat coolly; "be particular."

"As if you had deliberately spoiled any chance, yes," she declared

defiantly, "any chance I had."

"That's ridiculous," Gilbert Penny declared. "What," he asked his wife,

"are they all driving at?" She professed herself equally puzzled. "Howat

would say nothing disadvantageous to young Forsythe. He knows what we

all hope." Caroline suddenly leaned forward, speaking in a level voice:

"This has nothing to do with Howat, but with me. I am going to tell you

at once, so that you can all say what you wish, get as angry as you

like, and then accept what--what had to be. David and I love each other;

we are going to be married."

Gilbert Penny's surprise slowly gave place to a dark tide suffusing his

countenance. "You and David," he half stuttered, "getting married--like

that." Myrtle was rigid in an indignation that left her momentarily

without speech. Mrs. Penny, Howat saw, drew into the slight remoteness

from which she watched the conflicts of her family. "I know I'm

fearfully bold, yes, indecent," Caroline went on, "and undutiful,

impertinent. I'm sorry, truly, for that. Perhaps you'll forgive me,

later. But I won't apologize for loving David."

"Incredible," her father pronounced. "A girl announcing, without the

slightest warrant or authority, that she intends to marry. And trampling

on her sister's heart in the bargain." Howat expostulated, "What does it

matter which he marries? The main affair is to consolidate the

families." The elder glared at him. "Be silent!" he commanded. Howat

Penny's ever present resentment rose to the surface. "I am not a girl,"

he stated; "nor yet a nigger. And, personally, I think David was

extremely wise."

"I was sure of it," Myrtle cried; "he--he has talked against me, helped

Caroline behind my back." She sobbed thinly, with her arm across her

eyes. "If I thought anything like that had occurred," their father

asserted, "Howat would--" he paused, gazing heavily about at his family.

Howat's ill temper arose. "Yes--?" he demanded with a sharp inflection.

"Be still, Howat," his mother said unexpectedly. "This is all very

regrettable, Gilbert," she told her husband; "but it is an impossible

subject of discussion." Gilbert Penny continued hotly, "He wouldn't stay

about here." She replied equably, "On the contrary, Howat shall be at

Myrtle Forge until he himself chooses to leave."

Howat was conscious of a surprise almost as moving as that pictured on

his father's countenance. He had never heard Isabel Penny speak in that

manner before; perhaps at last she would reveal what he had long

speculated over--her true, inner situation. But he saw at once that he

was to be again disappointed; the speaker was immediately enveloped in

her detachment, the air that seemed almost one of a spectator in the

Penny household. She smiled deprecatingly. How fine she was, Howat

thought. Gilbert Penny did not readily recover from his consternation;

his surprise had notably increased to that. His mouth was open, his face

red and agitated. "Before the children, Isabel," he complained. "Don't

know what to think. Surely, surely, you don't uphold Howat? Outrageous

conduct if it's true. And Myrtle so gentle, never hurt any one in her

life." Myrtle circled the table, and found a place in his arms. "If they

had only told me," she protested. "If Caroline--" He patted her flushed

cheeks. "Don't give it another thought," he directed; "a girl as pretty

as you! I'll take you to London, where you'll have a string of men, not

Quakers, fine as peacocks." He bent his gaze on his son.

"Didn't I tell you last evening that the cast metal has been light?" he

demanded. "Must I beg you to go to the Furnace? Or perhaps that too

conflicts with your mother's fears for you. There are stumps in the

road." There was a whisper of skirts at the door, and Ludowika Winscombe

stood smiling at them. Myrtle turned her tear-swollen face upon her

father's shoulder. Howat wondered if Ludowika had slept. He endeavoured

in vain to discover from her serene countenance something of her

thoughts of what had occurred. He had a sudden inspiration.

"I can go to Shadrach as soon as Adam saddles a horse," he told his

father. "You were curious about the Furnace," he added to Ludowika,

masking the keen anxiety he felt at what was to follow; "it's a sunny

day, a pleasant ride." She answered without a trace of feeling other

than a casual politeness. "Thank you, since it will be my only

opportunity. I'll have to change." She was gazing, Howat discovered,

lightly at Isabel Penny. "I must get the figures from Schwar," his

father said. Before he left the room he moved to his wife's side, rested

his hand on her shoulder. She looked up at him with a reassuring nod.

Howat saw that, whatever it might be, the bond between them was secure,

stronger than any differences of prejudices or blood, more potent than

time itself. The group, the strain, about the table, broke up.

The horses footed abreast over the road that crossed the hills and

forded the watered swales between Myrtle Forge and the Furnace.

Ludowika, riding astride, enveloped and hooded in bottle green, had her

face muffled in a linen riding mask. He wondered vainly what expression

she bore. Speech he found unexpectedly difficult. His passion mounted

and mounted within him, all his being swept unresistingly in its tide.

Howat said at last:

"Are you still so angry at life, at yourself?"

"No," she replied; "I slept that foolishness away. I must have sounded

like a character in _The Lying Valet._" Her present mood obscurely

troubled him; he infinitely preferred her in the pale crumpled silk and

candle light of the evening before. "I wish I could tell you what I

feel," he said moodily.

"Why not?" she replied. "It's the most amusing thing possible. You

advance and I seem to retreat; you reach forward and grasp--my fan, a

handful of petticoat; you protest and sulk--"

"Perhaps in Vauxhall," he interrupted her savagely, "but not here, not

like that, not with me. This is not a gavotte. I didn't want it; I tried

to get away; but it, you, had me in a breath. At once it was all over.

God knows what it is. Call it love. It isn't a thing under a hedge, I

tell you that, for an hour. It's stronger than anything else that will

ever touch me, it will last longer.... Like falling into a river.

Perhaps I'm different, a black Penny, but what other men take like

water, a woman, is brandy for me. I'm--I'm not used to it. I haven't

wanted Kate here and Mary there; but only you. I've got to have you," he

said with a marked simplicity. "I've got to, or there will be a bad

smash."

Ludowika rode silently, hid in her mask. He urged his horse closer to

her, and laid a hand on her swaying shoulder. "I didn't choose this," he

repeated; "the blame's somewhere else." He felt a tremor run through

her. "Why say blame?" she finally answered. "I hate moralities and

excuses and tears. If you are set on being gloomy, and talking to heaven

about damnation, take it all away from me." A shadow moved across the

countryside, and he saw clouds rising out of the north. A sudden wind

swept through the still forest, and immediately the air was aflame with

rushing autumn leaves. They fell across Howat's face and eddied about

the horses' legs. The grey bank deepened in space, the sun vanished; the

wind was bleak. It seemed to Howat Penny that the world had changed,

its gold stricken to dun and gaunt branches, in an instant. The road

descended to the clustered stone houses about Shadrach Furnace.

The horses were left under the shed of the smithy at the primitive cross

roads. Thomas Gilkan had gone to the river about a purchase of casting

sand, but expected to be back for the evening run of metal. Fanny was

away, Howat learned, visiting Dan Hesa's family. They would, of course,

have dinner at the Heydricks; and the latter sent a boy home to prepare

his wife. Ludowika and Howat aimlessly followed the turning road that

mounted to the coal house. A levelled and beaten path, built up with

stone, led out to the top of the stack, where a group of sooty figures

were gathered about the clear, almost smokeless flame of the blast.

Below they lingered on the grassy edge of the stream banked against the

hillside and flooding smoothly to the clamorous fall and revolving wheel

by the wood shed that covered the bellows. Pointed downward the latter

spasmodically discharged a rush of air with a vast creasing of their

dusty leather. A procession of men were wheeling and dumping slag into a

dreary area beyond. There was a stir of constant life about the Furnace,

voices calling, the ringing of metal on metal, the creak of barrows,

dogs barking. The plaintive melody of a German song rose on the air.

Behind a blood red screen of sumach Howat again kissed Ludowika. Her

arms tightened about his neck; she raised her face to him with an

abandon that blinded him to the world about, and his entire being was

drawn in an agony of desire to his lips. She sank limply into his rigid

embrace, a warm sensuous burden with parted lips.

At the Heydricks he ate senselessly whatever was placed before him. The

house, solidly built of grey stone traced with iron, had two rooms on

the lower floor. The table was set before a fireplace that filled the

length of the wall, its mantel a great, roughly squared log mortared

into the stones on either side. Small windows opened through deep

embrasures, a door bound with flowering, wrought hinges faced the road,

and a narrow flight of stairs, with a polished rail and white post, led

above. Mrs. Heydrick, a large woman in a capacious Holland apron and

worsted shoes, moved about the table with steaming pewter trenchards

while Heydrick and their guests dined.

Howat Penny's face burned as if from a violent fever; his veins, it

seemed, were channels through which ran burning wine. He was deafened by

the tumult within him. Heydrick's voice sounded flat and blurred. They

were conscious at Shadrach of the thin quality of the last metal. The

charge had been poorly made up; he, Heydrick, had said at once, when the

cinders had come out black, that the lime had been short. His words fled

through Howat's brain like racing birds; the latter's motions were

unsteady, inexact.

The clouds had now widened in a sagging plain across the sky, some

scattered rain pattered coldly on the fallen leaves. It was pleasant

before the hickory burning in the deep fireplace; the Heydricks had

taken for granted that they would wait there for Thomas Gilkan, and they

protested when Howat and Ludowika moved toward the door. But Howat was

restless beyond any possibility of patiently hearing Mrs. Heydrick's

cheerful, trivial talk. He was so clumsy with Ludowika's cloak that she

took it from him, and, with a careless, feminine scorn in common with

Mrs. Heydrick, got into it without assistance. They stood for a while in

the cast house, watching a keeper rolling and preparing the pig bed for

the evening flow. They were pressed close together in a profound gloom

of damp warmth rising from the wet sand and furnace. An obscure figure

moved a heavy and faintly clanging pile of tamping bars. The sound of

rain on the roof grew louder, continuous. A poignant and then strangling

emotion clutched at Howat Penny's throat. Silently they turned from the

murky interior.

A grey rain was plastering the leaves on the soggy ground; puddles

accumulated in the scarred road; the smoke from the smithy hung low on

the roof. At the left a small, stone house had a half opened door.

Ludowika looked within. "For storing," Howat told her. Inside were piled

sledges and cinder hooks, bars and moulds, and bales of tanned hides.

Ludowika explored in the shadows. A sudden eddy of wind slammed to the

door through which they had entered. They drew together irresistibly,

and stood for a long while, crushed in each other's arms; then Ludowika

stepped back with her cloak sliding from her shoulders. She rested

against precarious steps leading aloft through a square opening in the

ceiling. "For storage," he said again. He thought his throat had closed,

and that he must suffocate. A mechanical impulse to show her what was

above set his foot upon the lower step, and he caught her waist. "You

see," he muttered; "things for the store ... the men, wool stockings,

handkerchiefs ... against their pay." The drumming rain was scarcely a

foot above their heads; an acrid and musty odour rose from the boxes and

canvas-sewed bales about the walls. "Ludowika," Howat said. He

stopped--she had shut her eyes. All that was Howat Penny, that was

individually sentient, left him with a pounding rush.

A faint sound, infinitely far removed, but insistent, penetrated his

blurred senses. It grew louder; rain, rain beating on the roof. Voices,

somewhere, outside. Ringing blows on an anvil, a blacksmith, and horses

waiting. Myrtle Forge. Ludowika. Ludowika Winscombe. No, by God, never

that last again!

He stood outside with his head bare and his face lifted to the cool

shock of the rain. Ludowika was muffled in her cloak. Howat could see a

renewed activity in the cast house; a group of men were gathered about

the furnace hearth, in which he saw Thomas Gilkan. He moved forward to

call the latter; but a tapping was in progress, and he was forced to

wait. Gilkan swung a long bar against a low, clay face, and instantly

the murky interior was ablaze with a crackling radiance against which

the tense figures wavered in magnified silhouettes. The metal poured out

of the furnace in a continuous, blinding white explosion hung with fans

of sparkling gold; the channels of the pig bed rapidly filled with the

fluid iron.

Finally Howat Penny lifted Ludowika to her saddle and swung himself up

at her side. The rain had stopped; below the eastern rim of cloud an

expanse showed serenely clear. Their horses soberly took the rise beyond

Shadrach Furnace and merged into the gathering dusk of the forest road.

A deep tranquillity had succeeded the tempest of Howat's emotions; it

would not continue, he knew; already the pressure of immense, new

difficulties gathered about him; but momentarily he ignored them. He

searched his feelings curiously.

The fact that struck him most sharply was that he was utterly without

remorse for what had occurred; it had been inevitable. He experienced

none of the fears against which Ludowika had exclaimed. He lingered over

no self-accusations, the reproach of adultery. He was absolutely unable

then to think of Felix Winscombe except as a person generally

unconcerned. If he repeated silently the term husband it was without

any sense of actuality; the satirical individual in the full bottomed

wig, now absent in Maryland, had no importance in the passionate

situation that had arisen between Ludowika and himself. Felix Winscombe

would of course have to be met, dealt with; but so would a great many

other exterior conditions.

Ludowika, in her linen mask, was enigmatic, a figure of mystery. A

complete silence continued between them; at times they ambled with his

hand on her body; then the inequalities of the road forced them apart.

The clouds dissolved, the sky was immaculate, green, with dawning stars

like dim white flowers. A faint odour of the already mouldering year

rose from the wet earth. Suddenly Ludowika dragged the mask from her

face. Quivering with intense feeling she cried:

"I'm glad, Howat! Howat, I'm glad!"

He contrived to put an arm about her, crush her to him for a precarious

moment. "We have had an unforgettable day out of life," she continued

rapidly; "that is something. It has been different, strangely apart,

from all the rest. The rain and that musty little store house and the

wonderful iron; a memory to hold, carry away--"

"To carry where?" he interrupted. "You must realize that I'll never let

you go now. I will keep you if we have to go beyond the Endless

Mountains. I will keep you in the face of any man or opposition

created."

A wistfulness settled upon her out of which grew a slight hope. "I am

afraid of myself, Howat," she told him; "all that I have been, my

life--against me. But, perhaps, here, with you, it might be different.

Perhaps I would be constant. Perhaps all the while I have needed this.

Howat, do you think so? Do you think I could forget so much, drop the

past from me, be all new and happy?"

He reassured her, only half intent upon the burden of her words. He

utterly disregarded anything provisional in their position; happiness or

unhappiness were unconsidered in the overwhelming determination that she

should never leave him. No remote question of that entered his brain.

The difficulties were many, but he dismissed them with an impatient

gesture of his unoccupied hand. Gilbert Penny would be heavily

censorious; he had, Howat recognized, the moral prejudices of a solid,

unimaginative blood. But, lately, his father had sunk to a place

comparatively insignificant in his thoughts. This was partly due to the

complete manner in which Isabel Penny had silenced the elder at

breakfast. His mother, Howat gladly felt, would give him the sympathy of

a wise, broad understanding. David and Caroline would interpose no

serious objection. Felix Winscombe remained; a virile figure in spite of

his years; a man of assured position and a bitter will.

He determined to speak on the day that Felix Winscombe returned from

Annapolis; there would be no concealment of what had occurred, and no

hypocrisy. A decent regret at Winscombe's supreme loss. The other would

not relinquish Ludowika without a struggle. Who would? It was

conceivable that he would summon the assistance of the law, conceivable

but not probable; the situation had its centre in a purely personal

pride. Nothing essential could be won legally. A physical encounter was

far more likely. Howat thought of that coldly. He had no chivalrous

instinct to offer himself as a sop to conventional honour. In any

struggle, exchange of shots, he intended to be victorious.... He would

have the naming of the conditions.

"It's beautiful here," Ludowika broke into his speculations; "the great

forests and Myrtle Forge. I can almost picture myself directing servants

like your mother, getting supplies out of the store, and watching the

charcoal and iron brought down to the Forge. The sound of the hammer has

become a part of my dreams. And you, Howat--I have never before had a

feeling like this for a man. There's a little fear in it even. It must

be stronger than the other, than Europe; I want it to be." They could

see below them the lighted windows at Myrtle Forge. The horses turned

unguided into the curving way across the lawn. A figure stood

obsequiously at the door; it was, Howat saw with deep automatic

revulsion, the Italian servant. He wondered again impatiently at the

persistently unpleasant impression the other made on him. Gilbert Penny

was waiting in the hall, and Howat told him fully the result of his

investigation.

His father nodded, satisfied. "You are taking hold a great bit better,"

he was obviously pleased. "We must go over the whole iron situation with

the Forsythes. It's time you and David stepped forward. I am getting

bothered by new complications; the thing is spreading out so

rapidly--steel and a thousand new methods and refinements. And the

English opposition; I'm afraid you'll come into that."

Ludowika did not again appear that evening, and Howat sat informally

before a blazing hearth with his mother, Gilbert Penny and Caroline.

Myrtle had retired with a headache. Howat felt pleasantly settled,

almost middle-aged; he smoked a pipe with the deliberate gestures of his

father. He wondered at the loss of his old restlessness, his revolt from

just such placid scenes as the present. Never, he had thought, would he

be caught, bound, with invidious affections, desires. Howat, a black

Penny! He had been subjugated by a force stronger than his rebellious

spirit. Suddenly, recalling Ludowika's doubt, he wondered if he would be

a subject to it always. All the elements of his captivity lay so

entirely outside of him, beyond his power to measure or comprehend, that

a feeling of helplessness came over him. He again had the sense of being

swept twisting in an irresistible flood. But his confusion was dominated

by one great assurance--nothing should deprive him of Ludowika. An

intoxicating memory invaded him, touched every nerve with delight and a

tyrannical hunger. His fibre seemed to crumble, his knees turn to dust.

Years ago he had been poisoned by berries, and limpness almost like this

had gone softly, treacherously, through him.

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