Slowly and with effort, she raised her eyes to his; and he mused--

"The sibyls must have eyes like those!" and then aloud: "Arsinoë, do

you think that this work of yours will be understood?"

"What matters it, friend?" she answered, smiling gravely. Then she

added in a lower tone, as if communing with herself: "He will stretch

out His hands toward the world. He must be inexorable and terrible as

Mithra-Dionysus in all his strength and beauty; yet merciful and

humble...."

"What do you mean? is not that an impossible contradiction?"

"Who knows? For us, yes; but for the future...."

The sun was descending lower. Above him, on the horizon westward, a

storm-cloud was impending, and the last rays illumined the island with

a soft, almost melancholy, glow.

The shepherd lad and his companion approached Pan's altar to make

their evening sacrifice.

"Is it your belief, Arsinoë," continued Anatolius, "is it your faith

that unknown brothers of ours shall pick up the threads of our

existence, and, following the clue, go immeasurably farther than we?

Do you believe that all shall not perish in the barbaric gloom which

is sinking on Rome and Hellas? Ah, if that were so? If one could trust

the future...."

"Yes!" exclaimed Arsinoë, a prophetic gleam in her sombre eyes, "the

future is in us, in our madness and our anguish! Julian was right.

Content without glory, in silence, strangers to all, and solitary

among men, we must work out our work to the end. We must hide and

cherish the last, the utmost spark amongst the ashes of the altar,

that tribes and nations of the future may kindle from it new torches!

Where we finish they shall begin. Let Hellas die! Men shall dig up her

relics--unearth her divine fragments of marble, yea, over them shall

weep and pray! From our tombs shall the yellowed leaves of the books

we love be unsealed, and the ancient stories of Homer, the wisdom of

Plato, shall be spelt out slowly anew, as by little children. And with

Hellas, you and I shall live again!"

"And with us, revives the curse on us!" exclaimed Anatolius, "The

struggle between Olympus and Golgotha will begin over again!--Why? And

when shall that struggle end? Answer, sibyl, if thou canst!"

Arsinoë was silent, and her eyes fell. Then she glanced at Ammianus

and pointed to him--

"There is one who will answer you better than I. Like ours, his heart

is shared between Christ and Olympus, and yet he keeps the lucidity of

his soul."

Ammianus Marcellinus, putting aside the manuscript by Clement, had

been quietly listening to the discussion.

"In truth," said the Epicurean, addressing him, "we have now been

friends for more than four months, and yet I do not know whether you

are a Christian or a Hellenist?"

"Nor I myself," answered the young Ammianus frankly, with a blush.

"What? No torture of doubts? No suffering from the antagonism between

the Greek and the Christian doctrine?"

"No, my friend; I think that the two teachings in many points

agree...."

"But how--from what point of view--do you intend to write your account

of the Roman Empire? One of the two scales of the balance must sink

and the other rise?"

"Not consciously, I hope," answered the historian; "My aim is to be

just to both. Julian the Emperor I love, but even for him I shall be

impartial. No one shall know which side I join, any better than I know

myself...."

Anatolius had already proved the bravery, the chivalrous friendship of

Ammianus, and now he was daily discovering in him other qualities no

less rare.

"You are born to be a historian, Ammianus, to be the judge of our

passionate age, and to bring its warring philosophies, in some sort,

to a reconciliation!"

"I shall not be the first to do that," answered Ammianus. He rose to

his feet and pointing with enthusiasm to the parchment-rolls of the

great Christian master--

"All you suggest is already written here; and with far ampler powers

than mine. This is the _Patchwork_ of Clement of Alexandria, in which

he proves that the greatness of Rome and the philosophy of Hellas

paved the way for the teaching of Christ, and, by maxims and

numberless forecasts, made the first decided steps toward the earthly

kingdom of God. Plato is the forerunner of Jesus the Nazarene."

The last words, spoken with perfect simplicity, profoundly impressed

Anatolius. He seemed to remember the whole scene as from some previous

existence: the island flushed by that setting sun; the smell of tar on

board the galley; and the words of Ammianus. The vista of a new world

was momentarily opened to his mind.

Meanwhile the trireme was heading round the cape; the little wood of

cypress had almost disappeared behind the cliffs. Anatolius threw a

last look at the lad and girl before the altar of Pan. The girl was

pouring out the evening offering of goat's milk and honey; the boy

beginning to play on his reed-pipe. The thin blue smoke of sacrifice

could be seen rising above the wood after the human figures had

vanished and while the trireme made for open sea.

From the fore-part of the ship there came upon the silence a solemn

music; the old monks were chanting in unison their evening prayer....

But over the still water came faint and clear notes of another melody.

It was the little shepherd, piping his nocturnal hymn to Pan, the old

god of gaiety, of freedom and love.

Anatolius felt a thrill of wonder and surmise.

"_Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven_," the monks chanted.

The silvery notes of the shepherd's flute, floating high in the sky,

mingled with the words of the Christians.

The last beams faded from that happy islet, leaving it dull and

hueless in the midst of the sea. Both hymns ceased.

The wind blew sharply in the rigging and whipped up grey and white

waves. The straining galley-timbers creaked and groaned. Shadows

approached from the southward and the sea grew swiftly dark. Huge

clouds massed overhead, and from beyond the horizon came the first

long intermittent roll of thunder.

Night and Tempest, hand in hand, were striding on apace.

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