And she added, radiant with good humour--

"You may well be merry, children, for this evening we shall have a

real feast. I'm going to prepare crowns of fresh roses; I shall fry

three perch, and make you cakes of gingerbread!"

At this moment a young slave accosted Olympiodorus and whispered in

his ear that a rich patrician lady of Cæsarea wished to see him,

having something to discuss with the priest of Aphrodite.

Olympiodorus followed the slave. Julian and Amaryllis went on with the

game of _kottabos_. Presently a little twelve-year-old girl came shyly

up to them. It was Psyche, the pale fair-haired and youngest child of

Olympiodorus. She had great sad blue eyes, and, alone in the house,

seemed a stranger to the cult of Aphrodite, and apart from the general

gaiety. Keeping aloof from the rest, she would remain musing while

others were laughing, and nobody knew what made her sad, or what gave

her pleasure. Her father pitied her as one incurably sick, ruined by

the evil eye or by the witchcrafts of his eternal enemies the

Galileans, who had carried off the soul of his child in revenge.

The dark Amaryllis was the favourite daughter of Olympiodorus: but the

mother secretly spoiled Psyche, and loved with jealous passion the

delicate child whose inner life was hidden from her. Psyche, unknown

to her father, and in despite of the caresses, prayers, and even the

threats of her mother, used to attend the basilican church of St.

Maurice. Anguished on discovering this, the priest of Venus had

renounced Psyche; and when her name was mentioned, his brow would

cloud over with a bitter expression. He was sure that it was by reason

of the impiety of his child that the vine, once blessed by Aphrodite,

produced fewer fruits than of yore; he believed that the little golden

crucifix worn on the child's neck had profaned the temple of the

indignant goddess.

"Why do you go to that church?" Julian asked her one day.

"I don't know; it is comfortable there. Have you seen the Good

Shepherd?"

"Yes, the Galilean! How did you know about Him?"

"Old Theodula told me. Ever since then I have gone to church; and,

tell me, Julian, why do they all hate the Good Shepherd?"

At this moment Olympiodorus returned in triumph and narrated his

interview with the patrician lady, a young girl whom her betrothed had

abandoned. She believed him bewitched by the amulets of a rival. Many

a time had she gone to the Christian church and besought St. Mamas

with an aching heart, but neither fasts nor prostrations had snapped

the evil charm.

"As if the Christians could console her!" Olympiodorus contemptuously

concluded, throwing a keen glance at the attentive Psyche. "This

Christian girl has now sought my help, and Aphrodite will heal her!"

He produced the two white pigeons, bound together, which the Christian

had begged him to offer as a sacrifice to the goddess of love.

Amaryllis took the little creatures in her hand, and kissed their rosy

beaks, declaring that it would be a thousand pities to kill them.

"Father, we will offer them to the goddess without spilling a drop of

blood!"

"How? There can be no sacrifice without bloodshed."

"We will give them liberty. They shall fly away clean into heaven,

straight to the footstool of Aphrodite. Is she not in the sky? She

will accept them. Let me do this, darling father, I beg of you!"

Olympiodorus had not the heart to deny this entreaty; and the young

girl, unbinding the pigeons tossed them back to liberty. They fled

away into the sky with a delirious beating of white wings, making for

the footstool of Aphrodite. Shading his eyes with his hands the priest

watched the offering of the convert disappear into the clouds, while

Amaryllis danced with joy, crying--

"Aphrodite, Aphrodite, receive the gift!"

Olympiodorus went out. Julian, solemn-faced and timorous, approached

Amaryllis; his cheeks grew red, and his voice trembled as he

pronounced the name of the young girl.

"Amaryllis, I have brought you----"

"Ah! I have long been going to ask you what it could be."

"It is a galley with three banks of oars!"

"A galley! What do you mean?"

"A real Liburnian galley."

He immediately began to unroll his present, but suddenly aware that

Amaryllis was watching him, he felt ineffable shame, became confused,

and with an imploring look at the damsel, slid the ship into the basin

of the fountain.

"You see, Amaryllis ... it is a trireme ... a real trireme,

with--with--sails ... and ... its rudder.... Look how well it gets

under way!"

But Amaryllis laughed heartily.

"What an odd boy you are! What in the world should I do with your

trireme? I fear it wouldn't take me very far. It's a ship for mice and

flies. Make a present of it to Psyche; she will be delighted with it."

Julian, though deeply hurt, assumed indifference, while tears choked

his speech. Controlling himself, he said disdainfully, but with

trembling lips--

"I see that you don't understand anything ... about art."

Amaryllis laughed yet more heartily. To add insult to injury, a

summons came for her to receive her betrothed, a rich merchant from

Samos, who dressed badly, perfumed his person, and spoke vile grammar.

Julian hated him, and when he learnt of the arrival of the Samian, the

charm of the house vanished so far as he was concerned.

From the neighbouring room he could hear the distracting chatter of

Amaryllis and the voice of her lover.

Without uttering a word, and filled with cold hatred, Julian seized

his cherished trireme--the real Liburnian trireme which had cost him

such endless pains--and before the startled eyes of Psyche, snapped

the mast, tore down the sails, tangled the rigging, and stamped the

toy into atoms with his feet.

Amaryllis returned. Her face bore traces of a strange happiness, of

that superfluity of life and love-joy which awakens in young girls an

imperious need to embrace and to kiss those near them.

"Julian ... forgive me ... I have pained you. Forgive me, dear! you

know well that I love you."

And before he had time to make up his mind, Amaryllis, throwing back

her tunic, imprisoned his head in her fresh bare arms. A delightful

dread stopped the beating of Julian's heart; he saw her great dark

dewy eyes so close to him, the sweet odour of her body so overwhelmed

him, and she locked him so close against her breast, that the boy grew

giddy. He closed his eyes and felt a kiss long, too long, pressed upon

his lips.

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