THE CONVERTED INFIDEL

Some two miles from the village of C. on a road that wound in among the

hills stood a great white house. It was beautifully situated upon a

gentle slope facing the south, and overlooking a most charming landscape.

Away in the distance, a mountain lifted itself against the clear blue

sky. At its base rolled a broad, deep river. Nestling down in a valley

that intervened, reposed the charming little village with its neat

cottages, white church, little red school house and one or two mansions

that told of wealth. Here and there in the distance a pond was visible;

while farm houses and humbler dwellings dotted the picture in every

direction.

Such was the home of three promising children, who for the last three

months had been constant members of the village Sunday School. The eldest

was a girl of some fourteen years. John, the second, was a bright, amiable

lad of eleven. The other the little rosy-cheeked, laughing Ella, with

her golden curls and sunny smile had just gathered the roses of her ninth

summer.

The father of these interesting children was the rich Captain Lowe. He

was a man of mark, such, in many respects as are often found in rural

districts. Strictly moral, intelligent and well read, kind-hearted and

naturally benevolent, he attracted all classes of community to himself

and wielded great influence in his town.

But, not withstanding all these excellences, Mr. Lowe was an infidel.

He ridiculed in his good-natured way, the idea of prayer, looked upon

conversion as a solemn farce, and believed the most of professing

Christians were well-meaning but deluded people. He was well versed in

all the subtle arguments of infidel writers, had studied the Bible quite

carefully, and could argue against it in the most plausible manner.

Courteous and kind to all, few could be offended at his frank avowal of

infidel principles, or resent his keen, half-jovial sarcasms upon the

peculiarities of some weak-minded, though sincere members of the church.

But Mr. Lowe saw and acknowledged the saving influence of the MORALITY

of Christianity. He had especially, good sense enough to confess that

the Sunday School was a noble moral enterprise. He was not blind to the

fact, abundantly proved by all our criminal records, that few children

trained under her influences ever grow up to vice and crime. Hence his

permission for his children to attend the Sunday School.

Among the many children who knelt as penitents at the altar in the little

vestry, one bright beautiful Lord's Day, were Sarah Lowe and her brother

and sister. It was a moving sight to see that gentle girl, with a mature

thoughtfulness far beyond her years, take that younger brother and sister

by the hand, and kneel with them at the mercy-seat--a sight to heighten

the joy of angels.

When the children had told their mother what they had done and expressed

a determination to try to be Christians; she, too, was greatly moved.

She had been early trained in the principles and belief of Christianity,

and had never renounced her early faith. Naturally confiding, with a

yielding, conciliatory spirit, she had never obtruded her sentiments

upon the notice of her husband, nor openly opposed any of his peculiar

views. But now, when her little ones gathered around her and spoke of

their new love for the Savior, their joy and peace and hope, she wept.

All the holy influences of her own childhood and youth seemed breathing

upon her heart. She remembered the faithful sermons of the old pastor

whose hands had baptized her. She remembered, too, the family altar, and

the prayers which were offered morning and evening by her sainted father.

She remembered the counsels of her good mother now in heaven. All these

memories came crowding back upon her and under their softening influences

she almost felt herself a child again.

[Illustration: It was a moving sight to see that gentle girl take that

younger brother and sister by the hand and kneel with them at the mercy

seat--a sight to heighten the joy of angels.]

When Mr. Lowe first became aware of the change in his children, he was

sorely puzzled to know what to do. He had given his consent for them to

attend the Sunday School, and should he now be offended because they had

yielded to its influence? Ought he not rather to have expected this? And

after all, would what they called religion make them any worse children?

Though at first quite disturbed in his feelings, he finally concluded

upon second thought to say nothing to them upon the subject, but to let

things go on as usual.

But not so those happy young converts. They could not long hold their

peace. They must tell their father also what they had experienced. Mr.

Lowe heard them, but he made no attempt to ridicule their simple faith,

as had been his usual course with others. They were HIS children, and

none could boast of better. Still, he professed to see in their present

state of mind nothing but youthful feeling, excited by the peculiar

circumstances of the last few weeks. But when they began in their childish

ardor to exhort him also to seek the Lord, he checked their simple

earnestness with a peculiar sternness which said to them: "The act must

not be repeated."

The next Sunday the father could not prevent a feeling of loneliness as

he saw his household leave for church. The three children, with their

mother and Joseph, the hired boy, to drive and take care of the horse;

all packed into the old commodious carriage and started off. Never before

had he such peculiar feelings as when he watched them slowly descending

the hill.

To dissipate these emotions he took a dish of salt and started up the

hill to a "mountain pasture" where his young cattle were enclosed for

the season. It was a beautiful day in October, that queen month of the

year. A soft melancholy breathed in the mild air of the mellow "Indian

summer," and the varying hues of the surrounding forests, and the signs

of decay seen upon every side, all combined to deepen the emotions which

the circumstances of the morning had awakened.

His sadness increased; and as his path opened out into a bright, sunny

spot far up on the steep hillside, he seated himself upon a mossy knoll

and thought. Before him lay the beautiful valley guarded on either side

by its lofty hills, and watered by its placid river. It was a lovely

picture; and as his eye rested upon the village, nestling down among its

now gorgeous shade-trees and scarlet shrubbery, he could not help thinking

of that company who were then gathered in the little church, with its

spire pointing heavenward nor of asking himself the question: "Why are

they there?"

While thus engaged, his attention was attracted by the peculiar chirping

of a ground sparrow near by. He turned, and but a few feet from him he

saw a large black snake, with its head raised about a foot above its

body, which lay coiled upon the ground. Its jaws were distended, its

forked tongue played around its open mouth, flashing in the sunlight

like a small lambent flame, while its eyes were intently fixed upon the

bird. There was a clear, sparkling light about those eyes that was fearful

to behold--they fairly flashed with their peculiar bending fascination.

The poor sparrow was fluttering around a circle of some few feet in

diameter, the circle becoming smaller at each gyration of the infatuated

bird. She appeared conscious of her danger, yet unable to break the spell

that bound her. Nearer and still nearer she fluttered her little wings

to those open jaws; smaller and smaller grew the circle, till at last,

with a quick convulsive cry; she fell into the mouth of the snake.

As Mr. Lowe watched the bird he became deeply interested in her fate.

He started a number of times to destroy the reptile and thus liberate

the sparrow from her danger, but an unconquerable curiosity to see the

end restrained him. All day long the scene just described was before

him. He could not forget it nor dismiss it from his mind. The last cry

of that poor little bird sinking into the jaws of death was constantly

ringing in his ears, and the sadness of the morning increased.

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Returning to his house, he seated himself in his library and attempted

to read. What could be the matter? Usually he could command his thoughts

at will, but now he could think of nothing but the scene on the mountain,

or the little company in the house of God. Slowly passed the hours, and

many times did he find himself, in spite of his resolution not to do so,

looking down the road for the head of his dapple gray to emerge from the

valley. It seemed a long time before the rumbling of the wheels was at

length heard upon the bridge which crossed the mountain stream, followed

shortly by the old carry-all creeping slowly up the hill.

The return of the family somewhat changed the course of his thoughts.

They did not say any thing to him about the good meeting they had enjoyed,

and who had been converted since the last Lord's day; but they talked

it all over among themselves, and how could he help hearing? He learned

all about "how good farmer Haskell talked," and "how humble and devoted

Esquire Wiseman appeared," and "how happy Benjamin and Samuel were";

though he seemed busy with his book and pretended to take no notice of

what was said.

It was, indeed, true then that the old lawyer had become pious. He had

heard the news before, but did not believe it. Now he had learned it as

a fact. That strong-minded man who had been a skeptic all his days, had

ridiculed and opposed religion, was now a subject of "the children's

revival." What could it mean? Was there something in religion after all?

Could it be that what these poor fanatics, as he had always called them,

said about the future world was correct? Was there a heaven, and a hell,

and a God of justice? Were his darling children right, and was he alone

wrong? Such were the thoughts of the boasted infidel, as he sat there

listening to the half-whispered conversation of his happy children.

Little Ella came and climbed to her long accustomed place upon her

father's knee, and throwing her arms around his neck, laid her glowing

cheek, half-hidden by the clustering curls, against his own. He knew by

her appearance she had something to say but did not dare to say it. To

remove this fear, he began to question her about Sunday School. He

inquired after her teacher and who were her classmates, what she learned,

etc. Gradually the shyness wore away, and the heart of the innocent

praying child came gushing forth. She told him all that had been done

that day--what her teacher had said of the prayer meeting at noon, and

who spoke, and how many went forward for prayers. Then folding her arms

more closely around his neck, and kissing him tenderly, she added:

"Oh, father, I do wish you had been there!"

"Why do you wish I had been there, Ella?"

"Oh, just to see how happy Nellie Winslow looked while her grandfather

was telling us children how much he loved the Savior, and how sorry he

was that he did not give his heart to his heavenly Father when he was

young. Then he laid his hand on Nellie's head, who was sitting by his

side, and said: 'I thank God that he ever gave me a little praying

granddaughter to lead me to the Savior.' And, father, I never in all my

life saw anyone look so happy as Nellie did."

Mr. Lowe made no reply--how could he? Could he not see where the heart

of his darling Ella was? Could he not see that by what she had told him

about Esquire Wiseman and his pet Nellie, she meant HE should understand

how happy SHE should be if HER father was a Christian? Ella had not said

so in words--THAT was a forbidden subject--but the language of her earnest

loving look and manner was not to be mistaken; and the heart of the

infidel father was deeply stirred. He kissed the rosy cheeks of the

lovely girl, and taking his hat, left the house. He walked out into the

field. He felt strangely. Before he was aware of the fact he found his

infidelity leaving him, and the simple, artless religion of childhood

winning its way to his heart. Try as hard as he might he could not help

believing that his little Ella was a Christian. There was a reality about

her simple faith and ardent love that was truly "the evidence of things

not seen." What should he do? Should he yield to thin influence and be

led by his children to Christ? What! Captain Lowe, the boasted infidel

overcome by the weakness of excited childhood! The thought roused his

PRIDE and with an exclamation of impatience at his folly, he suddenly

wheeled about, and retracing his steps, with altered appearance, he

re-entered his house.

His wife was alone with an open Bible before her. As he entered he saw

her hastily wipe away a tear. In passing her he glanced upon the open

page, and his eye caught the words "YE MUST BE BORN AGAIN!" They went

like an arrow to his heart. "TRUTH," said a voice within, with such

fearful distinctness that he started at the fancied sound; and the

influence which he had just supposed banished from his heart returned

with ten-fold power. The strong man trembled. Leaving the sitting-room,

he ascended the stairs to his chamber. Passing Sarah's room, a voice

attracted his attention. It was the voice of prayer. He heard his own

name pronounced, and he paused to listen.

"Oh, Lord, save my dear father. Lead him to the Savior. Let him see

that he MUST BE BORN AGAIN. Oh let not the SERPENT CHARM HIM! Save, oh,

save my dear father!"

He could listen no longer, "_Let not the serpent charm him!_" Was

he then like that helpless little bird, who fluttering around the head

of the serpent, fell at last into the jaws of death? The thought shot a

wild torrent of newly awakened terror through his throbbing heart.

Hastening to his chamber he threw himself into a chair. He started! The

voice of prayer again fell upon his ear. He listened. Yes, it was the

clear, sweet accents of his little pet. Ella was praying--WAS PRAYING

FOR HIM!

"O Lord, bless my dear father. Make him a Christian, and may he and dear

mother be prepared for heaven!"

[Illustration: They came from their places of prayer, where they had

lifted up their voices to God who had said: "Whatsoever ye shall ask the

Father in my name He will give it you."]

Deeply moved, the father left the house and hastened to the barn. He

would fain escape from those words of piercing power. They were like

daggers in his heart. He entered the barn. Again he hears a voice. It

comes from the hay-loft, in the rich silvery tones of his own noble boy.

John had climbed up the ladder, and kneeling down upon the hay WAS PRAYING

FOR HIS FATHER.

"O Lord, save my father!"

It was too much for the poor convicted man, and, rushing to the house

he fell, sobbing upon his knees by the side of his wife and cried:

"O Mary, I am a poor, lost sinner! Our children are going to heaven, and

I--I--AM GOING DOWN TO HELL! Oh, Wife, is there mercy for a wretch like

me?"

Poor Mrs. Lowe was completely overcome. She wept for joy. That her husband

would ever be her companion in the way of holiness, she had never dared

to hope. Yes, there was mercy for even them. "Come unto me, and find

rest." Christ had said it, and her heart told her it was true. Together

they would go to this loving Savior, and their little ones should show

them the way.

The children were called in. They came from their places of prayer, where

they had lifted up their hearts to that God who had said "WHATSOEVER YE

SHALL ASK THE FATHER IN MY NAME HE WILL GIVE IT YOU." They had asked the

Spirit's influence upon the hearts of their parents, and it had been

granted. They gathered around their weeping, broken-hearted father and

penitent mother, and pointed them to the cross of Jesus. Long and earnestly

they prayed, and wept and agonized. With undoubting trust in the promises,

they waited at the mercy-seat, and their prayers were heard. Faith

conquered. The Spirit came and touched these penitent hearts with the

finger of love; and then sorrow was turned to joy--their night, dark and

cheerless and gloomy, was changed to blessed day.

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They arose from their knees, and Ella sprang to the arms of her father,

and together they rejoiced in God.

--Brother H. P. in _Christian Advocate_

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